190. Hallie Rubenhold

24 Oct 2025 · 45 min

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Podcast Summary: Rachel Johnson's Difficult Women - Episode 190: Hallie Rubenhold

Podcast Overview:

  • Title: Rachel Johnson's Difficult Women
  • Description: This podcast highlights women who have fought against societal norms and conventions to achieve their goals. The weekly discussions center around women who embrace the label of being 'difficult' as a badge of honor.

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Episode Information

  • Episode Title: 190. Hallie Rubenhold
  • Guest: Hallie Rubenhold, a bestselling historian known for her work on women's roles in historical crimes.
  • Key Works Discussed:
  • *The Five* - Focuses on the victims of Jack the Ripper.
  • *Story of a Murder: The Wives, The Mistress and Dr Crippen* - Explores the Edwardian murder case of Dr. Crippen.

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Main Themes Discussed

  1. Reclaiming Victim Narratives:
  2. Hallie Rubenhold discusses the importance of focusing on the victims in crime stories rather than the perpetrators.
  3. Emphasizes that murder is not just the act of a singular individual but creates ripples affecting many lives.
  1. The Role of Women in True Crime:
  2. Rubenhold argues that women's stories, especially those of victims, are often sidelined in historical narratives.
  3. Discusses how women are portrayed as mere collateral damage in stories focused on male detectives or killers.
  1. Case Study: Dr. Crippen's Murder of Belle Elmore:
  2. Rubenhold provides insights into the notorious case of Dr. H.H. Crippen, who murdered his wife Belle Elmore.
  3. The book focuses on the changing societal landscape of the Edwardian period and how it affected the lives of women like Belle.
  1. Female Perpetrators and Public Perception:
  2. The podcast touches on the fascination with female criminals in contemporary society and how that contrasts with perceptions of male criminals.
  3. Discusses Lucy Letby, a female perpetrator, and the societal discomfort surrounding female violence.
  1. Historical Context:
  2. Rubenhold provides a rich historical backdrop to the Crippen case, highlighting the rapid societal changes during that era, including advancements in medicine and technology.

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Key Quotes

  • "No murderer should ever be the guardian of their victim's story."
  • "A crime is a lot of micro stories. It's a lot of micro dramas."
  • "Murder is not a single act; it is like throwing a stone into water and the ripples that spill out around that."

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Insights and Conclusions

  • Women as Protagonists: The need for a shift in narrative focus from male killers to the women affected by their actions is emphasized.
  • Narrative Techniques: Rubenhold's approach of presenting stories from multiple perspectives rather than a linear narrative enriches the understanding of crime and its consequences.
  • Societal Reflections: The discussion reflects broader societal attitudes towards gender and violence, suggesting that we are beginning to re-examine these narratives.

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Personal Reflections

  • Hallie shares touching personal experiences, including the challenges of caring for aging parents, highlighting the emotional weight of difficult decisions often placed on women.
  • The conversation reveals the intersection of personal and professional life, emphasizing the emotional labor women undertake.

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Closing Thoughts

The episode presents a compelling exploration of women's narratives in historical contexts, particularly in true crime, while also offering a personal glimpse into the life of Hallie Rubenhold. The conversation invites listeners to reconsider how stories are told and whose voices are prioritized in the telling of history.

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0:01Hallie Rubenhold:This is a Global Player original podcast.

0:11Hallie Rubenhold:Well behaved women rarely make history. Bloody difficult women do. I literally can't count the ways I loved my conversation with Hallie Rubenhold, the social historian and best-selling author of many compulsively dark and gripping non-fiction books, mainly about murder. Wait till we get to the point where she describes having to research story of a murder, her new book about Dr. Crippin's foul murder of his former wife during lockdown. It's unbelievable. Welcome to Difficult Women.

