The Sergeant Who Groomed Me: A Police Officer’s Shocking Story - Becca Nicholls Tells All

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0:33boom we're on and today's guest we got becca nichols becca how are we i'm good thank you yeah thanks for coming on the show mad story yeah ex-corpor yeah relationship with the sergeant a lot of lies a lot of deceit then only fans pretty wild story and some of your videos you used you've got the police uniform one no doubt that'll get a lot of clientele yeah as well but before I get into all the madness I always like to go back to the start of my guests to get more of a bit of understanding about you where you grew up how it all began yeah so from the accent Birmingham Sutton Caulfield um growing up me my mom my dad I have a sister as well she's 10 years older than me though so quite a large age gap she moved out when she was about 16 so I was only about six when my sister moved out so I grew up effectively as an only child in a way so I liked that um my mum and dad they were they've been married 35 years now so long-term marriage um we are a close family really close to my mum my mum's like my best friend she's been my best friend growing up always been my best friend apart from obviously further when things happened but we'll get into that um my mom and dad financially they gave us everything like couldn't have had a better upbringing but it wasn't a case of if we want it we get it if we want it we've got to wait for it if we need it we had it straight away so they made me like learn the value of money which i appreciate so upbringing wise it was really good i was the the tomboy really into my football i was captain of a lads football team beacon stars and then i went on to play semi-pro after i left the lads um played for wolves women for about a season and then signed for burton albion played for Burton Albion whilst obviously studying GCSEs etc I was an A-star student before I was a bit of a geek not a massive geek but it come naturally like academia and stuff so I applied for university and that was the original plan really was to go study sport and exercise science at Loughborough.

3:05Surprised though, full good upbringing. The majority of sort of OnlyFans and criminals and porn stars come from the broken home. Yeah. So it's surprising you're very one of few who have actually got a steady household. Yeah. All drug addicts, mum and dad together. Not really any excuses. No, no. So it is surprising because I noticed that a lot of people who enter like only fans etc they've come from like domestically abused backgrounds or something's been wrong in the childhood but for me i never really had that um my parents were obviously older they were classed as older parents back then but um they gave me everything my mom did my mom gave me everything um so i can't complain at my upbringing so good credit school no trouble no i never had a detention i never had one detention at school i was so good um i was focused on like my studies so our gcse's i was like top five percent in the country for my results etc so the plan was obviously loughborough university go and study sport whilst also playing football for burton albion still so that was always the plan growing up but it didn't didn't work out like that so the plan was football university so where did it all change then because why quite fit exercise football head on your shoulders to then join the police it's quite a negative job obviously people do it for the right reasons as well where they'll try to clean up the streets and try to do good but the majority of coppers who i've interviewed struggle now because of that lifestyle that role that they see all those negative things daily but what was your decision to then want to be a copper do you know what it was i heard that they were recruiting do you remember the old radio station brnb no okay so it's free radio now and it come up on there that they were recruiting for westmids police and i was like oh and they were talking through the application process and I thought you know what I'm gonna apply for that secretly so I applied for it and I didn't tell anyone so my family didn't know that I applied and um well I got in I had a phone call when I was in sixth form I was in the school canteen and I had a phone call saying like I'm through to the next stage which was like vetting medical and I was like shit I've got a decision now it's either like carry on playing football not know whether I'd make it you know in women's football and do sport at uni get into loads of debt or go and be a police officer and see where that takes me and they're offering a wage as well at that point so you'd get a degree and you'd also get a wage so I was like you know what I'm gonna go be a police officer because I thought the role was going to be quite physical, quite hands-on.

6:13It's the complete opposite, really. But that's what I thought it would be like. Why did you not think you would make it out of football? I don't know, really. I think because I was playing for Burton Albion, it wasn't exactly like Birmingham City women or Arsenal women or Chelsea. And you think, well, what money am I really going to make? and you know like i loved football i really did love it i loved playing it even to the point when i left burton and joined the police i actually wanted to carry on playing so i joined another team when i was in the police the new saints women i lasted about three weeks and then i was like i can't do this with night shifts i can't so i did try but it just weren't it just weren't feasible with the job.

7:05Why did you not tell the family you're going to be a copper? Do you know what? My dad's background etc and my dad's family didn't really approve of the policing role which I can completely understand right. My mum she was obviously like yeah go for it a bit scared um but when I told them that I'd got in it was like you know my mum was like oh wow like you know i'm a bit nervous for you and my dad was like okay but that's how my dad is really he's quite laid back so i was like oh i don't know whether i've heard but eventually he was like you know what i'm proud of you you go do you it's not very often you would rather your daughter be a copper than do only fans do only fans and be a copper but i'm sure your dad at the end of the probably preferred you to be a copper especially if your family are dodgy or people hate the coppers like some whatever area you're from you can grow up to hate the coppers so you tell them you're going to be a copper they could go yeah i can't believe that but then you tell them you're going to do only fans they probably prepared you to be a copper yeah i bet my dad thinks you've done all that what is she doing so but eventually they were both happy for me my mom and dad were both happy for me and i was earning money as well so the first thing I was doing was saving all that money towards my first property.

8:34What was the steps to get into the police force? What sort of training especially at 18 is it just the same as everyone else's training? Do you know what a lot of people probably think it's quite physical you have a fitness test etc so you do have a fitness test but let me tell you you spend 12 weeks in a classroom so you all spend 12 weeks in a classroom learning the law learning the different law and what different words mean how is that going to help you be a police officer i hated them initial training bits because i found it boring i was like what have i done i've joined this job and we're all sat in a classroom learning about the law and then you have a fitness test now the fitness test is the bleak test i think you've got to get about 5.4 on it which is ridiculous you know my nephew could do that it is ridiculous like the requirements and then you just have like a little mini interview and that's about it really a medical vetting and as long as that's all fine you go in and then you have a tutor phase where you're with a tutor so as soon as like you've ticked off all your boxes with your tutor like arrest this person stop and search a person as soon as you've ticked all that off you're then independent and you go into your own or team and you'll go on rotations and yeah what was i feeling when you got in um i was i was proud i wasn't really nervous either i weren't nervous going into the police because i've been around like lads as well for my whole life quite disciplined like i was refereeing as well in football when i weren't playing football so like i was used to having shit from people basically so when i got in i weren't really that scared it was kind of like i thrive i'll fight or flight it's a bit weird put me in like a fight or flight situation and i'll thrive so for me the ideal policing scenario was like new year's eve where there's a pub fight i'll run into that and i'll jump in because i love that shit like yeah i'll try and split it all up but if you go into if you're gonna tell me to interview someone i'll be like oh fuck's sake boring yeah boring how are you treated good looking girl a young 18 years old Were you treated differently?

11:14Do you know what? I got a lot of attention to be fair in the police Did you know this? Did you play on that? Do you know what? From the age of 18 When you get that attention It is like Wow So you are like It is nice to receive that attention Did you ever have it before? Being the geeky girl referee You said in the books Did you have attention when you were younger? Do you know what? When I joined the police Was when my relationship ended So I did have actually have a childhood lover so i was with him for two years whilst i was doing exams etc when i joined the police that ended and it was probably because of the attention i was receiving you know they always say like join the force get a divorce that is so true because it's crazy it is crazy what it's like in there so i joined and immediately like i did have all this attention and it was like a whole new world.

