'I don't know how I feel about this...'

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0:38Anna Williamson:Did the scratcher come to your house and hand you a check? No. How many scratchers did you hit to get that? I hit a button on Carvana.com once. Okay, that's fair. It's like the lottery, except you always win. Not like the lottery at all, actually. Exactly. Inexplicably good. Offers worth bragging about. Sell your car today on Carvana. Pickup fees may apply. This is a Global Player original podcast. Be warned, it's Luanna. And this podcast contains honest upfront opinions, rants, rants, general explicit content. But you know you love it. Good morning to you all. It is a Monday. Morrow. Good morrow, my beautiful bitches.

1:22Anna Williamson:How are we? I'm good. I'm good. It's Luanna land. We are back. Buzzing. Of course, hello, everybody. buzzing our bloody tits off on the 12th of January. Buzzing for it. This is the middle of Jan already, by the way. Flying. Flying. We're going to be in 2027 next week. Yeah, it's Christmas already. Christmas is like a mere memory. We're now like basically planning this Christmas. But you know what? Joke's being good. There's probably already Easter eggs in shops. Oh, I think there are. There were Easter eggs on Christmas Day. Not even joking. Stop it. Yes, not even joking. But that ruins all the fun.

1:59Anna Williamson:I know. There's no build up. They need to stop with this. They need to just stop bringing it in too early. Too keen. And here's what funny is. It's Luanna and Imo, obviously, as always, bringing you the Luanna love for another episode. But yeah, how long ago does Christmas feel? It literally does feel about half a year ago. That's been and gone to me. It's dead to me now. Just done so much shit between now and Christmas, then and Christmas. Just, you know, living our best life. She's like just done so much shit. Can't think of anything, but yeah. Not a house reno shit. No, honestly, we are house reno, like absolutely most of it now.

2:34Anna Williamson:When are you going to be in the house? Well, if you speak to Ben from HowHow, who's our furniture maker man, we love him. He is the realist. We are the fantasists. Now, I think realistically, we are looking at April, but that's cool. That would have been a year to year. and considering the absolute i mean it honestly would have been six month project well we never nailed ourselves to six months we wanted to get the we always knew going into the project we were going to be uncovering loads because we have literally taken everything back to to square one with everything there is not a thing on the house the property that has not been touched so everything we've we've gone and uncovered obviously because it's listed as well and it's in a conservation area.

3:24Anna Williamson:We've had to double check things. You know, we've had to make sure we're doing things right when we're kind of replacing timbers. But you know what? But it's not bad. We've got bathrooms arrived this week. Did they let you change the windows? Did they let you change the windows? We've replaced them like for like. So we had to do that all through consent. So you haven't got, you couldn't get double glazing and stuff? No. You had to have wood? Yes. Yes. We had a fantastic company though. Just a shout out to Essex Timbers. not an ad not a spot. Still gonna be cold though isn't it? Well they have been.

3:56Anna Williamson:So you have to have single pane wood. Yeah in the back of the house on the yeah yeah that's right yeah we went through kind of all the various bits and bobs with it. What was the point in doing oh because you've ripped the whole back off. Yeah also they were rotten they needed doing but that is annoying because like we know that there's so many more like efficient ways to do things now. It makes no sense Lou. It makes no sense. It blows my mind. you've got to move with the fucking times and it's not eco-friendly we're all like old shit it's not eco-friendly it's not eco-friendly we're not but you're not like you'll still be sympathetic to the house of course and you can still be sympathetic and use like more modern solutions which also now look the same as well because of the way that things are now constructed and made and like and you all know girls it ain't bloody cheap you know we ain't getting something out of a catalogue do you know what I mean these are really you know you know you pay for what you get but I know it makes no sense Lee we went through down the whole thing it's like it just makes no sense but um but they were exciting had the bathroom arrive this week which is exciting so we're we're getting there Alex and I woke up on New Year's Day and we both just went we love our we love our rental it's been the chapelle has been doing a beautiful yeah we can't wait to get home now we're like we want to be in our house we just want to be in our house now so we are we're chomping pedal to the metal girls I'm renovating here too go on go on what are we doing?

5:19I've ripped out a back kitchen, my new pantry has already gone in which is really cool actually, they did it in six weeks from design to fit out literally, design to fit out was six weeks so next to be done is my laundry room, so that's going to be done next week and then I'm doing the kitchen after that, but guess what has delayed my kitchen Don't tell me Gaggenau. Yes, yes, it's Gaggenau. Yes, it's Gaggenau.