1:04Hallie Rubenhold:Hallie Rubenhold is a social historian and best-selling author whose many compulsive and gripping books focus on the lives and experiences of women in stories that have been relegated to victim status. Now you'll understand what I mean when I tell you who they are. and the male murderers like Crippen or Jack the Ripper become celebrities. Crippen is actually in Madame Tussauds, I read. Hallie, you say that no murderer should ever be the guardian of their victim story and yet this is so often the case. You've helped the victims of Jack the Ripper reclaim their individuality. They're just seen as like, you know, murdered prostitutes.

1:43Hallie Rubenhold:and you tell the stories of the victims who, as you say, cannot speak for themselves because they've been murdered by men. I'm going to get you to read from your latest book, which is I do recommend everyone buy this book, not just because it's a ripping story, no pun intended, but because it's such an extraordinary looking book. Hallie, why did you call it The Story of a Murder? And remind us what it's about.

2:11Rachel Johnson:Well, story of a murder is quite literally, it does what it says on the cover, right? Most of the time when we read murder stories, we are reading the story of a murderer. It's told usually from the perspective of the killer. Sometimes it's told from the perspective of the police officer who is hunting that person, the detective who's hunting that person. it is rarely ever told in the round it's rarely ever told holistically so that everybody has a voice and a murder is not a single act it is like i try to describe it as throwing a stone into water and the ripples that spill out around that it touches everyone and everything it is not just a narrative that concerns a victim and a killer.

3:06Hallie Rubenhold:I was going to actually quote that bit back to you it's not an isolated incident it has ripples and ramifications that ricochet down the ages and end up between hard covers of a book that I think probably will be a Christmas bestseller today and have affect the relations and all those and the way that murder and victims are treated as well but when you were talking I was also thinking that a lot of fiction filmed and written in that fiction when there is a murder and most often of a female that is simply a dead body and the story and the interest is attached to the detective the Poirot to the you know Jack Reacher rather than to the dead female body so before we get into the new book can you say something about the role of the female as simply dead female body yeah

4:07Rachel Johnson:absolutely I mean in many ways the female I mean she's just collateral damage you know the story is about the man and the story is about male bravery or it's about villainy it's good and evil it's heroes and villains and and the woman is collateral damage or she is a stepping stone to telling a greater story which is the story of the mystery of why this killer did what he did and that's something i mean i think we're really kind of waking up to in the modern era but you

4:42Hallie Rubenhold:know actually women are more than just dead bodies and but so far you know if you still analyze the body count in a crime drama serial I mean it's always male two male detectives and several dead female bodies yeah I mean you say this but you know the the penny hasn't dropped yet no I know

5:05Rachel Johnson:But it is in part because I think we are so obsessed with crime drama and crime fiction. And, you know, the template for that has always been about the focus is on the detective or the killer. And as long as the focus is on one of those two things, we're never going to get a full picture of what a crime actually is. A crime is a lot of micro stories. It's a lot of micro dramas. And I personally think it's more interesting to tell it in the round than it is to tell it in this very linear, reductive way.

5:43Hallie Rubenhold:I totally accept that analysis. And your books are written in a sort of panoramic way, panoptic way as well, from different perspectives. But if you look, presumably somebody who's commissioning a drama series would say the crime statistics still tell us that the perpetrators are overwhelmingly male, that the detective force is overwhelmingly male and victims are overwhelmingly female. So we're just reflecting reality.

6:16Rachel Johnson:Yeah, but I mean, well, first of all, in drama, do we have to reflect that reality? No, we're not obligated to reflect any reality. but second of all why should that isn't necessarily the case I mean if you move the lens if you pull back you'll see that there is a bigger picture to be told and why why do we tell the same story over and over again because that's what I don't understand because it's a tale as old as time it is it is but you know there are other perspectives on that which is why I did want

6:47Hallie Rubenhold:to ask you about Lucy Letby but this is the moment do you think that the overriding obsession with Lucy Letby where you've got the Lucy Letby truthers against the Lucy Letby family believers you know she's either I've been victim of the worst miscarriage of justice in modern modern British history or she's the worst serial killer in modern British history I mean do you think the fact that this is a female perpetrator explains that twin obsession

7:18Rachel Johnson:Yeah, I think so. I definitely think so because it feels so unusual. And also, it's amazing that in the modern era, we still are not comfortable with the idea that women can be perpetrators of violent crime as well, which they can be. I mean, statistically less. Statistically vanishingly less. Yes, but it doesn't mean that women are perfect. And they're angels either. No, they aren't. And, you know, in fact, in this book, there is a woman, Ethel Laniv, who was almost certainly involved in the murder of another woman.

