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31:23And this deep desire for it to be fair. It was heartbreaking, honestly. I could see it. I could see you carry that with you. Oh, I do. To this day. Okay. Yeah. Which one in particular stands out the most to you? It's not one. It's everything. It's everything. It's this realization that, you know, because of the schools that our kids go to, like my kids go to public school, but they're really nice public schools and safe neighborhoods. they're surrounded by other kids and families where it's okay you're going to finish school you're either going to go into a trade or you're going to go into the military or you're going to go to a college right that's the example right time and time again my clients would reveal that they just expected to go to rikers at some point because that was what the example was around them And so there was this just deep discouragement that was clearly part of a larger structural system in America that bothered me deeply.

32:35And I felt powerless to address the things that I felt were really wrong. Yes. The quality of the schools, the just, they're just so many things. You know, on that note, in full transparency, when I was in my late teens, going into early 20s, but I'd say late teens, I truly believe among my peers, the expectation was half of us are going to prison. A quarter of us are going to get shot and killed. And maybe a quarter of us makes it through. But that was the expectation. And then as I had friends pass away, as I had friends get locked up, it was just like par for the course. It wasn't shock to the system.

33:27Right. You know what I mean? And I think of how sad that is for someone in their teens to think that that is the status quo, is that state. Well, it's not only that you internalize it. It's that the external systems around you also look at you that way. And so I just felt this sense that, God, if only there was more support in communities, if only there were more support in school systems, if only some of my clients had been diagnosed with dyslexia or, you know, the real issues had been addressed when they were younger, they wouldn't have felt so singled out at school and so stupid that they stopped going.

34:10If only there were after school programs where because mom's working full time and nobody's home, they've got a place to go with mentors and a thing to eat and somebody to help with homework. Yes. If only. If only. Like you can see how so many things that happen in your childhood. There are a lot of people that that overcome those circumstances. But I dream of being in a world where people don't have to. And it just seemed profoundly unfair to be able to start to trace back all of the obstacles that somebody was facing that we have the ability in today's day and age to actually solve and address.

34:52Like, I don't think we need another social media company. Yeah, I'm with you. I feel like the chasing of profits has led to a level of depravity of values that is profoundly troubling. And so for me as a public defender, what people don't realize is that that's not a job about getting guilty people off. That's a job about constitutional rights and the dignity that human beings deserve, no matter what they've been accused of doing. And one of the core experiences for me is that, like, keep in mind, if you're a public defender, the person doesn't pick you. You are assigned. You're assigned, yeah.

35:32Was that during the time of three strikes or was three strikes? Three strikes and you're out was like, I think it already, it was in full swing. Okay. And so, you know, that's another thing. Why are people in jail for marijuana offenses when it's legal to sell it? Like, it just blows my mind that this is the state of things. But I digress. I could go off on all of this. But I so so here's the situation in the state of New York. There's what's called the 48 hour rule, which means if you're arrested, you have a constitutional right within 48 hours of being arrested to be brought before a judge and to be arraigned, which is where you are formally read the charges against you.

36:19You are read your rights. You are assigned counsel, if you cannot afford one, to represent you. And you have a bail hearing. And so because there were so many arrests and so many people in the system, they were running courts 24-7. So as a brand new lawyer, my shift was the night shift. Four nights a week. And I did not leave until eight o 'clock in the morning. And I would be in there in my little Ann Taylor suit, you know, dressed like a little lawyer with my little like Bob professional haircut. I look more like a prosecutor than a defense attorney. And I you would get your cases because when literally people would be brought into the courthouse after being processed, you know, paperwork process and stuff at the precincts, they would be in jail sales behind a judge.

37:08And they'd have all these vanilla folders. Every folder was a person. and they'd thump them down on the basket. And then we'd grab them and divvy them up. And if you're felony certified, you get those. If you're a new lawyer like me, you're in the misdemeanors, you get me. And then you would walk to the right of the judge and you would push the door open and you'd call out the person's name and that's how you met your client. Goodness, goodness. And it's three o 'clock in the morning. And some of the people are going through detox back there because they were arrested high on drugs. Other people are scared to death.

37:39You got college kids that are drunk that got picked up for jump in a turnstile. You got somebody with a serious case and a couple parole holds in there. And it's just like everybody. And so you'd call out the name. And for the first couple of weeks, my guys, you can smell somebody who does not know what the hell they're doing. They're like, oh, good. Here we go. Yep, got somebody fresh out of law school here. You know, I know more about the legal system than you do. People just running all over me. And they had a right to because I didn't have the experience yet. I was new on the job. The supervisor was with me.

38:17But it doesn't bode confidence because how can somebody that doesn't have experience actually do anything for you? This is true. And so it's yet another example of here I go. I got the lousy card. I got the lousy hand dealt to me. Now I got the lousy lawyer. And I don't know what it was that hit me. But, you know, one night, I think I was just extra tired, like three weeks into the job after the strike was over.

38:44I was like two o 'clock in the morning. I kicked open the door and it slammed against the wall. And I grabbed the folder and I screamed, where the fuck is Paul? Like the name, right? And there's all this stirring. And I'm like, are you Paul? And he's like, uh-huh. And I'm like, get your ass over. Don't look at me like that. If you think I'm a bitch in here, wait till you see what I do out there. And then some guy goes, hey, call that old Jewish guy. I want this lady. And so now I'm crowdsourcing approval. But what I was demonstrating was that I care and I'm tough. And even though I didn't know what I was doing, I had my supervisor.

39:30I wanted to demonstrate that I was somebody that you could trust. And in that moment, it taught me that that job, that's what it was about. You are dealing with a human being who has big decisions to make. And if you are going to have any influence, and if you are going to be able to help guide this case and the decisions that they're going to have to make, you have to create trust. Quickly. Quickly. And that one thing changed everything because it created this sense like, oh, this might be different. Oh, this person might actually care because I've had a long string of situations where people didn't.

40:23Yes. And then the second thing that really changed me for the rest of my life is that when you do a bail hearing, they deeply consider ties to the community. The best way to show ties to the community is to have people show up. Right. OK. I cannot tell you how many times I would walk out into that courtroom after using the payphone and calling family members that there would be nobody there. No one showed up. Whether it's because they didn't want to or because they couldn't, whatever the circumstances. But it would just break my fucking heart every time I would walk out into that courtroom and nobody was there.

