2000 Men in 24 Hours - Bonnie Blue’s Crazy New Stunt

17 Jul 2025 · 1 h 41 min · 54 chapters

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In short

Bonnie Blue discusses her rise in adult webcam and OnlyFans work, then her highly publicized “schoolies/freshers” events where she claims to take virginities, culminating in her goal of a “world record” 1,000-men gangbang (“2000 Men in 24 Hours”). She also addresses backlash, leaked videos, visa bans, and her views on consent, discrimination, and loneliness among clients.

Guest background

Bonnie Blue grew up between Derby and Nottingham in small towns, did lots of dancing, dropped out of A-levels after four months, and worked early (including waitressing from age 13). She describes a long relationship/marriage starting young, later relocating to Australia, trying for children via IVF after fertility issues, and separating because she and her partner “grew apart.” She has a daughter (teen years). She says she started camming/OnlyFans about two years before the episode, after moving away from her hometown circle.

Key claims

She says she began for “money and freedom,” not sex; claims she speaks to “hundreds” of men daily; says most clients are lonely and seeking connection. She claims her events involve IDs/consent forms, optional masks, and she dismisses allegations of coercion/grooming as false. She claims she was banned from Australia/Fiji after petitions, and that “bad publicity” increased searches.

Notable examples

a leaked sex video sent to her parents; “33” men during a schoolies event; “122” during spring break; “23” men in a UK freshers gangbang; a “75” men gangbang in December; and planning/logistics for a 1,000-person event. She also mentions a prior “world record” claim by Lisa Sparks (919), which she disputes.

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Chapters

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Bonnie Blue's Controversial Business

0:45 to 1:44

Discussion about Bonnie's controversial business and public perception.

“I've no issues with you, but it is a bit creepy when a thousand men are doing their business, but listen, That's your opinion.”

Bonnie's Upbringing and Family

1:44 to 4:36

Bonnie shares insights about her childhood, family dynamics, and relationships.

“I was never naughty like me and my friends was probably late for class or we didn't do our homework or we may have been giggling.”

School Experiences and Early Jobs

4:36 to 6:51

Bonnie discusses her school behavior, early jobs, and her decision to leave school.

“I think because I danced as well, a lot of my friends was older, so I was always around and associated with older people.”

First Relationships and Maturity

6:51 to 7:46

Bonnie reflects on her first serious relationships and her early maturity.

Marriage at a Young Age

7:46 to 8:25

Bonnie talks about her young marriage and the responsibilities she took on.

Struggles with Family and Happiness

8:25 to 11:11

Discussion on family life, personal happiness, and the pressures of societal expectations.

End of a Relationship and New Beginnings

11:11 to 14:03

Bonnie explains how her relationship changed and the realization of her personal needs.

“Like men, especially, it's because women half the time are shit.”

Reflecting on Past Relationships

14:03 to 16:48

Exploration of past relationships and emotional growth.

“If you did fall pregnant, do you think you'd been in the industry you're in now?”

The Shift to Webcam Work

16:49 to 19:11

Transition from traditional work to webcam modeling and the motivations behind it.

“So the obsession for the kind of money then is the main trigger do you think?”

Initial Experiences in the Industry

19:12 to 22:00

First experiences and feelings about starting in the adult industry.

“and then wanted to take it further, which is when I set up OnlyFans.”
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Family Reactions to Career Choices

22:01 to 24:46

Discussion of family dynamics and reactions upon discovering her career in adult entertainment.

“They just used to see my achievements, me coming home from work in a suit, looking professional, and the fact I was married and had a house.”

The Controversial Schoolies Experience

24:47 to 28:00

Details on the Schoolies event and the impact it had on her career and public perception.

“Only 33 when I did Freshers in November.”

The Impact of OnlyFans Collaborations

28:00 to 29:15

Explore the excitement and dynamics of OnlyFans collaborations and the shift in adult entertainment.

Exploring Personal Boundaries and Control

29:15 to 31:06

Discuss the importance of understanding personal boundaries and the sense of control in adult work.

“33 men, 1000 men you've then raised the bar but it's scary where it can go from where it used to be 10, 15 years ago.”

Public Image and Visa Challenges

31:06 to 32:50

Learn about the challenges faced when public perception clashes with personal identity and career.

“and a finger up the bum and you loved it, you'd feel a lot more confident saying to the next woman, hey, this is what I like.”

Navigating Controversy and Publicity

32:50 to 34:18

Examine how negative publicity can paradoxically lead to increased fame and audience reach.

“to UK to do freshers, had planned to go back to Australia to do schoolies again in November, on my way back to Australia they went on TV and said I was a predator and I had my visa taken off me.”

The Aftermath of Bans and New Horizons

34:18 to 36:50

Discover how being banned from places like Australia and Fiji affected career choices and opportunities.

“Because in my eyes, especially because it's all happened so quickly, I didn't realise how big I was getting.”

The Dynamics of Group Sexual Experiences

36:50 to 39:24

Delve into the unique dynamics and feelings associated with group sexual events and the learning process involved.

Perceptions of Sex Workers

39:24 to 42:01

Explore the misconceptions and judgments faced by sex workers, emphasizing the narratives that surround them.

“The thousand people that are in my queue, so nice, so sweet, so respectful.”

The Experience of Breaking Records

42:01 to 44:10

Explore the nuances of personal experiences and expectations during record-breaking events.

“Well, she came forward afterwards and said she didn't even do 919.”

Planning for the Event

44:11 to 46:02

Learn about the meticulous planning and organization required for large events.

“But the preparation was just social media, getting the message out so people knew what was gonna happen.”

Physical and Mental Challenges

46:03 to 47:58

Understand the physical and mental challenges faced during extreme experiences.

“It's like me going on a running machine, I'll go for 30 minutes.”

Perceptions of Sex Work

47:59 to 52:48

Delve into societal perceptions and misconceptions surrounding sex work and its workers.

Media Attention and Public Opinion

52:49 to 56:00

Examine the impact of media coverage on the lives of those involved in controversial events.

“I mean, there's a lot of bad press for sure.”

Exploring Personal Happiness

56:00 to 57:40

The guest discusses their journey to genuine happiness and control over their life.

The Nature of Relationships

57:40 to 1:00:20

A candid conversation about the challenges of dating in today's world and the impact of personal choices.

“You've definitely put a limit on it though.”

Public Perception and Fame

1:00:20 to 1:03:00

The guest reflects on their experiences with public attention, hate, and misconceptions.

“But can I mention a few things about this month?”

Future Aspirations and Family

1:03:00 to 1:05:50

Discussing thoughts about family, happiness, and the pressures of societal expectations.

“If I was getting the hundreds of dress threats from men, I'd be more concerned.”

Life in the Adult Industry

1:05:50 to 1:10:00

Insights into the adult industry, personal boundaries, and the realities of being a content creator.

Confessions of a Non-Emotional Person

1:10:00 to 1:10:45

Explore Bonnie's views on emotions and public perception.

Reactions from the Public

1:10:45 to 1:11:49

Bonnie shares her experiences with fan interactions and negative comments.

Navigating Security and Safety

1:11:49 to 1:13:15

Discusses the importance of security and freedom in public spaces.

The Complexity of Love and Relationships

1:13:15 to 1:14:29

Bonnie reflects on her past relationships and definitions of love.

The Impact of Social Media on Dating

1:14:29 to 1:15:02

Examines how social media influences modern relationships and dating.

Celebrity Encounters and Expectations

1:15:02 to 1:16:18

Bonnie recounts surprising interactions with celebrities and their intentions.

“met the person I'd be with long term because I don't really know how else you know I'd go about it.”

Blurring Lines Between Work and Personal Life

1:16:18 to 1:18:14

Explores how Bonnie merges her personal and professional identities.

“I'm not like that so you have a cut off point I think it's not that I have a cut off point I mean that celebrity wanted to put blue ski mask on and hang out the back of me, no problem.”

A Day in the Life of Bonnie

1:18:14 to 1:19:13

Details Bonnie's unstructured daily routine and personal interests.

Navigating Social Situations

1:19:13 to 1:20:02

Discusses Bonnie's demeanor in social settings and her thought process.

Trust and Jealousy in Relationships

1:20:02 to 1:22:16

Analyzes trust issues and how they affect relationships.

“But aside from that, I'm just quite quiet.”

Perspective on Life and Society

1:22:16 to 1:23:32

Bonnie shares her insights on life, societal pressures, and happiness.

“Or sometimes they've just cheated because they wanted to.”

Living for Happiness and Experience

1:24:00 to 1:25:16

Exploring the pursuit of happiness and the importance of living in the moment.

“Oh, let me pass her the rope, save her buying it.”

Different Paths to Happiness

1:25:16 to 1:26:46

Discussing the varying definitions of success and happiness in life.

The Importance of Being Present

1:26:46 to 1:27:48

Emphasizing the need to focus on the present rather than solely future goals.

Bonnie's Journey and Future Aspirations

1:27:48 to 1:29:34

Bonnie reflects on her achievements and considers future goals amidst pressures of fame.

Challenges with Industry Standards

1:29:34 to 1:31:53

Bonnie discusses the challenges faced with industry regulations and personal career choices.

“So, yeah, frustrated and pissed off that an£8 billion company could be so stupid.”

Navigating Personal Choices and Public Perception

1:31:53 to 1:34:06

How Bonnie manages public perception and personal choices in her career.

Addressing Controversy and Misunderstandings

1:34:06 to 1:35:01

The conversation shifts to handling controversy and misunderstandings in interviews.

Exploring Unique Content Concepts

1:35:01 to 1:37:11

Bonnie shares her thoughts on creating unique and controversial content.

“Where could you go where you think we get controversy?”

Reflections on Personal Life and Happiness

1:37:11 to 1:38:04

Bonnie discusses her current happiness and the significance of personal choices.

Personal Life Reflections

1:38:04 to 1:38:32

Discussing happiness in personal life and work.

Discussing Bonnie Blue's Stunt

1:38:32 to 1:39:28

Exploring opinions on extreme stunts and societal judgments.

Advice for Aspiring Entrepreneurs

1:39:28 to 1:40:08

Sharing insights on hard work and enjoying the business journey.

Advice for Overcoming Struggles

1:40:08 to 1:40:35

Encouragement for those facing struggles in life.

“But it's hard because everyone's got different reasons why they're unhappy.”

Closing Remarks and Social Media

1:40:35 to 1:41:02

Bonnie Blue shares how to connect on social media.

“But I guess speaking to someone is the start.”
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0:33And boomerang. In today's guest, we've got Bonnie Blue. Bonnie, how are we? I'm good. How are you? Good. Thanks. First and foremost, thanks for coming on the show. That's okay. Thanks for having me. Yeah. Listen, thanks for coming on. Very controversial. Everybody talks about it. It's business at the end of the day. I've spoken many podcasts. I've no issues with you, but it is a bit creepy when a thousand men are doing their business, but listen, That's your opinion. Yeah. You've listened, you've found an avenue to work on making money. Yeah. fair play like i take my heart off i'm not here to discriminate i'm not here to try and target you or bring you down i'm just taking understand you what you're all about yeah what you've done before that during that and what's your plans for the future but before we get into all the madness i always like to go back to the start with my guests get more of a bit of understanding about you bonnie where you grew up how it all began so i grew up between like derby nottingham quite small towns well not really small but nothing crazy was happening in those areas very normal upbringing as much as people think I've got trauma and daddy issues and I must have had some chaotic childhood.