12:10You literally enter the world of policing and nobody understands it unless you've been there. It's crazy. What was your first arrest? Assault. It was ABH assault, yeah. I actually got my first arrest right and then I got my second one straight after. So in the same night shift, I remember I was buzzing. I was like, yeah, I just arrested someone. Like, it's to be all or end all. I look back now and I cringe that I was like that I'm thinking oh god no but both of them were assaults so you have your different levels of assaults but both of them were assaults and at that point I was in Wolverhampton response and then I moved to Tickton neighbourhood so I was on a neighbourhood team so yeah what's the neighbourhood team on the beat?

13:04yeah so you basically deal with like neighborhood issues etc and um that is where i met him so the sergeant and neighborhood's more about dealing with you know petty crime i'd call it for example like your neighbors are being too loud you know you've got an issue with your neighbors keep arguing with them it's not like response where you put the blue lights on and you go to jobs it's like it's petty shitty crimes so you're 18 you're enjoying your new sort of career path and then you meet the sergeant who's what nearly 50 at this time yeah yeah so he was 27 years older than me and he basically took me under his wing i remember meeting him the first day um we went into the office and it was all professional he taught me through exactly what was you know going to happen whilst I was on this rotation so I was to stay there for six months basically on that team with him um and it was all very professional to start with you know he was actually lovely he was actually lovely to start with you couldn't have asked for a better sergeant to start with obviously tables turned but initially I was like wow okay I really do like this team because I feel like the person who's overseeing the team, mentoring me, he actually cares for the person.

14:37That's what he was like. Do you think that was part of his sort of, not grooming, but charm to get you to believe in that? Oh, yeah, definitely. He's seen me walking first day and he thought, you know, let's prey on some vulnerabilities. That's how I see it personally. And how many people are in this team? What ages? How many male? How many female? So there was about seven people on our team. You had two older females. One of them I seen as like a mother figure. She was lovely. And then you had about four of us that were basically students. So three of them were males and I was the only female.

15:23And then just the two older ones really. And that was all of us. That was it. it was quite small quite a small team and then there was obviously him overseeing all of us was there an attraction to him at the start? nah there was never a physical attraction like that to him at that point it was when we started going to jobs and he was quite the assertive authoritative officer you know the sergeant quite protective you know when we were all on the van together and you had to get out and go to a job he'd be like no one of the mail officers get out of the van and deal with that beck's down the van you know and it was quite like the protective vibe do you know what i mean so suddenly someone who's not physically attractive whatsoever starts to become attractive it's weird by being dominant by being like protective in a way that's what i mean protective because obviously he was sending mail officers out to the jobs and I was like...

16:28I don't know if he's being protective or just sending him out to the jobs to spend more time with you. Yeah, that is true, yeah. That is true. Because then on the van, it would just be like me and him left on the van, which was a bit weird. But then the lads would come back and then we'd all regroup. And what would you talk about in the van? was there any sort of remarks made or was it all low-key it was all low-key to start with really um the first time that the boundary was crossed between like professionalism and obviously flirting etc was i was on a job with we had sectioned a lady a woman and me and the male officer were on this job and we were meant to finish at like 11 on the night and it was our last day of it was our last day of work so we were going into rest days and we ended up finishing at like 4am I had a message from the sergeant on my personal phone now you have like a work phone you have a personal he messaged me on my personal and he said um is everything okay with the job

17:46said have you just had a message off the sergeant and he was like no have you and i was like yeah and i was like it's on my personal phone like he's just asked us if we're getting on okay and i responded i was like yeah all good going to be off late and he responded for being off late you can have anything you want payment toil etc kiss kiss i didn't tell the mail officer about that message i thought shit i thought the sergeant's just messaged me that what do i put right what do i put back obviously i'm 18 i'm kind of like oh shit i've got myself into a right situation here now so i did put messages back i put kisses back sorry was that the first time he'd put kisses yeah yeah and then the kisses just got gradually more and more um whilst i was on this neighborhood team I got a lot of arrests so I was doing really well like in terms of you know they pride themselves on figures and stats the police do so I was doing really well so the day after I was off late and we first had that initial engagement of like flirty behavior kisses he actually rang me on the night so I was in my mom and dad's living room and I had a phone call and I was like hello and he was like he was in the pub clearly now I know his behavior he was clearly in the pub when he rang me that day and um

19:24and um he basically said put me on to your mom I was like what he was like let me speak to your mum and I was like okay and so I said mum the sergeant's on the phone my mum was like hello and he was like I just want to say your daughter is doing amazing she's killing it in the police she's honestly striving like singing my praises he was singing my praises like my mum couldn't be prouder she was like oh that's lovely like I'm so proud of her blah blah blah and he said i'm gonna nominate her for student officer of the year so he ended up nominating me for student officer of the year but that was his engagement with my mom at first and my mom said he's lovely he is isn't he because he was saying i know she's young i'll look after her you don't have to worry about her she's on my team i'm gonna protect her you know she's really doing really well Even my mum thought in the beginning What a lovely sergeant Westmuth's police have What a lovely bloke Obviously it didn't turn out that way But that was the contact And then a relationship formed from that basically Who made the first move?