41:12And I just thought, I just want to be somebody who shows up. Wow. Wow. Yeah, you think about that. You're calling mothers and fathers and— Grandparents. Grandparents. Friends. And no one showing up. Yeah, bosses. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So clearly you're learning a lot about yourself. I can see how your heart is growing at that moment in your life. Yeah. Well, I choose to see the best in everybody. I refuse to reduce people to the worst thing they've ever done or the worst thing they've been accused of. Yes. Yes. I really do. You start to learn about humanity from a different angle, different lens. Well, you're in trouble in society if you believe just throwing people away is the right solution.

42:04Like, we're in big trouble if we can't see that every human being is capable of changing for the better. I mean, there may be a few outliers that have really significant mental or whatever neurological conditions that prevent that from happening. But by and large, I choose to believe that every single person, while they may be stressed out, they may have really offensive opinions deep down in there, there is a good person who wants to do well. Yes. That's what I choose to believe. Yes. Yes. Look, we have a lot of reality TV stars on We Need to Talk, and I'm always talking to them after the recording about what's happening in their lives.

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44:50So tell me about Chris. Christopher Robbins? Yeah, because you have, because it's interesting, because you said if he would have met you in college. Oh, my God. He would have not spent any time with you. Oh, he would have. But then it would have been like, you know, year and a half, like, OK, swing to the next person. And then this out, right? So tell me about meeting him. But also, how do you believe that you evolved from law school to the point that you met him? Well, I was a public defender. So I met him in New York City. and all of the legal aid attorneys, we had gotten these passes to go to this United Way benefit.

45:29There was some partnership. He had just gotten back to the States and was invited to go to the same thing with some of his college friends that were like finance guys. So he had to borrow a tux from his brother and he shows up at this thing and he's wandering around in his brother's tux. And at the same moment, I've had enough. So I grabbed my coat and I'm headed to the door and I look back and for the first time all night, there's no line at the bar. So I go running back to the bar with my coat in my hand and I say to the bartender, hey, can I have a bourbon on the rocks to go? Could you put it in a plastic glass?

46:04And from behind me, I hear, that sounds great. Could you make it too? And I turned around and there he was. And I don't remember like what we really talked about, but we both got our drinks and we stood there and drank our bourbon on the rocks. And then we danced once and then we came back to order another drink. And he said, well, let's get out of here. And then my mother's voice came on in my head and she was like, don't go date rape. You don't know this guy. Like, get out of there. And so I gave him my phone number. okay and i think he gave me his and i left oh he did give me his oh he did yes he did because i went home and i got home and my roommates were like how was the night i was like i met this really cute guy in fact i think i'm gonna call him because i'd had a couple drinks so i called that night really yes and i left a message it was like hey it's mel um you want to go for a run in the morning?

47:08And he got home and he heard the message and he called me right back and said, I would love to go for a run, but I got to go out to the Burbs because my mom's got some things she needs me to go to. But why don't we go out Sunday night? And so we went out on our first date Sunday night. I met him at his apartment and we walked 30 blocks down the east side down to Benny's Burritos. And by the time I got to Benny's Burritos, we both knew we were going to be together forever we really did like it just it wasn't like love at first sight like i always tell my daughters that you know it's the right person if they feel like home base like when you walk in the door at the end of the day the world's hard enough if you exhale because your person's there you're with the right person well can i say you have hit so i have a theory yes it's called the inhale exhale.

48:02You're kidding me. No. You do? Yes. I should write a book about this. Right. But this is a theory because there's a show I do called Married at First Sight UK here. Right. And there's a moment where you have, they're at the altar. Right. And typically in the heterosexual relationship, you've got the man at the altar and the woman's coming down the aisle. And the moment that he turns around, it's the first time they're meeting. If he inhales. Oh my God. Yeah. They are married at first sight, right? So if he turns around and does the, it's not good. But if he turns around and does the, the exhale.

48:39Have you really crunched the data on this? Truly. You should. I have. I have. And I'm telling you 100 % of the time, 100 % of the time, the exhale is the, that's the success. This is going to be my new party trick because I'm going to be able to literally predict when we're watching this show. I'm going to bet$100. Oh, I know exactly what's going to happen, guys. The inhale, exhale. Wow. So I'm with you. Yeah. I'm with you on what you're teaching your daughter. So this idea of you felt like you were safe with Chris in that moment. Yeah, I could just be who I was and I could be who I wasn't. Okay.

49:13The first, like, guy I didn't feel like I needed to lie to or be something different. Right. Yeah. Right. So you two get married, and how long from meeting to you get married? Well, it was our second date that he basically said, I want to marry you. And then we moved in together. And then, you know, we basically got married a year or so later. Okay. So did that feel fast to interview? No. To friends, family? No. Because, well, I, like, the truth is that this probably, this could have been another Tarzan situation. Yes. Right? Because this felt different, even though it was fast, because it didn't feel like gripping.

49:54It just felt like I could exhale into being with him. And so it felt very different, but it was fast. But very quickly what happened is that we just got into personal development. And that began this path of me leaning into just trying to sort out all of the things that didn't feel right in terms of my experience in life. And I had gotten very lucky in choosing a person who leans in and choosing a guy who is very sensitive and choosing somebody who just is a real deep thinker and very inquisitive. And so he's the perfect person for me in terms of a partner to be able to do that kind of growth with.

50:51Now, I've heard you mention a few times in this conversation, lean in. Yeah. Okay. So I would imagine that's opposed to lean, lean out, lean away. Yeah. Or as Fat Joe would say, lean back. Yeah. Right. So lean in. Is there a theory around lean in? No. Not really. Like I just, I feel like in a relationship, I think about it like being on a teeter-totter, right? You know, that child or seesaw. Seesaw, yeah. Right? Seesaw. That every relationship is like a seesaw. There's two people and the energy and the connection between them is always going to go up and down. Sometimes it'll be in balance. and the key to the relationship is number one, nobody gets off.

51:36The second somebody decides to lean back and get off the seesaw, the whole thing flips. And in any relationship that doesn't work, whether it's a friendship, whether it's a romantic partnership, a business relationship, you can look back and see that there was a moment where the other person got off. I'm no longer in this thing. I'm no longer leaning in. I'm no longer like participating. I'm quietly quitting. I'm cheating. I'm doing whatever. And it's typically months or years before the actual breakup happens. Okay. So first thing, you got to have two people that are actually on the thing and leaning in.

