RIP Stassie Baby (FBF)

0:00Okay, how did you decide to start an alcohol brand? I love to drink. And here we go, we have not had one drink yet. Let me be so clear. Okay, what are we making today? We're gonna make a sunny soda with a little lemon. How much ice do we want? Just a little bit. A good amount. I'm gonna measure it out today just so we know exactly how many and these cute chocolates that I need. Oh my god, it's so cute. Do we want a single shot or a double shot? I think a double. Okay, that's what I was gonna say. Okay, okay. I think that we're on the same page. Okay. And I think we should make these, and then I think we should also maybe bring a shot up.

0:39Oh, we're bringing the bottle. Right? Oh, but the bottle. Okay. Okay, and then I just do like, you know, half of a small lemon. Cheers. Cheers. Oh, this is good. Do you want more lemon? I want more lemon. I like lemon. Okay, Stas, you make a pretty good drink.

0:56What is up, Daddy Gang? It is your founding father, Alex Cooper, with Call Her Daddy.

1:10Good boy, Henry. I hope you say that the entire time. I hope he comes up here to cuddle me. Oh, yeah, but you don't like dogs. You're a serial killer. I like other people just dogs. Oh, just not your own dog? Fully gives away her own dog. No, no, no. I didn't give her away. Yeah, let's clear the rumors up. Clear the rumors. My sister moved in with me. my dog became so attached. Like Stoss got rid of her dog. No. She became so attached to my sister that when my sister moved out, she became depressed. And now she lives with my sister and is so happy. And I see her, I'm her still her mom. Right. But like, I'm like her step mom.

1:47But through, through you like losing ownership of your dog, you've realized that I'm a cat person. Did you get a cat? Um, I'm looking at a few, but a lot of my friends are allergic to cats, which is like a problem. why do I feel like you're better off with like a goldfish you're kind of like I'm giving goldfish you're giving goldfish fives only because I feel like you travel a lot like you've got a lot going on like oh where's the cat like the thing about cats is like they take care of themselves basically okay right so you basically want a low low maintenance any kind of animal any kind of affection like you'd like it to be there but when you don't want to work with it like figure it out yourself exactly okay welcome to call her daddy look who's here hey guys stas is here okay hey guys how are you feeling right now cheers first cheers so happy to have you here disclaimer i don't do podcasts.

2:51I don't do interviews. I've done one podcast with Zane and Heath, my close friends. But I just get so nervous when I'm talking to people, especially when there's cameras and lighting and, you know, I don't know what they're going to ask me. I also say like and um all the time and I feel like it makes me sound really stupid. So I hate that. But, you know, I just have anxiety. Why do you think you get so nervous to do like interviews? I honestly have no idea. okay like nothing bad has like happened in the past right or anything to like trigger it I feel like it's just so like you have to be so careful with your words and like I never want to offend anyone or like say anything that will like hurt anyone's feelings or anything like that or like say something that like I'm just in the middle of rambling and then it's like not actually what I mean I appreciate that but I appreciate you sitting down with me I know because I'm just gonna roast your at-notice.

3:49My first question is, was today a typical day for you? What'd you do today? I went to the gynecologist. Oh my God. How did it go? It was great. It was just like a routine checkup. Okay. People are like fascinated by you. So I want to get more granular. Like what is a morning routine of Stassi baby? Oh gosh. Um, it depends. I wake up, I work out. I love to work out it's like my therapy so I work out I'll call my manager right away after we'll go through the day see if I have anything that I need to do if we have any meetings you know we do a little quick rundown and then I'll get my protein smoothie and then you know just chill get ready go to lunch take photos do meetings what a light just relax I don't fucking know it really depends every day is different what time do you usually wake up not uh nine do you usually have people sleeping in your bed with you all my girlfriends sleep over all the time and like hopefully if I have man but if you do have a guy do you go to their place or do they come to you I like to stay at my house that was like I like to stay at my house because I have my shit I have my makeup life right my house is like catered to my guests because my friends are over all the time so I have like 100 extra toothbrushes toothpaste deodorant like I have like mini toiletries for everyone to like have their set when they come over and I don't want to go to someone's house and then wake up not on my makeup website like just it's a whole thing and it was like I would look so much better if I was just moisturized I just need a little bit of moisture like maybe a little bit of foundation here and then like we're good to go good morning babe good morning okay so where did the nickname Stassi Baby come from?

