“Pretty” 20-Yr-Old Girl Kills Her Male Dates For Being “Needy”, But Men Want To "Fix Her"

31:33I was out for two days. He wakes up and he texts her. What did you put in that drink? The doctor told my mom twice that I could have never woken up. Like it was that bad. The bakery, the owner, the employees, they've all been shaking in their boots, frightened beyond comprehension because they assumed it was something they did with the baked goods by accident. I mean, it was a very dramatic scene. The ambulance showed up. It doesn't make sense, but I'm alive now and I have no idea what happened and she won't talk to me. And the police are taking notes and they ask if that woman, if his girlfriend looks familiar to the woman in the two motel CCTV footages.

32:07He's like, yeah, that's my girlfriend. Well, ex-girlfriend, 20-year-old Kim So-young. 20. 20. And she's not a hard woman to find. In fact, she's not even hiding. Police arrest her at her house. And just 30 minutes before her arrest, she had just posted another selfie on Instagram. And in the motel footage, her face is out and about. It's not like she's wearing a mask and hiding. And then she's just on Instagram posting her face. And all of these selfies, she puts a lot of selfies on Instagram. She's always pouting at the camera while subtly, but not subtly emphasizing her cleavage with the hashtag, hashtag followers, welcome hashtag cool tone, beauty, follow for follow, mutual follow likes DM.

32:42They bring her in for questioning and she innocently tells them, I don't, I didn't know they died. I didn't think it was that dangerous because I also take these meds myself. They're like, why would you give them meds that they're not prescribed and she said that she was just drugging these men because she didn't like dealing with conflict she's like i'm so conflict adverse i was just trying to put them to sleep she's saying you know they would spend hundreds of dollars buying me food and i'm assuming that they want to do it afterwards and i don't want to do it so i would just put them to sleep she's like i just didn't want them to be like a nuisance and try to you know initiate these intimate relations with me so I would drug them and I guess two of them just happened to die.

33:24So she does admit to killing them. A post starts going viral in South Korea and it's clearly a very, very distraught man and he's asking for advice. Would it be so bad to be pen pals with a motel killer? Hear me out. She's pretty. Normally, it's not easy to date someone that pretty. If she gets life in prison, maybe I could write letters, put some money in her commissary, visit her every now and then. I had a pen pal with a regular female inmate before. She would call me babe and act all cute while writing. And then she got out and started cheating on me. So we broke up and I was devastated. But with someone serving life, which I'm assuming she's going to get life in prison, right?

34:05She can't go anywhere. She'd be in prison forever. Isn't it actually like kind of okay? Keeping in touch just until she dies? After Kim So-young's arrest, netizens start circulating pictures of her most recent Instagram pictures, her photo shoots, and they have dubbed her, I mean, the police have dubbed her a serial killer, even though I think in the US it's like three people or more have to be victims, but there are two victims and she also drugged countless other guys who thankfully survived. But they've dubbed her the motel serial killer and netizens in South Korea have dubbed her the prettiest killer alive.

34:39In Korea, there's a whole legal process of releasing identities of perpetrators, even if they're adults. There has to be certain criteria met so the prosecutors have yet to release Kim So-young's age and name. They have now, but at this point in the story, they haven't released her name yet. But netizens are quick. They're spreading her social media pages on internet forums and it's not exactly the reaction that people were expecting because usually when people start outing perpetrators, it's like a wave of hate. Yeah. But people are like, whoa, she's so pretty. Things like this happens, right?

35:11Like, remember even in the US, Like, what was that guy's name? Yeah, yeah. The guy that everyone wanted to do. So once in a while, it just turns into like... Like a weird thing. I think it's because most of us are not... I don't even think they're conventionally attractive. But I guess most of us are not conventionally attractive. And so we all think like, oh, if we were conventionally attractive, there's not much I would want in the world. So maybe it's like the confusion of like, you're so conventionally attractive. Why are you doing all this? That's what a lot of the Korean netizens are saying.

35:40especially in a place like Korea where conventional attractiveness is valued really high. So they're just confused why she would need to kill someone when she's so hot, which is, I understand the logic is weird, but it is, I guess, a natural train of thought for people in Korea. Netizens also noticed that in her Instagram post, she doesn't have a single picture with anybody else, none, not even one where she's sitting at a restaurant and someone is sitting next to her, but she covers their face. She has zero pictures with anybody else. people are saying this is kind of odd she doesn't have any friends she doesn't have any family but she's going on so many dates this is weird other people are saying that she seems to have a fixation on this song that is now in hindsight a little bit creepy it's called damon's year by josie and the translated lyrics read whenever you look at the moon your eyes get bigger which people are like this sounds like when people are really drugged up looking at the reflection in your eyes what you love is the same as me.