52:15Second thing, you got to have two people that are willing to adjust a little, Right. Because if someone's down, you got to adjust your side a little to bring them back up. When you're up to bring somebody down, you got to adjust a little like it's it's constantly like that. And if you don't have those two things, it's not going to work. And so we got really lucky because we've worked very hard to just even when we're pissed off, even when it's terrifying, even when it's been very, very difficult. we neither one of us got off and we at times have crossed our arms and be like figure it out yourself fucking asshole but there is mostly we come back and lean back in yes yeah yes now you you've mentioned that uh you were not diagnosed with adhd until you were 47 so early in the relationship you were unaware right no and it drove him crazy yeah and i was going to ask you this in particular too, because in the research I found 80 % of adults are unaware.

53:22So 80 % of adults who have ADHD are unaware that they do. So how do you believe that that impacted your marriage? Well, first let's talk about how it impacted me. So it's very important to understand that women are profoundly underdiagnosed and there's a reason why. When they were studying ADHD as a clinical diagnosis, they only study boys. And so when the diagnosis hit, it was mainly around hyperactivity. Boys and girls, based on the research, experience ADHD at largely the same levels. Girls for decades, like myself, went completely under the radar screen because while we experience the neurological difference because it's like a structural functioning difference in a part of this part of the brain.

54:19People mistake it for not being able to pay attention. That's not what it is. It's being able to direct your attention when it requires effort. And it's also being able to outside noise while you're trying to direct attention. So you can have somebody with ADHD that is able to play a video game like this or read a book for hours. And then you're like, You don't have ADHD. You can focus. Well, that's because I'm interested in this and it doesn't require effort. But if I have to go do this thing over here, I hear everybody talking and I don't have a mechanism in my brain to like shh that down. And I don't have a mechanism in the brain to lift up the energy to just do this.

54:59And so with boys, there's a lot of fidgeting and this and that. And so there's the hyperactivity piece. With girls, it's the opposite. Most symptoms for girls is you go inward. You get self-critical. You kind of get lost in your thoughts. And so there is what psychologists call the lost generation of women. It's about a 20-decade span of women that are probably, I don't know what ages we would be now, but I'm like right smack dab in the middle of it. Women who had ADHD or some of these other kind of neurological learning style differences. We went undiagnosed. And then anxiety starts to come to the surface.

55:44And then you get medicated for anxiety for a long time when the real issue was actually ADHD. because if you have dyslexia or dysgraphia or executive functioning issues or you've got ADHD or something else that is making it difficult for you to do what's being asked of you to do in school, the number one thing that happens is anxiety and self-criticism because you're sitting in a classroom like, why won't my brain work like everybody else's? And so women underdiagnosed and then medicated with anxiety. And then I got diagnosed the way that most women do. I had a child, our son Oakley, who was profoundly struggling in school.

56:33And luckily, this was at a moment in our lives where we were starting to be able to pay off the debt. My husband was out of the restaurant business. I was starting to gain traction in the speaking business. And so I could afford to pay. It was$5 ,000 to pay to have a neuropsych eval done by a psychiatrist at Mass General Brigham in Boston. And sure enough, he had profound dyslexia, profound ADHD, profound dysgraphia. The kid could barely write his name. He's in fourth grade. And yet he's like the most verbal kid on the planet. And he was having severe anxiety. And I was just we were losing sleep over we did not know what was wrong.

57:11And then we get this diagnosis. And I'm like, wait a minute. I'm sitting with this pediatrician. Shout out Mark Blumenthal. And I'm like, Mark, this kind of sounds like me. Like, I'm looking at this, like, test result. Like, this really feels, this sounds like me. And I say, do you think I might have ADHD? And he puts his papers down and he takes his readers off. And he goes, do I think you have ADHD? Mel, you are the most ADHD parent I know. I'm like, what are you talking about? What do you mean? He's like, Mel, you are so intelligent. You are so successful. Do you know how many appointments you miss?

57:53You are the one parent that we know for sure is going to miss the annual appointment. And then you're going to call in a panic before school because you need the physical done. You need it done yesterday. You are classic. And I look at him, I'm like, why didn't you tell me? He goes, I'm not your doctor. And so I went and got a formal evaluation. And honest to God, I tried a long whatever acting release Adderall. It was as if I had had terrible vision and all of a sudden put glasses on. Wow, look at that. I could not. I felt so bad for little me that I struggled all those years. And then, of course, I look at my oldest daughter and I'm like, oh, my God, this is you.

58:41And I would imagine it's hereditary for the most part. I think so. Although Gabor Mate says that he also believes that the experience in utero and the state of your mother and the stress that she may be under is also something. Okay. Fair enough. Yeah. So how did that then – so clearly that's how it impacted you. Yeah. How do you believe that not being diagnosed early in your marriage impacted that relationship? That's a great question. So I think the biggest thing is that it made it possible for Chris and I to embrace the fact that I'm not trying to be an asshole. Okay. That when I blow my nose in a Kleenex and I walk toward the garbage tan, I have the full intention of making it there.

59:34And then when the dog runs in front of me and I stop and pet the dog and I put the Kleenex here and then I stand up and I walk this way, it's not because I'm a slob or I'm trying to be rude to Chris. It's because I literally lost my focus for a second. And there are so many instances where Chris would feel slighted and disrespected because I hadn't, you know, I'd left a bunch of stuff in the sink with the full intention of coming back. You know, like those sorts of things that he would ask me over and over. And I would be really good for a couple days because I'm putting a lot of energy into doing it.

1:00:16And then I just forget it. and it has, it really helped me be more compassionate with myself too, because I'd beat myself up. Like I want, if Chris asked me to do something because, you know, Mel, it would make a huge difference for me if you were on time. And then I'm on time for a couple of days. And then we go back to him sitting in the driveway in his pickup truck. While I'm running around trying to learn Spanish and find my shoe and pack a lunch for tomorrow morning. Yes. Which none of which needs to happen right now. And he and then I I'm like, oh, my God, what am I doing? I get anything.

1:00:55I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to keep you. I'm sorry about that. I can clean it up quickly. And so it gave me something not to use as an excuse, but to basically say this is something I have to work hard to manage. I'm not trying to be a jerk who is not sensitive to the things that would make your life easier. Yeah. Yeah. You know, what blew me away and as I was prepping for you, I saw that the divorce rate for couples where at least one has ADHD is twice as high. Really? That doesn't surprise me because I do think what ends up happening is that there are so many small things that build up. Like I'll give you an example.

