906. Channeling Yeshua: The healing, surrender, and growth we’re being asked to embrace with Carissa Schumacher

42:15Willingness can include just saying, I don't want to learn again the hard way. Willingness can include listening to the inspiration, our intuition, the inspiration and our discernment before things get way, way, way strung out and out of alignment. But if it's not going to be the willingness, even when a change comes to accept what is instead of trying to fight it, the other path is suffering. And I've known both within my life. And sometimes it's hard when you don't even know you're suffering. Yeah, oh yeah. When you're in a prison that you don't even know that you're in. But I love within a lot of religious dogma, especially Christianity, there's this sense of evolution or goodness or holiness is suffering.

43:16So even when we look at the symbol of Yeshua or Christianity, it's he's on a crucifix. And of course the crucifix represents freedom, but it also represents a suffering God. That to be holy, to be good, that we need to suffer. That we are sinful. Like there wasn't even really a word for sin. And there certainly wasn't even like a word for hell. The word hell itself at the time of Yahshua. And in a lot of his transmissions, one of the things that has been so healing to hundreds of thousands of people that have had religious trauma or just experienced God as love as opposed to cruelty and sinning.

44:15It's like he takes the sting out of it. And he does tell stories. There are a great number of stories in the book that he tells about his life where he's like, let me set the record straight. When I was talking about hell, there was no hell. The words that I used, the word that I used was gena. Gena was a garbage dump outside of Jerusalem at the time of his life. where there was a fire pit where people would take their sediment, their trash, and dump it in to the fire and leave. So his whole message was take your sediment, take the self-absorption, the self-absorbed fears, all the shit, the mind bashing, the anxiety, all the stuff that is no longer serving you, the shitty relationships, the codependency.

45:22go to Gaina, drop it, dump it in the holy fire, holy fire of transformation so it can burn away, grieve it, mourn it through the holy water, and then leave clear, strengthened, lighter, unburdened. So I'm just bringing up this example because I'm really glad that I didn't have a lot of conditioning or like religious indoctrination because how he is, I'm like, this must have been how he was in his life. Like he's funny. He's irreverent. He tells potty jokes. he doesn't he has like an attitude oh yeah he doesn't care yeah he's like no doesn't work he's like he's like you guys i'd rather hang out with you if you have leprosy or you know even if just like you're honest about the fact that yeah you struggle and have flaws he's like those are my people the honest people it's the people on the high horse you know leadership i'm so perfect Everybody else is to blame for all of my stuff.

46:46He's like, no. Like, where's the humility? You're all equal. I think in Mark, in the Bible, he says, not everyone who comes to know me will know me. Like, it's like something like, yeah, people could say that they know me, but they don't. Well, you can't know him without coming to know yourself. Say more. One of the greatest tenets of Judaism, and he was very much a Jew at the time. There was no Christianity.

47:18But one of the great tenets of Judaism is that there is this personal relationship that we have with God, with the divine. And so yes, we can look to others to help inform us, but we don't want to abdicate responsibility as to how we perceive, how we experience, how we connect to the divine. And one of the reasons that that is important is because each of us is completely unique in our essence. Like your DNA. Nobody has ever had your DNA or will ever. It just pulls to the essence page. Yes. Our essence is the part of us that is one half our spirit and one half our nature. physical body, genes.

48:10So it's the part of us that's basically half human and half divine. Well, what was he in his? He was half human, half divine. And so it's that part of us that is our Christic Sophia essence. It is the wisdom keeper. Our essence is all of our gifts, our quirkinesses, an essence is really pronounced in children like with children they just there's no hiding there's no pretense there can be one child who's like so solar and gregarious and fearless and then another child who's more lunar and introspective so we all have these unique essences but over time what we can learn is this person this person's is better than mine or there's something wrong with me or i should have these qualities in my or maybe i can learn these things that really aren't a part of me because they're a And that's where comparisons come into place.