36:36I see you without knowing the flowers are blooming, hugging your fine shadow, kissing you like it's the last time. Let's not get old. Take it all. So there's no regrets. Leave nothing behind my love. Good night, my crying love. And in between her second victim's death and her arrest, she posted 41 Instagram stories in post. She's obsessed with posting online. But the thing that becomes almost a second crime is what I said. everyone thinks that she is the prettiest killer alive. And by everyone, I mean just like a small portion of the internet. And they're very loud about it. Men in South Korea were going to vouch for her in the comments.

37:10Like, if you just release her to me, I'm sure I could fix her for you. She's got like the girl next door look, slightly innocent way, except all of her Instagram pictures show lots of cleavage. So like her face looks innocent, but her boobs are always out. All the pictures are angled. So it's like the main focal point is her chest. It's usually from the top down angle. That's the type of picture that she likes to post. And some men in Korea really, really, really want to save her. So for the past four months, Kim So-young has been very busy and they don't care. So the police are like, hey, guys, stop with this nonsense.

37:47We're just going to let you know what this crazy lady has been doing so you know what you're dealing with. October 25th, 2025, at a restaurant in Gangnam, a man named H collapses while drinking white wine with So-young. She calls 911. or the emergency line. He was just drinking white wine and just suddenly collapsed. Yeah, just come quickly. She's so nonchalant. Employee says the whole thing was weird. I clocked in at 5 p.m. There was a couple at one of the tables. Man was slumped over asleep on the table. At first, I thought nothing of it. But then 30 minutes later, he's still like that. So I'm like, okay, something is clearly wrong.

38:20I approached them. I just figured up until this point, if the woman needed help genuinely, she would have asked for it. But when I went over to ask her if she needs help. She told me he was passed out drunk. So I asked her, is that your boyfriend? She says, we've only been dating for like two days. I don't even know his drinking tolerance. The server checks the tab. They only had two glasses of wine ordered to the table. And the glass of wine in front of the boyfriend has a lot of wine left in it. It just felt off. Do you want me to call the emergency line for you? Sure. She calls the emergency dispatch, hands it to Soyoung and Soyoung's like, I barely know the guy.

38:56We were just drinking white wine and he passed out. Two months later, December 14th, 2025, 1120 AM, Soyoung tries to kill her boyfriend, ex-boyfriend in the bakery parking lot. He's hospitalized for two days unconscious and she's there playing the doting girlfriend. But when she gets home, she writes in her journal specifically that day, dose only knocked him out. It didn't kill him. January 24th, 2026, A man is in a karaoke bar with a girl he just met. Private room. Collapses on the ground. 911 is called. She says, he just won't wake up. I didn't know what to do. I just met him. I'm here for the first time on a date.

39:30I don't even know his home address. Like, how am I supposed to take him home? The ambulance comes. And side note, the owner of this karaoke bar said, the woman, she paid and she tried to leave alone without the man. And the man wouldn't wake up no matter how much we shook him. And it's actually company policy. If you come and get a private room, you can't leave any of your friends drunk. You have to take them with you because the business does not want to be liable for these drunk people who are passed out in these private rooms. And so I'm like, we cannot let you leave. And she's telling us, just wake him up and kick him out when you get the chance.

40:01We're like, no, our policy says you cannot leave your companions. So I told her that and that's when she rolls her eyes and she called emergency dispatch. There's a guy here who's really drunk and I keep trying to wake him up and he won't get up. He's had way too much to drink. I don't even know where he lives. This is my first time meeting him. Are you trying to take him home or are you trying to take him to the hospital? I don't know. I don't know where he lives. Like I said, I just met him today. Okay, we'll send medical and police. Her fifth and sixth victims were both found dead in motel rooms and the method of killing was the same in both.

40:32The hangover drinks in Korea. They're sold at every convenience store. They're marketed as helping your body process alcohol faster. It's like a detox. Soyeon would go home and using the back of her kitchen knife, she would crush up all of her prescription pills that she is prescribed for PTSD. She uses a piece of paper, funnels them into the hangover drink and throws those in her purse for dates. And when she goes on a date, and what's crazy about these dates is nobody approaches her. She religiously goes to the hunting bars looking for dates. She's always on Instagram at local community posts and writing things like, you like bowling?