5:51Anna Williamson:Yes, girls. Gaggenau. Another year. Another country. And Gaggenau is yet again providing to be the cock blockers. Now, you might ask why. Why have I used Gaggenau again? When last year alone, we saw the fridge be repaired twice, the microwave set on fire, the one oven broke, and a warming drawer also broke. So what, oh, I'm the coffee machine, by the way. So why have I gone down the Gaggenau route again in this kitchen design? Yeah, go on. Because Gaggenau are the only brand that do these. And I know that Imo's going to get loads of messages now. Like they're not the only ones that do 76 centimetre wide ovens.

6:36They're like the extra wide ovens. They're not a standard size oven. And I love them. I love cooking. I'm always cooking for hundreds of people. so I need these wide ovens and if any other brand had have done these 76 centimeter ovens I would have been there but they didn't and I've got two of them going in also Gaggenau do extra deep warming drawers which are amazing because normal warming drawers and at the minute there's me laying this kitchen they're like it's like shallow you can't fit anything in it like what it's just stupid whereas because I think people normally use warming drawers like warm plates and cups and stuff.

7:13Anna Williamson:That's what I use it for, yeah. Yeah, whereas I use it to keep food warm when I'm cooking. Which is probably what it's for. Yeah, so, and then, yeah, so I've gone for Gag and I Gain, but it's a five-month wait. Five months. Anyway, so I did order them. I ordered them last year. I ordered it in November. So they have been, so it should be here by March. Well, we need to do comparisons. Oh, and I'm renovating bedrooms. I've got joinery going in. I'm actually doing quite a lot. The whole garden I'm renovating too, by the way. Just the whole thing. It's a whole new house project. Basically, I'm renovating the already renovated, perfect to live in and move into house.

7:56Anna Williamson:But you want to make it your own. I do. I want to make it my own. Indy's having a jelly cat bedroom. Nice. Imo, do you want to join in the Renault projects over here? I mean, there's many a bit of advice we can offer now. I mean I can't because I don't own the property but I can do it in spirit. Well I can't even afford our property anymore because obviously everything fucking costs more money than it ever cost before. Can we take a bet though that I this will be now this is my third house so when Anna first started talking about her renovation. You don't even need to bet you will be done. I was living in my old house and that house I renovated twice.

8:40Once since Anna. So that was like one house renovation. I then bought like Champneys 2 and renovated that, which was a huge project. You did. Giant. Like renovating a hotel. Anna, now I'm in house number three and I've already renovated perfectly one room in here. And I bet that I will have renovated this house before Anna has moved into her reno that has been ongoing for eight years.

9:14Anna Williamson:2020, actually. 2020. 2020. I'm going to raise your bet, Lou. I'm going to bet that you're living back in England, having done a five-year stint before I'm back in my house. No, we're going to be doing it. I also, do you know what? Again, I just, you know, this is the year of also just celebrating people who are fucking good and are helping me in my life. A girl called Abby, right, at Ginger Nest Interiors. I am going to plug her business. She's like this remote, she does it all over the world, remote interior designer. We needed her like we needed air. And she has come in to save our lives. She's saving our marriage, literally one decision at a time, when she's like you, she's like you, both of you girls in one and she's just sorting shit out.

10:00Anna Williamson:She's making decisions on things we need and she's designing this house like an absolute beaut. So I just want to say thanks to Abby because she's also a working mom. She was doing a business before, decided to do her own thing and now she's flying. So Abby, you're a ledge. Well, also, sorry, can I just shout out? When I was flying to the Maldives, right, I was asleep, like I slept for loads of the flight and then I wake up and like mum and Natalie were winding me up and they're like oh the pilot really likes you he's been out to see you and I was like that's a bit weird I was like no he hasn't shut up you to your stupid and they were like no genuinely he has anyway I was I slept for like eight hour eight hours of the 10 hour flight and then I was up to go to the loo and the pilot came over to me and it's in our chat Imo can't remember his name actually if you can go back oh you did say that because it's quite a few weeks ago yeah He came up to me and he was like, Louisa, hi.

10:57I want to say that his name's Anthony. And I think his daughter's from memory called Rosie. And I want to say Poppy, but I think I'm wrong. I can't remember his wife's name. This is a good punt, Luke.

