Boxer Ricky Hatton - Mayweather, Drugs & Depression

23 Aug 2025 · 1 h 23 min · 33 chapters

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In short

Ricky Hatton discusses his comeback exhibition fight against Marco Antonio Barrera at Manchester Arena (2 July), and connects his boxing career to mental health struggles, especially after his first major defeat to Floyd Mayweather. He also covers his upbringing, rise through boxing, and how fame and retirement affected him.

Guests

Ricky Hatton (former British world champion boxer; born on Hattersley council estate near Manchester; started with kickboxing at ~8, switched to boxing in Hyde; turned pro at 18; trained with Brian Hughes and Billy Graham’s Phoenix Camp; known for fighting style and “homegrown” persona). James English (podcast host).

Key claims

Hatton says his mental health issues began around the Mayweather loss, with paranoia and feeling he’d “let everyone down,” later worsening through career ups and downs and retirement. He argues boxing discipline kept him out of trouble, and that he stayed humble to avoid being seen as “too big for his boots.” He believes the Barrera exhibition will be competitive due to mutual respect and shared friends, with “bigger gloves/shorter rounds” limiting risk.

Notable examples

Exhibition ticket site hattonberrera.com; Hatton’s first world title via first-round KO of Tony Pep; major wins including Kostya Zou (undisputed title) and Louis Collazo, plus Mayweather and Pacquiao losses; comeback at Etihad Stadium (60,000 sold out) and later win over Paulie Malignaggi in Las Vegas.

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Ricky Hatton's Upcoming Fight

0:45 to 2:58

Discussion about Ricky's excitement for his upcoming exhibition fight against Marco Antonio Barrera.

“You know, there was one exhibition done.”

Ricky Hatton's Roots

2:58 to 4:53

Ricky shares his background growing up in Hattersley and the challenges of his hometown.

“So it's from an area that has had too much to sing about in the last few years.”

School Days and Boxing Dreams

4:53 to 6:00

Ricky reflects on his school experience and his early dreams of becoming a boxer.

“from where I was born and I think that's why people like me, I think, you know, not just because of my boxing, but because of the other, what I've managed to keep my own, keep my feet on the ground a bit.”

First Experiences in Boxing

6:00 to 7:49

Ricky recalls the moment he fell in love with boxing and his initial experiences in the ring.

“What was the first age you put on your gloves?”

Influences and Inspirations in Boxing

7:49 to 13:00

Ricky discusses his boxing idols and the impact they had on his career.

“I'm going to sort him out on Friday, you know.”

Turning Professional at a Young Age

13:00 to 14:01

Ricky explains his decision to turn professional at 18 and his early achievements.

“He's dead aggressive, dead ferocious, went for the knockout, no nonsense.”

Ricky's Inspirations in Boxing

14:01 to 18:08

Ricky discusses his admiration for Roberto Duran and his early boxing influences.

“Nigel got me into boxing, who's my favourite, you know, as I got in.”

Turning Professional at 18

18:09 to 20:42

Ricky shares the decision to turn professional rather than wait for the Olympics.

“Andy Olligan fought for the world title.”

Early Career Highlights

20:43 to 24:23

Ricky reflects on his first professional fight and early experiences in the ring.

“I really wanted to hurt my opponents, not permanently, but when I was in that ring, I wanted to really hurt my opponents and Naz used to live for the knockout, big, massive, explosive knockout.”

The Balance of Fame and Normality

24:24 to 28:00

Ricky discusses the challenges of maintaining normalcy amidst his boxing fame.

“that I got for being a bit of living life on the wild side a little bit and everything like that.”
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Perceptions of Fame and Arrogance

28:00 to 29:00

Ricky Hatton reflects on how public perception affected his confidence during his rise to fame.

Winning the First World Title

29:00 to 30:50

Hatton shares the emotional journey and significance of winning his first world title.

“there was something still there that wasn't that wasn't doing me any favours what was it like winning your first world title?”

Life Changes After Winning

30:50 to 32:50

He discusses how winning affected his lifestyle and the pressures that came with fame.

Impact of Early Career on Future

32:50 to 35:00

Hatton reflects on his life choices and potential alternatives if he hadn't pursued boxing.

“but I mean, I'd have just, I'd have had a nine to five, I'd have been a carpet fitter, I'd have got me wages, I'd have paid me rent and I'd have been in the pub every night.”

Humility and Public Support

35:00 to 37:50

He emphasizes the importance of humility and the support from his community throughout his career.

“come on, Ricky, we want you to do it, but I think a lot, even the ones that were behind me thought, oh shit, this could go a bit pear-shaped.”

The Fight Against Floyd Mayweather

37:50 to 41:30

Hatton recounts the build-up to his fight with Floyd Mayweather and the emotions surrounding it.

“seeing what he's turned into Did you feel an added pressure though to be as humble as you were to try and not fit in?”

Reflections on Defeat and Mental Health

41:30 to 42:00

He discusses the impact of his defeat by Mayweather on his mental health and personal life.

Ricky's Fight Reflections

42:00 to 44:41

Ricky Hatton reflects on his fight against Floyd Mayweather and its aftermath.

“I mean, when I got beat by Mayweather, you know, I had sportsmen's dinners booked and appearances and, you know, this, that.”

Dealing with Defeat

44:41 to 46:29

Discussing the emotional impacts of his first loss and the journey to rebound.

“that but I was fighting with so much frustration as the referee wasn't letting me get at him.”

Struggles and Retirements

46:29 to 47:59

Ricky describes the struggles leading to his retirement from boxing.

Mental Health Advocacy

47:59 to 52:31

Hatton discusses his journey with mental health and becoming an advocate.

“So, you know, life is great, you know, again at the minute.”

Legacy and Future Goals

52:31 to 56:00

Ricky reflects on his legacy and future goals in boxing and mental health.

“So I've been in a good place for a good while now, and this is just another thing to add to the list.”

Reflections on Defeats: Mayweather vs. Pacquiao

56:00 to 57:40

Ricky Hatton shares his emotional struggles after his defeats, especially against Pacquiao.

“Get out in the fresh air, do a bit of fishing, do something to take your mind, you know.”

Coping Mechanisms and Mental Health

57:40 to 59:20

Ricky discusses his coping strategies during tough times, including substance abuse.

Daily Struggles and Seeking Help

59:20 to 1:02:30

Ricky describes his daily routine during his darkest times and the importance of seeking help.

“Why should I be sitting in a gaff, snorting gear and drinking and feeling as if I'm Billy Big Bollocks when realised I was just that loser?”

A Turning Point: Fatherhood and Recovery

1:02:30 to 1:06:00

Ricky reveals how becoming a father motivated him to seek help and improve his life.

“But yeah, Millie, my first daughter, she came along, wasn't planned or anything, and I held her in my arms in the hospital, and I said, come on, Ricky, it's not about you anymore.”

The Impact of Family on Career and Wellbeing

1:06:00 to 1:08:50

Ricky reflects on the absence of his family during his fights and its emotional toll on him.

“He's at the feet down the, you know, all them things.”

Legacy and Lessons from the Ring

1:08:50 to 1:10:01

Ricky discusses his boxing legacy, lessons learned, and the importance of mental health awareness.

Overcoming Personal Struggles

1:10:01 to 1:11:50

Ricky Hatton discusses the importance of seeking help for mental health issues.

“But you know, everyone's different I don't know what, you know, Tyson's triggered it.”

The Need for Support in Boxing

1:11:51 to 1:14:10

Hatton emphasizes the lack of support for retired boxers and the need for better resources.

“There's somebody there, there's something there in place that can help them.”

Preparing for the Comeback Fight

1:14:11 to 1:16:28

Hatton shares his excitement and motivation for returning to the ring for a charity fight.

“It's going to be massively entertaining.”

Mental Health Awareness and Action

1:16:29 to 1:20:42

The importance of taking action for mental health is discussed, drawing parallels with physical health.

“You shit, you this, you this, you know what I mean?”

Thoughts on Manchester City and Future Plans

1:20:43 to 1:22:36

Hatton discusses his support for Manchester City and reflects on his future plans.

“It's you that's got to check it on board and go, yeah, I've got to make a difference.”
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Transcript

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0:00This podcast features Ricky Hatton and James English.

0:30Enjoying myself, yeah. Never been happier. You're looking well. You're looking great, in fact. New fight coming up, new challenge. So that's what it's all about. It was 2nd of July, the fight? 2nd of July, yeah. At my second home, Manchester Arena. I had that many fights there. I didn't know back in the day that I could have probably moved my bed in there, to be honest, at one point. But no, I enjoyed it. You know, I was approached. You know, there was one exhibition done. The first one was done a few years ago now, before lockdown, I think, with Roy Jones and Mike Tyson. And after that, obviously the obvious question was, if that come about, would you do it, Ricky?

1:06And that was a few years ago. And I said, yeah, yeah. I said, you know, if it was the right fight and the right people put the right show on, I said, yeah, I'd be up for that. And then I got the phone call about, you know, five months ago saying, would you like to have one last move around? COVID's been a terrible time for everyone. You know what I mean? Everyone with mental health, people have had COVID. would you like to do one last dance at the Manchester Arena if you like you know against Marco Antonio Barrera and I thought well I mean I've lost people to Covid like I'm sure we all have and I've lost friends to mental health during the Covid I've lost family to mental health during the Covid and they said well we can do it as like a concert type thing as like a celebration of coming out of it so I didn't have to think twice yeah How are you feeling about fighting Barrera?