5:38God I honestly don't know because it was so long ago I was like 13 like when I first made my Instagram Stassi Baby so I I just remember it was my name's Anastasia no one could say my name so it got shortened to Stassi now it's just Stass yeah but it was shortened to Stassi and then I was like oh it's something cute I can make my Instagram with Stassi and then I was just like throw baby like Stassi baby dude and it's literally stayed with you for so long until recently you changed this was like news I know changed your Instagram everyone was pissed dude why did you change it I just felt like it was the it was time to end the era it was time for a new one wait no you need to walk me through like when did it hit you I'm not Stassi baby anymore like I'm not a baby I'm a woman oh I'm an entrepreneur wow I want to be taken seriously I respect that but you've kept the Stassi baby handle yeah I have it so I use it as like my public finsta I haven't posted on in a while do you feel like you miss it at all sometimes I kind of miss it and I don't even know you I'm like calling you Stass is it okay if I call you stassi okay okay so i hate when people call me stassi wait and can you pronounce your full name anastasia carinicolao wait that sounded like um vampire diaries oh stop it you know that's my favorite show shut up i've seen all eight seasons 30 times i am so upset i remember i used to just like cry i was so obsessed with damon and elena and i'm just like the whole oh should we start watching it and stop podcasting i'm on season three right now i just restarted do it every single time it's like the vampire shit same with twilight like i'm obsessed oh obsessed it it sounds like the um klaus's what is klaus's last name uh michaelson okay don't you want to quiz me on vampire diaries i could do that i would do that easier vampire diaries i could i could quiz easier vampire diaries than talking about myself okay so you change your instagram handle you're no longer stassi baby do people when they meet you out call you stassi baby no just stassi just us what if you meet like fans like are they like stassi uh sometimes stassi baby like when i was in paris stassi baby you're like i'm not a baby i'm a woman the rebrand is strong okay i respect it okay you grew up let's just do like a little background okay well here we go i want to hear this you're like okay drink i've already taken like four steps without you you grew up in la what did you want to be when you were younger a makeup artist wow my mom was a makeup artist so i wanted to be a makeup artist do you do your makeup a lot by yourself or do you get glam i get glam a lot but i do my makeup a lot i'm very specific with glam so if i don't have my people that i trust then i'd rather do it myself did you do this yourself no okay i was gonna say sweetie i need to book you because whoa i don't even see a fucking poor like you look perfect right now thank you yeah you look great i love how you added in person you look awful on instagram but in person my god this is just fire no your skin looks amazing you look great thank you did you have dreams of being famous when you were younger not at all did anyone in your family was anyone in your family famous no everyone thinks like my my family's like not even like didn't i didn't come from money like i just got like thrown into this world people can like come up with these story lines of like where you're from and like I would assume a lot of people think like oh she's just like a rich bitch just because of like the crowd you roll in and like what your life looks like now like I take care of my family damn so you really are that's good thing you dropped the baby you are a fucking woman this is literally you're coming out as like a full rebrand oh my gosh you were homeschooled in high school what led to that decision to pull you out of school uh there's like a lot of reasons why I was homeschooled one I think I didn't like really mesh with a lot of people at the schools that I went to um a lot of my friends were homeschooled my mom is an addict so growing up like there was just a lot of commotion going on and like we switched schools a bunch because we were moving around like living with my aunt or my grandma and my dad and like it was just like a whole thing so it was just easier to be homeschooled so that we like take our schoolwork with us um so your sister was homeschooled with you my sister was and it's just you and your sister me and my sister you've been open about like social anxiety can you explain what social anxiety looks like for you oh gosh I don't know I just like it's when I'm around or when I'm in situations where I don't feel like super comfortable or like I don't know a lot of people or just feel like I'm I shouldn't be there like I'm out of place like even when I was just at the Oscar parties like I felt so awkward being there that I was like why am I here it's like what am I doing here it's like why am I invited to this place and then I just get so in my head about it that I just like keep spiraling and then I'm just spiraling and spiraling and then do you think that that's it's gotten worse as you've like gotten bigger yes and no like it's easier to deal with because I feel like I've you know accepted it more and like talking about it like helps so much like even the fact that I would like try and hide it and then I just like sit here and have many panic attacks by myself but even me coming here and being like hey I'm so nervous yeah like talking about it and like letting people know helps so much because then they like work with me on it and I don't feel so like scared I get what you're saying like I didn't really have ever social anxiety in my life until like the past few years and I feel the same way with you like when I walk into dude the event I saw you at I was fully having a panic attack and when I saw you we had met once over FaceTime and I like you're like what's your name again i'm like no i know i know but we but it's like when you're in environments where like i don't usually go to those events so i can relate is there anything your friends do to help you in those moments um yeah like i'll if i'm feeling really like weird and uncomfortable i start to like kind of separate like not even separate like i'll still be standing right next to them but i'll allow like the circle to kind of close a little where i'll kind of just be staring at everyone's backs and they like know to make sure it's open and like my friend the other day like put his hand around my waist and like pushed me into the circle so that I could be part of the conversation he's like stop like putting yourself like stop not talking when you were younger even though you had social anxiety like were you like what was your personality were you outgoing I honestly don't think I had social anxiety until people started knowing who I was so like until like my Instagram started to grow that's when I like got nervous because I was like a crazy child I would love to like put on performances for my like my family my my dad had these like medicine balls and I would like put them in my like my little tank top that had a built-in bra when I was like seven and like start bouncing them up like I was just like funny and like super outgoing and then one day I was just like became a little hermit yes your life changed at 13 years old when you became friends with someone who's one of the most famous people now in the world but from what I read you met at a bookstore where did you read this dude I read it online at Barnes and Noble I was like did Stoss work at Barnes and Noble we did meet at Barnes and Noble okay thank you you're like where did you read that I'm like is it true you're like yeah I worked there but like how do people know that dude I don't know I was literally just googled it I was googling you okay I was doing my due diligence okay but how did attending a fan event turn into like oh it wasn't a fan event wait I thought it was like

13:43it was like a no no we were holding we oh we did take a photo like maybe that's how people know we were holding like books but it was like a fully friend hangout like my friend who was good friends with her brought me and we all like met up like in there's this place called the calabasas commons okay and when we were in middle school it was friday night it curfew was 10 p.m friday night if you weren't dropped off at the commons at 7 p.m like you weren't you weren't cool so you get dropped off at 7 p.m walk around like go into the restaurants and like just do a bunch of shit stupid like literally walk back and forth up and down yeah yeah and so we met at barnes and nobles on one of the friday hangs i quite literally not at a fucking fan event dude i was like i just have to ask her this one question i literally thought you showed up to her book release and i was like damn like stoss met kylie at a book release and then they became besties and i was gonna ask you I'm like, how did you like go up and approach her to be friends if she's like signing your book?

14:49I was also like, did she write a book? Hey, can I get your number? Stas, do not ever work at Barnes and Noble. Okay. Can you at least explain how did you meet? Because after that, your life changed. We met through friends. Okay. So when was the first time that you remember being like photographed by paparazzi?

15:09Oh, honestly, like not within like the first year of our friendship. Okay. like like after we were really friends like after we were already you know then we and we would also used to like fuck with them like there's photos of us and like juicy tracksuits and like we didn't know what the fuck paparazzi was like it was so new uh meet to me one but to her too so there's photos and we would be like like posing for them remember the duck face like we literally would do that there's photos on the internet was it weird i'm trying to put myself in like 14 year old Alex. Oh, it was so weird. But it was also like funny.

