Ep.99 The 3 Levels of Connection With the Creator

0:06Welcome everyone to episode 99 of the Divvy Game Podcast where I talk about the energy of the week and bring in a spiritual perspective from the sages, what we can do to manifest miracles. And I will make sure to finish with a short meditation at the end to help bring this all down into our vessel of miracles in our own lives. I will share a deep concept about this week's energy and then also make it practical. There are three different levels of our relationship with the light of the creator. And the reason why it's important to understand these three levels and find out where we are on this trajectory.

0:45It's because a lot of the pain and suffering that we go through in life has to do with which level we're at. I was speaking to someone recently who had a tremendous loss in her life. Someone very close to her passed away and it broke her. It shattered her. Everything that was once logical, made sense, no longer did. She said that every challenge that had come to her life before, she was able to handle it. She was able to deal with it. She was able to make sense of it. It was uncomfortable. It was painful. But everything had a solution. But now the sudden loss of this person in her life, she realized her logical brain could no longer try to fix this or understand it.

1:31And so she felt broken. What happens when we feel broken? What happens when the pain is so strong, the darkness is so great, that our own mind can't make sense of it anymore? No one can make sense of it. And we feel lost. We feel alone. We feel that even the light of the Creator has left us. What does that mean? What's going through our soul journey when we are experiencing that level of concealment? so first you must know that the greater the darkness the greater the expansion of your vessel that is happening to hold the light that wants to come in we've said it many times before but unfortunately there's nothing greater in this world than pain to expand us.

2:26Wisdom expands us. As you're listening right now to this, something inside you is expanding, that's for sure. Being around good company expands us. Being around people who inspire us expand us. Experiencing new parts of the world expands us, but nothing quite like pain. There's something that pain does, which accelerates the process of holding the vessel of miracles and also makes you go deep in a way that you never would before. Now, the goal is to get to a place that you never have to go through pain to learn the lessons of life. And she shared with me, she would never be asking the questions she's asking.

3:11She would never reach out to the creator. She would never seek out solutions had this pain not come. Because when life is good, when everything is going our way, why should we ask questions? Why should we fix something that is not broken? But what if your soul is really meant for something so great? What if the creator has a big plan for you? Greater love, greater wisdom, greater depth. What if the creator wants to bring you to such a high level of certainty where you no longer can feel anxiety even? You're no longer worried about the future. You're no longer caring at all what people think because when you reach that level, the joy of life is every moment.

3:58A lot of people have a good life. We have stability in our lives, but we still have a lot of problems and anxiety. We're not fully experiencing the magic of miracles every moment of the day, are we? But do you know that that is your destiny? Do you know that that is what the creator wants to give you? So what happens when we get lazy, when we get complacent, when we feel good about what we've created? we have our family, we have our children, we have our passion maybe, our business, you know, finances are good, my health is good, we don't ask too many questions. Yeah, some slight improvements, this is nice, I listen to a nice podcast, maybe I'll go to a nice seminar, spend time with my friends, but are we really breaking ourselves proactively so we can expand and receive more that wants to come in?

4:47Are we even asking the creator the question, hey, listen, do you have greater plans for me that I'm not paying attention to? Because if you ask the question, the creator will communicate with you in a merciful way and say, hey, listen, I know you have a good life. I gave you that good life. But are you ready for something greater? Because I have to manifest this in your life. I can't wait another lifetime to give you this new destiny. I want to give it to you now. And you would say, I appreciate everything I have, but yes, I am ready. As a good student of the creator, as an extension of the creator, as a child of the creator, I am ready now to receive even more.

5:27What do I need to do? Ask this question proactively. This is what prayer is all about. Ask the creator right now, what do you want from me? I am open. I am surrendering everything that I think I know is right. I'm surrendering everything that I feel is my stability and my comfort. And by doing so, you cannot have less. You will always receive more. More is always trying to come in. And the only reason we've ever gone through anything painful in life is because we fell asleep, we became complacent, or it was deemed from the universe that there was no way to elevate us unless we went through that pain.