41:09I like bowling too. We should bowl together on random guys' pages. And she'll message them. And once she's initiating these dates, Once she goes on the date, she'll be drinking with the men and she'll look up with them with a warm smile and say, oh, I have something for you. Remember how I mentioned in our text messages, I always get really bad hangovers for work and it sucks. Which, by the way, the police found evidence of these types of messages. She would say these things before the date. Well, I always carry around these hangover detox drinks to just make sure the hangover isn't bad. Here, you should try one.

41:37Instead of sobering up, these men would take the hangover drink. They would suddenly start feeling nauseous as if the world is getting distorted. their stomachs would start turning their tongues get stiff they can't talk they lose consciousness and Soyoung would just stare at them there's no particular blend of prescription pills that Soyoung cared about it's not like she was some sick twisted pharmacist she just took whatever she could get that was strong she would collect prescription pills they call it medical shopping so it's when you go around to various like psychiatric clinics to get prescription meds and just pick up at various pharmacies.

42:12And there's no sort of regulated system in Korea where certain drugs can be bypassed. Obviously, you're not going to get controlled substances. I imagine like in the US, it would be easier to get maybe two different SSRIs prescribed versus getting two Adderall prescriptions because it's not a controlled substance, the SSRIs. There's not much of an oversight system that can prevent people from doing this. And she's just experimenting with different dosages and increasing the concentration to affect the victims. It's like she's researching. And the weirdest part of each crime is her obsession with food.

42:46She's obsessed with food. All she does on these dates is consume and order large quantities of food. It's not even like she, it's weird. She likes the food, but it seems like she likes the idea of food more. It's almost like she likes the idea of spending every single dollar she can get out of these men. Like, for example, just to give you an idea, the fried chicken that she ordered. Well, first of all, that was after her second victim died in the motel room. She was laying there as he's dying on the motel bed, took his credit card and ordered fried chicken to the motel room and waited in the motel room while he's actively dying in the motel bed for the fried chicken order.

43:30And this is a huge order with 22 items because i feel like with inflation in the u.s a hundred dollars with a fried chicken sounds like a lot of fried chicken but just to give you an idea of how much chicken it really is two and a half chickens in four different flavors tteokpukki instant rice drinks sauces black cheese ball extra devil sauce red pepper mayo sauce bottle big cheese stick instant rice oil tteokpukki onion ranch sauce extra tricolor ball three piece coke zero times two extra rice cakes potato wedges red pepper mayo sauce big bottle all of that yeah for 60 yeah and the delivery guy he remembers kim so young too he's delivering the fried chicken and well by the way the owners of the fried chicken shop they were so excited because business has been slow this is one of their biggest orders so they were really excited to get the fried chicken hot to the motel and the driver is like they're all on the same page they're rushing to get it there and he goes and he's like i feel like i have the wrong address because this is enough to feed honestly 10 people 10 people could eat this fried chicken and be full.

44:27And so he's expecting some sort of crazy party in the motel room. The door opens, no sound, no TV on, nothing, dead silent. And Kim So-young, she has the weirdest blank expression on her face. It's so entirely blank. It's not not smiling. It's not angry. It's just empty. He doesn't know how to explain it. It's just empty. Her blank expression. It's freaky. And he's like, it's heavy. It's a lot of fried chicken. Yeah. And she just takes it and closes the door. He was like, it was so, it was just unsettling.

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47:19but even with all this information there are some netizens who believe that she can't be evil because look at her instagram pictures and she's only 20 why would she need to be a serial killer netizens started holding on to dear life on the one statement that she made to the police that she wanted to avoid confrontation with men so some people are like maybe the men were asking for it so okay a couple questions right is she just a liar why is she lying about she like making her age older and she's just yeah i think she's a pathological liar and just like to okay yeah and then you're saying like the journal she's writing oh this didn't kill him are there more yeah she's just talking about dosages but nothing else in her journal okay so that's the only information yeah she didn't write after she killed someone she didn't write oh that i that worked or whatever i think she did but it was very simple like it worked doubling dosage next time some people are saying maybe she genuinely thought maybe these guys were being sexually pushy and she just thought that she could make them pass out so that she wouldn't have to be pressured to have intimate relations with them after the date comments read he was a stranger that followed her you know he kind of asked for it the guy must have been acting up for her to want us to date him she takes the same pills herself she probably didn't think that he would die she said he was she was just trying to put him to sleep there must have been a reason like i'm curious about her past.

