Session 142: Alix & Ashtin Earle

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0:26Why does it? You guys, why don't you switch halfway? You don't have a bad side. Ashton.

0:37I can't. Just please, I can't hear about it this whole time. Please switch with her. Please. This is my therapist. Like, I'm going to be talking to you like this the whole time. But like, if I'm talking like this. You look beautiful from this side. We got to get going. Cheers. Cheers. Cheers. Eyes. Cheers to Earl Meets World out on Netflix September 4th. Eyes. Eyes. Is our all camera set? Is everyone good? Is everyone happy? No. Why don't we take a big sip? Okay. One, two, three.

1:13That's good. Delish. So how are you guys feeling? I'm chugging that. About Earl Meets World out soon. Woo! I watched the whole thing. Are you feeling better than you felt before watching it? I felt better once you watched it and you were like, oh, I like it. I loved it. Oh, thanks. Is there anything like that you guys wish you spoke about more? Oh, so we're just getting right into it. Like I didn't even get an introduction. Like what happens? He's just like so small every day. Alex, Earl, Ashton, Earl. You guys don't need an introduction. Do you want one? Yeah. Okay. Alex and Ashton are two of the biggest influencers, soon to be reality stars in the world.

1:58With their new show, Earl Meets World, out on Netflix September 4th. It is eight episodes and it follows around your family and your friends. I'm so excited. Okay, so what made you feel better about it? I think once I finally got to see the whole thing and I was like, okay, it's coming out, it's happening. I don't know I think like I was so nervous about it's just a different side like you would agree right it's like a different side than you would see of me online it's very different but it should be if it was the same side of you online then we'd have a problem I know but like I'm scared for people to be like oh my god she's a bitch I actually did not think you came off as a bitch at all did you think she came off as a bitch I didn't watch it in the moment where you like well I always think Alex is a bitch she's my sister yeah but the thing is like you know what's crazy is you I think I had like I just didn't know what filming a reality show was like before we actually started like I had such a different idea in my head I thought it was just like I don't know like cameras rolling all the time 24 7 like we were kind of fitting it into our schedule which I think I would do differently next time like I think I would like clear off three months and just only film and be like cameras up because we were like oh okay we'll film this weekend we'll film this weekend so it was like pretty jumpy and in the beginning I was so nervous like I think the first like few episodes I don't think I smile or speak I remember you were kind of awkward and I was really surprised I every I'm telling you I'm the worst on the show like everyone in my family shines and I'm like I don't think that's true at all I was just so nervous in the beginning like it was scary and the first thing we filmed was like the breakup and moving out of Braxton's and that was like a really really hard moment for me and I was like oh my god and there's like 10 camera people here staring at me like sobbing and snotting so that was like it just took a second to get used to I guess yeah but by the end you were like free crying you were you were not scared the whole season yeah but like it felt it felt to me different than your content a lot different I know that's what I'm scared about wait why it should be the in my mind it should be the opposite if it's the same if it's the same thing as your content then it all it takes is for one person to turn it on and be like well I guess I could just watch it on TikTok.

4:12Right. But like, I'm just afraid of people hearing me like complain and like, that's like, whatever. I don't care. It's funny. It makes you relatable. Everyone complains. How was Europe? That was the best two weeks of my life, I think. I know. I know. I know. I really needed that as a reset. And I think we need to move there. Alex kept saying that you weren't at dinner the other night. Alex kept saying like, okay, like we could do Italy. I'm like, Alex, you're not buying property in Italy. What if we did? I mean, Alex, the way you would call me at 7am and you'd be at a party and you're like, you have to come.

4:41Everyone's asking for you every day. And I like couldn't come. It's just better there. Everyone's better. The guys are better. The guys are better, aren't they? Mm-hmm. Like, they just don't make them like that here. What do you mean? Like, they're just more forward. Yeah, I feel like they're more like outgoing. They are more forward. Like, they don't care. Like, they are just, I just like how they, like guys here won't like, just go up to you and be like, you're beautiful. They like want you to go up to you. Yeah, in Europe, it's like, they like don't play games. Yeah, they're like, Yeah, sexy.