6:14The power of studying Kabbalah, the power of being on this path is, you know, I don't want to go through pain. Who wants to go through pain? We don't have to go through pain. In fact, pain doesn't exist in the light of the creator. So why should we go through it?

6:31Because our soul will not settle for less. Our soul will not settle for mediocrity. Your soul has come back many lifetimes because each time it died, the time the body died and the soul went up, The soul's like, wait, what is this? We only achieved 8 % of our potential. Send me back down there. Give me a new body, new family, new challenges, new soul correction. I have to manifest the rest of the 92%. And then we come down to this world and maybe we do 2%. And we're like happy with that 2 % because that two extra percent of a soul correction brought us nice family, nice income, nice this, nice travel, nice food, nice, nice, nice.

7:06But what about the other 90 %? So what, you have to die and come back another lifetime? and it just becomes a few percent every life. We are living in a time that cause and effect is speeding up. Time is collapsing. There is no more come for another 2 % soul correction. In this lifetime, we actually must finish the job. We are experiencing in the world, in just one month, more progress, more revelation, more speed than in the last thousand years. Have we not? And so that also relates to the timing that the soul must go through to achieve its soul correction. And that is why the acceleration will bring more miracles in this world, but also a lot more pain and suffering.

7:54We want to be on the side of what the Zohar says is ashray, blessings. That means that every lesson you learn is through blessings. Every lesson you learn is through a close call, not the actual accident. For example, if you're tailgating someone, you're driving closely behind them and then they stop and then you try to stop but you hit them and you've now totaled your car. It's annoying. You have to pay for your car. You have to pay for their car. You don't have a car for a few months now but you've learned a lesson. You're not going to tailgate. What if the same exact scenario happened? The person stopped at a dime.

8:30You stopped at a dime. Your car got so close to that accident but you're half an inch away and you look and you see this little margin you're like oh my god i almost destroyed my car and maybe even worse hurt them hurt myself i'm never gonna tailgate again the difference here is you learn the same lesson and one with pain and suffering and chaos because your car your car got totaled and another one through a close call this is mercy this is ashray and the way we go on the path of mercy is we must always open ourselves up to talk with the creator and say, hey, how am I doing? Is there something I'm missing?

9:14I'm receiving so many blessings in life and I appreciate it, but I don't want to be fooled. I think I know I'm doing the right thing, but I don't want to be fooled. Is there something more? Please show me with mercy. Am I supposed to be a teacher? Am I supposed to do something greater in life? Am I supposed to broaden and expand my relationship? Because things are good. I don't want to rock the boat. A lot of times people don't want to rock the boat in their relationships. So they don't really say what they want. They don't say what they enjoy. They don't say what's important to them in intimacy, in travel, in food.

9:53Sometimes we rather just not say what we like or who we are or what's good for us because we don't want to be a bother. We don't want to upset them. We don't want them to leave us. We don't want to sound annoying. We don't want to sound ungrateful. And so we shrink. We make ourselves smaller. And we do that in life. And some of us have a belief system that we don't want to bother the creator. Why should I even ask for these things? This is not what you ask the creator for. Yes, you ask the creator for everything. Think of a parent and a child. When our children withhold their feelings from us, even the smallest of feelings, We don't like that.

10:33We want our children to share with us, even if something small is bothering them. Because if our children just say, you know what, I don't want to bother my mom or my dad. I'm just going to hold on to all my problems. Imagine you're a teenager holding on to all their problems. We know that that eventually is going to cause more problems. Better that your son or daughter comes to you and says, hey, listen, I'm experiencing some sadness, experiencing some pain here. I'm experiencing some heartbreak, and I just wanted to let you know about it. That's it. even that alone as parents, now we can connect with them.

11:02We can support them. We can help them. We can be there for them. Same with the creator. Even though the creator knows everything that we are going through, we told the creator, do not get involved unless we ask. And the way we ask is we pray. We simply ask out loud, creator, I give you permission to intervene. I give you permission to show me if this relationship is the right one or not. Creator, I give you permission to show me if this business I'm in is right or not. Oh no, but I know it's right. I gotta hold on to it. I know there's a deal closing. I know this is how I'm gonna make the most money.