7:53Hallie Rubenhold:Well, let's get to the story of a murder, which is the tale, the sorry tale of the murder of Belle Elmore by her former husband, Crippen. But you set out what did you want to tell in this book, which is I'm just checking how many pages it is. well including including the index it's it's 490 pages yeah so this is a big book yes what did you

8:22Rachel Johnson:want to say in it i wanted to i wanted to talk about the transatlantic world at the turn of the century and how fast the world was changing and this story this murder story which was called the crime of the century against the backdrop of this really surprisingly modern time where it felt like within a handful of years automobiles were on the streets replacing horses and carriages um there were airplanes there was motion picture there was x-ray there were rate there was radio that and all of this stuff was happening so fast and the world was changing and who were these people and how were they living in this world and so you've you've zoomed in on the fame world

9:11Hallie Rubenhold:famous case i mean it was the crime of the edwardian era but i mean we still talk about crippen today yes he was a sort of bogus doctor yes um hawley harvey crippen doctor hawley harvey crippen and of course they lived in lived in america and then he was extradited here no he

9:30Rachel Johnson:He came here. He came here. So he was American and Bel Elmore was American. And he came here as part of his business selling homeopathy. Bogus. Bogus business. Like what kind of thing? Well, I mean, he trained as a homeopathist. Homeopathic medicine was recognized at the time as being a reputable alternative to traditional medicine. However, it had its very vocal critics. and homeopathy became entwined with patent medicine and patent medicine was just charlatanism. And he was a charlatan, but more important than that. Was he an actual doctor? Yes, he was. He did have his qualifications from Michigan, University of Michigan, University of Ohio as well.

10:18Rachel Johnson:So he was trained, but his qualifications were not recognized in this country. and it wasn't just that sort of fraud he was involved in he was an actual hardened fraudster he was involved in medical fraud stock fraud his friends were incredibly dodgy men who had been many of them imprisoned for fraud and violent crime and so this was the kind of pool he swam in with lots of other sharks and he was married to a kind of burlesque music hall she was incredible

10:51Hallie Rubenhold:woman called Belle Elmore and her image adorns the cover which as I said people have got to look at the way the Penguin have done this book it is completely groundbreaking and but she she wasn't his wife for long I mean there were a few years and then just explain what happened I don't want to give any spoiler alerts but this is one of the most famous murders there's ever been go on Wikipedia you can find out what happened

11:18Rachel Johnson:just give us the headlines So she was so Bell he had met her in in New York when she was younger than him and she just had an abortion and he was looking after her. And I mean, it's a kind of weird set of circumstances for romance to begin. But he didn't perform the abortion. He may have performed the abortion, but he was certainly working with a doctor who was an abortion. OK. And he was a gynecologist as well. Gynecologist and obstetric surgeon. So it's highly likely. And this romance just grew up around this. It was a genuine romance. It was a genuine romance and a whirlwind marriage. And I think then the couple very quickly realized that they were not really compatible.

12:12She was quite an amazing woman.

12:15Rachel Johnson:So one of the other things he did to her, and this is a really important thing to mention, is that he had her ovaries removed at the age of 21 because he didn't want any more children. And he came up with some excuse to have her sterilized. He was married before. I will not talk about that. You can read the book and find out what happened to that wife. But he did have a child from a previous marriage, which he handed off to his parents. He didn't want anything to do with. And so she was sterilized at 21. devastated but decided she'd become an opera singer instead so trained to become an opera performer then when they moved to London trained again to go on the musical stage and and was pretty good at it was you know you know there was there's a it became very fashionable in the wake of the murder to deride Bill Elmore she was not a bad performer she just was not Mary Lloyd and And she eventually found her feet in a charity organization called Music Hall Ladies Guild, where she became the treasurer.