49:28And that's where sediment and suppression of our essence can come into place. Part of the alchemy pathway and just the different evolutions and upgrades that we experience, they bring us not only into deeper connectedness to the divine, but also deeper embodiment. in the sense that the divine is, yes, transcendent, meaning consciousness is far beyond us. But the divine is also very eminent in the wind, in the leaves, in the trees, in the earth, so all around us. But then there's the aspect of the divine that is emergent. and the emergence of the divinity is through our essence and the service through our essence in whatever ways those might be.

50:32And it doesn't even have anything to do with the doing. The doing is icing. It's more just the energy when you accept your essence, what it is and what it isn't, you emanate an entire energy field an entire vibration and you can't emanate so it's literally yeshua is saying i want to co-create with you but part of that is allowing for the emergence of your own human divinity and divine humanity so that's part of the way he says over and over, no me not as I was, but as I am. So this was the second time that I was pregnant. And I just love pregnancy because I get so attuned to like everything that I put in my body.

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54:19That's the sharing. Then you're basically a vessel for the divine within yourself, and that's when it gets really fun.

54:32Because you don't have to drive the bus of your life anymore. You just get to sit on the bus and wherever your spirit, the divine takes you is just where you need to be. Even if it's a difficult place to be, but you don't feel alone because your free will is aligned. So you get into alignment and stay in alignment no matter the circumstance or what is going on so the perception of fear or the perception avoids even your whole perception of death yeah starts to change right it was so interesting you know obviously i was on the essence page when we read that and i think people understanding their divine nature in this way also doesn't forget their human nature which i really love there was something i was so curious about i want to ask um i have a part i want to ask about but But I'm curious about what are your thoughts on how we, why did we go from the freedom transmissions to the alchemy transmissions?

55:31Like talk about why the freedom transmissions was important for the time that it was released and why alchemy is important for this time. Oh, interesting question. So the freedom transmissions was designed to set the foundation for all other transmissions that were to come. It's the freedom transmissions, though, is very nonlinear, meaning it's almost better to just open a page on a given day and whatever you receive to allow that energy, wisdom to enter your heart. And so freedom transmissions also came at a time where we were in the pandemic. and so part of the freedom transmissions actually happened before the pandemic where yeshua is basically saying your whole world is about to change and you're going to be experiencing certain collective voids like the death of the old era so the freedom transmissions came just as we were in the final four years of the death of the old era and then out the alchemy transmissions the central part of the book was channeled just weeks before we officially entered the new era.

56:52And some of this has to do with Pluto transitions. It's not just astrology. It's more just energetically, and it's been building for centuries. But we crossed over that threshold at the end of 2024, and that's when I was told, take the sabbatical to do the next book. so it was like the freedom transmissions was kind of the set the foundation but also the death of the old era and now all all of the principles within it he expands upon within the alchemy transmissions so he's kind of like okay now that we're in the new era we're gonna build upon this here are the qualities of the new era versus the old era here's what you can expect in the new era so one of the first things that he starts with is transparency and how this is an era of masculine and feminine balance and transparency and how just as we have been over the past couple of years that there would be we would need to really be excavating what the truth from the illusion is and being very careful not to get caught up in the illusion or the beautiful lie and that we would have to face a lot of ugly truth but it's not until we can see some of the ugly truth that we can transform or make changes.

58:24So an example of this, there are so many women that I work with but also are just friends or in sisterhood. And who have just been traumatized by, I hate to say it, the health and wellness industry. I thought you were going to say men. I was like, either way, I'm leaned in. Either way, I'm clocked in for this. And now there's a lot of masculine invasion into the women's health and wellness space. but just these beautiful lies around do this, do this procedure, do that. If you just do this, then you're going to be healthy. If you just do this, then your fibromyalgia is going to go if you just do this.

59:16To the extent that their digestive systems are out of whack, you know their skin is unhealthy like emotionally physically mentally dysregulated and then every single time it's like this hope this external seeking hope of you know the beautiful lie and this will be the one that heals me or cures me and then the ugly truth comes like oh no it didn't and then that sense of betrayal and betrayal then leads to blame then leads to anger it leads to like helplessness and so we're having these confrontations across the board systems institutions you know the old structures like uh governance structures dominance structures there's a lot of fracturing between the feminine and the masculine that has obviously occurred in this last era so we're seeing a lot of this transparency but what we're also seeing is a rising of the feminine but a certain aspect of the feminine that was the aspect of the feminine that was more of the suppressed aspect it drives me a little bit nuts when people are like the feminine was so suppressed in this last era I'm like that's not true the light aspect of the goddess was not at all suppressed interesting the virgin the perfect girl the good girl the girl who's sweet and meek and soft has no needs doesn't complete clean, doesn't want anything.

