Leah’s Love Island Tell All

0:02what is up daddy gang it is your founding father Alex Cooper with call her daddy leah welcome to call her daddy what's up daddy

0:19no we're already up to no good we haven't even fucking started on brand okay first of all you're a leo fuck yeah i'm a leo should we just end the podcast here before the world burns leah and i have already been basically podcasting downstairs and we were like we need to shut the fuck up and we need to get upstairs we were basically saying do you think you cannot date your own sign you know me personally i don't think i can date my own sign now does that speak for anyone else maybe they have better experiences me personally a real a leo man like ruined my life for like five years five years i think i'd like to steer clear of that but wait five years yeah i was getting embarrassed worse than rob did me for five years

1:16you are literally the most loved person on the internet right now is any of this like registering no i haven't even been in la for 24 hours but i'm with the best person i could be okay to be fair i need to just fucking say this rob was fabulous but everyone's like fucking roasting me in the comments like why aren't you having leah first of all rob got eliminated first he got on the plane immediately and came here they wanted me on here leah but the president wants you on there like everyone wants you on there like what the fuck everyone wants to talk to you yes it's crazy because the energy shift from how it was in the villa to how people are receiving me out here is something I you I'm sure you could tell on the reactions in my face every time that I got voted for America's Favorite I was genuinely shocked it wasn't like oh like let me put on a show I literally was like gagged like I was like how the what the fuck okay because I was gonna say I think a lot of fucking people were really pissed that they were like why is Leah getting such a bad edit like do the producers want her to be a villain there were so many different conspiracy theories so it felt like that also in the villa that you were having a tough time I was having a very tough time in the villa there were there were times where I pulled like head production aside and I said I don't want to be here anymore there were three instances I can remember where I literally said like I'm not having fun anymore I have to go the reason that I did stay was Serena she's the one who convinced me to stay and Janae I think that they could convince that like you guys were so fucking cute which we'll get to hold on tell me the three moments um one of them was after so one that I remember the most recent one was when Kendall dropped the weight on Rob's face for least trustworthy guy in that one challenge and Rob and I were in a good place at that point and it just felt like everyone was still everyone was talking about Rob and I except for Rob and I and we just were trying to move past it but it felt like we just couldn't in the villa and it just was something that would not go away and I was so frustrated like after that challenge like I'm you can probably I haven't watched a thing of the show yet but I'm sure you could see like an energy shift in my face and I literally sat on the floor crying for like an hour saying like I can't be here anymore I want Rob like I literally was like please send me home bring Andrea back for Rob if Rob please please please I said that I said if that's what's gonna make everyone in this villa happy I thought I felt like I was like I literally was like scared like I was after the dumping like I literally was like I'm in like this is bad like bad Leah why do you think everyone was so obsessed with like you and Rob and like making these comments I think they like I think everyone in the villa just from like how Rob and I got each other just from the start I think especially now that I'm looking at everything I think him and I just clicked really quickly like that's why when girls would come in and be like oh my gosh like he's so timid like oh so mysterious and I'm like is he like I was having a ball like from day one like we were just like fucking around like he was never giving like shy timid you weren't getting the onion I wasn't yeah I said the onion was peeled when I got it so so people were like shipping you guys a lot and like wanted you guys to work and you were like it's literally not happening so yeah even even some of the islanders like they were literally like we want you guys like comeback story of the year like they would be like you know you still have feelings for him he still has feelings for you like let's get to it but I'm like I can't I like I can't why I was so miserable like I feel like in relationships normally I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop or I'm in constant fight or flight mode where it feels like they're about to fuck me over like I felt like I'm always wait I feels like I'm always waiting for something bad to happen and it felt like that on steroids with Rob and then it did happen and then it felt even worse and I literally wanted to go home and die but then it just was like night and day with Miguel like he literally changed my experience in there I actually owe him so so so much like more than I could put into words can you describe your relationship with him our friendship from the moment he came in yeah we were friends I remember the first night he came in he was sitting in bed with me and Serena and we were talking for like 20 minutes with him and we were just like dying laughing and he was sleeping across from me that night in the morning and we were like talking again um but like our friendship that grew we would joke around so much and I feel like there were so many like little moments that we started to be like no I think I think I like him more and he was like he was there were so many moments where he was like I liked you but I didn't know if you liked me back and he was like I didn't know if I could like I should say anything and like I was like I like him but I didn't know if I should say anything and so he is probably one of my favorite people that like I've ever met I think that him coming into the villa was like game changer even I said like even if he came in and he was just my friend like I would have been happy just because how amazing he is I think that I have to credit him for a big part of myself in the villa he it was night and day the way I acted like night and day I think he brings out the best in me and I think like we and I feel like I bring out the best in him and I think he is just like honestly the wisest most amazing person you'll ever meet I think I have he's like I always joke I'm like he's like I have nothing bad to say about him which kind of scares me but like again he's so blunt too like I can't like I respected how fucking honest he was like he was so honest from every step of the way like at first he was like I don't know if this is gonna go anywhere and then we started like more and more and then it became more and more and then more and then it was like but he was honest the whole way through which is like all I could ask for that's all we want that's is honesty like that's it and so yeah no Miguel is to thank for for like probably 80 percent of me in the villa he made my time in there from when we were coupled up even during casa all of it like he made my time in there what I felt like it was supposed to be the whole time he made me feel like I was permanently blushing he made me feel like he was literally like I saw that Liv said he was like my protector in the villa and like he literally was like I feel like he was everything and more and I'm so so so appreciative of him like it's I I have like no words you guys obviously didn't make anything official when you were in the villa like what's the vibe what's happening I think we just want to like enjoy our time together I think I love our relationship because we don't put pressure on it it's like very organic which is what we both like yeah and so I think we're we're just yeah I'm excited to like be out in the real we haven't done it's like so difficult because it's like and one end it's like okay yeah like your boyfriend and girlfriend in the villa but then imagine coming out here and you don't know how these people act like at a restaurant or like how they act at the club you don't know what their social media even looks like like you don't know any of this stuff so like I think just learning each other outside of the villa is gonna be so much fun because I love everything I learned in the villa okay there's so much to go through rewind we're gonna go through all of this yeah how did you even get on love island um so I got on love island like i've been wanting i i feel like i like have been saying like you know it would be fun to go on there like why not try whatever and i did i sent an application like i think last year and then i remember this year i got a text from one of the casting people and they were like hey like would you be or it was maybe instagram or text or something that they were like hey like we want to talk to you can you fill out the application again and like they were like you know whatever and then from there like we had a video call and then from there it was literally ball was fully rolling when you saw you have over a million followers oh my god I was shocked I borderline like I literally was like I probably have like no Instagram after getting reported so much because they're like this must be a bot no like get this fucking like she's buying her followers yeah like i was like oh yeah people keep saying i'm buying my phone or that i was buying my phone how i was in the villa and i didn't have a fucking phone so how was i buying who was buying that my mom spare me no no it was it's so iconic to see and i was so upset for you because when the tweet was shown to you like i saw so many oh my god no dude when the tweet was shown to you everyone online was going batshit they were like where did they find that bottom of the barrel tweet like everyone tweet read me to filth though they it did it did i was doing self-fucking reflection after that tweet i literally sat on the bathroom floor and it was the off-camera bathroom and it's literally had roaches floating in the water and everything it was like this filthy little number and i'm sitting on the floor just thinking about everything i'm like that was like a pivoting moment for me i was like it it's like like come on girl like Like, you're about to be 25, Queen.