15:45Yeah. Like it was like, I was like, what is happening? What did your family think about you being like starting to become in the public eye? I don't even know. I haven't even asked them. Call your dad right now. I mean, I know that they're proud of me. I just like, I don't know what they thought about it when I was younger. That's actually a good question. I want to ask him like, what did you think? I'm trying to think of like, you're technically still a high schooler. He probably thought it was so weird did they like ever tell you not to go out or something like were they strict no no they weren't strict so you got to just like I had a curfew but like I like practically lived at Kylie's house so you were just like doing your thing and like your parents weren't like freaking out like we saw these photos and you're giving gang signs like dad that's a piece they like they have my location like on my phone my dad still has my location on my phone because I'll like fly to New York and I'll forget to like tell him that I'm leaving so if he doesn't have my location he has a panic attack so he has my location on on his phone he always has he's like are you and you know oh sorry oh sorry he's like we were supposed to have dinner tonight across the world like shit sorry about the club um no i just like would check in with them like call them every hour okay always keep them updated on like where i was so i was good about that so they trusted me yeah and they also like would always talk to my friend's parents before like I would even sleep at someone's house and then once like they got to like know yeah what I was doing and like where I was going and knew that I was safe then they were just chill being 14 years old and like having pictures taken of you and it must have been weird for you because you're like I know that I'm like I'm not doing much like I'm just standing here like why I'm just like getting my photo taken like it's a weird experience but now are you used to paparazzi yeah like you're not freaked out by it anymore does it give you social anxiety though because I'm not talking you're like I look so fucking good I'm not talking and I just like walk okay so that so it's mostly talking yes you're okay getting photographed I'm completely fine getting photographed I actually love photo shoots it's one of my favorite things to do really I love to like get dressed up and do a photo shoot get hair and makeup and like put a cool outfit on and take photos it's only talking I don't know why it's talking with it's honestly with camera without camera like speaking it's just speaking for some reason it throws me off when I'm not comfortable with the person okay got it but even like now like I'm obviously I'm more comfortable like we have a little bit of vodka that's yeah okay I'm taking another sip okay that was that was it so far you're okay right this is not painful you're doing great oh this is fun I like your little like you know research too let me just clarify one more time stas did not work at barnes and noble i will be firing my i was not a fan at a book reading when i was reading i'm sorry i can't get over that's like the one trailer of the episode is that what it says it literally said stas went to barnes and noble for a fan book signing and met kylie there and i was like damn like like how did people can now look up to you like dreams do come true man like people like i wanted to be friends with harry styles you just walk right into the book signing and boom start talking to him stops will give you the advice on how to do it you created a business for yourself on social media you've bought a house wait did i sold my house you're moving a lot you got a dog you're done with the dog you already sold your house i sold my house and i'm doing like a lease back right now.

19:13Didn't you literally just renovate the entire fucking thing? I redid the backyard because the part where you're supposed to like tan was it was like shady all day so I moved the tanning portion. Do you tan your face? No. Neither. I wear a hat. Yeah. And then I'll like put the towel. I love the definitive like no. This part of my body is safe and this part is tan. So smart. But I oil I like really I'm really bad with my body. Okay. Because I love to be like super dark. I get spray tans weekly. So when it's summer and it's hot out and the UV is high, I'm out there just like cooking. It's creepy that we all know each other's lives through Instagram.

19:50And I'm like, you just redid your house. And you're like, I've never had you over. I'm like, I think I saw it on social media. I'm like, what about the backyard? I mean, that's kind of what you sign up for when you post your shit all over YouTube and Instagram and everywhere else. So now you're looking for a new house. Yeah. Does it feel surreal to you that you can just like do this? or you kind of oh 100 like it's so weird and I honestly like a lot of the times feel what's the right word here I feel I wouldn't say bad but I it makes me feel weird because my family is not in the same like position as I am so I feel weird being like oh I want this this and this and then like my dad's in an apartment and then I'm like how am I getting this big house for myself but not get it like not getting him a house dude or my sister a house or like you know it just makes me feel weird sometimes listen I totally get that I'm in a similar situation right now where like it's it's amazing you for yourself yeah having success but when you change your lifestyle like it's weird to have like you want to take care of everyone but you also have to live for the rest of your life and take care of yourself and you don't know how it's all gonna like long it's gonna last you gotta be smart it's like it's a lot it's a lot

21:24we're transitioning to fun okay you can only smoke weed or drink for the rest of your life Like, what are you doing? Drink. I get like panic attacks when I smoke weed. I was going to ask, do you smoke? I don't smoke. I can smoke. I can smoke with my two friends, Sydney and Victoria, if I've had a little to drink. And we've all had a little to drink. Because when I smoke, I feel like I get so stupid. And I laugh at everything for too long. And all my friends smoke all the time. So they don't get as affected as I do with weed. So I'm sitting there and I'm like, I feel so self-conscious. It amplifies my anxiety because even with my best fucking friends, I'm like, I feel like I'm being weird right now.