1:01:37A lot of us order a lot of stuff online. Yes. Cardboard boxes come to the house. Yes. Right. And there are two types of people. in a relationship. There are the people that open up a box and then they cut the box and then they flatten the box and then they put the box where it's supposed to go. And then there are those of us that open the box and then we leave the box by the door. And then we put another box that's empty on top, like a giant Jenga puzzle that we intend to come to next. Or we just launch them into the garage or we launch them down the stairs, fully intending to come next. this was a fight in our household forever that chris is mr open up the box flatten the box put it where it belongs.

1:02:23He is so disciplined and regimented. I am like, if my brain is like, if you put a bunch of mice in a cardboard box and we tip it over in a restaurant, that's my brain. And so we, he would get so frustrated with me. And then he finally sat me down. He said, look, when I see the tower of cardboard sitting next to the garage door, it makes me feel like you think I am your maid. It feels so disrespectful. I have asked you over and over and over again to do this. And now it feels like you're literally creating a cardboard middle finger. And when he explained it like that, I actually want to change because I don't want that habit to make him feel that way.

1:03:16Because we have the tools and we know what we're dealing with, it makes it easier for him to give me a little bit of grace on the days that I forget or I'm running late. But it makes me want to try harder because these are skills you can build. But what happens if you don't know how to lean in, if you don't know how to talk about not what the person is doing, but how what they did impacts you, then all of these small micro moments of disrespect and judgment and resentment start to build up. And you start to believe that this person disrespects you. And oftentimes the person who's doing something has no clue how what they're doing is actually impacting you.

1:04:08But we don't talk about these things. We kind of let it slide and let it slide. And the interesting thing about the let them theory is that it has really changed our marriage. I thought we're going to be married 29 years this year. And I would think that if I discovered this thing two years ago, I would think that by the time you're married 27 years, that's it, right? You're not changing. Second marriages are amazing, especially when it's with the first person. And you can create a second marriage because I didn't realize how much both of us were sort of a little in our corners. And like, okay, Mel's just who Mel is.

1:04:45Chris just who Chris is. There are things I want to change. I didn't realize how both of us felt a lot of judgment from the other person because you know when somebody wants you to change. We know our partners can do better. We wish they would do this thing. Our marriage would be easier if you would just flatten the boxes or you would make an effort or you would try, like all that stuff, And I'm not talking about the skills we need to build. I'm talking about the judgments that we carry and the way it impacts you. And so discovering the let them theory and using it, what was incredible, is there are so many instances where I was holding an opinion over Chris about what I wish he would do.

1:05:24I'm not expressing it. Or I'm just judging him. Learning how to let him be who he is and let him be who he's not is how you love somebody. because you're seeing them and accepting them exactly as they are. And then when you go to the let me part, let me choose what's worth my time and energy. Let me express myself in a way where I'm not angry about this thing. I'm just expressing how I feel and how it's impacting me. Let me express myself in a way where I can make very clear requests about what I would love to see change and how that would make me feel. And then don't manage it. Just let them show you through their behavior whether or not you matter enough for them to try.

1:06:06And it's just incredible how by backing off and learning to really appreciate exactly who he is and exactly who he's not, like we are tighter and closer than we've ever been. Yeah. Yeah. I could see because one is, I mean, what's great is that you two do a lot of videos together. Right. So everyone's like my friends like he looks like he's a hostage in that conversation. I'm like, no, he's thinking he's a deep thinker. He's a slow processor. OK. Some of us are like he doesn't want to be there right now. But but what's what's great, I think, is that I feel like from the outside looking in, you could see this evolution.

1:06:47Right. Of the marriage. Yeah.

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1:08:05One question, because you mentioned you could quite quit. And I know that you've talked about how there was a moment where you and Chris. We hated each other, yes. Right. So if you could speak about that. And was that the 2008 roughly? Oh, yes. Okay. So just if I'm looking at the timeline. I'd say 2008 to 2014. Oh, my goodness. Really? Of course. Oh, my goodness. Like, let's be real. Okay. Like, I mean, it's possible to love somebody and hate them at the same time. Well, that's a long period of time. No shit. Yes. Well, because it's easier to be angry than it is to be afraid. And, you know, I'm in a heterosexual relationship.

1:08:42So despite the fact that you see me as successful as I am now, I still had the social conditioning. That his money was our money and my money was my money for like spending and fun. That it was his responsibility to be the successful one. And men feel and have the burden from society of being the provider. And just like women have all kinds of social conditioning and pressure largely around appearance and around gender stereotypes, one of the biggest pressures that men feel is around the fact that your value is in your work. your value is in providing. And one of the things that Chris does now is he has designed and leads men's retreats.

1:09:23And one of the biggest takeaways is that every guy that goes there, whether it's a former NFL player or it is a guy that's done several tours of duty, talks about how they don't even know what their needs are because they believe that their value is in the work and the providing and that they're not supposed to rest. That everybody else comes before them. And when Chris first told me that, I was like, that's not true. Women feel that way. Well, it turns out you guys do too. And so when Chris's restaurant started to fail and we had secured it with our life savings and our home and every credit card and the home equity line, and then the liens hit the house.

1:10:04And at the age of 41 with three kids under the age of 10, you start seeing everything that you thought that was going to happen go down the drain. And then you got friends and family that invested in the man is trying to fix this. It's not like he tried to fail. Right. Not like he's trying. And by the way, I was by his side every step of the way. Yeah, let's do the credit. Yeah, let's shove all the money in. Conveniently forget that when things go sideways. And so I was mad at Chris. I was mad at Chris because I blamed him for getting us in this mess. And the truth is we were both responsible for it.

1:10:38But it's so much easier to do one of these than to really look in the mirror and not only see your responsibility in the matter, but see the more important thing, which is your responsibility to do the work to change. That period was one where everything flipped upside down. Chris and I had always both worked. And there have been times where he'd been even Steven. There have been times when he had earned a little bit more. He had gone into the restaurant business and I had been holding down the fort with my coaching business. And I thought this television show was going to be the ticket. And then all of a sudden that crashed and burned.

1:11:17And so I fell into this belief that it wasn't fair. He was supposed to be, he was supposed, I wasn't supposed to have the pressure on me. I I wasn't supposed to be the one with a eight year old and a seven year old and a two year old now working two jobs and trying to fix this thing. This motherfucker. While my friends are having their kitchens renovated and getting nicer neighborhoods. And I'm pulling my kid from town soccer because I can't. This is not part of the plan. And so you've got a situation where he's already beating himself up and already feeling like he's failed as a man, as a husband, as a father.