11:10Anna Williamson:Let me know. His name is Anthony. Yes! Well done! And Susie. It's his wife called Sally. Susie. That's it. And they have twins called Rosie. Rosie yes and Poppy oh my god do you know what I never remember anything you don't and you did he was the nicest guy and he was like one of their twins Rosie was really really poorly and they were in and out of hospital in and out of hospital and they listened to our pod Susie and Anthony like every day on the way to hospital and he was like I just want to let you know like that you actually basically like propped us up and we were able to laugh through like really sad time he was such a nice guy so virgin pilot anthony and his and his wife susie that who obviously wasn't there but um and their little twins and their twins are thriving now they're both out of hospital little rosie is much much better and also susie's just bought a horse so she's getting her life back she's like out of the horrible scary stage that they've been through and i just wanted to say hello lovely anthony and i'm sending so much love to you and Susie and it was so nice to meet you and I love meeting people I know that I do have resting bitch face and people come up to me less than they go up to Anna but it's really nice when people do come up and say hello it really is and and it's it's amazing to like we just record this and then when like you meet someone like that and they're actually like no you don't understand like how much you did for us it's so wild it's very humbling so nice yeah and on and people always I don't know about you as well they always apologize it was when we went to center parks during Christmas I'm so sorry to come up and say you know with your family and I'm like honestly it's so kind that you're coming up to say hello and actually I said it's actually really lovely for the children I think to you know because I teach them social skills and also teach them what I do for a job do you know what I mean and I'm like it's all from a place of such kindness and love so thank you everybody other than when I grabbed the man's bollocks I don't think he was particularly pleased about that well hello to your virgin pilot yeah he was a nice Lovely man.

13:19Lovely gentleman.

13:20Anna Williamson:While we're doing shout outs. Yeah, I was going to say it because you got one. I've got a shout out to Lou Fanion called Polly. Hi Polly. So basically, if you remember a while ago, I moved house and I had a shit time doing it. Yes, you did. Basically, stuff is happening. And I had a call out on Instagram for a lawyer type person to help you. Oh, I saw you post that. Oh, I didn't see this. multiple lufanians reach out thank you thank you thank you especially polly who is a commercial litigator and now i'll just say now and she is a self-proclaimed law fanion and i'm in love with her basically um so me and they're getting divorced and i'm getting with polly and no uh and she's uh she's just helping us out and i just want to say thank you very much and i love you oh well done this and and thank you to everyone else who reached out and stuff um and i just think like this community it's amazing honestly it it really is so warming and just we love you guys so much you're just so fucking lovely so warm and fuzzy it's like warming post orgasm who says halloween only lasts one day with wayfair one night of halloween becomes a whole season at home.

14:44Anna Williamson:From larger than life yard decor and moody lighting to festive accents for every room in the house, Wayfair has what you need to make Halloween feel like magic all in one place. Because the best Halloween memories aren't made in just one night. They're made all season long. Shop Halloween decor now at Wayfair.com Wayfair, every style, every home Should we do a recal seco and just keep spreading the love? Yeah. Didn't bring any advice in a minute. you start well it's a record well emma do you want to go first with the record i'll go first with my record um my record is oh i think louisa has one of these um but naomi got one as part of like a stipend with work i don't know it's called i want to get this right now hang on because i think i know what it's called but i'm gonna have to it's called a skylight oh the digital thing it's the best thing i've ever bought in my life and you know what i forgot to fucking bring it to dubai but i'm home actually today on the 12th um yes seeing you girls today and i'm gonna put it back in my suitcase and bring it back it's amazing it's life-changing it's amazing and um basically guys it's like uh does she get given that with work well she bought it with some sort of dipendi thingy with work i think i don't know i've heard a few people talk about these actually go on you should get one i really should i'll amazon link this for people if they follow me at louise this man i'm gonna put this link up today social media man of x please remember that um and it's it's life-changing go on it it's a it's a digital calendar planner to-do list recipes you can put recipes meal planner etc etc etc and it was a game changer especially like uh on the run up to christmas like the week leading up to christmas because we could i could plan in what days i had to do certain tasks and then i put in all of my like christmas uh recipes and stuff so i could read it on there um it's really helpful for naomi's adhd brain to be like i have physical tasks that i need to do these and can see them physically and you can get like profiles for like all the family so like you could have like enzo l anna alex and then you could put like so we do it for everyone and then i have the nannies in there when they're working when the kids clubs are and then you can just look at the week ahead and you can think right i'm gonna cook that today i that person's there that person's there so that like it's honestly so good can i honestly say and i'm not just saying this i will be paying whatever price i need to pay for this because i'm as you know i'm just about to embark on another crazy 10 weeks of celebs go dating yes we need it and we've got we've welcomed uh nanny leah and nanny harriet who are going to be helping us out a little bit can we just talk about the fact that annas now double nanny too like there's this see well they It didn't take long.