20:42Obviously the moves are being consensual With text messages If you're replying back not putting the blockers on it Well you're still accountable Obviously with your age and him being a lot older he's he has abused his power but yeah was everything consensual then yeah everything was consensual yeah so you know i hold my hands up to that it was consensual um but i was 18 i was naive as well i didn't know you know he had a previous as well that i obviously found out about so he had quite a reputation for this so a couple years before i joined the police he was actually charged with rape and then allegations were dropped so the charges were dropped um but that obviously showcases a pattern of behavior this was against another officer showcases a pattern of behavior um and so when I went back to work the relationship just started from there well I didn't realize it was a relationship until he said to me like I want this to be a relationship so I'd always go into the office he'd call me into the office you know to talk about a job and so that's how it began really was it exciting for you at the start yeah majorly oh it was that adrenaline I was so excited it was like risky exciting something you shouldn't have i had who i didn't have but i thought i had and so it was like wow you know it was exciting did you agree to the relationship when he said that yeah yeah i did so i entered a relationship yeah and then people on the team started to realize them two are acting different around each other like the sergeant and beck they're acting different in what sense flirtatious just yeah flirty you can't tell any workplace you go into you can tell if the if something has changed between two looks as well yeah the eye contact etc like when you're on briefing in the morning and he's reading the jobs everyone in that room could tell something's going on between beck and him now it was my mother figure who was one of the older officers she confronted me and she said you know i feel like i know what's going on be careful he has a reputation he has a wife and children i was like what he has a wife and kids she was like yeah hasn't he told you i was like nah i was like i didn't know that they don't have a wedding ring on nah no wedding ring never wore a wedding ring never so i went into the sergeant's office and i said one of the officers have just said this what's going on we'll talk about it after work babe uh meet me here we'd always meet at the pub was he an alcoholic i believe he was yes because of what happened later on down the line i believe he did he enjoyed a drink so we'd always meet at the pub and um i remember i went to the pub and i was absolutely broken hearted you know so we'd been in this relationship for about two months now i was 18 it was my first independent rotation i was on his team you know and i thought i didn't believe he had a wife and kids obviously until i was told we went to the pub and he said to me i'm not with her i'm not with the wife i'm just in the house because the kids they deserve a dad my mom left me when i was this age you're allowing me to be the father that my kids need me to be and i love you for that and that was it really he's fucking good isn't he he's really brilliant master if you like yeah especially with some someone so young and naive it's easy to believe any bullshit that he's seen yeah and one thing as well i wasn't a drinker alcohol but when we'd go to the pubs he would always want me to have a drink you need to relax babe just have a drink just have a drink you need to relax so I'd end up drinking and I don't drink like so for me that was outside of my comfort zone but we'd always go to the pub then get a hotel and that was how it went so meet at the pub after shift hotel you know see each other in work hotel that's how it was all the time but you're not questioning the hotel thing well because my first ever relationship i was quite young when i was in that childhood relationship i didn't really know what a relationship was i didn't really understand it so for me it was like okay he has a wife he has children can't exactly go around his couldn't exactly go around mine with my mom and dad so for me it was just like that was the compromise do you know what i mean that was where we had to go what is the sort of rules and regulations about having a relationship within the police force so if you have a relationship you have to disclose it you shouldn't be working on the same team either obviously we were on the same team but i don't believe that i think that's a load of bollocks because on the team that i left in 2024 there was a relationship they were working at the same station there was another police officer who had a missus in the room next door but was sleeping with one of the officers on the team so you can't talk to me about you know allowed relationships on the same team because there was one happening back then when i was 18 and it was still present when i left the force so surely someone would have had a duty of care like you say with the mother figure to step in surely she would have taught someone he was reported so the sergeant was reported because when i left that team um i went on to another team so we had different shift patterns now my mom and dad clearly did not agree with the relationship so i had a hard time at home like really hard time i just wanted them to agree with it um because we had different shift patterns and he knew that my mom especially because my mom's quite feisty that she didn't agree with it like my mom my mom made that clear to him i don't want you seeing my daughter um and he pulled me away from my mom he said she's toxic she's feeding you all this stuff about me you know it's not good for you at home back i started to resent my mom and it was crazy the woman who was my best friend so when we're on these different shift patterns he would take a police carrier and he would drive it past my mom and dad's house to make sure that my car wasn't on the drive this was in his work time so he'd get in the carrier drive it past my mom and dad's to make sure i weren't there or he would randomly turn up at the gym now i'm always in the gym so he'd randomly turn up and he'd message me i'm outside come outside like shit what's he doing outside the gym obviously my mom went to that gym as well so i was absolutely shitting myself if my mom walked out but um that's how it was really he'd turn up at random places so the team ended up reporting him because you can track where some officers go you know when you go out in the car it's all trackable we can see where you're going and so they realized that he was going off patch and into a different area and so they reported him and said like he's going off patch he's located here he's located outside beck's mom's address outside beck's gym so the police force were obviously aware that something was going on stalking do you know what he did turn up unannounced so

29:56for me who knows the law like harassment would have to cause like alarm and distress to me but the way he made it out it was as if he just cared and he wanted to surprise me so i can't say it caused alarm and distress

30:14the driving past my parents was obviously that was a bit alarming it was like that's a bit weird when did you tell your mum and dad and how did you tell him was he there no so I told them about a month into the relationship when I found out he was actually married so you'd found out who's married after one month and you told your parents as well surely they would have shut that down well i kept the married bit to myself for a few weeks so i remember sitting at the kitchen table and i said to my mom i said mom what would you do if like you know hypothetically speaking your daughter had feelings for someone who's 27 years older so i tested the waters first and my mum was like well it's not very appropriate is it but if you were happy then you're happy and I said what about if he was like the sergeant you know the sergeant and obviously my mum had already had the phone call with him thought he was a lovely man and she was like my mum was quite unsure about it the age thing I don't think would have bothered my mum that much it was more the commitment so a few weeks later i told her that he was married with kids and she heard the phone calls between me and him she heard the fake promises and everything she said he's not giving any commitment he's a lawyer he's a cheat his wife and kids deserve better she didn't want me anywhere near him but there was no telling me there was no telling me i was sucked in it was crazy when did things start to fall apart and also did you ever question him about the rape charge yeah yeah he said it was all bollocks she was obsessed with him that's what she said did you ever get to speak to that girl no do you know what i know the girl as well she is um a part of west mids police i don't know her as in to speak to i know of her and honestly i would have loved to have spoke to her to understand like what actually happened because from his side it was all bullshit she was obsessed she was psychotic so yeah and they get dropped and it got dropped yeah I'm not sure whether she had problems regarding like her mental health and it was too much for her but the charges were dropped and you he proposed to you as well yeah but that comes later on so before before the proposal things got a bit sour how so he was very now controlling and coercive when i look back and i didn't realize it very protective very controlling and coercive wanted me away from my parents what he isolated me from everyone where are you my phone would go off about if i didn't answer the phone first time it'd go off again then it'd go off again again again again until i answered random face times as well to know where i am who i'm with what i'm doing um eventually become tracking my location so that's how it went um and that's what it was like whilst we were both in the fall so i was on a different team he was on his team that's how it was constant messaging when we were both in work phone calls everything when you got home it'd be facetime phone calls where are you what are you doing what are you having to eat don't eat this eat that it was quite it was really obsessive and i didn't realize it if i was in the kitchen with my mom and dad you haven't responded to me you don't love me you're with them I know you're with them you know your mom's probably feeding your bullshit about me right now go upstairs Beck why are you in that room with them it was crazy I I was just completely controlled I was like a robot could you enjoy your work um or could you focus on your work no so eventually i ended up going on to a response team again where i actually found a best friend in policing now he's quite like me he's down to earth quite laid back chilled out he noticed something was wrong because when i was working my phone would go off off off off if i didn't answer it would go off off off off again and he was like is that your fella obviously i hadn't opened up to him about who my fella was i was like yeah yeah he was like that's fucking mad that is how do you deal with that i was like i know i know but what he'd do is he'd say to me i am in the job you can take five minutes to answer your phone you know and he'd message me that like oh shit i'm in trouble now i am in the job you can take five minutes what does that mean like he's a copper as well so he knows you can take five minutes yeah so like i can walk away from someone who i'm speaking to and i can answer him that's what he wanted yeah so i'm professional as well and then i'd have voice messages like answer your fucking phone now honestly if you don't answer your fucking phone in the next five minutes i'm gonna go fucking mad yeah that's what he was like um and that that's how the relationship was but eventually he ended up resigning from the police so they allowed him to resign before he was pushed happens to a lot of officers um and he resigned for misuse of computer systems but our relationship still continued after that what do you mean misuse of computer systems it's like searching people who he shouldn't have been searching um and just basically going through the database how he shouldn't have been going through it what sort of stuff was he looking at he was actually researching the other woman and her family who he was with so there's another woman who comes into it so he had another relationship yes as well as his wife yeah and me so he was researching her and this only became apparent to me later on so he was researching her her ex-partner her children um and he was also apparently sleeping with victims of crime at that point as well which is why he had to resign but you'll only see on the bar that he had to leave because of um misused computer systems and that's what he made me believe so there's me like oh it's okay babe like you know you'll be fine you know you'll get your pension because he said to me he'll get his pension he'll be fine you know he had a property that he rented out so money wise he was okay and he left our relationship continued in fact it got more intense because he had more time on his hands so it was even more intense than ever and at that point was when i just lost myself completely was he not trying to get you to leave your work yeah he'd apply for jobs for me i'd have an email whilst i was at work saying you've been successful you're through to the next stage of this job and I'd be like what and he basically wanted me to turn against the police completely and come out of the job I was never really happy with that decision so I'd make excuses so at one point I was doing personal training at David Lloyd on rest days whilst also working a response shift pattern to say, look, I've got a job at David Lloyd, I'm going to see how it goes.

