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29:34I would also notice, I don't know if this is related to competition. This was for me for a long time. People would be like, oh, you're an amazing interviewer as an example. And it would make me sad when people would compliment me because I felt like I am, but then I didn't feel like I was being recognized in it. So it was weird that while I was being recognized in it, I didn't feel like the world was recognizing me in it. And I was, you know what I mean? It was almost like this reflection is making me sad because I wish more people knew it. And so it was this weird competition almost where I was like, okay, well you believe that, but I need everyone else in the world to also believe that, you know?

30:11And I think it kept me energetically in the not enough of it. Totally. Totally. It's kind of like operating from a lack. Yes. You know, you're operating from a lack or from proving other people you're worth or you're validating yourself through other people which is a main theme for a lot of people and instead of wait a minute acknowledging that you are a success and operating from that using that as a source instead of looking well yeah i'm not as great as you know oprah or ellen you know okay well and how is that going to help you right but a lot of people a lot of us use that as a source of motivation yes that's definitely a source of motivation to see someone what's interesting is you could what i learned is i think this is very beautiful you can use it as like an energetic shopping like you can be like oh well you know what that person is so good at what they do i don't specifically going to use jealousy and like i want that but i'm going to use that as an inspiration i'm gonna ask okay well how can i create that how can i you know manifest that kind of reality for myself or that version of it but not necessarily that i need that and i need to compare with them and i need to be like them etc you know that that's always gonna sabotage and like limit your creation instead of saying wow i'm amazing you that's that's one of the key things in life right it's like you want to you want to start to get to a place where you every day proclaim and choose that you are an incredible being you're incredible like that's how you want to operate you want to you want to look at yourself as the most miraculous magical incredible entity in the universe but you don't need other people to say that or to validate that or and compare other people in order to do that it's a it's a fact it's a fact that you choose to operate from.

32:09And then when you start to create, the creation comes more from fun and from like, oh, wow, that would be so fun for me because it's aligned with me, right? It's not because I need to prove anything. Then reality becomes very different. It becomes less of an oppression of like, oh, I got to squeeze myself, apply pressure to me in order to create instead of just relax and do it. When you talk about having like no limits in life, Like that's what we talked about a lot. It's interesting because I don't think people realize how much they limit themselves. And I guess consciously people would be like, maybe I don't have limits, but subconsciously they do.

32:47But what are you talking about when you're talking about living limitless? That's a great question. What does it mean to be limitless? I think what helps is to acknowledge that you're an energetic being, that you're an energetic being and a conscious being. And the things that you desire are more of energy and consciousness and not necessarily physical 1 % corporeal 3D things. So that means if we want to create something, if I want to actualize something, if I want to experience something, it's usually an energy that I'm going after, right? Meaning things that I desire in my life. If I tell myself that's too hard, I can't do that.

33:36That's impossible. Not for me. No one in my family, no one in my history, no one in my background, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. You are going to create that. You are an actualizer and a creator of all your reality. So the more limitations you put on yourself and these are judgments of saying well you know that's not going to happen oh i wish that would be etc you're imposing limitations onto yourself we also use a body as a definition of ourselves wow right so the more you think that you're just your body you're going to be very limited your experience is going to be limited you're going to induce pain onto your body onto your being onto your consciousness etc instead of acknowledging that you're a soul a soul a being an infinite being etc that has a body which is a huge gift and you want to treat it that way but not to proclaim and label and identify yourself that that's all you are then life becomes very subtle so then you have an end point you have an expiration date you could get hurt easily etc when you start to reverse that experience becomes really amazing it's like wow i have an i have a body that i get to use but that's not what i am truly you know it's like people most people now believe in reincarnation you know that you the being goes from body to body right but it's like having a car you appreciate your car you you should be grateful for your car right it helps you get from one point to another but it doesn't define you right it's the same with your body you want to appreciate it you're gonna be like wow body you are a gift you are an incredible gift to me but that's not what i am at the end of the day i'm something much bigger i'm something much bigger much more powerful much more potent much more able creative etc so when you start to limit yours you start to limit yourself by having definitive conclusive points of view about you i am a man i am a woman i am blonde i am white i blah, blah, blah, whatever, all these things, it's kind of you putting yourself in a box.

35:44And the more you put yourself in a box, the more you limit your possibilities and the more you limit your choices. The more you see that as simply as point of view and not a conclusion, not a judgment, then you start to go beyond it. And you're like, oh, well, you know what? I could be an incredibly successful, I could create whatever I want. There's really no limit. There's no limit. But if you impose those limitations, you will see them true.

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40:01I think step one would be to have gratitude towards you and to say, you know what, even though these things are not what I want, not what I desire in my future, maybe, but I'm, wow, I'm so grateful for this stuff. This is incredible. I've done amazing. Every single, everything I studied, every single modality, everywhere it says, if you don't acknowledge your creations up to this point where you are right now and you tell yourself amazing feedback and pat yourself on the back and say you've done incredible if you don't do that you're not going to be able to create that well you're jeopardizing you're saying that you know you're proclaiming you're not a good creator wow you're saying you are you don't trust yourself you don't believe in yourself you've done bad you judge yourself so you're basically saying you are not good so you are ready so in the future it doesn't matter what you're gonna do if you're not going to step one step into yourself check in with yourself and say you know what i'm amazing i've done amazing doesn't matter it doesn't matter the shit that i'm in right now it doesn't matter i'm still great i'm still great and i'm great and i'm choosing to look at myself that way and if i'm choosing to look at myself that way then then possibilities open up for you.