11:40Like, maybe let's not call men pussy bitches. Like, there are better ways to communicate. Is there? Is there, though? Can you tell people what there is? There is. There is. Sorry, I'm done. No, no, there is. Oh, I can't even repeat the tweet because of how long it was. And then when they read it back to me in Beachette, I kid you not. First of all, she was reading. It was, like, a minute long. Everyone else had, like, one sentence. Like, I don't know. It's like, dear Leah, you are a piece of shit. And then the gag of it all was at the end they go and the list goes on. I say, oh, oh, I thought we got everything off our chest.

12:14We're still going to anyone. For some reason, didn't watch that episode. Basically, the tweet was like so aggressive towards Leah. Meanwhile, all of us knew outside of the villa that were like living in real world. We're like, you were the favorite. And it was crazy to see that you're getting like dragged when it was really like Princess Leah. We love you was what the tweet should have been like. that's the tweet I got is how I felt in the villa and then that's when Rob at movie night said now that tweet makes sense and I said yeah it does because that's how like I was feeling like that everyone thought that of me in the villa because I kept like I feel like I was trying to do everything in like such a respectful and like right manner that it felt like things just kept getting fucked up and did you at any point be like I can't believe I put my like my life and my family and like my personal like yeah self involved in this craziness like is my life gonna be fucked yes you had that was like a daily thought i was like fuck me i shouldn't have came here like i'm doing weird shit like i'm like ruining lives like i'm like i was thinking like my dad's like not gonna speak to me again like i don't think i'm embarrassing oh my gosh you don't understand everyone on on love island like the way it panned out the everyone so the final four and then kayler and aaron and got everyone so everyone got to speak to their family in some way manner or form like i remember even kenny and jenay got letters from their parents from the words of affirmation date miguel and i were the only people who didn't get a lick a lick of our family and i said hey so does my family hate me like did i embarrass them really badly or like why don't they want to talk to me like like is there a reason miguel and i didn't get to speak to our family and Miguel was really upset for me because he was like everyone got to speak to them and he was like he knows I've been dying like to speak to everyone and especially my sister dude so you were like oh my family has abandoned me yes I was in full I was spiraling every day okay there was one day that the psych called me in like three times

14:21I said oh not again oh god and then people would go for like 10 like they would go for like 20 minutes and come out and then they would be there for like an hour and like like oh they're worried for me yeah fucking shit and what would you say when you're in those psych sessions oh honey i was spewing garbage out my mouth the things that woman heard nda who confidential agreement who okay so before we get into like the details details of love island i want to get to know you a little bit better just as like you prior to love island where did you grow up do you grow up here yeah so i'm from calabasas okay grew up here born born and raised in la yeah 24 my birthday's next month though and yours is coming up too fuck we gotta get hammered august 11th august 21st fuck yeah is that like a week apart yeah 10 days yeah you need to come to my birthday in the acceptance oh can i we'll talk because i'm gonna be in new york for the reunion yeah come sit next to me wait that okay we'll talk offline um okay so are you close with your family oh my gosh i'm the closest with my family what is your family dynamic so i have obvious i was about to say i have a mom and dad like we all do um great start no so my mom and dad have been married for like 25 or something years 30 my so my parents my sister's in the room we can oh okay my sister's in the room so my parents have been married for 30 years and my I have an older sister she's 11 months older than me and we're really close we do everything together like we always say we're like attached at the hip and yeah we are very close she is like a very large part of the reason like i am who i am so i owe a lot of things to her um yeah she's a very big part of my life have you guys ever liked the same guy

16:25you know what we know do you know what i'm thinking about we have like the same guy but like it's more of like a passer to the bro situation it wasn't like fight like it was more like a it was more like a yeah like yeah the homie can hit too your sister's face shut the fuck up her boyfriend is literally like we're done oh please no it's fine it's fine so you this was like years ago who was with him first my sister and she literally said it's that good you gotta try it

17:04your words not mine generous okay but it wasn't it wasn't that good no so you like it different