1:54I'm looking I can't wait because he's he's been a friend of mine for forever and a day and we all know how good a champion he was and a fighter he was but I think I'm going to get the even though he's my friend I'm going to get the benefit of finding out you know first hand just how good he actually he actually was and I like the fact that because we are friends even though it's an exhibition and it'll be competitive because I mean I'm not having him come to Manchester and make me look an idiot and I think he won't want to come to Manchester and me do the same so that's where the competitive comes in but I think because we've made some friends and that we'll know when to push it and there'll be no liberties taken and I think that's a good thing because I think when your heroes make a comeback we always worry about them getting knocked out and getting hurt and my best days are behind me but bigger gloves you know less rounds shorter rounds against somebody that I know I think there's nothing negative that can come out of this I really can't wait where do people get the tickets Ricky?

2:59they can get them on hattonberrera.com you know on the internet it's going to be it's going to be not like a traditional boxing show they've got live music acts on you know so they'll have a live music act on and then you know a fight will come on then they'll have a DJ come on and then they'll have I think there's two UFC Hall of Famers fighting each other and then they'll have another singer on and then it's more of a more party it's a laugh more of a celebration coming out of Colview because I mean it has been a very very tough time so I think it's more of a party theme to it rather than a standout boxing show so it's going to be good yeah good man looking forward to it always go back to the start of my guess Ricky where you grew up and how it all began I was born on the council estate just outside of Manchester Hattersley which incidentally is only 10 minutes down the road from from where i live i've always been homegrown lad and never really as well as i did i don't never really want to move you know too far afield and um the council estate wasn't and known for too many good things to be honest with you there was the moore's murderers you know years years ago mara hindley and leon brady and then the um howell shipman's 10 minutes down the down the road his surgery was 10 minutes down the road and them two police officers the two The lady police officers got shot here a few years back.

4:23So it's from an area that has had too much to sing about in the last few years. But I'd like to think when they mention Hattiesley, they might mention a little fat boxer called Ricky Hatton that brought a bit of good back to the area. But I consider myself a Hattiesley lad. I always run Manchester, which is where I am from. But ultimately, I'm a Hattiesley lad. and I've never forgot my roots and I still go down. I have the same mates from school that I always had. I lived 10 minutes down the road from where I was born and I think that's why people like me, I think, you know, not just because of my boxing, but because of the other, what I've managed to keep my own, keep my feet on the ground a bit.

5:04What were you like at school, Ricky? Terrible. Absolutely terrible. But some of the teachers, some of the old teachers, I still see them knocking about the estate and like that. And they always say, Ricky, you know, you were never no trouble at school. You never got involved in a fight. You never got involved in anything. You just didn't do anything. You know what I mean? It just, and I was, the attitude I had at the time, the teacher used to say to me, you know, listen, you've got to do this. Do your homework. Where's your homework? Concentrate, you know, work hard. And I used to, I'm going to be a boxer.

5:36I'm going to be a boxer. And now I'm a father and a grandfather. I won't be passing that same advice on to me, to the kids. You know what I mean? because you've got to have, you know, if I hadn't had done well at the boxing, I'd have been in big trouble. But I always believed I was going to be a boxer from my young age, but no, I wasn't very good at school. Never a troublemaker, but just bone idle. What was the first age you put on your gloves? When I actually did kickboxing when I was about eight years old, I think. I was into the, as a youngster, I was into the Bruce Lee films. and as I started watching the Bruce Lee's films I said to my dad I'd like to go try karate or kickboxing or something like that so I went down to the local kickboxing club and it basically started from there and I've always been a little short and stocky type so I was good with my fists but when we'd been short not too good with my feet so as I was trying to get close with my fists to do my damage I'd do what I was good at was getting my teeth kicked in basically because of the distance I was going to write height and reach and I couldn't get near them because we were kicking and they said why don't you go and try boxing Ricky it might be a little bit more suited to you so I went over the road to the boxing gym in Hyde and it started from there Did you fall in love with boxing straight away or were you always was you wary of it?

7:03Well I did love boxing straight away I mean when I was kickboxing the first time I think with kickboxing or most certainly boxing the first time you get hit on the nose you either go whoa that's not for me oh i like that and funny enough i liked it you know the first time i got cracked on the nose i was like you know oh the first time i had a bad spa where somebody had outboxed me or pipped me off you know what i mean i'd i'd come home proper pissed off and i'd be like you know can't wait to get back to training on friday can't wait to get back to training on friday i'm gonna put that right i'm gonna put this right i'll show him i'm gonna show him on friday again and that was that's i I think that's the attitude I think all boxers need to have from a very young age.

7:45You know, I didn't think, oh, that hurt. I think I'm going to go back and I'm going to get it right and I'm going to make sure I sort that kid I sparred out with. I'm going to sort him out on Friday, you know. And I think it's quite simple. Boxing, you either love it or you hate it. Let's have it right. I mean, to do something for a living where you get punched in the face, there's got to be something wrong with you. but I think that's I think most fighters would probably say that you have a tattoo you don't and it's a very addictive sport really you know because I mean when you work hard you train hard and then when you get your victory you share it you get all that it sounds a bit selfish but you get all that praise on your own you don't share it with 10 teammates or a manager and everything like that you know I mean it's you know you get your hand raised and it's you in that ring on your own and it's such a wonderful feeling and I think that's why which I think we'll get to in a bit further down the line I struggled with retirement you know having that feeling once it's gone once you've experienced it and it's gone it's very very hard to move on Did you have any fighters in your family?

8:48My brother Matthew he went professional he didn't unlike me he didn't have a very successful amateur career he didn't have a handful of fights but he saw how well I was doing and he thought you know I'm carpet fitting I'm on my hands and knees all day you know getting paid you know just a few quid anything like that I might as well give it a go doing something that I love and he turned professional he lost a couple of six rounders along the way I think he got disqualified in an eight rounder but he stayed at it stayed at it and he became the European champion I think he made about four defences and he actually went the distance with if off the world title went the distance with Canelo Alvarez which was the number one he was until recently he's recently one of the best pound for pound number one pound for pound fighter in the world so he did well Matthew in his own right when he really wasn't expected to he ain't professional as well look at Ricky Atten's brother here but he didn't he made his own name in his own right and I think some great fighters there not many went from in the distance with Saul Alvarez did they so that speaks volumes so what Matthew achieved in the game do you think there was a lot of pressure on Matthew to succeed because of your success yeah very much so you know what I mean because I mean you always get the the finger point, he won't be as good as his brother and he's always just trying to follow in his brother's footsteps or jump on the bandwagon.

10:11Campbell's in the same position. And just like my son Campbell, who's gone professional, just like Matthew was in the same position with a lot of pressure and pressure on his shoulders and a lot of people pointing the finger, ultimately he did the business, didn't he? and me and Matthew firmly believe Campbell will do the same given time obviously. What was your first fight like Ricky? My first fight my first amateur fight was as you can imagine pretty brutal you know toe to toe I thought a guy called Danny Reynolds from Leeds who I did fight further down the line about four years after but yeah it was a very very close close fight majority decision split decision but it was an absolute war and I think that was from the start you know we just went toe to toe like two professionals you know like we would see in a professional fight not an amateur fight and I think right away people could see me talent but see that was probably more suited to the professional side of the game rather than me because I used to come out I used to slip and roll and throw body punches and that was from 11 years of age so I think the right I mean not the way on the wall the signs were there from day one and you just loved it from that moment getting hit and the bloody noses loved it it's not just you know they're getting hit when you get hit you either love it or you don't and then you decide to you know it's not for me I've had loads of friends that did give it a try they said first time I got hit they thought oh no chance but you know I think most fighters would say that they've gone on to do the boxing they've said they loved it but yeah it's the training I think most people I think certainly when you're an amateur boxer I think whether you have one fight or 101 fights I think so many people have become better people because they've had a go at it because it's that type of sport isn't it you know there's how many delinquents or people or you know kids or youngsters going down the wrong the wrong path I've got into boxing gone in the gym they've learnt the discipline and the respect and you know and the fitness and conditioning and that side of the boxing game and they might not have gone on and become a world champion because we all want to produce world champions but in amateur boxing it's I think once you've had a goal and gone in the ring and gone in the boxing gym and sparred and got used to the boxing what comes with the boxing I think I think you end up making sure you're a better person Who did you look up to when you were a kid as a boxer?

12:54Who did I look up to? Did anybody you want? I used to like Nigel Benn. When I first started getting into boxing, Nigel Benn was like Chris Eubank. I was about 15 years of age. I used to watch Nigel on the TV. He's dead aggressive, dead ferocious, went for the knockout, no nonsense. I saw myself as a youngster. I was a bit of an idiot. Not an idiot, Nigel, sorry. I was a bit of a no-ho's-barred, never-say-die, dead aggressive. I was like that as an amateur. and I thought, oh my God, it's me, do you know what I mean? It was like, but not only was it me, but I thought, look what he's done, world champion, look at the size of the crowds, and look at his nice car, and look at this, and look at that, oh, I want to be like Nigel.

13:41Style-wise, we were right up each other's street, but obviously that's why I wanted to be what he was, a world champion. But then as I got into the boxing more, through watching Nigel, I started becoming a bit more of a student, where I'd get the old videos out, where I'd watch the champions of yesterday's and the old fighters. And my favourite fighter of all time then became Roberto Duran. He became my greatest fighter. Nigel got me into boxing, who's my favourite, you know, as I got in. And then when I got into it, I started studying the sport a bit more. I fell in love with Roberto Duran, his style, his attitude, what he did for his people.