1:11:55He can't provide. He can't pay his employees some of the time. and as investors. And I'm now filling in the gap and I'm mad about it. So when I say it was a like four to six year period, it really was because it was during this time that I created the five second rule to help me get out of bed. You count backwards, five, four, three, two, one. That's right. This is the TEDx talk in San Francisco. That was three years after I'd created the five second rule. But I would imagine that. Was there any imposter syndrome at that? Because 2011, it was tough. Hold on a second. Tough, Todd. Do you want to know the backstory?

1:12:35So the backstory is it's 2008. We're 800, well, 600 ,000 pounds and dead. Okay. And, yep. Look at that calculation, Bill. Look at that calculation. And the liens are on the house. Chris is in a state of depression and drinking. I'm in a state of rage. and just pissed offness and realized if I don't want to lose this house and lose my sanity, no one's coming. Like it's this, this guy is not going to fix this. I, he can barely hold it together. I'm going to have to fix this. You mentioned too, that you were drinking at that time. Oh yeah. A lot of bourbon. I don't drink bourbon anymore. I'm a real bitch when I drink bourbon.

1:13:13So like we had the bitchy bourbon thing we had, cause alcohol is how you hit the release valve. Yeah. Okay. And so I just got to work. I got any kind of job I could. I called old coaching clients. I tried out for a radio show in the morning. And that's what had me step back and 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, just go put a foot in front of the other, step back into life, make the phone call, apply for the job. And so I literally just went from that Saturday morning radio show to trying out to a Sunday night show on a bigger station to trying out for a five day a week show on a radio station in Orlando, Florida.

1:13:55I landed that job, didn't pay a lot of money, but five days a week I was live for two hours a day on a talk radio station and then Trayvon Martin was murdered. Did you move to Orlando? No, I did it remotely from Boston. Oh, wow. Okay. And when Trayvon Martin was murdered, I went right into public defender mode and I started talking about that case every day because the show was broadcast in Orlando and the murder happened in San Francisco. Right there. Yeah. And so when the trial happened, the radio station was what's called the pool feed. They were the one group of cameras and they had two seats in the courtroom.

1:14:29And that feed went to everybody, ABC, NBC, BBC, CNN. It was my first experience with anything like that. And they asked me if I would come down and sit in the courtroom. Wow. So I sat in the courtroom literally every day. And it was and then I would come out on every break and I would do a quick live report for the radio station. It took two days for CNN to scoop me up. And they made me just a correspondent on that case. So every break I would come out. I would then go into like this big truck that's a mobile studio. And I would do like 12 to 16 what they called TV hits every day. I was that person, you know, standing with the background behind me, like just talking about what was happening.

1:15:12I was not a reporter. And then I would go to a radio show at night. CNN called and brought me in. And the head of it, which was I believe his name, Jeff Zucker at the time, sat me down and he said, I would like to give you a job. And I said, OK, what do you want me to do? And he said, and I know I don't want Fox News to hire you. And I said, well, why do you want me? And he said, because I love how smart you are and you have something that nobody in this building has. And I said, what's that? He said, you can explain the most complicated things like you're sitting at a kitchen table talking to anybody.

1:15:46Yes. And I want that. And so I said, great. And so that was my first big job. And it was three years after that rock bottom moment. I've been using five, four, three, two, one in the dark forever. And so what happened next, I'd never told anybody about the five second rule except for Chris. So I get a call from my college roommate. I was like, hey, I got a friend. They're putting on this event in San Francisco. And they were talking the other night at a cocktail party out here. And they're saying they're trying to find a speaker who could talk about career change. And I immediately thought of you because you've changed your career so many times.

1:16:23And I'm like, I don't know if that's a compliment. And I said, look, I don't really like speaking, but you're a lawyer. I said, I know. But talking in a courtroom, the same courtroom basically every day, that's not giving a speech. She's like, I know, but they're willing to fly you and Chris out to San Francisco and they're going to put you up in the St. Regis. And when you're eight hundred thousand dollars in debt, you know what that sounds like? A free vacation. And so I called my mother in law and she came down and watched the kids and we got on that plane and then we landed in San Francisco and it dawned on me, oh, my God, I got to get on a stage tomorrow.

1:17:00I'd never done that. You had not written the speech. No. And here's the thing. this was one of the first TEDx conferences ever done. This was not a thing. I didn't know what TED was. I didn't know anything about it. I thought, I'm going on vacation with my husband, I have to do this thing on the afternoon. They didn't really prepare you. This wasn't like some big thing. You kind of did a quick run through. I had some slides. I was not planning on talking about the five second rule. I literally was talking about career change. And then all of a sudden at the end, I forget how to end the speech.

1:17:37And I just blurt out the five-second rule. And then I say, thank you very much. Oh, by the way, here's my email address in case you have questions. And then this is 2011. I'm starting at CNN. A year goes by. Nothing happens. We're starting to pay our bills. We're starting to get back on track. The rage is starting to disappear.

1:18:00and this year goes by it's 2012 i'm on cnn and they put it online tedx does tedx does yeah i don't know this it starts to spread and by spread i mean like 10 000 views okay and i'm like writing people back that i've never met who are telling me these crazy stories oh i saw your thing and in san francisco and my god i'm using that five second thing i've lost 100 pounds I didn't jump off a bridge. I walked away from an abusive relationship. I'm sober because of this thing. And I'm like, were you there? And they're like, no, I saw it online. You saw it online. And then they would send me the link and I'm like, oh my God, this thing's online.

1:18:42And so for a year, another year goes by and I would come home from work and I'd pour a glass of wine and I would literally have to put the kids about it. I would write back to strangers because of the stories they were telling me. Yeah, look at that. And I started to feel this sense of responsibility that if I've put something out into the world that's actually making a difference, I need to figure out why. Like, I got to find the evidence. I got to build the case. And so I, because I was at CNN, I could email anybody, hey, it's Mel Robbins, legal analyst from CNN, and people will call you back.

1:19:13So I started doing my own research project only because I wanted to be able to give people that were writing me more resources. Yes. It wasn't about writing a book. It wasn't about anything. And then people started to ask me if I would come and speak for free. Could you come do that TED Talk for free? I'm like, sure, because I didn't think a normal person gets paid to do this kind of thing. and so I spoke for free for a number like probably seven or eight times and then somebody came up to me after the Pennsylvania Women's Conference where I had a little side breakout room thing and somebody came up to me at that and said hey I saw your session you're fantastic I'm also speaker do you mind if I ask you a question speaker to speaker I'm like sure she goes did you get your check yet I'm like check you got paid for that wow yeah and it was this more I'm like, am I the only idiot that does not know what's going on?