17:13i love that you're like that's generous from your sister then you're like what is this hand me down shit yeah no it was a giving hand me okay okay um the first time that you smoked was pretty rough you said it involved you passing out and you trying to convince your parents not to ship you off to rehab this you my tiktok oh oh did i say that on the um in love island too where is this coming from who told you that leah you told it on the internet you okay yeah you say who said that okay because i was telling miguel a story about this one time i took edibles which is a really good one okay go ahead out of my family we so we had it was during COVID too so this was like our first like it was all we was like our first time that we were allowed to go out into restaurants this was like a big thing I remember this and like this was like a big deal like leaving the house like it was like crazy and so we were like okay we're gonna go with like my family our cousin's family like their mom dad their siblings whatever and then our grandmother as well and so my cousin and I and she's like a smoker like she be like bongs and all okay but I'm like you know what like let's take some animals and like let's get really fucked up and just like like eat a lot yeah cause like you know why not and it was like a sushi restaurant too but like yeah yeah you know now I'm thinking about it in hindsight probably wasn't the best place but yeah whatever so we go and I think on accident I think I read the jar wrong because I ended up taking 70 milligrams oh my god yeah first of all it was like an hour car ride to get there so like the build-up in the car like i'm not even there yet like i'm thinking like i'm about to get in there and be like hungry just like chilling like big just good vibes i sit down and all of a sudden i'm like like what's wrong i'm literally i'm like in full flight like i'm like what's happening where am I who am I and then like all and then I'm like I'm like telling my cousin I'm like I have to go to the bathroom like I have to go to the bathroom she's like go I was like come with me and then my sister my sister is one of those people so my sister is sober like she doesn't drink or smoke and like and I will say though it's annoying as fuck being around people when you are sober and you are around like drunk or high people are easy to be around but like if you're around drunk people not when i'm high though maybe that you know whatever i it's just like so annoying to be around so my sister was just like leah stop right like shut the fuck up so i'm sitting there like yeah and so i was like i have to go to the bathroom like i have to go to the bathroom okay so the restaurant that we're at the bathrooms in there mirrors all around literally the whole thing is mirrored yes hell on earth for someone on fucking edibles who doesn't smoke at all or take edibles um and I'm looking at all of them I'm like this I literally felt like I was in one of those like horror mazes and I felt like something was about to come out the wind or the mirror and eat me and then I come back downstairs and I'm like I'm tweaking out I tell my cousin I said I have to snitch on myself I have to I have to I have to I have to I was like I have to tell my mom in case I die tonight to tell the paramedics what happened to me like tell them I took edibles yes so then she was like don't do it please don't do it like and just keep in mind my fucking grandma is at the end of the table this whole time but she doesn't even speak English she definitely had no idea what was going on um but our parents were pissed anyways so then like my mom so I take my mom to the bathroom and all of a sudden I dropped to my knees and I started gagging throwing like trying to throw up in the bathroom but I wasn't throwing the drama the drama and I wasn't yes my mom was holding my hair back to she get up she was like get up this is a public restroom that you're on the floor she's screaming at me i'm like fuck but i'm not i don't give a fuck it's a public i'm not even thinking i'm on the floor i could have been literally on someone's shit and i would probably would have been in the same place because of how tweaking out i felt but like i just shot up heroin and then like and then i yeah no i was about to say something bad um something crazy was about to come out of my mouth and then so i'm sitting down there and then my and i'm like telling my mom i was like i just i was like i took out of balls and if i died and I tell the paramedics what I took so they can try and revive me my mom was like you can't die from edibles she's like get up she like grabbed me by my arm and she was like you're gonna go downstairs you're going to eat food you're gonna drink water and we're gonna leave and she said I am never taking you out to dinner again she was like you come out once once this whole time the first time we're let out and you do this and I was like that shit went that sobered me up I said good morning I sat down at that table I didn't open my fucking mouth did I eat nothing I didn't eat shit I just sat there mute until we went home yeah so that was crazy oh just a little just a fucking little I'm wait and that wasn't the time that your parents almost threatened you to go to rehab because you smoked one that was a whole different one that was like pussy shit I smoked one joint I ended face down on the rug my dad walked into my apartment seen me on the floor and then he saw like a like a hat like a smoking joint on the side like and he was like what is this and then i was all there's pictures of it i'll i'll try i'll dig them out it's me on the floor in front of the toilet i don't know why like my first thing is to like throw up but like my mom was like it's not gonna come out of your system it's in your bloodstream and so i was like and my dad was like my parents were literally on the phone with each other saying like we're worried like she has to go to rehab that was like the first time i ever smoked in my life too i was like rehab it's one little baby rehab i said you're killing me with this shit man that is some la shit they're like oh they're hitting it too hard rehab you're like i've literally smoked one bro calm the fuck down um okay i feel like when you're from la you kind of just like know people in the industry or whatever did you have anyone in your family that was in this industry or were you the first person to like go on tv yeah no i'm the first person in this industry my parents are not my mom is a microbiologist she like is not involved in any like social media sorts like my parents don't have insta or like they don't my dad doesn't have instagram like any i'm sure he does now but he's trying to get his he's trying to have his big one um your dad starts influencing can you imagine what's his name action i didn't stop just relax relax you've done enough no what does he do for a living he's a cfo oh for like a hospitality company for like hotels like they do restaurants stuff like that when you went to your parents and your family and you were like i'm going on love island what was their reaction um for a while i had only told my sister okay i was nervous to see how my parents were going to react just because persians hold like their children to like a very high standard of like oh my gosh you need we always make a joke like you need like person say like you need to either become like a doctor or a lawyer or like something of that and I'm still in school right now as well so I think um my parents were just I was worried of their reaction not that I would stop school or anything of like that but I just felt like my mom I don't know like I think our mom is just not my parents were born in Iran and they moved here when they were like 20 they didn't even speak English when they got here my mom worked at McDonald's my dad washed dishes and they've done fucking amazing for themselves they're like such an inspiration to me so I feel like I was a bit nervous to tell them but I really my main goal like I want to make them proud and like I hope I did make them proud I know they are really proud of everything like I've done and they were proud of how I carried myself even in moments I felt like maybe I could have done better