48:35But the doctor who worked on this case, they state, even if she only wanted to sedate these men, she would have only needed one sleeping pill. Why was there a cocktail of antidepressants and other drugs on top of that? The combination clearly goes beyond what's needed for sleep. Little by little, people start putting in tips and more information about Kim So-young's entire family and childhood start coming out. Her dad was violent. He would come home drunk, assault their mother, urinate and defecate everywhere in the house. She seems to have some level of PTSD as described by her doctor. Dad leaves.

49:06Mom works through the night to support two kids. But that doesn't mean that she can just go kill people. And on top of that, there's just a lot of alarming stories coming out. She dropped out of middle school, later was expelled from high school, even part time jobs. A lot of her former employees and bosses like co-workers and bosses would come out and they said she got fired and couldn't hold down a job for such a long time. she would consistently manipulate co-workers against each other and just cause so much dysfunction in the workplace it was impossible she suffered from physical and verbal abuse from her childhood but that doesn't really negate any of the things that she did stories from her childhood just start piling on and people say if she's around your glasses your wallet your lipstick that you've been using for three years like it doesn't matter how old or useless these items were, they would just disappear.

49:55Like this girl has sticky fingers. One girl got her AirPods stolen in middle school and she goes on to Carrot, which is like eBay, but we're like Facebook marketplace to just buy another pair of used ones because she's like, I don't want to buy new AirPods. She goes on there and someone is selling one that looks exactly like hers. I don't know if she had like a sticker on there, but what are the odds? So the girl goes to her homeroom teacher in middle school and she's like, I want to do a sting operation. I'm pissed off. I want to go and act like I'm buying these used AirPods and I want to see who's selling my stolen AirPods.

50:26They arrived to the meeting spot and guess who it is? Middle school year old Kim So-young. And they're asking her like, how could you do something like this? And her reaction is so blank. She just says, yeah, whatever. You want it back or not? And hands the AirPods back. Speaking of resale, people found her carrot website, like her account. She has over a hundred items listed on sale for carrot and suspiciously they're all men's clothes and it's not even that expensive it would be like a 56 blazer a 19 button-up a 23 shirt there's a lot of interesting things happening there but the one thing about the middle school the airpods is she distinctly remembers her airpods got stolen so young is caught selling them she gets expelled from middle school kicked out transferred and so young is the one that goes and unfollows everyone from middle school on social media not only that, she blocks them.

51:18She mass blocks them as if they all stole from her. Another story comes out about a girl that went to a club with Kim So-young and she said, I immediately just got a really bad vibe from her. She was always asking me really invasive questions like, I'm so jealous you have your own place. How much money do you have? Why can't I just come live with you? Why didn't you introduce me to a boyfriend? Later at a youth facility, Kim So-young meets this 언니 which is like an older sister figure and one day the 언니's wallet and airpods go missing and she tells kim so-young about it and kim so-young has this really pundpunan attitude it's i guess audacious would be a similar word not really there's a little more nuance to the korean word but perhaps and she would just look at the 언니 and say that sucks i'm so sorry if i even had a dollar to my name i would offer it to you what it's just like a really weird it's just like a really weird thing to say like what do you what do you mean if even if i had a dollar to my name i would offer it to you but not as weird as when they check the cameras and they realize kim so young is the one that stole from her the wallet she returns and then the onion is like well my airpods you took my airpods too i don't have them anymore what did you do with them did you sell them no i crushed them up and i flushed them down the toilet that's not the only thing that she would steal she would steal straight up pictures photos of other people hanging out and then pretend that they were her own and post them on her own instagram one other girl says she would literally screenshot every story that i posted and then repost it as if it were her instagram story when confronted about it so young would tell her that she's doing it to get revenge on an ex-boyfriend and then she just went and blocked everybody sometimes she would message these like she would unblock the girls that she hates and then write in their comments fuck off you piece of shit and it's like when you unplug me sometimes she would write god you look so sleazy so fucking sleazy another comment is quote your face has some fat in it and all your features are buried in the fat but with that there are still comments supporting so young some people are saying she just wants to meet a boyfriend and dating is so hard in this day and age she just felt used by men she just wanted real genuine connection comments about the way she looks reads she's like really pretty she looks i mean i would drink the drink immediately too she has genuinely beautiful eyes like they're sharp and yet beautiful and just like breathtaking in a world where everyone kills each other she just happened to get caught i don't really think we should think much into it pretty face well put together she's got interest just wanting love?