22:02Like, why did I just say that? Or why did I laugh so long? Or whatever it is. Like, oh, this one time I got high and I was by myself and I went upstairs and went to bed. And then I was like, I like hit the stove. I turned the stove on when I was walking upstairs. Walk back downstairs. Make sure all the knobs are good. Walk upstairs. My hip like touches the stove. I get back in bed. Oh, my God. My hip touched the stove. It turned the stove on. my gas is on so i go downstairs eye level with the stove like checking all the knobs like i get so paranoid it's like this isn't fun dude you're like is someone in my house right now yes like and you know like everything dude i i relate to that a lot though because smoking can be so fun at times if you're trying alone but in a group setting like you've got to really have some tolerance because you can fucking go down a spiral and the saddest thing though is when you're sitting there with your thoughts you're like did i just sound dumb and you can't get rid of it like how do you get rid of it okay so you're drinking for the rest of your life no smoking no smoking okay if your best friend was here right now how would she describe drunk Stassi hmm I don't know fun crazy the life of the party I love that answer you kind of exude that energy thanks what is to you life of the party mean I don't know I just like to make sure everyone's having a good time everyone's like flowing dancing everything's set up good the vibes are great everyone's comfortable you're this like caring loving maternal my friends call me mama like I have a group chat with me and all my boys stop it you're like no I have a group chat with me and all my guy friends and it's called mama and her boys okay so you kind of are like this maternal figure where did that come from I honestly don't know I've always been like that that's always like everyone calls me when they need some like help with something do you think you're a people pleaser probably a little do you ever feel like with all of your life successes and like your fame like do you ever feel like you're like taken advantage of i don't think so i feel like i have a really small group of people around me smart i mean not small i have a group so i have like nine nine people but like out of those people like i don't i'm not close with anyone else got it like i don't like we have a group chat and yeah it has nine people but that's the only the only thing i text in all day if it's not like my family okay we're at a pregame okay where is stassi are you at the oxcord are you pouring shots are you taking pictures of the girls like definitely pouring shots okay definitely making the drink and taking photos love that we like to like get ready and then everyone will meet at my house and then we'll make drinks and make tiktoks okay so your pregame is everyone gets ready alone like makeup we get ready on facetime love that if we're if we're if we're not together we're getting ready on facetime do you coordinate outfits no we don't coordinate but we tell each other what each other is wearing so we can catch a vibe so make sure we're all like on the same vibe no one's in like a dress and stilettos and sneakers and baggy pants like if one's gonna be uncomfortable we're all gonna be uncomfortable if someone's gonna be comfortable we're all gonna be comfortable remember when you were younger i don't know if you ever had this but when girls are like insecure and they would like want their friend to not look as good and they're like you should wear that I don't understand that I'm the first person to be like bitch take that off you look nuts that does not look good sell those jeans go to wastelands dude I respect that because it's like that means you're secure with yourself that you're not trying to like I'm just like why would you want that like I don't I never understood that mentality because I just want everyone to feel comfortable and look good feel good totally and like feel good with themselves and then everyone has so much more fun when you feel like good about totally how like you're like as shitty as that kind of sounds it no it makes you feel better to go out when you feel good about your appearance and that's just it like if i look like shit i'm like fuck you're so right because like there's nothing better than going out one night and when you're like i look fucking amazing you have a better fucking like exude that energy and everyone like and then everyone's like kind of drawn to you that's why i'm like confidence like no matter what even when I feel the shittiest if I'm leaving my house I'm like you're a fucking sexy bitch and then I walk out the door and I just will think that and you know have drinks make to make myself think that even more try and exude that energy because if I don't then I'm just gonna be sitting there like thinking about it all night when you leave the house what is like a night where you're like oh fuck like I don't I feel ugly like what would you is there something like you sometimes have worn that you're like why did I do this or like a hairstyle you've ever tried like when are you like fuck why did I do I won't like I'll just go fix it okay because I'm like I can't have fun I'm like why would I go to like I'll be 20 minutes late to this dinner and like feel better about myself than to sit there the whole time and not talking to anyone and like maybe coming off as rude or like you know not engaging oh my god that scared the shit out of me Henry okay so you're you're just saying like you will be rather late than like feel like shit yeah because I'm like more you know just me like talkative just feeling good are you usually on time