5:11Fuck me. Yeah. And you're like, all right. I love it. I wish that the cameras were up. I wish the cameras were up in Europe. Oh, my God. I don't. Oh, my gosh. It was so great, though. I mean, I, like, had a really good time. I told you. I know. Yeah. You've had a good summer. You've had a great summer. And you had an unenjoyable summer last summer. Wait. What did I do last summer? No, no, no. No. Was it us that had a bad summer last summer? I didn't leave my bedroom last summer. Last summer was bad for us. I remember I called Ashton every day being like, I hate my life. And Alex was like, you guys are so, like, all you do is complain.

5:48I would literally lay in bed every day, not move. Oh, Ashton was depressed last summer. Yeah. It's because we were having, we were having like a come down from brat summer. Yeah. So then it was like, oof, like this summer is just never going to be that good. Yeah. And then I completely outdid brat summer this summer. I know. You did. I honestly had a great summer too. You did. I didn't even do Europe. Do you feel like you had a summer? Yes, you did. I felt like my summer kind of started and ended like, well, okay. It was that our Monaco weekend into the next week. I forgot about that. Best week of my life.

6:22I forgot that started our summer. That started our summer, which makes me feel a part of the summer in some way because that did start it and I was there for that. You would have had. I know. I miss out on a lot of trips this year. Ashton, what do you have to tell us about your summer? I've had a great summer. Oh, yeah. what do you have to tell us about your summer? I feel like I've made a lot of new friends. And like anyone in particular? No. Okay.

6:53Every time I go to drink, I laugh. It's just hard because it's like, you know what I will say is I felt like I made a lot of new friends this summer. A lot of new friends. I made a lot of friends. This was the summer of making new friends. I think I ventured out of my comfort zone. I feel like I got more social. You got way more social. You've done a complete 180 this year. And I think because everyone was like, oh my God, every time I meet you, I think you are such a bitch. Because I don't speak. Because I am afraid. I think when I meet people, they don't want to meet me. So I just don't. Wait, what do you mean by that?

7:28I think when I'm meeting people in my head, they don't want to be talking to me. So then I get awkward and don't say anything. But now I'm better. You're a shy person. I will say when we first met you, we weren't shy. You weren't shy. I went right up to your room and we had the best night ever. Because you were having a panic attack. So I had to be like okay. Totally. What else was new? What was your favorite city you visited in Europe? Honestly, Sardinia was really pretty. Yeah. It was beautiful there. Especially after we got out of Ibiza, which felt like at the end of it like a black hole. I mean, how long were you in Ibiza?

8:00Eight days. Oh my God. I think that was not good. Did you go out every night?

8:08yes one night I took off and it was like I went on like a little dinner date but that was like not partying but then we did go to a party but only for like 30 minutes okay is there anything on the show that you're like I wish I did I said this I wish I didn't say this well I think like looking back now even in some of my because how we did our interviews which is like the confessionals we did it like throughout the season and one I just wish I like put on some like makeup and blew out my hair for them they were like we wanted to be like really chill like you're like sitting on the couch natural and then I'm like looking at it on the big screen and I'm like oh my gosh maybe not but uh we would film them throughout so I think like I could have been a maybe like a little bit more comfortable I was more comfortable towards the end I would say but you forget and like in the moment it feels so scary because you film a conversation for like an hour right you think that everything is going to be in there and like you get out every single point and it's like there's like a minute or maybe two minutes of the conversation that actually makes it into the show so I think that was also stressing me out too of like I could not even possibly get all my points across if I wanted to because it's like all gonna get cut out um and even things that we filmed like there was Braxton and I filmed this which I told you about this before but we filmed this um like Valentine's Day campaign for St.

9:30Mark's I remember this what happened to that it just it we he ended up not wanting to do it anymore after we did it so we filmed the whole thing and we also like filmed it for the show like I was talking about it it wasn't like done for the show but was he mic'd up like was he on the show no okay um but we were doing this valentine's day campaign which when braxton and i broke up we were like very amicable very good and we came up with this idea and i was like this would be so fun and we're both investors and sit margs and like it'll be great but basically the idea was like break up with bad margs and it looks like we're breaking up with each other but we end up breaking up with the margs whatever it was like so it's like a split screen and it's alex and braxton talking and they're like, I just don't think this is working.