14:20Just the whole shebang. and I think there's a little bit of similarities. It's like, you know, I'm all for me people. You never see me. I'm always banging the drum for Manchester. I'm always thanking me fans and like that. And there's a little bit of me, there's a little bit of, that's what Duran was like to the Panama people. What age did you turn professional, Ricky? 18. Why so young? I just, I didn't, I think I boxed in the World Juniors and I got a bronze medal. So I think I would have been picked for the Olympics because I'd obviously, well, because I got my bronze medal in the World Juniors, I think I would have been picked for the Olympics, but the Olympics was 12 months after Boxing the World Juniors.

15:01I was 17. Boxing the World Juniors and then the Olympics come up and then as soon as the Olympics were three months after, I became 18. So for me, if I wanted to go to the Olympics, I'd have had to wait four years to the next Olympics, you know. So I thought, I don't want to wait four years to go to the Olympics. I thought, you know, I'll turn professional. And to be honest with you, I was training with the professionals from 16 years of age. I was going down the Brian Hughes gym in Collier's, Brian Hughes, Collier's the Moston gym, training with Brian Hughes and Pat Barrett. And then I went up to Billy Graham's Phoenix Camp in Salford where I was training with world champion Kyle Thompson, Enzi Bingham, Steve the Viking, Foster, all the present champions.

15:48and I was training with them from a 16 year old when I left school and stuff like that so I always so I always I always pretty much I think I wanted to be a professional as I mentioned earlier with watching Nigel and looking up to Nigel Ben on the TV and then going training with the pros even though I was still an amateur I think I was always going to go professional anyway So what was your first professional like your fight like that kid? first professional fight it was uh needless to say i couldn't wait i always dreamt of becoming a professional um fighter um and yeah i mean i was obviously nervous for it but not as nervous as what you probably think because i was there's one thing i always had now when people think of ricky attenham they'll probably think of not not you know not an arrogant person a down-to-earth feet on the ground you know doesn't slag an opponent off not a big mouth or anything like that which is very rare in boxing certainly these days but um no but i but my my best attribute was my self-belief and how you know i'm confident in my own ability so even though i was nervous when we pulled that bureau it was like i can't bring it on i can't wait and i won first round knockout against kid mccarley uh witness leisure center 1997 a few years ago now that but uh no it was brilliant I mean I was working with the professional champions every day and it was hard as hard as a game boxing was it started off as my hobby you know what I mean and then eventually I'm getting now paid for doing my hobby so it sounds as it's the hardest game in the world boxing but I thought really blessed you know what I mean that was getting paid for doing something that I loved and going to the gym every day and training with British champions European champions world champions and learning and picking their brains and everything like that it was the start of my career when I went professional and it was happy times it was a dream happy times did you see the vision of how successful you would become or was that a steady process like as soon as you turned through did you know that you were going to be one of the greatest well I Billy Graham told me he said you know he said you're the best fighter I've ever worked with and Billy Graham was the trainer of world champions you know he did you know Cal Thompson Anthony Bingham Steve the Viking Foster Paul Burt was a Commonwealth champion.

18:10Andy Olligan fought for the world title. He did train champions. So when a trainer of champions says to you, you're the best I've ever trained, do you know what I mean? He says, and if you dedicate yourself and you work hard at the game and you tick all the other boxes, because don't forget, I was still a youngster. I still had boxes to tick. You had to prove your heart, your chin, your stamina, all these, you know, and that's pretty much in every sport, really. You can have the potential, but the potential is only the start. you've got to have the other things and the other aspects so but he said if you've got all them he said you know and all the other champions cow thompson was the world cruise weight champion he was in them brilliant fights for chris eubank if you remember at the manchester arena he was saying to me you're going to go all the way you and we're going to work hard with you and make sure you get you get there and all that and it was when people like that saying that to you you think gee i've got i must have half a chance here you know if i've got it if i can do it and and like I mentioned earlier having the self-belief in my own ability I pretty much I said when I was 18 I said I want to be a world champion and I said with my ability and what people are telling me if I don't I've failed so I've got to want it more and that was my attitude at 18 because you guys like yourself Chris Huebank Nigel Benn Steve Collins Joe Kozagi Prince Nazeem you were in many Prince Nazeem's undercard he was one of the greatest as well what was that feeling like obviously you're moving through the ranks he was brilliant Frank Warren I signed with Frank Warren at the time and he promoted Prince Nassim Hamad and he was the biggest name in British boxing I mean so as I mentioned earlier my professional debut was at Widdish Leisure Centre so he had to fight on the local shows you know on the Leisure Centre shows and stuff like that which was which is great learning experience and the next you know the couple of months after I'd be boxing at Madison Square Garden you know when Nassim Hamad boxed Kevin Kelly and now that now that's experience you've got to get experience to the local shows and the you know the small hall shows and you don't get bigger than Madison Square Garden so you can imagine for an 18 year old you know to be you know doing there and fighting here and fighting there and fighting there and Nassi Ahmed's undercard and I was able to see how you know what it's like when you're fighting a world title bill you know like the way in the build up the interviews and everything like that for me to you know just sit in the background and watch Naz and see how he prepared not just what he's going to do when he got in the ring just what comes with a world title fight it was a great experience for me to sit down and watch and learn What was he like to watch as a fighter?

20:45He was unbelievable Naz to be honest with you, he was what a power puncher the legs on him and the leverage he could get I loved watching Naz because he always went for the knockout he always watched her do damage and I don't think I'm an aggressive person, my character is aggressive, but as a boxer, I was a nasty little footer. I was a nasty little footer. I really wanted to hurt my opponents, not permanently, but when I was in that ring, I wanted to really hurt my opponents and Naz used to live for the knockout, big, massive, explosive knockout. So I absolutely loved Naz. Ironically, Naz, who's shown a box on the undercars, looked up to, but the gentleman that put pay to his career in the end was Marco Antonio Barrera, who I'm doing the exhibition with on the 2nd of July.

21:36So I hope he doesn't, Marco, don't do to Naz what you don't do to me, what you did to Naz. So how do you make that, for being the people's champion, everybody loves you and adores you, to then having that killer instinct in the ring, how do you make that switch? Just very easy. You know what I mean? What I was in the ring and what I was out of the ring was two different things. And I think there's a lot of people, I mean, we all have our own different personalities, but when that bell goes, you know, some people, you know, you've got to, you've got to, whatever you are as a person or whatever you are in the gym, you know, when you go to fight and, you know, your livelihood's on the line, you know what I mean?

22:17It's how we make our living, you know what I mean? It's how I provide for my kids and that. So when the bell, when I used to look at my opponent and think to myself, you're in the way of making a better life for myself. you're in the way you are taking literally taking money out of my kids mouths you and that's what I used to that's what I always used to think before the first bell goes so you can imagine I wanted to kill them not literally obviously but that's that's what I was like but then when I come out of the gym people like me because you know I go to the pub and have a pint I play for my local darts team do you know what I mean you know I still play for the vets on Sunday for my local pub on the estate there for the Sunday vets over 40s I still play for that and I'd go stand in the stand and watch Man City you know what I mean I'd be there with a bobble and a pie you know what I mean and people used to say well world champion do you look at Ricky yeah look at him you know and it's like but it was it wasn't people liked me because it wasn't an act they could see you know public you know I was no different no different to the people that come supporting me and I think I think they could see it and I think that's why they like me they're all listening local lad Ricky Attenham doing well feet on the floor he's a character and he'll laugh a minute look at him size of him the fat fucker you know what I mean let's go and watch him and there was that sort of like feel to it and obviously what I did when the bell went I'm sure people enjoyed as well but I think that's why people like me Was that to try and make yourself one of the boys as well one of the lads to be then obviously you've got the professionalism of being a fighter on the 8 weeks 10 weeks 12 week camp sometimes your camps or 14 weeks like see after a camp and after a victory is it just let loose and try and come back into a bit of normality yeah I mean that was half the problem I say to my fighters now and my son Campbell who's gone professional I say do as I say not as I do but when I was doing my six rounders I was coming up through the rankings I was in the gym all the time there's this reputation Ricky Fatten that I got for being a bit of living life on the wild side a little bit and everything like that.

24:29But when I was just coming through the ranks, I lived in the gym. I'd only have like an odd night, a night off, and then I'd be back in training. My first year, I had nine fights in 12 months. That's a fight every six weeks. So there wasn't no time to be unwinding. But it's when I got to world title level, where you have, say, three fights in a year where there's bigger gaps in between. that's when I could have maybe showed a little bit more discipline but I something something that always attracted me to go and see my mates and going to the pub and that because I have a little bit of um I do have a little bit of confidence believe it or not I have confidence in my own self-belief but I do have a lack a little bit of confidence in my own me own as a person and I used to think you know when I was boxing on Sky TV and I was boxing and people were seeing me and you know you know signing autographs and having pictures and everything like that and sometimes I'd go like months without seeing my mates weeks without seeing my mates and something in my head paranoia in the back of my head usually I hope they don't think I'm getting too big for my boots and too above my station I hope they don't think I forgot about them and I've changed I hope they don't think I've changed so I'd find myself nipping down and just nipping down at the pub to see him you know hey lads you okay and that's a that's a bit of um and i think that was the early signs of my mental health that's a bit of sign of weakness you know what i mean you know instead of getting on thinking oh my mate mate's that bothered they're loving what i'm doing they're proud of me in my own mind i used to think no no no i've got to go down there and see him i've got to go down there and see him and then um ultimately when i my first defeat came against floyd mayweather i felt like i'd let everyone down and can you can you see how that little thing in my mind, you know, something wasn't quite there, you know, my mates would go, don't worry about coming down and seeing us, we're proud of you, we love you Rick, we're proud of you, you know, Ricky, you got beat by Mayweather, no Rick, God blimey, it's Floyd Mayweather, what do you want?