27:13you're like you know what we don't need to call each other out on everything i like to say i'm on time most of the time next question okay i try to be but sometimes you can't help it you know what though i respect that and I'm actually going to take that from you of like if you don't feel good why not be 20 minutes late especially if it's with like a group of friends going out and fucking make sure you feel better about yourself like I don't need to rush myself to go to dinner with a nice guy you do not need to like I get it if it's like an event and like you have to be there at a certain time and you know you're gonna miss the event if you don't then then that's the situation where like you get ready I get ready like three hours before I'm supposed to leave my house and glam only takes two hours so I give myself an extra hour in case the glam goes longer in case I need to fix something in case my outfit doesn't end up working out like I always give myself extra time when I know that there's actually a time I need to be somewhere very smart but if it's just like a random night and I end up hating something I'm like okay leave without me I'll meet you guys there you're like meet you at Craig's in 45 minutes we'll fucking catch you later order my honey trouble chicken the bread so good okay what is your ideal night out I love to have nights at my house are my favorite nights fun so I love to we'll have like dinner at my dining room table like set it up all cute and then we'll go to my living room and my kitchen and we'll just like play games and do you like going to clubs still I I go to clubs every once in a while but I'm not really club girl i like to be able to have which this is gonna contradict everything i'm saying i like to have conversations like to be able to talk i have social anxiety i hate speaking but i love conversations but like house parties with my friends yeah that doesn't give me anxiety okay that makes sense so i like to be able to in a club you can't like have conversation you're all just standing there dancing listening to music and drinking totally there's no any sort of talking happening unless you want to scream to the person next to you no no so i like to be able to like sit down talk go outside you know just dance yeah yeah I get that okay you have a lot of friends the internet is fascinated by your girl group and I guess guy group because you literally just said there's nine people in your group well that's like my girl group chat I have a few my boy my guy one is separate how many group chats do you have I have like four or five but some of them like are with other people with like at it like they're confusing okay like we have one with all all nine of us and then I have one with like five of them and like two other friends and then I have one with my two friends that are in the nine group chat but we just like I don't know they're it's all confusing who is your go-to though like when you're dealing with family shit or like you get bad news my friend Victoria okay that's your go-to how long have you guys known each other for like 10 years how do you think outsiders view your friend group I would hope that they would like think it was cute like we're all just we all just like love each other so much and like support every little thing that we do and just want like each other to succeed so I would hope that would like make other friend groups want to do that first like what you were talking about earlier when friend groups like want someone to like not look good so they look better like we genuinely just want all of all of us to like succeed and like do the best that we could do and we're fun okay I was gonna say like if someone walks into a party and your whole group is there are you guys like the loud ones the fun ones like intimidating like what do you think is your vibe I think we're fun and I think we I think you're a little probably intimidating oh right right you're like oh I thought we were fun I thought we I think we like tap into everyone okay you do like because when we go out we have our core group and we'll start together and we'll all put our stuff down at like the same table okay but then like i won't see like some of them for the whole night okay because we like tap into everyone that's around us that's fun and then sometimes we have nights where we're just like okay that's fun to know so if people see you out like it's not like you're like we only sit together you're not like the mean girls not that you're like we're not moving i don't know okay that's good who in your friend group matches your party energy all of them we're all everyone psycho you're like every single one of the nine oh crazy really well mainly i would say it's like me victoria carter sydney it's all of us drew kelsey like wait no we're all it's it's i would yeah we're all nuts i'm wondering why do i feel like you're the type of person that like someone wouldn't know that you're like that fucked up okay everyone tells me that like I read your like I will be like black out and wake up with the hangover scaries and be like you guys what the fuck did I do last night I was blacked out and they'd be like you were drunk I thought you were sober dude I don't you give off that vibe that like you keep your shit together but once you know me I have this look in my eye and you can tell that no one's home when is the last time you like had like an awful fucking like did I don't even know the last time I like threw up from alcohol like I've never thrown up from alcohol okay the biggest flex she's ever come at me with I've actually I did throw up once when I was 30 like oh shit you're like cut that out okay it's okay the police aren't gonna come in here and be like you drank at 13 saucy I wasn't actually I was like I was definitely like 15 it's okay I drank it I think a lot of people I like to be dramatic I was definitely like 15 16 okay i'm gonna get arrested i'm like 25 do you get hung over sometimes depending on like okay so okay she's like here we go here we go here we go if i take like you know those little puff things yeah if i have a night and i'm drinking and like sometimes i'll say like i'm a social smoker like i love to like hit a little something when i'm drinking if i hit a puff i I wake up so hungover because I feel like once I hit it once, then I'm like addicted to it.

