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Podcast Episode Summary: The MeidasTouch Podcast - Epstein Survivor Anouska de Georgiou Tells All
Episode Overview Podcast Title: The MeidasTouch Podcast Episode Title: Epstein Survivor Anouska de Georgiou Tells All Hosts: Ben, Brett, and Jordy Meiselas Guest: Anouska de Georgiou, Epstein Survivor
Episode Description In this episode, Ben Meiselas interviews Anouska de Georgiou, a survivor of Jeffrey Epstein's abuse, discussing her journey for justice, the impact of Trump’s Department of Justice on survivors, and her traumatic experiences involving Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell.
Key Themes and Discussions
- Re-Traumatization by the Justice System
- Anouska describes the emotional pain of having personal information exposed during the partial release of Epstein files by the Trump administration.
- She criticizes the DOJ for failing to protect the identities of survivors, leading to a sense of re-victimization.
- Encounter with Ghislaine Maxwell
- Anouska recounts her introduction to Ghislaine Maxwell at the age of 16, highlighting the grooming tactics used to manipulate her.
- She reflects on the façade of friendship and support that Ghislaine presented, recognizing it as a deliberate ploy to gain her trust.
- Experiences of Abuse
- Anouska shares her experiences of abuse and manipulation at the hands of Epstein and Maxwell.
- She elaborates on her feelings of vulnerability and confusion during her interactions with them, emphasizing the long-lasting psychological effects of their actions.
- Legal Proceedings and Advocacy
- The episode covers Anouska's participation in Ghislaine Maxwell’s trial, including the emotional toll of reliving her trauma in court.
- Anouska expresses her commitment to advocating for survivors, detailing her journey towards sobriety and healing.
- Concerns about Future Legal Outcomes
- Anouska speculates on the possibility of Ghislaine receiving a pardon from Trump, discussing the implications such a move would have for justice and accountability for survivors.
- She expresses concerns over the potential cover-ups involving powerful figures connected to Epstein and their influence on the judicial process.
Key Takeaways
- Survivor's Voice: The importance of listening to survivors and validating their experiences is emphasized throughout the episode.
- Justice System Failures: Anouska’s story highlights systemic failures in protecting abuse survivors within the legal system.
- The Impact of Trauma: The long-term effects of trauma on survivors, including mental health challenges and struggles for safety, are prominently featured.
- Advocacy and Resilience: Anouska exemplifies resilience in her fight for justice and her commitment to supporting other survivors, despite immense challenges.
Conclusion The episode serves as a powerful reminder of the ongoing struggles faced by survivors of abuse, the need for systemic change in the justice system, and the importance of amplifying survivor voices in the pursuit of accountability. Anouska de Georgiou’s story is both a call to action and a testament to the strength of those who have endured unimaginable hardships.
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Chapters
Tap a time to open that second in VOReactions to the Epstein Files Release
3:34 to 5:00
Anoushka shares her horror and trauma over the partial release of Epstein files.
“I want to take people back and I want to hear from you about, you know, those years, what's happened since then, the prosecutions, the arrests.”
Anoushka's Personal Story
5:00 to 7:48
Anoushka recounts her personal experiences and the implications of being outed.
“And I really appreciate you covering this and being so compassionate towards myself and my fellow survivors.”
Introduction to Ghislaine Maxwell
7:48 to 10:04
Anoushka discusses her initial encounter with Ghislaine Maxwell and the grooming process.
“at the dismissal hearing of Epstein's charges after he died.”
Meeting Jeffrey Epstein
10:04 to 14:00
Anoushka describes her introduction to Jeffrey Epstein and the ensuing manipulation.
“You come into contact with a Ghislaine Maxwell.”
A Deliberate Grooming Process
14:00 to 14:20
Anouska discusses the intentional grooming she experienced.
“And so I got ready and I went and had tea with her and she asked all the right questions.”
The Allure of Opportunity
14:20 to 15:00
Anouska recalls the moment she was offered a chance to meet an influential figure.
“And that's a wonderful feeling for somebody who doesn't really know where they belong.”
Preparations for the Meeting
15:00 to 15:40
Anouska describes her feelings and preparation for meeting Jeffrey Epstein.
“And so already that seed was planted that I was going to, you know, possibly have this great opportunity.”
Entering Ghislaine's House
15:40 to 16:40
Anouska shares her experience upon entering Ghislaine's home and the atmosphere.
“And for me to get the things that I wanted, not necessarily the things my parents wanted for me.”
The Interview Dynamics
16:40 to 17:40
Anouska reflects on the strange dynamics during her initial meeting with Jeffrey.
“And when I came in, it was very much that thing.”
Uncomfortable Requests
17:40 to 19:00
Anouska recounts a troubling request made during her first meeting.
“And then he asked me all these questions.”
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Initial Confusion and Praise
19:00 to 20:00
Anouska describes her confusion and the praise she received after her first meeting.
“And I felt very uncomfortable, but I felt like it wasn't a bad enough thing to ask that I could say no and it would be, I felt like it would be more uncomfortable to say no than it would be to do it.”
A Favor for Ghislaine
20:00 to 21:00
Ghislaine requests Anouska's help with Jeffrey's massage therapist.
“And And I didn't really know how it went.”