41:20Then different scenarios can step up and say, you know what, I'm great regardless of a relationship I'm in. So you know what, if it's not really working for me, let me move on. I'm good either way. If a job I'm in is not serving me, you know what, let's look at what else is possible. You know, let's go beyond this. What would I love to do? What is so aligned for my being and my soul that I would love to do that would make it a reality where I wake up and I don't work because it's just such a pleasure. Because you were in finance before. Yeah. Well, I didn't even get there, but I started. That was my projection.

41:58So what did you do? I was in college. And in college, I found Kabbalah. Yeah. And after studying for two years, I was just like, okay, this is my purpose. What was the first teaching of Kabbalah that you were like, this shit is lit? the simplest one was understanding that everything is energy and there's this force called the light force of a creator that is in everything everywhere and the other force is called just a vessel that's it the simplicity of that like teaching that to look at everything that way as simply light and vessel energy and vessel recipient and sharer you know like that simplicity just blew my mind and also the i'm obviously very intellectual so the the story of creation that the kabbalist uh basically said the story of the big bang before science discovered it but literally 500 years ago one of the greatest kabbalists ravisek luria he describes the story of creation from you know this point exploding and creating the universe adam kissing eve exactly under the And inviting the snake.

43:07Yes. And then the apple. And then God said, I am. And then Genesis 1. And they saw that God is watching with popcorn. Yes, and he's mad. What are you doing? Yeah. And then God's pissed. And then here we are. Original sin was born. How did the Kabbalistic see Big Bang? What was their perspective on how the universe was created? In very short term, very shortly, it says that there is this infinite force. called the light force of the creator, that filled everything. And there was no time and space before that. There was no physicality. It's pure consciousness. And it filled absolutely everything, all of existence.

43:47And what it did is it created a vessel, a recipient, someone who wants to receive benevolence, someone who wants to receive pleasure, right? And this creation is called the vessel that desires to receive fulfillment. I'm speeding through very quickly but basically what this vessel is this space, this reality is called endless world, which means you have a desire, it's fulfilled instantaneously because the way the Kabbalists define the creator is a force that wants to contribute and fulfill every single one of your desires instantaneously right? So every single desire that you had in the endless world, it was fulfilled instantly and that's the energy of the creator what happened was the vessel started to experience what's called basically a desire to be the cause the reason the the reason why this fulfillment is coming and basically the vessel said you know what i have everything but i don't have the fulfillment of being the cause of it interesting of being the reason why i'm receiving what I want.

44:59I want to be like you, God. I want to be the source of it. I'm always on the recipient. I actually want to experience what it means like, what it feels like, what it means, what it is to actually be the cause of it. It's basically, it's called, the term kablistic is called bread of shame, but it has nothing to do with bread and nothing to do with shame. It's more of our desire to be the cause of the creation of the life and the fulfillment that we're experiencing and it's amazing that every single one of us actually re-experiences this when we're toddlers there's a certain time there's a certain period when every single one of us starts to say no when you're being fed and you you know you start saying no and you want to eat yourself you know or etc in teenage years right you push your parents away like no i don't want anything from me i want to do it on my own this is a continuous process of actually one of the main reasons why we come here is to undo this process, right?

45:58To actually become the cause. So that's why one of the biggest fulfillments in this universe, in this reality, is definitely receiving everything that you want, right? You are meant to receive and you want to be open to receiving everything that you desire. However, it's a cherry on top when you also acknowledge that you had a part to do with it. You had a part to play. I wanted to ask you about desire. Because in some, you know, I think in some traditions, desire is bad. Right. How do you see desire? Desire is what we are. So if you disregard or if you don't acknowledge your desire, you're disconnected from yourself.

46:41You have to, have to, have to acknowledge, increase, connect to. and respect the desire that you have. It's absolutely essential. We are, in essence, a desire. You're constantly desiring air. You're constantly desiring, you know, we're constantly desiring consciousness, right? We're constantly desiring awareness. We're constantly desiring some sort of fulfillment, right? Air, water, these are all fulfillments of the desires that you have. How you fulfill it might be different, but it's never to disrespect it or to close it off. then you're going to be in a in a place where you're disconnecting from yourself you're not really embodying your being i remember we did a session i was in the guest room i was sitting on the ground and it was like an unexpected session where i had realized that i had perceived that god had a desire for my life do you remember this one 100 to be like a live on a farm and like live off the land and like milk cows and like just live a small life and and i don't mean small in a patronizing way and live a life that was like simple you know simple off grid and i remember during that session you reframing and saying if i desire it god desires it for me yes and that was so powerful for me don't wow yourself no that i am i didn't even think i'm wowing it that you remember no of course i mean that you received it yes oh my god it was just like because it released the shame and i think so many women and men people over the world have big dreams for themselves have big desires for their life and whether that means they're doing what i'm doing whether that means they're, you know, doing something else.

48:38And I just was like, wow, like I am good. And what I want for my life is good. And God want, like, it's, it's like the desire was man made manifest by God through me. Yes. And it just completely liberated me because I just, I had really wrestled where I had that, you know, there's a process. A lot of my clients go through where we'll work together and they'll, they'll want a big life secretly, but then they'll kind of be like, you know, maybe I just should be happy or, you know, whatever. And they'll kind of like shortchange themselves or like cut off their actual true desires. Even with women that I work with, when we're talking about body transformation, they'll be like, you know, I want to lose 15 pounds, but I should be happy where I'm at.

49:18And they'll kind of, both can be true, but it's like, sometimes we use things to sort of buoy the actual truth of the desire. And the truth of my desire is I want a really big life. I want to make really big impact. I want to be a really big presence and prominence in my field and industry. And I have a really just big desire for impact in my life. And, you know, however that comes. And so it was just so, it was just like such a liberating moment for me. So thank you. Yeah, very true. That's, that's why I love this point of view. So the Kabbalistic point of view and, and access consciousness and theta, they all say you have to honor your desire.