39:22I might be able to leave just to make him happy. So he thinks, oh, she's on the right track, yeah, she's got that job, like, she's looking at leaving, this is positive, and that'd keep him happy and sweet. And what about his wife and kids and having all these other women? Where did they get the time? Especially when he was working before he got sacked, how did he juggle that? And surely there must have been telltale signs. Yeah. Or from hiding his phone or acting shifter. Was there any of that? Yeah, so during war, he would actually go to the other woman's house during shift because she lived on patch.

39:59Did she know about everyone else? Or was it filling her head with shite? So he'd previously done that to her, cheated on her with other women. Yeah. Was he a good-looking man or what? Charming? Nah. Nah, I don't know why it was. I don't know. For me, it was rank, probably, that power that he had. But for the other women involved, it was probably that, you know, because with the other woman who was involved, he was the police officer initially dealing with her report of crime 22 years ago. So they'd been together 22 years. So a victim reported a crime. He's went to the job and ended up having an affair with her for 22 years.

40:42while still married, while seeing you and engaged to you. Yeah. Was she engaged? Yeah, yeah. She looks just like me. Yeah, you'd be like, whoa. How old is she? 48. But she's literally the spit of me. She's beautiful. Well, I can't resist. I like their confidence. I like their confidence. But she is a lovely woman. Yeah, she is lovely.

41:12So he, what the fuck? So he's been charged with rape, but it got dropped. So you can't really say anything about that. People will make up their own assumptions of what went on. But it's dropped, then there's nothing you can really do. But having in a fair while still married, how many? So he was married and had two other engagements, two other engaged buds. Yeah. But whilst he was with the other woman as well. So before I come along, when he was with the other woman, her mental health went shh because he was also seeing different women on patch in the area whilst at work and she was with him for 22 years because she got sucked into that manipulation and then obviously i come along i get into a relationship with him eventually we end up getting engaged it turns controlling and coercive and i'm stuck in that don't get me wrong it does take two to tango like you know me and the other woman we both got ourselves into that position but once you're in that position you're trapped like it's crazy the manipulation was he a sex addict yeah he was definitely a sex addict yeah he wanted me to do things that i weren't comfortable with so for instance he had these like fantasies of like me getting fucked by another man and him watching and giving the orders and i'd be like i'm not doing that and he'd be like oh if you loved me you would babe and i'd be like i'm quite a stern woman i was like i'm not doing that and that's how it would end he'd he'd know that he was pissing me off a little bit and so he wouldn't budge anymore so sex for me and him was only ever me and him but was that maybe not a sort of trap for you to see if you would be with another man because someone who is controlling and making sure you're not with other men and phoning and facetiming and trying to take control could that have possibly been a trap to see what your answer was from him because surely someone who's at that extreme Of protection And controlling over you That would be the worst thing Imaginable, again it might be a power thing I don't know but I think it was more of a power thing So him being able to give the orders And like he had this fantasy Of that man not finishing inside of me But him finishing inside of me after Like very weird Yeah that's some fucking creepy shit I interviewed The male escort who used to go to the Diddy parties so they used to call him the freak offs so Cassie, Diddy's partner used to phone him and Diddy used to sit behind him with a burr cut on and used to get used to get him to fuck Cassie but Cassie was complicit as well so it's not all Diddy you know and I've no issues with people having orders it's not my scene but I don't have any issues with people doing it as long as they keep it behind closed doors but he used to fuck Cassie they used to get baby oil out rub them on each other and then he used to give the signal for him to then go and fuck Cassie and then finish him and like it's weird I find that crazy because if I'm in a relationship I want to know that that man's mine and I'm his it's just us two like there's no fantasy of another person yeah because I think you don't love that person then if you want another person if you want your partner the person you're supposed to be protective over to then go and have someone that shows me that you don't love them enough to protect them it shows them that they're only an object to you in my own opinion I don't think that's some creepy shit that's a telltale sign that someone doesn't love you yeah and do you know what when he would mention stuff like that it did hurt me a bit inside because I was like why would you want that how could you even think about another man like did he take steroids or anything Viagra viagra yeah he used to take viagra yeah he did yeah he did very strange i know and drinking a lot drugs involved no so i never seen him do drugs but drink yeah he was a heavy drinker he was especially when he left the police as well I seen him turn to drink quite a lot and he relied on drink um and when we're in the pubs as well he would always influence me to drink alcohol I'm not a big drinker at all um but I was more open when I had a drink not only like emotionally but sexually as well so that's a dangerous game so I always knew what I was doing as well so like did they ever try and influence you to do his fantasies while you were drunk if you were more open to it he'd mention it but I wouldn't I wouldn't go there was a swinging club that was nearby and he wanted me to go there I was like no not a chance not a chance because even though alcohol was in my system I still was aware of what I was doing I otherwise made sure I was aware.

46:36Was he bi? Nah. Nah, I don't think he... Nah, I don't believe he was. Yeah, but getting other men involved, man, there's got to be some elements. That's creepy shit, that. Yeah. If you want other men involved from you, you've got to question the sexuality. Yeah, he could... He could potentially... He could have been anything. Yeah. Realistically. Yeah. How did he propose? We're in Liverpool. um what's that bar mccullies don't know yeah it's an irish bar yeah an irish pub so we're in there and um i was in a pub yeah it's mad so it was on the dance floor as well yeah it was on the dance floor as well i was well embarrassed i was like oh shit have you just done that obviously he was quite drunk as well How old were you then?