11:35Are you open to this being the worst thing for you? Be open, be open. And it's much harder when the energy is stronger, when there's a lot of money on the line, when there's a very intoxicating relationship on the line. Nobody wants to ask the creator if this is right for me. We just want to go enjoy it. Just give it to me, leave me alone. I just wanna enjoy myself. You know how many times that you just do something you know you shouldn't do, but you just want to enjoy yourself. You hope no one's looking. You hope no one's judging you. You hope if there's a camera on you, you would not be proud of yourself, but who cares?

12:08I just want to enjoy myself. Let me have it for you. Let me just do this and do that and text this and go here. One second, pause. Creator, forget about what I want. Because I know if I align myself with what you want, I get everything I want. King David said, all I desire is to be in the courtyard of the creator. Didn't ask for anything specific. I just want to be with you. Show me everything that you want. And so these are the three buckets. Bucket number one is a person who has no relationship with the creator. Maybe they don't even believe the creator exists. Maybe they do and they think, yeah, it's this nice concept, this nice force.

12:50Maybe I'll do something spiritual or religious once a year. maybe I'll attend something or do some traditions and rituals depending on where my family came from. But it's like an afterthought. That is the first bucket. People in this bucket, they never truly experience the pleasure, the blessings and the miracles that the creator wants to give them. This kind of person, it says that they are nourished from the klipot, from the negative side. They just get sparks of light here and there, lots of ups and downs. And they're always just living off of a spark here and a spark there and get this person that liked me and get this deal and get this, this.

13:27And then just a lot of pain and suffering, a lot of ups and downs, a lot of lack of clarity, a lot of lack of control, but I'm getting by. The second bucket is you have a relationship with the creator, but it is transactional. And it's not a bad thing, but it's a starting point. What does it mean to be transactional? You know, I came home from a trip. after seven days, I hadn't seen my children. I run into the room. I see my four kids stand there and they run to me. Daddy, daddy, we're so happy you're home. Do you have a gift for us? Literally all four of them. Do you have a gift? What did you bring us?

14:08I said, excuse me. I didn't bring you anything. I am the gift. Are you not happy that I am home just to be with me? And they're like, yeah, yeah, we love you, but no gift? No gift? No. Of course they love me. Of course they're happy I'm home. But how does it feel when, as a father, as a mother, as a grandparent, your grandchildren come to you and say, Papa, Papa, do you have a gift for me? We want to feel that our presence is enough, do we not? But we understand they're children, They ask for things, so we'll give it to them. But we don't feel the closeness to our children when they're just asking us for stuff, when they're only happy to see us when we have something for them.

14:57But they're not really happy to see us when we have nothing to give them, right? They ignore us. They're doing their own thing. But do you know in life, many of us have that relationship with the Creator. We like to be in the presence of the Creator if He has something for us. What do you have for me today, Creator? Oh, you have nothing? Okay, so I'm going to go over here and get my dopamine in a different way. I'm going to put my attention somewhere else. We only come to the creator when we need something, when we're broken, when something's not working, when our logical mind's not working. But what if you came to the creator with the same desire, the same craving, the same intensity as what the sages say?

15:43You're on death row. you're about to be executed. The executioner is minutes away from taking your life. What is that prayer that you pray out loud, knowing that nobody can help you? Knowing that there's not a force in this world that can help you besides the creator. Who are you talking to? What do you really care about at that moment? Are you thinking about your finances? Are you thinking about how many calories you ate that day? Are you thinking about, you know, your future? You're thinking about that trip you planned in the summer? No, you're just thinking, how do I live? Creator, please, I beg of you, how do I even live?

16:20In a few minutes, I'm going to die. And so the highest level of the relationship with the Creator is what King David said. I only want to be in your presence. Whether you give me, you don't give me, I just want to be like you. What does it mean to be in the presence of the Creator? It means you talk to the Creator all the time, as much as you can, everywhere you go. You talk to the creator when things are good. You talk to the creator when things are bad. You just enjoy being in his presence. And what does that mean practically? It's when you are acting like the creator, when you don't think you're better than everyone else.