49:53Your, your desire is meant to be fulfilled it's more about removing the judgments that that's wrong and that's right you know that presuming that god has you know only if you're a farm girl then he's happy with you yeah right yeah which is crazy yeah that was like whoa like yeah also that was helpful too to be like the god that i know that is loving and benevolent and all these things only likes me if I do something that I'm perceiving he wants me to do. And I'm like, oh, that's not, that's the God of the old structure of the way I grew up and the consciousness that I grew up in. And I think even on our last session, we were kind of, I didn't expect that, but because I'm talking more about God publicly as God's PR person, I'm realizing that there's a lot of layers of my relationship with God that I also need to look at.

50:44And a lot of the ideas of God. Do you remember what we talked about? Yeah. What? The last session? Yeah. I'm not quizzing you. I just am like, I understand it from a contextual level that I remember being like, whoa, I actually need to look at deeper layers of my relationship with God that I'm missing, that I'm thinking that I have a stronger, more clear relationship than I actually do. And there was layers and things that came through. I was like, oh, I actually have a fear of God or I have, there was actually like a more fractured relationship than I think is now available for me. Yeah. Well, it was, it was that same uh point of view that he wants you to be on a farm yeah kind of that's like in short that was it and also a little bit of a like a non-pest life started to creep in yeah you you you called it out oh yeah yeah yeah you started oh well yeah we're probably in a in a covenant or yeah monastery or something like that that where i had the perception that being close to god means i'm alone and being close to god means i don't i'm limited and being close to god means i have less vitality and access in life and less pleasure in life.

51:46And so it was almost like seeing my relationship to God as opposing to connection, opposing to love, opposing to all the things that I want. And that my commitment to God meant that I lost and meant that I was disconnected. Yeah. And you have to somehow like hide from him. Yeah. You have to create the image I saw, I remember was like you facing in one direction and making sure God doesn't like see everything that I do, that I desire, because, you know, he, of course, he doesn't want to fulfill me. Yeah. You know, he's very judgy. Yeah. You know, he doesn't want you to have everything plus some.

52:19Totally. That is very true. Yeah. I do. And this might be helpful for the audiences. I do have a very specific list of what God would want for me. And that's what I ask him. Yeah. But then there's things that I'm like, I won't ask him that. And it's not like I'm like, God, I need a parking space. You know, I could do that sometimes. But it's like, I would be like, God, I want to serve more. And it would be like the good list. Yeah. You know, not like, God, I want a sick motorcycle jacket. You know, like, it would just be like, this is what I think God would be okay with me wanting. And I'm going to ask him for this.

52:48And I'm going to, like, be clear on this. And so in Kabbalah, I know it's more the creator. Can you talk about how Kabbalah views the creator, some of the teachings related to the creator in Kabbalah? Basically, we know very few things and define them in very few ways. the way that we, that Kabbalists look at him is an infinite force of giving that has absolutely no judgment at all whatsoever. And that's why the Kabbalists use the term light or light force because the same way that the light bulb in a room doesn't judge a wall, a person, a sofa, it fully gives to everyone equally. It has no judgment at all whatsoever.

53:32It's about the recipient's ability to receive it that changes. But the light force, it gives everyone equally, right? So the study of Kabbalah is more about the vessel, our consciousness of how do we limit it and how do we expand it in order to receive more of it. But the few very foundational points of view is that it's an all giving energy that only wants to contribute to you, only wants to fulfill every single one of your desires. And it's not a question of if it will be fulfilled. Every single one of your desires will be fulfilled. The question is when. That's the only question that really Kabbalah teaches.

54:14So that's why the stress of how do I do it? Is it going to happen? Is it going to ever happen? Is it ever going to happen for me? That question drops and that becomes not relevant because you have full trust and knowing that you will receive what you desire. It's not about that. It's about maybe asking a question. Okay, how can I speed that up? How can I actualize it faster? But the doubt or like, you know, having a point of view that he actually doesn't want you to have that. That's going to be not a pleasant experience, right, in this world. Because you're constantly hiding and running from this force.

54:50When in reality, by Kabbalistic definition, it wants to give it to you.

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58:42Basically, if you look at everything, there's just very simple ways. It's just light and vessel. Vessel is the recipient. It's the one that wants to receive, right? So our desire is a vessel. Our body is a different kind of vessel. Our soul is a kind of vessel. Our conscious is a different kind of vessel, right? We have vessels for different kinds of fulfillment. Now, most of us, we don't have a limit of where we say, okay, now we're good. I'm good now. My vessel has been fulfilled. My desire has been fulfilled. I'm good now. You constantly have more and more and more desire, which is actually what you're meant to have.

59:22Because the creator has an infinite desire to fulfill you. And we want to, and actually are expected to, in this experience to expand our desire to constantly create more new things and it's the the key thing is to acknowledge you're not dissatisfied or not grateful for what you have you want to be in two places at the same time you want to have so much gratitude like holy shit i'm so fucking lucky to be here now experiencing this and having the life i have and at the same time i want so much more. It's not a contradiction. There's no, we should not have cognitive distance. You're not being ungrateful by saying, I want more in life.

1:00:02You're actually fulfilling your purpose, your desire, which is to ask for more and more fulfillment. How do we move from desire being motivated by lack to motivated by something else? Because a lot of times people have desire that's motivated by lack. I desire love because I don't have it. I want a husband. I want a partner i want i want money whatever like so how do you switch it yeah how do we switch it well if you look at that you're an infinite being that everything is meant for you and in a way it is already yours then you the stress the lack falls off right so if you operate from that's why i love this is from access consciousness the point of view that you're an infinite being you want to operate that you are an infinite being an infinite being cannot have lack it cannot have lack it It cannot have missing.