47:3221 Still young So you're 21, you know everything about him now, you know all the allegations and all the shit that's out about him he's been sacked from his job or he's left his job, he's then proposed to you in an Irish pub on the dance floor Yeah, in Liverpool and then we come home and that's when it all went tits up again why i had to move out of my parents because he didn't like my parents thought they were toxic so he said you'll be better off at your granddads he liked my granddad my granddad didn't say anything my granddad you know he's got dementia he doesn't really understand so i went and lived with my granddad um to make him happy and he was ecstatic about that but my granddad's house is like an old man's house it's lived in so i'd spend quite a few nights in the car or hotel rooms he wouldn't stay in the hotel room with me i'd just do that if i was working a night shift at work it was fucking brilliant because i didn't have to think about either sleeping at my granddad's sleeping in the car or sleeping in a hotel.

48:50I was working. Why would you sleep in the car? It was just easier. The money for the hotels was racking off, racking off. So you're working for free, basically? Yeah, basically. So when did it come to a head then? When did you start kind of getting some power back? When did you realise that it was bad? So a lot happened and I started to realise that something weren't right and I wanted to get out of the relationship but I didn't know how I didn't know how to get out the relationship and I was stuck there and I was having like non-epileptic seizures as well from the anxiety that he was causing you know when he'd call so I started to realize it was affecting my health because he'd call me and I remember the once I was on holiday with my family and I didn't tell him that I went with my mom and dad and he was calling me calling me anyway I ended up having a seizure in Palminova little Beck didn't get health insurance so my mom and dad had a lovely bill so I ended up in hospital and that was the type of anxiety that he brought upon me and then them seizures they stuck with me when I come home as well so when he'd call me if I was in a pub because I love to go to the pub and just watch the football I'll sit there on my own and just watch the football and if i was in the pub he'd call me i'd end up panicking i'd start getting like really heavy breathing etc shaking like and i knew that i was about to have like a seizure and that's how my life was going and i was on diazepam propranolol stuff like that and i was thinking shit what is happening to my health that's when I realized this is the relationship causing this every time he calls and I opened up to that officer who I mentioned earlier and I told him about the whole relationship and he said that ain't right like that ain't right at all and um me and him we'd argue constantly we had one argument and i was going into work and i said to him do you know what i'm gonna go tell your wife i was never going to tell his wife i was just threatening him i thought fuck you i'm gonna i'm gonna tell her the truth so i was on my way into work driving into west brom police station obviously he thought she's gonna go tell my wife because we'd had an argument i can't remember it was over it was probably something really petty anyway he rang the police station he rang my chief inspector to say i think beck has got some mental health problems you need to make sure she's okay like i don't want the relationship anymore but i want her to be okay anyway when i when i got into work my chief inspector called me out and he said i've had i've had him on the phone he said this are you okay he doesn't want the relationship i was like you fucking what i said this is all because i've threatened to go up to his house and tell his wife for the first time ever what he's doing and the chief inspector was like i didn't realize this was like going on etc and i opened up to him about the relationship I have to say this person who was in rank at that time he's no longer in rank but the support he gave me was immense he wanted to go lock him up he was ready there and then to go lock him up what would you get locked up for?

52:43controlling coercive behaviour better voice notes and everything that you had yeah but I didn't make a complaint I didn't make a complaint because obviously I still believed that we'd get back together anyway when that shift ended little benoan i had an unknown number and it was him don't believe what the devs told you you know they're dickheads they're lying to you rah rah rah come meet me here i'll explain the truth so i went and met him and he said i did ring i was concerned you sounded upset on the phone you know you said that you were going to come to my house I was worried about you Beck worried that you were going to do something stupid anyway at that point my headspace was in that point of like I don't want to be here no more I can't get out this relationship I've lost my mom I'm living out my granddad's I'm living out my car hotel rooms you know I've lost myself I don't know what I'm doing and I thought I remember i met him and i just looked at him and i couldn't believe that he'd ever called the police called my boss and said that about me and there was this car going up the road and i remember just running in front of this car this car hit me i went down i got back up and it was an old woman i thought shit and i just went so sorry i just ran i ran from him and it was just crazy i was just sat on the road crying my eyes out like i can't cope anymore like he's draining me but how do i get out of it i can't live life without him and that's what i was stuck in and we ended up getting back together after that we ended up getting back together the relationship carried on and then it all came to a massive halt in november october october 2024 was when it stopped so you try to kill yourself yeah i ran in front of the car with the intention of not wanting to be here anymore i went down on the floor i hit the floor got straight back up all i had was like cuts obviously it was an elderly woman as well and then in my head i thought what a fucking dickhead why have you just done that for

55:21um but that's the point that i was at but i always had the thoughts of not wanting to be here but i could never see it through you know like when you take tablets i could never see it through and i found faith as well so i found god as well at that point i am christian even though the work i do now is very sinful um the mic yeah um but at that point in my life faith definitely helped me through that point and it was october 2024 where everything changed So this was only like a week later after the car incident that everything changed. What was the old woman thinking? Do you know what? I don't know.

56:11You're lucky it was an old woman. I imagine she wasn't gone that fast. No, she wasn't. I was able to get back up. I was able to get back up, but I just remember looking at her and I was like, shit, sorry. And I just ran. But did you see the story in the papers last week with the guy who got eight years or 12 years? their toxic relationship and the girl ran out the car and jumped off the bridge and killed herself but he got 8 years I believe or 10 years oh my god I didn't say that she ran out and committed suicide but he was blamed for it culpable I think he got done there do you know why? it's because they played his game right and they make you feel like you're the person that's in the wrong like him calling the police on me why would he call the police though?

56:55would that not be giving up the game if people knew were in a relationship. He didn't care at that point, he was out the police. The only person who had stuff to sacrifice at that point was me. So he said to him, like, I'm concerned for mental health. Mate, I was fine. Do you know what I mean? You were ruining my mental health. Other than that, I was fine. What happened to your mum? Um, I didn't contact my mum. I didn't contact her. I didn't speak to her. I didn't speak to her at all. You said you'd lost your mum. Was it not death then? Was it just because you left because of him? It was really difficult for my mum She lost her daughter And I can understand now looking back She lost Beck I lost Beck I wouldn't want me as a daughter Oh so your mum's not dead?