1:20:08And I did not know what to charge. So I came up with this rule and I want you to steal this. So you don't know what to charge. Literally, if anybody asks you to do something, you're just going to use the five-second rule. You're going to 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, put yourself in pause and you're going to take your breath and you're going to go, what's your budget? And then you're going to wait for the answer. And then you're going to pause again. And then you're going to say, normally I'm double. that's how you find out your rate just like that just like that normally whatever the budget is normally i'm doubled yeah and so the next phone call that came in two weeks later was for the jay hilburn conference and so i said sure i think i'm available in august and i paused and i said what's your budget and he said ten thousand dollars and i dropped the goddamn phone i that's three months of our mortgage.

1:20:57I couldn't believe it. And so I forgot the second part and said, yes, I'll take it. And then I felt so unworthy of that money that I spent half of it working with a graphic designer to come up with a PowerPoint presentation that looked expensive. And that forced me to prepare. And there are moments in your life that are these leapfrog moments where if you step into that moment and you are ready to meet the moment, it will accelerate your transformation and your journey at a pace that you cannot believe. And I stepped on that stage and I destroyed it. And he came off to me and said, I've been in this business 20 years.

1:21:42You are the single best female speaker I have ever seen in my life. And you're a top two of all time. Who runs her business? And I said, you do. And he still does to this day. Look at that. You know what's interesting is that story, I think that represents you. When I say you is it embodies everything that you learned from a little girl in terms of service leadership. It embodies everything that you learned in terms of the public defender work and your connection with the people and trying to represent the people. The tenacity, the assertiveness. And it makes sense. You know, it's interesting.

1:22:14I didn't realize that part of your career and how where you are today is just the it's just the tale of that story. Oh, it's just the beginning. Oh, yeah, you're right. It is the tale of that story. But but but but a new one. Yeah. Now now I get it. Now I get it. Because because because I think that a lot of people may say, oh, look at Mel Robbins. She started a podcast in 2022. And look at her. She's the top podcast in the world. One of the top podcasts in the world. But they don't know the work that was put in. But now we began that story with the relationship between you and Chris. Right. So I would imagine that there was that period of time it was rocky.

1:22:57Yeah. But then you were able to move out of that. Well, here's what's important about that. Here's what's important about that is that we were in the wrong roles in our relationship. He is the foundation, the bedrock of our family. He is the consistency. see. When all of this happened, we flipped into the right roles. I became the breadwinner. I love building things. I'm an artist. I'm a creator. I freaking love being out in the world, but I could not do what I do without the foundation that he creates based on my deep values of family and connection and community. And so what has been amazing is that even though it was very difficult, because what happened once I started speaking is I was on the road 150 days a year.

1:23:40I missed my kids middle school and high school, truly. And it's not until recently that they truly see how big the business is, how hard I work, how much I gave up in order to be where we are now, what I missed out on. and it has been, it was very lonely. And yes, it was fulfilling. It was amazing to be able to pay off the debt because every dollar I earned, 50 % right to the debt. Went to the debt. 50 % right to the debt. 50 % right to the debt. And I wanted stability so bad that I was like, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. But there was a huge piece of the girl's childhood that I just wasn't around for.

1:24:28And for a lot of men that have careers or anybody that has a career where you have to travel for your work or you got a consulting job or you're a long-haul trucker, you're serving in the military, you know what I'm talking about. And so that period wasn't the easiest thing either. But for our marriage, it level set it because Chris is a guy that cares deeply about service and community and that kind of stability. And I am clearly somebody who is meant to be out in the world creating. And when we went into the proper roles, it also helped change the marriage. Does that suggest that environment is critically important?

1:25:10Because I'm wondering what would have happened if you didn't find that success during that time? I don't know. What do you believe would have happened to the relationship? I don't know because I don't do that and here's why. Because I do believe that there is some sort of cosmic order to the way that things unfold. And I believe that if they hadn't unfolded the way that they have, it's because I was resisting the things that I was supposed to learn. But eventually you get taken to the things that you're supposed to experience or realize in life. And you can realize, you can have the same realizations whether you make money or not.

1:25:56You can improve your marriage whether you change your career or not. Everybody's so obsessed with this. The numbers, the rankings, how big things are. Because I don't ever want to get caught up in this and the rankings and the bigness and all that crap. Because if you do and you start becoming romance by the next thing or the thing we're going to do next or how much bigger you can make it, you lose sight of this. You lose sight of the very thing that you were doing in the dark when nobody gave a shit and nobody paid attention that built over time into the thing now everybody wants to be a part of.

1:26:39Like the thing that people don't realize is I've been in the top 20 podcasts in the world since I launched. Nobody cared. And nobody cared because I don't have celebrities on the show. I'm not in the slipstream of pop culture. I'm not a daily political show. I'm not spewing out like, you know, weird. What is it? What do they call them? I'm not spewing out conspiracy theories. I don't believe in that. I am focused on just serving the person that is right in front of me. The one listener somewhere around the world who is waking up today and has no time, but they have found the time and made the time to spend it with me.

1:27:21That is such an honor. So you better believe your friend Mel Robbins. I'm going to do everything that I can to make what I am putting out worthy of your time. So how do you deal now with the pressure? I would imagine. I feel pressure. You don't feel pressure at all? No. I have everything I've ever wanted. I have a 29-year marriage. I have three kids that I have a good relationship with. I have two parents that are alive. I live on a mountain in a beautiful, beautiful place. I've paid off my bills. I don't need it. Like, how much does a human being need? I get to wake up every day and meet incredible people and learn from them.

1:27:59Do you know how extraordinary that is? Yes. Like, people need to wake the fuck up and look around and really learn how to appreciate what actually matters. Like, we've become so obsessed as a society with chasing the likes or chasing the next thing or reaching a million dollars and doing it. All that stuff is fine. But don't lose sight of what actually matters. on that note, I have a surprise for you. Okay. I've been waiting to hand the surprise over for you. I cannot wait. What do you got? You ready for this? Yeah. Hi, Mom. Oh, hi, Sawyer. This is Sawyer here. I'm Mel's oldest daughter. I have so many things to say, but I think that you guys have done such an amazing job at really showing your love for each other.

1:28:51um always kissing in the kitchen and telling each other how much you love each other and I think that you guys also do a phenomenal job at communication and communication doesn't always translate when you're pissed off or you're drunk or you're annoyed but I think that you guys always come back together and have such good talks. And I think it's really cool to see you guys implementing what you guys are learning in therapy and really growing from it. I think as me, Kendall and Oakley are in our twenties trying to seek out the love of our lives. I will say that it has made it very difficult because we are always comparing everyone else out there to the two of you.