26:23But in my mind, my head was falling off, you know, and that was the start of that side of my life, you know, the boxing was going great, but there was just a little fellow on my shoulder that was you know, I couldn't I couldn't get off, you know. Was our loneliness kicked in at times, Ricky? Not really. I think I was very, very, the family was very, very close at the time. We're very, very close now. But I mean, there was a period with my family where it went a little bit, you know, haywire. But no, I, you know, I used to have, you know, good friends that would come round. They had good family that would come round and see me.

27:00And then when I got in a relationship when my kids come along and everything like that, I was with my ex-partner for 12, 13 years. so no it wasn't it wasn't a loneliness no because I speak to a lot of successful people and it is a lonely journey to be successful but you obviously it's trying to find the balance like do you think that was a hindrance as well that it's not your people pleasing but to try and fit in with other people so they think you're not better than them instead of just 100 % focused on your journey to be the greatest of all time yeah that's what it was I mean and you know it shouldn't you know you've got to you've got to be really with your boxing career, you know, you've got to be really, or any career, you've got to be selfish.

27:42And you've got to think, listen, that's my job. I've got a job to do. You know, it doesn't matter, you know what I mean? You've got to concentrate on your job. And I always had one, I was always concentrating on my job, but I always had one, you know, one eye on, you know, I don't want people thinking this, I don't want people thinking this. Because it's not like go out into Manchester or into town or wherever we'd go and you'd hear, you know, people saying you know and my mates and people around you would say oh I've seen him and met him a few times what a dickhead he is oh what an honourable person he is oh absolutely you know and I think to myself these people saying it about me do you know what I mean you know do they think I'm arrogant do they think I'm cocky like that so it was like you know when I was world champion never walked to the front of a queue never you know never it's just I was always I was you'd think I was shy I was always life and soul of the party but you know when it comes to that you think I was shy it's because I was paranoid that I mean I would have won the belts if people thought what's the point of being the best in the world if everyone thinks you're the dickhead and you're walking down the street and everyone's thinking there's that what life's that even if you've got belts and money and what comes of it so and that was a big big part of mine certainly early on there was something still there that wasn't that wasn't doing me any favours what was it like winning your first world title?

29:08Well, the first world title was brilliant. I won, you know, to win any world title, you know, you can imagine it's such a, when you start off at the council estate, you dream of becoming a world champion, like we said earlier, Nigel Benn. And then to do it, it's, you know, and they say, and the new, like, world's weight champion of the world, it's a dream you never, ever wake up from. But, you know, I mean, once I won my world title, you know, I beat Tony Pep with a first round knockout. Tony Pepper, actually three fights before, had gone the distance with Floyd Mayweather Jr. So, I mean, just to win the belt and do it in the manner I did it, it was absolutely brilliant.

29:47You know, my first ever world title. And then you set yourself the goals. Now I've been a world champion, I want to stay a world champion and I want to win more world titles because there's, in boxing these days, there's four to five versions of the world titles. And I was thinking it was, now I've become a world champion. My next goal was to try and become the best in my weight division. out of all the champions if you like so obviously you've got the little the wires are kind of going about not realising the extent of like not the self-sabotage but trying to fit in and please your friends while trying to be a world champion like how then when you win the world title Ricky does the pressure come the limelight the fame the money I think were you not still staying with your parents I was still staying with my parents so I think that helped I think that helped a lot but then obviously as I started you know my money started increasing then you know and I was thinking to myself it's about time it's about time I moved out of the box room now I'm world champion you know I've got a few quid and I did and I moved and I only moved down the road in fact Matthew lives there now my brother in the same house that I used to live at and I was still like you know in the same town as my mum and dad so I could still go around there my mum would still do my diet my food for me you know I had it made you know what I mean there my mum there's 30 quid you know so I had it I had it I had it made yeah then you know getting your fights looking after your money and everything like that and obviously the house that I live in you know today was the house I always dreamed of but I mean normally you'd have to move further afield out of Manchester in order to you know to get that and I didn't want to move away from not only my family and me kids me kids live around here my grandkids now and my mum and my dad and my brother and my friends and Campbell lives around here now so I never really wanted to um I nearly wanted to venture and normally to have a house like this you'd have to do that but I just bided my time you know just you know stayed in the box room just stayed in a little you know a little smaller house and beautiful house but I mean just stayed there and I just waited till this this come on you know and that spot I've always been a homeboy always been a hometown boy you know How do you think you'd have been Ricky if you'd never done boxing at that age in your 20s do you think you'd have just been 95 and abusers?

32:12Yeah I don't you know I don't think I'd have been you know people say oh if I hadn't found boxing I'd have gone into robbing and stealing and this and that and all the rest of it I'd have been a criminal or I'd have gone to prison I don't think it'd have been like that I think I'd have just gone into the family business and I'd have been a carpet fitter because before I went professional, I was a carpet fitter. Did a bit part-time carpet fitting for my dad a little bit in there to get myself a few quid to put petrol in the car so I could go to Salford and train with the professionals and, you know, a few quid so I could pay me board just, you know, from leaving school.

32:46And I think that's what I'd have done. I'd have been not judging anybody that does that, you know, but I mean, I'd have just, I'd have had a nine to five, I'd have been a carpet fitter, I'd have got me wages, I'd have paid me rent and I'd have been in the pub every night. Was there any telltale signs then when you won your world title that there's maybe excessive drinking? Or was it kind of, not sugar-coated, but it was unseen because you were world champion, you were looking great, that it was kind of under the radar? Or did anybody ever say, look, Ricky, man, you've got your whole future ahead of you, just wait?

33:16No, I never hid. Never hid me drinking from anyone still. Never hid me drinking. I think I'm like most people, we'll probably drink a little bit more than what we should do. But when I had big gaps, I mean, I had big gaps in between me fighting. I'd train for like 12 or 14 weeks, then I'd have like, say, maybe 10 weeks off, and it was like being young and having money and everything like that. It wasn't necessarily the drinking. It was just the drinking and going out in general. And although I wasn't arrogant, and people were like, hey, Ricky, come in, there's a table here. Do you want a drink?

33:53That's on us. It's not that you're arrogant. you know, it's nice and it was nice to go out and stuff like that but I think it was, and when I was winning, it was, when I was winning, defending my titles and making a living and everything like that, it was great but then when things started going wrong was when defeat started, you know, you know, kicking in here. Did you feel untouchable? Certainly, you must have felt untouchable with that going 30-0, 38-0, that flying high in life, beating everybody, that. Well, when I, from a boxing point of view, when I beat Kostya Zou when I fought for the universally undisputed title which meant I'd become not only world champion, the best in my weight division and Kostya Zou was actually number one pound for pound in any weight division and he'd come to Manchester to fight me and I was a massive underdog, nobody expected me to beat him you know, in fact everybody was everyone was dead excited and all behind me Manchester Arena, do you know what I mean?

34:53Mancunian fighting Kostya Zou at the Manchester Arena, you can imagine it was like that, but there was a nervousness because I think everyone thought, come on, Ricky, we want you to do it, but I think a lot, even the ones that were behind me thought, oh shit, this could go a bit pear-shaped. But no, I ended up winning it. I made him quit on his stool and probably Manchester's greatest ever boxing night and it said if I'd have won, it would go down as one of the best wins ever in a British boxing ring and that's where it'd stay and he was such a formidable champion because he was knocking everybody out, such a hard right-hand punch, he was blasting everyone out and everyone was scared to death of me.

35:32But I ended up beating him and I sort of like beat him at his own game. I went straight at him, stayed on his chest and bullied him a little bit and he ended up quitting on his stool. So from a boxing point of view, I thought, yeah, I can't be touched now. If I can walk through him, I can walk through anyone and that's how I went on into my next few fights. but no even when I won the world title and beat Costa Zoo I still remained you know when you said earlier about being untouchable no I think the greatest thing is what my parents brought me up to always be humble feet on the ground and I always and I've since from all the way through I think I've always been that way do you think that's why you get the support that you got and the love that you got is because you're just a fucking good guy just one of the boys and people could see a bit of their self in you except you've just succeeded everything you set out to succeed absolutely I think that's exactly what it is I think people from the Hattersley Council Estate where I was born when they see me winning world titles and they see me coming out the ring and go thanks for everyone who's been there all the way from the start thank you for the fans for paying to come in and support me thanks for all that I'm telling you them people and Hattersley will be like what a lad he'll be in here next week and all him he won't be he won't be on the red carpets he'll be in here but michigan may for example who comes from michigan and the same they call them projects in america don't they are the same sort of like i think i don't think the people in michigan when floyd mayweather wins his belt and goes look at me watch look at me this look at me that no they'll be thinking it's a tosser because you know but no i mean you know i mean you know when you come from the council estate I've always remained humble never forgot the fans I never forgot the people that were there from day one where Floyd's forgot them look at me watch look at me this look at me that and I think people in Michigan will be sat there now thinking what a dick he is and that's the difference you know Floyd will go down as the greatest of all time he's got money you know going out of his ears but I'd rather have the love I have from my fans than the love that he will have from people in Michigan seeing what he's turned into Did you feel an added pressure though to be as humble as you were to try and not fit in?