1:33I did dancing a lot when I was young. I went to school, was going to do my A-levels but dropped out after four months and that's sort of like the summary of my I guess childhood. What were you like at school? Okay like I wasn't the best behaved. I was never naughty like me and my friends was probably late for class or we didn't do our homework or we may have been giggling. so that's just like naughty as it went yeah it's nothing yeah what about mum and dad mum and dad like good couple good parents still together and i've got a sister how's your sister she is like four years younger good relationship yeah really sweet like normal i like sister relationship like when was younger of course we'd bicker because like that four year age gap is there you bicker a lot because like when i was young she was then trying to act like me and i was like no i'm the older sister type of thing yeah but especially as ever got older we've grown closer together yeah it's a big age gap with somebody's 10 or somebody's 14 they want to hang about with their sister they're far too young they're sort of embarrassing you and you're like please stop embarrassing me like i can remember because i used to swim when i was a lot younger we was getting changed in the changing rooms and she's like have you still got that tissue in your bra because you must have seen me putting tissue in my bra like trying to look like i've got big boobs and that was like the summary like she'd always do things to embarrass me like not on purpose but any drinking back in the day young kids school not really like my parents always gave me alcohol from like a young age because they was fully aware that if they didn't give me alcohol i would have been giving someone 20 quid to go to the corn shop to buy me like a bottle of vodka or something stronger so they'd give me like smirnoff ice or what else was it like echo falls like a low percentage wine how would it i used to drink like hutch hutch yeah buckfast we drink scotland books like a half bottle of buckfast couple of hooch yeah it would give you enough buzz from six o 'clock to you went home at half ten so you time you went home you were sober yeah like my parents wasn't naive like i'm not saying they always knew everything but they was aware people was going out people was drinking so they always wanted to provide me with stuff so that i wouldn't be going elsewhere like looking for things so your dad protective yeah like any other dad like not overprotective like obviously adores me but wasn't ever controlling if we had and still have a good relationship yeah so i've got a daughter 14 15 now shares but i'm very protective because of the people i interview as well and when we go out in the streets we don't see badness i only hear about it for for from other people's trauma you know and if you go on twitter and it's quite toxic you see all the bad stuff my twitter is quite good actually if you ever need a quick break who says i don't that's where i may take my free time you know you just don't know but yeah so going through your youth pretty pretty innocent yeah pretty quiet just like a normal teenager yeah like never caused too much of an issue like for my parents i was always just like quite a hard worker i started my first waitressing job when i was 13 and that sort of kept me busy and i loved that and at the time i was getting paid five pound an hour and that was really good at 13 and yeah i would go to school on the days i wasn't dancing i'd go and be a waitress and it kept me busy.

4:40First boyfriend? First boyfriend was when I was 13. Do you remember him? Yeah, I remember him. I lost my virginity to him. At 13? Yeah. I think I was about 12 or 13, young. Pete, well, I didn't feel young though. I think because I danced as well, a lot of my friends was older, so I was always around and associated with older people. When I see some 13-year-olds now, I think, oh my gosh, that is so young. I can't believe I lost my virginity at that age. But I've always been a lot more mature for my age, so it didn't feel as if I was going to it naively when I was 13. I think all, I mean you're that age, I thought I knew everything.

5:15I still think I know everything, but then you just think you're an adult, you're a man, you're drinking, you're picking up learnt behaviours by seeing family members drinking and smoking. They used to put cigarettes in my mouth at five and six and give us shandies, they called them. Lodes of lemonade, little bit. We used to drink froth out their cans, but you're fucking four or five years old. You're very young. But that was the thing then. that was accepted then but maybe it wasn't maybe they're all fucked man in the head but you know what I'm saying I mean four's very young but I know people turn their nose up when I say I lost it at 13 they're like oh that's where the trauma must have come from they're like that it's so young to lose your virginity but people are sexually active a lot younger than what people think so going through that then what was it like working, leaving school what was the plans did you have visions?

5:55not really there was no like set passion from a young age like oh I really want to do this I was very keen in dancing well keen on dancing but I knew I wasn't going to earn money that way and it was more of a hobby as opposed to a career. So I took an interest in midwifery. So I did my A-levels, well, I planned to, but I only did it for four months because once I started sixth form, I was also working at Pound Stretcher and I was a paid dance teacher at this point as well. So I'd go to sixth form, sort of three, four hours a day and then straight away I'd go to dancing and then I'd go and do a shift at Pound Stretcher.

6:27And then I became more obsessed with earning money as opposed to becoming a midwife, especially as I would have had to do two years at sixth form four years at university to then going to a very competitive industry to be in about 21 to 25k max a year and i was like why am i doing all that that's seven years of my life giving up for education and i want to i want to start living my life so i dropped out after four months to do recruitment had a midwife on yeah the podcast before you she was kind of exposing the system and how it's all backwards and everything that's rising through diseases through kids and

7:05miscarriages and all that stuff also through i was i don't really know much about it because i dropped out after four months yeah what made you want to choose that i just i didn't really know what i wanted to do and then i just think okay well delivering children that'd be quite a nice job um and because i was a dance teacher i worked a lot with younger children so i really liked spending time with children so i was like okay maybe i'll go down the midwifery route that's passion so you've always wanted to be a mother um when i was younger more so than now but yeah yeah of course things change so going through all that first proper boyfriend what age 14 first proper boyfriend yeah what love yeah it went to love yeah how long did that last 10 years is that someone were you married yeah that's what i was married to what age did you get married 20 very young young but same when i lost my virginity i didn't feel 20 i felt very mature i'd been with him at that point for six years we'd got a house we i was in a very good job at the time so i didn't feel 20 i wasn't naive like my sister she's 21 if she was to say she'd get married i'd like you're too young like you've you've not lived yet really i don't feel like you know enough whereas i sort of had and i did understand what marriage meant and i completely adored my partner at the time what i was loving to you um like we worked we'd like grown up a lot together I like experience life so I wasn't going into a marriage naively so you were going through that life kind of it's the perfect kind of life then for a young kid they want to get married they want to think they have a partner they want to have a baby they think that's all the boxes ticked oh from an outside perspective I was living the dream life yeah I yes I dropped out of school but I straightway gone into recruitment I was a recruitment consultant I was earning good money I'd brought a house me and my partner had good cars I was engaged then I was getting married like I was living the life that everyone plans to live so everything that I've learned over the years everything I've done I've got three kids to three different women yeah I wouldn't change anything but I do wish I would have gave it a go with someone when I was a lot younger and really went for that life for me no matter I go for 18 year olds as well so yeah but everything you kind of achieve everything I've kind of ticked off and I thought it was going to fill all the broken pieces yeah it's all bullshit it doesn't mean anything and I look at the family life and I think you know what that's what it's about for me I believe women become their true version of themselves and takes them to the source when they become a mum I believe that a lot of people might not agree with it but yeah I mean I definitely disagree with that but I can understand why yeah but I just look at the confusion in the world and I think society we're all kind of lost including myself we're all fucked up I'm not here to judge anybody because we're all fucked up we're all try to wing it nobody knows what's going on but when i look at the kind of family life and i look at my kids i want more kids i just feel as if for a man i i enjoy seeing other people happy yeah i'm not happy which is fucking mad but could you not do anything to change that i just happy i like i was in dubai there with my kids and i seen them happy seen my mom happy that i'm happy like little bursts of happiness not a lot like your five minutes you go yeah but then you're straight thinking how do i get my next hustle how do i keep moving through the gears how do i keep rising.

10:21Do you not think that if you keep chasing more and more like that's why you're not happy if you just to appreciate what you've got now then maybe you'd look at how happy your life actually is. I can't. Why? Because we always want more. But you don't have to need more. We don't but I think it's ingrained and especially in man is always chasing something. I think it's important to always chase and it's attractive when a guy is chasing more but it's also attractive when a guy or a woman appreciates what they've got and you can look at him and be happy. But I got everything I ticked all the boxes and I thought, nah.

10:49I completely agree. So I, like I said, from the outside perspective, I was living the dream life. I was married and then I relocated to Australia. I had a very respectful job and I was going to start trying for children. And I was going through the emotions. I was going through the life that everyone plans and everyone thinks you should be having. But I was like, I'm not happy. I've sort of got everything, but I don't want this. Like there's so much more to life than what I'm currently living so that's why i completely stepped out of the i guess the marriage and the lifestyle i used to live did you think that partner was for life oh 100 yeah and you tried for a kid i tried yeah when you couldn't have one no was that through you or him me did you get test yeah do you think that's whenever you kind of think fuck it no it was the life that you had planned never worked out did you feel like a failure did you feel sad or no like obviously it's never nice when a woman can't get pregnant it's never a nice nice feeling but it just meant okay i'm going to start saving for ivf it's not impossible for me to get pregnant i just need to go through ivf because obviously if you want to be my wife it's clearly someone who loves kids trying for kids and not having it happen you're thinking that's hard in itself i've had girlfriends i've had miscarriages i don't show their emotion but there's times i used to drive in the car and just cry myself you know because you think, fucking hell.

12:08Like men, especially, it's because women half the time are shit. Yeah. Like you go to show emotion and suddenly they turn it and it's all back on themselves again because women like to make sure everything is about them. But men should be able to show emotion. Women should be a lot more supportive. Yeah, of course we should be supportive. Men and women need each other. Hmm. And I say, I spoke about this earlier, the reason men are becoming softer, women are becoming more boss-like. It's not that women want to be boss-like, it's just there's no leaders anymore. You know? I don't know. I feel like women like to try and be in charge, but then if you said okay you go and get a better paid job and you start managing things they'll be the first ones to sit down and cry.

12:41Yeah but the whole world's fucked innit? But men and women need each other there's too much conflict. Yeah. And everybody's different. But you could also have the same sex. Yeah. What about, so you went through that then the marriage life trying for a baby. How hard was it for you when you couldn't have a baby? Yeah it was upsetting for sure but once I knew I could get pregnant through IVF, some women unfortunately even if they was offered IVF they can't get pregnant i would be able to carry um through ivf so it was more just okay i'm going to save up for that so how did the relationship break down was it because of the pregnancy no we just grew apart we'd been together from the age of 40 and we realized especially once we relocate to australia that our lives and our hobbies and interests no longer aligned when was in the uk it was very much okay we go to work we come back we watch a movie we get up again go to work and we were so routine that we was happy when we was in that routine the weekends I'd go and watch him play rugby he'd go out Sunday we'd probably take the dog out and just chill out around the house we'd go on holiday once a year and we was sort of happy and content with that life but I knew I could be happy I was probably like 60 % at my happiest then when we relocated to Australia I realized I loved like snorkeling skydiving going on the boat doing all the outdoorsy activities his personality and his hobbies sort of wasn't the same as mine and we we really started to drift apart because when someone really wants to live an outdoorsy lifestyle and the other person is more into you know staying in watching movies like seeing the mates going out for drinks i was like we you know i feel like i'm forcing you to do things you don't want to do so naturally we started growing apart and it went from being in love with him to just sort of loving him like a brother.

14:26If you did fall pregnant, do you think you'd been in the industry you're in now? I probably would still be with him. I think most people have kids and it saves their marriage because they just stayed together because it's easy, it's convenient and it's the lazy thing to do to be honest. I think there's loads of couples that are together but they're just unhappy and they can't be arsed to split up. I probably should have split with my partner two years before I did, but I became comfortable. He was normality to me. Did you trust him? yeah i trusted him and i still trust him now still friends still friends don't worry we still have arguments now like it's no matter what when you break up on a good term it's it's still difficult because when i look at him he's still someone i thought i was going to have children with someone i was going to grow old with so no matter what there's always going to be some hurt there that we're not together and it didn't work but neither of us are to blame what does he think about the stuff that you do now he's really proud he honestly is like my number one fan is a shock though he is Or did they always think, you know what, you've always had that, I knew you're fucking nutcase.