13:22Rachel Johnson:And they raised money for poor women who were music hall performers and their families. And she was celebrated for that, for her work.

13:31Hallie Rubenhold:When it comes to the first wife, Charlotte, I think. Yes. Do you prove that he murdered her too? Or is that still an open question?

13:40Rachel Johnson:I think it's an open question. I think there's a lot of circumstantial evidence. I went to Salt Lake City to the archive there to see if I could see what was left, if anything, in the police records, because there was some statement from her family that they had tried to start an investigation that went nowhere. Really? And there was nothing. You could cold case it. Yeah, you could. But there's not very much information. and she was very strangely basically thrown into a pauper's grave. She was dead and buried within 72 hours. So we don't know where her grave is? No, it's unmarked. I mean, they found roughly where it is.

14:19Rachel Johnson:Oh, that's convenient for Clippin. Oh, absolutely. Absolutely. That's fascinating. Yeah, it's fascinating and deeply creepy.

14:44Hallie Rubenhold:So the story of a murder, why did you call it that? Because I know it is. Yes, because it is a much bigger.

14:53Rachel Johnson:I mean, it's a panoramic epic story. So it is the story of a murder. That murder is the murder of Belle Elmore. And it's not the story of a murderer. and that's the main point. Yes, yes. So it is about the time, it is about the people, it is about the mindset, it is about this world and this crime that happened at this moment in time.

15:20Hallie Rubenhold:The book is pretty light on dates and I noticed that because I've been trying to find, you know, when did Charlotte disappear, when did he hook up with Belle, i.e. when was Belle's abortion and all that. And I think it makes the book actually really readable that you're just it's not although of course it is a moment in time and you're you're a historian and it's incredibly meticulously researched you allow the reader to take the story in as fast as they can now I was wondering whether you want to just spin forward and tell briefly the life and death of Belle before I get you to do the reading from a bit where which is so vivid that I felt as if I was there so why don't you just quickly tell everyone what happened to Belle so what happened

16:06Rachel Johnson:to her was um basically it was decided Crippen had fallen in love with his uh well she was called a lady typist at the time today we might call them a PA and her name was Ethel Laniv and Ethel was from Dis in East Anglia and Norfolk and yes in Norfolk um was brought up in a well was born in a two-room cottage and then her father brought them to London to try to have a better life. And he was incredibly progressive in the way he thought about women's education. So she went and had further training in a secretarial college. In the 1890s, that was quite progressive. And so he had fallen in love with Ethel.

16:50Rachel Johnson:And Ethel wanted the house, the lifestyle. She wanted to be married to a rich American doctor, which he presented himself to be. He wasn't always wealthy. The money came and money went in his life. But Bell was the one who had this glamorous life with all these musical performers going to these incredible parties and balls.

17:17Rachel Johnson:And Ethel became pregnant. By Crippen. By Crippen. Had an abortion. And really from that point, it was kind of decided, right, we've got to get rid of her. And he went out and he bought hyacinthhydrobromide, which, by the way, is in quells if you take seasickness medication. And it is a sedative, but in very, very high doses will stop your heart. And so he bought enough to do that several times over. And he wanted it to look like an accidental, oh, just a normal natural death. Poisoned her one night after a dinner party. but something went wrong it was a poisoning gone wrong and whatever happened whether there was a struggle whatever he couldn't pass off the death as natural and so suddenly he had a body he had to get rid of the body um and he buried it well he dismembered her body and got rid of it piecemeal we don't know where exactly but he buried parts of it under the brickwork of his cellar at 39 he'll Drop Crescent.