18:00Anna Williamson:It didn't take long to catch up. I'm carrying on where you left off. No, it's only because we're only having one at a time. They're just helping us out with like pickups and stuff like that. But they're not both available. So we've got two who are absolutely lovely. But that would be very useful, as you say, a week ahead to see who's doing what, who needs to be doing what, who needs to be doing the school prep. Can I just say, so we obviously have Skylight in there. Now, I've just gone on my favorite website, Amazon. and I the one that I bought says purchased in August is£290. Oh it's spenny. It's spenny.

18:34There was I think the price of it's gone up there was actually quite a good Black Friday deal on that however so that's for a 15 inch one Skylight also do a maxi one which is 27 inch which is 550 quid that's expensive however there is basically one that looks exactly the same for£188. same same brand and it looks it looks i wonder if anyone at skylight would like to give us a

19:01Anna Williamson:discount code for our lufanians we don't normally do it doesn't say now this one doesn't say skylight but it's obviously the um like an like audi version but and it looks exactly the same and it's 100 it's 100 pounds cheaper for a 15 inch one's 188 for a 10 inch one it's 96 pounds I don't need a small one. Yeah, can you send me the link, please, Babs? And you can put my grocery list on it. You do need the 15-inch. I'll send you the link. Well, I need this because we all need to have joined up thinking. It goes to an app on your phone. Right, girls, this Reposeco is life-changing, not just for Alufanians, but for me.

19:40Anna Williamson:I love this. It has made my lovely written-on family calendar that I bought a week before Naomi got the skylight redundant, which is annoying. but but it's game changing right I'm getting it if you wouldn't mind sending me that Lou I'm going to buy it today I'm sending it now do you want the cheap one or the Skylight one if you send me both and I'll have a little a little read through that would be super thank you darling yeah have a read actually have a compare that's very interesting they do look quite identical well I think this is perfect because then as I say my new girls who are going to be helping her family out for a few months can jump on too so thank you girlies thank you for the reco shall I do mine?

20:21Anna Williamson:It sounds like it's a double reco actually from both of you unless Lou's got an extra one. No, no I'm happy to chip into that reco. I can't think of anything better at the minute so thanks. So it's a double reco for that one. Love that. Well and it's worked because I'm now going to buy one so this item is doing what we wanted to do. They are actually really good. I'm quite interested to see if the cheaper one is. I'll be honest Lou, you know me I'll probably get the cheaper one so I will get that one and let you know how effective it looks the same read up on it let me know I'm gonna literally buy it after you finish recording today because I want to get that set up and give everyone a little profile and Alex will love it because he likes organization um my little record second it's just a very quick one just a little one um this is someone to follow actually on the on the gram of insta if you just want a little bit of a laugh it's really in like innocent and gorgeous and cute so I've discovered this over Christmas and New Year when I was just sitting on the bog having a doom scroll and it's have you heard of the cheese baby no have you not heard of cheese baby okay so cheese baby went into my so what the actual account is verity and sons so at verity v-e-r-i-t-y and a-n-d sons s-u-n-s okay and it started with if you see that in the most oh i have you seen cheese baby it's this little boy right her little boy you need to go for the video that's been watched the most oh there you go it's this one hang on it's like don't take cheese to my baby this kid cheese hang on i gotta take it now okay hang on i'm showing to you now what one is it how do i know what's this kid loves cheese more than you've ever seen and and then she even took him to the supermarket but this i've just seen that one with the shopping trolley yeah oh you got cheese basically if you just go down this very pointless but wholesome rabbit hole of cheese baby she has the cutest little ginger ninja the kid loves cheese more than life itself and it's bloody gorgeous so cheese baby is my recosecum of the week cheese baby it's just wholesome he's just so adorable You know what else is wholesome while we're on Insta, people to follow.