57:50No no No it's when you said you lost your mum I thought Oh no no Touch wood my mum's still good It's just the way he says it when you were going through all that He says yeah I was going through this I lost my mum so I didn't know Oh no as in like as a friend as a mother because of him yeah so it was only in october 2024 we had an argument um we resolved it we went for a meal you know the meal was really nice i posted a picture on social media by the way i was never allowed to take his picture you were never allowed to post his picture on social media never um do you think you were gullible to a lot of it or were you did you have your blinkers on not wanting to believe it oh fucking i was blindsided by some love that i thought was real i'll honestly i was in love with the character he created that's he created a character and i fell in love with that character that weren't him i don't know who he is i don't know so it came all crashing down in 24 what happened yeah so we were at a meal i took a photo posted it on social media it had his tattoo in it he had a very distinct tattoo here um and it was a biblical tattoo now when he knew that i was quite you know faithful suddenly he went and got a tattoo that was biblical on his arm it was crazy yeah um and so one of my friends on social media said you need to look at this and contact this woman and i was like what so i get in the car leaving this meal and i see this facebook message and um i think fuck i wonder what that's about i said what's this about he said just contact her i was like okay so i left the meal and i said like love you you know i'll message you when i'm back love you babe i'll be on the phone to you in a bit i call this woman i say you need to speak to me yeah are you seeing him i said yeah i've been seeing him for nearly years now i said who are you said i've been with him for 22 years i thought shit it's the wife i thought shit it's the wife i said are you the wife she said no i'm engaged to him i was a victim of crime and he was the officer dealing with it 22 years ago i was like what i couldn't believe it I was like what the fuck so anyway me and her got speaking he calls me are you nearly back I played it off yeah I'm nearly back I went I was going to his house I was gonna tell the wife the truth so this woman she explained her mental health and I thought fucking prick so I thought right I'm going to the house and I'm telling the wife the truth I told this woman exactly what I'm gonna do I said don't worry I'm going to the house I'm gonna tell his wife everything I went to the house I remember parking up on the street I seen him right I look up at his house I see him in the window he knew straight away what I was gonna do and he was fuming you could tell and he looked at me and he went like that and i thought i looked at him and i just thought you dickhead so i walk up to the house i'm recording myself because i was a police officer still like i didn't want to lose my job um so i recorded everything and i rang the ring doorbell i remember going up to the ring doorbell and he was in the living room window and he said don't do this i've called the police i said that's fine i said call the police i said i've got nothing to hide so ring the ring doorbell i'll start shouting down the ring doorbell he's a narcissist get out i was 18 when he started with me there's another woman your children deserve better you deserve better as a woman like he's horrible you know you don't deserve to go through that i was shouting all this through the ring doorbell was she the early wife yeah he told her to get upstairs with the kids they went upstairs didn't answer the door didn't answer the door at all they just went upstairs and i was like what the fuck's going on anyway after i had my sigh i had my sigh i said what i needed to I explained you know everything that had happened between me and him and I thought right I'll wait for the police so I sat on the road waited for the police the police turned up he still didn't come out of his house he told the police that I was damaging his vehicle I weren't that's a tactic to get the police there on blue lights oh she's damaging my vehicle she's threatening me please turn up on blue lights quicker response and um i explained to the three officers this is what's happened and they you know what they were lovely they said to me go home you've had your say he's clearly not right go home this female officer turns up he comes out the house i'm a sergeant i'm a sergeant in west mids police so i shout over you liar you're not a sergeant anymore tell her the truth and uh she walks over to me now whenever an officer goes like that at their watch you know you're being locked up i got arrested i was arrested for dv harassment what are you thinking then when you're in this house well first of all i thought what a fucking bitch this ain't harassment so i'm in the car i was giving a bit of lift right because obviously she'd been in the job six months i'd been in five years something like that four years at this point so i said do you know what harassment is she was like yeah as she's driving the car and i was like so two or more occasions i said this is the first time i've been to my fiance's house she was like you don't need to get lippy with me and then i was like oh and by the way we were together 40 minutes before this so tell me how that constitutes for harassment and she couldn't say anything she was just driving the car and i thought oh i'm gonna tick the box exercise so i was being a bit lippy in the back um and then when i was in the cell you know what i was in stoke custody right they fucking loved me in there as well like i should have been released they had a handover package from west mids police to say this girl has been effectively groomed by this previous officer you know and west mids police were like we'll get you out don't worry you've just got to go in for an interview everything think we'll be fine we know what's gone on between you and him you'll be fine i'm in the cell i didn't have no food i had two coffees two waters i was pacing up and down the backyard i said listen i said i gotta go on the backyard i can't stay in this cell i was in there for 22 hours 22 hours they kept me in there um and one of the officers who interviewed me i can't remember his name he actually sat and talked to me and he was saying like I really hope you get justice like I went for an interview he heard the whole story and he was lovely he said you know this isn't right he doesn't deserve to get away with all of this and I was like I know anyway you're allowed your phone calls whilst you're in custody so I went up and had my phone call I rang my mum the first time I spoke to my mom in ages from Stoke custody mom I've been arrested and I was saying you know I'm so sorry will you just come and pick me up and then the police officer the sergeant who was behind the custody desk said no no Westmids police have to come and pick you up thinking what i was like why can't my mom come and get me my mom was saying i'm coming to get her and he was like no west mids police have to come so i ended up staying in the cell again so i went back to the cell i was in there total 22 hours no food um i thought fucking hell anyway the inspector come and got me eventually i was just happy to see a familiar face i didn't care that it was a police officer i was just happy to see a familiar face at that point why did they keep you in so long did you not have would not took you to court or anything the next day no so um they kept my mobile phone to go through it um they released me on bail with conditions not to contact ben not to contact him um and that was the best thing that ever happened to me it broke the contact it broke the cycle i couldn't contact him um you were told not to contact him yeah so you're the crazy one so i was the copper on bail basically i was the bowel bird it's not a good look either is it because anything you say against him could potentially be that you're the crazy one you're the crazy ex that's how manipulation works people get in there first make up stories make up lies and then fuck it you're the bad one Yeah, it's so easy to get locked up by stuff and allegation Do you know now though, allegations are enough now in Scotland to get the man chanced?

1:08:30No witnesses, no evidence, anything So I don't know where it is now but I think in Scotland there was a woman who was getting terrorised by a wreck she was getting stalked and the coppers never really followed it up she ended up getting killed so all the laws have changed now listen as a father, my mother, my sister, my daughter I support it but sometimes when you go through this receiving end of it when you understand that accusations are enough to get the man charged yeah it's a fucked up system we have in Scotland now women can say anything as long as they say give a statement in distress it's enough that's not enough evidence now to get the man charged like it is fucking nuts it's crazy system is crazy in Scotland just now yeah because you'll see innocent people yeah but not everyone is innocent either not everyone's innocent but accusations are enough to destroy lives yeah but the beautiful thing is the truth can also help rebuild them yeah people just need to be strong enough to push through yeah and honestly being being on bail for me was the best thing that ever happened why it got me away from him and I started to rebuild my life from that moment first of all it started with I needed to rebuild my family connections so I needed my family around me it was so difficult because he was all I knew he was all I'd known but I needed to start to rebuild it and the chief inspector I mentioned previously the one who he's no longer a part of the job but he was brilliant he rang me every day are you okay are you okay hopefully the investigation's sorted soon and you can come back to work every day he rang me and you know what a lot i owe him a lot of gratitude a lot of thanks because he didn't have to do that um and so eventually after getting family relations back you know I used my savings as well so I had savings behind me and I purchased my first property so that was all going through I was welcomed back to Westmids police when I got the phone call saying it's all no further action so I went back to work in the December so I was locked up in October back to work in December how was it going back to work without him being there because that's all you knew was him being there loved it loved it honestly it was a different world because i weren't on i weren't anxious all the time oh my god he's gonna call me oh who am i working with today it can't be a male copper because i had no stress like that i was just able to like enjoy work just get on with it and i had support as well people knew what I'd been through with him and how it had affected me and that I'd been locked up because ultimately that affects you as well being locked up in a cell that affects you mentally um