33:25Got it. And I want to hit it all night. And then I'm smoking this little fucking vape all night. And you can smoke them anywhere. I don't know what it does to me. I get so hungover. But if I have like a little hit of a cigarette, I'm fine. So you don't get that hungover though, but it's from those. Like if you're just drinking, you're okay. I have to be from them. If I'm just drinking, then I'm fine. You were, I have to ask this. You were part of a dramatic friend scandal breakup. Are you still friends with Jordan Woods? Oh, no. Okay. Okay. Okay. That's true. For my own reasons. I would like to, this is the first time I'm ever saying this, but it's for my own reasons.

34:03Okay. It's not, I wasn't following anyone else. I've had my own reasons and that's it. Love the clarification.

34:23you have vlogs where you're very open about the work that you have had done how did you come to the decision to be so open about it and like vlog about certain things hmm I don't like I feel like everyone there's such a stigma on plastic surgery and I feel like whether you say that you've done it or whether you don't say you've done it people are going going to find a way to say something about it and like make it a negative thing and I just like don't really care for me I was just like this is what's happening in my life and you know I'm blogging about it I always see comments of people being like you need to own up yeah you need to own up you need to tell everyone and then it's also no one needs to tell anyone anything if they don't want to then if they do come out and say it it's like we knew it you fake bitch and it's like you're so fake like whatever it's a very double standard i agree with you if you say it it's like wow you're fake and if you don't it's like you're a liar and exactly but it's also like oh you're setting the beauty standards and people and you're not saying what you're doing so you're making people think that you naturally look like this but then you say it and then they're like oh you're fake as fuck like money can't really buy looks like people go on and like say the nastiest shit yeah and it's like what about it just being like you wanted to do it for yourself yeah like I wanted to feel good about my titties so I did I did them other things too and that's and that's that and I don't owe that to anyone and I don't need to like tell anyone but like I don't care to like if someone comes and one of my friends asks me something I'll be like oh yeah do this I literally got my lips tattooed yesterday because like when you get lip filler it like ruins the color of your lip naturally like I my lips were so pink and then you get filler and it I swear it like makes your lips turn almost like white a little so I like got them tattooed and then it like is this dark color and it peels off and then it just becomes like a natural pink it looks really good so that I don't have to wear lip liner all the time it looks really good thank you what was the first procedure you had done lip filler not at a good place like do your research okay I like didn't do it good I looked like like not cute I had to dissolve it all get it redone I have like this thing where I talk out of one side of my mouth and one side of my mouth sits higher than the other side and I've tried to correct it with lip filler so many times that it ends up just looking worse and now that I like dissolved it all and just like tried to even them out as much when I'm not speaking I still like all my comments are her lips are lopsided like you're so botched I'm like I literally have like a drop of lip filler on one side of my lip what does it make you feel when people comment that shit I don't really care I've like let it get to me so many times and now I'm just like you don't know me I don't know you so like how are you gonna to sit here and like comment on me like sit and like talk about my lips like I'm sorry that's how I talk like I talk one side of my mouth that's how I was born so you want to make fun of how I was born and like say that it was my lip fillers when it's just the way that I speak and the way that my mouth sits and the way my jaw moves like now you're just being mean and that sucks like think about that no one wants to get work done and not have it look good so like think about like okay someone's getting work done and doesn't look good like do you really think that's how they wanted it to turn out so that's like shitty and then they like spend all this money and they don't like the way that they look that's like sad to me like I feel bad like I'm not gonna sit there and comment and like be like oh you look so fucking ugly like your lips are so fucked like no I'm gonna like if I know the person like reach out like give a recommendation if they like want to talk about it but you know and I've said that so many times on my YouTube too I'll be like I know you guys are gonna fucking come for my lips again like you always do and like still my comments are mean and I'm like okay well if all you mean people have something to say like maybe if you commented like hey girl like I totally get what you're going through like here's a place that I've seen on Instagram that like whatever I'd be like oh my god that person's so nice I actually really appreciate that point though you're like hey like if someone's getting work done they're trying to either enhance something that they like or fix an insecurity that's what it is anyone whether it's all the way down to editing a photo or getting work done guys I get it but like come on do you want to know why I did it it's because I felt like fucking shit about myself and like when you're talking about it it's like wait that's such a good point if like someone's like oh that's botched or that's not cute I also hate that so much because with the editing thing your body could look completely different from one minute to like 10 minutes like I'll be in the gym and I'll be doing my abs and my abs will be poking out and obviously that's when I take my story like my abs will be poking out but then I'll go and have a protein smoothie and then like eat a whole fucking lunch and my abs aren't showing anymore and then they're then they'll compare photos like same day look at the difference like oh she photoshopped that I feel like everyone's body has changed so much you're bloated you're on vacation like I got this one photo like sneaky taken of me at a pool and I was blacked out and I was like sitting and I'm like sitting like this and I'm like yeah okay when I sit like this I have like a roll that hangs out versus when I'm stretching and posing and like my abs are popping out and I'm like how are you gonna like compare two different poses and like yeah everyone's body like moves have you ever gotten anything done that you regretted I wouldn't say regret okay I would say that I've gotten stuff done that I didn't like the results but not regret okay fixable so you're saying that like something you didn't like the outcome but if you had gotten it somewhere else you would have still wanted it but you didn't like the result or you would take it back I wouldn't take it back okay you just didn't like the outcome yeah well at do you want to specify at the time I wanted it and for the time I liked it but I have taken it back and you've never spoken about your butt have you had butt implants I have not had butt implants the only implants that I have are in my titties and I'm not saying that I haven't done other things and I haven't you know moved some things around or you know whatever the case may be but I yeah just like feel like I was at a point in my life when I was younger and I felt like my lips needed to be big and my boobs needed to be big and you know everything your butt my butt needed to be big and like over the past like couple years it's I like made my implants smaller I've you know tried to make everything smaller because I just like the more natural look and I feel like you know you get caught up when you're younger you like don't really know like like if you ask me even like something like a simple question years ago versus now like you're you change you grow up you like learn things you see things differently and like for me it's just like I like to look like I want to look natural I don't want to look plastic I don't want to look fake I don't want to look like you know I want to look natural I want to look like me we as women are made to feel like we need to fit a mold exactly and and so I respect you for being honest about it because it's obvious but also you're made to feel like am I I can't say anything yeah like it's like such a taboo thing to say and then and then people like we were saying earlier earlier hate you for not saying something or think you're so fake for not saying something but the second you open up about it they're like oh that fake bitch and I'm like Like, no, I was just really fucking young and stupid.

42:08And like, maybe I don't like to talk about it because I don't like the decision I made when I was fucking 18 to like now me being almost 25, like trying to reverse my dumbness. And like, maybe it's something I am self-conscious about that I don't like about myself that I like, you know, I'm working to fix. For a while, it was like tit implants. It's like, oh God, it used to be like such a thing. And now it's like, oh, she got her tits done. Yeah, like I had to fix my implant the other day and I was like, new hair, new tits. Yeah. Yeah. It's like so like fine to say. But if anyone's like, oh, I got my butt done.

42:42It's like, you did. You did. Oh, my God. You're the devil. And now it's like the more natural version of it. Like I have like friends who like you would never guess. And they've done it. So do you regret when you see your friends like that and you're like, fuck. And I'm like, fuck, I did it so early. I didn't know what I was doing. I should have waited and done that. Do you think you had this moment of realizing you didn't maybe want certain things you did as much and like you went a little too far? I don't know. There was this one moment where I was like, it was. I was just like so insecure being like, I hate this.

43:15Like, I don't want to get in a bathing suit in front of anyone. And I was in Greece and like I'm Greek, so I can understand Greek. And I was in Greece and I was walking on the beach and I heard this guy talk about me like behind my back being like something like. oh, look at her. Like, she's so like, she's full of plastic. And I like heard him say that and I want to start crying. And I was like, this is so fucked. I'm about to start crying. And yeah, I was like, fuck this. It's even down to like makeup and hair coloring. It's like we're as women in a really weird position where like we've been made to feel like our looks are so important.

