Billy Carson: How to Manifest Anything with This Ancient Formula

24:12So everything that becomes a situation that becomes another situation, they're going to have a problem for every solution. Right. And it's just going to feel like they're going down this deep, dark hole and they can't climb back out. When they have to realize the first thing they have to do, number one, is they have to learn how to forgive themselves. This is the biggest reason why people don't believe in themselves, because they feel like they've done things that happened in the past. And they could have did this way. They could have went that way. This was wrong. That was wrong. whatever it was, to go into the mirror and look at yourself and talk to yourself.

24:42A lot of people aren't comfortable with themselves. So true, man. And to say, man, you screwed up. But guess what? I forgive you. I forgive you. And I bring love. I bring peace. I bring joy. Now let's analyze why we did this. Let's analyze what's behind this screw up. Okay. All right. We understand now. Now let's learn from this. What can we gain? What knowledge can we gain from this situation? and how can we not ever repeat this again? Now you've just been born again in the spirit. Now you've just grown consciously. You can look back on your previous self and see you were here, but now you're here.

25:15Gosh, a perfect example, it was a year and a half ago, I did this exact exercise and my fiance, Martha, she told me to do it. Yeah. And I was kind of like, nah, this is kind of silly or whatever, but I actually, I was in so much pain for three months. I had, when I was 16, I had eight teeth removed. Oh, wow. Four here, then four wisdom. So four wisdom, but then four others, because when I was a teenager, my teeth were kind of crowded or whatever. And that was what they did back then. They removed all your teeth and you were supposed to have... I didn't get braces afterwards. I was supposed to.

25:48Yeah. And so my jaw kind of grew in and collapsed, where my back teeth never touched. They still barely touch today. Wow. And so I waited 20 years until I got... I put those four teeth back in with implants. Yeah, yeah. And I had to do bone grafts. And it was just a, it was a painful process. And one of the implants ejected. Oh no. After a month. So it was in my bone. It just wasn't healing. And it came out one night. God. So they had to do it again. Oh man. Six months later, all this stuff. Right. And my head was throbbing for months. It was on like medicine, which I never take medicine, but it was in so much pain.

26:26So you had to take it. That's too much. I had to. It was like throbbing constantly right here. Yeah. And after months, she goes, you need to look in the mirror. and you need to forgive yourself. You need to forgive yourself for what you did to yourself 20 years ago. You need to forgive yourself for doing this now, even though it's bettering you, but you need to love and accept yourself for what you've been through and forgive. And she was like, I want you to walk into the bathroom right now and don't come out until you follow the entire process that you just said. And I kid you not, I cannot make this up.

27:00I was in throbbing pain for months within moments after having this conversation the pain was gone i get chills just saying it because i was just like i don't know many people it's very vulnerable to look yourself in the eyes in the mirror yeah and say i love you i forgive you you matter you're enough you're deserving of peace freedom health love and i forgive you for everything you've done yeah It is so powerful. So I'm glad you said this because I have a personal experience to it that got an instant result. I'm not saying it's going to be instant for everyone, but I felt an instant relief of pain into freedom by forgiving myself, which was the first step that you talked about.

27:48So I think a lot of people, they always hold onto the past. They never forgive. Right. And so that's that's part of your, I guess, formula for for manifesting what you want or for creating the life that you want to create is starting with forgiveness. Yeah. What if you've done horrible things? Yeah. Well, you have to still forgive yourself. I mean, you know, horrible. If somebody I'm from the 70s, right? I'm a 70s baby. So, you know, falling down and getting a huge gash on my body or something like that and playing for the rest of the day is not even a big deal. And they go drink some water hose and wash it off with a water hose from somebody's house.

28:23In this day and age, it happens. A lot of kids, they just can't, they couldn't handle it. They'd panic. You know, the mother would rush into the hospital right away. They got to go get it disinfected and get stitches and injections of tetanus shots and everything. But does that make my trauma less than their trauma? We both receive that trauma. You know, I suppress the trauma, you know, and so that trauma is still in my body. When you go and do this, when you do this forgiveness, you know, thing, what happens is you're clearing trauma from your body. You can't really manifest if you're full to the top of trauma.

28:52You need space. Yes. And as you begin to address the shadow work within yourself, the space becomes more and more clear. I had to learn this from my wife, Elizabeth. I mean, without her, I wouldn't have even known. I was suffering from a lot of trauma from my childhood. Really? Seeing people get murdered in the streets and seeing people get stabbed from getting shot myself and stabbed in my back from trying to protect my house in Miami. You know, just various things that have happened over time. And this just builds up a lot of trauma. I'm watching my parents argue a lot and a lot of like negativity in the house, dysfunctional situations.

29:22That trauma was still in my body, even though I was acting normal and I was suppressing and acting like, oh, man, just whatever. That's just life. You know, it's all good. That's how we grew up. That's how it was back then. But no, that's really inside of me. They have to begin to go and address that trauma and you have to look at it, which is hard. It's hard to look at it. And when it comes back up, man, it can get you real emotional. But it cleared more space in my body and it gave me the ability to become even a better manifester of my reality, to manifest my abundance, to to to really embrace my talents and my gifts and thrive with them.

29:55There was something holding me back as good as I was doing. There was so much more and there still is more much more. It never ends. So on a scientific level, what is our body made of then? Well, the body primarily is made of about 70 percent water. And so when you go back to the water experiment with the simatic frequencies in the conscious thought, well, what's your body doing? Your body, the water in your body is absorbing your conscious thoughts. See, every thought you think leaves your skull. It doesn't just go and you stay inside this little area. It leaves the skull and it leaves the skull in all directions.

30:25Really? Yes. How does it break through the skull, the bone? It's a wave of light. See, I could put an EEG cap on your head. Just sit it right on top of your head and I can see all your thoughts on a computer. How'd that happen? The thoughts left your skull and went into the little sensors and then got sent to a computer. No surgery needed. So we know that this is leaving our head. Just like radio waves from the I Love Lucy show in 1960s is still traveling through space as waves. If I can decode those waves light years away, I can watch I Love Lucy. It's the same frequency. And your thoughts are all out there.

30:55Every thought you've ever found from the beginning of your first thought is existing on this energetic rhythm. That's the book of life. That's the Akashic record. I had some bad thoughts out there in the past, man. I had some bad thoughts out there in the past, man. Well, we all have. Every thought's leaving your skull, and it's out here for eternity in this energetic grid. The thoughts are all there, you see? And so they're leaving your skull, they're penetrating out, but they're also going down out in through the body. And of course, the words we speak are also creating these frequencies that doesn't matter what language it is, the cells understand that frequency.

31:29So is it the cell, because they're just sounds, right? And it's like in a different language, a swear word might be a loving word, you know, a different language. It's the intention. So is it the intention and the awareness of the meaning? Exactly. It's like the awareness we give the sound and how it feels and resonates within us. That's it. The conscious thought is piggybacked on the somatic frequency. So it doesn't matter what you're speaking. It's the intention of that word. The water now takes on that water in the body, it takes that information and it processes it and it understands negative or positive.

32:01And now you begin to get sick on the inside of us, too much negativity. We know that what happens with doctors will tell you if you go to your doctor, oh, man, your stress is giving you an ulcer. The stress is giving you cancer. If you have an autoimmune problem, you get stressed out, it brings the autoimmune response out in your body. So we know that the body is responding to exterior influence. Or in how we interpret exterior influence. Exactly. How do you interpret the experience? Because every event is just kind of neutral if you look at it. I mean, we make it a horrible or positive event.

32:31Correct. Like we interpret, oh, someone's dying or someone got shot by someone intentionally. We make it a horrible event. And I'm not discounting that. I understand. But how we resonate with that energetically or feeling that. Right. And I think it's totally fine to feel compassionate and something is wrong based on our society and all these different things. I'm not condoning someone being murdered, but it's like we interpret the event as being a positive or negative or neutral. And it's our interpretation. If we ruminate on that interpretation for long enough and we don't clear that energy.

33:06Yes. Then it will make us sicker or make us more loving. Exactly. If we ruminate on a positive experience, we're going to feel more abundant, more loving. Absolutely. It's the rumination of the meaning that we give the event. Right. That's facts. So if you have experienced traumas in your life and you either block them, stuff them, don't bring them up, whatever it might be, they're still in your body is what I'm hearing you say. Yes, they're still in your body. Even if you're like, well, I'm just going to go learn more and succeed more and make money and whatever it might be, that hasn't left your body.

33:42Right. When does it start to leave your body? Is that when you start to forgive yourself? Yeah. When you start to, that's why I say the first thing, like if somebody can follow this process and the first thing is forgive themselves, that starts the clearing process. That starts the body to get into alignment with this healing process. Right. And then from there to begin to speak positive affirmations about yourself every single day. If you can write down positive affirmations, at least, you know, maybe nine, there's one particular exercise where you have down nine positive affirmations and you speak them out loud six times a day for 21 days.

34:20Scientists have proved in an actual laboratory setting that the DNA in the human body, and people can look this up, begins to rewrite itself. Come on. Yes, that's real. Wow. Absolute real. And this is something anybody could look up. I got to find this. Here we go, science. I got to find this. Yes. Speaking positive affirmations, 21 days, your DNA begins to actually rewrite itself. So now you are the the creator of your own destiny. You are rewriting the DNA inside of your own body. Now, what is DNA? DNA is a storage medium. It stores information. It's data. Yes, data. You know, George Church, a scientist, took one gram of DNA, which is just a drop.

35:00And he said, I wonder if this could store information in the volume. So he took his his e-book and he actually took his e-book and he converted it from zeros and ones into A's, C's, T's and G's and downloaded it directly onto the DNA. Come on. Yes. What is the DNA? Like a cell or a drop of blood or what is that? What is like - DNA is the, you know, it's just the DNA of the human body. He was able to take - It's like a cell or a gram of it. No, no, it's not a cell. It's smaller than a cell. It's inside. It creates the cells and everything. It creates everything in the human body. It's the smallest thing that, you know, one of the smallest things that exists to make up the human form.

35:31And he downloaded his ebook - Yeah. Into that little DNA - Into one drop. And then he replicated it 80 billion times. How - Yeah, I'm dead serious. And this is a book with multimedia in it too. It's not just a regular standard text. How can we do that? And then he, listen to this study, then he changed it from ACs, Ts, and Gs back into zeros and ones and uploaded it back to the server again. So that's not even possible. Yeah. So now, but listen to what Microsoft did. Microsoft was heavily involved in it. So they went and formed and created the very first DNA hard drive where you have molecular and you have hard tech working together to create storage capacity.

36:05One gram, one drop can store 433 petabytes of data. I don't even know what that means. Well, a petabyte is a thousand terabytes. Wow. Okay. And they discovered that the human body can store about 13.5 billion years of data, which is roughly around the time they believe the universe even exists. So all the secrets and mysteries of the known universe are hidden inside of our body. That is crazy. And that says in the myth of Adapa, there's an ancient text called the myth of Adapa where it says just that exact same thing, which is just crazy. the correlation between the two, modern science and the ancient text.