10:16I don't think this is data. I don't think blah, blah, blah. And then you zoom out and it's like, it looks like we were talking to each other, breaking up with each other. But when you zoom out, we're like not in the same booth. Like I'm talking to like a bad margarita and so is he. And it was just, it was all my idea and it was so phenomenal. And then it ended up not going through last minute, but that was something we filmed for the show of like talking about like behind the scenes after of like oh my gosh this isn't going live and what are we gonna do and now like the smorgas doesn't have anything to do for the show that didn't make it in the show you guys fought a bunch on the show did we should i watch it i'm like scared you not you i like i'm too scared to watch it you you got in a fight about a few i'm about to fight her because she told me she was going to bring me one of those shirts well i made these shirts she had another one that said no comment legally and i was gonna wear it i how good is that wait it's cute you're sisters i wanted to have my own moment sorry so we fought a lot on the show a little like you like you fought about her staying with you and then you fought about when she leaked um you fought you fought when you she leaked the real actives which in the moment i don't even want to talk about it okay like we could talk about it but like don't ask who's right or who's wrong because I'm gonna freak out you think you're right still no it's not that big of a deal it was the full bottle it wasn't it was like half a second of me like with the full bottle did anyone in the comments catch it no it was up for like one minute and she lost her bazongas on me she screamed you could have handled it more nicely I couldn't have screamed I was texting you you were texting in all caps I was about to say when you um pretend to look for another manager on the show with your dad did he fully buy into that or did he like oh because I could read it on his face that like he thought this was real he was purple I've never seen my dad that worried in his life are you nervous for the show to come out I'm terrified I was really nervous and now I've decided to just like let go and let God it's happening it's out like it's already happening what am i gonna do nothing this is a good time for us to move to europe that's what i said we could go in september and go away for no what i think you should do is cameras up immediately cameras up for reactions like cameras up immediately now because like the reaction to it is going to be interesting you talk about a lot that you do not speak about online yeah you don't publicly say anything about like you're like you'll be like you'll say things like I'm upset I'm going through it I broke up but you don't you really get into it on the show I know that's why it's scary but we tried to just like trust the process a little bit I mean I don't know if I should say this either but like when we were filming and I was like hanging out with someone and they would like always like want me to like talk about it I do think like I can expose myself but there's like a point when it comes to like other people that like I don't want to expose their privacy are you nervous about that no okay I feel like you were nervous now I'm like like I should have just like spoke in the moment you were nervous I do remember that you were really can I be honest that's not really a big plot point of the show yeah a big plot point of the show is Braxton your breakup with him moving on from him you figuring out what you want to do I still don't know.

13:51You want a model. I loved that storyline. Really? Yeah. Was it like weird and crudgy? No, it's what you wanted to do. It's what you want to do. I think it's so sweet. Like, you're so sweet in the show. And I'm like, aw, Ashton. I feel like I'm weird and annoying and gross. What? Why do you think that? I don't know. Every single one of you is so concerned about how you come off in the show. And it's really insane to me. Like, Sally was freaking the fuck out. I don't know why Sally's freaking out. What's Sally like in the show? Great. She's just your best friend. Quiet on the creek.