Triggering Experiences
21:00 to 22:00
Anouska talks about the triggering nature of her early experiences with Jeffrey.
“But the first experience became somewhat sexual, but it was in increments that I now can see they were testing how far they could go.”
Deteriorating Mental State
22:00 to 23:00
Anouska explains her mental state as the abuse continued and worsened.
“And when I was in Palm Beach, it was really bad.”
Reflections on Palm Beach
23:00 to 24:00
Anouska reflects on her experiences in Palm Beach and the pressures she faced.
“I didn't mean to interrupt you as you talk about Palm Beach, but if this is 1993, Do you go to Palm Beach that year after and at this point in time?”
Escalation of Abuse
24:00 to 26:00
Anouska recounts how the abuse escalated during her time in Palm Beach.
“But the truth is, once I got there, I was totally out of my depth.”
Life Under Control
26:00 to 27:20
Anouska reveals the dynamics of control she faced while in the clutches of Jeffrey and Ghislaine.
“drinking more heavily, using substances to try and stop myself from acknowledging what was happening because I couldn't cope.”
Interactions with Powerful Men
27:20 to 28:05
Anouska shares her observations and experiences with other powerful men in Jeffrey's circle.
“There were some interactions with other men, not sexual interactions, but I was around conversations that Jeffrey was having with other powerful men.”
The Urgency of Epstein's Circle
28:05 to 29:20
Learn about the atmosphere of fear and urgency surrounding Epstein and Ghislaine.
“And I also, at that point, was dissociated so much that...”
Media Manipulation and Misinformation
29:20 to 31:39
Explore how Ghislaine Maxwell manipulated media narratives involving Anoushka.
“And then one of the things that, as you know, if your name is searched now, people see this article from the Sunday Mirror.”
Debunking False Narratives
31:39 to 34:16
Anoushka clarifies misconceptions regarding her interactions with Donald Trump.
“After their meeting, Trump flew Madame Maxwell.”
Coping with Trauma and Addiction
34:16 to 37:54
Hear about Anoushka's journey through addiction as a result of trauma.
“And it's incredibly difficult for you to have to go through that process there and relive the trauma that you've shared with us here.”
Ghislaine's Trial and Its Impact
37:54 to 40:06
Understand the emotional toll of Ghislaine's trial on survivors.
“you don't turn it in on yourself and you don't destroy yourself or kill yourself.”
The Aftermath of Jeffrey Epstein's Death
40:06 to 42:01
Discuss the implications of Epstein's death and Ghislaine's subsequent sentencing.
“And it was an unprecedented emotional moment for me.”
Living in Fear: Anoushka's Experience Post-Indictment
42:01 to 46:08
Anoushka de Georgiou shares her harrowing experiences of intimidation and fear following the indictment of Ghislaine Maxwell.
“about six o 'clock in the morning, very early in the morning, by my attorney, Brad Edwards, and he said, get up.”
The Complexity of Power Dynamics
46:09 to 47:48
Anoushka discusses the potential motivations behind Trump's possible pardon of Ghislaine Maxwell and the implications of powerful connections.
“And so it becomes more, if he was able to cover it up, then he would be more likely to pardon her.”
The Ongoing Fight for Justice
47:49 to 49:44
Anoushka emphasizes the importance of keeping the pressure on for justice and the ongoing struggles faced by survivors of abuse.
“that's not out there, that's still being hidden and those other files that are out there.”
Transcript
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2:40Ben Meiselas:And from the years of 1993 on for about six years where the sexual abuse, physical abuse, violence was at its worst, Jeffrey Epstein, his co-conspirator Ghislaine Maxwell engaged in horrors to Anushka de Georgia. I want to bring on Anushka because after I reported on Anushka, Anushka and I met and I wanted and we started having conversations about the files well before they were produced and the importance to the community of survivors to these documents being released. Anoushka, it's an honor to have you here and to have you be able to tell your story on our platform, which I think is really important.
3:34Ben Meiselas:I want to take people back and I want to hear from you about, you know, those years, what's happened since then, the prosecutions, the arrests. But let's just start with where we are right now as we are in early February, a partial release of the Epstein files. was released last week on Friday, 3 million documents. We know there's still more that are being concealed and covered up, which could be tens of millions of pages because the documents have multiple pages. Trump's Department of Justice says they're not going to be releasing anything that they're done. They have not produced a report about their redactions or why they are withholding certain documents and producing others.
4:22Ben Meiselas:And the survivors, including yourself, have come forward and talked about the re-traumatization by this Trump Department of Justice, where they provide identifying information, personal information about you and other survivors that can be read in these files when they had one job, which was to protect the identity of survivors. So with that, just to build that foundation, I just want to hear from you first about your reaction to the release of the partial release of the files and the way Donald Trump's Department of Justice has handled it and Trump's statements.
5:01Anouska de Georgiou:Okay, thank you so much, Ben. And I really appreciate you covering this and being so compassionate towards myself and my fellow survivors. Um, the recent dump of files, I'm just kind of horrified by. And it's a kind of re-traumatization that, in some ways, I mean, because, you know, the worst, the actual experiencing it, uh, is over, experiencing the abuse. But the fact that the very people who are meant to lead this country, who are meant to protect the innocent and the vulnerable and stand up for those who can't stand up for themselves, have completely re-traumatized us. It's like being raped by the Department of Justice.