15:25He always said, I know you're going to be successful in life. He's like, there's something about you. So when I started this, he sort of just knew I was going to be successful. So he's probably the least shocked one out of everyone. And it's not because I used to do crazy gang bangs and all that other stuff. It's more just he knows how I am. He knows how passionate. If I decide to be passionate about something, I'll be the most passionate person in the room. were you already experimental before no and that relationship were you just a kind of no me and him had a very sort of black and white relationship typical sex life nothing crazy never had a threesome never slept with a girl kissed a girl or anything was that a simpler thing back then um i mean some ways yeah i mean everyone looked at me and was like oh you're doing amazing in life like so proud of you and you know there was zero judgment to everyone i i lived the perfect life and I could have stayed that if I gave a shit about people's opinions I'd still be in that life now whereas it really hit me when I'd had two years off in Australia we'd sort of got burnt through savings and my family and friends said to me you've just lived the best two years of your life and I was like fuck that yes it was good two years but is that it is that the best two years in my life is it now children work then you've got to keep chasing progressions you know career paths I was like I don't want that to be the best two years of my life I want to live a life that each day I'm excited for and I'm passionate about so that was that was the switch and then what I started off coming what was that like doing that for your first time I was so nervous in my head I was like fake it till you make it that guy doesn't know it's your first time that guy doesn't know you've never done this before so just go into it confidently and if I don't like it I never have to do it again or worst case I just shut my laptop and pretend it never happened how easy is it to sign up to the kind of webcam business oh i think it's like 24 hours like once they've checked your ideas and you've uploaded your consent forms it's as simple as that how much do you make the first day my first day gosh i can't really remember but it's like eight or nine hundred a ud oh yeah that first day you then think is that where it starts is it more the obsession of having freedom and making money and able to do what you want is that the kind of addiction with it all oh 100 so when i first started i wasn't doing this because i was obsessed with sex gang bangs 18 year olds any of that because i never done it i didn't even know i enjoyed that it was purely for money and freedom and flexibility when i say money i wasn't at the time chasing millions i just didn't want to put myself back in an office environment i wanted to have control of my life and i wanted to live a beautiful life so when i first started camming they'd be like a corner like in the bottom corner your money and it would just be going up and up and up and I didn't start this job or this industry because I don't have a good work ethic it's the complete opposite I'm obsessed with working and I would see the money going up and I would sit on that cam for like 12-16 hours a day.

18:30So the obsession for the kind of money then is the main trigger do you think? Yeah when I first started. How do you end up then going through is it case of the money hits a plateau and you're thinking i need to do more to create more income how does it work how does the process work in that sort of industry so once i start that i realized i was actually really good at it and i really enjoyed speaking to these guys because in my head there's going to be weird i wouldn't have anything coming with them i won't be able to connect with them i completely judged them i do what everyone else does and just assumes yet when i started speaking to them and getting to know these guys i was excited to log on yes it It was nice seeing the money.

19:05But I built a relationship with these guys very quickly and that I was taken back by. So I continued speaking to him and then wanted to take it further, which is when I set up OnlyFans. How many guys would you speak to a day then with the webcam stuff? Gosh, hundreds. A day? Yeah. And they're asking you to do stuff? Yeah, you could do. Some of them was just conversations. Others, I was naked and putting dildos in my pussy. Do you get paid more for that? it depends because you could ask for a tip or you just get paid per minute see i have no issues the majority of men are lonely they are one third of men i think are virgins like the majority of men are struggling yeah and if people want to pay to have a connection and feel as if they're part of the world no issues whatsoever i used to think it was weird like before i went on i just thought oh it'd just be weird really horny men that are lazy and just can't be asked to go and speak to women then when i started speaking to these guys i was like oh my gosh you're so normal i would pass you in the street wouldn't think anything of it or i'd look at you in the street and think wow you're a good looking guy and i realized most of them especially the ones i wasn't getting naked and fucking myself i was like they're just lonely they just want to connect with someone they just want someone that isn't going to judge them and is going to listen to them because unfortunately most wives just whinge and they forget they should also be listening but you will get some creepy bastards as well oh yeah definitely some weirdos anyway and like you say you were judging them so it's understandable that people are going to judge you because people don't know who you are they're just seeing the titles.

20:30They're just so uneducated. Of course, and like I say, I've no issues with I know drug dealers, I know fucking murderers and bank robbers. I don't judge them. Just because you do bad stuff, it doesn't mean you're a bad person. It's just certain circumstances. I don't think I'd want to be sat with a murderer. But it depends on the circumstances. If people were viewing 1 ,000 men in a murderer, people would still be 50-50. Because people are so against sex. Oh, people think I'm more disgusting than like a mass murderer. I would genuinely have got less hate if I was a mass murderer than if I'm just a world record slut.

20:57like people talk about me more than they do the the actual shit that's going off in the world but the more people talk the more money you're making of course i don't complain about it all i do is i like the poorly educated women that just sit and like complain about me really they should get off on the sofa and go to the gym but for the webcam business so you've just seen okay this is working yeah what was the family saying about it then did people know or was it a secret when i first started coming no didn't know about it because there was no social media there was unless my family was gonna happen to log on to the adult site I was on and be speaking to me as a camera they wouldn't have known so yeah they didn't know and it was a secret at the time how were you feeling about that did you feel dirty or did you feel alive or how did I was so excited because I finally found something I enjoy doing so I used to recruitment just like okay this is what I've got to do I enjoyed it to a certain degree but I never loved it whereas I honestly loved this from day one so I was excited and just happy with where this was going to go and I realized I could make like a thousand a day and I was like this can really change my life this can give me freedom I can live a life I've always dreamed of but never thought was possible for me so I was really proud of myself and what was it like speaking to your mum and dad when you first told them how was that a video got leaked to my parents so when I started OnlyFans a video got got sent to them i avoided him for a week i was like i mean i was living in australia so it was quite easy to avoid him do you think it was easier to do it in australia because you weren't in the uk 100 because i'd moved away from that circle i'd moved away from the tiny town that you know you'd go to your local supermarket you'd bump into everyone from high school and everything else like when you take yourself out of that scenario you realize how much you don't give a shit how much you don't care and how much of a small world people make it seem and really you can relocate you can do whatever you want it doesn't matter you're not ever tied down to something because of someone else's opinion so me moving to Australia gave me the confidence to be able to do what I did um yeah I avoided my parents calls for a week because I knew no matter what they was going to say I was still going to do it and I just wanted them to call off because they was shocked they was concerned they thought maybe I was forced into it maybe I was having money issues they couldn't understand because from their point of view I never expressed that I was unhappy I didn't ever phone them when I was sat in rush hour traffic for about two hours to go and sit in a shitty office to say how much I disliked it.

23:24They just used to see my achievements, me coming home from work in a suit, looking professional, and the fact I was married and had a house. So from that to then seeing your daughter offered sex tape, you're thinking, how? How has that happened? I thought she was living a happy life in Australia and suddenly she's a prostitute. What the deal was that? uh me with a big black cock so there's no denying it was me taking it either could you not deny no no not when you've seen it all angles i always had good camera angles as well so it was how can they leak it does somebody's record it off another phone how does yeah videos can get leaked all the time unfortunately um yeah it was taken up my hands to tell him i would have always told him but i just didn't know when and i hadn't been in the industry that long so i couldn't answer all the questions i didn't know if i was going to be doing it long term I didn't know how it was going to make me feel six months from now so I just wanted to understand it before going to them with hey this is what I'm doing here's the reasons here's the benefits and this is how it makes me feel instead they was told very early on so it was a look I don't know and that was my answer to most things does that mean the shackles then come off because you've nothing to hate anymore um not really how I was working before they found out afterwards was was the same it was just nice that they knew because I've always had a very open relationship with my family i didn't like hiding the fact i was doing this so i felt much happier you know fast forward a week after i ignored him let me know what'd your sister say she just found it funny actually to start with um she wasn't bothered she's like are you happy do you feel comfortable with it i said yes and she was like that's fine then so when did you start then putting the foot in the floor and start changing and start making all these decisions and getting the headlines and creating the content it's all publicity publicity makes money yeah it was in november 2023 so just recently well two years ago yeah so i've only been in the industry two years um i sort of was being contacted by a lot of 18 year olds that was traveling to the gold coast where i lived for an event called schoolies schoolies is the same as freshers that we have in the uk and i fucked him i took their virginities and i loved it how do you know they were virgins obviously not all of them was virgins but a lot of them would reach out and say hey look i'm really nervous to lose my virginity like can i lose it to you can you teach me in the bedroom and that's where it all sort of stemmed from the papers thought it was disgusting they thought i was a predator i was a groomer i was taking barely legals and they was shocked by it and that turned me on even more the fact that so many people thought it was disgusting i was like this is just getting me wetter and I want to do it more.

26:05But you were only 21 as well or 22? 24 when I started. So they were 18. Did you check their IDs? Of course yeah. Did they all wear masks? Hit and miss so some of them wanted to some of them didn't so they'd have to do a breathalyzer test they'd have to bring their ID I'd have to take a photo and they'd have to fill in a consent form and then I'd give them the option to either show their face or wear a mask or just film at POV. And how many people was that? Only 33 when I did Freshers in November. Amateur. Rookie number. You're losing your family. I know, little did I know what was going to come.

26:40Because I was so hesitant as well. Like, I didn't know if my subscribers at the time that was older was going to enjoy it. I didn't know how they'd feel, but they loved it. And I realized it's because no one was making realistic, raw content. Content where sometimes the guy doesn't get hard. Sometimes the guy finishes after nine seconds. Other times he's going for an hour and a half, and he's still not able to finish. And I realize how many people love that and how relatable that is, whether you're 18 or 80. Everyone's got a different sex life, and me fucking people that are not experienced offered people a video they could watch and go, that's so relatable.

27:18Oh, I look like that. My body looks like that. Because when I'm fucking porn stars, a lot of the time they're going to the gym. They might be on steroids, they're injecting their dick, they're taking Viagra. that is very different to what a normal person's sex life looks like yeah but how long did that last did you plan it then like you plan it now or was it just so it was more i the day one school i sort of put out a message say hey i'd love to take virginities i would love to sleep with school years it hit the press that night and then that week i'd slept with 33 people so it was sort of planned but it wasn't pre-planned like i wasn't necessarily organized for it i didn't know i was going to do it what kick-started it was how much bad press it got because it blew my social media up a lot my only fans was doing better than ever and the guys i was sleeping with was so excited you know prior to that it was just only fans collaborations which is organized it's pre-planned you've got a storyline and it's a little bit repetitive and i couldn't believe the excitement from myself when these guys would turn up and they were just so energetic like not really seeing a female body the way i was offering you know hey use my body you know finger me spit spit on me choke me do whatever you want to do like because otherwise even if he wasn't a virgin they've probably had sex they've been under the influence they've gone back to an unsafe environment who knows what that girl's gonna say the next day you know it's dangerous for guys and women so i'm off from a body up free of charge do whatever you want destroy me did you see then the rise in business did you see that the more money is that what you then think because you've now set the you've now set the standard because back in the day you used to have page three a set of tits and they were called sluts playboy naked slut yeah sex mustache come in can i fix your washing machine 70s porn slags but you've just totally fucking took it from having a wank to then 33 men, 1000 men you've then raised the bar but it's scary where it can go from where it used to be 10, 15 years ago.