1:11:42and Staffordshire police who locked me up said we've been through Bec's phone we think she should make a complaint of controlling and coercive against him now if it weren't for the other woman i don't know whether i would have made that complaint because for me my life had turned and i was on the mend so i didn't really want to go through statements saying what had happened you know listening to voice messages going through text messages i really didn't want to go through that again i felt like i was moving on but that other woman she actually her mental health suffered and she sought rehab for it so i thought you know what i've got to do this i've got to do this for her me and her become really close the other woman he was having an affair with yeah and we still are we still are a contactor every week and she'll contact me did she stop contact with him though yeah did she yeah so he was arrested after i made a complaint for controlling and coercive behavior um and that was fine he was arrested he was put on bail now they seized his ipad he'd always have a burner phone like a drug dealer a nokia brick he has to talk all his buds yeah so they seized his ipad and he wouldn't give the password over to his ipad because obviously the phone the burner phone i don't know what was wrong with that they seized that as well i think but they wanted to get into the ipad because he would always message me off that ipad and he wouldn't give the password well the correct password so they asked me if they could have my phone so police officer just brought my first house victim of crime controlling coercive behavior i give my phone over there you go you can download it on the parameters that it's messages between me and ben between me and him they downloaded did everything everything um and about see when they download everything is it just the messages from them i can look at videos and photos no they went through whatsapp messages with other officers that i was having yeah and can you look at all your emails photos videos yeah was there any personal stuff in there yeah there was loads so it come out in june 2025 that i was being investigated for the contents of my mobile phone so the exact chat with my inspector was beck i need to have a word with you yeah boss what's up you've been investigated i know you're a victim of crime and you've handed your phone as a victim of crime but the contents of your mobile phone doesn't meet the professionalism of a police officer i was fucking fuming i was fuming so you've gave your phone in as evidence and it's turned against you yeah and i fucked myself over massive were you doing content for only fans then no so what never what was that then um i don't know whether i can go into the full depths of exactly what but my political viewpoints did not align with so it was political not sexual no not sexual um my political viewpoints did not align with the political viewpoints of west midlands police they're woke political viewpoints yeah so if you're swaying towards a certain wing yeah you're patriotic or whatever yeah that goes against their beliefs so you have not got only fans content you're not No, there was no only facts.

1:15:50It was political. Yeah, so... Was that just an excuse, though, to get you to fuck, do you think? Because of... I think it was, let's fuck her off, we can do her on this. That's so hard. Now, I'll be quite open. I'm not going to say this is what they did me on, but I don't like the illegal migrants coming into our country illegally. So, on my phone, yes, there may be my opinion around that. I may share certain things to do with that. i may say things on my phone ultimately i don't like the illegal invasion that's it i'm i'm not pc nickels when i'm on my phone at home i'm back so yeah i had to deal with that um and you know what i knew at that point i'd lost my job i knew it but i still fought for it i went to a hearing um and i had like 15 character references i went to the hearing and they said you know what like we know that you're a victim of crime the top dog in police actually said i'm a courageous woman they said but um you don't meet the professionalism of a police officer with the contents of your mobile phone so you need to resign or you can go to a hearing another hearing i thought fuck going to another hearing there you go you can have pc in your call site you can have my collar number i'm becca now i'm doing what i want to do well at that point i knew fuck this i'm starting only fans i knew at that point i had loads of content right just videos clean videos in police uniform that he would ask me to send him to prove that i was in work i thought this is fucking brilliant for instagram make a few reels out of this anyway i started only fans the day after after i resigned and um i went fucking mad i thought seven million hits right on the one twitter like 22 million well it's x isn't it 22 million it was going crazy i had a phone call from westmood's police i'm watching this video on instagram go up and up and up and up obviously people in the comments rage bait as hell i'm reporting her she's gonna lose her job how dare the police force allow this obviously they've all reported it to the police right and they're getting complaints coming in saying pc fucking nickels has posted this online and uh the police call me it's like 1am in the morning i've watched this video go up to about 5 million at that point all the followers that were coming as well i was thinking mad obviously funneling through to the only fans as well and uh this police officer high up top dog rings me um have you posted something on social media in uniform i said yeah why she said that needs to be taken down gdpr she said are you pc nichols i said no i said i'm back she said were you pc nichols you know what they do 24140 i was like yeah i was yeah she was like no you still are silly me i didn't formally resign did i when i walked out of that meeting i thought that was the resignation in itself i had to send a fucking formal note to say that i resigned formally so i was actually a police officer posting that still so then i was on the phone because she said if you don't take it down we'll prosecute i was like oh shit i was like yeah okay i'll take it down by the way i'll resign and put the phone down and then i typed up an email at like half one in the morning saying i'll formally resign straight away get in there before they could do anything against me and um that was the start of it i took the video down but i put it back up what was the video um it's me drinking drinking monster so i just drink monster and i'll roll my eyes and then one of the tipton's most wanted was in the background you could see his face obviously i'm new to the social media malarkey so i didn't blur his face did i gdpr shit so i put it back up and blurred his face so somebody was sitting where so you had an arrest no so basically on the back so you've got your uniform on you've got your police uniform on yeah oh and somebody on the wall yeah yeah so like sitting in a car with somebody on the back has been nah so you had a wall of like offenders and one of the offenders you could see him on the back wall and obviously i'm there with a monster on this reel for instagram rolling my eyes and i didn't realize i ain't blurred him out gdpr I also hadn't resigned at that point, which I didn't realise so then I had to resign and blur him out put it back on Instagram after with him blurred out in the background but the followers had already shot up See your beliefs about the illegal immigration is that many other coppers think that way because it seems to be a lot of people even when you see the coppers at the rallies it does seem two-tier policing the coppers are told to shut up and don't do anything to the patriots, to the British people like do you see as a lot of other coppers think the way you think with illegal immigration yeah they do they think that way yeah but they have to remain impartial don't they i don't think they do it ending partial though because it seems to be more protection for the other side you know i think for patriots and raising flags and like you shouldn't be able to come into a country without the correct paperwork like that's not going to do with race it's nothing to do with religion it's just facts because if you're going to do a crime you need to know who this person is like that's just common sense but there's a lot of people think that way well a lot of police officers some of them are like knobs and they love the job and they won't give their opinion they won't ever but select few of them who are down to earth and are literally there to earn a wage to pay for their family they think the exact same because i'd go to jobs right i was going to a job all the time so were other officers to this hotel which was a migrant hotel but the public didn't know about it because it weren't a government listed building so as soon as i left the police i walked in there uh had meta glasses on and um i did a social media video with another person and um i basically they expose it as a migrant hotel basically and you see all the migrants walking around do you believe that is to your policing um do you know what in total i think that policing is fucked i think the system's broke they're not allowed an opinion even the people who have them opinions but they have to keep it secret that ain't right they're a person surely to god they should be able to have an opinion and speak up but if they speak up they'll be investigated i just think the whole system's woke what was the worst thing you seen while working in the police um do you know i've seen a lot of bad things i've dealt with a lot of dead bodies a lot of dead bodies the one thing that probably hurt me the most was children if there was like children who had passed away especially babies passed away because I lost my nephew he passed away so anything to do with children that would fucking rip me up inside a little bit you You know what I mean?