5:54Anouska de Georgiou:Because we are exposed, we're vulnerable. I mean, I'll just speak for myself. But when I was contacted by a journalist via my attorneys Brad Edwards and Brittany Henderson, And they said, you know, because I had said, oh, is there anything about me in the release of the files? And honestly, I had no idea that some of these documents even existed. So when they said yes, and then they sent me the documents, I mean, I had to pull over. I was driving, and I was on a retreat with my daughter, and I had to stop. And I looked at these documents, and everything went into slow motion, because my addresses, my driver's license with my picture, my signature, my phone numbers, notes from the government that were, I mean, I was compelled to give testimony in the Maxwell trial, and therefore, I was also compelled to give an honest, um, an honest, you know, amount of information on my life and notes on everything personal that had ever happened to me.
7:09Anouska de Georgiou:And all those were released. And you can't put that back in, you know? There are other survivors who I know have been exposed in a way that may be far more injurious because they had previously always been anonymous. And just to be clear, you know, many people have written to me on social media and said, well, if you're already out and talking about being a survivor with your own name, then what's wrong with having your information out there? Well, first of all, it wasn't my choice to be public about this. It was my choice to speak in my own name at the dismissal hearing of Epstein's charges after he died.
7:53Anouska de Georgiou:But it was not my choice to be outed on the internet and by these various different trolls at the trial. And it actually, you know, the judge was very specific about protecting the identity of the people who did not want to come forward with their own name. I have a child. I have a business. I'm a mental health professional. I do not and did not want to be public about this. So I was outed. And then I thought, okay, listen, and it's ridiculous to remain anonymous when many people really know exactly who I am. So I thought, how can I be helpful and how can I use this to create some kind of purpose from this betrayal?
8:37Anouska de Georgiou:So now, once again, that's happened. And it's happened on a scale that puts me and other survivors in physical, legal, and emotional danger. So, right now, day by day, and bear in mind, I spoke at the dismissal hearing in 2019, the end of 2019, and now we're at the beginning of 2026. So, this is years and years of... This isn't a story that's come and gone. This has been a consistent story. And to continue to be living that, but now to feel like I'm looking over my shoulder, And I'm also having abusive messages and exploitative messages and threatening messages sent to me, things coming to my door.
9:31Anouska de Georgiou:It's disgraceful. And, you know, I love this country. And that's why I moved here 21 years ago. And I don't know. Could it be incompetence? I mean, I hope no one's that incompetent. And if it's not incompetence, then it must be deliberate. And if that's true, then everybody responsible for that deliberate betrayal of the victims should be held responsible.
9:55Ben Meiselas:Anoushka, you mentioned you've been in the United States now for 21 years, but let's rewind even before that. Anoushka de Georgia, 16 years old. You come into contact with a Ghislaine Maxwell. Ghislaine Maxwell makes an introduction to a Jeffrey Epstein at the age of 16. Where were you? When did this happen? How did you meet Ghislaine? And how is that introduction to Jeffrey Epstein taking place?
10:28Anouska de Georgiou:Sure. So I had recently moved back from the south of France, where I had been at school, back to London and England, where I'm from, with my mother. and so I was sort of moving to a place that I was not familiar with. And, you know, I had had some difficulties prior to that. So I would say that, you know, it's important to recognize that many of these survivors, myself included, had a vulnerability, had instability that made us and therefore me prime targets for this kind of grooming and this kind of abuse. So I was 16 and I traveled to Paris with a male friend who had actually known Ghislaine.
11:16Anouska de Georgiou:And I met her in passing, sort of in the hotel lobby. And she was, I mean, you know, I really didn't have my place in London. I didn't know anyone really there. I didn't have any friends. I was going to school, to high school there. and trying to manage transitioning from a different country and making friends and also trying to complete my studies because I was always very academic and I had applied to and earned a place at Oxford University to read law. And when I met Ghislaine Maxwell, she was extremely impressive. I mean, I will recognize that despite the fact that Ghislaine... is a monster.
12:05Anouska de Georgiou:She's a very smart monster. And she knew exactly what to say. And I mean, you know, Jeffrey is a crude, very unpolished person. And there's no way I would be going to his house or entertaining spending time with him. But Guylaine was everything that I needed and everything that I wanted because I really wanted to, I aspired to be like her. She was kind of almost the age of my parents. And, you know, she was so interested in me. And it's not often that somebody of that age and that, you know, with that much acclaim, takes such an interest in somebody so much younger than them in the way that they want to be friends because we really weren't contemporaries, although we'd had very similar upbringings.
12:55Anouska de Georgiou:And she very much leveraged that. You know, Ghislaine went to Marlborough School, and I had been to Marlborough School. Ghislaine had studied at Oxford University, and I had earned myself a place at Oxford University. We both had very powerful, quite domineering fathers, and we both spoke French. So she connected with me, and now in retrospect, I can see how deliberate that was, but at the time, I just thought this was the most amazing opportunity to have a friend, to have somebody who was interested in helping me, in getting to know me. And she excitedly gave me her phone number. She lived very close to my mother's house where I lived.