29:24It's not scary, like if you're not going to cry and fake bleeding then it's not scary as long as you're in control and you know what you're doing with your own body and that's what everyone should be doing is understanding their body, their limits and that goes for anyone at any age. So the last two years then, what happened after the 33 men? What were you thinking then? Were you tired or thinking okay, I need to go bigger and had there well i was like i love it i'd never done it before never really taken virginities and i really had found my passion um really finding my calling in life so i that was obviously australia and that was a very australia target audience so i was like okay well i want to hit the u.s so u.s have spring break and it's the same set out as schoolies so i went to spring break in march and did the exact same thing but 122 college boys how long two weeks yeah it's still amateur numbers on it for fuck's sake we'll have to have a few 10 and 12 rules but then so that is that getting you more publicity yeah so by then i was on i'd already on tv interviews i was on every headline my social media was continuing to increase and i was really starting to make a name for myself and i i loved it like i genuinely had so much fun i i enjoyed doing my other collaborations with other guys and porn stars and it's nice having that sex but i loved the not knowing what's going to happen when these guys walk through the room they're not experienced and i just love teaching them about their body what they enjoy seeing if they want to finger up the ass and their ducks like dick sucking at the same time so i love experimenting on them as well like i want them to walk away knowing exactly what they enjoy because most guys and even now they're they're scared to ask they feel uncomfortable whereas say i gave you a rim job and a finger up the bum and you loved it, you'd feel a lot more confident saying to the next woman, hey, this is what I like.

31:11This is what turns me on. And I want to offer that to people. It's still fucking mad though. What about when you're doing it? Do they feel, is it like a sense of power for you? Is it like a power trip, a sense of control? What's the feeling you're getting? I mean, I just honestly enjoy it. Like I'm turned on, I'm excited by it. But you've got all these kids and men like at the grasp of your hands. There must be some sort of power trip with that. I still get nervous don't get me wrong I'm letting men multiple men just come into my room I'm by myself a lot of the time and I'm like come fuck me do whatever you want to me so I still get nervous but that's fine I'll even say to them hey I'm a bit nervous for this one or god there's a lot of you in this room today like what turned you on what gets you what gets you going but no it's not like power trip it's not like oh I'm older and yes I am older but they're usually bigger than me anyway do you ever feel unsafe?

32:04not really no uh there's one time so i did that march was spring break and then in september we have freshers i did freshers and there was one time where i did a gangbang with 23 guys and i could see them looking through my stuff you know i'm very busy my mouth's busy busy my hands are busy my holes are busy and i'm suddenly like i've let 23 people into my flat where my stuff is and I can start seeing other guys sort of looking around picking stuff up I was like I think they're going to start taking stuff out of this flat and leaving and you know I was very occupied um I didn't feel unsafe in terms of anything was going to happen to me but I felt unsafe in terms of I knew things were going to get stolen.

32:46What happened after that where did you go after the freshers? Um after freshers that was September I had planned to go back to Australia so I'd come to UK to do freshers, had planned to go back to Australia to do schoolies again in November, on my way back to Australia they went on TV and said I was a predator and I had my visa taken off me. For Australia? Yeah. Australia's a very small population I don't know, many people know, there's like 25 million people in Australia. Yeah it's very small but in terms of the lifestyle it's beautiful. Could you feel as if you could do what you wanted and kind of hibernate there and still have a good life?

33:20Unlike the UK is different? It wasn't that, I just loved, I'm very outdoorsy so I feel like I'm better suited to a hot country um but yeah it was frustrating because the petition got started it got tens of thousands of signatures saying you know Bonnie Blue sleeps with underage kids they're not consenting they're not aware these videos are going to get posted and that is completely false it's bullshit so I dismissed it completely and thought well of course that's not I'm not going to get my visa taken off me because that's not true however they are allowed to discriminate against people and they are allowed to ban you even if you haven't broken the rules so i got my visa taken off me so what was the reason i didn't get a reason it was you know you're banned and you can no longer come to the country for the next four years so what did you do after that what was the plan see when you get that sort of negative attention see when you get your visa revoked is that better for business again to say there's no such thing as bad publicity but that is a lot of negative press.

34:17That's when I became the most searched woman in the world for that month. And I was like, wow, that's crazy. Because in my eyes, especially because it's all happened so quickly, I didn't realise how big I was getting. So when we looked at the stats and I was the most searched woman in the world, I was like, that's crazy. I'm just this girl from Derby that's become a slut. Like, how am I now so highly searched? At the time, I wouldn't have necessarily said it was bad publicity still. it was more of a wake-up call to me to say how much sex workers are still discriminated against, especially myself.

34:49So instead of going to Australia, I then went to Fiji because half of the schoolies go to Fiji. One half goes to Australia, the other half goes to Fiji. So I continued making TikToks saying, hey parents, how you think you've stopped me, but I'm still going to drain your son next week. I'm still going to be attending schoolies. And so many people was like confused and frustrated like is she stupid like she's banned i went to fiji um and i got banned i got escorted out of the country from fiji yeah fiji is supposed to be beautiful as well i don't know it's quite smelly to be honest you're just saying that because you got your ass kicked out no i said that straight away like the the separate islands nice mainland shit all new zealand as well supposed to be stunning oh new zealand's beautiful i've never been but you started getting banned most sex women on the planet what's that feeling like do you feel as if you're accomplishing something do you feel as if um to us just for straight because i got banned from fiji and when i asked for the reason they didn't even want to speak they just handed me my papers to say i was permanently banned i was like this is just pathetic i've done nothing wrong i'm sleeping with consenting adults there's much worse things like rape murders and all the other shit that goes off in these dodgy countries and I'm being highlighted for consensual sex.

36:07Say you had your kids and your husband and you had that life and you seen a girl kind of going through that school and sleeping with the young boys. Do you think your mindset would be different towards what you're doing? I'd have been jealous for sure. I'd have been like, I'm like, she's doing what she wants. She's living a life that she's creating for herself. She's not taking guidance from anyone. She clearly doesn't care what other people think. So genuinely I would have been like hats off because and that's the same that genuinely think that though 100 % because that easier to think that way because the life you could have had no it's truthful if I wanted kids I could have gone through IVF and I could have stayed with my husband everything I've done has been my decision and that's how it will always be so what happened after Fiji I went back to the UK and I so this was like November December at this point I did a gangbang of like 75 people in December and I've never been more turned on I was like I love this I've had so much fun I want to do it and I want to do it much bigger so then I did the thousand in January and how was it 75 how long did that last that one we did about four hours so there wasn't a time limit it was just uh it was money just be a bukkake it was money just me sucking dick and I was like I want him inside of me like if I've got a whole spate like available like why am I not being bent over I can suck quank and fuck at the same time so that ended up getting changed into a gangbang and I loved it like I'd never been covered in so much cum fluid spit slapped as much as I had in those hours and I was like I want to do it again and I'd already sort of started mentioning that I wanted to do the world record back in March 2024 but I knew the logistics of it was going to be difficult I knew it was going to be hard like you need a big name to have a thousand people turn up for you so it was always in the back of my mind it was more of a i need to make sure i do this at the right time so it's successful who picks how do you get the 75 they just put a call on your only fans how does it work that one was through like a website so that one was i'd mentioned i think on like twitter to say hey this is where i'm going to be sign up and i learned a lot from that in terms of the organization the consent forms how it works how people turn up and the different angles and the room I did that gangbang in was the one I then did the thousand in so I learnt a lot in terms of logistics and how I'd want it to work so that the thousand could go smoothly Because the porn industry is probably the cleanest place you can actually have sex a lot of people don't really know I'm friends with many porn stars female and male because they've been on the podcast they've fucked up just the same as me but you'll tend to see in fact every one of them was either bullied or abused or younger so it's mad to hear your story having a good kind of upbringing boyfriend married trying for kids to then go in the total opposite i think because people can't understand why i do it i say i love it it turns me on gets me where i have multiple orgasms today but they're like something must be wrong with you you're in the head you must have trauma and people like to make stories up because they can't face the fact i'm an independent woman i own good money and i live a beautiful life they're so jealous and bitter that they make up rape stories the amount of tiktoks i've seen where they're like oh bonnie blue got raped when she was younger oh her granddad assaulted her oh her dad did this i'm like you're just making that up like you're the sick one looking at they upload photos of me from when i'm a 10 11 years old and they make up rape stories i'm like genuinely you're the fucked up one not me do these guys ever get tested because in the porn industry you're tested all the time but the guys you're sleeping with never get tested in case the condom burst because the difficult thing about it and what I think that very creepy is if a lot of these men are unknown you don't know if they're kind of paedophiles rapists you know I mean I think like I've always said I do a lot for society today and if they are rapists obviously that's disgusting and terrible but I'm offering my body I prefer them to come to me that day than do something to a girl that's not consented to it regardless of their rapist or not that day they fucked me that they're not rapists I've consented to it so I prefer to open up my body to save someone else have ever made any funny noises or anything has anybody ever come in you thought he's a creepy bastard not really no like i mean i always forget sometimes he's hanging out the back of me um but no like i've never thought you're weird like these different smells or different dicks or obviously different sizes different body shapes but i'm never like you're creepy you're weird like honestly every time i'm amazed at how nice the people are like if i was to walk down the street now I'd pass more unpleasant people to spend time with like weirdos, disgusting people, people that are rude and disrespectful.

40:45The thousand people that are in my queue, so nice, so sweet, so respectful. I'd want him to be more disrespectful to be honest. I have to remind him all the time like make a mess of me, like spit on me, slap me. See when you say you get turned on like, see when you were having sex with your partner, your husband back in the day is it a totally different turn on or is it a turn on of making more money creating the content getting the attention what sort of feeling is it like when i used to have sex with my partner it was more i guess quite basic sex normal sex is what people would class um and i still turned on by about turned on by it like i still get turned on at the thought of fucking certain people in a certain way and just like a one-on-one experience um but like it doesn't mean i only get turned on by gang bangs yeah but you get turned on of the like I say the the power and the attention is getting and you know it's going to make more money is that does that come into play or is it just like I'd happily let you fuck me like a drill cell battery and I'd be turned on by it but how when you've got so many different people how can you get turned on with like what's the what are they like are they excited are they moving fast did it come straight away like what's oh it really depends some of them are so nervous even when I come on yeah like they're obviously nervous they're sometimes intimidated by there's so many men around them um some people come really quickly some people can't come some people can't get hard some people need to you know stand back and watch other people fuck me whilst they get ready everyone's different and each one of them scenarios is completely normal like no one should be judged if you can't last longer than 10 seconds like that's also okay like i hate the fact you more five seconds there five seconds one inch that's good one yeah what about the kid whose mom showed up oh joseph yeah bless i mean obviously i didn't invite her but i'm always so happy for parents to come up like i love family reunions usually i've heard of like sons inside of me and so is their dad but that one was a little bit different the mom turned up um yeah was that real yeah honestly i wish i thought of that um because it was very fun very entertaining but no he brought his mom along i took his virginity i don't think well i know his mom didn't understand what was going off she wasn't aware that it was a big sex event she definitely didn't know i was about to fuck a thousand people um but he queued up and then afterwards his mom made sure he got his coat and off he went who had the world record before you a woman called lisa sparks american um i don't No, but weird looking though.