1:29:50I just feel very, very, very grateful to have been shown that example growing up. So thank you so much. Love you all. Have an amazing interview. Bye. That's freaking fantastic. That is fantastic. Thank you. You're welcome. You're welcome. I better get a copy of this. There's one thing I want to say about this. Sure. I say to my daughters all the time, your dad, as you see him now, is not your dad, who I met when he was 26. It is unfair to judge the people that you're meeting right now in their mid-20s against the example that a 55-year-old man is giving. And here's why I say that. It is so important to understand that you can build skills.

1:30:43Through communication, you can, in your relationship, talk about what you need. You can make requests. You can learn how to communicate in a way that helps somebody grow with you. And if you don't communicate what you need or you don't communicate what bothers you, you grow apart. And what's fascinating, she said that we set the bar very high. I kind of think I'm setting the bar low because the baseline for a great relationship is just communication. You know, I talk a lot about, I think a lot about love and I think about love as two things. it's admiring something in someone and it's having them in mind consideration it's admiration and consideration and you can find just about anything to admire in somebody like you could be dating somebody and they're messy as hell but you admire the fact that they are really dedicated to their family and they're a loyal friend i admire that about you consideration is having them in mind If you know that they love pepperoni pizza and you pick up a slice on your way home from work, that is having them in mind.

1:32:02That's an act of love. Yes. And the way that you learn what consideration is like and what somebody else needs is by communicating. And so I feel like the bar is low because you gain all the things that you see 30 years later by leaning in and wanting to grow together. And nobody can grow with you if they don't know what you need. What you need, yeah. Can I say, I loved this message. This was beautiful. In particular, what I loved is you can see the gratitude that she has. I mean, think about how special that is for her to say, I just love being around you. Yeah. I love being around you. Here's the other thing that's important to recognize, and I'm not proud to share this.

1:32:51There were periods of our lives that she remembers where she would miss the bus and she'd have to wake me up in bed because I was so depressed I was not getting out of bed. You know you're failing at parenting when you're having to have your kids wake you up. There are mornings where they would come downstairs and both Chris and I were passed out in the living room because we had drunk too much and have been fighting. And so they have been there for the good and the bad. And she also mentioned that, you know, we talked to a marriage therapist and I think therapy gets a really bad rap. And I hate the word mental health because people immediately think something's wrong.

1:33:31Mental health is happiness. Mental health is managing stress. Mental health is having the clarity and the confidence to be able to communicate effectively. Mental health is your resilience in life. Mental health is the way you talk to yourself. Don't you want that? Of course you do. And so one of the things that have really helped us is we do talk to a marriage therapist, not because anything's wrong, but because I don't want anything to be wrong. Sure. And there is a million ways for small things to build up. And it just creates this moment for us to go. He literally opens our session by going, so what do you guys want to talk about today?

1:34:07Right. And I'm like, I don't know. What do you want to talk about? And then lo and behold, there's always something. Right. There is. You know, when you talked about quiet quitting a little while ago, that's this ambivalence in essence in the marriage. 60, 70 % of people who go to therapy, it's because of this ambivalence. It's not because there's a severe issue that they're fighting. So you're right. Just to go is helpful. Motherhood. Yes. Because motherhood, right now, it looks good on you. Well, I'm a really good mom for adult kids. For adult kids. Well, I think it's important to give yourself some grace.

1:34:40Like, there are periods where you're not going to like it. I like other people's babies. I didn't particularly like having, well, actually, that's not true. I kind of liked having babies. I did not like toddlers. I did not like elementary school phase. Middle school, I started liking and feeling like I could connect with my kids more. High school, definitely interesting. College, now we're talking. Yes. Adult, now motherhood gets interesting. And so I think it's important to understand that you don't have to be the best for every phase. Giving yourself grace is really important. And the other thing that I think is very important, especially for the women watching and listening, is every mom or dad wants their kids to pursue their dreams.

1:35:30Who the hell is going to show them how to do it? Your kids are watching. And for women who hold themselves back and feel guilty because they travel or they have to work too much or this and that, I'm here to tell you that if you have something in your heart that you want to pursue, You are both robbing yourself and, more importantly, your kids of that opportunity. The example that I have given and that my husband has given that you can work together, but the example that I have given as a woman that you can go out and create something at any age, you can jump into something like podcasting and tech as a 50-year-old woman and actually build something incredible or heck, just build something that you're excited about that's yours.

1:36:22It shows your kids that it's possible. It shows your daughters how to do it. And it shows your sons how to support their partner in doing it. Yes. Yes. Now, in the little bit of time that we have left, if you reflect back in your life, is there anything that we did not touch upon that you believe was pivotal in the person that sits in front of me today? Yeah. Like, I feel that despite all of this, it wasn't until I discovered the let them theory that I realized that I was kind of living life in reverse. That I was putting so much time and energy into managing what people think, what they say, how they feel, what they believe, what they do.

1:37:05Yes. And I'd read books on stoicism. I'd tried to be more chill. Chris is Buddhist. It's very annoying. Yes. I've tried to let it go, could never let it go because that feels like defeat. I'm just going to hold on to it. Learning how to say let them and letting people be who they are, letting people think what they want, letting people believe what they believe, letting people misunderstand, letting people be disappointed. It's liberating because you start to realize every time you say it how often you're trying to control the uncontrollable, how often you've made it your job to make everybody else happy, How often as a parent you think that your kid's healing, your kid's success, your kid's everything is your responsibility?

1:37:47No. You've got to let them learn from life with your support by their side. But you've got to let them heal on their own timeline. You've got to let them struggle so they can figure it out. Really learning how to do that and understanding that when you say let them, especially in situations where maybe somebody's disrespecting you or you've got a challenging person in your life who's not treating you in a way that you deserve, when you say let them, you're not allowing it. You're recognizing it. You're recognizing that this person, this disrespect, this situation at work, this is the facts I'm dealing with.

1:38:23I got to stop gaslighting myself. I got to say let them and recognize this person's not changing and there's nothing I can do that will make this change. Even if this person is a narcissist, let's say, how does let them apply? Oh, I've used this in my life with a person in my life that has a narcissistic personality style. And most people that have a narcissistic personality style, you're probably related to, or they're your ex, and you don't have the luxury of just cutting them out. Or maybe you don't want to. Right? You still want them close. I have for years gone into situations with a certain person in my life, bracing and hoping it would go different, bracing and hoping this time it would be smooth.