36:40The ancients knew what we're just finding out. What is the positive affirmation that you say to yourself daily? I am the architect of my life. That's number one. I want to know that I'm the architect. I'm creating my reality. I'm good or bad. I'm the one that's directing it. I'm the architect. And I will say that I'm worthy. I want to understand and feel worthiness because the way that I grew up and the people I grew up around didn't really feel worthy of anything. They felt like they were just trying to survive on a daily basis. Can we make it through this day? Can we make it through that day?

37:11No, I'm worthy of abundance. So I'm worthy of abundance, right? I'm worthy of great relationships. I'm worthy of great family. I'm worthy of happiness. I want to be happy. I don't want to be sad. I don't want to be stressed out. I want happiness in my life, especially when I get to my age now. I'm 53, right? I just want to be happy, man. I I just want peace. Look, man, you know what I'm saying? I don't want no drama. I don't want stress. It's still going to come. But overall, the balance is there where I have more peace than stress, which is where I want to be. And I'm manifesting that on a daily basis.

37:44When did that shift for you to going from survival mode internally and like probably everyday thinking, how do I just survive? whether you were thinking that or just being it, survival mode, from either trauma or a literal, we don't have money, we need to figure out how to survive. When did that shift for you in saying, this survival mode way of thinking and being isn't serving me of creating abundance anymore? Because a lot of people watching and listening might feel like I'm stuck or in survival mode in some area of my life. In my relationship, I'm in survival mode. Every day, it's up and down.

38:18Right. My career, my boss is crazy every day. It's something down. My business, it's every day. I don't know if I'm going to bring in a client or not. My health, it's a yo-yo diet every time. I'm in survival mode. How does someone, like when did you learn to get out of survival mode in order to create abundance? And what does the process look like for someone watching or listening to shift and make a different intention moving forward that no longer you're going to be in survival mode. Gotcha. For me, honestly, I was so fortunate. It started when I was very young, 1978, down in Miami, Florida.

38:52I sold those toys. And I never forget this. When I got done selling my toys door to door, I said to myself out loud, I spoke this. I said, it's me that's going to save me. I just realized that at that moment. At eight years old. Yeah. At eight years old, I realized like, wow, it's me. And I went in the house that day and I was standing out looking out the little window. And my mom came over and said, what's wrong, son? I said, I don't belong here. And I'm getting out. Really? Yeah. Come on. I'm dead serious. I knew it. I just said to myself, I don't belong here. I had experienced something. I realized something magical for me.

39:24Back then, you got to remember, I didn't have a lot of distractions, no TV, no cable TV didn't even exist yet. None of these things. And I was just like this there realizing like, if I have an idea and I act on an idea, I can get a result. Something can happen positive for me. And this is what happened. I got money in my hand. I took a picture with the money man with a Polaroid camera. And, uh, yeah, and I was like, this is crazy. And so from that moment, I knew I said to myself, I'm going to get out of here. I had hope up to that moment. I really didn't have a lot of hope, but at that moment I realized I had hope it wasn't instantaneous, but I knew that these things would happen.

40:00And so not too, not many years later, uh, I was 12. My dad called me in the room and he said, son, from this point forward, I'm not going to buy you any more school clothes, any more school supplies, then you've got to pay$100 a month in rent. At 12? 12 years old. Oh, my gosh. At 12 years old. And I was like, well, I only got two pair of pants anyway, and my shoes have holes in them. I had holes in my socks. I would put cardboard in my shoe to keep my feet from touching the street. I hardly ever wear open toes to this day because my toes were jammed up in these shoes so much, man, I'd damage my feet.

40:27So you'll hardly, rarely see me in any kind of open toe shoe. But the point being is that we were already struggling. So to me, it was like, okay, well, what I got to do? He said, well, here's the Miami News. And in there, there were classified ad section, and they were hiring 12 to 16-year-olds to sell the newspaper subscriptions. Not the paper delivery, but to sell the subscription. So I had experience in this already. They drop you off in a neighborhood until you square the block. That means go door to door until you get back to this corner. I had already done that, selling my toys. I got a little training in, right?

40:55So I was doing that. I became the number one salesperson. My friends were blowing their little$150 checks every couple weeks, and I was saving my money. And I only bought one thing, a digital calculator watch from Kmart. And it had the little black readout. And my friend said, you know, why'd you buy that watch? I said, because this is the future. I said, matter of fact, we were sitting in his dad's car. I said, this analog radio is going to change. These numbers are going to be on that screen one day. And he laughed at me. A week later, I went to the grocery store and there was a magazine called Opportunity Magazine, which is still in business today.

41:32And I opened it up and the page I opened it up to was Galaxy Electronics out of New York City, still in business, and they were selling wholesale digital car stereos. I had the money. So again, the saving, seeing the future, I'm going to need this for something because I can't blow this on trash. I invested that money into those radios. Back then it was COD, if you remember, cash on delivery. I called up the company. I ordered the radios. The guy said, you sound kind of young. I said, I just have a cold. Nothing to lose because he's sending me COD. The UPS man takes the money. He closes it in a little tight packet.

42:07He gives me my radios. I sell the radios to upperclassmen in school. Word gets out. I start selling radios like you wouldn't believe. Now I've got people coming from the tri-county area to buy radios from me at my house. I keep reinvesting back into the business. By the time I was 13, I was making more than my parents. Wow. So I'm maximizing now, right? Now I found a guy at the GBT Audio who lived on my same street, hired him as the installer because they weren't treating him good. But I said, come work for me, man. You have a lot more freedom. He's installing at my house. Now I'm installing right in front of my house.

42:37I'm selling them and installing them. Nobody can beat my prices because I have no overhead. Right, right, right. Just what I'm reinvesting. But understanding like I'm creating this. And I think for a lot of people that begin to get stuck and feel like they just can't get over the hump in anything that they're doing, they have to look at one thing, themselves in the mirror. We keep looking for this thing that's going to come and rescue us. One day my boss is going to recognize my worth and give me this big raise. No, maybe you need to recognize your worth and start investing your spare time and some of your extra money that you've been blowing on things you don't need into building something on the side.

43:16So you can generate a revenue and some income, some past income for yourself and eventually surpass when the boss is giving you and then spread, break out and start your own company and build something big for yourself and be proud of yourself. You're going to work a lot of hours, put a lot of time in, have a lot of stress, but it's yours. OK, and you're not going to fire yourself. And you're going to be able to take care of yourself better. If you're in a relationship situation, I was in very many bad relationships over the years. I started to realize that a giver and a taker, when they meet, they get into a relationship.

43:44I haven't always a giver in every relationship. Me too. It sucked the life out of me. Listen, it destroyed me almost. It almost took me out. And I had to come to terms with it. It's me that's creating these relationships. by getting into relationships and getting on the frequency of what does not serve me. And when I realized that, I said, oh, my God, it's me that's creating and putting myself in these situations. It's not them. Forget being mad at the ex. It's me that's doing this to me. So what I do, I went out, started meditating on finding a giver. And I ended up finding a giver. Yeah, me too.

44:14Oh, man. It's the greatest gift in the world. It's so much. When there's two givers together, it's like exponential. Yeah, it's so. You're not drained. When I met my giver, which is my wife Elizabeth, the company went from here and just exploded. Wow. Because the frequency, the energy, her knowledge, my knowledge, we're building together. Everything is just synchronous and just working out for the best good of both of us. Instead of one trying to drain one and hold one back and being jealous and envious of one, both were on the same frequency. I know that world, man. That was tough, bro. It was tough.

44:51So the affirmation that you say to yourself is I'm worthy of abundance, I'm worthy of love, of happiness, of a healthy relationship, and I am the creator of my destiny, essentially. I think that's what you said. Yeah, I'm the architect of my life. I'm the architect of my life. I filled this foundation and filled its... I build this foundation and I fuel its power. So these are the affirmations that you say. How much of your success is related to the principle of affirmations, would you say? I would say the majority of it. Really? Just speaking it into existence? Just speaking it. Because I feel like I'm commanding realities.

45:33I feel like the same spark that created everything in the known universe from the divine, from God, whatever you want to call it, is in every single atom in my body. And if I'm a frackle of that God consciousness, then I also have a certain amount of power over this realm. and to not relinquish my power to outside sources, to understand and accept that power and walk in that power. So I command my prayer. When I pray, I command realities into existence. When I get on the airplane, I don't hope and beg and wish that my plane makes it to its destination. I say I commanded my plane takes off safely and I commanded this plane to land safely.

46:03I envisioned the path that the flight path in my head. And that's the end of the prayer. There is nothing else to say because I believe in the end before the end. You see. And so little things like that. So I'm always working on how do I command my power, the power, the divine power that's been given and granted to me, my birthright. And I experiment with it all the time. I love this and I believe in this because I do this as well. But I can already see people are watching and listening and saying, OK, I'm going to command that I make a million dollars in the next month because I see this reality and I'm going to take the actions.

46:36And but it's not happening. I've been commanding it for years and these things aren't happening. I'm still stuck. So how can you command the reality you want to manifest while also not being attached if it doesn't happen and the timeline that you want? Well, there's two things with that. The first thing is preparation. So you have to find out what your passion is, number one. A lot of people are trying to manifest money in areas where they're not even passionate about. If you're not passionate about being a podcaster and you're trying to become a millionaire for being a podcaster, it's not going to happen.

47:10And a lot of people are working outside of their passion. Or it might happen and then you sabotage it or you're unhealthy or you're not happy with it or something bad. It's just so bad. You don't even want to go to work. Even though it could be making money. I know people like that as well. They're making money, but they're not happy. They're always complaining to me. And one of them was a billionaire, but he's so sick on the inside. He's always got health issues. But find your passion, number one. What are you passionate about? And if you don't know, write down everything that you like to do, everything you think you'd like to do, things you're interested in on a piece of paper.

47:39Then flip that paper over and begin to organize those in the order of preference. And then if it's something that you think should be at the top, but you're not good at, go learn how to do that and learn how to do it very, very well. Then you're going to find a need for that passion in the world because the secret to making money is to find a need and fill it. So you find a need for that passion. Who needs that passion? What company, what person needs that product or service or whatever it is you're providing? When you find that, you exchange energy with them and then money becomes a side effect.

48:06So you never chase the money. Don't focus on making a million dollars. Don't focus on making$20 million. Focus on living within your passion and providing that passion to the world, and the money will show up. It's just an instrument, which is a side effect of your energy exchange. 100 % and being of service at value. Right. This is something I wanted to follow up with on the previous question around, well, I'm not sure where this ties in, but this came to me, and I wanted to mention it. Actually, I do know. Your affirmation of I'm the creator, what is it again? The architect of my life. I'm the architect, right?

48:43My life, yeah. And you were mentioning before that how I'm not a victim in needing other people to provide for me, right? Or needing other people to save me or rescue me. It's more I'm the architect. Yeah. This is probably going to piss off a lot of people because I don't watch news, but I do see people sending me clips of content here and there, and I know what's happening in the world. Right. There seems to be in the last five years a heightened race war, a heightened gender war, and a political war where it's someone or someones or groups have more power than others, have more rights than others.