14:28Is that supposed to be a secret for the show? I think that's a secret. Okay, that's a secret for the show. Sorry, bleep it, but keep the shh, because that was funny. I think going back and looking back at the beginning of filming, it felt like I was always in defense mode, because I'm so used to having full control over my content and what I put out, and that's just like how I've always done things I don't even have anyone that helps me with like my socials like I just like to do it all myself and so I think like stepping into something else where I'm like oh my gosh like they have full control over all this stuff and I'm like putting so much trust and intimate moments of my life like in the hands of other people felt so scary so I felt like I was always like on defense in the beginning and then I feel like you just have to kind of like trust the process and let go and like that was something that happened with the Alex Cooper stuff is like in the beginning they were like we want to talk about this like whatever and I was like I I told production I was like I'm not talking about this at all like first of all it's irrelevant that was like a year or two ago at this point and I was just like I'm not talking about it I don't want to like there's no point in bringing this up and then after Coachella when everything like unfolded it just like happened to be a part of the moment of when we were filming so I was like I'm just gonna like go for it and lean into it and I did but I think like I don't know that's like also something that stresses me out a lot that I'm like I don't even want to deal with it and like I don't even care I think it's just like that is a tough moment I'm happy like we captured and we're able to like get the behind the scenes of all the feelings and stuff but it's like it's over Jake you're in the show right I'm in the show I'm in the show with the Russian Russian center that was crazy yeah just like got complicated was complicated got more complicated wasn't like just wasn't a good working relationship I could put out new episodes but they were still under unwell so they were still like getting the monetization from that and she couldn't and I couldn't own it myself and they were in no rush really to hand it back to me because they they wanted me to like sign a NDA like release agreement with had an NDA so we were working that out and it was just like a little complicated of how we parted so that's why I said I was like I'm not gonna say anything I'm not gonna say that they dropped me I'm just gonna like keep my mouth quiet and I just said I'm gonna start vlogging like for right now it was basically a strike for my podcast I was like until we figure out how to do this and like I don't want to keep putting out episodes for you guys even though the public thinks I'm not with you which was like so confusing at the time I was like I'll just basically go on strike and like do vlogs so I made a post and was like I'm gonna put my podcast on pause I'm gonna do vlogs and all the comments went crazy of like uh Alex must have not given you something back like yada yada yada Matt texted me and was like said something rude and then and then Alex went on TikTok and was like this is a lie Alex Earl owns all her whatever.

17:32Oh, no, it was a story. All the rights to her thing. And then the next morning, they miraculously, like, handed everything back to me. And he had emailed me being like, we were trying to give this to you for weeks. And it was like, okay. So. But honestly, your vlogs are so much better. Yeah, I honestly hated the podcast. Remember when I had to do it with you? That was so bad. But it was like, I don't, I think it just like, I got into it from like, just not the right, like I, you don't feel this way from your podcast. I felt drained after like six months. I was like, oh my God, like, I feel like I'm exploiting every part of my life in like a way I don't want to.

18:11And like, even just to try to get like a good story, other people and other things just to have like a good story. And like, I was like, I don't know, look at another, like part of my life I can share that. Like, I felt like empty, like is the only way I can explain. I was like, I feel like I'm just like exposing myself to like get some views on this and that was not like what I wanted and then I also didn't really want to interview people and I like suck at that so I was like that's not an option and then I was like Ashton you're gonna podcast with me and I did like talking and connecting with people and like when I did get to share like the vulnerable moments in my life I loved it but it just like started from such like I just had the wrong mindset with it like even going into it um Alex was like don't uh get a boyfriend Braxton she was like don't date him because like it's going to be more entertaining to be single and like podcast so you could talk about your dating life and your sex life and I was like I don't want to talk about that online so like dating sure but sex no and I just think I like was taught maybe like not the best habits for it and like it just was like wasn't a well-oiled machine in the beginning there was just like a lot of a lot of things um well I just remember you came to do my show for the first time and you saw Nolan and you said who is that and I said well Alex that's my podcast producer I said I don't have one of those what do you mean you don't have one of those you said what do you mean like when I did Alex's podcast she was like we're like literally like on the ground like screwing things in cameras and microphones she literally would like carry three microphones or cameras I don't know I was giving them 50 to just hand me the cameras and do it even the setup I had in my room I had to like set up all the cameras in my college bedroom and yeah I remember I went to Europe and I was there with like I think it was like Josh Richards and Gabby and I was like showing them like how I was lugging around this suitcase for my cameras and they were like what are you doing?

20:13I was like really like you don't do this? I'm so confused. Cause does Barstool give Josh like do they like I'm sure there's like a camera crew and a studio Right. I'm tired of beating the god damn dead horse like I would like to move on. Let's move on. Let's move on. Should we cheers to moving on? Yeah. Cheers to moving on Cheers to moving on

20:39you have a crush I'm having a little crush and I really like like it I like it too I've never met them I like it too and it makes me sick to my stomach really what does it feel like to have a crush like I'm having anxiety because I feel like I'm having a real crush and I don't what does that why does that give you anxiety because that's scary because of I like to be alone you really It's just easier that way. Why do you find that to be easier? Because like, then you can't get your feelings hurt. Like I get like anxious. So it's a defense thing. Yeah, of course. Okay. I understand that. You know, you get anxious.