54:00I mean, she looks exactly like a typical girl her age. Looking through all her social media posts, it's sad that there's not a single picture with another person, you know? It seems like maybe she's lonely. I mean, she's got to serve her time, but I hope she gets to live a second life in genuine reflection. She's a true beauty. The meme in Korea suddenly became, if she's pretty, she must be forgiven. There is a checkpoint in Korea that has to be met for the identity of a perpetrator to be disclosed. The method of the crime has to be brutal. There has to be significant harm caused. There must be sufficient evidence to believe the suspect committed the crime and there must be public interest, which there's enough information that she definitely committed these crimes.

54:41There is public interest. It's significant harm. She killed two people. But the brutal part, the prosecutor state the manner of the death and the killings was not brutal. They think, you know, you got to behead someone in order for that to be considered brutal. There's a lot of cases where someone was dismembered and that was up for debate about whether the perpetrator's identity should be released. That type of statement, the victim's families were besides themselves. They exploded the internet rally behind them. Like how dare you decide if something is brutal or not? These people were killed and their families are now, they have to watch everybody say, look how pretty she is.

55:16Look how pretty she is. There's no accountability. Like what the hell are you guys doing? Police, they won't release it. So the public are like, we got to do something. This causes a whole stir. And finally, because you can't put the toothpaste back in the tube, everybody's already seen her pictures on social media. Victims family are upset. Under that pressure, the prosecutors released Kim So-young's name, age and her mugshot photos. And there is almost a collective silence in South Korea. The comments read, I think they arrested the wrong person. Are we sure these aren't two different suspects?

55:48Other people are commenting this level of editing she does for her photos with bankrupt ai it would use too many resources to sustain that just for her instagram page others are saying so everybody looks like a supermodel on instagram and i don't see a single one of them on the street the retouching on her photos must be insane people went from defending her because she was the prettiest killer alive to now hating her because she's quite ugly in her mug shots really yeah like she looks completely different completely different if your instagram photo and mug shot photos i would say absolutely not they're not even related they're not even sisters so she's catfishing people yeah too right basically yeah netizens decide that kim so young and this is where it gets crazy okay a lot of male netizens created a ranking of all the recent female killers in south korea their instagram picture and then their real mugshot and people decide that kim so young is actually ranked on the uglier side of the female killers in south korea yeah i don't know why they made that ranking, but one person comments, we were tricked by the photo fillers.

56:50Looks completely different from her Instagram. I take everything I said about her back. Others say she looks way older than 20. Another comment reads, and this got a lot of likes, add some fraud charges too. And a lot of women were very upset rightfully and they were commenting, Korean men cannot go a single day without rating a woman's looks. But Kim So-young is not going down without out of fight she starts releasing and there the trial is happening this month for this case in korea okay she starts releasing letters in prison to journalists begging journalists to air her words a lot of people believe that she's manipulative and she's writing some crazy things every single letter reminds me of that very narcissistic person that you probably have encountered in your life at some point or another you tell them hey narcissistic person i didn't really enjoy it when you called me really ugly and disgusting to look at and then punched me in the face and then tried to ruin my life so like maybe you cannot do that ever again and they go oh sorry i'll just go kill myself and you're like okay well that's not what i said at all is that all of her letters are written like this this is direct quotes i should have died just when my dad was beating me i should have just died then i should have self-exited even when i took those online depression tests it put me at the death stage the most severe level why did i call my mom asking help for surviving when i fell into the ocean as a kid i should have just drowned i should have just disappeared where nobody could have ever found me even then my mom pulled me out of the water thinking that i was going to drown deep and submerged like that but i survived when i choked on that piece of candy as a kid and couldn't breathe i should have just died even then candy yeah candy yeah even then if my mom hadn't done the heimlich maneuver the candy would have stayed stuck and I would have died without being able to breathe.