1:01:11Very maiden energy. Yes. The beauty of the light goddess is very creative, fertile, nurturing, there is a power in that. But the aspect of the feminine that was and has been suppressed is more of the dark goddess. So we have even like Mother Mary, the virgin, Mary Magdalene, the whore, up until about seven seconds ago in Catholicism when she was made the apostle of apostles like a couple years ago. Only it was. The dark goddess, when the dark goddess is suppressed, the feminine is emotionally not safe. Our masculine energy protects more of like our physical body, like food on the table. but our dark goddess is the part of us that is the shield or the protector of our water our feminine and our emotions the dark goddess is the aspect of the feminine that is true feminine power in that sense of she is the part of the feminine that says no, that sets boundaries, that enforces boundaries.

1:02:37She's very central to our discernment. She's very central to our ability to say, I have needs. I am willing to serve you, but I have needs. And if you're not willing to meet any of my needs or there's not going to be any reciprocity in this relationship. Like this isn't going to work out. I highlighted a chapter. I'm trying to find it, but it was basically Jesus saying, this is the season and time for like loving boundaries. Yes. Like he was like, this is the season of loving boundaries. And I was like, whoa. Because, you know, the perception I had of Yeshua was boundaryless. But when you know the Bible, you know it's not that.

1:03:25But it's just, it was fascinating to me. and it sounds so dumb but I'm like this is like okay he says the shift that I am asking of you and your collective in this new era is to consider a different approach enforcing boundaries and consequences with love with loving truth replacing punishments with healthy loving yet firm consequences healthy honest yet strong boundaries that allow everyone to transform and evolve from the actions that necessitated them individually and collectively for if you do by summoning all the courage strength light mercy power and divinity within your heart the consequence will be more sustainable peace joy harmony unity transparency gratitude willing inclusion transformation integration healing and efficiency within yourself and within your world so good i know but that's the dark goddess so real because the masculine is punish yeah you know and even and this can be healthy like my Saturn energy yeah so like my dad was kind of like okay the you're gonna be punished.

1:04:27My dad was like non-existent for no punishing. He was like, I'm so sorry your mom punished you. Here's ice cream. I'm like, thank you so much. But so my dad was more of like the firmer one and there are boundaries are necessary and important. That honestly gives me permission for something I want to do today. I'm like, I want to provide a consequence. Like a loving, I'm like. But a loving. Loving. But that's the dark goddess. It's less about the punishment and more about - The loving consequence. The loving consequence. Because then there's learning that happens. And consequent punishments are so, like emotional withholding can be a form of punishment.

1:05:12And punishments are more, it's about that sinner type of thing and what penance you're gonna have. Whereas consequences, it's more just like, effect. So you're not capitulating. You're not losing your agency. That's very dark goddess. The loving consequence. Surrounding things. But what happens is when she's suppressed, she's either unruly. Because she's kind of the destroyer. So she can become very unruly and destructive. Or she can just destroy you. Harsh critical self. But when she is given her healthy seat on the throne and there are those loving consequences and healthy boundaries, there's a lot of balance.

1:06:04So it's not just creating balance with our masculine and feminine energies, it's creating balance within our feminine. Because then we're safe, we're shielded, we're whole. But the feminine without both aspects of the goddess being there, we're not whole. And women need wholeness right now, especially since we're many of the ones that are birthing the energy of new leadership and new ways of doing things in this new era. I love this one section too, where it talks a little bit about people's essences and the variety and difference of people's essences. And I felt like it was so liberating for people to understand that we all have unique essences in the way that our soul is expressed.