49:20and I'm not here to justify who has what or whatnot, but there always seems to be groups of people that say, you're not giving me what I want or what I deserve or what I need. And it's your fault. And you need to give me these rights or this type of understanding or this type of benefits, whatever it might be. What happens for people that come from that space? Is there power in that race war, political war, gender war, whatever it might be, if someone's coming from that space. Yeah. You mean in terms of the people who are complaining about the situation or the people that are putting the boot on the neck?

50:00People that are complaining about the situation. Right. Or saying like, I'm a victim to this situation, whatever it might be. Right. What can I do? Yes. Right. And you need to change to give me more of this. Right, right. You need to change for me to have more, to be accepted more, to be whatever, have more rights, whatever it might be. Yeah. Right, right. You know, coming from where I came from, it's so hard for me to to to say or make a hard statement that every single person can't find some level of solace or success within where they are, no matter where they live on the planet. I understand that this war is going on.

50:35You can't stop somebody else from shooting a bomb on and blowing up your whole apartment building. Things like that happen. It's very sad, unfortunate. But at the same time, you have to always learn how to make the most of every situation that you dealt with. Right. So it's learning how to maybe they're not living in a nice, clean condo overlooking a lake in the backyard, but they've got now solid roof over their head. They found a way to navigate the system. They made the right collaborations and connections within their little small, you know, war drawn community to be able to provide some level of at least some level of security and safety for themselves.

51:07They have food to eat, they have water to drink, you know, things like that. There's different levels of abundance. And I try to tell people all the time when you when I say I want to manifest abundance or abundance is your birthright. Like everyone's not going to be a billionaire. Right. It's just not going to happen. But are your daily needs met? You know, are you succumbing to the situation? And some people off themselves, you know, whatever you want to call it. Some people sell their, in some of these other countries, they sell their kids. I mean, all these things because they feel like just can't handle the situation.

51:36Or are you a fighter? Are you in here to really go to battle on the spiritual realm and take claim of what's really yours and find a way no matter what to make it work? And I know for some people that may be suffering, that sounds like, oh, man, this guy doesn't know what we're going through. He doesn't understand. Well, maybe I don't particularly know exactly what you are going through. But what I do see from where I came from, I go back to those old neighborhoods sometimes just to ride through and just experience what happened so I can remember and never get back to this. Right. And so many of them people are gone and they're in caskets.

52:07They're in prison. A few of them are shot. You know, they're they got bullet wounds. A couple of my friends are paralyzed for life. you know, all these things. And you're looking around like, and they're still there. I have relatives still in that same exact neighborhood. And I'm going, why are you here? No, we can't, we can't, you know, we can't get out. There's nothing we can do. There's this, it's this mindset of acceptance of the current situation versus a mindset of how can I figure out a way to become better for myself and my family and to try to navigate the situation and maybe even try to find a way to escape or get out of the situation.

52:40Yes. You know, when we talk about things like, for example, you know, in slavery times, I feel like I'm the slave that I don't want to call a slave. I'm the free man that never got on the boat because I'm going to die trying. I'm not the one that jumped off in the ocean. I'm not the one that came here and got in a situation. I'm the one that never got on the boat. And sometimes you just have to be the person that breaks that matrix of that reprograms and just finds a way no matter what, whether it means you get reincarnated to the next level or not. That's just my mindset. But I think a lot of people, they just succumb to the situation and they lose hope.

53:11Yeah. And there's, I mean, I guess there's a price you pay for any decision you make. Yeah. Right. Like there's a consequence and there's a benefit to any decision you might make. Principle of cause and effect. Every decision you make is going to have a consequence, whether it's a good consequence or a bad consequence, but there will be a consequence. A hundred percent. Yeah. So we've got these, I'm just kind of walking through these steps right now, forgive yourself, speak positive affirmations and really own that you are the architect of your life. Is there any other steps that you would add to this to having a formula for manifestation?

53:47Well, the next step is you've got to have the conscious thought of what you want to manifest. And you have to be very specific. A lot of people are very ambiguous with what they want to bring into their reality. Like a guy came to me one time and he said he wanted to, he needed a new car. And I said, well, what kind of car do you want? Oh, something around 20, 25 ,000. Right, right. But that's not a new, you tell me nothing. And so if you're telling me nothing, you tell the universe absolutely nothing. Right? So I said, you need to go to a car dealer, test drive the car, find one within your budget, find one you like, learn the color to make the model, you know, the wheels, are they alloy, are they steel?

54:18What kind of exhaust? You know, what kind of a stereo system does it have? Does it connect to aux or does it have Bluetooth? You need to know all these things. Is it pleather, leather, right? Is it, you know, whatever it is, understand and know this car as if it's yours ready because it is yours. I said, the next thing you do is you're going to meditate on this car. You're not going to meditate as you're trying to get the car. You're going to meditate as if you own the car. So in this meditation, you're actually driving the car. You feel the keys in your hands. You put them in the ignition. You turn the ignition on.

54:48If it's a start button, you push that button. You drive it to your friend's house. You drive it to your family's house within the meditation. And you show off your brand new car to them. Hey, look, you want to go for a ride around the block of my new car? You pull up back to your house or your apartment, wherever you live, and you get out of the car, you lock it. And you go in the house and you look out of the window and look back at the car because it's your car. And then what's going to happen is the universe is going to start to collaborate with you. Opportunities are going to begin to present themselves to give you the opportunity to get the money that you need to come down with a down payment to make the payment on the car and everything else.

55:21But you have to see those opportunities because windows open and doors open, but they also close. And the biggest part about not manifesting or losing the manifestation opportunity is not recognizing the things that will lead to the end result. Just kind of waiting for the end result to appear magically. No, there's steps to take. There's the goals to set, action steps to take, recognition of collaboration opportunities, recognition of someone who's going to lead to this person that will lead to this goal to get you to what you need to put down this car. So it's just now this awareness takes place as you flow and vibe with the universe.

55:55And then before you know it, that car's in your driveway. Wow. And I've got so many dozens of people that have contacted me from my manifestation workshops that I've done. And they send me the pictures of their cars and their houses and everything else that they've been able to manifest. And not just material things, send me pictures of you smiling and having a great time with the family, having a good time, stress-free life, right? Going places, traveling, living your dreams. Yes. Not just material things. Yeah. And I think a lot of people think about abundance in the external world, but they don't work on the abundance in the inner world.

56:27Yes. In which everything is the inner game. Yes. This world is about mastering the inner world first. And the more that we master it, and I don't know if we ever fully master the inner world that has 13.5 billion bits of information in the history of the world. I mean, it's like so much to master, but the more we can understand, again... be on a healing journey of our past and at least accepting and forgiving those things, right? to clear space energetically throughout our body and our mind's consciousness. Right. The more we can start reprogramming ourselves to speak positively, whether it be affirmations or just conscious words into the world, the more we can have powerful intentions with our actions to being consistent with those actions to get us out of the place where we feel stuck or trapped into a new field of possibility.

57:19Right. And visualizing this end result that you talk about, meditating on it consistently, this entire journey together of working on the inner world and seeing what we want to come to reality, I feel like that's when you collapse time and you manifest faster. But if you're just thinking, I need more, I want more, you know, I'm only working external as opposed to internal. Right. It's going to be stressful. It's going to be harder. It's going to take longer. You might still get it. It's just going to take more time. Yeah. You're not going in the flow. You know, like that famous scene in Doctor Strange where the master, she says, you can't beat a river into submission.

57:55You have to take its energy and flow as its own. So you've had to go with the flow of the river, you know, kind of a break of the quote there, but it's similar. But what she's saying is, you know, you can't beat it into submission. And this universe is a flow, an energetic flow. And you just got to get on the same frequency of what you're trying to attract. When you begin to realize you are bringing everything towards you, you're collapsing realities into existence versus chasing things, it becomes so much easier. When someone has a mindset of I'm chasing after my goal versus attracting it, what happens?

58:28Well, what happens is you find that there's so many more obstacles that appear or pop up, things that hinder you. Also, so many more distractions arise. But when you realize that you're here to attract the goal, attract those benchmarks, attract that happiness into your life, you then take a journey to inner space. And when you're working within yourself, you're clearing space, you're doing shadow work, you're doing forgiveness, you're speaking affirmations, you're writing things down, you're preparing, you're planning. It's all in here. Everything happens here first. Nothing manifests on the outside without conscious thoughts.

59:06So if it were example, just this table, right? Somebody thought about it'd be nice to have a round table so people can have a discussion and sit across from each other and talk. So this person saw this table in his multidimensional platform. He then collapsed it from multiple dimensions into two dimensions by drawing it on a piece of paper or putting it into a computer, computer-assisted design. It's still 2D, even though it looks 3D. From there, once he gets it exactly like he wants it, he sends that instruction on that blueprint or that architecture, right, over to an engineer who then manifested it into three-dimensional reality that can move around on the XYZ axis.

59:40and now we have this table here. But what we're doing when we're looking at this table and sitting at it, we're looking at a multidimensional thought that existed in someone's mind. Isn't that powerful? That's powerful. And we all have that power. So when people say, I don't know what this guy's talking about, manifesting reality, well, there would be nothing here. This jacket, this table, right? Your watch, your bracelet, nothing would exist. This chair we're sitting in wouldn't even be here because these are all things that are manifested from conscious thought. So we're creating reality every single day and we don't even realize it, we're taking it for granted.

1:00:12It's amazing. Yeah. It's powerful. It's amazing. Is there any other elements to this process that you would add? I would just add follow through, you know? Yeah. You got to follow through. Sometimes people are trying to get a little tired towards the end and they're like, well, it didn't happen this last four or five weeks. I'm going to stop saying my affirmations. Just keep going, man. Just keep, stay in the system. Keep working on yourself. Keep the positive affirmations going. Keep being of service to others. You know, keep being the light of the world. Keep working on yourself and keep taking action steps towards your goal.

1:00:45And I would say, you know, just to add to that, and maybe it's the last thing, and you probably already have this in your process as well, is when you receive, really express gratitude. Oh, that's so important. When you get a baby step in progress, I'm so grateful for this process and the progress that I'm making every single day, even though it doesn't feel like a lot, I know it's so much farther than where I once was. Absolutely. And being grateful for how far you're coming. Yes. It's never going to feel like it's happening fast enough. Yeah, yeah. It's never. You always be like, oh, I wish it could happen faster, right?

1:01:16And I think you're just resisting the flow, like you said, when you're ungrateful for the growth. Yes, because the growth is there. And even a setback is growth if you're taking consistent action. You might have to break certain patterns and you might have to disconnect with certain people or leave a job or you might lose money or opportunities at first to then move forward. And it might feel like, oh, this is even harder now. But know that if you're taking the actions, that setback might be the ultimate growth that you needed. And so when you gain, you're consistent with your word on a daily basis and you are your word consistently with what your actions are going to be and you do it, you follow through like you said, receive the gratitude, receive the fruits of the consistent that you've been doing on a daily basis.