25:37You said that you have had a lot of guys that your family has not approved of in the past. can you describe their least favorite boyfriend of yours yeah they would have literal interventions with me to get me to stop talking to him no for good reason though now when I look back at it but I was young I was 18 when we met so he got me in a good good spot my brain was super moldable and he molded the fuck out of it so I think um that shaped how I look at relationships a lot for a while yeah and I think it made me feel like I had to like work really hard to deserve someone's love or affection and I felt like I had to always fight for someone's attention which is not a great place to be but I think I've also worked really hard now to not feel like that anymore but I know even like in moments where like I don't know sometimes I would just be like fuck like I don't I'm still right now I'm like I don't deserve the way I'm being received like I feel like I was I was on the plane well I was gonna say I was on the plane with Kayla and Aaron we were sitting in the same row together and I was like crying to Kayla saying like I don't deserve this have you seen what's online I have you want to hear what was so funny yeah they picked me up from my hotel room and we were on like one of the golf carts and they were about to drop us off to the van at the front of the hotel to take me to the airport and then they were like oh Aaron and Kayla are going to be coming with you on the in the van to the flight and I was like yay I was really excited to see them I was like oh my gosh I haven't seen them in like days I've been wanting to talk to them so bad and um especially because I thought that they were gonna like I literally was telling Kayla and Aaron when they were standing next to Miguel and I was like it's you guys like it's you guys because I was like and even to Nicole I was like me and Miguel are about to go get fucked up at the Hilton like I was like doing like hand signs like um anyways so I'm like sitting there and I'm like going through my phone and I had just gotten my phone probably like 10 minutes prior and like ding ding ding ding ding ding and they keep getting like have you seen this have you seen this have you seen this I'm like seen what and they literally they say Kayla and Aaron are coming with you to the airport and I like look at my phone and then I seen that it said like Kayla um said that no what was it what did it say it was basically kayler was on a phone call oh yeah her friend her friend in the background aaron was filming himself for anyone that doesn't know aaron was filming himself making a instagram video yeah and kayler's in the background on the phone with someone and it sounds like someone on the phone says to her leah's not going to be irrelevant in x amount of months right so you see this when you're in the car when they're walking up bro i saw it on the golf cart when they were about to get like literally yeah like right when I was gonna see him the timing was hilarious um what did you do I honestly like I wasn't like pressed about it like I really wasn't I was like we're I mean like fair enough like maybe I will be maybe I won't but like at the same time it's like I was so I mean I saw Kayla like so the golf cart drops me off to the van and Aaron and Kayla jump out and they were like Leah like holy fuck like it's so good to see you and I'm like hugging them Aaron was so excited he literally like dropped his phone and broke it oh my god yeah I was so excited to see them and then I sat down and we were just talking like normal because I wasn't even gonna bring it up just because I literally was like it's just not worth it like I'm very I was just happy to see them yeah and you're just coming out of this huge experience right and I was so happy like I was like I was so happy because Miguel and I had just spent like two days together like in the hotel room and we were just having like a ball together and so I was like it's just not even like it's just like very like minimal stuff to me that I was like it's not worth it because I know I know Kayla loves me like I know she does I know it I know it and I know Aaron loves me too despite everything and I love them so much so I was just like I wasn't gonna bring it up but then Kayla was like fuck Leah like I have she was like fuck Leah no I'm kidding fuck Leah fuck Aaron she was like not her parents being like she never curses I'm like babe you don't know your daughter I love her um she was like um Leah I have to tell you something and I was like what and she was like there's like this video and I was like it's okay like I saw it already like don't worry and she was like no I just feel like I need to explain myself and she was like um I was on the phone with my friend and she was talking about like um she said she was like receiving a lot of hate and she said like it was coming from like the fans and she was saying that um her friend was basically like you know saying it just to like make her feel better and like just like it's gonna like blow over type thing and so yeah but I mean when we got to the airport like and I and well anyways but your friend she said that and I was like listen like I don't I don't care at all like I don't I was not feeling a type of way about it at all you weren't no not at all like I love Kayla like I was not feeling a way about it at all and I mean I love Kayla and Aaron I'm really happy that they're together I think that they suit each other so well and um I think that I don't know that just wasn't something that I was like I'm not why would I fight with her about that like it was just so like I mean I get your headspace and I think it's a very mature headspace to be in of like she is getting fucking roasted online right so like we're seeing oh you want to know what it was she said what it was was that when I said the white it's giving white women scared yeah that thing she said so funny she said i didn't think they were gonna put that shit in there i said y 'all killing me with this shit leah it was fucking funny not you pointing i was pointing the thing is too i wasn't even pointing at her face i was literally said the balcony and she's like and i was like and then serena was like don't be dramatic and i'm like it was literally giving white women scared like and i said the word balcony and then she like ducked like I was about to like hit her with the right hook I'm like okay as if they would even let me I would literally get tackled to the floor before my face or my hand would even touch her face are you kidding it was fucking good TV yeah but she was like people have been calling me racist towards like Persians and and black people or and um African Americans and and everything and saying that and I'm like that was not my my intention of that I think like I just was like me and Serena like she was saying basically like she was basically saying like people were calling her racist because Serena and I reacted and then she reacted and she thinks just like because she's white like it's coming off racist and like I was like well I know she's not racist like Kayla is not a racist you guys just for the your information yeah um so I mean it was like that she said like she was receiving comments because of that and like again I was I I don't want anyone to hurt anyone or feel like you know that they have to say mean things for to anyone on my behalf like I don't want that like I know how it feels to be on the receiving end of those things so it's and it's not a good place to be in it's actually very like harmful and hurtful and you're also just doing your best in there and it's actually very fucking hard to behave perfectly in there and all your mistakes are put on tv and they're for the world to judge and then you get to get it replayed back to you again at movie night and so it's a lot so I honestly can't be mad about how anyone moved in there just because it is such a high intensity high pressure environment that it's like even I said I said I was acting in ways that I haven't acted in in years I don't I don't raise I don't like to raise my voice at men like I used to but I've retired I don't like to argue I don't want to argue with men I like to come to a very sound conclusion with them I don't I put that shit so in the past i'm old as fuck i'm literally geriatric it's not the time to be telling people like you don't act like that i like i was just telling myself i'm not 16 anymore it's not cute and it's not funny i like that you're clarifying that though because again i feel like there's so much around this show and everyone's so passionate and like the fans are amazing but i think we have to remember like this is like a reality dating show like to spread hate towards people we've gotta just simmer simmer and i love every single person in that villa there is not one person that came in or out of that villa that deserves an ounce of hate i think that they everyone came in gave it their absolute all in their best they treated everyone with as much as respect as they possibly could sometimes you really can't handle yourself well and when you're put in very weird situations sometimes yeah you slip up but again you're not this isn't a movie this is reality tv you're you fuck up um the big three I mean no we have to talk about it because I know it's love island and it's not fucking friendship island but it was friendship island it was you guys know it fucked that yes goodbye it was truly like the most fun to watch you three like form this sisterhood and watching you guys like ride for each other watching you guys like have each other's backs like going through everything together can you describe your guys dynamic and like who plays what part in the friendship oh my gosh Serena and Janae my hey shout out BBG BBG back on top yeah no they are everything good in my experience with Love Island I walked in with Janae I got to walk out with Janae we were we literally walked in holding hands and she was the first person first girl I met first person I met in the villa I loved her right off the bat I think that she carries herself amazingly.