1:24:02So, young innocent girl, football, university, end up joining the coppers, ended up with sort of a abusive copper who manipulated his way through multiple women. Yeah. To then trying to get a conviction of him and fight through it for other women, to then looking through your phone and realised your political beliefs don't follow suit, to then joining OnlyFans. Like, you're a father's worst fucking nightmare. You know? oh oops sorry like fucking hell man poor bastard like innocent girl football tomboy he's probably raised you like a son you probably watched the football with him um university to then going down that path like you've already put them through misery and i'm not putting you down here by the way but i'm just seeing it from a father yeah i'm looking at it you've put them through a lot of shit you've chose a toxic relationship over them you've joined the police you've fucked up you've then joined OnlyFans which is just another level of madness for a parent to look at his daughter, good looking girl head screwed on, decent speak well to think fuck me they must think what have they done wrong Do you know what?

1:25:16They actually support the OnlyFans Because it's probably minor from what you actually went through as the coppers Do you know why? Because when I started OnlyFans I had an idea in my head I wanted to get in a social media following To be able to tell this story About what happened in the force I thought shit what's controversial And going to get me that following Onlyfans It did just that Now I'm at the point where I'm telling my story Yeah but you could have done that anyway What was the actual decision to think Right Onlyfans You could have done anything You put your mind to um was it always something you'd thought about doing no or was it something to get back at him like what was the the method behind that no it was more me taking control that was something i could control that's my body um and i'm going to use it in this way as well as that I actually started the account as a dare like one of my friends said I dare you to start OnlyFans I bet you'd make a killing I dare you I said female or female?

1:26:31female I said well go on then I'll give it a little go started it fucking hell started it at the right time because obviously the reels that I was posting to do with policing tapped into a certain niche which then just funneled people through Who the fuck dares you to do OnlyFans? I know it's a bit mad isn't it but Was it something you were always going to do do you think? Yeah Is that sort of to take your own power back? Yeah Try and feel as if you're in control? Yeah definitely yeah But I don't see myself on OnlyFans for a lifetime Everybody says that though Every porn star, every OnlyFans male, female They do struggle to get out I think that's the money aspect of it isn't it?

1:27:20like people get absorbed by the money but I still try to remain humble so I still only no matter how much I earn I still only try and live off my police wage what I used to earn and then the rest of it I'm just trucking up properties that's how I do it so your mum your mum and dad then what sort of contact what sort of content do you make just me on my own police uniform one um no not for the actual only fans i can do if that's requested but for the actual only fans i just do me on my own so nobody else is ever involved it's just me do you think you're enjoying that attention again though what you got at the police at the start you kind of lost it because he was controlling to then getting some of the attention back do you think it's the attention you missed as well as the money um no not really no i'm a lot more confident in myself now one thing only fans has done for me is that my confidence shot through the roof so i'm a lot more like this is who i am take me or leave me like a lot of people take the piss out my accent because I've got a Brummie accent.

1:28:39I don't fucking care. It's my accent. Like, if you like it, you like it. If you don't, you don't. This is my body. Do you know what I mean? If I want to do this with it, I'll do this with it. Nobody has a say. I'm not in a relationship. Yeah, but if you make choices, you've got to own it with some chest anyway. Yeah. No pun intended, but you've got to fucking own it. Yeah, yeah. You know? It's as simple as that. That's what I'm doing now. You clearly could have went any direction. Yeah. I think for me it was also that initially starting OnlyFans and you see that money come in I'd brought my first house I was sat in an£800 mortgage and it's like shit that's financial comfortability at a next level that's comfortability that I've never seen that I've dreamed about When did the followers start coming through subscribers and stuff?

1:29:34Straight away through the first reel with the copper uniform yeah straight away I've never seen anybody with a copper uniform in that anyway do you know what I'm saying you don't really see that sort of content you see the girls manipulating TikTok on certain things well people have started to try and copy it which does my head in it does my head in because you see people try and copy it but all my shit is authentic you're not gonna get better than that do you know what I mean yeah well you were the fucking copper exactly I'm the OG I'm the OG fucking copper you know what I mean but you do see some of these women dressing up as the prison officers and some of these stories are mad there was one in America with who runs the jails would you recall them again the governor is it the governor so in the American jail the governor was having an affair with one of the prisoners and she ended up breaking them out and stuff mad story and I think he ended up killing her when they were on the run crazy and then you obviously see some the girl who was doing OnlyFans yeah when she was a prison officer and she was getting recorded getting shagged in the jail like that's fucking nuts mad mad mad that is that's fucking crazy do you know what I'm saying the levels that people are going to now for content is bad but obviously it must you must boom with business for a month two months this is the thing people go so you've got somebody like Bonnie Blue who will go and sleep with however many blokes right to get you know people over to the page like all views on her all eyes on her for the views basically and then you've got fucking me basically sipping a monster and it reached like 7 million I don't have to do a lot for the reels I've got that much like authentic shit that I just roll it out roll it out How did it get so many views drinking a monster with a police uniform on?

1:31:34I don't know I think it's because shit that's a copper She's doing that And people knew it was for OnlyFans? I think it's the bike captions as well Because I'll put stuff like Your taxes fund this Your taxes fund my extended bathroom breaks And stuff like that Smart though Yeah So it gets people angry

1:31:56Who gives a fuck with your earning dough in it? Listen I don't agree with her but I like the method the same as Bonnie Blue when I interviewed Bonnie I like her I think she's sound I don't agree with what she does I wouldn't want my daughter doing it but on the other hand you can't blame someone for putting a product out there it's the men who's buying it yeah I don't have a problem with her I have a problem with the thousand men queuing up to fuck her I think that's demonic I think it's dark I think it's seedy but again there's a lot of men who can't get any girls there's a lot of men who can't have sex so if they've got a back pussy who looks decent these men are going to gravitate towards it and do anything for it because they've not got any other opportunity and she's milking that to a t I don't think she went with a thousand men but she knows how to create the controversy to then push people towards her OnlyFans it's smart business yeah that shows one thing and that shows that she's intelligent yeah I respect her business she knows how to she knows how to play it yeah and that's what you've done yeah playing off the police officer niche was that a fuck you to the police as well though otherwise put stuff up that were like be like a fuck you to the police and what is the thing linked to it words it though from actually getting a conviction or getting charged by wearing certain uniforms did you get the real uniform took off you like what happened oh yeah so they took the real uniform off me um but some of the stuff is all gear so I've obviously you know I can keep some of the stuff because it's mine and it was initially mine so you can buy some police stuff off like the internet and police officers will generally do that with trousers and stuff like that so obviously I can make it look a bit more realistic but like I said the videos that I do they're pretty authentic I've still got more that haven't been uploaded yet.