1:02:03If you're like, I'm wanting to write a book and I'm writing one page a day. Okay. Receive that. I took action. I did this step today and receive that gratitude. Absolutely. Gratitude is so important. I did a whole series of gratitude, which actually was on Amazon Prime before. And a lot of people will say, thank you. What? Did you feel that thank you? Did you really emote and feel the energy of that gratitude within the thank you? Somebody can hand me a cup, a bottle of water and I was, oh, thanks, man. But don't I really feel that thanks? Did I really get the gratitude out, the emotion? So I started trying to connect with thank you, connect with thanking myself, connect with the agreement that I've achieved something in my life and accepting that gratitude, but really allowing myself to feel the emotion of that gratitude because that's where the real power is at.

1:02:51Man, that's good, man. I love this a lot. This stuff is powerful for me. there's a question i want to ask you about time what is time and is it an illusion time is actually an illusion now we have the arrow of time here in the third dimension because we needed to navigate through this realm without it we'd be completely lost i would never have been able to rendezvous with you right here to have this podcast on this particular timeline but multiple timelines exist so we've somehow in this particular frequency that we're in we've collapsed this particular timeline. But according to quantum physics, there are unlimited timelines.

1:03:30Timelines where you and I aren't even sitting here. You're doing something and I'm doing something, right? We're doing something totally different. In this moment. In this exact moment. Timelines where we never met through our entire lives. Timelines where we could have been next door neighbors. I mean, anything you can conceive in the mind actually happened. Really? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. This is the superposition and probability of the universe. How did it already happen though? Well, there's so many multiple times, unlimited timelines. And so it's this, in science, they discover that every potential outcome actually happens, which is wild.

1:04:01How does that happen? How does science discover that or claim that to be true? In the quantum world, when they look into the quantum world, the subatomic, when you go down to the tiniest, tiniest area, realm that we can get access to and start learning, we realize this incredible superposition that exists where waves of everything that exists in the universe is a wave. Your house exists as a wave of potentials. You're not there. You're not looking at it. It's not a solid structure. It's a wave. If somebody else is looking at it, collapse into the structure. Now, why why does it collapse into the same structure that, you know?

1:04:31Well, the atoms were stacked like Lego blocks to build what we call your house and they're on a resonant frequency. So no matter who looks at it, that consciousness collapses it back into the same structure. But when you're not looking at it, it doesn't exist. We found that through science, specifically through the work of Professor Sylvester James Gates Jr. from the University of Maryland, former scientific advisor to President Obama, him and a team of mathematics geniuses got together and discovered that the universe is running off of something called a Dinkra codes. Dinkra? A Dinkra. A Dinkra.

1:05:05A Dinkra codes. A Dinkra codes. And these A Dinkra codes are the exact error correcting codes that run search engines and web browsers. Totally. Yes. Wow. So we're living in a creation. We are living inside of a creation. The method of creation, in my opinion, is a fractal holographic universe and that is running on a particular code. And this code are some of these codes are called the Dinko codes that direct the fabric of space time itself. And this is incredible knowledge to have because it shows you that, yes, all the ancients were right. The biblical text, the Koran and all the ancients from thousands of years prior to them were living inside of creation.

1:05:41What is the method? Is this now time was given to us as a gift to direct us and give us this opportunity to collaborate within our field. But if you travel in the future, right, if you if you travel into the future, you stay on the same timeline. We know this because people travel to the future every single day, believe it or not. When you get on an airplane and I'm steady, I'm standing on the ground and you're traveling in the airplane away from me. You're moving slight microns in the atomic world into the future because of the speed you're moving away from me. People who have traveled to the International Space Station, they've traveled into the future.

1:06:15So we know that in the future, same timeline. But we have the grandfather paradox where we try to travel back in time. In other words, if I travel back in time and kill my grandfather, how was I even born in the first place? That's in science. Well, that's because when you travel back in time, you shift frequencies into a different timeline. So you're not killing the grandfather from the timeline you were on. You're killing the grandfather from a timeline that you never existed on. Right. You couldn't even go back there, I guess. Exactly. So getting back to your real timeline is now going to be virtually impossible.

1:06:43And there's been so many shows that have shown this, like Flash and many others, trying to find how to get back. How do I get back to my... I think Flash never got back to his timeline in the TV series, right? But it's based on real science. Wow. So time is something incredible because time is also malleable and bendable. So we know that time can bend through something called a wormhole. We know that there's something called an Einstein-Rosen bridge. Einstein and Rosen got together and came up with this theory of black holes and stable wormholes. And that space can be bent. And instead of traveling in a straight line to get to a destination, you can travel through curved space.

1:07:16It's crazy. So time is malleable. It's bendable. And it's just, it's really crazy when you really understand like, wow, time is really an illusion. Clocks exist, but time doesn't exist. And, you know, it's hard to wrap, so if somebody would wrap their mind around it, but because we're here in the third dimension, we have to have this time. But in any dimension above three, there There is no time. Like I said earlier, the past, present and future happen all at once. So how do we bend time to manifest our dreams faster? Oh, that's through conscious thought. The incredible thing they found out in the CIA found this out with the hemisync technique.

1:07:53It's a it's a form of manifestation through conscious thought and focusing a beam of conscious thought to create a reality or to find out information. Really? Yes. Yeah. And through this, they discovered that the mind travels outside of space and time. So you can send your mind outside of space and time. Also, remote viewers use the same exact technique. They can send their mind outside of space and time. They can travel to the past to gather intel. This is also a CIA project called Project Stargate. You can look that up on Wikipedia. I've heard of that, yeah. Right? And so through this process of remote viewing, they can send their mind to the future, they can send their mind to the current, or they can send their mind even to the past.

1:08:32So the mind itself can break through that barrier, that invisible barrier that we believe exists of space and time, and it can go anywhere within a known universe, possibly within a known multiverse. So when we're thinking of thought, who is thinking that thought? Where does thought come from? How does that process work? There's a couple of processes with thoughts. Now, of course, two neurons are very close together. You create a synapse and the the electrical charge jumps from one to the next, creating this thought. Right. Where does that spark even come from? Well, we know that we're human batteries and the energy is inside of us.

1:09:09But also, what is that thought? Now, if it's an idea, sometimes we think we get a brand new idea. We got an invention. Well, how come invention sometimes happens sporadically around the world almost at the same time? It's because the information already exists in the ether. There's nothing new under the sun. That's in Ecclesiastes, right? There's nothing you want to decide. That's a real statement. Because everything that we are now creating or inventing or discovering, in my opinion, already existed. Or someone already had the thought for it. And so what happens is... The data is already out in the world.

1:09:41The data is. Remember I told you, the thoughts leave your skull. Scientists recently discovered that we can quantum entangle with the field, with energy or information in the field. So if someone thought of this, there's a possibility that I can get on that same frequency and I can get that into my mind. And if I have the ability to discern that thought or that information, I can act on it. Alchemize it. Exactly. And all of a sudden, boom, here it is. You might get the same frequency. I might get the same frequency, but I might not discern it. So it becomes your thought. And we think it's your original thought.

1:10:13Sometimes it's not your original thought. It could be a thousand people who said, oh, I had that same idea. I just didn't actualize it. Exactly. action on it. And they found something else interesting in science that, but the time that we're experiencing right now, as we're talking back and forth and having this discussion, we appear to be in real time. We're not in real time. We're about seven seconds in the past by the time I'm looking at you and responding to you and making my gestures and you talking back to me. So they did this experiment where they discovered that a person is not living in real time.

1:10:45So they connected a person to a EEG cap and they also had them in a room with a computer screen or television screen, and they were showing different images on the screen so they can capture what the process of the brain is when it sees something peaceful, like a bed of flowers or somebody in stress or struggle, someone in a car accident, all these different things, they would show a war. They were getting the feedback from the brain. What does the brain respond to? What does it look like on the computer? By accident, they discovered something amazing. That after a while, the brain started detecting what the next image would be before it showed up on the screen up to seven seconds in advance.

1:11:24How's that possible? Well, these images were being shown 10 seconds apart to give the brain time to reset. And they started noticing this trend. They were like, wait a minute. The brain is picking up what the next image is up to seven seconds in advance. So we're not even in real time. There's something going on that we don't understand that's already happened before we catch up to that exact moment. And then there's another delay behind that because now a photon has to ping off of you and go to my retina and get processed by my brain so I can figure out what you look like and what you just said.

1:11:56So that's even another delay. You know what's interesting about that? What's coming up for me right now is sports, playing sports. And there's a great, gosh, what's the quote? I think it was Gretzky. Maybe it was like, I'm always where the puck is going to be or something like that. When I was playing basketball or football, I was never the best athlete on the field, but I always had a sense, like a feeling of like, it's going to be there in that space at this time. Let me go there. It's almost like I could predict where the ball was going to be thrown. That's exactly where I was going with my confidence.

1:12:29Where I needed to pass the ball for the person to get in that space in the next three seconds. And I developed that through sports. And I could always see kind of the future in sports. And that skill set of the vision of time and space allowed me to be better in sports. Exactly. And it's the same thing with business. It's probably the same thing with your business as well. I see this trend happening. The world is moving into this place. I'm going to be there as well. Got to be the actual rendezvous. Exactly. Exactly. That's interesting. What makes a great athlete? What makes Michael Jordan better than most of the other athletes?

1:13:07They're practicing just as hard as most of them. I mean, he partied all night long and everything else, right? I mean, this guy was, he worked out too. Don't get me wrong. He ain't trained, but man, this guy. And people are like, man, I'm working twice as hard as Michael Jordan, but I'm not Michael Jordan. Why is that? And how can he get on the court and just slice and dice through the whole team like they don't even exist? Because his seven seconds were probably more like two and a half, three seconds. So like you said, he was closer to real time. And I think the elite athletes and elite businessmen and elite thinkers are closer to real time where they're surfing on the wave.

1:13:40Right. Everyone is waiting for the wave to crash over them. So when you wait for the wave to crash over you, you go, oh, I'm in this moment now. But instead of surfing on top of the wave, being closer to the real time that actually does exist and makes you look godlike. When Michael Jordan is on the court, people slow down. Time, he says, slows down. He's just weaving to these people like they don't even exist. But they're moving as fast as they possibly can. But he's on another level here, right? He's in that zone. That's what that zone is. Flow, the zone. That flow. Getting closer to real time.

1:14:08They were on seven seconds. I'm going to get on three seconds. I'm going to get on two seconds. What do you think that is within someone like a Jordan or someone who's just at the top of their game? Because Jordan had his own demons. He had traumas. He had challenges. He had conflicts. He had legal stuff happening. He had relationship issues. He had team issues with whatever it might be. He has stresses in life. Sure. Billionaires have challenges. Yeah. But what is it that separates people in the top 1 % to get in the flow and ride the wave of the frequency on the universe better than everyone else?