37:58No, yeah, because that's what I was saying to you earlier about that's why I felt like I had to, I had to thank him, I had to go back because that was the part of me where I thought, you know, people thought, look at him, Charlie B, you know, he'd kill me. And that's why I always remain, because I mean, that's the way my parents brought me up. I wasn't putting anything on, I was not trying to be someone I wasn't but I always the best thing is when I go for a pint on the council stay at walk in the pub and kids come up to me from the estate hey Ricky how you doing that's what it's all it's worth more than gold isn't it so you went to America you were undefeated you thought like you said they're the greatest of all time some people argue that he's not but for me personally it is for everything that he has conquered to have that record so when you're going over to America I think I don't know if it was Frank Bruno it took the most British I think maybe 10 ,000 against Mike Tyson but when you've went you've 35 ,000 40 ,000 people it's just unbelievable to even have in a stadium in the UK never mind America how did that fight come about with you and Floyd Mayweather well I beat Kostya Zoo which was such a massive massive upset and the manner in which I did it and then I become a world champion in two weight divisions I won the world to weight title against Louis Collazo when I boxed in Boston, when I boxed Louis.

39:24And then I went to Las Vegas, won another World title, like World's weight, IBF title, against Juan Urango in my Vegas debut, which was fantastic, seeing your name up in lights for years, watching Leonard, Hagler, Hearns, Tyson, and all them on the strip. Then your little fat face comes up. It's something you'd never think is ever going to happen. and then I beat Jose Luis Castillo in the fourth round and he'd previously gone 12-round distance twice with Floyd Mayweather, you know what I mean? So I beat him in four rounds and so then that gave me the opportunity to turn around and say, well, you know, Floyd's the best, I want to be the best, but, you know, where do you have a watch?

40:07You know, like I said, there's more action in my four rounds than in Floyd's previous 24 with him and that got the fight then against Floyd Mayweather and I think it was because we were so different. Do you know what I mean? He was like, as I mentioned earlier, it's all about me watch, it's not about me performance, it doesn't matter about the fans, it's all about making money. You know what I mean? When I was the opposite, I was going, oh, thank you for coming over and supporting me and everything like that. He was like good cop, bad cop and it made the build-up and everything just... And I think the fact that them 40 ,000 fans went over and into his backyard to support him.

40:48Even though I look back now, I mean, at the time when I got beat, as I mentioned earlier, I got beat by Floyd. It hit me very, very hard. I told all these fans I was going to go over there and do it, and I didn't. I felt so let down, and I couldn't leave the house, embarrassed. But now I look back at so much pride when people come up to me on a weekly basis. Oh, Ricky. Went to there with Floyd Mayweather. Oh, it was unbelievable. You couldn't move. Couldn't move on the Strip of Vegas. they ran out of beers in the bars we said we were on the waterfalls we were singing oh unbelievable Ricky and it makes me feel really so so proud now and when you think what he's done since he'll probably go down as arguably the greatest of all time I think Mahmoud Ali will always have the manner you know the the label as the greatest but I think as far as from boxing and skills and wins and just you know just an all round you know I think before I remember we'll probably go down as the greatest but you should be proud yourself I watched it in Mantis in Aberdeen all the families did it I think it was like five in the morning because I named my dog I've got a boxer dog we named my dog after you Hatton so we did cheers cheers I don't know if that's a compliment or I think so maybe they were a dog was it a boxer a boxer for God's sake so our dog was called Hatton and we were all up there watching it it's one of the moments I look back at pride now you know now I've gone through that stage, you know, with my personal life and everything like that now, I couldn't watch the fight forever.

42:21I mean, when I got beat by Mayweather, you know, I had sportsmen's dinners booked and appearances and, you know, this, that. I didn't want to do any of them. I cancelled them all. I didn't want to walk down the house. And when I'd walk through my hometown, I'd be like, you know, are they laughing at me? Are they laughing at me? Are they laughing at me? And it was, and I think that was when, I think it was always there, my mental health, as we mentioned earlier but I think that just sent it moving on that little bit Triggered that Triggered it that little bit more Did you realise how good Floyd Mayweather was?

42:54Yeah Oh yeah I mean when I got in the ring I mean I was from the first bell I thought you know I hope the referee allows me to get close to him You rocked him the first round did you know that? I caught him I think he was more off balance but I think if he'd have hit the if he'd have touched the canvas I said he'd definitely been counted as a knockdown, but I don't know. I think he was more off balance than anything. It was a good start to the fight. But the one thing before the fight was I thought, Floyd likes to box at a distance. You know what I mean? I like to fight up close. And as long as he lets it fight, go at a distance, and lets it go up close, I think we've got a good chance here.

43:33And the fact that I was in his backyard of Las Vegas and the referee was from Las Vegas, I was thinking, I hope he lets me at him. and I think from the start of the fight, it was clear that he wasn't going to let me at him. He kept breaking me and breaking me and breaking me, and I sat down on the stool at the end of the second round, and I said to Billy, I went, it's happened, hasn't it? He's not letting me near him, and he's breaking me, Billy. I said, none of us are holding. None of us are holding. Why am I going to get in and hold? Why, when I get in, I want to hit him. He said, he's breaking, he's breaking.

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44:04He went, listen, there's nothing we can do. We expected this. We trained for this. Listen, try and keep your composure, blah, blah, blah, blah. And then each round, as it went by, my head started going a little bit more, started getting more frustrated. And I was doing all right, you know, in the fight. It wasn't like, you know, the referee wasn't letting me near him and he was pinging me. You know, it was like, I was still doing all right. But bit by bit, my composure went, he took a point off me, said that I hit him behind the head when it missed. And my head fell off then. And then ultimately, then bit by then, he took me apart and then he knocked me out.

44:33And it was, yeah, it was devastating because I think up to about the halfway mark, there wasn't much in it, nip and tuck. that but I was fighting with so much frustration as the referee wasn't letting me get at him. How was that then with your first loss? Like you say, you feel as if you're a failure, you've let people down and in reality the people who watched know that's not the case but it's hard for somebody to say that who's also battling with maybe insecurities or the paranoia sets in, like you say, you think people are laughing that your world just shattered after that defeat? Yeah, I felt like packing it in.

45:12And I had a long time off. I had a long time to think about it. Yeah, it wasn't good. But then bit by bit, you know, like anything, you start venturing out. You start doing a few more appearances and things like that. And then you start thinking, I'll give it another go. And then I started thinking to myself, listen, Rick, you know what I mean? You know, the first time you got beat, I know it's Floyd Mayweather, but I mean, you know, legacies are built on coming back from defeats. You know what I mean? If you've only had it all your own way, then the first time you've got beat, you took the towel in that's not what champions are about that's not what champions are made of so I decided to make a comeback and then I got me another dream of mine to box at the City and Manchester Stadium being a Man City fan I've always watched the box at Man City's ground it was main road years ago and it was the Etihad so I got the chance to box there at the Etihad Stadium 60 ,000 fans turned up and that 60 ,000 fans was sold out in about three weeks so it sort of like you know give me the confidence you know what you were right to come back you know if you'd have packed the game in you wouldn't have ticked this box boxing at Man City he said you know brilliant I said you know but it wasn't really my best performance so the occasion the thing was good but my performance wasn't great and I thought to myself maybe I need maybe I need to think about whether maybe a change or something like that because Billy Graham was very injury ridden he was having needles in his hands to get through training sessions, needles in his elbows and me and Billy decided to part company but he didn't share the same enthusiasm with me so he fell out with me so Billy Graham had been there from day one and you know my mate was more than a trainer he was a mate of mine and all of a sudden we fell out so you know, got beat by Mayweather and down, then I boxed at Man City what a great occasion then my performance wasn't great I was down again and then I was down when me and Billy split up and then I fought Paulie Malinagi in Las Vegas and Nolan Liam carried the belts in finally for me they hit two heroes I might carry the belts in in Las Vegas and I stopped Malinagi in the 11th round and it was one of my best performances since the Costa Zoo fight so my frame of mind was back up then and then the manner of the fight I got the chance to fight Manny Pacquiao again for the pound for pound, number one title and obviously when the Pacquiao fight came along that I got destroyed in two rounds and then my confidence was down, my mate was down.

47:43Ultimately, I had to retire then so I think, oh, I'm going to have to hang the gloves up now, I'm going to have to hang the gloves up and then I fell out with my mum and dad so when that happened so you can see me frame my mind, I'm up and down, I'm up and down, up and down then you got destroyed by Pacquiao, you fell out with your mum and dad, you've got to retire so I didn't have my mum and dad to share me retirement with I didn't have Billy Graham to share me retirement with I had to retire I didn't care whether I lived or died at that stage didn't care was that for your own self-destruction that you fell out with everyone no I totally I don't want to say too much because my mum and dad were made up now and that's why I'm so glad I didn't take my life because I wouldn't have seen Campbell go pro I wouldn't have made up with my mum and dad I wouldn't have made up but I think I was I think it was that right to fall out with him yeah but you know we've moved on for that you know, brought the family back together, which we never thought was going to happen.