22:45This is quite good. It's official Remy the kid. Have you seen him?

22:50Anna Williamson:Oh, hang on. Yes, I think. Go on. Hang on. I'm going on it now. He is so cute. So it's this little boy. At first, when I saw him, I wasn't sure if it was a boy or girl. Official Remy the kid. Oh, yeah. Because he's got long hair. Oh, he's brilliant. I've been following him. Oh, that's so good. He's all right. He's all right. Right. All right, guys. Remy here. He is like an old man in a little boy's body with the strongest Essex accent. You've ever heard. He's fucking hilarious. Official Remy the Kid. Amazing. And he was doing these. He goes, right, you cheeky little lot. Yeah. I'm having a cheeky little Nando's.

23:30Yeah, he's so cute. Yeah. And then he did this whole, he was doing these videos. I haven't watched it for a while. My algorithm has changed being in Dubai. So has mine.

23:40Anna Williamson:No, but mine recently has as well. People I used to watch all the time have been kicked off and then I've suddenly seen them again and I'm like, where did you go? Where did you go out of my life? You sort of then remember people, don't you? Yes. I'm not really seeing anything British now. It's weird. Well, probably, yeah, because you're on different albums. Yeah, it's a bit annoying. But Remy the Kid is brilliant as well. And you know what? We're not massive fans on kids on Instagram, as you know, but these ones are really impulsive and gorgeous and lovely. So those are our echoes there. good one I like that we're like we don't agree with you with children but yours are yours are cute yeah right should we go into messages girlies yes let's do it right we've got a message now from Victoria she says hey girls long time listener first time messenger I found you via the staying relevant pod and now listen religiously while mucking out my horses you make a literal shit job infinitely more bearable I love mucking out of course the story I bring you involves horses humiliation and my arsehole standard joy so i was out riding my mare who unfortunately has the mortifying show name octopussy that's the worst name for a horse and yes we genuinely call her pussy for short well pussy decided she was auditioning for a full-blown rodeo and launched me into orbit before kindly standing on me for good measure while my friend watched on in silent horror.

25:01I eventually scraped myself off the floor, clutching what was left of my dignity, muttering, ow, my vagina, like some wounded Victorian heroine. Then it took me 10 minutes to catch pussy, a sentence I never thought I'd type, during which my mum yelled over asking if I was okay. And I shouted, no, my bum really hurts. I carried on though, like everything was absolutely fine. Proper horse girl energy. Oh, here you go. I even got back on and finished the ride because delusional horse girl energy simply refuses to die it's so true it's so true we never stop horse girls fast forward to when i got home still in agony only to discover the real villain of the story the most violent wedgie known to mankind my thong had been catapulted so far up my arse during pussy's bucking fit that it caused a genuine friction burn next to my butthole i bled from a wedgie caused by a horse called Pussy.

25:58Please tell me this qualifies as a you-couldn't-write-it moment and that at least one listener has suffered a more tragic thong-related injury than me. Love you both. Don't keep me in on. My horse's shit name makes it obvious anyway. Victoria. Can I just say, I too have suffered friction burns. You have. On my arse from riding. Yes, bad. I've seen them. Multiple times. Yeah, really bad. And I haven't been able to sit down properly. have you made your bum hole bleed? we suffer for our sport well it's been like

26:27Anna Williamson:bleedy friction burn yeah my mum had to put pseudo cream on it last time for me you suffer for your art girls well done you do who says Halloween only lasts one day? with Wayfair one night of Halloween becomes a whole season at home from larger than life yard decor and moody lighting to festive accents for every room in the house Wayfair has what you need to make Halloween feel like magic all in one place because the best Halloween memories aren't made in just one night. They're made all season long. Shop Halloween decor now at Wayfair.com. That's W-A-Y-F-A-I-R dot com. Wayfair, every style, every home.

27:07Evening, buyer's remorse.

27:09Anna Williamson:Buy a new car? I'll be moving in. Let's get started. Sorry, I think there's been a mistake. I bought it from Carvana. You what? Yeah, great price. I even have seven days to love it or return it. So there's no... No, no buyer's remorse. More like buyer's rejoice. I guess I'll let myself out. Congratulations. I mean it. Buyer's rejoice. Buy your car today on Carvana. Limitations and exclusions may apply. See our seven-day return policy at Carvana.com. Right, message from Anonymous. So honey trap. Ooh. I really want to love and accept myself for who I am. Okay, good. I became really close to my neighbor.