1:14:41Yeah. And that's a great question. Because some people say, man, well, this person's this, this, that, and they've done all this. How come they can do it better than me? Well, there's just some people that are naturally gifted consciously. The way their mind is set up, the way their brain works, the way their synapses and their frequencies and understanding the way their perception of themselves is. Like Michael Jordan is so confident in himself. It's to the point of over cocky. Right. But some people say like, this guy's just too on him. You know, he believes he's better at been in anybody. Hey, I can beat you in golf.

1:15:06I can beat you in table tennis. I'll beat you in, I'll beat you in wherever I'll beat you in a foot race. I'll beat you in washing dishes. That's his belief. That's his belief. It gets him the results. It gets him the results. But see that mindset he has. Some people see as egotistical. It's what allowed him to be a master manifestor in the realm of sports. Belief. Yes. The pure, unadulterated, unequivocal, unshakable belief within his own self. Not anything on the outside, within itself. There's a story. I was in eighth grade and the high school, there was this senior who was the most gifted athlete I've ever seen playing basketball.

1:15:43Yeah. And I would play with the upperclassmen sometimes in eighth grade because I was 6 '4". Yeah, yeah. And I was more talented than eighth graders at the time. So they would let me practice with them sometimes. They were better than me, but this one guy was a freak athlete. He looked godlike. Right, right. Chiseled. You're like, perfect body, jumped 44 inches, 360 dunked in practice, like effortless, so smooth. But in the game was average at best. And I never understood it. Yeah. And I would ask people later, I was like, what was it about him? Because when he practiced, it was unstoppable. And he could just do anything he wanted.

1:16:21and they said he had a lot of self-doubt. That's it. And I was like, I had a fraction of that talent, but I learned how to believe in myself and it got me certain results. And it didn't look as pretty, but I got results, right? Yeah, yeah. And I learned how to believe. Yeah. And that's hard. It's hard for a lot of people to really truly believe in yourself. You have to have that to be elite. If you want to be elite in anything or you want to be the best you can be in anything, that belief has to be there. The second that that doubt creeps in, It's like a virus that begins to take over your subconscious.

1:16:53And then it just, it's like a deck of cards just crumbling. Over a period of time, within the exercise of that game or that event or whatever it is you're doing, you begin to feel weaker and weaker. It's like kryptonite just creeping in on you. And it all starts in your mind. It starts in the mind. It's one little doubt after another doubt after another doubt. See, this happened. Oh my God, this happened. And the next thing you know, it just crumbles. And you crumble on the inside. On the outside, you look like this Adonis. You look unstoppable. But on the inside, you've crumbled. So how can someone who has a pattern of falling into self-sabotage, how can they switch it off and get back into self-belief?

1:17:28The thing that I learned from my wife is pretty interesting. It's taking a rubber band, put it around your wrist, a rubber band. And every time you have one of those ants, those automatic negative thoughts, you snap yourself. Just a little snap. Because it's going to trigger an actual response in the body, a shock in the body that goes to the brain. And you begin to recognize these automatic negative thoughts. You begin then to learn how to check yourself and get back into brain heart coherence. Begin to get back in rhythm. Begin to realize, oh, I was doubting myself. Wait a minute. No, no, no.

1:17:56I got this. You have to build a habit. It's a habit building process and it doesn't happen overnight. It's not going to be instant when it takes time. But by doing a little snap over time, you develop this habit of catching yourself and stopping yourself. I'm sorry. And then realize, oh, wait a minute. I do have this. I can do this. I am getting better at this. I do have the ability to do this. And then the next thing you know, you become much better and you become more confident. And when the confidence builds, it grows. Now you become a master. Wow. Where in your life do you struggle the most right now?

1:18:29Right now, I would say I struggle probably in managing my time with the family. There's so much going on in the business. And it's always a delicate balance between the family life and the business. you know uh i have uh six kids uh the youngest most of them are all adults but the youngest one's only 12 now and to be able to carve out that time and not to keep putting them aside to make sure i stop i gotta force myself now you gotta pay attention you gotta be there you know and make sure i'm spending the right quality time with my wife make sure that we're not just talking business all the time because we're in business together there's so many opportunities yes yeah you have to have a time where we just say look we're not talking business right now you know we're going to, this is our time.

1:19:15And so hard. It's a delicate balance. It really, really is. People may sound like that doesn't sound like it's hard at all, but it's very, very difficult to balance when you're riding a wave and you're trying to capture that wave and maximize everything on it. The momentum. The momentum is there. You don't want to lose the momentum. And then at the same time, there's so many projects that we are a part of other than just that one thing. And then to be able to balance that with the family life. And so I'm learning. It's a process. I've gotten a lot better. I've gotten a lot better, but I still have more to go.

1:19:42I've still, it's a developing process within me. What have you learned about yourself through, because you've been, you've been married and divorced, correct? Yes. Yeah. What have you learned about yourself through intimacy and relationships, marriage, divorce, and your inner world while you're in relationships? I've learned that being, being stoic, being secretive or quiet about what you're truly feeling and how you feel about a situation is horrible. One of the worst things you could do, lack of communication and also poor communication helps to be the detriment to the relationship as well. So even though I had some bad experiences with some exes, I also played a part in that as well.

1:20:16I can't blame everything on everybody else because at the end of the day, you got to look in the mirror. And a lot of it is communication, suppressing, thinking that the person's thinking one thing and they're not. And I think the biggest thing though is really being able to open up productive conversations, not just surface level conversations, which is what I had for so many decades, but actually real deep, intimate conversations, breaking through questions that allow you to know the person on a much deeper, deeper level and to be able to really open up that flower of life, so to speak, and to really be able to get on that same frequency.

1:20:50That's really the key. And that's what I've been working on recently to the point where I'm even building an app that will help other people do this as I've been going through this process as well. That's cool. Yeah. And you talk about forgiveness as being a powerful first step for people? Is there anything you haven't forgiven yourself for? You know, there are. And sometimes we think we've forgiven ourselves for almost everything, but I had so many traumas in my younger years. There's so many things locked away with inside of me. So I've been doing that inner work, you know, sitting with a psychiatrist and, you know, and people to help pull it back out.

1:21:23Sometimes you need a little bit of help of somebody to help you go through a conversation to pull out. And I forgot that even happened. And that's a trauma that was just cut away, just in a little corner there in a little nook and cranny. I forgot it was even there. So it's this process of day by day, gradually taking time to talk with somebody you can trust, whether it's a therapist, a psychiatrist, your second and your better half, to help extract some of this information from you so you can realize, wow, I forgot about this. I got to go, I got to deal with this. And we're born with so much trauma, we don't believe it.

1:21:55Even just getting smacked on the butt, coming out in the womb, that's trauma. Sure. Right. So we come into the world with trauma and there's so many things that happened back in the day. My mind like just locked a lot of it away in a safe and put it to the side so I can cope and deal with real life and be able to do what I have to do. Because if I was focusing on that, I'd be I'd be completely distraught and distracted. But so it's this unlocking of this this safe box and taking these dark things out and really beginning to address them over time. So, you know, still working on it, man. It's a process for someone that says, why even bring up the past?

1:22:27You know, why relive these traumas? Like if they're not, if they're, you can block them or sweep them under the rug or you can compartmentalize, they're not really affecting me. What would you say to someone who thinks in an analytical way that says, you know, it's not worth it for me to open back the past of traumas and address them or just talk to someone about them? What's the real value? I'm going to feel more stress and worry. Well, initially you will feel a little bit more stress as you bring that back up. You'll feel that emotion, but you'll be able to process the emotion. See, scientists, doctors have found out that that hidden stress, that trauma in the body that you haven't addressed and processed is what gives you the dis-ease.

1:23:06The dis-ease becomes disease, and then you end up pushing up daisies. Daisies? What's that? That's when you're buried in the ground and the flowers grow on top of you. You die. You die. Wow. It's the number one cause of cancer, you know, is these traumas that are hidden within us that we've hide and hidden away, these body pains, these back aches, all these sore joints sometimes. Sometimes a lot of that is just the trauma that's hidden within our body. Also, the hindrance of the trauma. Some people can't see that it's hindered them. It might not have hindered them financially, but it might be billionaires.

1:23:37It might be multimillionaires. That's okay. But some people has hindered them in that area, but some it hasn't. But other areas are suffering, relationships with their family, relationships with people. It could be all different things that are happening that are going on that you don't connect to the trauma, but the trauma is like an umbilical cord linked to everything going on in your reality. Yes. And until you really deal with it and do the shadow work and begin to work and process some of these things, you're never going to become the true highest self that you're capable of being. So how much do our emotions play a part in our life?

1:24:09Because some people have really exciting emotions. Other people have stressed out emotions, worry, fear, emotions. Yeah. Where do these emotions stem from? Is it from an interpretation of things and how we feel, and then we feel them throughout the body, but how much do these emotions impact our life? Emotions are huge. They influence almost every decision we make. I mean, people live on emotion. The stock market runs off of emotion. The stock market doesn't run on logic. Logic is not anywhere near the stock market. Buy my CSL. Exactly. It's all based on emotion. So you have to judge the emotion of the people, which we want to make your call, your put on the stock options, right?

1:24:47Otherwise, you have to read those emotions so you can make money. People make a living doing that. So we understand emotions are huge. And the thing about emotions is they start in the subconscious and then they come out and we emote them, right? We push them out to the outside. And the effect of emotions are several ways. One emotion, one thing about emotions, if you're in a a distraught state, a frequency of anger, disgust, despair. The biofield that's whipping out of your chest from your heart, the electromagnetic field, which we know happens, it's also carrying that cortisol with it 20 feet away, eight to 20 feet away.

1:25:25I'm sitting here with you right now. If I'm in a stress state, my field, yeah, you're going to feel it literally because your field and my field are going to intertwine and the cortisol hormones that are leaving my body on that field that you can't even see with your eye are going to increase your cortisol level and make you feel more stressed without even knowing it. And also, by another means, if I'm in a very high frequency, vibrant, and you're in a low frequency, I have the capability of raising your frequency to a higher frequency, making you feel better. Then when somebody says, you know, that person walked in a room and lit the room up, that's a real, a true statement.

1:25:58Their light radiated from their heart. Yes. And it impacted everyone else. Facts. Where did I learn this? When I took classes at MIT for applied neuroscience with Dr. Tara Swart. They talked about this. I know Dr. Tara Swart. She was great. I've had her on. She's amazing. Incredible. That was my professor at MIT. Ah, that's cool. Yeah. I did podcasts with her and everything. That is what she taught us. And I was like, this is not just like metaphysical stuff. It's real, actual physical stuff. It's really happening. These interactions are happening. So understanding your emotion, but also some people think to suppress emotions, that's also bad.

1:26:32It's better to feel that anger, feel that frustration, Feel that pain. Process it. Don't stay there. But if you hide it or suppress it, which is what I'm guilty of doing for many, many decades, it becomes a problem within the body. I hid and oppressed and suppressed so many emotions. I was so stoic. I was almost like a robot. We're yes. There's videos of me going back, you know, I don't know, a decade where I'm just like a stiff robot. I mean, I'm telling you, I was like when people started seeing me laugh within the last four years and dance to that crazy and just be like free. They're like, they stole Billy.