58:42But I survived. Like what? She starts describing how she used to try and self exit and how she's annoyed that it didn't succeed. And like coming from someone who has been in dark places in her life, like this, I don't see this to be true at all. Like the fact that she's like, when I choked on a piece of candy, when I was a kid, I should have just died then. It's so manipulative. She continues. I should have just let myself get stabbed by the knife that my dad threw at me. I should have just run into it. Then my mom wouldn't have to stay up all night blocking the door with her body all night to protect my sister and me, putting herself through all of that.

59:17If I had just been stabbed by his knife back then, there would have been none of this pain now. It would have been so much easier for me. Then my mom and sister could live better lives and I couldn't protect them. Everyone probably wants me dead anyway. If I'm going to get life in prison anyway, if I'm going to spend my whole life without seeing my family, I would rather die. Living scares me. If I had died back then, would I have been at peace? would my mother and sister have had life a bit easier then she writes another letter to the journalist and she's like you got to air these letters by the way the journalist is like okay i will i think she genuinely thinks that she is manipulating the public yeah yeah yeah but nobody's buying it no everyone's like are you dumb yeah like what's happening another letter reads i miss my mom i'm scared i want to be next to her i want her to hold me please don't abandon me i'm desperately gut-wrenchingly regretful i will faithfully accept punishment for what i did wrong I'm sorry for shattering everyone's ordinary lives.

1:00:08Right now, I have two feelings fighting inside of me. Wanting to die, because it's also hard, and wanting to live. Mom, I need to eat your cooking one more time before I die. No one believes me, and I have no one in my corner. I know y 'all all probably just hear it as excuses, but I'll write down the general gist of what I want to say. Even when I try to hold back tears, every single day is hard and terrifying. I'm crying all the time. I'm drained and exhausted. I don't want to live anymore. I'm someone with a lot of questions, and this is my first time inside a detention center, and there's so much I want to ask, but everyone is busy and I can't even get anyone to answer.

1:00:38It's so suffocating. It's hard. I ask and then I get no response. Being separated from my family in a place I've never been before, my heart just rots and tears apart every day, every single day. The fact that the garbage who calls himself my dad is watching my face in this case play out in the media makes me feel sick. All this media coverage is torture. My identity being made public and everybody recognized me is just so hard. Just being separated from my mom is devastating and i can't sleep i cry every day i'm so worn out from crying it's like gibberish yeah it's like she couldn't make up what she wanted to say like one one point she wanted to play sad one point she wanted to play this and then she was like complaining about this yeah it's like gibberish yeah because i think she's trying so hard to not write down her real thoughts yeah she's like there's no one to open up to no place to talk about the pain i'm carrying as a suspect i wish they would expand the counseling services inside detention centers.

1:01:31It's just so hard. Then she writes, the journalist is like, okay, enough. Like enough about this. I'm not going to air any more letters like this. Can you tell me why you did what you did? Like, just tell me that. And she writes, I'm not denying that I didn't give him the drugs, but I want to properly explain why I did it because I was scared of being essayed. No one ever listens to my side and it's so hard. I never thought and wanted to kill someone. I was just so scared that they would essay me and keep me there and not let me go. And in a moment of poor judgment, I mixed the drug into a hangover drink, gave it to them, put them to sleep.

1:02:01I was so traumatized and scared. I just wanted them to fall asleep so I could leave. And then once they were snoring, I would just leave. I had absolutely no idea that they would die. I had no plan. I had no intention to kill. I brought these hangover drinks with me to protect myself just in case. I had absolutely no idea that it would end up killing someone. I just wish that I had ended up as nothing more than a victim. Then none of this would have blown up like this. Like no one would be suffering like this. I'm so sorry for the victims and their families and to my own family. I was so scared and terrified.

1:02:29I should have just been the victim and nothing more. She's like, I should have just been essayed by them. Which by the way, none of these men and I am the last person to like root for men and going on dates with people that you've never met before. Like trust me, none of these men were trying to essay her evidenced by the text messages. She is the one begging them to get a motel room because the restaurant that she wants to try is delivery only. it's not like she goes on a date and they spend all this money and then they're like let's go to a motel so premeditated yes try to kill them in a motel room premeditated she's always asking for a motel always she's the one that brings it up repeatedly repeatedly repeatedly and it's not this spur of the moment where she carries her sleeping pills with her because that's her prescription medication she grinds them up puts them in the hangover drink and not only that you know how they're in one of the motel rooms there's a hangover drink on the side that gets tested it comes back clean no drugs she carries multiple bottles one with drugs and one that's clean she pours out the clean one and leaves it so that when police test it later it comes back clean whoa okay and you're telling me there's no premeditation she's writing in her journal the the dosage didn't knock him out it was only a nuisance because he kept waking up but do we know her motive is it is it money is it money it's pretty much money right stealing yeah the reporter sends her another letter asking what thoughts take up most of your time inside prison like how has your outlook on life changed since the incident and she rambles briefly about her sister and mom before responding why are so many strangers sending me letters honestly these people are really weird um why has my life been so rough you know i think about that if i could turn back time i would does everyone want me dead can i survive inside of here i'm just so exhausted it.