36:02I think she is absolutely like such an inspiring person. I think she's so smart. I think she's fucking gorgeous and I think she is hilarious. She deserves the world. Serena is the most special person I've ever met in my life. She made my time in the villa worth being there. She is the reason that I was stayed the whole time and she was literally I felt like it's real it was it's hard for me to not have my sister with me because I feel like she's someone that I rely on a lot but Serena was literally like the closest thing I had to my sister because they're both Virgos and they remind me so much of each other there were things that Serena would do or say that I would be like fuck I'm so glad Serena's here because I know that's exactly what my sister would be saying or doing for me and so yeah they were very special to have and I feel like our friendship is for life I think that they mean the world to me and I could not have done anything in there without them and I think we all we've all had like our moments in there but we all handled it really well I think you guys did such a good job and it was like obviously one of like my favorite moments was watching Serena just like walk up understandably we'll get to like the rob and live in you dynamic but her being like nope what y 'all not gonna do is gang up on Leah she didn't even know what the fuck we were talking about and Janay's like go go go go I'm like my girl it was so fucking good and I think that's like that is the kind of friend I think every woman wants oh my god she's everything what was a moment on the show where Janay and Serena like really had to give you a wake-up call and be like leah leah what i think like after rob called me like delusional on the fire pit oh i have a good one okay like i think rob like he was like when he was like wake the fuck up like you're delusional yeah and i was sitting there like no i'm kidding i was like did he just say loves me no kidding no I'm kidding guys please um he was like you're delusional wake the fuck up whatever and then that was like a hurt that was hurtful too that in real no joke all jokes aside like that was really like very hurtful to hear and I think like Serena and Janae got to hear me talk about that a lot and um it was very painful for me especially to hear it from someone that I hold really really really in high regards um but like I remember the next day like he was sitting there or he was working out at the gym and me and Janae were in like the me Janae or Serena were like in the kitchen and I was like I love watching the guys work out like a few guys were working out and then Janae was like I know like and it was Kenny and Rob and then um um junei was like i know kenny looks so good and i was like i'm not talking about kenny and they both looked at me like what the fuck is wrong with you i and then i was like you know what like queen like stand serena would literally always tell me like stand the fuck up like she would tell me you know like she literally would go like this stand up and like she i stood up like i i had to stand up but i was down bad for a minute there it's so good because another moment you just like brought into my head from that is like when you said something of like you know what's so messy she said something you go you know what fine that man looks over there serena's face literally like this she was disgusted shut the fuck oh that was you guys should have heard the things this woman was saying to me when the cameras like we're not on like she actually was she i would on moments where i felt like i was like i'm spiraling i would say serena can you come read me to filth i would literally say exactly that and she would full blown read me to filth i'd be yep don't want him anymore i think everyone on the internet wants to know like what the fuck happened with this bullshit backseat whole drama i keep telling them to roll the damn tapes of me like show me where i sat there and was like cheering for andrea to go home we all collectively decided for Andrea to go home we all shut our eyes and said on three open you put one for Nicole or and two for Andrea and me Kayla and Serena put two and Liv put Nicole and so I mean but then Liv was like okay no we're doing Andrea and she was like I'm like we all are are going to do it all together and so let's do it and I remember I remember sitting there and I was saying like I was like I just feel like I want to be very like like just cautious of how this all comes out because I knew I told the girls I said somehow some way I feel like this is going to get flipped back on to me and yeah because but the first thing that Liv said or the first thing Liv said when we all got into that huddle was we all know who's not we're not sending home and she said we're not sending Janae home that's the first thing we said was Liv came up she said we all know who we're saving right off the bat and it was she said we're saving Janae and then it was between Nicole and Andrea and then we just did that and we all came to a collective decision and I just but I do I did sit there and I did say I'm scared that this is gonna look a certain way on me and i was not pining for her in any way shape or form i really wasn't and i was praying to god they would roll the tapes that at movie night or something i was begging them i was like you have to and then but then they rolled the the fucking tape of live saying that i had a huge sway in it and then i was like oh my gosh right and then that's when Serena was like hold on a minute no she huge sway like huge sway huge sway right like as if I was holding like a banner and saying like send Andrea home send Andrea home no I said if we send Andrea home Rob is going to hate me forever and that's that I didn't I you what I'm dumb as fuck I may be stupid but I'm not dumb as fuck I did not think sending the the woman that like this guy is in love with home is gonna make him run back into my arms i knew he was gonna hate me why would i have done that and and i if if i wanted rob back i wouldn't want it like that i would have wanted him to do it on his own because you want to know in your own head if you're gonna get that man back it's like a fair fucking game and he you and him come back together because you wanted to not because some random girl gets dropped off and now you're like i'm here yeah like I'm your second option do you want me back fuck no no it was never like that even in our chat after that day like I did I think I'm pretty sure I told him I still care about him and everything but like at that point I was I was with Connor and I can I talk about Connor for a second please yeah like first and foremost like I liked Connor I haven't watched the show so I'm not sure what they showed of Connor and I but the build-up to Connor and I's relationship was my like I loved it when the whole Rob situation happened he was there for me yeah and that's when we kind of became closer yeah and then that's when I was like I actually like him a lot and then I was like but fuck me he's with Janae yeah and again if I want if I was playing the game if I wanted to just stay in the villa I could have gone to Hakeem he was walking around telling everyone oh Liam I type oh I want that and no one wanted him in the villa so surely if I was playing the game I would have gone straight to Hakeem if I wanted to stay um I did I liked Connor a lot like then we I don't know like we we we kissed outside of challenges like we were I wasn't it was not always bad yeah or like I didn't always feel like that but I think like I confused he was just so there for me it felt like and compassionate when the stuff with Rob was going on that I think like maybe I may have confused like that compassion and like his French I just felt like I was very very very I've never felt so alone it felt like everyone forgot that I went through that with Rob it felt like they welcomed him and Andrea with open arms and everyone was just like get over it and I'm not Serena and Janae though but it just felt like everyone forgot about what happened and they weren't like and I had to sit there the day like Rob and I woke up in bed that together and then I had to watch him like recouple up with her and make out right in front of me that day and it's just like so painful so painful like in ways I can't even describe how painful it was and yeah like he was there for me and I think like I felt so alone and like this one like he was just giving me like I what felt like he was giving me so much comfort that I was like maybe I got got my feelings confused and I had like once it and then I got like clarity of like I like him a lot but I don't I can't a I can't give him what he needs right now yeah and b I don't I can't force myself to be somewhere that I'm I I'm not and I don't I didn't I don't know if I could have gone there like that sexually with Connor I think that's okay to say and I appreciate you like clarifying because I think again we don't get to see all of it Janae and I had we obviously we had well Janae and I were so like that situation didn't affect us at all yeah like and I don't want and people were like saying like how could you do that to her and stuff but like people aren't like understanding like Janae was kind like kind of over it at a certain point and so I just feel like there's a lot of things that weren't shown and it makes me very upset because everything aside I just I never want someone to think that I don't respect Janae's feelings I respect her feelings like more than anything like my girl's feelings mean everything to me I would put them over my own so I did it Connor and I both did it in the most respectful way possible I told Connor like you have anything we do you have to tell her first yeah I will tell her as well but he had to tell her everything and I had to tell her everything and we were very I made it a point both of us Connor and I made it a point to be as respectful as possible because how much I love Janae and how much she means to me and I was like again like I know they were coupled up but again it's love island and you're kind of like nudged to talk to other people like i would have loved to just been like been comfy and coupled up with rob from the beginning and just sat there like that but you are you're nudged a bit to you know branch out and talk to other people and that's what i was doing and that's what the experience was about and like i know that janae understands that and i just i'm upset that the edit doesn't show that but it is what it is okay we're halfway through do you need to pee or anything no you're good am i talking too much no you're doing so good i think it was good to clarify that and i think it was like positive that you did that okay now we're gonna go into like some other fun stuff it's rob island now and we are going into rob fucking island passengers all aboard we have now arrived to rob island no but literally in the villa i was calling it rob island even the producers were calling it rob island i kept saying i don't remember replying to rob island i thought i was on love island i literally