1:27:06He's a clone. They say, this ain't the same person. Like, what happened to him? I was so stiff. Wow. I finally, just in four years since I met my wife Elizabeth, was able to finally, she's the one who helped me discover this, to free myself and to feel emotions and to process the emotions and then to live life. Don't stay in the emotion. Process it. Let it flow through your body and come to terms with that and then live your life. So what I'm hearing you say, it sounds to me that your emotions impact your energy and your energy dictates your life. Yes. If you walk into any room, whether it's with your family member or a lover, potential business partner, your team, whatever it might be, and you show up with an energy where your emotion has impacted your energy to be at a lower frequency, you're essentially going to bring the energy down.

1:27:59Yes. And if you shift your emotion to raise your energy, your frequency will be higher in every situation. So it sounds like it's a skill to not allowing emotion to impact your energy and pull you down. It's learning to shift that emotion quicker. If you need to get it out because something challenging has happened, get it out. But then shifting it so you don't stay in a lower energetic state consistently. Correct. Is that correct? Yes. And the easiest way to shift it is to think of something that makes you extremely happy. Think of a great moment in your life. Everyone has at least one great moment in their life.

1:28:38Focus on that. Like sit and meditate. Take 10 deep breaths and focus on that great, great, great thing. Something, the best experience you've ever had in whatever it was. And right away, your body will begin to normalize. Your heart rate and your pulse and everything will begin to normalize. And you'll get back into brain-heart coherence. Yeah. This is why meditation has become so popular in the last five to 10 years, because it is a simple tool of just breathing even for one minute where you will get into brain and heart coherence through breath and slowing down the breath and realigning the nervous system to harmony and peace.

1:29:14And if you can practice that, if you're feeling overwhelmed and stressed, but you can practice that throughout the day before getting into conversations, before you show up at your work, before you come home to see your spouse, whatever it might be, before you see your kids, you're going to bring a different energy and therefore a different frequency to that moment in time. What is the difference between then a frequency, a vibration, and emotions? Well, it's all really along. It's a way of describing the same thing, right? Because it's all frequency. The vibration is actually a frequency, and the frequency is actually a vibration.

1:29:53Because when something is a frequency, it's undulating, and that undulation is an actual vibration. And the emotion itself is sending out a frequency, which is actually a vibration. So it's all three, the same exact thing. What is the highest level of frequency that a human can express? Well, there's no way to really measure that. Although we do know that by putting an EEG cap on a person's skull and having them in several different states of mind, we can see on the screen oscillation waves. Right. So if somebody is in a distressed state, a sad state, if you're looking at an image on the screen that's extremely sad, like a war torn country or something like that, we'll see this very slow, wide oscillation, high and low troughs, very spaced out.

1:30:36That's a low frequency. Scientifically, we're seeing the frequency. A taller wave. Yes, a taller wave, but it's spread out, like more distance between the height and the trough. Okay, spread out. Spread out. And now, in a higher frequency, somebody's happy, excited, enthusiastic. We then see the waves like this. So the height and the trough and the space in between is much closer. And that means they're in a high frequency state. So we can literally see this on a computer screen. So when we talk about getting to a higher vibration, it's not just metaphysical words. it's a real scientific thing, a real state of being in this reality, in your real body.

1:31:11It's not just some woo-woo stuff. It's real. So would that state be joy, love, excitement, passion, adventure, curiosity? Would that be more of the higher frequency state? All high frequency. Happiness. Yeah. So when you were, you know, a decade ago, when you were more robotic in your words, and I guess analytical and stoic, were you allowing yourself to express the highest frequencies possible? I was not. I was stuck right in the middle. I would get to the gray area and just, you know, I wasn't I was for some reason I had started to put myself into this compartment where I was compartmentalizing so much and I wasn't allowing myself to express myself at the highest level.

1:31:49Why? I don't know. I just gradually it happened over time and I became more reclusive and more reclusive. I was I kind of do know why. I think it was this relationship that I was in. It was a very, a very bad one. I mean, I was a super psychopathic narcissist, you know, and it was everything was my fault. Everything, everything, everything, everything, you know, and it was just a lot of drama. So you have to numb yourself out. I numb myself. Yeah. I numb myself significantly. I know that feeling. And I got myself so numb to where it became kind of the norm. And then over time, even after I was out of that, I did that for 20 years, by the way, with that one person.

1:32:26And when I got out of it, I had trained myself to be in that kind of numb situation, that box that I put myself in. And I found out that it was really hard to break out. I would get into other relationships and things, but I only get myself up to here. And I would just reach this limit and I would like suppress getting out and being my true, full, real self. Wow. And then it took somebody like, I can't give them the credit. My wife broke me open out of that thing, you know, and then allowed me to express and feel myself and allowed me to feel vulnerable again. Wow. And to be happy and to be jovial and make jokes and fun.

1:33:01And now I'm like the life of the party everywhere I go, you know? Well, the child Billy came out. Yes, yeah. And it had been hidden away and locked in a box. What's the thing you love about your wife the most? I just love the fact that she is just so caring and giving, you know? Every single day when I wake up, I know that she's looking out for my best interests. She's making sure I take all my supplements and my vitamins because if I don't see them, out of sight, out of mind. It's not going to happen. You know, making sure I exercise all the time. And, you know, she's a little younger than me.

1:33:30So it's important that I stay physically fit and stay in shape to some degree. She doesn't want to become a caregiver, you know, but she's always looking out for me, not only through physically, but also mentally. How are you? How are you doing? Let's sit down and talk. Let's ask each other some deep questions here. Let's get to this, you know, this, this level where we're on the same frequency and I can see if there's any way I can better serve you or you can better serve me. What things are you going through right now that I can help you with? What things am I going through? And having these deeper conversations, these very intimate conversations to allow ourselves to really express to one another and talk to one another and conversate with one another, but also allowing ourselves to learn how we can be better with one another.

1:34:08And I've never had that before ever. I've never even heard those words in my entire life at relationships. Me too, man. It's a blessing. Something to receive and be grateful for every day. Yeah. Of all the ancient wisdom that you've studied and researched and gone down rabbit holes for decades on this, what is the ancient truth or wisdom that most people don't know about that you think is the most powerful thing we should be aware of? Well, I believe that there was a lot of battles and wars in the ancient times. These wars are spoken about in the ancient Sumerian tablets. They're written in cuneiform.

1:34:47They're in the Cylinder Scrolls. They're in the Mahabharata Indian text. They're in the Indian Vedas, the Rigbed Vedas, specifically the Battle of the Ten Kings. They worked their way into a lot of the ancient texts, even the indigenous natives of America, the tarot papers. All these documents are showing that at one time there was a high level of culture, even the Nitu from ancient Kemet, before it was called Egypt. There were these wars, these wars of the quote unquote gods. So these high level beings that were in some way, shape or form creating these situations on this planet where there was a lot of turmoil.

1:35:21Everyone wanted to dominate and take over someone else. Those wars made it into a biblical text, made it into Koran and everything else. So they're well known wars that happen. The thing that I want people to know they don't realize is we don't have to be like that. That we're just we just continue to copy what's happened to us, what's happened in the ancient past. that we are just reciprocating and going through this cycle of up and down this yuga cycle of recreating these same traumatic situations on this planet. And that if we really look at the past and really analyze it through a magnifying glass and learn from it, say to ourselves, this is what's been going on for eons.

1:36:00How do we now stop this from happening in the future? Because ultimately there's probably been, based on my research, at least four golden ages on this planet. Age is where there was peace and tranquility and no war. And then something happens and it collapses and goes back around the cycle again. And right now I think that we're in the Tetra Yuga, which is like the Silver Age, heading back towards the Golden Age. We're the very, very beginning of the Silver. We're thousands of years away, but the very beginning. Thousands of years away. Yeah. It's called the Great Year. It's a long time. But we're in the stage right now, a stage of awakening, enlightenment, the age of information, where a lot of people are really beginning to ask more questions.

1:36:39So we're in the very vulnerable process of learning right now. And if we can understand what happened in the past and understand the past is prologue, we can prevent a damned or doomed future for our future generations. And every time I research these yuga cycles and this rise and fall of civilizations, which are also talked about in the animal tablets, I began to realize something. There's not one text anywhere, and I've gone through thousands of texts that says that this cycle has to happen. The ultimate goal, I believe, or the ultimate test or experiment that's going on, this grand experiment is, can we now be the ones that make it to a golden age and sustain it?

1:37:14And how many other civilizations out there in the known universe have reached that sustained golden age and how many have continued to collapse and go back through the cycle? Wow. What do you think is keeping humanity from living in peace? The main thing from living in peace is the ego. The ego, the ability to want to dominate others, to put the boot on the neck of others, to control others. Why do people want that? It's something that really feeds the ego. It's something innate and dark, deep within us. It's an ancient trauma that's been passed down through epigenetic memories. Scientists discovered that these epigenetics are real and that they're passed through the body, through the RNA from the father's side, and they go on for generations and generations and generations.

1:37:56So there's this dark, deep trauma within our bodies that's hidden away, that's programming code. And this code is popping up, influencing the ego and giving people these thoughts to downmate others. Wow. Yeah. Is it possible to break the traumas of our ancestors? Affirmations. The only way is through positive affirmations. Meditation and positive affirmations is the only way to break it. So we got to be able to begin to get people understanding that this is within us. This darkness is hiding in our cells and our body within the DNA. And we need to be able to now rewrite that. How do we reprogram it?

1:38:35Meditation and affirmations. Meditation and affirmations. We have to un-code ourselves and recode ourselves. Deprogram and reprogram. And then the RNA that we pass down to the next generation will be healed and cured from that ancient mindset disease thought process of domination. Right now we live in a universe or we live in a civilization on this planet, at least, based on full competition over collaboration. We have to get out of this competition mindset. It's in everything that we see, everything that we do. And realize you're only in competition with yourself. If you succeed in a podcast and you get 100 million subscribers, I'm going to be your best cheerleader.

1:39:15Right. Because I feel like that's phenomenal. He achieved his birthright and there's still room for me to grow. What can I learn from him instead of seeing it? Oh, man, he made it to 100 million people. And what am I going to do? And I need to beat Lewis Howell. I mean, that mindset is what's holding us down. The mindset of envy, of jealousy, of competition. When we move and shift into the collaboration mindset and realize that abundance manifests throughout the entire universe and abundance is unlimited. And we realize it's unlimited abundance. So if he's successful, I could be successful in the same level too.

1:39:49If this company is doing this, I can have a company doing the same thing. Gaia is a streaming TV network. I don't wish any ill on them. I want them to see, I want them to do great things. There's room for me. They're paving the way for my company to be a huge streaming TV platform, right? So why am I wishing and hoping the worst on them? I'm just following the trend and not reinventing the wheel, right? So it's this mind. But when you shift, if you don't shift into that, it's be like, I got to beat Gaia. I got to beat this one. I got to beat. When you move into that mindset, it's a hindrance. It's dark and you end up going to battle.