48:39So, you know, life is great, you know, again at the minute. But I think it was all things that were unavoidable. It's just the way I was built, you know, and I mean, obviously I got beat by Mayweather. I can't help feeling the way I did. That's me. And then I boxed the Man City of State. Whoa, yes. Buzzing again. Yes, buzzing again. And then all of a sudden, you know, a fallout with Billy back down. then I give knock out Malinardi and Nolan Liam carry the belts in in Las Vegas oh yeah then you know and I think knowing how I am and how I was and the problem that I had I don't think I think it was unavoidable I don't think there's anything I could have do I think it was always going to it was always going to happen How much pressure was on you after the Mayweather fight to be fighting in the city ground to be thinking everything's on the line No pressure whatsoever None at all No pressure whatsoever so ever no because i mean by the time i'd fought for i mayweather i'd had 45 fights i was wbu champion had made 15 defenses and my wbu title then that's even before you mayweather your pacquiao's your malignages and and you know being how i was how i lived my you know i was up in weight down in weight up in weight down in weight you know how i lived socially you know i mean it takes toll on your body up in weight down in weight and my style of fighting you know I wasn't a master of defense like a Floyd Mayweather I was in your face you know taking probably two or three to get one in you know so you know there was miles on the clock you know I'd beat Costa Zoo one of the greatest British successes ever where I fought one of the greatest of all time Floyd Mayweather in many respects the boxes had been tipped the job had been done you know me I'd got the pennies in the bank and well I mean that's not why there was no pressure on me to come back in fact everybody was on more the other side Rick got on a day now you've done that it was only me personally that said no no no I want to leave you know a legacy I mean it's like you know I was I was so gutted when Naz got beat by Barrera that he never come back and had another his first defeat he never come back and give it another another you know another try and that sort of like stood in my mind I thought to myself I thought well oh he's had it all his own way he's made all his money he's won he's had it all his own way now he's got beat he's made his money that's him done I wanted to I wanted to it no no no no no and I think that all the champions like Mevra Bursar Durrani was my hero they've all got their legacies you know it's great when you win and you win and you win oh got beat thank you I'm out now you know it's not what I it's not what it's not what I have in here it's not what I'm what I'm about what's your biggest weight cut biggest weight cut um I think was for my combat fight um against Senchenko last time that was um just shy of four stone uh that was my biggest weight cut um funny enough for the exhibition fight I mean I've I've already done two stoning already and I've got uh just a little under a stone still to uh to go so it's not my biggest wake up because even before the um we're talking about my mental health and my problems and all that i think even before um even before this exhibition fight came along for the last four or five years i've been in a good place i've been happy i've been looking after myself i'm training me boxers every day doing the family thing with my grandkids and my grandkids and my kids and doing the family thing and you know and it's people talking about all this it's It's nice to have a date and have a goal and something to set my sights on so I can look after myself, keep healthy, it's like going back in time.

52:22It's really enjoyable, but I mean, it's not this that has got me on the straight and narrow. I was already on the straight and narrow. I think it's the reason why I was on the straight and narrow is the reason why I can do this, if that makes any sense. So I've been in a good place for a good while now, and this is just another thing to add to the list. And when I look back at all the problems that I had, and if I had took my own life because I used to come in here in this very house and sit on that couch and I'd be on my own do you know what I mean and people say well don't go to the pub and have a drink I've seen I didn't have to go to the pub and have a drink I'd come home from the gym train me lads tell a few jokes crack a few smiles come home on the surface Rick's alright and then I'd come in here and I'd just cry cry all day cry all day and that's you know even family members and loved ones didn't see it because you know we're men we don't want to you know I'm crying all day so are your missus I'm crying all day love can you sort me out can you help me can you no so I mean it was I think everyone knew I wasn't well but to what extent no I don't think they knew to what extent it was and they don't know did you cover it up well back then yeah I covered it up really well yeah I was a trainer I'm always like the sort of the party and it's like I'll be here I'll be depressed I'll go to the gym which obviously going to the gym help me do you know what i mean you know get me out the house instead of sat there crying he kept me out the house and and he says as soon as i walk through the gym door you know i go hiya lads you okay you're all right what we're gonna do today hey what have you been up to hey what you know and he and he was like so on the surface everybody you know you know me manager you know just just everyone ah rick's good as gold you know i mean and jennifer who i lived with at time said he's not well Rick you know something's not quite right really you know all right you know what I Rick yeah I'm good as gold me good as gold you know and then I'd go in the gym and all my staff would go well it looks all right to us and that well that's that is mental health isn't it that's what we keep telling everybody about you know you you know keeping it in you got to go and get it out there and tell someone the main thing is is telling somebody what meant for me Ricky Atten the former world champion I'm not telling anyone that that's what I thought at the time and that's what sent me under.

54:39Do you think it was harder for you because the top of the tree, fought the best of the best undefeated, won in world titles defending world titles, being the king of Manchester because I always remember Frank Bruno as well when he, his mental health went back then people laughed, the front pages making a fool of them, pushing them even fucking worse to the end do you think it was harder for you to come forward and say I'm struggling because of your reputation I think it was, I think it was I mean, it's something I always had in me from a young age, I think. And just when things go wrong in your life, it just triggered it off.

55:16And I'm like, I'm an ambassador now for mental health and it makes me dead proud, you know, when I, you know, when, you know, it was just something that was on this morning, Britain, the week, you know, on Mental Health Week, you know, I went on with Campbell and just saying like that. And for so many people on your socials to go watch that interview, Rick, it's inspired me so much and this and that. and I see that as my job now. I train my fighters and I'm doing my exhibition about myself but I see my job as being an ambassador for mental health to try, you know, I work with the Fran Bruno Foundation.

55:49I'm an ambassador for Frank's organisation and I do Tackling Minds, which is, which one we're trying to, well, Frank's is trying to get you in the gym doing boxing rather than take a tablet or take this. Try and get in the gym and fill your time and do something. Tackling Minds is another one. Get out in the fresh air, do a bit of fishing, do something to take your mind, you know. so I'm all for yeah I'm all for that how hard was that what was the the better part was it the Mayweather defeat or the Pacquiao what was the hardest one I think the Pacquiao one I think the Mayweather one was it just set the ball rolling a little bit and part of me in my mind thought well yeah it is Mayweather and yeah you know he's beat him he's beat him I give him a good fight I moved up a weight to do so yeah you know but yeah but the Pacquiao defeat I mean I've always been a proud man I mean I was in there fighting against Mayweather and I think a lot of people felt sorry for me you know they think the referee didn't do his job and this and that I'm not saying I'd have won the fight anyway I'm not saying the only reason why I lost the fight was because of the referee but I think people thought Ricky had a bit of hard done to there you know but you know I was always a proud fighter I made Koshio Zuka on his stool I won a world title at welterweight when I really never really was a welterweight you know what I mean I've always been able to beat people that were better than me more talented than me because they had such a big heart so when you've got that to be destroyed in two like Manny Pacquiao and laid out like I was I think that was so so hard for me being a proud fighting man to be laid out like that was very difficult and then for to be told you know by your trainer and just everyone and not even told by them I knew Rick got to hang him up now son yeah that was that was a bad one and then straight after that I fell out with me my parents is that the worst time of your life?

57:41oh by a mile you know and people say you know it sounds daft I wouldn't change it because it's sort of like it's made me the person I am but I wouldn't wish that period on anyone and anyone and you know people you know people never saw what I was what I was going through because they disguised it you know like you do I was the same mate I disguised all mine through drink drugs anger frustration used to get an odd sunbed get my teeth done and people thought he's okay deep inside me I was screaming out for help I was nowhere near the level you were at and it's the same it's the same story I think with mental health it's pretty much the same yeah it's the same story do you know what I mean especially when you you know and it's hard you know that's why I think it's good that Frank Bruno did it I did it Tyson Fury's done it I think it's so important that all of us do it you know because we've all been there but i think sometimes when it comes from like you know from boxers where p i think i don't know maybe it has a bit more of an impact where they think what you think i was going through that what he was crying every day what what and you know and it seems to be making an impact so i'll do it all day long you know i mean if one save one life you know that's good enough but and it's it's definitely the the way the way forward do you know what I mean and I'd go I'd sit in the air I'd start crying and then I'd think stuff like I'd go to the pub and have a pint you know a couple of pints so it'll ease it and you know a couple of pints as you probably know mate just to ease it puts it into fucking overdrive do you know what I mean so it's it's it's it's horrible it's the escape of it like I drank because it numbed the pain I took me away from the misery you think it numbs it but it numbs it yeah it's hard 100 times the next day just for that 3-4 hours I felt I felt free and then the gear would come in and then it's two or three days and then the depression would seep in even more and then I'd feel like an even bigger failure because I had two kids and I'm thinking, how the fuck can I be a dad?

59:38Why should I be sitting in a gaff, snorting gear and drinking and feeling as if I'm Billy Big Bollocks when realised I was just that loser? That's exactly what it was. Yeah. How did you, when you're going through your dark stages and you feel alone, you've not got your mum and dad, you fell out with Billy, you're slipping, you're retired at that point. What was your daily routine like? It was just basically getting up, having breakfast, you know what I mean? Some mornings I'd feel all right, some mornings I'd felt like shit. And then I'd go to the gym, I'd train my boxers, you know what I mean?