1:00:51It cannot have any of those things, right? You have all of it. And also you need to acknowledge that when you create separation from something that you desire, when you say that I actually don't have it already, you're making sure it doesn't come to you. That's a law of the universe. So if you are desiring a billion dollars and you're proclaiming, operating from a point of view that I don't have it, that it's lacking, I don't have it, you're creating a wall. You're making sure it doesn't come. When you're operating from oneness that I already have every single desire that I have, it's already here.

1:01:26I already have it. My job is to actualize it. My job is to create a vessel to fully receive it. The whole game changes. It becomes fun. It becomes interesting. It doesn't become like I might lose or it might not come to me. It will come to me. It's just a matter of how and when. And that's what I'm in charge of. i love the i think this is cabalistic but i think that's what i've gathered is just like the belief that this can only be good true yeah like that whatever happens can only be good it's you know what i i that's how i've heard it also i've upgraded it to that i want to ask a question what's right about it that's a good one yeah that means i am saying that it is good can be used against you like if somebody if you're an abusive relationship that's interesting and you're gonna say oh this is good interesting that's good my you know oh my job doesn't respect me they don't honor my talent and my work and my time and they disrespect me it's good so then you're kind of like limiting your awareness right instead of asking yourself a question wait what's right about this well maybe this is an invitation for you to relook at your relationships to relook at your work and maybe to choose something else so just proclaiming is it is it good yes it depends on like how far you zoom out totally if you zoom out onto everything everything is great yeah every single experience every single interaction every every every single thing is good and by the end of times we will see all of it it says you know like the zohar writes it's like we're our mouths will be full of laughter laughter will be like falling out of our mouths we're gonna laugh at everything and how ironic and everything was just perfect.

1:03:13Every single thing you're going to like, you know, how people have the flash before they leave. They see their whole life and they see how perfect everything was, right? So you will have that experience, but you, it's a choice, of course, you want to start to create the good for you. That means if that does not align with your desire, if the relationship is not respectful to you, and you're just going to judge and say, well, this is for the good by default, might not be true. If you ask what's right about this, well, it could be an invitation for you to move on. Then you're creating more awareness.

1:03:51That's why a question is a vessel. And we're here to create a bigger vessel, right? So the more questions you ask, the more awareness and light you're going to receive, right? Instead of being in a kind of dead-end conclusions, right? that's so zohar zohar yeah that zohar point about about the laughter is like it's so potent it has its own spiritual consciousness that like is felt in the room yeah because you can tune into that like i'm tuned into it and i was like that's the most beautiful thing totally and i could feel it i could feel that it's amazing you know that soulful like my soul's plugged into that consciousness that is able to download that taste of that experience to me, which is very, very beautiful.

1:04:40The vessel building, you know, it's interesting because I think about this a lot with my life and my desires and abundance and love and all of that. And I think about it a lot with my clients where, you know, I'll say the beginning of our podcast journey, we would pitch these really big guests as an example. And, you know, sometimes they'd say yes, but most of the time they'd say know. And now being longer in the journey and having a bigger vessel to handle bigger energies and bigger conversations, all these things, I understand vessel building. And I even understand vessel building in the way of like the lottery, you know, 90 % of people that win the lottery, they lose the lottery with winnings within a year because they don't have the vessel for it.

1:05:20So can you talk about vessel building? Because I'd love for people to understand this in the way of their life and their path is sculpting them and supporting them and being the vessel to hold what they wish. Yes. So step one is to understand that we're not talking about a physical vessel. Yeah. We're talking about levels of consciousness and different kinds of consciousness that are able to create and receive energy in a more flowing way. For example, gratitude is an attribute of an infinite vessel. That's a good one. So that means that the more you practice, choose, operate, have gratitude in your system for everything, your vessel will start to get bigger.

1:06:12Okay? Sorry, say again why. Because those are more attributes of the creator. Okay. Yeah. So what the vessel wants to start to do is to grow and become more like the light force. It needs to be in two places at the same time. On one side, be a recipient, receive, but also on the other, we want to be just like God or creator. So we want to look, even though we don't know so much about the creator, we do know some qualities about him. He is constant. he is one of his attributes that connect us to him gratitude is happiness is potency is choice question power patience kindness uh peace right like there's certain qualities of the creator that the more your vessel embodies it the likeness of form starts to be created so you're able to receive more of that energy, right?

1:07:13The creator has no lack. He doesn't have lack. He has absolutely zero lack. So when you operate from lack, boom, you created a separation. You created a space, right? So when you say, you know what, I don't have lacks. I don't have, I know that that's where you start to really work on yourself. And it's an exercise and a choice that you need to start doing where you start to say that even though I might not feel like I, you know, I'm full, right? So you don't look at your emotions feelings thoughts as a determining factor of that it's a choice you're like you know what i'm gonna choose that point of view i'm gonna choose that point of view because that's a much more potent point of view for my life and existence because operating constantly from a lack what is it going to create for you it's going to create more lack you're never really going to be satisfied right it doesn't matter what you're going to get you You're going to be on a constant mission to fulfill, but also feel empty.

1:08:11Do you want to be like, no, you know what? I'm full. I'm good. I'm good. That's how you want to start your day. You want to start your day proclaiming that I am such an infinite vessel, so full of the light force. I am the light force, actually. That's how you want to look at it. I am the light. one of the great mantras that i learned is you don't say i have like i have money i have time i have i am money i am time i am a relationship i am love i am gratitude right so you take away that you know you want it or you getting it etc you just proclaim that you are it and that wave those walls and separations between you and whatever your desire is going to be broken down more and more and more.