1:40:21Wow. You go to war. But when you move into the frequency of collaboration, how can we work together? How can we become a bundle package together on Amazon Prime? How can I send you some people for your podcast that'll be great people for you to interview? And maybe you might know somebody that might be good for my podcast. When you move into that frequency, everything just flows. Yes. And you grow. And there's less stress, less pressure, and there's no war. So it's a collaboration over competition. Yeah. Did you always have a collaborative mindset growing up or were you more into competition? You had to break that cycle.

1:40:54I had a competition mindset coming from sports. Yeah. And I realized coming out of sports that keeping that same mindset everywhere you go is abrasive. Yeah. And it takes so much energy. Yeah. I said, you know, I went to, I remember this one time, this is back in 1998. a guy invited me to a networking meeting. Back then it used to be all these networking. You go meet in person, no virtual stuff, right? No LinkedIn. You got to go sit down with people in their face. And I went, I said, I begrudgingly, but I went, I went to this meeting and I met the most incredible people there. I mean, exchange business cards, you know, good old days and got to know each other a little bit, added to my Rolodex.

1:41:34And I made a phone call about maybe a month later to one of the people I met there, ended up closing a big business deal, not from them directly, but somebody they sent me to. And I was like, wow, just one meeting. And I realized then it's the collaboration that counts, not the competition. And I started shifting in that moment into the collaboration mindset. It just feels better too. It feels better. I mean, so clean. There's a, there's a, there's a ego fun feeling of competing and beating someone. There's like, there's a feeling to that too. Yeah, absolutely. That's more of like a darker side, I guess.

1:42:07Unless it's in sports, like there's a spirit of competition where you can also have a spirit of sportsmanship, which is, can you compete and then shake each other's hands afterwards in the spirit of the game of, thank you for helping me elevate my skills to this new level. Maybe I lost the game, but you helped me grow. And when both teams or individuals can do that in the spirit of sportsmanship and in kind of collaboration of raising the frequency within each other. Yeah. That's a win-win. Absolutely. Even if someone loses, you can create a win-win. Yes. If you interpret it differently. So I had to learn that in my twenties because I was all about competition.

1:42:47Yeah. I need to be number one. I need to be able to rewrite. And man, it's exhausting. It's exhausting, man. It takes so much energy. You know, I got US Junior Olympics for a little while, AAU basketball, UWSA, had a large program in South Florida, one of the largest actually, 121 players in the total program, and scouting and going out and trying to make sure you beat this and find out what this game plan is and how do you go get past this coach's plays and all that. It takes so much in and out. Of course, it's sports, so you have to do it. But when you then move it out of there into general life, oh, you think I got the system.

1:43:22I'm going to take this system I used to win here and win over here. Doesn't work. Oh, man, it doesn't work. It's just so great. Battle, man. It's a battle. You create battles that don't even exist. You create them out of thin air. I had to learn how to be collaborative in my 30s and realize that's the true key to getting success is helping others win, serving others, being of value, and knowing that it's not always going to be them that help you win also. Exactly. It's not always going to be that. But I was just telling this to my brother this morning for the last, I don't know, 12 years of doing this show, but also just kind of 16, 17 years of being in business and stuff.

1:43:58I've just tried to be a giver. I guess me and you are givers and that's why in a wounded place, you attract a taker in relationships where you have an emotional wound of intimacy. But in life, I just try to be a giver. And I was telling him this morning, I was like, not every person I gave to has given me something of equal value or greater value in return to what I gave them. But I live in a beautiful home. I have a sanctuary. I have an opportunity to make a difference. I have a big platform. Like life has given me so much. Yes. And I believe it's because I keep showing up consistently, not perfectly, but consistently to try to find value and give that value to other people.

1:44:39Yes. And by being of service, I believe that you will be rewarded eventually. You know, it may not happen right away, but you will gain incredible gifts. and it's going to look different than everyone else, but it's like I receive and appreciate and I'm grateful for what I have. And I think that is also an element to manifesting more is really living in the frequency of gratitude for what I do have. And you can want and create more, but also like if I don't have more, I'm happy. I'm happy. I'm happy. I'm happy. You know, I really came to that true realization of what you just said. Like I said, just weeks ago.

1:45:20I almost died in the hospital. And I was analyzing. I had to say to myself, woof, this is pretty tough. When they came and put the heart monitors and the oxygen thing on me and all this stuff, and I'm in there with all these IV trees and all these IVs in my arms and everything else, and I'm in so much agony and pain, and I couldn't breathe. And I was thinking, man, every breath I take, I feel the liquid, the fluid, the groggling. And I was so afraid to go to sleep because I was If I go to sleep, I might not wake up. Oh, man. But I had this thought like, what if I didn't wake up? Not that I'm trying to leave, but if I don't wake up, I realize I'm so thankful.

1:45:56Wow. I lived a life of 10 men, you know?

1:46:01That's beautiful. I lived a great life. Yeah. Even with everything that happened, I really did live a good life. Yeah, man. So I was happy. I was like, well, if this is it, then I accept it. but I was given a chance to come back and fight, which I did. But I realized like, I really have grew up such a great life. I have nothing to complain about. That's beautiful, man. Even with all the traumas and all the challenges and relationships. I really have lived the life of 10 men. I've been all over the world. I've been around the world 18 times. I've traveled, lived in my dreams. I've manifested a nice place to live.

1:46:36I've manifested being able to provide things for my family. I've manifested being happy, which is the hardest thing to do. I've achieved those things, you know, and, you know, obviously not that I wanted to leave, but I felt like, wow, I really look back. I'm so happy. I'm so grateful. I have so much gratitude for the life I was given. That's beautiful, man. Yeah. Do you have a spiritual practice today? Yeah. I just, you know, my biggest thing that I do is I like to meditate. That's my biggest practice. And every single time I get in the shower, that's my prayer closet. Because what I envision is everything that's holding me back, everything is dark, everything that's frustrating, everything that's hindering me, it's washing away.

1:47:14It's coming out of the body and it's washing away. That's a great call, man. Yeah. Yeah. And then once I get it all out, I feel like it's all out. And I take a moment and then I just open up and I say, okay, now bring in all the positivity, bring in all the high energy, bring in all the frequency, bring in all the manifestation, bring in the peace and the sex and the health and everything else. And that's how I take my shower. So I take the opportunity in my showers. Sometimes I can take three a day because I'm doing saunas. I'm working out. I'm going, my wife wants to go for this walk. But I'm getting this through the shower process is my prayer closet.

1:47:47That's beautiful, man. I love that. Yeah. Whenever I'm feeling down or maybe sick or something like that, or it's not like cold coming out or whatever it might be, I imagine flowing stream of like golden water flowing from the top of my head, like through my body, cleansing my cells and just visualizing this golden river flowing through my body, out my toes. And whether it's placebo or whatever it is, it seems to always make an impact by thought. It's not actually happening, but I'm imagining that it's happening. Well, that's making it real. Isn't that interesting that it's really happening in that higher dimensional realm, in that multidimensional area, it's really happening.

1:48:33And I believe in it, man. It has a direct effect on me, you know, and I'm not a perfect person. I make mistakes just like everyone else. Um, but it's recognizing that, you know, recognizing it, coming to terms with it, addressing it and just trying to move through it and then try to find a way to, again, not duplicate that, but also to have the gratitude for even understanding that I've recognized that. Yes. So many people go through life without recognizing anything. And they're just like NPCs in the Matrix, non-player characters. But the ones that are conscious, you begin to become self-aware.

1:49:08And self-aware is not just recognizing, oh, that's just me in the mirror. But self-aware is being able to realize that you're not your thoughts. You're the observer of your thoughts. And that's where you gain your most power. We're not our thoughts. We are the observer of our thoughts. What is the biggest illusion that people have? they think that they are for example I'm Billy Carson right they think that they're that person so you're Lewis Howes people think that that's me I'm Billy Carson I'm Lewis Howes I'm Mary Jane or whatever the number is right whatever the name is but they're not when you're born you're given a name a race and a religion and you spend your whole life depending on false identity like I always say most people have no idea who they are they have no clue They don't even begin to know who they actually are and they'll go through their whole life in that illusion.

1:49:57Who's Billy Carson? Somebody gave me that name. I never chose that name. It was given to me. Somebody told me to be in this religion. I didn't choose to be in that thing. Somebody told me I was black, a black guy. I mean, I look brown. So who am I? People have to take time to sit with themselves and figure out who they truly are, what their true interests are outside of what's been told to been given to them, what's been forced on them, and find out what they're truly passionate about. Find out things that they would like to be interested in and to do, and passions that they want to fulfill and things they want to manifest outside of everything that's been given to them and forced upon them, and realize that they're much more than what the programming code is.

1:50:42Where a program from age one to seven becomes who you are for the rest of your life, according to modern science. Well, in that time frame, a lot of us get that code and we stick to that code. We have to sit down and realize that we've been programmed. Now, how do we deprogram this? How do we then rewrite that program? And how do we get through the fear of even asking the questions on how to get out of this programming? A belief system is so hard coded into our bodies now that the thought of asking any question or questioning it anyway, it hurts us physically and it makes us completely frightened and horrified.

1:51:15Well, it's also a community aspect of if your community or family or friends have a belief system and you're questioning their beliefs, you're questioning them, they start to get upset with you. You don't want to be kicked out of the tribe or the church or the community. You want to have love and family. So it's a... Delicate situation. It's challenging because I think we should be questioning things. We shouldn't just accept everything that is told to us as 100 % truth and fact. I think you can ask questions about it. And that's a good thing. And maybe you come to a belief, you come to an agreement of like, oh, this belief system works for me.

1:51:51Yes. It benefits me. Right. It gives me value. It brings me more harmony and alignment in my life. And this set of values, when I live up to them, I create a better reality for myself. That's it. I feel more peace. I feel more free. I feel more abundant. Or does this set of values, do I need to adjust some of them or question them? Or were they pushed on me? And maybe they do work, but maybe they don't work for me right now. You know, it's like you have to question things. I think. Just come to a better overall understanding of what you've accepted program-wise. Yes. And like you said, some of it's good, some of it's useful, some of it you can go along with, but become aware of it.

1:52:27Understand that this was coded into you. Now let's dig deeper into that code and understand, is this something that I really truly accept or am I just going with the status quo? Yes. So many people live their life on status quo to the day that they actually die and never really truly living alive, but not living. And a lot of people are waiting to die so they can live. I choose to live now. Wow. What was the program that you had to decode and reprogram that was the hardest for you? Oh, one of the hardest for me, to be honest, was understanding money, financial literacy. The programming I had growing up was my parents had a little shoebox.