27:47Anna Williamson:It was all a little bit out of the blue, to be honest. But we started spending time together. and one thing led to another and we started sleeping together too. He's honestly a beautiful specimen of a man and I never for a second thought he would be interested in me but I convinced myself to be confident and I went with this new exciting whirlwind thinking, well, maybe I'm not as bad as I think I am after all. Oh, all right, Normie. That's not my puppy. No. That's not my puppy. That's not my puppy. However, it became apparent. His tail is too fluffy. Yeah. However, it became apparent that he was seeing, oh wow, someone else as me.

28:23Anna Williamson:And eventually he completely ghosted me. This was two months ago now, and he's still been seeing this other girl, and we haven't spoken or seen each other since. Initially, I was so hurt as I felt like I could trust him. I opened up and I was vulnerable with him. And I felt like there was a mutual respect. I was there for him when he needed. I felt like a complete twat for allowing myself to be open to something and for being confident I might stand a chance. It's all obviously right in front of my face too, being that we're neighbors which hasn't helped the girl in question is totally beautiful she has filler botox to a point of perfection there isn't a single flaw she looks just like all the women you see on social media the models the wags the reality stars I'm the complete opposite of this I'm totally imperfect so much so I hate people taking pictures of me and it's made me feel as though whilst I may have a lot to offer in terms of who I am on the inside I'm not worth it to him because of the way I look on the outside this is really sad honey I know this may sound empathetic to some no it doesn't to some but it has really not my confidence and made me hate the way I look to the point I look in the mirror and note my all of my imperfections and think about how I can fix them I'm even considering Botox and filler myself to change the way that I look I think that because this sort of thing happens to me so often there's always someone else I'm never the one that they choose I'm never that girl I'm starting to wonder whether my appearance plays a big role in that I really just want to be loved to have someone to share life with I have two beautiful boys and I feel selfish for even wanting that when I know their love for me is unconditional but I think it's a different kind of love isn't it?

29:49Anna Williamson:I'm also embarrassed at myself. I should have stuck to my initial reaction of you're not good enough for him. Now I'm quite literally avoiding this man at every opportunity as we live next door to each other. I feel as though if he ever saw me he would recoil at the thought of us being together knowing what he has now and makes me want to hide away forever. I'm unsure if these feelings are normal. If anyone's experienced this themselves or how to accept to move on from it or what I can do to make myself more attractive to others. Thank you for listening. Honey, you need a bit of self-love. Like this is not about him.

30:19Anna Williamson:This is about you. Like basically this is it. It's about you, not him. This is really sad actually because it's sad that you've let someone like affect you so much but I get how that can affect you. And I don't think, you know what? Like it might, you're thinking it's all about looks. It might not be. He might just feel like, more connection with this person. So don't just think, oh, it's because she's more attractive than you because people will look at you and they'll think like half the people will look at you and think, oh, you're more attractive than her. And half people look at her and think she's more attractive than you because everybody, everybody thinks that different things are attractive.

30:58So I don't think you should think it's all about that. And he's gone for her because she's better looking or whatever. But look, I get not feeling good about yourself. You know, that's why um why I lost weight like in the last couple of years because I'd rather like change the way I look to feel better about myself I personally don't think there's anything wrong if you really don't like something I don't think there's anything wrong with with doing things that make you feel better about yourself whether that's going to the gym losing weight having a bit better I have Botox I've had filler um and it makes me feel better about myself so I I'm kind of all for doing stuff to boost your confidence and you might get people saying you're perfect the way you are and learn to love yourself and go to a running club and take up bloody crocheting to make you feel better about yourself if you have issues that you don't like about yourself we live in a day and age now where a is easy to to do little tweakments I mean look I wouldn't go full on and go I hate my nose I wouldn't have a nose job for instance um only because I'm too scared actually but if I I knew that I was going to be fine and like be more attractive.

32:05I probably would. But I just think that like if you are hyper focusing on the frown line in the middle of your eyebrows, go and have Botox and feel better about yourself. It's a quick, easy fix. And I do think that it works. And I may be like people will be like, oh, you know, but this is deeper. And, you know, I get that you want to be loved to share. It is deeper, but I think when you feel good about yourself, it's then easier to start loving yourself when you do change slightly the things that you don't like. And maybe that's not the best advice.