1:00:15And, you know, it's not like it... Pretty much it was most days, but some days you'd feel half all right or anything like that. But, no, it was just pretty much on a daily basis, just coming home, crying. you know the missus had come in and then all of a sudden you know i mean because i lived with her it's fair you know you could you can hide it to the public can't you because you're only with the public or you're with your mates or with the boxers at the gym you know for like a couple of hours at a time when you live with your missus it was harder to you know to describe it that's why me me ex at the time she knew i was poorly because i mean god you know you live with a person so obviously you know you can't you can't turn the charm and the smiles on 20 24 hours of bleeding day can you so so but she knew I was poorly and she was telling everybody but then when I went to everybody you know so it was just it's pretty just the same routine every day and then sometimes you know I'd come in and I'd get a knife out and just sit there with it at me at my wrist and just crying and crying and crying and I'd be going come on come on come on and I couldn't and then I'd get up and then I'd go to the pub and then I'd come back then I'd come back and I'd try doing it again and I don't know what's happening here, why can't I do it?

1:01:26You know what I mean? And it was pretty much like that for a long period. How hard is that to have an atheist and feeling as if you don't want to be here? It's fairly hard, you know, and family was always very close to me and it still is very, very close to me, but I had no family. You know, I had me girlfriend, but I mean, I had no family. Billy Graham was like, you know, not just betraying who'd been there through everyone you know we swept blood and tears together in that ring he threw every punch with it wasn't with him and they start going through your mind and you think well I'm never going to hear that roar of the crowd again you know I mean I'm never going to and just just just total all around feeling feeling sorry for yourself yeah how did you get out of that was that when you got you came out of retirement again no everyone has a has their own way don't they and it's a different thing or whatever but my first child came along, my second child's baby-pired, and Campbell was already here, and I didn't live with Campbell, so thankfully Campbell wasn't able to see what Jennifer, my ex, saw.

1:02:35But yeah, Millie, my first daughter, she came along, wasn't planned or anything, and I held her in my arms in the hospital, and I said, come on, Ricky, it's not about you anymore. It's about your kids and your family, you know what I mean? Get yourself together. It's not about you. You've got others to think of now. And I got a little bit better, but I still couldn't do it. But then I went to see a psychiatrist, and I just went and opened the door, and I fell on my knees, and I just went, you need to help me. I'm going to kill myself. I said, I can't do it. I said, I can't do it. I've tried. I said, I'm getting better.

1:03:09I said, I'm trying to do it for me little girl that's come along. I said, I'm in the gym training me boxers. I'm doing this and that. But I said, no. I said, it's not working. I said, you need to help me. I said, I'm going to kill myself. and he told me and I just went for meetings and meetings and he told me things that I couldn't do and what makes you happy Rick what this and that what do you think about with this and he just asked certain questions he's quite genius actually some of the stuff he you know he did and I started just working on little bits and I got myself a little bit I got myself better and then I started losing weight and I wasn't thinking about comeback I was just losing the weight just getting healthy and enjoying myself again and then I thought to myself well listen you know what's gone wrong with what happened in the paper and what, you know, how everyone knows I was on the bottom of the ladder and everything like that.

1:03:57I said, I thought I need to get my respect back a little bit. And people are saying, well, Ricky, we all have problems and you're no different. You don't need to do that. I said, well, it doesn't matter what you need. If I need to do it to put my mind at rest, it doesn't matter about yours, yours, yours and what you think. Oh, don't worry, Ricky, it's only Mayweather. Don't worry, you know what I mean? it's you know no doesn't matter it's what I need and so I made me come back and it was it ended in defeat I picked far too tough an opponent for me come back but that's me all over but um but no I um I think I was winning and he got me with a body shot and I got beat and uh I never looked back since I could move on with my life then you know I made a comeback just to get me respect back um I made a comeback to find out if I've still got it which I found out I hadn't and that's why I got beat and a lot of people were a little bit worried oh no another defeat what's going to happen here now to Rick but it wasn't I never looked back and I haven't looked back since yeah how obviously looking back what a career phenomenal career fought the best of the best never shied away from no one world titles all around the world it's unbelievable you should be proud of everything you've achieved you've left a legacy now the good thing about yourself is you're learning from the pain of the past to try and help others not make the same mistakes see if you never drank how far do you think your career would have lasted?

1:05:19I think I could have got maybe a few more years out of myself if I hadn't been up and down in weight and drinking and binge eating and all just a whole lot I think I could have got a few more years out of my career it's not to say that I might not I could have performed maybe a little bit better because you know I was doing it with one hand tied behind my back when you think about it you know so So, but when I look back now, I wouldn't change anything. I wouldn't change anything because I think people, the fan base come and support me. They just go, look at him, he needs a rum so-and-so. Look at him up and weight down.

1:05:56He's in the pub with a Guinness. He's at the football. Oh, he's a practical joke. He's at the feet down the, you know, all them things. I think that's why I had the, I think I had the fan base. I had because I was a little scallywag. I was a little Manchester. I think that's why people like me obviously because of the fighting as well so I had the best following of any British fighter of all time that's my best achievement I think for all my career I wasn't winning this winning that you mentioned earlier about Frank took 10 over to Vegas and I took 40 over and there's a reason for that and I'd like to think it's because of the style of fighting he has but I think it's because of the other stuff I just mentioned you know and I firmly believe that.

1:06:42So in doing that, the reason why I had that support was because I was a little scallywag. I was a little Manchester chaff, you know what I mean? So would I change it? No, I don't think I would have. I don't think I'd have changed a single bit of it. But it doesn't mean to say that if any of my boxers or Campbell do similar to me, they get a fit. But me personally, I wouldn't change anything. but I don't want me boxing to go down the same route how hard was it your last fight your mum and dad not being there and Billy not being there that was probably the hardest to be honest with you because I mean the fact that I'd had a few fights with Billy not being there when me and Billy fell out and Billy left which ultimately me and Billy's made up now we've made up my mum and dad and you know life is so good now or I mean not having my mum and dad down there when the fight started drifting away from me a little bit first place I looked was at ringside you know when I I started off the fight well and then when he started to get a little bit of a you know get a few good rounds in and I thought oh no he's starting to crawl a little bit of this back here now I'd looked down at ringside and my mum and dad wasn't there and I think that I think that ultimately at the time because I hadn't made up my mum and dad I think that was the main thing I'd got past all my problems for all my demons and all this and I was in a good place and I was in the right place in order to make me come back.

1:08:10But it's only during the comeback when I thought when things were going bad and I looked down at ringside like I used to do when I was fighting and they were always sat there and they wasn't. I think that affected me more. It affected me more. So now I know that I've made up in the exhibition bout they're going to be there. So, but no, I, yeah. You know, it was, I mean, I've always been very close to my family, close to my friends, close to my roots. That's the type of guy I was and the main root of Ricky Hatton for my comeback fight wasn't there at ringside and it's not the fact that I'm there at ringside for the exhibition my exhibition fight even if they're there or not you know what I mean I've made up with them now I get on hold with the families back together now I think if things are going no problem in the fight I don't even need to look there now because I know they're already there in my heart Pure their presence Yeah Were you not supposed to fight De La Hoya after that fight at Wembley or is that a lot of shit?

1:09:01No I think I think if I'd have beat Pacquiao who thought that I was going to fight Delahoyer at Wembley and I think that would have been there was already talks in progress a little bit you know for that but obviously it was obviously a big ask because I mean Pacquiao was blasting out everyone at the time he'd blasted Delahoyer blasted Cotto blasted blasted me in the end you know so but yeah that was that was a talk I mean I generally thought we probably could beat Pacquiao if I could get past two rounds you know and take his best and come on top I mean if he hadn't have got me when he did and I'd have still been coming at him rounds three or four, he might have crumbled but then again, you know how long's a piece of string, you know what I mean well it sort of lifts some butts, isn't it but I there was talk about that, yeah When you see guys like Tyson Fury king of the world winning all the belts, had all the fame, had all the money then seeing him slipping his depression, hitting 28 stone did you see a lot of yourself in that as well, that destruction?

1:10:01Very much so, very much so I'd come out of my bad part and Tyson was just coming into his and we have a couple of, we have a mutual friend in Manchester, has a pub in Manchester and I'd be in there sometimes, we'd have a pint, me and Tyson and he'd say, oh, last night, I'm back in the gym Monday and I used to look at the sides and I used to think, Tyson, don't be thinking comeback, just get yourself, get your weight down, get yourself right, don't be thinking comeback, you know what I mean? But you know, everyone's different I don't know what, you know, Tyson's triggered it. He just turned around and he said the same thing for my kids, just general health, you know.