was sitting there like crying girl he got you fucked up yeah it was literally rob island like even the producers like even like some of the workers would be like rob island to rob and he would be like fuck what is that why why like what was it about him like try to explain it i think rob is very likable i think he's very funny i think he's a great person i think that he i guess he's like he's like alluring like i can see why someone like you would be like drawn in i can i like i get it like obviously but i was just like well clearly um is he your typical type no really no what is your usual type i feel like the last guys i've like hooked up with were like african-american okay so it was like a different vibe vibe okay but the type of white guys I like he falls into the category of it okay so he I guess I guess you would say like yes like if like we're like the for the whites like yeah I think like yeah he's more in the vibe he is the vibe what was your first impression of him oh my gosh when the guys walked in and I saw Rob like it was I only thought Rob like I was like like really yeah the second Rob walked in me and him looked at each other and then from the second we looked at each other we would like when we were sitting around the fire pit we kept looking at each other and like we would like make like little like we'd like have like we were already starting like inside jokes like right off the bat andrea comes in yeah you guys have a good thing going on he comes she comes into the villa rob was like up front with you and comes up and is like i'm interested in going getting to know her but i still like you and you were like really fucking chill in that moment you were what every girl wants to be leah you were like you were like you're like you're like yeah like no it's totally fine and you weren't even giving like fake yeah it's fine you were like totally fine I get it you were so chill was that a little bit you like being cool girl and like faking it or were you dead ass like oh this is not competition I don't really give a shit no it just sucks because I liked him so much but I'm like where are you Leah yeah like you're like you're on love island the poor guy like didn't have a proper experience last year and so I was like I wanted him to have a good experience this year and I was just like you know um I felt like our connection was so strong that nothing would have ruined it so I honestly if you had asked me I think I was that calm about it because I was like what would top us yeah yeah in the real world if like a girl is talking to your boyfriend are you giving the same energy like I don't give a shit or are you like jealous protective i think i used to be jealous and protective i think i've i think i've been like wrung dry now i'm just like if you want better find it like i will too i'm tired grandpa like i'll literally like i like there's all grandpa like there's always like there's more fucking fish in the sea but like i have him like frankly take him off my hands like that's the point i'm yeah like it's like if you can easily get that swayed that fast like right so you're not worth my fucking time okay that's good to know um okay we have to talk about the infamous conversation where rob cried you guys are fighting on the like balcony area what went through your head when rob said that he did not feel a sexual connection oh my god every bad thing i've ever thought about myself literally just was swarming in my head like swarming i've never felt that embarrassed in my life yeah I felt like so unwanted so gross like literally like every bad thing I've thought about myself was like confirmed in that moment but it made me feel even more stupid because like the day before that I was telling Serena like how like I was like oh my gosh like I love kissing him in bed like I think I was like I want to fuck him and then to hear that the next day of that was like oh my god i actually was i i went to the bathroom to throw up like after i felt sick why do you think he said that i don't know why he said that i don't know why he said that why would he say that specifically to a woman like no it's so bad to hear that as a woman especially me myself because like I feel like it's taken me a while to get to a place where like I I'm not even there yet where I'm like oh I like I feel good like about myself of like how I look because I'm very like critical about myself and I think that it just took me back like I don't know I think it put me in a very bad headspace I'll just tell you that no and I I felt so bad for you because then you went to Serena and you were like I feel disgusting like I literally feel like what the fuck he doesn't want me fuck now i feel like i'm crying leah why are you crying what's making you cry it was just so hurtful and like it was like so like weird to hear because i wasn't like i wouldn't have guessed he felt like that so to hear it was just like shocking yeah like heartbreaking that's why i feel like the shocking part oh my god now i'm gonna fucking cry because I feel like any woman can like relate to that where you feel like so embarrassed by like wait hold up I thought we had something here and like you literally are like off of me like where did I miss this and like the sexual element that hurts so fucking bad but when I asked him he had said he was like I should have never said that but I remember the first time we kissed i had told her like don't like go easy or something or like don't like hurt me or whatever the fuck i forget what he said and then you told him basically like moving forward whenever you guys would go to make out you were holding back because you thought he was like telling you to go easy is that like he said it like three different times like before we kissed he first he was like don't hurt me second time he was like he said like go like he was saying we hadn't even kissed yet and he was like don't hurt me that we hadn't kissed ever and like or then he would be like go easy and we i was not i wasn't i wasn't like no i wasn't even like kissing him with like tongue or anything so i don't know that i don't get it i really don't understand it i don't know why he said that because i wasn't even like swallowed like i wasn't like straddling him like i wasn't doing anything weird like or inappropriate so like i like he yeah i don't think he meant it more emotionally like don't hurt me no no why would you say that to someone right before you kiss every time okay because he said he like said it once in the beginning no he said it multiple times and i told him he said it multiple times and he that's why it kept throwing me off i was like so then what do you want me to do i was so confused yeah like that could be i'm still confused i haven't talked to him at all you haven't in the moment when he started crying to you in the conversation where he was you were like confronting him and he was like crying and you were like wait how are you crying can you walk me through that conversation of how it felt in your head oh my gosh I was well so he went on a date yes right he kissed me before he left and everything it was like and then he said do I look ugly enough like he was like and everything and so and I made him I made him food before he left I made him like a sandwich he like kissed me by he was like do I look ugly enough and he was like and everything and then like sent him off and you know I was like freaking out the whole time he was gone but I also was like semi not because I was like I'm so like we both were like saying we were so embarrassed how we feel about each other this soon and like then he came back and it just felt something was off and I felt like I was and sat me down and he talked to me for like five minutes maybe and then went straight to soul ties with andrea for two hours and i'm sitting there and i'm like he's not gonna talk to me before the night ends because they were up there a while like a very long time and i was like i was going back and forth with kendall like i was like should i go talk to him should i go up there and he was like no don't do it and then i was like no i feel like i have to and he was like okay go and i was like no i'm not going to and then he was like okay and then i was like no i want to and then i was like i just want to talk to him i didn't want to fight him right i just wanted to talk to him i wasn't mad i just was like we i'm still here right like i'm still here right like i'm still here and so i went up there and then i seen them like cut like all like cuddly in there too which was just like okay like turn the knife a little more like I actually wanted to die that night um and then he was just so nonchalant about it which just like made me very upset because it's like we just woke up in the bed together that morning like I felt so dumb I can't explain to you and I kept expressing to him our whole relationship that I was like i'm so worried i'm going to look stupid i kept telling him that he's like i would never do that to you like i would never make you look stupid and i was like i'm so fucking worried like that i'm going to like you know and anyways our com i don't know when our conversation took like a turn for the left i can't remember to be honest it was like they told me it was 4 a.m when we were filming that no yeah so you were like oh where am i delirious my name yeah 4 a.m 4 a.m how long do you think the conversation was over an hour okay because obviously we got to see a cut of it maybe a cut of it started off really like well it felt like but he was basically saying like he likes her and it felt like he was like just like I don't want like trying to like clean his hands of me and I just was really hurtful because it was like he was making it like such a point when we were together like it's love island like I like you so much but he was he did say like he wants to experience love island like and he was like I think you like we but he was saying he wants he wanted both of us to experience love island like in the way it should be as in like because when we were coupled up at the beginning like we really weren't talking to anyone else like we were actually in like a bubble and then on like day three or something we were like maybe we should start talking to other people because like that's what we're here for and then he talked to the other girls but I don't think anything like came from it and then that's when like Liv came in and obviously like took him and stuff and um but he still like came back to me after that and um I think it just threw me off because it was like he kept saying like he wants to be like super open during this experience and just like you like take the experience for what it is but then like the second it felt like he had Andrea like he forgot about me like he kind of made it seem like he was still gonna get to know me and andrea is what it felt like but then um it wasn't it was just like yeah let me and then i was like wow like that didn't was that nothing that was a really bad night that was a really bad night i was literally on rob island and i couldn't get off