13:40Anouska de Georgiou:And she encouraged us to stay in touch. And when I got back to London, you know, we did stay in touch and she invited me over for tea. I was very excited. I told my mother about it. And I was excited to go and see my new friend who she had reminded me that I had so many connections to her and we had so many things in common. And so I got ready and I went and had tea with her and she asked all the right questions. And of course, now I recognize as a mental health professional that the grooming process is very deliberate and she was very good at it. And she was so interested in me. And that's a wonderful feeling for somebody who doesn't really know where they belong.
14:25Anouska de Georgiou:Um, you know, she noticed that I was lonely, that I was vulnerable, that I was shy, that I was trusting, maybe insecure. And then she offered kindness and support. And she talked in our first meeting when we had tea, she talked about this amazing boyfriend that she had. And she said he's like a philanthropist and his favorite thing to do is to help young people, especially young women. And I was like, oh, he sounds amazing. And she said, well, yes, if you're very lucky, you might get to meet him. And so already that seed was planted that I was going to, you know, possibly have this great opportunity.
15:07Anouska de Georgiou:And when you give somebody that sort of carrot, it's like it makes you, everybody wants something that they might not be able to get. And suddenly it was like my eyes were like, oh, my God, you know, who is this amazing person? So, it wasn't long before she called and she said, you know, great news. He's here. Can you come? How soon can you come? And so, I got myself ready and I was under the impression that this was like an interview. That if I played my cards right, this would be the key to so many doors opening for me. And for me to get the things that I wanted, not necessarily the things my parents wanted for me.
15:47Anouska de Georgiou:She knew that I was meant to go to Oxford, but she would say to me, that's what your parents want, right? But what do you really want to do? And I wanted to be in music. And she said, well, let's see what we can do. Unlike many of the other survivors, I came from an outwardly privileged background. I was not short of money. This wasn't a thing where I was looking to be paid$300 or something. This was a thing where I wanted to belong, and I wanted opportunity, and I wanted connection. So when she said, you know, this is your chance, come over, I got dressed in my mother's suit, because I wanted, in my mother's clothes, because I wanted to look sophisticated.
16:30Anouska de Georgiou:And I ran over there. And from the very moment that I first entered Ghislaine's house in London, Knightsbridge, I was being groomed. And when I came in, it was very much that thing. And it was small in Ghislaine's house. It was like a muse house, so it was quite small. And as you walked in, Jeffrey was sitting in the front room in a chair in sweatpants and Ghislaine answered the door and she went and sat down and I was not invited to sit down. So I was standing and so already there was this sort of feeling of, oh, I'm sort of like, I'm not on the same level as these people because they're sitting and I'm standing.
17:17Anouska de Georgiou:And he said hello. He was on the phone when I came in. And then when he got off the phone, which was an uncomfortable amount of time that I was standing, waiting by the front door, shifting from foot to foot, nervously wondering if this interview would go well. And then, you know, he got off the phone and he said, oh, is this the one you've told me about? Oh, amazing. And then he asked me all these questions. You know? And Guylain would interject and sort of note my accolades. And she's this and she's that. And, you know, as if this was really an interview. And I was waiting to see if I got in kind of thing.
17:59Anouska de Georgiou:So at some point during this strange interaction, and bear in mind, these people were older. I'm from England and we're taught to speak when you're spoken to, respect your elders, not question authority. And, I mean, I'm 48 years old now, and this was in the 90s. We really didn't kind of step out of line. So when I was asked questions, I just answered them. And at that point, at some point, Ghislaine said, oh, and she's so strong. She has incredibly strong hands. She's strangely strong for a girl her age, you know? And she'd already mentioned that, you know, I was at school and that I was going to Oxford University.
18:50Anouska de Georgiou:And she said, yeah, show him how strong your hands are. And I was kind of like, okay. Like, I was very uncomfortable. And she said, just give his foot a squeeze. And I felt very uncomfortable, but I felt like it wasn't a bad enough thing to ask that I could say no and it would be, I felt like it would be more uncomfortable to say no than it would be to do it. So I did it. And then I got all this praise, right? And this is part of that grooming process as well. You give them, they dangle the carrot, they connect with people who are vulnerable, and then when you do something right, the praise comes.
19:40Anouska de Georgiou:And all the praise came. And then at some point, the phone rang again. He got on the phone and she kind of gestured that it was my time to leave and sort of shuffled me out the door. I never got to sit down. And I was very confused. I felt really sort of spun around. And I got back and, you know, I had told my mother I have this kind of interview opportunity. And And I didn't really know how it went. And then Ghislaine called and she said, wow, you know, you did really well. And oh my God, this is it because he loves you. And then within a short period, she called me back and she said, listen, I need a favor.
20:24Anouska de Georgiou:I need your help. Jeffrey's massage therapist has canceled. and listen, he just is very picky about these things, and he's actually asked for you. And I know this isn't really what you do, but can you come? If you could come right now, that would be really doing a big favor for me, because he's very demanding, and, you know, he's very busy and important." And so I said, okay. And I went over, and, you know, I'm not gonna go into the details of that situation, because it's triggering for me, and it's also triggering, I think, for people to hear, especially if they've been victimized. But the first experience
21:09Anouska de Georgiou:became somewhat sexual, but it was in increments that I now can see they were testing how far they could go. And if it was slightly too far, then it would be pulled back a little bit until the shame came in. And, you know, I then, once a couple of these experiences had happened, I felt dissociated some of the time. I also felt ashamed. I certainly felt that I couldn't tell anybody because I wouldn't even know how to begin talking. I mean, I'd never really talked about sex with anybody. So, let alone my parents. So, I thought the best thing to do was, you know, hope this just went away. And, of course, it didn't go away.