21:15Like what if, I don't know, something happens and then I'm upset. Can I say how I view that? Like, I'm like, oh great. I can relate to more sad music. True. Do you know? Because you know, I was never like. You were never a big Swifty. Okay, no. or just sad music in general like i was like turn it the fuck off like i don't want to feel this way yell at me every single day all of a sudden now it's like if you go to my recently played it's just like all the most depressing music you could find and like it was like sienna spiro i'm like oh thank god like pure i love putting in my headphones looking out the window pretending like i'm in a movie oh my god isn't it the best yes and i'm like i feel sick to my stomach like Like, sad music makes me feel, have you heard the new, well, girl, we got to get you there.

22:02Have you heard the new Phoebe Bridgers album? No. I've heard clips of it. Of the one song. My God. She's not ready for that. Alice, you would actually love it. I don't know if she's ready for that. She might be. Cheers to that. There was a point this year where I was on All Too Well 10-minute version. Oh, that was a dark time for you. That was really bad. You had a dark time. Oh, and you know what's another thing about this show? that may have been like I don't want to say like the darkest period of my life because that's a little dramatic but like that was the most like not like myself that I felt and to the point where when we filmed and then we took like a month break or so and then I came back and I filmed more like confessional stuff the producers were like huh they were like I've never seen you like this like I've never seen you like so funny and giggly and whatever like I'm telling you like I was like a sad mean angry little witch while we were filming like I was I was so stressed out I didn't want to go out I didn't like anything like I just wasn't happy and so yeah great that we had cameras up we also like started filming in January and I remember the producers called me before we started filming and they were like so like tell me about what's going on in your personal life and I was like I haven't like left the house in weeks like I don't have a personal people like not want to watch it's okay no the show is amazing first of all and my favorite episode besides the one that i'm in because that one's a great one is episode eight yeah episode eight is i think i like episode seven the final scene of episode eight the entire room when we were watching it got up and screamed oh i'm so excited it was just cinema i can't even watch like it was just it's also like you know what's crazy about it is like I'm watching it and I'm like holy fuck like I'm so stressed out for her like that was like actually like there were so many moments during the show that I was like I literally like don't want to be doing this in front of the cameras right now but like I'm just gonna like pull the trigger and do it like that was so fucking scary like that was that was literally like you can see me like looking at the ceiling while I'm talking like I was so nervous oh my god and then the scene in episode seven too like there was some times where I'm just like what's in episode seven um between me my mom and my sister like oh just like there was some times where it was like I really I was like we just got to rip the band-aid off and go here but like there was times where production was like we'll step out of the house and we'll just give you guys yeah after that they were like okay we're gonna give you guys a minute and we're like I was like yeah well that was intense I mean I know you to be hysterical but I thought this show showed you to be really funny what Alex I you know I think you're hysterical i don't think i smiled once the whole show yeah but like tell me tell me throughout the season when you saw a smile on my face no yeah you can't name one one moment i smiled during the show wait you do smile a few times what about like when we were you smile when you're with your sisters and you're yeah and your younger brother but like i just don't think i was really myself so i would like a second chance well i actually think it was interesting the way you shift throughout the season because you started filming in january and you finished filming in what may or june yeah like may that was a crazy period of growth in your career in general so like you can see that and it's fascinating to watch no i'm happy we have it captured i would just like well now i don't care like i also feel like i was so stressed out about the concept of a show in the beginning and like i said like letting go of that control and now i I think I've like kind of know seen it.

25:41I've seen how it comes together. I understand it. Like I just understand how it works a little more. You know, like there were times where it's like, okay, like, you know, like you guys really have to talk about this. And I'm like, I don't want to fucking talk about it. Like we usually just sweep things under the rug in this household. Like I don't want to talk about it. So in the moment it felt really hard, but now I see like the beautiful thing and how it has all come together. So I like it a lot more now. Like I like the process more now. I just was confused in the beginning. Like you've got the bassist out of the way.