18:26Hallie Rubenhold:Okay, this is where I want you to read, everybody. This is page 251, a chapter called Pieces. This is when the inspectors had come and investigated the cellars. So Crippen and

18:37Rachel Johnson:Ethel had been living at 39 Hill Drop Crescent for a while together. And they had said that Belle had simply gone to America. She disappeared. But her friends at Music Hall Ladies Guild didn't believe that and eventually after several months they managed to get interest from Scotland Yard to go and do a site visit to do a site visit and Hill Drop Crescent and and Crippen and Ethel legged it dressed his father and son and they went to Belgium and with the house completely vacant This left Inspector Dew and Inspector Mitchell, his right-hand man, free to prod around. And they dug away. And they dug away.

19:22Rachel Johnson:When the post-mortem had been concluded, Belle's organs, her strands of hair with their hair curler, as well as the assorted pieces of underclothing, pajama top and handkerchief, were placed in five stopper jars. Arthur Robinson, the mortuary keeper, then sprinkled her parts with carbolic powder and placed a sheet of wallpaper lining over them. From this date, Belle Elmore ceased to be a person. Instead, she became a series of pieces, clues, body parts, other people's memories. On Monday, the coroner's inquest was held to determine to whom the remains belonged and how, where and when the individual had died.

20:04Rachel Johnson:This event would be covered extensively by the press, who would reveal to the public the true horror of what had been inflicted on the woman hidden beneath the cellar bricks. The utter brutality of the killer, the ruthless and inhumane treatment meted out on her lifeless form, was enough to shock even the coroner. Danford Thomas, who had been involved in roughly 40 ,000 such inquiries over the course of his career, stated that he had never seen anything like it. It must have been an awful business taking the flesh from the bones, then burying it in the cellar, he said. I do not remember such a case.

20:43Rachel Johnson:The nature of the atrocity that had been committed at 39 Hill Drop Crescent stunned the public. That a man could not only extinguish the life of one entrusted to his care, but then desecrate her body, a woman he had once loved and held in his arms, was unthinkable. It was bestial, subhuman, a profanely evil violation of moral and social order. Many wondered at how he could have performed such a barbaric act. How could a civilised, educated, professional man who had lived in a ten-room suburban house with a verdant garden dismember his spouse's body and then continue with his ordinary existence, catching the tram car to his office and attending the theatre?

21:29Rachel Johnson:How could he have sectioned it and detached the joints as blithely as a high street butcher? What sort of fiend stripped down the fingers that cooked his meals, sewed dresses, made music, stroked his face? He silenced her songs. He shuttered her eyes. He removed her breasts, her vagina and what remained of her reproductive organs. How an intimate family member brought himself to amputate and then destroy the head of the woman whose face he once animated with happiness was inconceivable. How he could have found it in himself to defile her further, to burn her bones and grind them down or dispose of them in a body of water as dew suspected, was soul-chilling.

22:18Rachel Johnson:Crippen's objective was to eradicate any trace of Belle Elmore, to make it seem as if she had vanished into the breeze.

22:27Hallie Rubenhold:I mean, I felt as if I was in that dank cellar with those inspectors, with the kind of, those rough implements, getting between the bricks and then finding a kind of clay, claggy clay patch and realising that there was something underneath and then hitting flesh. It's absolutely, it's made my skin crawl. But when Crippen, when you imagine what Crippen was thinking was that I think you just say for him, this was an elimination of a problem. Yes. He wouldn't have thought any of those things that you said about her touching his face or the fingers that had cooked his meals. For him, he had compartmentalized the issue so much and his need to be with Ethel and Eve.

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23:14Hallie Rubenhold:Yes. That she was literally, it was like disposing of a dead dog.

23:18Rachel Johnson:I think it was, he had anatomical training and medical training. And he had learned early on how to do this to a body. But how would you remove the deboning? He deboned a body. Of someone he loved once. Of somebody he knew intimately. Did we ever get an explanation of that? No, because he never confessed to this crime. Because I think he disassociated. I think there is, first of all, he absolutely, first of all, he's a Khan artist. We have to remember he's a fraudster. He is an enormously accomplished liar, enormously accomplished. and I mean he had taught Ethel how to be an enormously accomplished liar as well which was important but he would never admit to this in part because I mean it's interesting when he was on trial he never even referred to her by her name he referred to her as that woman he never called her my wife he called her this woman the woman that woman was anyone was he not picked up on this by the prosecutor.