43:56Like so important. and especially in this like industry it's like if you're not if you have like one slip up and you're like not looking your best one time and someone gets a photo it's like immediately you're a catfish immediately you're fucked you're botched you're this you're that yeah it's like you can't have one day where you like are just like hey I want to like show up with my fucking hair in a ponytail you can see all my extensions I have no makeup on like I'm just chilling I want to get lunch i do think that you should also be happy with yourself in just terms of like life and growing up and the fact that you're like oh i'm realizing you know what like i want to be just like natural style see like that's kind of dope too though you're at that point in your life i mean it's a little too late for that like i'm trying to get there what were your normal tit size my boobs were always big one was just bigger than the other okay and they were like a little saggy you got the leg here so i got a little lift painful i mean i've had like such problems with my boobs i've had to fix them like multiple times i have like really thin skin so my implants like fallen out of the pocket like multiple times like dude my friend carter was telling me this story i don't even remember it it was like coachella like two years ago and like my skin just like is so thin so it like stretches and he was telling me that i was like wasted and or i was super hung over something i don't even remember and he was like trying to get me out of bed to go to this day party and i was like carter i literally i'm not going anywhere my implant just flipped i was like i was like no way i said that and i remember like oh my god my implant like actually like flipped over one time wait so it's like up by like your no like like i just like flipped like the back was i don't know why we're laughing this is really not funny it's really not funny but i had to like you know fix it i put like an internal bra and like hold my implant in my boob i remember my mom had this saying of like you can you can get a tattoo if you wait for a full two years and you still want that exact same exactly do you think that there should be like an age limit we're allowed to get this shit done that's really yeah that I don't know that's such an interesting question because like for me like it is an age thing but I also feel like it's a times thing yeah so it's like yeah if it was still the same as it was when I was 18 and like when I was 21 if the trend was still kind of the same thing right then yeah I would have probably done the same thing at 21 verse 18 but it wasn't and it's not and it's like just it's it's like why how are you gonna change your whole life based on like a trend that's like a couple years dude no it's crazy because we think about like cargo pants are back in and we're like oh and then I'll throw like low-rise jeans yeah low-rise but like completely different yeah like an ass and like tits and like lips and it's like it's like you're cosmetically changing your being like first like throwing away some jeans yeah okay we're gonna do a little rapid fire oh fuck yes this is like kind of like our ending game okay who is the last person you searched on instagram i don't have my phone get your phone it was a clothing company oh cute because you were like purchasing off of there I was asking them to give me clothes I wanted free shit well they give me clothes I was asking for their new stuff who is pinned for your text messages pinned I have Victoria just like a solo Victoria solo Victoria is she the first yeah and then I have Alexis my manager just god forbid crisis happens as it's happening here today on ColorDone and then it was just Alexis and Victoria but I was me and my friend Devin were out drinking and she has like a hundred pinned and I was like why isn't my pinned and she was like well you don't have mine pinned so then we pinned each other's you know what's weird about pinning is it's harder for you to see the message versus when it's oh in the chat a new one would move up and move up in the chat where the others are just like it doesn't move it just like sometimes shows if you have a new one and I overlook it sometimes so I actually don't really like the pin sorry Victoria missing all your time I've got a lot of texts.

48:26I have 89 texts from just sitting in this podcast. 89 since we've been sitting here? 89 since we started. Who is texting you? Three of my group chats. Wow. Who is the most famous person that you've hooked up with? You're like, you're a joke. Come on. I don't know. Okay, give me at least one of the first initials of someone famous that you've hooked up with. First initial? Yeah, of their name. Oh, I can do S. oh sorry

49:03I'm really crying and I'm drunk and I'm sweating and I'm just emotional okay a recent purchase you spent too much money on

49:14my tits

49:22oh really expensive really expensive really expensive okay okay okay what is the longest you've gone without sex honestly a long time seven months okay you're single right now more than that but like recently okay are you vibrating a lot of course okay keep it in my shower are you are you single are you happy being single i mean i want to have a baby in two years i literally told myself i want to have a kid at 22 24 26 and 28 and be done with kids four kids by the time i was 28 and then have my 30s to be like sexy raising my kids i get my bod back and like be cute with my kids so far you have no kids and i'm also like what the fuck was i thinking yeah like i'm still i'm still figuring my shit out i can barely take care of myself how would you rate your head game sex for me is so funny because i feel like people look at me and they have this like idea that i'm like some like sex creature because my body and like you know just like i don't know and i'm just like really like i'm even like more anxiety about sex than I am about social settings like I don't like to like just have sex with people it's not my thing you're not fucking everyone in LA no absolutely not not that I think anyone thought that but I just want I feel like people think that do that okay I definitely think people think that I just like everyone when you go on dates with guys I've been on one date in my whole life I don't know I have like I like have such bad anxiety that I'm scared to go on dates like I'm too scared to go so you when you are just like hooking up with a guy you just are hanging in the house it's usually my friends okay so it's usually like in a like a hang setting like in a hang setting like okay like we're like it's a friend yeah we're hanging out and like we end up like you know being my little fling do you find yourself in those more than dating yes you just kind of like have a situation and then you move on yeah I like was in a relationship when I was really young and I got cheated on and it was like traumatizing that was kind of and I don't know if it was like public or not I feel like people think I was the one who cheated but I just got cheated on and I and I haven't been in a relationship I feel like I haven't been the same since i've been in like little flings but i wouldn't call them like oh i had like a full boyfriend do you want one i wouldn't like oppose let's start it right here call her daddy someone please take this poor girl on a date but then but then they're gonna ask me on a date and i'm gonna be too nervous to go i'm gonna be like i'm sorry can we hang out with all my friends together and then maybe after we hang out for the first time with my friends like oh my god i'll tell you who after but this guy this guy that i've been crushing on i dm'd him what did you i didn't dm him i i posted a story of like the movie i was watching right and tagged him like and then i hit it so no one could see that i tagged it so it appeared in his dm pause that's fucking brilliant oh you hide the tag i've never like i'm just watching this movie casually hide the tag it appears in their dms and then he dm'd me back and it was like hold on check mark yes um but then he invited me like to hawaii and i was like i'm not going to hawaii to meet you please like i don't know you like come meet me at the nice guy or something right and like you know nothing ever happened with it because i wouldn't go to it because i was too nervous can you give us a um musician actor sports man actor actor what do you have a type i don't have a type it was

53:31i if we could keep all this in i would literally this would be like the number one show in the world like my dms are insane i can't even imagine but like i don't answer them why because i don't I have this thing I don't like find people attractive or like I can't like I downloaded Raya for a second like I and I wouldn't hurt anyone so I would just go and I would just look just because I was bored and like just x everyone and I don't find people attractive unless I like speak to them in person and like have a conversation I feel the same way we don't vibe and we can't and we can't have a conversation and I feel awkward talking to you then I'm not gonna like you but if conversation flows easy and we're like yeah friends and we can have a conversation then I start to like you okay my next question how are you coming like what position during sex is your best way to get off um it really depends on the person I like to be on top because then you can control it on top front or reversed front but I also love a good missionary yeah with like a pillow under me underrated i feel like for girls the way that it feels good for girls on top it is not the way that it feels really good for guys if that makes sense yeah like the way that it the way that a guy wants you to ride isn't how it feels good for us right like it's not the bouncing he wants you to be like just like bouncing up and down and it's like more like a grind because when you're going grinding up.