1:06:55And then it was also talking about, as such, once you have experienced the central alchemy pathway, it becomes more difficult for you to function when you are not synchronized, not balanced, and not present. It becomes more difficult for you to sustain servitude through suffering or behaviors and environments that tend to desynchronize you. For with a stronger essence, your balance is central to your service through joy, which emerges and grows the more in sync you are within the four of your bodies as well of your life structures. Can you explain that? So alchemy as opposed to just healing restores balance.

1:07:27And part of that balance is the synchronization of our spirit, mental body, emotional body, physical body. Because what can happen is, and you see this everywhere, You could walk out on the street and immediately notice it. A lot of people are completely governed by their mental body. Their mental body, it's like the slave driver. Or some people are all in their emotional, but like they're totally like heart, like emotion, like all over the place. and when the mental body is driving the ship, there can be suppressed, like emotional body can be like, I'm feeling a little bit draggy. Physical body can be like, I'm exhausted.

1:08:26Spirit body, intuition can be like, you need to slow down. You got to eat something. Think we should maybe cancel the dinner plans. And so when we're not synchronized, our body isn't in rhythm with our mind with our heart with our spirit and part of the alchemy pathway is allowing your spirit to take over the helm of the ship which requires a lot of trust it also requires a lot of discipline to be as present as possible and one of the things that that one of the things that makes that easier is just curiosity getting curious even if you're driving the same route that you've driven to work 80 000 times looking for what's new looking for what's new so alchemy resynchronizes us to a certain amount of presence and in such a way that all of like our whole field is moving as a unit and i remember in my like conformity supposed to life i was like like a walking humpty dumpty it was like my mental body was over here my physical body was like dragging on the ground my you know emotional body was over here like who knows where spirit was like in another country yeah and it was just craved the integration yeah yeah so much yeah the splitting really was painful so it's fragmented yeah fragmented so the alchemy is what brings us because when you're synchronized you're bringing your whole self to the table and then you have all your gifts and tools of your kind of like your emotional your intuition right your mental your ability to think through something or move through like clarity you have your physical body that's like giving you the signals and your vessels running and oiled and then your spirit body also has more space because you're not just hearing what's going on and on the outside you're actually listening so when you're coming from that synchronized state you're not just speaking you're expressing you're not just hearing you're listening like you're seeing with your real eyes as was said in the bible why do you think this book is so important for this time like why does Yeshua why is Yeshua bringing these transmissions through for us now what do you see as happening in our collective where we need this book he says it to a T outright in the rite of passage transmissions which is the last which is the last everything else is a big setup for the final transmissions.

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1:18:21You don't need to do practices, techniques, workshops even. It's just the embodiment of the miracle. And when that comes, yes, there are responsibilities. Yes, there is courage that is needed. But you're ready. Because now you've made the rite of passage into adulthood. and we in ancient societies there were actual rites of passage ceremonies to guide the young girls into adolescence into womanhood into elderhood and young men given their vision quests you had to you don't just get to you know where wield the sword you have to earn it through proving adulthood and responsibility and we don't have those rites of passage anymore and it's beautiful to see like the work that how this has impacted even mothers fathers who are now offering rites of passage ceremonies to their children and it how it eases their children into adulthood so that is why the here this book is important right now it's about how to step into conscious maturity and as a consciously mature divine man or a woman how to serve through joy and how to create miracles within this world and within one's life so that is i think that's the gist of it at the end it says when you come to this space from you remember from within the wellspring of your being that you are constantly in the presence of god regardless of whether you are tired or had a bad day or missed the mark it never leaves you for you are not abandoning or leaving yourself or your essence as you once did thus the divine presence through your own essence alchemy pathway realization and faith is always unwavering there held within you because you choose with courage to honor your right of passage and are embodying divine presence within yourself so good are you excited how do you feel how do you feel bringing this through how do you feel being the person to bring this through honestly

1:20:50better this is a common thing i think for first-time authors but um you know i didn't approach an agent or a publisher to create a book harper collins came to me uh and said we'd really love you to turn these transmissions into a book and it all happened very fast so the first book was during the pandemic and um and then when it came out i was featured in the new york times which is for someone that like lives in an elfin forest it's like very overwhelming to go from like nothing to suddenly in the new york times and all of that but one of the really difficult things about the freedom transmissions was that I got very attacked by a lot of um more of like the southern baptist mega church men I just have to say it there wasn't a woman that was and to me you know that was it was it was scary even like on a physical basis but I realize now that it was still, I still had that part of me that was like, I want everyone to like me.