1:01:02have any exes reached out to you since love island yeah shut the fuck up they sent me a video watching me on their tv so fucking funny did you like love it it made me think of and he never thinks of me except for when i'm on tv you're in your fucking taylor moment you're like yes bitch i actually felt like that i was like my queen what was your messiest breakup i feel like i don't even have messy breakups to be honest just like messy relationships it just somehow ends it just somehow literally somehow some way though they all end cordially like is the relationship horrible did we almost like literally go to prison or the psych ward yeah but are we all still really cool like fuck yeah no literally still love love you all i actually have great relationships with all of them i think they're great and they love me so somehow some way like they end pretty cordially leah what the fuck you're like it's so toxic with a minute and then we're like hugging and kissing goodbye become friends and then i never want i don't want to fuck them after and then i feel like it makes them like me even more i think one of the most relatable things that you said this season of many was that you can't have just like a nice guy like you need to feel like a little bit like you're gonna go to the psych ward can you talk about maybe some of like the toxic thing that you have been attracted to in the past I feel like I know this might be bad, but I feel like I like like a possessive man.

1:02:42Like that's hot. Like you don't share me. You know what I mean? Like hot. Okay. What else? I feel like, let me try and think what else. Like, I don't know. I feel like there needs to be like some sort of like intensity and passion in a relationship for me to enjoy it. I know some people, again, hopefully one day I will get there where I'm like, I think i am there right now though like but i also think like it was whatever let me not sidetrack i know a lot of people feel the same way yeah so and i definitely feels like i got like i'm like yay cool like something's not something's wrong with me but not that wrong with me because something's also wrong with y 'all y 'all and y 'all like you're right and i also feel like people were so confused when you're like oh my god like i don't want a nice guy it's like it's not that they can't be nice to you it's like it is annoying and it is not hot when you can walk all over someone yeah you're like i could literally like fuck your best friend and you would take me back like right that's not fun no because it's like you know you can do that to me right right no please

1:03:52please you do it but i can't do it to you that uh disgust what the fuck what is wrong with us listen i had my fair share of it where i had to like knock my head against a wall and be like oh yeah done oh yeah and still then um okay have you ever dabbled with professional athletes who hasn't they're so easily fuckable my grandma's probably fucked one sorry that was rude sorry grandma grandma has not fucked one i'm sure like i don't know everyone right what sport everyone's had their fair share on the right hand in this room

1:04:40okay you what sports what sports um basketball just basketball and football but only one one football player ever in my life. Does he still play today? No. I think he literally sings now or something.

1:05:00I think. He won the Super Bowl though. And then he went on to be like on the voice.

1:05:10Can you imagine he pops out on the fucking voice. I'm crying. He has a singing career now. I'm pretty sure. Did you block him? You don't understand the way this man... We fucked... Okay, let me tell you this, though. I will tell you this. I fucked him because I was dying over my ex, okay? After we fucked, I made myself throw up on PCH because of how disgusting it was. And then I went home and I sat on the shower floor and I didn't fuck again for like two years. Leah! What the fuck was so fucked about this act? Everything. it wasn't even just the sex it was the individual it was the the act it was the things he was doing he spread his ass like this in the shower which is like get clean king but why are you doing that in front of me you can never unsee it i can't my sister and her my friends make fun of me for it like to this day i need you to fucking show me after off camera who this you'll die i will and the sex was actually bad his yeah his dick was what and i was like get away from me that is the scariest thing that's that's in your esophagus yeah like it was so unenjoyable i don't think he came i literally ran out of his house i don't even think i had shoes on i like took my belongings and got the fuck out of there and he like tried to spin me around and kissed me when i was leaving like a movie and i went it was so bad i was like get me out of here he messages me to this day shut the fuck up and then after that he texted me and said let's go to the movie theater and then like i tried to get my friend to go to fuck him instead but he actually didn't want to go to the theater he just i was like well actually do you want to fuck my friend instead of me so i could get him off my back you you and throwing up on the side of the fucking road i'm obsessed like get this out of me i actually made myself throw up on the side of the um okay are you gonna kill me if i ask you this what what just say it there there are rumors in la that you dated kanye west can you confirm or deny should i move on can you you're like let's go back to the football yeah ask me more about rob suddenly i'm talk about him suddenly i'd like to talk about rob more okay who was the best kisser in the villa miguel duh is there anything that you are known for in the bedroom what is your specialty give it to us right here leah come on oh i was gonna say i like don't suck your dick unless i like you it's fine but you can give me tips so i can get up there like that shit's not coming near me i'm suck my ex's dick for like three years we were together for three years i didn't even touch it once you're like just stick it in i feel like hurry i feel like let's get this shit over with no i feel like i can like oh since i ride horses and i feel like i can ride it pretty well if dare i say if dare i say i could see that that's amazing yeah okay fuck mary kill connor rob miguel go you guys are messy these bitches is messy let's see um good luck mary miguel fuck shit