24:31Rachel Johnson:Yes, he was.

24:33Hallie Rubenhold:What discontent. I suppose he had to think of her in dehumanizing terms.

24:39Rachel Johnson:Yes, he had to. And once you do that, how can you ever roll that back? You can't. Once you've done that. It was something that was a profound act of self-delusion.

24:55Hallie Rubenhold:Listen, I mean, And let's not do too many spoiler alerts to the famous, most famous murder in history and move back to you, Hallie. You've got traces of an American accent. You grew up on the West Coast. So tell us a bit about your childhood and upbringing and education.

25:14Rachel Johnson:Well, so I was born in the U.S. And I've now lived in Britain longer than I've lived in the U.S. My dad is English. My mother was American. and I sort of grew up in kind of two places, very aware of the fact that my family were British and my grandparents were very cockney and London was home too and has always felt like home. And so even when the first time I came here, it was like, right, this is where I should be. This is where I'm from. It was like coming back.

25:51Hallie Rubenhold:um and so it's your paternal grandparents the ones who you you had you had an old

25:58Rachel Johnson:pathé reel of them doing the lambeth yes yes that's right it was it was it was so funny i mean you're at east end jews yeah yeah am i allowed to say that yeah yeah they are they were um yeah but you know so my what were their trades well my grandfather was a barber and but so they lived through the war my father grew up lived in london then was evacuated to northampton during the war um and um my grandfather decided to move to hollywood because he had a cousin who was also a barber who who lived there and um said he could get a job at the studios and he ended up cutting steve mcqueen's hair being steve mcqueen's hairdresser yeah bullet so yeah Yeah.

26:46Hallie Rubenhold:God, Steve McQueen, I used to have such a crush on him.

26:48Rachel Johnson:Yeah. So, so he, you know, I mean, he did, he did well. And I don't think my father's ever totally forgiven my grandfather for uprooting him because he was happy. He was a teenager at the time. And so he, he loved living here. So, but. You went to a posh East Coast college, Amherst. Well, I was, yeah, I mean. No, isn't it quite waspy? Well, I was at the University of Massachusetts in Amherst. Oh. So Amherst is a boarding school, isn't it? It's not. Well, they are boarding school. They're universities. So, but it's University of Massachusetts allows you to be simultaneously enrolled in all the other colleges.

27:28Rachel Johnson:So I was also at Mount Holyoke and Smith College. Okay. One of the seven sisters. Yes. Right. Yeah. So it is considered what is the most affordable Ivy League education in the United States. Well done you. Yeah. And what did you read? creative writing and history well i did later yes i did that a bit i did a year abroad at uea and i uh studied creative writing history and film studies and so i studied yeah it's this is

28:00Hallie Rubenhold:everything that you have brought together to in this book yeah it's filmic you know you could tell from that section that you could you could write novels as well yeah you know so is that Where the creative spark took light, whatever you'd say.

28:16Rachel Johnson:I think, no, I always had it. I think I always, when I was growing up, I mean, I think Hollywood had a huge influence on me. You know, it was because it was everyone. Was it creative? Yes, was creative. Everybody was creative. And when I was a child, I wanted to be an actor. And then I wanted to be a film director. And I wanted to be a writer. and I would sit in my bedroom just with a big pad of paper and just write stories all day. And, you know, I would disappear. My mother would try to, where's she gone? The door's still closed to the bedroom and I'm still writing stories. So it was, I think a lot of this stuff was very instinctive.

28:55It was just, you know, what I wanted to do.

28:59Rachel Johnson:And I pursued it. And history is just an extension of storytelling. It is, history is the world's biggest epic. You know, so of course I'm going to be drawn to that.

29:30Hallie Rubenhold:How did you get your first book deal?