1:08:54And you're going to be invited and the universe and the creator, whatever you want to call it, are going to tell you, hey, you know what, do this. That will lead you to that. That will, you know, this choice will lead you to that. So the creation of a vessel starts to happen with a study, right? Obviously, right? Like you want to study it more. You want to know more about what kind of attributes, what kind of consciousness is going to create that for me a great way also is to jump a step and you know if you if you are like well i want a relationship or i want a successful career or i want this body etc you go into that reality and that's why you're an infinite being we all are because you can step into it you can tap into that reality and ask yourself what kind of energy do i experience during that like if i have an unlimited amount of finances what kind of energy do i have well if i have that incredibly supportive relationship How do I operate?

1:09:50That's why I love hosting retreats. Because at retreats, women are able to be in the experience of feeling all the things that they desire. Like received, rested, abundant, luxurious, connected, spiritual, soulful, creative, all the things. And then they're able to use that sort of texture and that cellular memory to create it more in their life. 100%. It's like my favorite. Like I just, I don't think people, I don't need to say that. Like, I don't make my point. I don't need to say that. I was going to say, I don't think people understand. It's like, no, what I want to say is I hope people understand that.

1:10:24Like, it's just been so beautiful to see women experience everything that they want in one week in time so that they can use it for their manifestation and creation after that. A hundred percent. It's essential. Yeah. It's essential. You need to upgrade your vessel, teach it, remind it those vibrations, those frequencies and be like, hey, this is always a possibility for you. Drop those nonsense. Drop the stress. drop the worry, tap into it, that's how you receive it more. You receive it from a full space of peace, of tranquility, of completeness, etc. That's a magnet. That's what's going to attract more things to you.

1:10:59Not the lack, oh my God, how am I going to survive the next day in a relationship or my life is useless, right? So yeah, that's a key way of doing it. What would you say? We talked about a few of them, but for people that are newer to Kabbalah, What would you say some of the basic principles of it are? Few basic principles. So one is that consciousness is everything. Consciousness creates your reality. There's nothing outside of that. There's no reality besides that consciousness is the ultimate. Your consciousness is the creator of your reality. That there's an ultimate force, you call it God, you call it creator, you call it universe, that is on your side.

1:11:41It is on your side. It is cheering for you. it wants you to succeed it wants you to achieve it wants you to receive it wants you to get what you want it's about how much you're limiting it from being a contribution now it cannot necessarily and it does not want to it's actually us who doesn't want to receive it for nothing but you want to welcome its guidance that's why in prayers i don't like to use a prayer give me Yeah, totally. Give me my, you know, this. Give me that. Guide me. Yeah. Guide me. Show me. How can I create that in my life? What can I change? What can I do? What can I transform?

1:12:19What would be, I'm inviting you. I'm allowing you to give me that guidance. Course in Miracles talks about prayer as communion with God. It's really like the remembrance and reception and connection with God rather than like, because when you're asking forgive me or the list, that's like stating lack or desire. Right. And it's like affirming lack and desire to God rather than just like being in the state of connection to God and even in conversation with God. Yeah. So consciousness, what else? Being a being of contribution, of sharing. Sharing, but I don't like the word sharing because sharing presumes you need to like physically give something or like give something of you and you're not having it.

1:12:57It's more of a contribution. meaning like you can contribute we can contribute to anyone at any time anywhere energetically whenever we want and it does not mean that you lack you don't miss out when you contribute energy when you channel energy when you contribute energy it gives you more energy so this point that you want to become a conduit of things in this reality also you want to contribute to people's experiences You want to be there for people, right? You want to share. You want to be generous. Generosity is one of the biggest known attributes of the creator. So the more you practice generosity and the more you have generosity of spirit, the more you're going to be inviting that force into your life.

1:13:46So that's essential. And one of the main teachings that comes from my teacher, Rav Berg, that he kind of coined is pause or restriction, which he says that you want to awaken consciousness by pausing in actions in thoughts in everything that you do create that filament that's such a good one where you allow awareness to come in and you stop being a robotic being you stop being a robotic you know monkey that you just operate like non-stop and you actually pause and say wait a minute you know like your relationship that's a beautiful example, your relationship with God, right? And how you look at prints of you about God.

1:14:28You pause and you say, wait a minute, is that actually true? If I take in all the components that I have, if I know that it's an infinite force, if I know that it's the universe, et cetera, well, yeah, which one is true for me? Like you pause and you allow it to, you know, yourself to choose, right? So this pausing attribute is incredible. is incredible about you step as kind of like aside from your life and you look at your life from a side and be like, wait a minute, what am I actually doing? I think that's consciousness. It is, you know, it is like, but, but the pause is huge. Cause I was thinking about that recently with my clients and I was like, okay, how can I get even more granular about things, you know, to be even more, um, even more surgical about the way I can support people in understanding things.

1:15:19And it really actually, I was thinking about it, is the pause that is everything. Yeah. Because the, everything. Yeah. Because the pause creates the choice for different. And without the pause, you have no choice for different. You're in the reptilian brain, you're in just the pattern or the story. Yeah. For me, I've gotten paused through meditation. What has been your access to getting pause or finding pause? Everything, literally. Starting from learning this teaching 25 years ago to studying incredible meditation techniques, breath work, theta healing, access consciousness, access bars, like all these things, asking a question.

1:16:00Everything has led me to modify, perfect, and keep perfecting this ability to pause and create awareness in that moment. With everything. And it's just so... so beautiful that you like start to understand that that is your whole point of just like to pause and to see and what am I actually doing right now totally and and the beauty of it goes not just on the physical actions right it goes on to your emotions goes on to your feelings it goes on to your thoughts and goes on to your point of view the fact that you can pause and invite and ask yourself a question wait a minute does this actually serve me is this actually creating the reality that I want to have in my future, your whole reality changes.