16:55When you're living with certainty that everything is good, you're in the presence of the creator because the creator is good. And so when you believe everything is good, you are aligned with his energy. when you are not wishing harm on other people. You know how subconsciously we're hoping that other people suffer? We're hoping that we're the arbiter of what people should or shouldn't have. I don't think they deserve that money. This new love that he found, he doesn't deserve that. He's not a good guy. This deal that he got, he doesn't deserve that. And so we judge people. Maybe you were hurt.

17:29So you're hoping that your ex or other people who have hurt you, they suffer. They get a, as we say, taste of their own medicine. Whenever you are hoping that someone gets a taste of their own medicine, you are not acting like God. And so you are not in the courtyard of the Creator. You are just like that child that says, Daddy, did you bring me a gift? Or even worse, the child that doesn't even say hello to his father when he comes home totally ignores him doesn't want to see him that is the first bucket which is also a relationship that many people have with the creator so if you want to enter the realm of miracles especially in this week this is the week the creator will answer you this is the week that you can feel closer unconditionally closer or not transactionally closer.

18:29Do not be the child that says, Papa, did you bring me a gift? Tell the creator the next time you're in pain, I don't care if you solve my problem or you don't. I just want to be with you. Let's do a meditation now to help bring this into fruition. Regardless of our past, regardless of who you were, how you were brought up, what you believed, all that matters is what you feel right now. Let's take a deep breath in. Hold it for a moment. And let go.

19:22When you relax your body, I also want you to relax all your belief systems all the things that you're so certain about you believe it has to be this way I want you to relax your sense of justice your sense of fairness there are people that you believe should be punished they did wrong things maybe they're not good people, you believe that and whether that's true or not when you wish for someone to go through pain or to fall or to learn a lesson you become the force of judgment and so you cannot be in the courtyard of the creator you cannot walk the land of miracles you will stay in the realm of judgment why do you want to be someone else's judge someone else's prosecutor someone else's executioner why do you want to live this life would you not rather live in the realm of angels the realm of miracles in the realm of being a builder versus a destroyer let the creator do the work of cause and effect the creator is perfect are you doubting the creator's ability to bring perfection to this world what if the world is already perfect and every time we try to get involved say who should have what who should do what who should change what?

21:18We're doing the creator's job. Why don't we just do our own job? Our job in this world is to let go of every scheme, idea, thought of how we're going to create something in this world and first just say, creator, I want to be with you. whether I get, I don't get, don't worry the creator knows what you want creator knows who your soulmate is the creator knows how many children you're meant to have the creator knows how much wealth belongs to you just waiting to give it to you when the vessel is right focus on building your vessel stop focusing on if your blessings are there or not stop trying to take the blessings before you're ready to receive them there is no imperfection with the creator he's not going to forget about you there is no i've earned it but it didn't come the wire didn't go through not in the realm of the creator if there is a delay in your life just because we are still holding on to the old life we still have a transactional relationship with the creator.

22:42But once you let it all go, tell the creator, I don't care what I receive. You know what I want. I don't even care if I give it or I don't. I just want to be by your side. I want to be your friend. I want to be in your courtyard. I want to be your greater student. I want to love you unconditionally, regardless of what I get or don't get. now this father, this king this creator wants to give everything to you now he feels close to you now that he feels you want to be in his presence and you're not just looking for presence he wants to give you everything the highest level in this level there is no judgment many of us have judgments that are hanging over our heads we all do part of it is because we want so much in life we have such great souls such big desires and so with that comes judgment as well if you think small there'll be less judgments if you think big there's going to be more scrutiny don't be afraid of the scrutiny transform all judgment to mercy this week by seeing everything with the merciful eye see the good see the blessings talk out loud to the creator because every time you do everything becomes sweetened

24:22you are in this lifetime

24:30fully destined to receive all that has been delayed for thousands of years I want you to feel what it feels like just to let go let go

24:49you're going to have to let go one day anyways the moment you let go you're gonna feel this rush of energy coming right through you. You're gonna see the whole picture. All the dots will be connected.

25:05Let go and let the creator do his job.