22:02Anouska de Georgiou:It got worse and it got worse. And I went to Palm Beach. And when I was in Palm Beach, it was really bad. And I was also... So, pause there.
22:20Ben Meiselas:I want to pause there. I want to talk about Palm Beach. At this point, Ghislaine is 31 years old in this period. Jeffrey Epstein is 40 years old around this period. You're 16 years old. You're wearing, again, as you said, your mom's suit, thinking you're going in for a job interview. after that first experience where it was grab Jeffrey's foot or see how strong you can. You then have the phone call where our massage therapist isn't here. We need you to show up. There was the first experience that you described there, and then it got progressively worse. I didn't mean to interrupt you as you talk about Palm Beach, but if this is 1993, Do you go to Palm Beach that year after and at this point in time?
23:14Ben Meiselas:And again, I don't want you to go into the sexual assault with graphic ideas for the reasons that you said. But that starts in 1993. I guess how frequent are the interactions taking place? And then you go to Palm Beach rather and then talk to us about going to Palm Beach and then what happens from there on out? So, you know, I've learned to only speak about what I'm absolutely sure of, and I will
23:43Anouska de Georgiou:say I had a few interactions before going to Palm Beach, but when I went to Palm Beach, it was about a year and a half later. I think that's gonna be too bright. It was about a year and a half later. And so I was just 18. when I went to Palm Beach. And... Suddenly, I was way out of my league. And I think part of the problem with young people, with minors, is that you always want to think that you can cope with things and you always want to feel sophisticated and feel grown up and feel like you can hang with the big guys and the big girls. But the truth is, once I got there, I was totally out of my depth.
24:34Anouska de Georgiou:I didn't have a cell phone in the States. I didn't have any way of contacting anyone outside of the house phone in front of Jeffrey and Guilhem. And I was picked up from the airport and I had no idea where I was. I'd never been to Palm Beach. So I was kind of out of my depth. And then suddenly, as the abuse started, and a lot of it was, well, the first instance of abuse that was the first day, and I was jet-lagged as well, was initiated by Ghislaine. And she had, you know, she decided to put an outfit for me on my bed to wear to go and see Geoffrey and bring him his tea. And then the assaults and the rapes began.
25:27And at that point, he'd upped the ante and so had she.
25:33Anouska de Georgiou:In terms of, they knew that I had nowhere to go. I wouldn't even have known how to get a taxi to leave. So I think they took advantage of the fact that I couldn't leave and realized that I was just there at their disposal. And that's how I was treated. And at that point, I really started to descend into daily dissociation, drinking more heavily, using substances to try and stop myself from acknowledging what was happening because I couldn't cope.
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26:13Ben Meiselas:Are you staying at the house in Palm Beach at this point in time? Is that where you're staying? And then would you go back to London with them and travel? Or was it from there on out, was it mostly in Palm Beach where you were living for that period of time from 93 to 99? Or what was that like?
26:34Anouska de Georgiou:No, it wasn't living. It was sort of, I mean, by the time Palm Beach had happened, it was very much,
26:43Anouska de Georgiou:you come when you're summoned. And there was a lot of summoning. And this structure was set up, nobody talked to Jeffrey directly. And this was set up so that there would be this sense of being removed from him because of how important and powerful he is. And so, I would see them again in London and then I did also go to the island once and to Paris once. So, it was very much set up that you knew that, and also I will say in Palm Beach, there There were some interactions with other men, not sexual interactions, but I was around conversations that Jeffrey was having with other powerful men. And it was being reiterated to me and reinforced to me constantly that if you know the right people and you have enough money, you can do anything you want and never get a consequence.
27:50Anouska de Georgiou:And, you know, I was a smart girl. I knew exactly what that meant. I knew why it was being said in front of me and for my benefit. So I knew that in order to keep safe, I had to keep showing up. And I also, at that point, was dissociated so much that... I felt devalued. And just, you know, if they... if you were summoned, there was a lot of sense of urgency around it. And that kind of sense of urgency is infectious. And when there's great urgency and great panic from powerful people, everybody runs around to try. And also, there's the support of all the staff, right? All the staff who were frightened of Ghislaine, all the staff who were frightened of Geoffrey.
28:37Anouska de Georgiou:And Geoffrey's screaming and Ghislaine screaming. So it was different places, but it was more like trips or short interactions over years.
28:56Ben Meiselas:And I'll show people the photo of you around this time period as well that you provided to some media outlets. And that was you as a young girl. And I want people to, you know, you had Epstein in his 40s, Ghislaine in her mid-30s at that point as that time progressed, engaging in this horrific rape and abuse of you. And then one of the things that, as you know, if your name is searched now, people see this article from the Sunday Mirror. And it should be noted that Ghislaine's father, who died in 1991, Robert Maxwell, owned this paper. It's called the Sunday Mirror. This was in her family. And so at some point in 1997, Ghislaine planted a story about you to basically imply that Donald Trump was keeping you in a penthouse.