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1:19:37I think, too, what I've found is I'm really grateful for my relationships because those also have given me like a pause. So true. You know, and that's why working with teachers is so good. Like yesterday, I had a friend staying with me, and we've been friends for a long time. and she's been talking about this project for years. And last night was the first night I was just like, hey, you're super powerful. You're amazing. You have so much ability and you've been waffling on this idea for years. Like, what is it? What's happening? Like, why are you not making progress on this? Like, and I just, like people have done, my friends have done that for me.

1:20:12You know, they're like, what is the thing about you and success? Or what is the thing? And I'm so grateful because, you know, know we can bring ourselves out of unconscious states but it's really helpful to have like a mirror jenna and i do that all the time you know like we have these like certain stories and through lines of our life that run and we just even laugh because we've been friends for so long because we're like oh there's that old freaking thing that we talk about all the time but it's like having an awareness of having a friend have permission to sort of call you forward and awareness has also been really helpful for me incredibly true incredibly true it's just that's that's gold that's like literally 90 of it i think that's what's been yeah i mean obviously there's so much helpful in our work but it's like you know you just because you're just in your it's crazy like you just don't realize the reality that you're in and the the reality that you're creating with your mind and all the levels of it because it literally feels true for you yeah that's why you hold it is because it feels true for you and so much of it that you don't see and some of that you don't understand.

1:21:14Before we talk a little bit more about access consciousness, I want to talk about Satan. How does Kabbalah see Satan? You know what I want to add to what you said? Because it's so essential about having someone to talk, especially the right person to talk about this stuff. Because when you're in your limitations, it's like you're in jail. And a lot of people don't even know what they're surrounded by. So when you have that incredible gift of people in your life who are actually able to call you out on stuff and tell you or guide you, you know, in any way, shape or form, it is so important. It's just, you know.

1:21:51It's so valuable. I think also my friends and I are at a level of self-love and anchored, self-anchoring to be able to be met with that. You know, I think when you're a little less conscious or a little bit less self-loving, you'd be like, you're judging me. You know, I remember back in the day when you're just, I was so much less conscious. Everything was a judgment. You know, you're always like, you're judging me but it's like now like oh like I love you this much and you need to love yourself this much to do this and to see this and to be in this and I don't want to not become the person I came here to be I don't want to that's my biggest fear in my life for real to not become the person that I was supposed to be and I think I'll probably feel that when I have children to be honest.

1:22:38I think before I thought it was success related, but I actually think that that motherhood texture will be what it is. But anyways, and it will add. Yeah, it will add. Yeah. Um, but, and whatever's keeping me from that, what is the belief or the, you know, part of my reality that's sort of in that. So yeah. Satan. Satan. So going back. Because people, the way that people in christianity understand satan is different than how you understand satan very so in christianity is satan yeah lucifer whatever and but it's been interesting in kabbalah just to understand it totally differently completely completely different it's not something if you fully acknowledge and operate from a point of view that the creator is the governing force and nothing is beyond it yeah there is no fight of right and wrong for sure there's no light and dark it's It's all right.

1:23:35It's all good. Whatever you want to call it. It's just that. Right. However, going back to the story of creation, which you can reference it to any point of your life. And what happens is if the vessel does want to become like the creator. Do you remember any of that story of creation? If we experienced that, right? Do you remember being in the endless world? Yeah. Yeah. Krista does. Coachella. Just kidding. it was burning man 2023 no i don't remember we don't we have we have what's called amnesia yeah we experience amnesia when we come into this world yeah forget everything you don't remember the upper worlds lower or nothing nothing nothing nothing none of that stuff is remembered and especially when you also start to operate in this world and you're induced and you know and and even more limitation is put onto you from your family from your friends from society etc or you're just like a walking limitation yeah what the creator when he wanted us because our desire whatever we desired the creator instantly wanted to fulfill it in the endless world and it does still happen there because it still exists in a different form right but in order for us to be the creators we needed to have a force that will be telling us you can't do it you're ever going to be able to make it.

1:24:58You're not worthy. You're fraudulent. You are stupid. You are X, Y, and Z, right? Putting on these judgments and limitations on our being and this force, it's simply a force. Like if you look at the sports game, right? If you would be playing, you know, a basketball game, it's so much more fun when you have someone to play against. That is what our opponent is. That is what Satan is. Satan, literal translation from Aramaic, Satan means opposing. Someone just that opposes you. So it's a force that kind of makes you realize and work for something and earn it even more. It's the one that makes you need to pause and choose what you want to choose in that moment.

1:25:42But technically, this is his reality. He owns this reality. This reality is his. That's why we believe in the physical. That's why we believe in the 3D. 1%, whatever you want to call it, he is the governing force of that however your relationship with him is determined by you and that's why one of the things that i love telling my clients is if you look at it this way is to list your limitations list who is your satan what does he specifically tell you like what kind of language does he use what kind of emotions does he use against you what kind of feelings that he is against you he changes the what he tells you in different relationships totally right you could be a shark in one relationship and a guppy in another one a lion here and a cat there like it changes he's a mutable force he he he's an angelic force he's not against you he's not trying to kill you or destroy you or anything but he's trying to limit you because that's his job he was appointed to do that the big picture he's only serving to get you to your greatness that's how you want to look at it yeah that's why you want you want to call him out you want to be like oh you know i'm having thoughts of depression of sadness of anxiety of doubt satan i see you satan i know it's you i see you right so to call him out is one of the greatest tricks to give yourself a breakdown a profile of your satan amazing amazing way to to work with yourself wow right that's why astrology is helpful that's why you know all these things are extremely helpful because they they lay down the limitations that you might be buying from him right because got it so explain explain what you just said though meaning you cabalistically you choose your time of birth yep you choose the time the location the position exactly of all the of all the solar system etc in order for you to have certain gifts right and in order for you also to you have certain limitations.