1:22:04And you can't be controversial. Like all the suffering in my life is, do you like me? Are you mad at me? Yeah, sorry, my life. And coming into this point, I'm like, I don't give a shit. Uh-huh, so real. I care, but I don't care. Yep. And the other thing about this is that throughout my life, I never was given agency over my own story

1:22:37so it was always my story told by someone else or an interpretation or a perception of my story or my life and so I didn't talk about myself at all almost for freedom and this time around I'm using my own experiences to draw into it. And I was a little bit scared to do that. It's very vulnerable. Like creeping out of my little snail shell, being like, am I safe to be sick? Crawling back in. But it's felt really good to have that sense of agency, that sense of yes, no. And the other great thing, this is a change in the collective gestalt that I want to mention. I got so much pushback with the first book.

1:23:31This is weird, this is bizarre, she's a fraud, she's a this, she's a that. I'm not getting that this time around. People are way more receptive. And this isn't a me thing. And I've noticed this with certain other practitioners as well that used to get tons of pushback because they're controversial or whatever. It's like there's a deeper collective readiness, I would say, for the truth, but also things that are new, refreshing, but teachings, things that don't strip you of your agency. Or it's not someone explaining something, or it's not something just trying to almost project their own story on something that they perceive you would find helpful and maybe it is or maybe it isn't or maybe it's just that now we're in the era of christ consciousness christ sophia consciousness and so people are feeling some of the sparkle and feeling some of the judge i know i don't think you're gonna get any like at all like it's funny because you said that you mentioned that before i'm like i just don't see it happening um i think so many of our women have freedom transmissions but I'm really excited for them to get this one yeah um what's the last question what is one thing that Yeshua said that surprised you wow my Virgo brain is going through I knew that I knew you're Virgo because we have the same north and south roads oh yeah that's right oh that's right that's right that's right one of the things that surprised me or that I loved the most was when he spoke about divine sexuality and that sacredness of intimacy that to me sexuality being a part of it like he was sexual and his he and Mary Magdalene were lovers and that humanness like I had a lot of shame within my sexuality because you know this is I don't want to like overshare here but I like to be more submissive when I'm intimate with someone and but like it's like you know that's you should be an empowered woman you know take control in the bedroom and i'm like no i kind of like to be like thrown on the head but i'm also i'm bisexual and have been my whole life so sexual i'm like divine and he so when he gave the divine sexuality transmissions about how to bring this and weave this into our bodies into it's not just about our sexual life either it's like how to make love with the world and this act of love making like divine human human divine and that one that was very very healing for me and it bandwagoned him into some of the other the things that really surprised me, some of them are included in the last part of this book when he talks about some controversial subjects.

1:27:09He talks about demons. He talks about shift in our perception of fire, brimstone, and demons. He talks about homosexuality. I saw that. He talks about abortion. the way that he spoke about abortion i'm not going to go into it because he did include this in the book was very very healing for me and a lot of different people that you know have carried shame or even regret you know and you all the shoulda whata couldas that in the game of life are all the there's the ladders in life but some of the biggest shoots in life are whata coulda shoulda they'll slide you right back down into the abyss i thought you weren't going to get attacked but now i'm now i'm not so sure all their keywords yes exactly but i call them watch words i know i don't care but it's so good and it's so loving and i just so healing the other thing is and this is what I'd love to end with.

1:28:16The magic of the women. Community, sisterhood. This is not a me book. This is a we book. There is a part of our essence in absolutely every word of this. But this sisterhood, like you. And just like these new, after so much shedding of like old era relationships. And I'm like, you're my new era sister. And we're all finding one another. And it's really, really exciting. So sisterhood, brotherhood, we're all down for it. But we're on mission, baby. Yeah, we've Jesus. Yeshua is a badass and he's a great friend. And he's like, giddy up. Let's co-create. So he's like the safest masculine I've ever felt, you know.