1:04:19When I was little, if I had just let my dad stab me with that knife, none of this would have happened. No one would be suffering. Media coverage is truly terrifying. Like I get it now why people would self-exit from it. Nobody's on my side. Nobody's going to help me. Am I a psychopath? I'm going to die in here without seeing my family. Why is my mom not visiting? This is so hard. Why did I do that? I'm scared. I miss my mom. She continues to rant. Mental health treatment for suspects needs to be expanded counseling inside detention centers should be available all the time as often as needed please listen to what suspects have to say the media reports so much without actually knowing the facts i think that kind of reporting can kill people can kill suspects

1:05:05what the yeah i don't know what to say even the top comments about her strange letters read she seems like she has very low iq based on how she writes and it looks like she also has some sort of victim complex too. Gonna have a rough time in that prison that one. Another one reads, she'll probably try the same routine in prison, playing the victim, crying poor me, you know, turning, trying to turn people against each other and she'll get dealt with accordingly. Another reads, hey, if there's one person out there reading this letter thinking, wait, could she be telling the truth? You got to be careful because people like her, everything that comes out of her mouth is a lie except when she's breathing.

1:05:42Some people are defending her writing saying she didn't want to get assaulted. She just wanted to hang out, put them to sleep and leave. That doesn't qualify as premeditated murder. Maybe she's just dumb and didn't realize 50 pills was going to kill them. They wrote 50 pills? Yeah. 50 pills. Yeah. Okay. But that is also not applicable because there are other chat GPT questions that she had asked where she writes, what happens when you take sleeping pills and drink alcohol at the same time? If someone takes a lot of sleeping pills, will they die? chat gpt in the police report they included the exact response that she received and they were like yeah you're gonna die you cannot do that and the worst part is there is a lot of anger with the police right now between the 11 days of so her very first killing was 11 days before her second killing after the very first killing the they were able to find the motel cctv footage and they found that it's kim so young linked to the incident they called kim so young and they were going to arrange for a time for her to come in for a police interview and during that time she killed another person yeah i guess they thought it was oh there's no way that she killed him maybe he was doing drugs they were thinking of all these things and they didn't think that it would be that pertinent to go investigate immediately but they could have very easily prevented the second death and they didn't.

1:07:04And then on top of that, the victim's families are upset because all this rhetoric online is, oh, well, the men were asking for it because they were probably going to essay her. And it's like, no, they weren't. They weren't even the ones that wanted to get a motel. She specifically, there's so many messages between the two victims where she's like, you get the motel room, you get the motel room. Oh, my favorite restaurant only delivers. They don't do eat in. They don't do dine in. You have to get a motel room. Get this motel room. A lot of people are confused about the motive. I think the motive is money, but it's a small amount of money and food that it's puzzling to people.

1:07:37But experts say that she treated victims like a test subject. They're not human beings to her. They're just objects. And she controls them, studies them, experiments, and then just discards at her own will. That's it. she's going to be on trial for two counts of murder aggravated assault and violation of the narcotics control act kim so young has written to a very close source the in jail that she's scared of getting life in prison and the fact that people are calling her a psychopath psychopath huh yeah and then she told this insider that she's really upset about the food in prison she says sometimes I eat it, sometimes I don't because it's not very good.

1:08:18Interesting. The food obsession. Yeah. And that is where we are with this case. One netizen comment reads, the fact that she killed people over a few chicken dinners, not even millions of dollars is, is disturbing. Other people are saying she killed them so she could eat fried chicken by herself. I'm so confused what this world is turning into. So with that, what are your thoughts on this case? Let me know in the comments and I'll see you in the next one. Stay safe. Netflix has done it again. Unknown Number, The Crash, and now the new must-see documentary, Maternal Instinct, tells the story of Taylor Parker.

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