26:10Like that was like difficult at times. There's a Ryan Beattie lyric. Do you listen to Ryan Beattie? No. You would love him. And it says, What about me? What? You would like him. You would like him. It's very sad. That's the saddest it gets. Oh, okay. He says, Letting go of what you hold holds you just the same. Okay, so let me break it down for you. I need an analysis. This is the second time I've done this. So if - Letting go of what you hold. So I'm holding on to this, let's say I'm holding on to this like version of myself that I'm protecting and these things that I'm holding back. Once I let go of that and trust fall, it'll hold you the same way that you were holding what you were grasping on so strongly to begin with.

26:57Why though? Because it's about not needing something to hold on to. Like letting go of what you hold holds you just the same. because at the end of the day, like you're still going to be alive and breathing in your body no matter the situation. Like the circumstances might change. So like no matter what changes around you, like you can still control the way like you take care of yourself. I don't know. That's how I hear it. I feel like it's kind of like trusting the process. Alex is like, no. It's about trusting the process. No, no, yes. And I feel like holding on to your past like just holds you back in a way.

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29:32Also, I'm really excited. Like I truly am for people to see like our family dynamic is definitely not normal. And I think like we're very comfortable with each other. But there's also still like a lot of problems that we have and stuff we need to work through. and I think like if I was younger going through this divorce again with my parents like I would have loved to see something like this and be like wow like there is either hope of where we can get to or you can find like just something to relate to and like okay wow like they still like fight like this and like I don't know like I just I think it would have been comforting to me so I think that makes me feel really like secure and putting it out even though I know it's going to be like whatever people are gonna say but I I know that like I would have liked it if I was younger I think that's what kind of made the Kardashians so big was that like people saw like people were like oh I guess it's like normal to scream and fight with your family like this because like I remember I remember when I was growing up like like my mom and daughter could kill me but like we would scream scream scream and fight at each other all the time and I lived in like this very suburban neighborhood where all these families were like having dinner together every single night we didn't do that like we don't have we didn't have dinners together every single night like it wasn't just like the normal family experience so I think being able to watch something from someone that people look up to or want to be like and have it not be a normal family experience is like reassuring I think it's a beautiful way to look at it and my mom is like dating and Todd and like well I don't know it's just I I love it so and I think like the little kids really do just bring such like levity to it all like i love that like penelope thank god they are seriously stars they're stars wait who's your favorite character in the show alissa honestly yeah i texted you eight season one right i texted you and i said alissa that's my girl yeah this is my girl she's just like i don't know i think she carries she goes through life she carries herself with such grace she carries herself well she's like funny but like she doesn't try to be.

31:35She just is. You can always tell when a person has a lot of love and they're not putting it on for the camera and that's just kind of who they are and that's your mom to me. And I also just like personally love your mom a lot. Oh, she's the best. She'll be so happy to hear that. I love you. Alyssa, I love you. She likes all my Instagram stories. Oh, she does that with everyone. Okay, well, she likes mine a lot. Yeah, she makes them feel special. Even like people, I'm like, mom, you can't. Like she's like liked comments before even like about like. Oh my God, I can't. Like she likes everything.

32:05She liked comments that were mean about Ashley. And she was liking them. I'm like, mom, you can't do this. Like this is public that people can see you're liking this. And she was like, I didn't know. And I'm like, stop. Like she gets crazy with the double tap. She still likes all of Braxton's posts. Does she really? She still texts my ex-boyfriend from high school. She's like, she has too much love to give. Can I say that that. She's filled with love. And we love that about her. Are you nervous for Braxton to see the show? No. You just don't care. We had conversations, like, about everything that, like, he knows everything that's in it.