1:53:08And if they had 20 bucks in there, that was a lot of money. And that was in top of the closet. Mostly it just had change in it. I would get sent to the grocery store to smash the cans on the shelves because then we can get it for like 10 cents a can. Waiting for people to bring us food and taking fruits off of fruit trees in the neighborhood. We didn't even have water. Like I said, we would attach the water hose to our neighbor's house so we can rinse off in the backyard. So seeing that, no checkbooks, no bank account, no savings account, no life insurance, no nothing, just growing up under that programming code.

1:53:40You weren't educated in money. I wasn't educated in money. And so I made a lot of financial mistakes when I was younger. I had built some businesses and done really well. I remember I had this one marketing company I started. This is prior to the internet, just as the internet was getting ready to come into existence. Like late 90s or something? Yeah, late 90s. And I was doing phenomenal numbers. I mean, imagine late 90s making 10, 12 grand a week. That was good money back then. Crushing life. I was doing good, man. House, car, everything, right? And then the company, the two owners of my biggest client, the two owners of that company got into an argument.

1:54:15And one owner siphoned all the money out of the account and went back to Canada and left the other one high and dry. And I had, at that time, I had like probably seven accounts, but that was like 90 % of my income. And I lived up to that income and I didn't save money. I was just living by, get it, spending, get it. This is great, man. I'm rich. I'm doing good forever, right? Not really understanding money and financial literacy and just living paycheck to paycheck, making 10 grand a week. It was crazy living. And then this happened and I got into a hole and they kept promising to pay and promising to pay and promising to pay.

1:54:49And I kept servicing them, servicing them. I got it. This is my biggest client. Instead, I realized I got to have some more clients. How am I going to replace this income? And it never happened. And I ended up losing house, car, everything. I ended up sleeping on the beach homeless for a week. And I was like, how did I get into this situation? All the money I made, I spent every dime. It was so hard for me. But that was my eye-opening experience to realize, you better learn about money and how to handle it because you can't afford to put your family in this situation. Wow. And I ended up sleeping on the beach off of William Lehman Causeway down in Miami, Aventura area, when they had all the low rises, all motels and stuff.

1:55:26And I went to the owner of the motel and said, look, I have no money. I don't want to cause any problems. but can I sleep in my car in your parking lot? And I went and got a hoopty from anything on wheels for$450 on layaway. I got in the car, got this rusted out hoopty. I slept in that car. I felt down on myself for about a day and a half. I'm not going to lie. But then I got 30 bucks from somebody and I took 10 for gas, which went a long way back then because gas was like 79 cents a gallon. And then I took the other 20 and got changed from that same owner of that motel. And I went to the pay phone on the corner.

1:55:57The corner was right on the main street of A1A. So I had to wait for the cars to stop at the red light so there wouldn't be any noise. And I got the yellow pages out from underneath the phone booth and started cold calling businesses, getting new clients, setting myself appointments, going on appointments, closing deals. Wow. And within a couple of weeks, I got some advanced payments. I got myself off the street, back into a nice apartment, got that hooptie, got into a nice car, gradually got back into a house, built my way back up. But on my way back up, I made a commitment to myself to understand and learn financial literacy.

1:56:27and through that process, I had gained so much knowledge with money and finances, which is why I wrote the book, Woke Doesn't Mean Broke. It's a bestselling book in four countries and it's based on the US economic system. Wow. A thick book, man. 688 pages. And I don't know if you could do this in a short answer, but what is money? Money is nothing more than an energy exchange. It's an instrument. Money doesn't even exist. If you and I were in Alaska right now inside of a cold cave, we got stranded there and we had a bag with one billion dollars in it. But knowing that if we didn't warm ourselves that night, we would die from pulmonary edema.

1:57:06We would light that bag of money on fire so fast just to live for one more day. Yeah. The money has only consciously attributed value. Whatever we give it emotionally is what it actually is valued at. It's just zeros and ones pieces of paper. It means nothing. It's the energy exchange. So the energy exchange there was heat for life. You see? So once I understood that, I was like, oh, it's not the money, it's energy. So how can I get on the frequency? Because energy is a frequency. So once you get to the frequency of the money, it appears. And I understood that and I began to just get on the frequency of the money.

1:57:44What is the frequency of money to get on? The frequency is understanding. Okay, for example, this is the late 90s. I saw a commercial said dot com, black screen, IBM dot com. That was the whole commercial. I said, what the heck is this? IBM dot com. It came on four times during the NBA game. I said, now that's expensive. Yeah. Even back then. So I went to the bookstore immediately. Of course, no computers, right? I said, can you show me or tell me anything about this dot com? IBM has this dot com commercial. She said, oh, it's over there in the HTML section. I go to the HTML section. I start looking at these books.

1:58:15I go, holy crap, this is crazy. And I realized the old ancient Native American prophecy, Hopi prophecy, where they said that in the future, the world will be connected on a worldwide web and information will travel to and fro instantaneously. And I said, I can't believe I lived to this era. I'm here. And the era where this is about to happen right now before my very eyes. So I knew I had to get on the frequency of that because that would then bring what? Bring me the money. So I started studying HTML. I started studying ASP scripts, JavaScripts, C plus. And I learned all that at the bookstore.

1:58:49I went to Renton Center and got a$19.95 a week computer called a Packard Bell. I really call it a Packard from hell because it's trash. Two gigabyte hard drive. Right. And I started replicating this coding on the computer. I became pretty good at it. Started my first internet company called Dotcom Marketing Group. Wow. And I built that into a multimillion dollar corporation. And then I ended up getting acquired by GloBench, which was a former FBI agent who actually retired and wanted to have bus benches with LCD screens on them to do marketing and promotion. And then we ended up getting bought out by the Amber Alert Company.

1:59:27Wow. So it's kind of like seeing where's money's frequency at, and then putting your energy on that same frequency level. Yeah. There's going to be money in the dot-com, whatever this thing is. I don't know. Let me go understand it and learn about how to use it. Exactly. Be involved in it and then get, because there's going to be money flowing there. Exactly. I got on the dot-com frequency and money was the side effect. Millions of dollars was the side effect, actually. That's amazing, man. Yeah. I've got a couple of final questions for you, Billy. This has been powerful and we'll have to have you come back on for another episode in the future.

2:00:01but I want people to follow you, forbiddenknowledge.com, forbiddenknowledge.tv. That's for the four. You've got an amazing, this is a newer book right here, right? Yeah, that's one of my newer books, yeah. Newer book called Fractal Holographic Universe. The Matrix Code Revealed. If you guys want to learn about more about everything we've talked about here, it's all in this book. You can check it out on your website, forbiddenknowledge.com. Also, this seems pretty interesting. Woke doesn't mean broke. Yeah. And this is a thick book. This is all about money. It's about money. How to be conscious and awake.

2:00:36It's not the conscious woke name. It's the consciousness being awakened. Not the other one, right? Not the political. It came out before they came up with that term. The woke. Yeah, yeah. The woke terminology. Yeah, yeah. Not that woke term. This is really about being awake. But then don't be broke. Because if you're out here talking about abundance and we have the power within us and everything else and you can't pay your light bill, it's a problem. You're not really a student of the teachings. The proof is in the pudding. 100%. Yeah. And this is a giant reference book to every aspect of financial literacy.

2:01:05I'm also a contributor to Entrepreneur Magazine. And so they knew about the book. I contacted them. They went through a process, a screening process, and allowed me to be a contributor. And I've got all my articles that I write for Entrepreneur are all on financial literacy because I think that's the biggest thing we're struggling in the world right now is financial literacy, which is why I struggled for a while. Loke doesn't mean broke. I love this. Thank you. Anywhere else we should send people to to support you today? You've got these different places to go to. Well, I've got my TV network, Forbidden Knowledge TV with the number four.

2:01:38So they can go get the Forbidden Knowledge TV app on any app store, iOS, Google Play, Amazon, Apple TV, LG TV, Samsung TV, Android TV, any TV or whatever. Just go get the Forbidden Knowledge TV app. A lot of incredible content there. Docu-series, docu-dramas. Now we're doing actual fictional series that have knowledge encoded into them. Oh, that's cool. We have animation. We have, you know, I own a record label too. So we have conscious music. Amazing. 432 hertz. We have workshops and classes and training sessions and motivation and inspiration. Just everything there. So somebody can go there and they can feel comfortable.

2:02:15Like when I come here, I'm going to walk away with something that I'm going to learn today. That's beautiful, man. Thank you. We'll link it all up and send people there. Appreciate it. I want to acknowledge your ability before I ask the final two questions for your ability to transform over the last five to 10 years. Again, it sounds like you were very analytical, you know, in a certain mode. And I think that when people allow the child to come out of them through healing the inner child and through the journey of healing and forgiveness, it sets us free. And when we are free emotionally, spiritually, mentally, I feel like we make a bigger impact on the people around us.

2:02:51We have a greater potential to actualize our best selves. So I want to acknowledge you for that transformation. Thank you, brother. I appreciate that. And for showing up the way you do. I know you get criticized and attacked online for stuff. And I appreciate that you're just constantly trying to find wisdom that relates to you. And you're trying to share what you're learning. That's it, man. And I think you're doing a great job. So I want to acknowledge you for that, Billy. Thank you, man. And I hope we... And if people want Billy to come back on, leave a comment below. Share the biggest takeaway from today.

2:03:23And we'll get Billy back on in the future. But this is a question I ask everyone at the end called The Three Truths. Okay. So imagine hypothetical scenario. You live as long as you want in this realm, but it's the last day on earth. You accomplish and manifest all your dreams. Everything you want to happen happens. Right. But the last day, you've got to take all of your work with you. So the books are gone. The TV network is gone. Anything you create, gone. Hypothetical. Yeah. But you get to leave behind three lessons that you've learned from life. Yeah. And that's all we would have from your content?

2:03:57What would those three truths be for you? The first truth I would say is the ultimate frequency is love. To make sure you get on the love frequency, because without love, nothing can persist. Love has to permeate and does permeate the entire known universe. The second thing I would do is I would tell people to not to focus on material things. Material things are important. Material things make life pleasant and easy in the third dimension. But if you focus solely only on that, you'll be out of balance and you'll be out of sync with what really matters. Focus on building positive and healthy relationships.

2:04:34That's what you should focus on the most and have a balance within your life between material things and non-material things. And then the last thing I would say is to just be of service to others. What legacy can you leave behind that would be better than people remembering how you assisted and helped them in their darkest time, in their time of need, when they didn't even know you were coming to save them. Yeah, that's beautiful, man. And the final question, Billy, what's your definition of greatness? Wow, greatness. I think that real true greatness is most likely when somebody really understands that the power to save themselves is within themselves.

2:05:11Like, there's nobody coming to save you. When I came to that realization, my whole life shifted. Everything shifted in my life. And I think that a lot of people are waiting for this magical thing to come and just bail them out. Instead of analyzing the problem and then focusing on what solutions can begin to solve this problem, whatever that problem is, and being a part of that solution. And if you can't be a part of the solution, find someone that's part of that solution and collaborate with them. I hope you enjoyed today's episode and it inspired you on your journey towards greatness. Make sure to check out the show notes in the description for a full rundown of today's episode with all the important links.

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