29:58Ben Meiselas:And I'll just I'll quickly just share with the audience what this says, because it seems part of it also was. And to be clear, I'll just say from the outset, there was no abuse, sexual abuse from Trump to you. And I just want to make that very clear here. But what there was was a meeting with Trump or an interaction in New York City and then in Palm Beach. that then let Ghislaine plant a story that Donald Trump was having a relationship with you that was actually not happening, but that was pushed out there to, I guess, help Ghislaine and Donald Trump's image together. I don't want to speculate the purpose of it, but this was the article right here.
30:48Ben Meiselas:How sweet. Trump's Brit of all right. And that's a photo of you right there, right? It says, party, they called you party girl, Anoushka. And it says, just weeks after ditching his second wife, America's best known billionaire, Donald Trump, has fallen under the spell of a 20-year-old English girl. Trump 50, who has failed in his bid to secure the services of Princess Diana's butler, Paul Burrell, was in search of another British trophy when he met London model Anoushka de Giorgia at a party in Manhattan. Several American millionaires already had their eyes on Anushka. But she was there with Robert Maxwell's daughter, Ghislaine, who has introduced several of her attractive friends to the property developer.
31:31Ben Meiselas:And none of his would-be rivals owned a vast mansion in Florida like Donald does. Mar-a-Lago, where I have dined with him and his outgoing wife, Marla, is enough to make any young girl go weak at the knees. After their meeting, Trump flew Madame Maxwell. By the way, they're calling her Madame. and the model south to the Sunshine State, where all three enjoyed a happy weekend together. When they returned to New York, Anushka was installed in one of Donald's many apartments. Mr. Georgia likes older men. She went out once or twice with Joanna Loomley's ex-husband, Jeremy Floyd, who was 50 years her senior.
32:10Ben Meiselas:And then it goes on to say, doubtless, this is the start of a long by trump standards already is uh friendship already and so to be clear you were never holed up in an apartment in the penthouse and but but you didn't put i was put in an apartment
32:28Anouska de Georgiou:by jeffrey and one of one of jeffrey's apartments that gillen and jeffrey put me in so that's where i was staying in new york so um there were a lot of um there were a lot of inaccuracies in this story and I think one of the things that's very dangerous to survivors is misinformation and disinformation because if it doesn't have credibility and it's not true, then at some point someone discovers that that's the case and it serves people who would seek to discredit the real facts and the real information. So I did not have a romantic or sexual relationship with Donald Trump in any way. It is true that Ghislaine brought me there expressly talking about, oh, he's going to love you, you're just his type, that, you know, you should say this and you should wear this, and she went with me.
33:28Anouska de Georgiou:But she introduced me to a couple of other wealthy men when I was there in New York. And, you know, not all of them bad people, no one that I had a relationship with at the time. Also, just the fact of me going out with Jeremy Lloyd, who's 50 years older than me at the time, that's absolute nonsense. I mean, you know, I knew him. And you can't be attached to someone romantically. The press just says you're going out with somebody if you're in a photograph with them once or something. So I think that was a way of making it acceptable and making it that it was my idea or that I was okay with that.
34:11Anouska de Georgiou:And I wasn't interested in Donald Trump or anybody that age.
34:15Ben Meiselas:and and the thing that she was doing though Ghislaine with with Trump and some of these other guys though was saying oh he's gonna love you here's what you have to say here here's what he likes he's into this and that that that that part is the only kind of true part about that is that accurate yes yes okay let let's let's fast forward a little bit um to Ghislaine's trial Elaine gets convicted of child sex trafficking. And it's incredibly difficult for you to have to go through that process there and relive the trauma that you've shared with us here. But you have to go through it in a trial setting.
34:59She's someone who instilled fear and terror and panic.
35:05Ben Meiselas:I guess two questions. before I get there, how would you get out of that? Like, I guess, let me ask, I don't want to leave that hole in the story. And then let me go to the trial. How did that part, and then let's go to the trial.
35:19Anouska de Georgiou:So one of the coping mechanisms that I developed, that many survivors develop through this kind of trauma and initiated by this kind of trauma is heavy drinking, medication, abusing medication, those kinds of things. And that was, you know, I became an alcoholic, I became an addict, and... And that was the way that I got through it. I also dissociated regularly when I didn't have alcohol to kind of help me to do that for me. And when I was about 26, so about 10 years through these experiences, I met somebody who was a friend who introduced me to the possibility of getting sober, getting clean, and I really took it, and I really went with it.
36:13Anouska de Georgiou:And, you know, I've been sober for 22 years now. And so, as I got sober, I think I started to come back into my body and start to realize the gravity and the extent of some of the things that had happened. And that was a blessing and a curse. It was a blessing in terms of the fact that I really couldn't, my body just wouldn't go there. And so I was starting to find more and more excuses to not go. That being said, I was getting very much too old for Jeffrey at this point. At 26, I was quite old for them. In fact, just quickly mentioning something, when I was in Palm Beach at 20, Guylaine was joking that I was too old, getting too old now.