43:19And what was her record? 919. Why did she not pitch for the thousand? Well, she came forward afterwards and said she didn't even do 919. So anybody can say it's a world record. Did you have anybody there signing it off? I obviously had people counting every time there was coming in, how many people was there. Obviously, we had consent forms, so I was aware of the numbers. But there's no official world record. There's no Guinness World Record book. As much as I wish there was, it'd be quite nice being put in the book. um but then again my page would probably get stuck together quite quickly is there anybody in the world guinness world record not for fucking no is that not that no should we start right yeah i'll do it what short is video yeah 10 settings is um see when you're how does it planned for the the most over a thousand men how is that day planned how was the preparation kind of the preparation prior was a lot of tiktoks a lot of social media to say hey boys this where I'm going to be here's the address and the rest was just praying I've never been so nervous and it wasn't because I was about to be fucked for 12 hours I didn't think people was going to turn up I always underestimate I guess the power I have and the reach I have because I'm always like what if people don't turn up what if they don't show up like what if I've got more staff there than I have to enter me um so I didn't really think about the fact I was about to be fucked um I was more concerned about the numbers.

44:44But the preparation was just social media, getting the message out so people knew what was gonna happen. And then on the day, it was making sure we had loads of consent forms, condoms, blue ski masks, water, snacks. We understood the layout that when they walked in, which room we had to go in to have their ID scanned, then where they went to fill in the consent forms. And then we had a waiting room, well, a basement that they could start waiting in before starting the queue. So it was a lot of planning and organization. how much do you have to spend on a day like that for ski masks ski masks aren't cheap yeah it sold out the other day god they're running low on blue ski masks um i don't i guess the day in general like a hundred thousand you have to spend a hundred k well by the time you've done security staff the venue the everyone that's there the the things you need in terms of condoms lube ski masks it all adds up how much lube do you use to be fair not a lot i tried using lube probably about eight hours in but I didn't really like it because then I like to suck them off and I don't want to be tasting lube I want to taste their cock so I didn't really use lube.

45:52So what was the plan how many seconds does each person get? Each guy got between 30 to 40 seconds. Did everybody finish? No so they only had 30 to 40 seconds down there but they could use my hands my mouth they could stand and watch so they were still involved it wasn't just like one person at time there was a duration of certain amount of hours we just did one person one after the other so that my arms and mouth could have a quick break but i wanted to make sure they still got longer than 40 seconds i didn't want to just say hey i know you've just queued for 10 hours here's 40 seconds now fuck off like because i'm also so grateful that they're there in the first place i'm so grateful they spent time waiting and come out their day to meet me so i wanted to offer them more time i mean i wish i could offer them unlimited time there's no way though you could enjoy that for eight hours.

46:37It's like me going on a running machine, I'll go for 30 minutes. Next time, I'll let you be number 1058 and you can feel I'll wet my pussy ears. But it's hard. If I'm on a running machine, I'll try and run for an extra five minutes. Obviously, you're being fucked, no pun intended, but you must have been fucked. Yeah. Tired, drained. Honestly, I thought I was. I had caffeine tablets ready, energy drinks ready, and I was okay. And I think it's because I had so much adrenaline. Like, I was so excited for the day and then I was getting more and more turned on And every time there was new people coming in and I was getting to meet people that had been waiting.

47:10And each experience was so different. So it never felt repetitive to me. Every guy felt different and it was a new experience. So I genuinely didn't get tired. Like even that night I got home maybe at like 3, 4 a.m. and I couldn't sleep. I was so excited and proud of myself that I just wanted to sit and watch the content. I wanted to look what had been posted online and speak to people on, you know, how the experience was. I don't mean any disrespect to it but do you ever get like psychiatric reports to check the mindset and how you see the world and what you enjoy listen I used to sit in house parties it's not fucking cocaine for days on end and gamble all my fucking I've done bad stuff to get it so I was fucked up and if I was to go and see somebody to say listen you're definitely on the spectrum you're cunt do you know what I'm saying but did you ever get any sort of reports on yourself like is it like a sex addiction like what is it that's no like I wouldn't say I've got sex addiction like right now i'm not asking you to bend me over the table like do you know i mean i'm not on camera but i prefer to draw a cell battery in 20 seconds but no like i i don't need therapy no i'm not saying you do but sometimes we can question our life and you think because i think i'm doing all right but i also know i'm up in the head see i just think i'm a genius possibly um you've mastered you've mastered the art of manipulating listening because we've got the full of testosterone it's a sex hormone every man looks at a woman and thinks what they think you've mastered how to manipulate that to then create a very successful business like that it's you've got to applaud that no matter what way you look at you no matter what way you look at it you've mastered the art of attention and creating more attention and creating more money even your only fans took took away but no doubt you'll even take things even bigger yeah it's bullshit but what so after that then what's the the feeling mentally i'm trying to understand how you feel you said you were buzzing but yeah is that more i thought i was gonna be like pushing frozen peas up there i thought it's gonna be swollen and i didn't know how i was gonna feel i thought i was gonna be in pain to be honest but i didn't and i went into that day you know at any point i want to stop i will any point i feel mentally i can't handle this i will and i think because i am so switched on people think i must be detached and everything else but i'm not i'm so alert and i know what i'm doing and i know what my actions could lead to um so yeah when i went to bed that night i woke up and i was thinking am i going to be in pain i straightway went to the toilets and fingered myself because i was like i need to feel am i sore am i okay am i bleeding and i was fine i just felt like i'd had some rough sex the night before were you bleeding or anything no completely fine um i was tired and my legs ached as if i'd done a workout that's just because they've been held open for so many hours i had some bruises along my body but that just turned me on because they're bruises from when my body was being dragged along the footstools so there was no damage at all are you in a bed it was like imagine poofs like footstool poofs type things got beanbags no um do you want me to show you quickly i'll show you a little clip yeah so I can put it up when you talk about it yeah so why that why use the black leather um it was already that was that easy to clean I mean yeah I did clean it off a lot and if the one of them's got blue masks on some of them didn't but at home so why the black then does that not stick to the back the leather well I love to see the cum so imagine cum on a white you're not going to see it as much come on a black leather like sofa foot store like they show me where I need to clean so what happened oh sorry it's okay so what happens i'll do what they put their head down do you feel as if when like people get embarrassed like men you see when you talk about it like men are all perverts when they're with each other's men like men when talking it's all this fucking fucked her and done this it's like it's like in between us when he's saying i've done this and done that but we actually have the conversation like men do you see them get kind of shy with it yeah 100 % like you go from oh yeah i'm gonna fucking destroy i'm gonna do this oh lad you watch me i'm gonna let you go i'm gonna give a one and then they come to it and they're like oh they're a bit shy they kind of get hard and they're nervous and that's completely normal like loads of lads talk the talk and then when it comes to performing it's very different and i never judge anyone i'm the least judgmental person you'll probably come across one because i don't give a shit like i'm really not bothered but also i give people such an open space i don't care if you're fat you're skinny you've got a small dick big dick whatever i just want people to feel comfortable and confident and I think that's why so many people feel okay to come to me because I could see some guys like you know that especially ones that had a smaller dick feeling insecure to start with or they'd be sort of trying to face away or they sort of want me to look at them they'd want me just to bend over and they they'd put it in but then when they could say you know what I didn't react I didn't care they had a smaller dick it didn't make me treat them any different to the ones I had big dicks um but it's a good selling point if you if you accept everybody because everybody want to come to you then so it's but i do though in general no i get that but it's still a good selling point for people all shapes and sizes all colors one minute to another they'll feel as if okay she accepts me she likes me for who i am i just want as cringy as it sounds as people to be happy like i don't care what people get up to as long as it's above board like i just hate it when people complain about the life and do fuck all about it especially women they'll sit on the sofa, whinge, moan.

52:33And they have looked at themselves and I've said, hey, what have you done to change your life? What have you done to stop that moaning because you're doing it on repeat? Nothing. They want everyone else to change it. And I just want people to be happy. And if that means coming to fuck with me and use me as your slut, please do. What was the media attention like from that? Because that was massive. Yeah. I mean, there's a lot of bad press for sure. But do you ever have good press? Not really. Not when you're a sex worker. You know? is that what you call yourself a sex worker slug, prostitute, whore I wouldn't go that far because like I said I've got people in the industry and I love them to bits I'm not offended by them words I've got a friend who's a bare knuckle fighter gay porn star I always question you must be fucking gay if you're sucking dick I can't believe it's just the money that he's getting he says he's doing for money but I still can't I still don't get it I would ever say that to his face because he's a fucking he's a bare knuckle he's a bare knuckle fighter you'll get like a wet puddle sign if he keeps me calling me a whore such a great guy and I couldn't understand that like I've had him on a put and I couldn't understand it and he obviously gets slaughtered in the comments but I love it with bits man good guy he's got kids and he's just kind of bought into that industry so like I say I'm not here to put anybody down a call you a slutter hoes I'm not bothered by it like I'm not they'll fucking have threesomes and gang bands and not getting paid and not making money you can only get offended by something that if you give it power to if you call me something and I've let it offend me that's really on me like I'm letting you say something and I'm being offended by it.

54:01Whereas if I can completely take that away from you, if you call me a slut and I don't care about it, I can't be offended. And what about them, they made attention and all negative, but was business good? Business, amazing. I more felt sorry because all the papers were like, disgust, these men are disgusting. Even like celebrities and people were speaking on behalf of these guys saying they're vile, they're weird and they're desperate. And I'm like, have you ever spoken to any of them? if you ever spent five minutes out of your day to go and ask them a question turn up to my queue you ask them you meet them and they don't because they're just fucking lazy and they like to talk shit and i get it it gets some views it makes them relevant again because prior to that they're nobodies who's speaking about you just about everybody what celebrities um to me i don't really remember their names but like they've been comedians they've been loads of people you said russell brand oh yeah russell brand was he fired he was a sex addict as well yeah i think it's just about everything addict is he talking shit or is he positive oh of course yeah he wants me to find god um but i couldn't give a shit i mean i've been looking for a long time i was trying to find god so yeah like everyone just talks but they never spend time to actually listen to what i say i'm saying hey look i meet these people i spend hours and hours and hours a day speaking to them they're not weird they're not disgusting a lot of them are lonely a lot of them their wives aren't pleasuring them so they're not weird and i just hate the fact that my subscribers or the people that have fucked me read these comments online because i don't care i know what they're like but i hate them being tried to make to feel ashamed or they're they're disgusting for fucking me and it's it's not the case and people like to try and turn the day into a downer anyone that was actually there and knows it was a good day everyone was happy enjoying themselves but then there's so much darkness around it because people talk shit yeah i get that though because it's the media and it's normalizing madness but like i said be who you want to be like the feminists should be supporting you they've created this kind of oh 100 women ought to do what they want but that nobody's going to support it was whinging 100 years ago and they're still whinging now so they might as well to give up typical women exactly typical women do you drink or anything sometimes i love the occasional hendrix and cucumber I wish I drank more but I don't really like the taste of alcohol you'll usually see me with a Pepsi Max to be honest um but no I don't don't drink I've done a weed edible a few times um and that's as far as it's gone like I don't do drugs don't drink um as a whole I'm quite wholesome but you seem very confident you seem to have your head screwed on but yeah when are you at your lowest you must have low moments as well not now not really um I used to does the money help obviously money helps people that say money don't bring happiness are the broke ones but I used to get down when I looked at my life and I was like I've got everything so why am I unhappy I've got a husband I've got a house I've got a good job I'm in a dream location like why am I not waking up each day so excited why am I not looking forward to the future that was when I was at my lowest when people thought I was at my happiness happiest um but now I'm genuinely never really unhappy and people think i'm lying or my you know people say my eyes show that i'm a demon and everything else they like to make up but i really am happy because i'm in control it's the first time in my life which i'm so much in control if i don't want to do something i don't do it i want to go to the beach i want to fuck off on holiday i can no one tells me what to do i mean in the bedroom you can tell me what to do god i'll listen i'll be turned on by it but aside from that i do exactly what i want to do when i want to and i live the most beautiful life i could have imagined have you had any relationships over the last couple of years not the last couple of years no do you find it harder to now get a relationship because of the range that you've went um i think it's definitely going to be harder i don't think it'll be impossible You would.