55:07And they don't get that. And they're like selfish. They're like, come on, baby. Like, get on your, um, put your bottom of your feet on the mattress and get in that squat position. And I'm like, less of that, my guy. Yeah, like a pogo stick? No. At this point, I'll like, turn around, just hit it from the back. Like, leave me alone. I'm not doing all this work for you. If I'm doing work, it's for me. Do you guys usually want to hit it from behind for the obvious? Honestly?

55:37I would, I don't know. Not, it's like, it's never like the first thing. But even like, even like, not even the first position, but like not even like the first time sometimes with someone. It's not like. Maybe they're intimidated. Yeah, like they can't handle it back there.

55:58They're like, I'm going to look small in there. I'm nervous. Am I big enough? Okay, I love you. Okay. okay what is the wildest kink someone has asked you to be a part of in the bedroom this is so fact my dog you know that what i give away i had a bark collar for her you put on yourself there's reasons why this dog left you for your sister and we are now getting terrified as i would take it off and put it on and then he would have the remote control and control it oh wait because it can close in on your and i would like shock the back of my neck like i would wear it like a collar and then press the shock button and like turn it higher if i was like not behaving you're like electric fence bitch wait did it hurt or was just like a oh it was like oh so we're learning something about you i know every minute it's so good morning sex or late night sex depends on the person like why i don't know

57:07i honestly like late night better because you like get ready for bed you like brush your teeth morning sex is always like for me i'm like don't touch me unless i brush my teeth so if it's right when we wake up then it's like oh is a side or like a back and sometimes i like to yeah the side Night in the morning isn't that bad. No, it's not bad. I wouldn't say it's bad. But I would prefer the night for me. Yeah. Like I like the, you know, embrace each other. What was that thing you were going to go? I was like, bring it. Give it to me. Have you ever had a guy that like won't make out with you during sex?

57:41Absolutely not. I've had girls write in and be like, my boyfriend like won't really like kiss me while we fuck. Do you easily get off from someone going out down on you? If they're good at it. I know. do we do you know what's so sad i remember i had lana rhodes on and we were talking about when the guy is going down and he's so earnestly like going at it and you're like oh my god like this is so awful and you're like okay just come fuck me like yeah like literally you pull them up you're like okay okay and you're like transition to like come on like it's so awful when they don't get it i wonder if they know that and the fact that you've said that that's like the girl's code secret when a guy's not good at going down on you you just pull him up come here baby fuck me fuck you're acting like you can't like anymore you can't you want them so bad but it's like because when in reality you're like i can't do this anymore who is your last missed call and should we call them back right now because it's rude to leave people on you know it's kylie i was gonna say call them back but you don't need to okay she called me three times there's an emergency should you call her back she's like no i can't be like i'm like i can't no it's i just she's probably just asking if i'm still going to her house but i'm just gonna meet her there you're gonna show up so drunk i'm going now i'm gonna have to okay two more deep ones deep yeah okay what are you insecure about

59:08i don't know

59:14a lot some days some days nothing okay it depends on the day honestly i don't say that a lot you're feeling a little insecure a lot of women are listening be relatable saucy everything body face fucking anything the way i speak like some days i'll be insecure about like my fucking feet or some days I'll be like oh I hate my fucking tattoos I don't want to show them or I'm feeling fat or like whatever it is like I feel like we pick out at ourselves so much that I try and just like you know not to let it get to me but there's definitely days where I'm like wow I fucking hate myself like um I just want to lay in bed cry what's something that nobody on the internet knows about you but like your close friends know about you I mean I feel like just like everyone thinks that you know I came from this like rich family and like I'm like a stuck up little bitch who like has had everything handed to her in life and that's not the case like I had to work for what I have and like yeah I had an advantage and I'll never like think that I didn't but I've worked hard to like take care of me and my family and other people around me you've had a lot of like ties to people because you have friends that are famous people probably want all this information from you and how do you like staying loyal to the people in your life without compromising who you are and in moments of chaos in like the tabloids like I'm sure people are like Stas do you like have the tea do you know like how do you I feel like the people that I'm closest to who would like ask me questions about other people that they know I would know wouldn't even ask me because they have enough respect for me to like not put me in that position damn so that's what I love about like my friend group and you know if something's getting written in the tabloids they're not going to be like oh Stas is this true or not like they know that like I'm not going to tell them or I would be like oh I don't know or whatever it is the I've never had really an awkward moment except for like once when I would just be like oh I don't know I don't know yet from my understanding I don't know um but they just you know I think they respect me enough to like not ask me that and I've never had any randoms like or not random so like acquaintances even feel comfortable enough to ask me questions about other people you're kind of that like ride or die chick that like you're keeping I just want to protect everyone yeah I remember following you on social media so long ago and like not having really much about you other than like she's a really hot chick and she looks like she's got a cool life so it's cool to sit down with you and I know you don't do interviews and I appreciate you sitting down with me because it gives like more insight into who you are your background without getting too deep and just like chilling with you and talking with you has been fun so I appreciate you it's been so fun I appreciate you my first and only interview so don't ask me again do another one you're like i'm never coming back on goodbye no i'll come on i'll come on call your daddy anytime you want me this is the best thing ever i had so much fun i mean i'm like tipsy having fun talking to like a friend so fun it's not scary when i do an interview i get so scared because i feel like they want me to fuck up something and like say something fucked and try and like trip your words up that's not the goal we're trying to have fun we're just trying Have fun and drink some sunny.

1:02:51Cheers, bitch. I love you. Love you. Love you. Oh, fuck. I have one sip left. I have one sip left.