1:27:45So your satan is going to operate. Like if you're an Aries, he is going to tell you, you need to want things now, this way, right now, etc. You're not going to have patience. So for an Aries, by default, to develop patience, to develop pause, is an incredible tool. Right? Meaning, that's how you want to use astrology. That it's not a defining of you. It's to just know yourself better. You're still an infinite being. but as an Aries as we know they're they're just going to be much more impatient that's it that's how they operate you know a Leo is just going to try to boast themselves more onto the scene and be like I'm the greatest do you see how great I am right that's their attribute right the more you become aware of it it's not it's not by the way it's not that you have to stop doing it it's just simply becoming aware of it that you know what how do I use this to my advantage when you do it unconsciously reactively you're using it against yourself right like i'm gemini and one of the big things that gemini's have not all gemini's etc i'm not you know it's not that black and white but gemini's have an f word it's called feelings so when i started to get deeper into my relationship with my wife who's a who's a very piscean she my sister that's right yeah so she started to bring up feelings let's talk about feelings emotions i was like what are you talking about like i told you how i feel and that's it like we're not going deeper like that's it leave it at that right so for me that was like a red flag which was in reality a green flag right totally but it started to trigger me so much when she started to ask me to invite me to have a deeper connection about what feelings do i have what emotions i have because the gemini not all again but most gemini men, they like to just run from it.

1:29:37It was like, I don't want to talk about emotions. Let's just go have fun. Let's go have a, let's go eat something. Let's watch a movie. Let's talk. We can do that, but not to go into the emotional side because I presume my limiting belief was, I presumed if I do connect to my emotions and feelings, they're going to run my life. I'm not going to be able to be conscious. I'm going to go wild and just go, I don't know, something. Freedom thing. Yeah. Yeah. The mutable, Satan being mutable is very interesting. I think it's really good for the audience to think about that. And I was actually talking about that last night in the car with my friend who I was talking to about her situation.

1:30:09And, um, because I was expressing, you know, post book launch in like my kind of like burnout haze, I was watching Love Island like all day I was working. And then, but anytime I wasn't working this, I mean, I'm talking about, this was like a week, but like anytime I wasn't working, I was watching Love Island. And I was like, that's fine. And there is a slipperiness of Satan where it was like, I woke up in the morning. I was like, time to watch Love Island, you know, like invitation for Love Island. And And it's like, okay, like, I know that's not for my greatest good. I don't need to punish myself.

1:30:39But I'm like, that just being like, you know, you worked hard, like, da, da, da, da, you can have that type of thing. And even with my friend, you know, her satan was like, that she has a lot of time that she can do it later, that it takes a lot that like, people won't understand, you know, there's just kind of like the voices that she had that was sort of keeping her from her creation of her satan. And I think it's a really good practice for people to kind of sit and think about what What are the ways in which there's a mutability and a mercurial aspect of Satan that can be more slippery than they think and sort of keep them from actually being who they came here to be?

1:31:14And I think as you get more spiritual and more advanced, it becomes even more slip. It depends. I think you become more, you become quicker to call it out. Yeah. I started to see, I wanted to say that before, but then I realized, no, I'm actually much, much quicker. Yeah, that's good one. If I could last half a year, I'm not able to catch it in, you know, a week. That's so true. I'll still go in a rut. Yeah. I'll still go into that stupid space of listening to him, believing him, operating from his point of view, right? Because that's all he is. He's just providing you points of view. Yeah, so real.

1:31:48That's all he does. He's not a, you know, he's not a being with a fork and et cetera. He just provides you judgments and points of view to feed you, to keep you small. So I still do it, right? But it takes me, again, relationships help a lot, right? Yeah. I start talking with my wife and, and I'm like, Oh shoot. You know, we know that where that's coming from. That's BS. It's good to have that shared language with, you know what I mean? It's essential in relationship to have a shared language of your understanding of that. I didn't, yeah, I didn't really realize that until I got later in the game, like of relationship of like, that's a shared view of how I see the world and being able to be free in that shared view of my consciousness and my internal dialogue is like essential because I don't want to feel like I have to explain what's on, you know what I mean?

1:32:37What's on my mind. I don't want that extra layer of that explanation. Yeah. I want to talk about bars. Yes. Love bars. Bars are so crazy. So I've had sessions where we've done bars where I don't even know what we talked about. Yeah. When I leave. I think that's the best review by the way. I still remember that video you posted. I think that's the best review of bars. I was like, I don't even know what the beliefs were. Yeah. Like I literally, I honestly felt like I was unable to access whatever limiting belief that I had in my mind. And this has happened more than once. Yes. Like it had no more life.

1:33:17There was the neural pathway had been filled with golden crater light and didn't exist anymore. Like completely gone. Yeah. Yeah. So what is it? Phenomenal. So one of the main things I use, study, and just appreciate so much is called Access Consciousness. It's an incredible body of work. They need a rebrand. Why? I've kind of looked into it. I'm like, you guys need a rebrand. Okay, okay. So let's send them a message. Yeah. I love you guys. It's really powerful, but it kind of like needs a little shush. Make it more juicier. Yeah. Okay. Needs pink. Just kidding. Almost dirty. Yeah, honestly. Yeah, anyways.