57:58You've definitely put a limit on it though. Do you think you've got to kind of meet somebody who's in that industry to accept it? Maybe. Be honest.

58:11Maybe, possibly. I don't know. Yeah, you've definitely put your numbers down a bit. But then again, the world's getting freakier, man. This might be the norm in five, ten years time. Who knows? You might be going to nightclubs and thinking it's not a good night unless I've fucked 100 members. I might end up with a husband that's on clean up duty. Exactly. What is the clean up like for that sort of thing for that a thousand fucking condoms line everywhere? Like who cleans that up? We actually sent like murder people, not murder people like the crime scene people to go and clean it up because obviously there's so much DNA left over.

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58:43We wanted to make sure we did a proper clean up. There was thousands of condoms because each guy probably wore two condoms because they're and sometimes they get the condom ready and then they're still queuing up for a bit longer than what they thought. So then they've gone soft and it's come off. Like the floor became an eye string. Like you see some guys running in and slipping over because it became so slippy from spit, fluids, condoms. And condoms are quite slippery anyway. So yeah, the whole thing became very, very slippery. Do you ever get worried at the bust?

59:17Yeah, but if anything, it turns me on. so I love the idea of scooping out loads of com what turns you on the most?

59:28Mike's laughing here he must know some dirty shit just being used by the public not knowing who's going to be there not knowing he knows your full of shit we'll tell you the truth not knowing who's going to fuck me like generally when you get fucked by the public Mike you're actually cracking me up

59:50when you're getting fucked by the public like you never know who's going to turn up and i will turn around and like the guys have switched and i don't even know and with some people that's revolting they're like that is the lowest of the low not knowing who's inside of you but i really like that so what was the plan after the thousand where does it go from there where can you take things are you going for two thousand five thousand like where does it seriously go I mean, 2000 sounds kind of hot, but to be honest, I've got a few plans for this month. But can I mention a few things about this month?

1:00:25About the fact that the conditions... Okay. Like, I've had a fantasy for a long time of being in a bath full of cum. And I also want to say, like, a lot of my events get held in London, and not everyone can make it to London. So I want to put a message out there to say, send me your cum. Like, mail me your cum. Where do they mail it to? Well, I have like a PO box. That's a lot of fucking cum. I know. Does it... I'd probably stop droughts with the amount of cum I'm going to get. How much does it take to fill a bath? Is it... A lot and a lot of litres. I mean, it depends what size the bath is as well.

1:01:05How big is the bath? A normal size bath. You'd fit in. Quite cosy. So how does that work then? If you're wanting a bath full of cum? So I want people to send me their cum and I'll also sort of share my location so that people can come and donate their cum in person as well. Like have a wank round the bath? Yeah and the bath gets filled with cum and I get to spend my day in it. So how's life been now with it all? Kind of at the top of your game with that sort of industry? Who's the bigger money makers on that? There's a few Americans that make a good few quid as well no? Yeah but they also bullshit a lot so.

1:01:39That's just the name of the game though isn't it? Yeah. There's a lot of people want to work with you. Are they scared to work with you? A lot of people want to work with me. And then sort of when I say no, they'll talk shit because they're like, oh, if I can't get the views working with her, I'll try and get the views, you know, working against her. Some people love the idea of working with me and other people are like, fuck, you know, you fucked the industry. You've made so many content creators no longer relevant that they don't want to work with me. Jealousy? Of course. Loads of women are jealous.

1:02:09I think that's how I've done so well as well is people being so bitter and jealous what was the thing with the the photo of the boy and you were supposed to be a man oh me being transgender yeah just people wanting views I mean the photo they used was my original photo on the beach and then they obviously edited it to make me look transgender um well made me look into a guy and I just think like believe what you fucking want I don't care I thought it was quite funny and I was amazed at how many views it managed to get but if people want to sit and believe that then fine it went viral during that part of me was wanting to believe it because it would have been the ultimate fuck you it would have been ultimate for every man who cured and just basically saying half the world is gay yeah I mean you're not gay if you fuck a trans but you are you're not you fucking are um Mike will tell you that I don't make you like like yeah i don't care people make so much shit up about me like i just found it funny and people always go how do you deal with the hate the backlash i sit there and laugh at it like i'm really not bothered i know i'd never be that low and that desperate i'd sit and make a video on someone else i'd sit there and talk about someone else and make shit up but if that's what gets other people off so do it if i put a smile on your face that day then i'm happy how was andrew to take interview oh i think he's brilliant i think he's super respectful nice i had a good laugh with him um and i've got no bad words to say about him have you ever had any death threats oh loads a day what do you think i went to at night yeah i see the topic of that but do you ever get scared that it goes a bit too far that you have become a public name and people might see you as an object and not actually as a human being um if it was from men that obviously gets some hate from then.

1:03:57If I was getting the hundreds of dress threats from men, I'd be more concerned. These are from women that sit at home on benefits to in fact get off the sofa. Of course I'm not scared. Do you see yourself with a family in the future? Do you see yourself having kids? I don't know. Like, I think so, but I'm not so fixated on it before. Before I was missing happiness in my life. So I was chasing having children. I was obsessed at the idea of having them because I felt like something was missing in my life and I felt like I didn't have much of a purpose I was just going through the emotions so I was fixated on having children now I'm obsessed with just life in general making you know new memories and new experiences that kids aren't on the front of my mind all the time but you know if I settle down in the future and they'd like to have children of course I'd be open to it taking away the sex and stuff when are you at your happiest um a mixture like I love it coming to the end of the day of a gangbang known it's been successful and everyone's had a good time i also love just being on a lilo in the sea just floating around you know not being glued to my phone not being sat staring at social media um so yeah it's there's a mixture and i generally enjoy it when i get home like connecting with people online spending time getting to know people because they're the people that don't judge me like i don't enjoy sitting on tiktok and instagram reading hate comments i enjoy going to a platform where people love speaking to me love getting to know me you feel appreciated 100 yeah like i say it's a very weird industry it's always listen you're always going to get haters from it you know this yeah it's just it's just the way it is the world's not going to you're doing something wrong if you've not got haters yeah listen the world's no matter what you're doing there's always going to be good and bad but you've went you have went extreme with it you can probably admit that but yeah people have never seen or heard from that remember there's some women out there it's very hard to come by now that I've only slept with one man or two men well what's under my way let me take that innocent but you've then raised the bar like I say where can you actually go can you top what you've actually done oh yeah for sure does it become life threatening after a while no as long as you understand your body no like as long as I understand my limits and what I enjoy and what I don't enjoy I'm not putting myself in danger at all do you have medics there no I mean you call 999 and they're there in five minutes like knocking through our floor of comets going to take them a little longer than it it might be a bit busy but um no like i if i ever feel like i would then i i obviously could get them but no like i i feel safe i don't feel like i'm doing anything dangerous well i'm not doing anything dangerous so if you're bringing customers to only fans why did they cancel you because they like to discriminate and isolate well they isolated me they wanted to make an example out with me because the difference between me and other creators is i get more views i get a lot of press and i'm more at least more spoken about compared to others so they try to use me as an example to put people off trying to copy so is that not a good thing though for their platform for someone bringing business it is but they're also an eight billion pound company they couldn't really give a shit about the the actual creators like and it's always been known they're not bothered about the actual creators like I must have had one conversation with OnlyFans and a handful of emails of a space of two years and I was a big creator whereas somewhere like Fansly I'm on the phone to him most days I have a great communication path with them because they're for creators and they're pro-sex workers OnlyFans would have been happier if I brought out a cooking show or did a yoga retreat they don't want my holes to be stretched how long do you see yourself in that industry because like I say I'm friends with porn stars yeah they always say they'll get out they've got a certain target hit but they never really seem to get out because they've got that buzz it's like people had before you was in the army they loved the chaos they loved the violence they loved seeing the pain yeah deaths murders he felt more safe then than he did when he was at home so do you feel as if you can eventually cut off and get out to live your life freely or do you think it's not about getting out like i'm very busy at the moment i work most days but maybe in the future i'd slow down a little bit but i'm always gonna have sex i'm always gonna want to have an orgasm so why not film it and share it with people so there's no end date i'd happily do a gangbang whilst i'm pregnant i'd happily film content with a boyfriend so i i'm not gonna stop i'm always gonna have sex and i'm always i've always enjoyed sharing that experience with people so there's no end date i'd happily be on my deathbed fucking you wouldn't do a gangbang if you were pregnant surely yeah i would as long as it's safe of course i mean yes i'd get a doctor then to check like hey um you know the baby's head's quite far up you're all good i'd like maybe 12 no 12 inch cocks today just one inch so you could be straight in surely not surely you're just sitting out for the camera i'd happily do it if i'm ever lucky enough to be pregnant and i want do a gangbang.

1:08:55I'll let you go first. The thousand men I can accept, but the pregnancy and I think, you know, it's not fair on the baby. Well, the baby's not feeling it. Do you feel as if you will try and be a mother in the future? I honestly don't know. Like I'm not just fixated on my future. And before I'd been like, oh my god, I'm so nervous, but I don't know what my future holds. I focus a lot more now on day-to-day happiness. What makes me happy today? What's going to make me happy in three weeks or six weeks, as opposed to in five years time because when you get so fixated on the years to come you forget about each day you're just like oh I'll be happy in two years I'll be happy when this happens now I focus each day okay what's going to make me happy today what's going to give me the best orgasm what's going to make me smile and I do that as opposed to thinking you know what five years holds because you could get run over tomorrow but you've just been waiting and saving your life for five years time and you should focus a lot more on now when was the last time you cried um when's the last time i cried like probably when my granddad passed away when was that like four years ago do you not cry no you're not i'm not really that much of an emotional person i i'm more of a okay this is the issue this is the problem this is how i'm going to resolve it and what's the thing with the box that you're in a box or some shit oh i really wanted to get tied up in a box used by the public um but OnlyFans wouldn't allow it and I still wanted to go ahead but then because I tried to comply with OnlyFans's rules I cancelled the box then I got the OnlyFans permanently banned but then I didn't want to be confusing people to say hey the box is going ahead no it's not oh no it's back on that the whole thing just became really messy and I wanted it to be a positive experience for everyone especially myself so the glass box got cancelled um but yeah i just love the idea of being tied up and fucked by randomers how do people treat you in the streets oh they're so nice genuinely you'll be amazed i well i still don't know shocked at you though because obviously like i say you're very confident you come across very nice very respectful same as andrew take good friend of mine always respectful i can only treat people the way treat me you know that's what i always say and it's um you're in this environment people love to talk about shit online but i've never met a hater outside not once and i've been doing this eight years i had one girl in ibiza but so yeah usually when people come up to me every time it's oh my god can i have a photo like i have generally have just as many women come up to me ask for photos as i do men probably more women than i do guys actually um i had one girl in ibiza come up to me like oh you're a minga you're a minga you're a minga you're a slut and i looked at her for 10 seconds and i was like you're more of a slot than i'll ever be her boobs are hanging out her ass was hanging her out she looked so chubby and disgusting i was like genuinely like you look dirty and vile um but each their own but she thought i was disgusting i was dressed very classy and sophisticated yeah people are always weird that way but alcohol plays a big part do you take security when you go to places like that i've always got security with me um more just for obviously safety and i want to be able to go out without thinking what if something happens i want to go out and be free and every time people come up to me i don't be thinking fuck what if it's hate or what if it's they're going to say something bad i mean i can easily handle myself but just having security with me means i can go out and be carefree be a bit more secure yeah for sure i mean to be fair walking around london or most places nowadays like shit happens your phone gets taken off you watch get take can get taken so you're better off i mean if you can afford security get security do you ever think about do you ever go down do look at politics or that you just so caught up in your own little lane no to be honest i um don't really know about the politics i know the uk's fucked um i mean along with many other countries but i don't really get involved where do you see yourself do you see yourself just traveling do you see yourself in dubai like where do you have any plans to be honest maybe spain um somewhere where just live a nice life by a beach um i'll always be somewhat based in the uk because it's brilliant for gangbangs and i enjoy spending time in the us but honestly i don't i don't know what my plan is and that's a good thing i'm glad i don't know i always thought america was the hot spot for this sort of stuff whatsoever i am but yeah the us is good for porn and i've done some of my biggest porn shoots with porn stars there but you don't need when I make content with strangers strangers are everywhere I don't need to be based in a certain place to do well what about any playboy or any sort of magazines or does anybody come in with big offers to get you to do this sort of stuff yeah like playboy I've reached out multiple mainstream porn companies but I'm not interested I don't want to be controlled I don't want to be told hey turn up for work at o 'clock today i want to do what i want to do and the biggest thing of that is giving back to the public so i don't care about being on the front cover of a playboy magazine do you think you've ever been in love you loved your first husband like you know what love is i question what love is i still don't obviously i love my kids but yeah i question but the fuck it really is you know like jibber question it yeah i it got to a point with my husband so i was smittened absolutely adored him when we first got together and I think sort of six years down the line I started not fell out of love completely but I realized I didn't have the look at him thinking oh I want to take clothes off or like you know I didn't have that excitement around him anymore and I thought that was normal I thought you know what this just must happen we've been together for many years now but I do believe I could meet someone in the future and be happy and stay that happy you know honeymoon period forever yeah listen it's not possible for anybody but I just think the way society is I think it's more difficult to have a relationship not just prove what you do you probably find a relationship before me but I just think with society and social media and dating apps it's too easy everything's replaceable it's easy like it is hard like it is hard like I know you know it's I if I was to meet someone I'd like okay well how would that happen like maybe I've met the person I'd be with long term because I don't really know how else you know I'd go about it.