1:39:05And then all of a sudden it's not, and then I'm upset, and learning to say, let them. Let them be who they are. I know exactly who this person is. Why would I expect them to be different? Just let them be. I can leave any dinner table, any text chain, any conversation, anytime I choose. And if I'm not bracing, now I can go to the second part of the theory and pull back into my power. My power is in responding. I get to choose what I think about this person. I choose to believe this person is this way because of their childhood trauma. Because that's what the research says. You're not born this way.

1:39:40You're made this way. Typically through emotional neglect. That is what that is. This person can only give me what they have to get. They do not have what I need. So stop going to them, expecting them to give me something they've never given me. Just let them be exactly as they are and exactly as they are. It's so much easier. And then you're not tense. Then you're not trying to control it. And you don't take the bait. you see it coming a mile away. So you can actually access all of the amazing advice that the experts in this area and the experts in codependency say, which is hoping somebody changes, is actually keeping you trapped.

1:40:22Recognizing this is who this person is. Their behavior reveals how they feel about me and what they're capable of and what they're part of. Let them reveal that. Now let me focus on the three things I get to focus on. I get to control what I think about this. I get control what I do and don't do and how much time I spend or don't spend. And I get to control what I do with the emotions that rise up. There you go. And if I'm chilling in my power and I see that this is that narcissistic personality style coming, I don't take the bait. I don't expect them to be different. I see it coming a mile away.

1:40:57I do not expend any energy, but I keep them in my, you know, I keep them in my life because I choose to, not because I feel guilty, not because I feel like I have to, but because based on my values, I'm not just cutting this person out. Right. And I like that because you take the power. Yes. You always have the power. And it's yours. And it's all in let them. And I will say, you have made this out to Jill. Of course. Jill is going to backflip once you get this. Did you read the inside? Oh, my. Oh, my. Can I read it? Yeah, I know. But there's a. Can I? Yeah. Oh, my goodness. Paul loves you. And so do I.

1:41:38Love Mel. You know, thank you so much. You're welcome. Really. Thank you. And I tell you what. Do you know who, you know, Wes Moore? Yeah. So Wes Moore, for anyone who doesn't know, he's the current governor in Maryland. And I interviewed Wes. Okay. Yep. So watch where I'm going with this. Watch where I'm going with this. I interviewed Wes probably 10 years ago. Really? And I was the first on record to say that I believe you're going to be the governor of the state of Maryland and you will rise to the executive office one day. I said that 10 years ago. He said, no, no, no, no, no, no. And the reason why I said that is because I said, you know what?

1:42:27The people need you. What you have, we need. It's not a want anymore. We need it. No. After spending this time with you, after doing this research, I'm going to tell you what. The people need you. And I'm not going to say anything other than the people need you. We do. We need not just what you have to say, but how you deliver it. You deliver it with care. You deliver it with passion. And you deliver it clearly with assertiveness. The people need you. Well, thank you. I feel like when the world feels very dark, your job as a human being is to glow. And that's all that I'm doing. I'm reminding you to do the same thing too.

1:43:17All right. We love it. We love it. So then we're down to the final question that everybody gets. Okay. The final question is this. Like you think back to all of the conversations that you've had in this incredible life that you have had. Mm-hmm. What is the most memorable? Who was it with? And what did you learn? I think the most memorable conversation that I have had had to be with Oprah Winfrey. So when I met Oprah for the first time, what month are we in? So six months ago. Yes. So I met her for the first time six months ago. and after, you know, she, you're kind of, I'm held over here and I'm at her house in Montecito and I'm walking onto the set of her podcast and you hear her incredible voice and it's like, Mel Robbins.

1:44:17And I'm always, like this interview was going to be the pinnacle of my career. And it was for me. Like it was something I had, I grew up coming home and my mom would have her on when she was on WSB in Chicago. And so I embraced her and she is so beautiful, just radiant. And then she grabs me by the shoulders and she said, do you know what you've done? and this part was not on film but she said you know there and I said I do I said this is not about a book she said you're exactly right she and I said I feel our ancestors and ancient wisdom I feel like you know I'm part of this slipstream of something bigger that's happening right now this force for good that is rising up in a moment where it feels very overwhelming and scary for people.

1:45:18And she said, there have been three times in my entire career that somebody has written a generation-defining book. The first was The Road Less Traveled. The second was The Secret. The third was A Whole New Earth by Eckhart Tolle. And now this. And she said, there are just times where somebody's chosen to put a message into the world exactly when it's needed. She says that, literally, she looked at me and said that everything that I am doing right now and that I have written in this book and that I put into my podcast is exactly what she was trying to teach people when she was on television those 25 years.

1:46:09And it was this spiritual moment where I realized I was meeting somebody who I have admired my entire life, and I didn't need anything from her. I was actually her peer, and that she respected and admired my work as much as I respect and admire hers. And I never, like, the experience of meeting somebody that admires you as much as you admire them is incredible. And so that conversation, I think just more than anything else, because it kind of sounds a little arrogant the way that I said it, it was, I felt like I really could own the amount of work that I've done on myself, the amount of work that I've put into the last 16 years, and step into this moment right now and do what needs to be done.

1:47:13Yeah. Well, I'd say on behalf of millions and millions and millions of us, thank you. Well, thank you. I can hear it. Thank you. Yeah, really. Thank you. Thank you. Keep standing in the light. That's right. Keep standing in the light. Keep standing in the light. We all got to turn it on. There she is. There she is. She's already, she has millions upon millions of listeners, millions of people buying her books, hundreds of thousands of people showing up to her shows, but yet you can still see she doesn't feel like she's done enough. I'm most surprised that she got emotional. Oprah makes everyone cry.

1:47:55Oprah made me cry, yeah. Oprah makes everyone cry. When I was talking to my wife, Jill, about what she loves most about Mel Robbins, my wife loves that Mel has lived experience And when she speaks, she's not just regurgitating information. For example, she grew up in a totally different area of the United States than I did. We are different ethnicity, different gender. But yet I resonate with her lived experience. And that is the Mel Robbins magic. The Mel Robbins magic that she's been able to bottle, that very few people in the world have been able to bottle, is that we're able to instantly connect with her message.

1:48:46Remember when she talked about she was a public defender and she had to very quickly gain trust? She's been able to do that with the world. She's been able to gain our trust. And we believe in her. I have watched countless, countless Mel Robbins interviews. I have never seen one like this.