1:10:42He said then Tyson has to lose 10 stone for his combat fight. I mean, he's even beat Ricky Fatton with that one. But it's just, you know, I mean, I think sometimes when you've got, you've got to make the right decisions. You've got to make, I think you've got to go and speak to somebody because, you know, if you could do it yourself, you'd have made you'd have done it you'd have done it three years ago you know what I mean but you can't do it yourself so you go and you go and ask a man who can yeah that's what that's what I think you need you've got to do and I think that's what Tyson did and I think it's when I went and saw my psychiatrist I thought I just I can't take any more pain I just my body can't take any more pain just not being happy just not that I mean how many years am I going to spend sat on my couch doing the same shit you know crying and doing you know what I mean can't keep going on and I think it's clear that I can't you can't do it so you go and see someone that does and I think the minute you get your head around that but sadly some people don't some people take their lives don't they yeah it's sad because I'm an ambassador for a place called Chris's House in Scotland which is a suicide centre and I've had people in the rope marts on their neck and when they try to hang themselves the ropes and that but the first thing they say is when they try to kill themselves as soon as they've done it the first thought was I don't I want to live I want to live it's sad though people can hit that dark spot where they think the best option is to take their life yeah and it's it's trying to get that message out before they do take their life innit do you know what I mean and I you know I don't know I don't know how he did it the penny dropped for me just at the right time and I think I think because I think if it had gone on I think it would have took my life I think it was a case of psyching yourself won't get him to do it and each time you get a little bit closer and then Millie came on and it was like oh hang on a minute hang on a minute and he didn't put it right but he was just someone like that so I went come on let's have a proper fucking think about this now and that's what you know that's what I did and I had a proper think about it and I still couldn't do it and then I decided to go speak to myself so I was you know so like you know Millie put the brakes on for me and thought like come on you know you're saying the right stuff but you know you need to have a proper you know switch on now when Millie come along you just sort of like you know put the speed bumps in front of him because I've spoke to Joe Kozagi's been on Frank Bruno now yourself do you think then they've spoke very openly and honestly about their struggles they're paying and do you think there should be more things in place for boxers after the time to fill that void I mean there's a professional footballers association and there's a club Manchester United or Manchester City or Liverpool or you know whoever that you know once you've left the club you know what I mean I don't know, maybe they can go back to the club.

1:13:35There's somebody there, there's something there in place that can help them. In boxing, there isn't. The thing is with boxing is you're self-employed. You don't have a club behind you, you're self-employed. So, I mean, but I think maybe boxing needs to make a little bit more of a stand-off, just, you know, how do you cope with retirement? Someone there to advise them what they do with the money. Boxers, we come from council estates. you don't come from Canesbury to Oxford you know what I mean and if you become a world champion you get all this money nine times out of ten they don't know what to do with it they're not educated enough we're not educated enough to deal with it so that's why so many boxers you know lose the money in the end so it's stuff like that I think that needs putting in in place as well and it's actually a sad thing I'm not calling any promoters because I get on well with all the promoters always have done but it's as if you're like right right right he's finished now right where's the next prospect come on you know what I mean and it's a conveyor belt and you know oh he's great but you know then him there has fucking forgot about you know yeah just a number yeah how going forward for the future brother what's your plans obviously you've got your fight well July 2nd is my plan but it's great I mean you know come July 2nd if people can say you know a lot of people say what are you doing it for you know we don't want to see you get hurt you're not going to see me get hurt I'm doing it with my mate, Marco Antonio Barrera, bigger gloves, shorter rounds, less rounds.

1:15:07It's going to be massively entertaining. It's going to be brilliant. But if one person says, look at the shape he's got in, look what he did there. Do you remember him 10 years ago? See the state of him 10 years ago when he was nearly trying to top himself and everything like that? Look at him now. Is that a bad thing? No. Is it me training with my youngsters in the gym every day, you know I mean doing the same thing as they're doing at 43 come on come on one of them said to me the other day they went Jesus I'm gonna pull my socks up a little bit here went right because he said if you're doing out 43 I need to start working a bit harder it's just little positives like like like that you know I mean and and there's no better time to do it because I've I'm an ambassador for mental health I've suffered from mental health I've lost family through the lockdown through mental health and I'm going to say listen you know the bad days don't last forever look what you can do you're just going to do the right things so there's nothing you know there's going to be a you know a massive donation to charity to help mental health as well i can't see anything negative to come out of this and um and that's what i'll continue to do and after july 2nd comes along you know ricky out and we'll still do the family thing we'll still train his boxers and still look after himself still try and bang the word for mental health loving life with the family now and my message is you know you can turn it around the same simple how hard is it now that your son is professional he's 8-0 Campbell are you happy with that or do you struggle I didn't want him to go professional because I tried to work hard for my pennies so that my kids don't have to you know but for him to go into the hardest game of all with a dad that achieved what I did and with the social media world now where his apprenticeship's there for everyone to see and if he has a bit of an iffy night, you know what I mean?

1:16:54You shit, you this, you this, you know what I mean? And he's got his head around it now and I couldn't be any prouder, not just the way he's progressing, how he's improving, how he's taking the knocks and deflecting. We all get knocked, don't we? We're all going to get bad, but he just keeps deflecting it. Not asked, you know what I mean? He's just focused on his career and he's brilliant. but I mean it's horrible to see him box. But I mean just as I thought, you know, just as you're asking me what about him, he's probably saying the same thing. How do you feel about your dad fighting? He's probably answering it the same.

1:17:32Oh Jesus, what are we doing? But you know, we're fighters and even though I'm retired, we're not dead and I know my best days are behind me but I'm trying to do it for my own wellbeing, for other people's own wellbeing and I'm trying to do a little bit of positive with it. Yeah, that's the only way you can look at it. It's take positives from everyone. You're getting fit, you're getting healthy. You've never seen me here now, you know, in shape, or you've never seen me, you know, forced on every year wanting to kill myself. Yeah, but it's good to see positives, and you've got a goal and an end product and fighting in front of fans again, getting your music caught in.

1:18:06Yeah, hearing that, there's only one rookie at. Because, I mean, that's one thing you miss when you retire, the scream of the crowd. The nervousness when you walk into the ring, that's the worst thing at the time. You think, oh, what am I doing this for? What am I doing this for? and then when it's gone it's the one thing you miss and I'm going to get the chance to do that again and you know you're retired you're not dead once you've once you've you've still got set goals for that if everyone sets goals for the left out there and Ricky Hatton's not changed just because he's retired Who's the hardest fight you've ever you've fought?

1:18:36Erm I would say Mayweather to be honest with you I mean the Pacquiao fight was like a one punch knockout you know that goes without saying how hard it was but I mean I've had a moan about the referee how he didn't let me fight and he didn't but it's the first time I've come back from the changing room after fighting you know Floyd Mayweather and I sat down there on my own I was sat in the locker room and I was I was just thinking to myself I was laughing and thinking oh my god he was good you know getting him on the ropes and I could you know I wasn't the biggest puncher but my accuracy was my thing I could put me left up to the body on a one pence piece you know I could I always find the target.

1:19:14And he was so, even though, even when I got, you know, one in, he got a half block on it or a half glance or a half pull. It was, it really, it really was. And even though, you know, I still think the referee did a crap job. He did me no favours, you know, and that. But, I mean, I was successful before the box mate Floyd Mayweather, but I think fighting Floyd Mayweather changed my life, my family's life. you know my kids life my grandkids life my grandkids kids life you know what I mean it really did you know change our lives and even though I'm having a bit of a moan referee this and that I'll be forever grateful for being born in the era of Floyd Mayweather because what I've got is probably due to fighting Floyd and your own ability mate and the care it all comes hand in hand just before we finish up for people it's maybe struggling with mental health you've been there you've lived it you've thought there's no way out you've got out now you're fighting again you're looking well you're losing weight you're positive you're seeing the world in a different place which is a beautiful thing yeah and it goes without saying you know all them things you've just mentioned there you know what I mean you can do it you know you can do it but you know it sounds really brutal but if anything I've always been brutal and I've always been honest it's only you can do it you can't sit there crying about it I know why you sat there crying about it of course because I've been there but it's only you can make the difference it's only you can make the difference because only you can do it.

1:20:40Only you can make that decision. People will be saying, how are you? How are you doing? How are you doing? It's you that's got to check it on board and go, yeah, I've got to make a difference. I've got to try something. I'm going to do something, you know, instead of feeling sorry for yourself. The best way I think about mental health, I describe it as a bit like a hangover. You know, it's like sometimes if you have a hangover, you sit in the bed, don't you? And you think, oh, I don't feel well. The minute you get up and go and do something, you feel better. And it's the same with the mental health.

1:21:06The longer you stand there feeling sorry for yourself and everything like that. The worst it's going to go. You've got to get up and go and do something else and if you do, your life will come good again. Yeah, exercise is key. Exercise is key. It's all the natural chemicals, the endorphins, the serotonin, the endorphins. Absolutely. That's why I would say go to the gym, you know what I mean? Just blow off a bit of steam, put the gloves on, hit the punch bag, go and sit on a lake, do a little bit of fishing, go for a walk, you know them fell walks now where people are walking. That seems a new common thing to do but I'm all for it.

1:21:36We're walking over the top of the hills and going over the year. do something like that nature yeah just before we finish up brother I know you're a beloved Man City fan you've got a big game on Sunday Aston Villa you win you win the league what's the prediction erm typical City fashion I mean the league should have been over for us we should have won it you know and even the last couple of games we should have put it to bed but in typical City fashion we never make it easy for us though in fairness Liverpool are a very very good team and that but I think I think no I think we've we beat we beat Villa we win the league on Sunday and I think the thing is for a City fan is we've given Liverpool half a chance I think they still need a miracle Liverpool you know in order to do but it's doable and we've we've given them that doable chance with what we've done in the last few games but ultimately I think the best team of the season has been Man City and you know and I think they'll deserve to win it I think they will do on Sunday Would you like to finish up on anything brother?

1:22:40No nothing just just everybody you know you're coming to my exhibition on July the 2nd you know it's going to be a fantastic night brilliant and all them out there with mental health you know just just you've got to make the just got to make the it'll come good life will come good for you again you've just got to do the positive things in order to do it you know and only you can do it Ricky absolute legend brother phenomenal career mate and everything you're doing for mental health it's proud of you it's unbelievable you're changing lives and you're helping save lives which it's all about God bless you good luck with the fight and see you in the future brother God bless

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