1:15:12What happens if somebody came in your loved home you wanted to start a family would you give everything up for them? Um no because I won't be the person for me the person I marry is the one that accepts me for who I am. But men are protectors as well. Yeah for sure they can protect me they can watch me they can be my security for that day they can warm me up they can go first. Yeah it doesn't what that was like. Maybe if I got someone to fuck me like a drill cell battery for like 10 minutes before, get me ready for the gang bangs. Maybe that's how my relationships will go. How's your DMs been?

1:15:41Do you get a lot of celebrities slipping into them? Yeah, they're such horny fuckers. Um, but yeah, I don't ever out them, but yeah, I've been like to see very famous people and I think, oh, maybe it's a business opportunity or maybe they want to, you know, do something and I I turn up and it's uh you know taking me to the back room thinking getting the cock out I'm like whoa what's happening here then and they're amazed each time I'm like I'm not fucking you like I'm not I thought you know this was going to be a business opportunity we could do social media well you know there's something in it for the both of us but no I'm not getting on my knees and I know most girls would most girls you're off from a fiver they'll be straight on their knees but I'm not like that so you have a cut off point I think it's not that I have a cut off point I mean that celebrity wanted to put blue ski mask on and hang out the back of me, no problem.

1:16:32But if you think because of your following and your power, I'm going to bend over for you. So you've had celebrities DM you, you've went over there thinking it's a business meeting and you've got a dick out. Yeah. That's sexual harassment though. Not really, no. But you're not asking for it, you can't just walk into a kitchen or a toilet and just start whipping your dick out. Yeah, but I can happily say, and I always have done like, hey, this isn't, this isn't for me, this isn't what I thought it was going to be. And I've left. obviously like you know put your dick away that's um yeah but imagine that happened to the the sort of average girl when somebody done that it's still sexual that was a girl would have bent over and then loved it and then thought oh my god but do you think then can you separate real life to your job yeah because that's not it's different if you've been sending messages and says yeah for a bit flirtatious but if somebody's doing that without any consent it's a bit fucking off you know well like as long as they're not putting their dick in my hands if they're getting their dick out when I say actually no I'm not into this and I leave there's nothing wrong with that but I just think as long you just need to put yourself in environments or be able to hold yourself like there's not a scenario that I can't walk in and hold myself I don't ever get peer pressured I don't ever get uncomfortable the point where I think okay I'm gonna have to do this can you separate that life though from your life of work can you are you just that person 24 seven yeah so it used to be bonnie and tia completely separate now they've near enough merged like i'm basically the same person like yes i say clickbait is shit but i say that in my personal life as well i'll probably just say it in a more long-winded way there's no difference anymore between who i am like when i first started it was money and i was chasing freedom i've got that now and now i just love i just love it and that's who i am so there's no cut off really i don't need to distract myself i don't need to disassociate myself to what i do as bonnie it's it's the same person what's your daily routine like when you have a day off oh god there's no daily routine i get asked this all the time like i'm filming a documentary at the moment and it's like we really want to capture the average day in the life of you and i'm like you're gonna be here a long time because there's no set routine is no go-to day um I guess on average I just spend you know probably like five six hours a day if not more just chatting online getting to know my subscribers making custom videos yes I'll do a gangbang but it's not as often as what you think um uh if I have you know time away from that it's i've got three pets that i adore anything that's refreshing and away from my phone what sort of pets got a pomeranian and then called marlo a cat called nala and another cat called hunter yeah dogs animals is where it's at because they don't judge that's why you love them so much it's easy to be around you know i don't know my dog sometimes runs off from a dildo i'm like excuse me i need that it's like mother like dog then you've taught her well but what you like when you get into a restaurant and stuff are you normal are you thinking man i could fucking create business here like how do you operate in the real world um like no i'm not going dragging people into the toilets now like how's the mind obviously i've got all that's good looking great but having a conversation it's a podcast but how are you when you get into restaurants and you're around other people and because like i say you're very respectful but how does your mind i'm trying to understand sometimes i'll see big rooms i think well fucking hell they're good looking i want them to pass me around.

1:20:02But aside from that, I'm just quite quiet. I think people assume I'm very outgoing, but if me and you'll scout for a meal, I'm quite reserved. I'm not outgoing as much as what you think. I'm happily just to sit there and take the back foot. I think because I have to do so much talking and I have to be so confident a lot of the time. It's not that I'm not confident, but I'll happily sit there and listen to your story. I'll happily sit there and just listen what you've got to say do you get shy not shy but i'm not as talkative as what people think when's the last time you were on a date um i don't know like maybe last weekend what's it like going out on a date do you think of the agenda because obviously you're earning money you're doing well yeah how do you know that nobody's there just to fuck you for your door you don't but do you think about that yeah if i was to date someone i didn't already know so say if I was to meet someone new I wouldn't know what their agenda is I don't know if they're doing it because they want to start in the porn industry if they want social media views if they're doing it for a story if they're doing it for money I wouldn't know it'd be very difficult it would you know be something I'd have to learn over time and try and trust them Are you a jealous person?

1:21:17No How do you not? No I I don't think it's because I'm just so confident in myself but if I'm with someone, I'm with them because I trust them and I love them and I know they'd give me the same respect back. So if I was having issues in a relationship, I'd probably start thinking, okay, maybe they're going elsewhere or maybe there's a problem. But if I'm not having issues in a relationship, I'd completely trust them. I'd be more than happy to see them chatting to people because you can chat to girls and it not mean anything. I always think, say if I had a boyfriend and they were stood next to me and i was chatting to guys as long as i'm happy to do that if they're there and or if they're not there then it's fine i never i'd never want to be in a relationship where things have been hidden no because relationships are built on trust exactly once the trust has gone like you're fucked yeah because if the trust has gone for something that they've been caught out a lie everything then is questioned yeah you know and then insecurities can kick in so it's easier to be completely fucking honest and completely open i'd overthink Like if I was with someone and they then cheated on me with someone that was brunette or skinnier or fatter or whatever, I'd be overthinking it thinking, oh, they prefer them or it's their type.

1:22:28Or sometimes they've just cheated because they wanted to. But I understand like women, we overthink a lot. So yeah, it'd make you insecure if the trust was broken. Have you ever been cheated on? No. How do you know? Because I was with my ex for 10 years. I trusted him completely, still do. And he didn't cheat. You're faithful? No.

1:22:53that tickled you that's funny as fuck as i kind of thought you were going to say that but i think as well like i say you're very confident and very on it but yeah there's also the sweetness there and innocence that people might not see like i say i think obviously even some of the things i say today i say because i know it's going to get clicked i know it's going to get views yeah yeah but as a whole i genuinely i'm quite wholesome i'm down to earth i don't have an ego i'm you know majority of the time sat at home watching you know tv want to take the pets at pets on a nice walk i don't chase partying lifestyle i don't do drugs i'm not drinking i'm i don't know it's i think i would make a good girlfriend for someone in the future what do you think of relationships now do you think they can be long lasting especially with society it depends like you need to get with someone that you know you've got things in common with there's no point getting with someone going oh they don't have this this and this in common but it will work i'm not saying you've got to have every single thing in common that'd be incredibly boring but you've got to get with someone like for me it'd have to be someone that's outdoorsy someone that enjoys what i enjoy and then that way like i think it could work like in the last long term i think too many people just settle they go for money or the job or it's convenience they don't go for love whereas you should just take all that aside and go for how you feel what do you think life is difficult question i don't really know and i don't think we'll we'll ever know like for me life's something i'm going to live once and i want to make a a good go of it and do what i want to do i don't want to get old and go fuck i wish i'd have done this or i should have experienced this i want to get old and go i've lived a good life and i know people say i'm a suicide case waiting to happen i'm going to regret the decisions i've made is that what people say oh all the time They're like, oh, I can't wait to watch this.