1:08:57look at where you're sitting holding on for dear life just say it it's okay you're not actually killing him he's a guy nice guy no i don't want to fuck rob you just said that like it's the two lesser like it's like what who do i want to fuck less you continue do it too okay fine yeah now we're getting started here's the thing i think he's such an amazing nice guy he seems but we're gonna kill connor period okay oh i mean yes we gotta kill connor okay miguel seems amazing so i think you marry miguel and you fuck rob okay same you needed me to say it for you yeah i did like you say it i can't say it yeah okay fuck rob what do you think like the sex would be like with miguel the thing is you had sex with miguel in the hilton cats out of the bag how was it i mean did you see his fucking heart rate challenge it was literally giving like he has like a past as a male stripper fuck i am curious though obviously you've fucking seen the fan edits of you and rob yeah they are everywhere yeah when you saw all these edits were you surprised because it's like clearly what you're describing that you experience in the villa is not this romantic love affair and you're watching these edits that make it literally feel like you're like i don't know any fucking main character in a movie that i can understand no i can understand why people were like invested in rob and i we were like it felt like like we were like twins yeah it felt like we were like each other's like puzzle piece there were so many like moments where i was like oh my god like they put him in here for me i get it like i get it i understand why Because even I was like, I was like, everyone in the villa was like, you and Rob are fucking adorable.

1:11:09Like, everyone loved us. Do you think you will be ever friends? Rob and I? Yeah. We are friends. I love Rob. I think he's a great person. Yeah. I do. I think he's so funny. I have such a good time with him. But I think we are good as friends. Okay. Just friends. Okay, last couple questions. And then we're cropping up, I promise. Okay. How do you feel about the reunion? i'm excited for the reunion i really am i'm excited to go there and like be outside with my people and just see them again i'm excited about it like what do i think will happen in that time between i'm not fucking sure this bunch though i'm sure we'll find something to fucking do where where do janae and serena live serena lives in la fuck yeah wait we're about to be outside oh my god i didn't realize she lived here where does janae live vegas so she's up in this bitch too you know pvg back on top so it's literally like a show like i can already see it literally like oh we're so excited you should we all go to vegas yeah will we get arrested probably probably imagine our mug shots though okay okay our birthdays

1:12:30who are you dreading seeing if you had to pick one person it's gonna be a little messy dreading seeing who did i not like probably hakeem wait oh hold on a minute is kane rewind is kane gonna be there because that's i'll put him and ask my answer or like josiah or something matter of fact put all of cossacks i'm very icky okay that's a good answer who was the biggest drama stirrer in the villa kendall or me well i was mine wasn't unintentional okay the kendall's felt a bit like he was mine was like mine was so unintentional like it was like just i felt what felt like everyone said it felt like it was just following me and i kept trying to get away from it right and but then it was like wait wait i'm catching up and then i'm like no no please and then it's like but i'm almost there and then it would latch on to me and i'd be like fuck me yeah does that happen to you in your personal life yes it's really horrible i think it's a true like a because i'm a triple leo so i think that's that's the issue here it finds me i'm telling you i will i could sit here on your couch and something some way someone would bust through this door that you would never think like fucking Dwayne the Rock Johnson could come in here right now and say like what did you do to me last night and I would be like wait we've met Leah I'm serious it like I don't know I believe you or why I believe you because we watched it okay who was the funniest or me and Serena is but also though Janae is funny as fuck okay that's yeah that's the answer for all of these who was the horniest everyone's saying it's can you believe he had sex the word yeah miguel and i were dying he goes he goes no it was so bad like miguel came up to me the next day had no idea i had sex and miguel was like yeah man like i can't like imagine having like sex in the room like blah blah and rob's like me neither he literally had it last night dude the thing is though we want we've seen them fuck one night yes we were both like this we were dying we saw rob get up to get the condom and stop yeah i'm dead yeah who was the most genuine serena okay last question what do you think is next for you like are you going to stay in school are you going to be in hollywood what is happening i would love i want to finish school but i also know that people want to hear from me i know people want to interact with me like they keep if it weren't for people wanting to see me I would probably just like head down focus on myself but the love that I've been receiving is like I want to hang out with you guys I want to talk to you guys I want to do things for you guys I want to do things with you guys like it makes me really excited to for like the future so I definitely somehow some way want to leah i know this is not the last we will be seeing of you you're a fucking star bitch and i love you and you're a leo so it feels right thank you so much for coming on color daddy wait can you tell me the story what was the vision board what is the manifestation vision board of color daddy i was drunk as fuck in my hotel room writing down manifestations of what i wanted to come true waiting for them to come tell me hey you're going on the show and it happened no phone just vibes fucking slammed i'm writing in the notebook it's like really messy too because i'm that drunk like one eye open and then i'm just writing this shit down and then we're here here we are but i also wrote down i need to bring that journal to you because it's funny as fuck you're gonna die i wrote in there said it's day three i've realized i should not be drinking alone and then i said i'm starting to feel like tom hanks in castaway bitch you had a tv and you were on the beach where were you what are you talking about when when they put you away in the hotel how long were you in there like oh a week almost two two weeks almost i lost track of oh so this is before you went into the villa i had no phone for a good amount of time wait i thought you were saying this is after the you're saying before you started all before you manifested color daddy before you even spoke on TV yes bitch bye yes yes you were already feeling like Tom Hanks in Castaway yes before you even started filming I know look at me now fuck look at you now you're free as a bird go live your fucking life I can't wait to see what you do I love you I love you so much thank you so much for having me fuck we crushed crushed

1:17:26Thank you.