1:29:10and I'm so excited for people to get both books and to connect with you because I was telling a friend after we got off our call when we spoke and I was like, I don't think I've met in very long time, love, in a very long time, someone that I was like, oh, that's a teacher to me. Like how just you are incredibly, like usually my energy field and my consciousness is kind of checking. like I don't know yeah do you know what I mean I just am like where do I stand in this with this person am I a teacher am I a guide am I a mentor am I a partner am I what but I just felt so I was like wow this woman is truly someone that is so deeply um just powerful and integrated and loving and yeah it was very it was very nice for me to be in that seat because I'm not not very often and I I felt reverence for you very much for your soul.

1:30:06Thank you for sharing that. I'm going to take it. You should take it. I'm going to take it because one of the things, working with Yeshua, you can't be a dentist with bad teeth. And I have paid do after do because he can't bring a transmission through unless I have the depth and the vulnerability to be able to embody the transmission. So I go like, there's a journey between every journey and after every journey. But that means a tremendous, that means a tremendous. It was beautiful. I haven't felt that, I don't think, maybe many times in my life. I was like wow what a what an experience it was just interesting I just positioned myself sort of like at your feet a little bit like as soon as we started speaking I was like oh I'm this is where I'm in this dynamic from an honoring level and not like a maybe a pedestal in a way but just more so like a position meant of not I don't want to say spiritual authority in a negative but again just like a spiritual essence and authority that you have and an awareness and like a true transformation code for this lifetime well i always say don't pedestal me i've had that happen before totally and what i don't like about it is that then i either have to be at the center of the circle or I have to be outside of the circle.

1:31:52And I wanna be in the circle. Because I could say the same for you. I have the same thing. Like sitting in reverence at your, I would give my left arm to have certain qualities in my essence that you have in yours. Like knowledge, wisdom, discernment. just a studio like creating bringing people together for universal truths and asking questions i mean me trying to do an interview is like the most hilarious thing in the world i'm like forget the interview like your grandma's telling me that i'll lean on my gifts but i've always been on dates leaning on my flirt i'm like we're not having fun let me just flirt but just but that's that's the joy of getting to be in the circle together is that i might have certain gifts that you don't have that you revere but you have certain that i don't have that i revere so we get to all teach and learn from one another okay when is it out babe all righty so it It comes out September 22nd, and it's on my website.

1:33:15Virgo season. When's your birthday? September 3rd. Beautiful. So just a little bit afterwards. So September 22nd, and it's on my website, thespirittransmissions.com. Sessions with you. Yes. So I do journeys. The next one is March in Los Angeles. there's an online one in December that's really really cool the December online is lineages of the light cool so understanding how like working with the different understanding what your lineages of the light may have been how to connect to lineages that you may not yet be aware of so I'm looking forward to that one but yes journeys I also do private sessions that more about the intuitive the psychic work mediumship that sort of thing and then there's the books and the final thing that i will give a shout out to for anyone that's on the east coast i've been invited to speak at the 92nd street y which is so major so major so major i feel I've said this a couple of times but like when they first invited me I'm like why?

1:34:42I live in a forest like Nobel laureates like what am I going to say? But the more that I've been leaning into it again it just comes to this receptivity and this openness and this need that people have for healing and community and just new ways of perceiving things. So if you're in on the East Coast or New York City, October 3rd is 92nd Street Y. I'd love to give anyone that comes a hug, sign a book or something like that. And those are my announcements. Beautiful, babe. I'm so glad you came. I'm so excited for our women to just, I'm going to be at one of those journeys, if not both. So I'll see you guys there, which is good.

1:35:31And then that will be such a beautiful event. You deserve it. Okay, guys, we love you very much. We'll see you soon. Thank you. Bye. Thank you so much, Carissa. Thanks for coming on the podcast on Almost 30 Podcast. We have Morning Microdose, our second show you can check out. You definitely look and see us on YouTube. It's a beautiful YouTube. It's fun to hang. We got our studio rocking. And there are 900 plus more episodes you guys can dig into. Enjoy. Listen to it on a walk when you're cleaning. and thank you for being a part of our lives, for being a part of my life, for supporting Almost 30.

1:36:02It means so much. So I'll see you on the next one. I love you. Bye.