1:24:41Oh, she's going to commit suicide. We feel a nasty bastard. Oh, let me pass her the rope, save her buying it. But I know they're going to get old and go, fuck, I wish I made more memories. I wish I cared less about what people think about me. I live in a life now, I couldn't give a shit. I don't care if you like me or dislike me. You're going to add nothing. I don't care. And I walk around thinking that all the time. I don't care what people think about me. And most people do. so for me life is just something i want to i want to wake up and be happy and a lot of people think happiness isn't in their control they're completely wrong you're in control of your own happiness and you can't ever blame someone else yes bad things could happen to you but it's down to you on how you deal with that yeah everything is in our control yeah but different levels of trauma upbringing certain levels are oh 100 can change people's path you could be totally different in a month a year we could see the world totally different that's the way you see the world some people's perfect life is actually having cats in their house sitting watching fucking mtv or whatever yeah other people's the family life and always say there's people working at 95 and i know we talk about the system i'm very against the system but working at 95 and providing for your family for me you're a winner we've got different levels of winners we've got different levels but i look at that and think you're a boring bitch yeah no i think that's i think they've i think they've got the keys because they've always wanted to be an entrepreneur i've always wanted to work for myself now i have businesses now i do well but i work more fucking hours now than i would if i was working at 95 i'm working for this with you about it yeah but then it's never ending a lot of these people that want a nine till five and then get happiness from it genuinely have got like pea-sized brains they've got fucking nothing going on they can't think what's above like you know their mind is lunchtime's at 12 o 'clock i'll pack my meal deal if not i'll go and pick it up from tesco finishing work at five they check the rush hour oh i'm gonna be stuck in traffic for two hours message the partner what's for tea tonight do that same they do that for 50 years and then they go fuck that was boring life like it's because they don't think outside the box until it's too late and then they're about to be put in a box like change your life everybody's got different levels of how they see the world you know everybody's happiness is different like i see people who don't really have much but they work hard and they're happier than me i see it they're happier than me because i'm constantly thinking of the next big thing how they do this That's dangerous though because you need to appreciate you need to live in the time you know like I said when people think you're thinking about long term happiness you're thinking about five years three years think about tomorrow Yeah I do I read the book The Power of Now changed my life it's all about the present moment You could literally get run over tomorrow Of course I know you've done it today think about oh me doing this is going to help this that in the future like think about today like obviously you've got a somewhat plan for the future but don't get fixated on it like people think I'm stupid whatever I don't care one thing I fully do now is I take happiness so serious you could have so much money you could have the most well respected job it doesn't fucking matter if you're not happy you're never going to feel like things are enough so being present is the biggest thing and the biggest success you can ever have definitely being in the present and I question it and I'm not showing enough gratitude but it is what it is I do alright I don't harm anybody I do my own fucking thing I've interviewed three billionaires every one are miserable every fucking one because they would have chased they probably should have stopped to a million but we'll chase that when you're going to stop when you've got a million dicks you know when I'm unhappy or when I no longer feel present how many men have you slept with if you kept number god no it's way too difficult I'd run out a pen and paper but I'd say nearly 2 ,000 still rookie numbers yeah I'll be on 10 ,000 before I die give me your future plans give me your plans for the future where does Bonnie see herself where does she see herself being how big money what the word is our cut off point what do you see yourself with the house the picket fence the dogs the cats I don't know like I obviously want my pets to stay healthy but I don't know short term lying in a bathtub full of cum um I really want to offer more meet and greets to my fans long term I honestly don't I don't know and I don't know what holds me because even what I've achieved in the last six months whether or not you think it's achievement I never thought was possible for me I never thought I'd hit the targets I've hit so it's hard for me to say what the next six months hold because things change monthly weekly daily like everything changes so quickly um I don't know I just know short term BAFTA have come I think it has an achievement because in your industry is to be the biggest and the best is to be the more recognized you've done that you killed that you were the most searched person so you have had that do you feel as if you can go any higher though oh yeah of course i mean i'm already not declined but where where you could go and there comes pressure with it because you're saying about living in the now yeah the biggest thing is getting big and staying big you would have seen many people that get big and then they're like fuck then they flop it i've stayed relevant ever since my name got out there i've stayed relevant I've stayed above the trends I create the trends and that's just something I'm always going to do and it's not because I'm chasing it it's just the things I enjoy and the things that turn me on naturally set trends naturally people copy so for me it's just continuing to do what I enjoy like when I think of these ideas like a glass box or a bathtub have come I'm not sat there thinking who can I copy I'm sat there thinking okay well what turns me on and then naturally me creating them keeps me relevant keeps me the biggest person that comes pressure as well though definitely pressure um i mean being at the top lost me my only funds um but there's also there's a lot of pressure but also no pressure how was that feeling losing that income um frustrating for sure um pissed off and more so because i was made out to be the bad one i was made out to say i'd broken rules and that wasn't the case i've been given warnings for something i didn't do and I gave him evidence of that but they still gave it to me as a warning.

1:30:54So, yeah, frustrated and pissed off that an£8 billion company could be so stupid. So they gave you warnings though? A warning for a dogging tour that I didn't do. Another creator claimed to do. What's that? A dogging tour is where you travel around and you get fucked in a car park, basically. Or a dogging? Dogging tour. Yeah, so... That's for a call, no? That does nothing but I... That's against OnlyFans, Teas and Seas. What do you mean? so they've got rules and regulations oh yeah yeah for sure um i thought it was a free-for-all i thought no like we couldn't have uploaded the video of me fisting you like that's not allowed on there just keep that back then we can sell that one day but yeah so this other girl posted on all of her socials and promoted that she was going on a dogging tour and i received the formal warning for it and i contacted only fans say hey you've got me mixed up which is also concerning because why have a company that deals with such sensitivity you know content is mixing such big things up um but they still gave me the warning and that's when i knew i was being discriminated against where they just didn't want me on the platform anymore no matter what i did no matter how many how many rules i actually stuck by i was always going to get banned i just wish i had stuck to what i believed and what i wanted to do and switch a lot sooner but it has gave the platform has gave you your freedom as well and it looks as if you were set up they were going to get you out no matter what yeah you know so fuck them then but like you say it's gave you a freedom anyway it's gave you where it's going to take you but for anybody or not this is questions that people always get asked but if you had kids would they want them to do what you do or would you want to try and give them a different opportunity would you want them to give that family life and kids like how would you see it's hard to say like i can hardly speak for myself to what's going to bring me happiness in five years let alone if i was to have children and what they'd want to do if they wanted to do this i'd explain hey look you're going to get hate you're going to get backlash you're going to get death threats you're going to have people calling you out and saying you're disgusting ugly whatever and if they understood that and still wanted to do it of course i'd support them i'll be pushing the beds together and letting them fuck a thousand girls or guys like i could i generally just be a supportive mom um as long as they're happy and that goes for and it should go for any parents but no i'm not gonna be controlling it i mean i'll have enough money if they just want to invest or if they just want to travel the world or if want to do charity work or whatever the fuck they want to do have you get anybody you can go to for advice people who's maybe been in the industry a bit longer is anybody you speak to about how long you should be in it kind of last or are you just free for all doing it all yourself not really like these people some people in porn stars that know just get in it and get out some people say oh it's ruined my life and everything i think okay we'll give back your implants give back the money you've got from these guys so no i don't speak to anyone because no one can tell me what to do it's my body how can they say how I feel most people said I was going to be you know mentally fucked after the thousand I wasn't so I can't get advice from anyone because no one's lived the same life as me and even if they had just because someone's gone through the same path as you doesn't mean you're going to have the same outcome like another girl tried to do 600 she was left bleeding she could have looked at me and gone oh well I'm going to be fine after a thousand because Bonnie did it so I don't get advice from anyone aside from myself how would you feel because that's what happens now because you've set the record yeah other people might try it what if somebody passed away or died doing it with injuries you would get the blame yeah it's their fault yeah but you would still get the blame people just did i push the dicks into their pussy no i'd happily take their dick out and put it in me so people just and it goes back to learn your body learn what you can handle learn what's suitable for you what's suitable for one person isn't suitable for the next person so tough shit how are you with your interviews and that because i've seen them people try and be like i said it's definitely free platform for people just to tell their story but people it's like they're trying to get clicks it's like we don't fucking agree with you you're a little slag this and that but how do you handle that i mean i've never stuttered never tripped never fucked up on an interview 100 most people they do it for views they do it for clicks i mean i did an interview on this morning at itv and the woman embarrassed herself on live tv she then went and spoke about the question was am i a predator for sleeping with 18 year olds she went on to speak about one in ten women are murdered from guys and i'm sorry that happens but the question sorry but dumb bitch was am i a predator for sleeping with 18 year olds and people just use any platform they've got to talk about other issues which is fine but you can't even debate me and she was like your content's vile i asked her have you watched my content no okay so you're sat debating something you know nothing about it that's really embarrassing.

1:35:31Where could you go where you think we get controversy? I mean I think the bathtub of fun is going to piss people off. Did you not do the father and son? Oh yeah that's hard in tap. No, not for me no. But is that what how do you get that is that real fathers and sons? Oh they just turn up. When it's random people I can't control the public. People are so unreliable. I'd fucked the son a few days before and in the queue the following day or two days later I saw there was an older guy with the same guy I'd fucked I'm thinking oh god the dad's come to tell me off say delete the video we know actually we found out what my son's done I don't like it so when it was their turn um I was thinking oh gosh what are they gonna say and he was like look my son slept with you I wanna I wanna take part I'm basically jealous so I fucked the father and son together well they did with a legit father and son legit father and son yeah it's fucking crazy that i loved it like that i want to do three generations i want to do a son father and granddad how old would you go oh as long as they can still consent and sign the paperwork as old as they can and what's the youngest 18 18 is that for to be videoed because obviously uk 16 yeah well 18 that's my my rules and also content so 18 but you would go older would you do like an old man's old folks home kind of yeah i mean his wife's probably dead yeah would you we put his wife's ashes on the side whilst i fuck him could you do something like that i mean i don't think the care home would let me um but i'd happily you know get him out on day release but could you do old men could you get a yeah i'd feel sorry for him like you know like said the wife's probably dead they have not touched a woman's body in however long and they miss that connection so i'd love to do you think you could get turned on though if it was an old i'd be turned on the fact that i'm turning them on so a lot of things pleasure me that i know turns other people on like i've been pissed on and before prior to that i used to think oh i don't want to be pissed on but when i knew it turned that guy on i was then begging to be pissed on so if i could see that i was really turning this older guy on by him fucking me naturally i'd get turned on and what's the reaction like for when people comment and stuff is it all negative not all of it but yes obviously a lot of it um i clearly have a lot of lovers to be able to get where i am but yeah there's millions of hate comments but like i said it's always from poorly educated women and it's entertaining to read so please continue how you feeling today yeah good i'm going away tomorrow um and this week as a whole has just been nice i've been really happy i'm in a good place in my personal life and work's going really well so how can i not be happy and grateful is that a nice podcast babe you're doing well versus the top of your game yeah just getting ready to give my room job exactly but listen for coming on today nothing but respect for you i know what you do listen it's your body it's your life i don't give a fuck as long as you're not harming anyone that's what i always say like i can't believe that many people get pissed off like but they're going to they're going to like it is it is extreme you know that it's extreme because it's going to get what about these people that do marathons after marathons and it fucks at the back up and their knees and they're getting sunburned and everything else like that's more damaging what about the builders that work out but they're hurting their knees for running a hundred mile marathon maybe for charity you're hurting your knees because you're sucking a thousand dollars and how do they donate money to charity but listen it's your life it's your body I don't give a fuck I'm all for free speech as long as you're not harming anyone that's what I always say and I've always said I've no issues with Bonnie Blue or whoever it is it's the thousand men who's maybe queuing up and wanting to dip into the same pussy like I do find that a little creepy as a man like that's not my sort of thing but again I'm not here to judge that man might be a virgin he might not everyone's got different reasons for being there I can't judge everybody's mindset we'll see the world differently who the fuck might you judge you know so I don't care but like I say as long as you're not harming anyone that's what I always think you can think they're disgusting but those guys haven't hurt anyone that day I've not hurt anyone so who the fuck cares for anybody that's maybe wanting to start a successful business or what advice would you have for them just be ready to put a lot of hours in anything you do especially that's worth doing isn't always easy but you've just got to work hard and enjoy the process I think too many people that try to set up a business try and enjoy it from day one it's not always the case um but you have got to love the process if you love the process the outcome is going to be a lot better that's in the multi-millionaire you've smashed it so fair play thank you before we finish up though for anybody that's maybe in a life of struggle no matter who we are we all struggle we all battle what advice would you give to them be present you can can change like you can change your life just start off whether it's phoning help whether it's joining my queue whether it's speaking to someone, just speak up or make a plan of what's going to make you happier.

1:40:34But it's hard because everyone's got different reasons why they're unhappy. But I guess speaking to someone is the start. Bonnie, again, thanks for coming on. I wish you nothing but the best of the future. What's all your social media handles? How can people get in contact? How can people join these fucking one million boys club? Just look on your dad's history. Your granddad's. Your dad's, your granddad's, your mum's. Just go on your search of history. I'll be there. Thanks for your time. Thank you. Genuinely wishing you a bit of the best for the future. Take care. Thank you.

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