1:33:53it's funny i i hear that yeah but so access consciousness is an incredible body of work that probably that i've been using for like four years and it has propelled me to a completely different reality like completely different reality the the terminology the tools that they have the way they explain things is just mind-blowing and it has basically like two parts It's one part is the teaching, which has a ton of classes, books, courses that you can do, etc. Like really, really mind-blowing. And it also has what's called body processes, which are incredible. And one of the beginner, you know, most basic, but also probably one of the most powerful ones is called Access Bars.

1:34:41And it was channeled by Gary Douglas, the founder of Access Consciousness, an incredible individual. and he basically channeled 32 points on our head that when you touch them and you just run a simple command it starts to basically clear the limiting beliefs that you have both in your being and in your physical body so it's like it's like basically taking out the trash it's cleaning out your recycling bin in the most powerful way just like boom and and really the way you describe it is the best way is that after the session you don't have a reference of the limitation that you had before and it's just incredible there's so many benefits to it it's we use it as a session verbally right but there's also a way you can do a session where you're in silence right like a lot of times when me and my wife we we run it on each other and we could talk and we can also be in silence because you experience a level of peace tranquility and presence that is just incredible you know just your judgments drop incredibly there's also the prayer that you say with it and i've been even doing pock pod on stuff yes yes so can you say the prayer in the full and why you use it and then can you say the how people can use pock pod just in there every day yes yes so it's called the clearing statement and you can actually there's a video on youtube just type clearingstatement.com clearingstatement.com or clearingstatement on youtube you can watch the whole thing it's an amazing video it is uh right and wrong good and bad pot and puck all 100 shorts boys povets creations bases and beyonds so what did i just say i said the clearing statement meaning you can use it to clear an energetic entanglement you have with a judgment so for example when you have a point of view or a judgment like i'm a failure i'm a loser money's bad that women are wrong, et cetera, whatever you might have, that is a conclusion or judgment that you have.

1:36:44When you say, could we please destroy and uncreate all of those judgments and all those points of view, when you say the clearing statement, it amplifies your ability to clear it. And it clears the energy. And you can say the whole thing, or you can say, like you said, just pod and puck, which means point of destruction and point of creation. And in short, it means the point of where... the origin of the belief yes exactly when that lie was introduced to you and you bought it as true meaning it could be in this lifetime it could be five minutes ago it could be five lifetimes ago it could be five trillion years ago it doesn't matter at some point it was introduced into your system you bought it as true and when you say the clearing statement you are basically removing that energy you're basically completely clearing that energy out and giving yourself an ability to not be energetically attached to it you might still have a point of view it's not like you lose it you know etc but it's not going to be a definitive one it's not going to be one that says oh this is this is how reality is built this is the base of this reality the base of this reality is all men are assholes and now i have to find some somehow one of these freaks which one do i control and manipulate right not me i love it yeah with pock and pod i'll do that during the day when i find a limiting belief come up you know like if i walk in a room and i'm like oh i'm not successful or just whatever the belief is i'm like oh pock pod pock pod pock pod just kind of breaking it and i feel like it's a really simple easy practice for noticing the limiting beliefs and then just kind of breaking them and just kind of like flicking them off my consciousness, which is so helpful.

1:38:30But yeah, the bars have been crazy. It's almost like EMDR a little bit. I never, I never tried that, but it's almost like you access, you kind of hit on both hemispheres of the brain. And by activating both hemispheres of the brain, you reprocess the feeling and the emotion using your prefrontal cortex. But it's interesting with bars. Cause it's like with EMDR, you have it reprocessed as an adult, as an example. So if you were a child and you were abandoned by your mother, you know, you have this one-sided perspective of that. You're like, my mom abandoned me, my mom abandoned me. But with your prefrontal cortex, you're able to say like, my mom was really, really busy and overwhelmed.

1:39:05And I know she loved me, but wasn't able for me. So it's kind of like helps you repattern. Interesting. But with access consciousness, it's like a complete reset. Yeah. It's crazy. It just deletes it for you. Yeah. Altogether. Which is so good. And it's amazing i do want to mention that it has incredible physical um benefits like it reduces inflammation it reduces uh anxiety obviously it reduces depression it reduces your time to recover even from a physical workout it's incredible wow it's just uh um jet lag jet lag like you do bars jet like it's gone. I remember we had a session and I went to get a facial after.

1:39:46And so they took a before picture of me and after. And before I was like, and then I looked worse after. Really? Yeah. After my facial, like I looked actually better before because of my bars. And she was like, huh, this is interesting. Like even she could see, she was like, well, we'll just keep this for our thing. I was like, I kind of liked how I looked better. I looked so awake and like vital and young. Well, this has been amazing and I love you and we'll do another for sure. What is one or two things you want to leave with our audience, women that are on the path, that are spiritually curious, that want to deepen their purpose and connect more with life?

1:40:18I think commit to choosing to appreciate yourself. Appreciate yourself and choose and fully receive that you can always have a better experience. Not from a sense that you're lacking or not having a great one right now, but it can be so much more enriching, so much more fulfilling, so much more healthy, so much more honoring of you. Really choose it. Choose that. And where can people connect with you? MichaelOcher.com How do you spell Ocher? O-C-H-E-R Boring. MichaelOcher.com Instagram. MichaelOcher. Well, I love you. This has been fun. I'm grateful for you. I appreciate you. I really appreciate you.

1:41:00Alright guys, we'll see you on the next one. Love you so much. Bye. Thank you. Wow, it was so much easier. Thank you so much, Michael. We love you so deeply. We appreciate you. He'll be on for another one. You can also find episodes with other Kabbalah teachers like David Guillaume. If you want to search David Guillaume, almost 30, we have a few episodes with him. And then definitely send this to a friend. I think this is fascinating because a lot of us probably haven't heard of Theta Healing or Access Consciousness. And so this is a really, really good one to check out. Thank you all for listening.

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