37:02Anouska de Georgiou:So, you know, I got sober. I started to... My life started to improve in some ways, but I still was unable to maintain good relationships, to really push my career forward. I would get little bursts of being able to have successes, and then I would fall into a depression, or I would fall into a cycle of dating abusive people as well. So that's how I started to get out of it. But I will say that for someone who's experienced these kinds of traumas, you don't get over it. Hopefully, the best thing you can hope for is to develop and discover healthier coping mechanisms so that when the attacks come, when the PTSD comes, when the triggers come, you don't turn it in on yourself and you don't destroy yourself or kill yourself.
38:03Ben Meiselas:So then Jeffrey Epstein dies under these mysterious circumstances. And now with a lot of the reporting casts a lot more questions than even existed before, but we don't have to get into that in this interview. You're able to speak before Judge Berman's court about the trauma that you experienced. And Judge Berman gave everybody, gave survivors an opportunity to speak there. That was in 2019. Then you fast forward to 2021, 2022, Ghislaine's trial. She's convicted of child sex trafficking. She's put in prison in Tallahassee, maximum security facility. Talk about her being found guilty, what that was for you, having to go through all these court proceedings then and having to relive the trauma.
39:01Ben Meiselas:And then you learn that Ghislaine now gets moved to a minimum security facility where she gets VIP treatment and lives better than lots of people do in a hotel because Trump has Todd Blanche, his former criminal defense attorney, speak with her, cut a deal with the Bureau of Prisons and put her in a VIP type setting in Texas.
39:27Anouska de Georgiou:So what's the question?
39:31Ben Meiselas:It's a long windup to say, can you just walk us through that kind of process of, you know, I don't know if you experienced closure in court, but then what was it like to see, uh, what happened in, in, uh, with, with the Trump administration making that decision to move her to the minimum security facility?
39:49Anouska de Georgiou:So, uh, firstly, um, absolute props to judge Berman because he was, he was phenomenal. To give us the opportunity to come and speak our truth without a conviction, that was an unprecedented legal moment. And it was an unprecedented emotional moment for me. And it was incredibly emotional. We stood shoulder to shoulder. I sat with Virginia. And I met many of the survivors for the first time. But of course, because there was a specific MO to the abuse, we knew each other and we loved each other in a very special way. And what I said that day became the New York Times quote of the day. And bear in mind that I was given, when he died, and he would never kill himself.
40:48Anouska de Georgiou:That's just a complete impossibility for somebody with the kind of pathology that Jeffrey Epstein had. Um, you know, I was given like a day and a half notice, and they were like, do you wanna speak? And I'm like, well, what is it? What does it mean? You know? And then on the day, it's like, well, do you wanna use your own name? Well, I don't know. What is that? What are the implications of that? And we didn't have time for that. So I made the decision to speak in my own name, and it was, uh, brutal. And it was, uh, amazing. And it was also, you know, one of the biggest emotional roller coasters I've been on.
41:26Anouska de Georgiou:Of course, there was more to come. So the FBI interviewed me after speaking alongside, you know, about 23 of us survivors. And the FBI said, oh, can we speak to you? And I was like, okay. And I was so overwhelmed. And so I went to speak with the FBI. They took lots of notes, they asked lots of questions. and they said, listen, you know, if it ever came to it, if there were any co-conspirators that you could be helpful with, would you be willing to testify? And I was like, well, I'd have to understand the details and the implications of that, but in principle, yes. The next thing I heard was when I was texted about six o 'clock in the morning, very early in the morning, by my attorney, Brad Edwards, and he said, get up.
42:12Anouska de Georgiou:You are in the Ghislaine Maxwell indictment. She's just been arrested. And I was like, what? What does that mean? And then, uh, and bear in mind, I'd already moved house once because after I went to the dismissal hearing, when I got back to Los Angeles, to my home, there were people outside my house. There were journalists, there were, um, just people. People there. I don't know what they wanted. People would follow me, they'd follow me in the car, they'd chase me in the car. Um, some were journalists, some didn't get out of the car, so it seemed like an intimidation thing. And then when I was in the indictment, I then moved again.
42:54Anouska de Georgiou:And the harassment and the sort of tactics that are used to discredit me, but also to discourage me. And I used that term lightly because it was really intense. Contacting everybody I'd ever met, everyone I dated, my family, tracking down family members I hadn't seen for a long time. It was very frightening. And I had a young daughter at the time. And so I was moving. I used to get very paranoid. And then my attorney, Brad, says, well, it's not really paranoia though, is it? Because you were being threatened. So it's actually valid fear. So then, you know, fast forward to going through the trial.
43:40Anouska de Georgiou:My whole life stopped for about a year, you know? from when, really from when, from the dismissal hearing, but then up to the trial. And I couldn't do anything properly because I didn't know when I was next going to be attacked. So she gets finally, after lots of bumps in the road, of having, you know, is she going to get convicted? And then when we get the verdict, then it's like, are they going to overturn it because of this juror thing? And then skip to where, you know, she gets moved. I mean, first of all, people said, you know, oh, you must be so pleased that she's been convicted. Well, there's relief that she can't hurt anyone else and she can't place any more children and women in positions to be hurt.
44:32Anouska de Georgiou:But it's tragic when there is a woman who has to be incarcerated so she doesn't hurt children. That's a tragic moment. And that doesn't make me happy. And when she got moved to Tallahassee, of course, there'd also been all the talk of, is she going to be pardoned? I had asked Brad, my attorney, many times before it came out in the press. I had said, Trump is going to pardon her. I think he's going to pardon her. I'm really scared that he's going to pardon her. And at the beginning, when she was convicted, I was saying that. And he said, no, no, no, that will never happen. And, you know, it still might.