32:39Because I told him. He knows everything that's in it. So, whatever. Nothing was malicious. It was your life. No. I said to him, I said, this is basically a brochure to date you. I said, you're fucking welcome. I was like, okay. I'm pissed. I mean, you do miss him a lot in the show. Right. Anyway, how's your love life? Mine? Fine. Like, you know it's not good. it's not not good I've actually been focusing more on my friends good I've been focusing more on my friends I'm like whatever like lovers will come lovers will go do you have a lover right now no I have no one what are you talking what are you laughing about she asked me no she didn't okay

33:29How's your love life Alex? No, I've been talking too much. No, no, no. How was your love life? No, how's your love life? Please, how's your love life? How was your love life? How's your love life? Good. I just like, I don't like have a love. I'm just like, like I'm not like talking to anyone. but I'm like um talking to at least people she's talking to multiple people like there was a second there where I was like this is getting scary right but now at least there's like I've been like whoa okay there's humans out there right but like it's kind of fun to not be like I don't know I'm so picky and not like needing to have a boyfriend so it's just like I actually think by like going out and like going on dates, it's so easy to write people off is what I think.

34:25Like, I don't know. I'm so picky with stuff that like I can go out to dinner with a guy and be like, he did like three things I don't like. Like I don't need to talk to him anymore. I mean, but in your defense, that one date you went on was the worst thing I've ever heard in my entire life. So that was like, that was out of the show. What did he do again? He brought you to Starbucks? No, and he didn't have a plan for seven hours. So I got car sick and then we drove around in circles and then he asked me after seven hours of talking if I did OnlyFans. And I was like, okay, I guess you're not listening.

34:55Which also is Alex's worst nightmare, just like driving aimlessly, like listening to music down the beach. Her worst nightmare. For five hours, first of all, it's not like I would like it with someone I liked. But he kept saying to me, I don't know what else to ask you. I was like, okay. Also, like, we're the type of person where it's like, we're very similar in the sense that like, like the other day, even at dinner, where it's like, everyone was like, why are you paying the check now? And you're like, no, I like that this happens. We just like, you like having a plan. I just like, also that's my main attraction and a guy is a doer.

35:28Like someone who can like, just do it. Like just get things done. I know. And so he was not, he was an undoer. He was not doing anything. What was everyone's favorite weekend of the summer? I mean, it has to be when we were in Monaco. Yeah, it was the best time of my life. like that was the best trip ever I saw you open up in a way that I hadn't seen since the breakup what do you mean like you you were solemn for a few months you were sad oh yeah and we you talked about it with Stas but we went on that trip we didn't bring a single plus one it was you me Stas and Stella and it wasn't even about like guys like there weren't like that wasn't the focus of it the focus of it was like i like we're like conquering we're having fun like we're doing whatever and i think with that then the guys followed i think honestly no offense to you no that's fine but i think like sauce really you guys becoming friends was really really good for you i completely like you really like change like you guys are such a dynamic duo and it makes me so happy seeing you guys together and i feel like she really like helped you out of your like weird phase she really did well because she doesn't let you she doesn't let you be in that weird phase like i remember when i got to monaco i was in my brace and i was so upset about it and she said bitch i went to the white party in a boot i said okay i guess yeah and then i was like and She's a fucking braise.

37:07Yeah, like she was like, she just doesn't, she's like. She's also like your type A boyfriend because she handles everything and like always has a plan and always figures everything out. She's like a good mother. She's a good mother. She really brought it out of you in a really, really, really awesome way. And then when I left you guys. Then. I was like. Then. I was like, they're about to embark on the most beautiful summer of their lives. And they did. Yeah, we had so much fun. That was my favorite couple. I think like meeting new friends this summer was a really big thing for me me too yeah I met a lot of new people I was in like Paris alone for two weeks yeah how was that it was it was really fun it was scary I didn't like have friends I met like Max I met my new friend Emily but we this was the summer of like making new friends and I think sometimes it's you and I I think specifically relied on our friends from college and then each other.

38:06Well, I always felt so, because I like to keep my circle close and small. And like, once I have my friends, I'm like, I don't need to like go make new friends. But I think like, I got too trapped in the mindset of feeling so comfortable that like, I wasn't branching out. And I became like a little antisocial, which you wouldn't think that I'm antisocial. But like, you know what it is too, is we're still so young. And I don't know why I got in a mindset of like, I don't know, like we, we are settled in our ways or we're so like adults now and like everything. And I'm like, oh my gosh, there's so much life yet to live.