45:13Anouska de Georgiou:I think there's less chance now, but when she got moved, I wasn't surprised. But it is upsetting, disappointing, shocking. Leaves me with a feeling of hopelessness. And now with the way that these files have been handled,
45:35Anouska de Georgiou:it's hard. It's hard to get through. Sometimes I feel like I have to get through hours at a time because it's just too much. This is years. Every week, there's some big thing that interrupts the flow of my life in a way where I feel completely paralyzed.
45:55Ben Meiselas:You know, the fact that you thought that Trump would pardon her and even, you know, your lawyer, who's a top lawyer for survivors out there, you know, and he said, I don't think that that's ever going to happen. And, you know, the fact that you thought that even back then, and, you know, I'm interested to know, do you think that now the only reason that it's less of a possibility is because the cover up is kind of backfiring on them with the release of the files, which complicates his ability because he's mentioned there's 38 ,000 references to him. And so it becomes more, if he was able to cover it up, then he would be more likely to pardon her.
46:39Ben Meiselas:Is that your thinking or what's your thoughts there?
46:42Anouska de Georgiou:So what I think is it's important to try to fathom what would be the reason for him pardoning her. And I think many people have had the theory that he wants to pardon her so that she won't say things she knows about him. And although that's a possibility, I think the stronger reason, which is also the reason that he was fighting the release of the files, and the reason that the files have been released in the way that they have, is because there are more powerful people who may be people that he knows that he... that he really can't let down, who cannot be exposed. And I think it's those people that may be driving this situation.
47:32Anouska de Georgiou:And I think Maxwell has a lot of information and therefore a lot of power in this situation. And that's why she's sitting where she's sitting and not where Epstein's sitting. You think that there's a lot more being covered up right now
47:52Ben Meiselas:that's not out there, that's still being hidden and those other files that are out there.
47:58Anouska de Georgiou:Mm-hmm.
47:59Ben Meiselas:You think that exists? I do.
48:02Anouska de Georgiou:I mean, obviously, as one of the survivors who was around Guillen and Jeffrey for over 10 years, I myself have some information. So I know that there are things that are not out there. I also think that the way that they've sort of, it was quite strategic, I think, the way that this Epstein file dump took place before the weekend, before last weekend, because to flood the world with information, information comes in different categories and to have disinformation, misinformation and real facts all mixed in together really just creates chaos. It creates anarchy and it creates a situation where you can't separate which one is which.
48:57Anouska de Georgiou:And therefore, for the people who seek to discredit the real survivor stories, that's what they're gonna use. You know, they're gonna say, Oh, well, this one thing is just a piece of paper with some writing on that was just a joke. And so it all must be a joke, all of it. You know, it all must be just a silly big joke. But obviously, the truth is, You couldn't possibly have this many women who were children coming out with the same story if there wasn't something to it. And of course, there's more there, and we may never know. But from my side, now that I've been exposed, and now that I've come out and spoken publicly, I'm not even close to being done.
49:46Anouska de Georgiou:And I'm gonna keep the pressure on.
49:48Ben Meiselas:And Anoushka, we'd love to have you back on as well. And as this develops, I think it's important that we center our reporting in the voice of the survivors and what you and the other community of survivors who you've been standing shoulder to shoulder with have experienced and to always remember. And that's why I don't want, this is not a political issue to me. You know, I show the photo of you, you know, when you're a young girl. And I wanted people to hear what happened, how the grooming occurred, what took place, how you got. So that we understand that behind this are people like you who suffered and who have been living with that trauma and who take it day by day sometimes about getting through.
50:54Ben Meiselas:And then to have this happen on top of it, it is every day. This is your life now. And so before we go to our 6 million subscribers out there, anything else you want to say for purposes of this interview? And then, of course, we're going to have you back. But I just want to give you the kind of final word that you want to tell our audience and anybody watching out there.
51:19Anouska de Georgiou:Thank you. Well, what I want to say is from, you know, at the trial, Annie Farmer and myself testified. Annie's been an incredible advocate and an incredible truth seeker and truth teller. Of course, Carolyn Andreano spoke at the trial and she is no longer with us. And although Virginia didn't speak at the trial, she is also no longer with us. And before the trial, I was struggling a great deal. And at some point, I said, Brad, I don't think I can do it. I don't think I can do it. And I had been sent a document in error by somebody. And it was the story of somebody who had a child the same age as mine.
52:13Anouska de Georgiou:And it was a story of another survivor who'd been a victim of Jeffrey Epstein. And I realized towards reading the end of the story that this woman had died, I think by a drug overdose or something. And when I read it, I realized that I had to do it. I had to do it. And even though things are not changing in the world or in this country or in this area at the pace that I'd like them to, things are changing and we are making a difference. And I will continue to fight. And I'm very grateful that you provide a platform for survivors to speak. And I will continue to speak until I get what we came for.
53:09Ben Meiselas:Anoushka de Georgia, thank you for your time.
53:11Anouska de Georgiou:Thank you.
53:13Ben Meiselas:Everybody, thank you for watching.
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