29:32Rachel Johnson:Well, this is a weird story because I had always assumed I would start by writing novels. I did go on to write novels, but I was at a wedding of a mutual friend of ours and I was sitting next to a publisher from a small publishing house, which is no longer. And he said to me, oh, you're a historian. Yeah, I'm a social historian as well. So I look at family life. Well, I mean, my area of expertise was kind of 18th, early 19th century British social history. So, you know, so I wrote my thesis about the, you know, the marriage and child rearing in the 18th century amongst two aristocratic families.

30:13Rachel Johnson:And so that kind of runs the gamut, love, courtship, sex. Which families is a matter of interest? The Grenville and the Fox families. OK. um and um and so he said oh have you ever heard of something called the harris's list of paven garden ladies and i said um well yeah and i thought god how weird that he should know about this and and he said do you think there's a book in it and i thought well i guess so i could go away and find out he said yeah just you know you know write up like two sides and send it off to me if you think there's anything in it and so i did and next thing i know i mean this is in the 90s bear in mind there's a contract in the post and it's like oh right so I'm writing a book and then I was writing a book and I wrote the Covenant Ladies.

31:02Hallie Rubenhold:And have you ever wanted to do anything else since you started doing that social history with a focus on female and victims and kind of you know foregrounding their stories?

31:12Rachel Johnson:I'm always, well, I mean, I think you can broadly say what I've been interested in is like I am interested in the untold stories of history. So it's the stuff people don't talk about. So, of course, that's going to be crime. It's going to be vice. It's going to be sex. Secrets. Secrets. It's going to be all sorts of things that people get up to that we just don't, it just isn't part of the historical record. And yet it's so much a part of history. I've got a thought for you. What's that?

31:41Hallie Rubenhold:I was just thinking vis-a-vis Prince Andrew and how he's obviously, you know, he's very much taking huge amounts of heat for his relationships with alleged minors, alleged relationships with minors. I suddenly thought to myself, has anyone done a book about President Kennedy?

32:01Rachel Johnson:Oh, God.

32:02Hallie Rubenhold:And all those minors probably. Could you imagine? That went traipsed through the White House and him saying, I need to have sex three times a day and all that. Well, who was supplied to him to have sex? Sorry, this is like, he's Camelot.

32:15Rachel Johnson:But I mean, I would say... Has that been done? I think it has probably. I don't know if it has been. But I think what you've hit upon is something which is much bigger, which is all of this was going on all the time. All the time. And for centuries. And suddenly I think we've just woken up to it. and I think we could lift over any stone and we could find it and I think that's why people are so worried about the Epstein papers because which have still not been published

32:50Hallie Rubenhold:which have still not been published even though Donald Trump said in his campaign he would publish them and now he's president of course not yeah it's this has been the most fascinating conversation I want to go through every single detail of every single one of your books now but we haven't got time this is called Difficult Women you can choose whether you want to talk about a difficult time or a time you've had to be most difficult I couldn't help noticing that you dedicate this book to your mother and the memory of her

33:24Rachel Johnson:yeah I would definitely say I mean of course all of us have had I don't think any of us have had one particular difficult time I think most of us, you get to a certain age, we've had numerous difficult incidents in our lives. But my most recent one was my mother's death, my mother's illness and death in 2023. And my mother died of multiple myeloma, which is blood plasma cancer. And it was terrible. It wasn't just her final months that were difficult. It was actually, I think, having to move both of my parents into a care home when my relatives were saying, look, things are really bad. They can't look after themselves.

34:13Rachel Johnson:Both of my parents were in extreme denial that my mother was as ill as she was and that she was probably dying. And they didn't have any carers coming in. They wouldn't go into a care home. and I had to force it. And it was so terrible. It was such a terrible experience. And, you know, there is that moment when the roles are swapped and the child becomes a parent. And that was that moment. And I just, you know, I went with my husband and this whole awful process. I mean, I was back and forth to LA throughout 2023. Were they in LA?

34:55Hallie Rubenhold:They were in LA.

34:56Rachel Johnson:the end and I mean it was just absolutely devastate exhausting emotionally exhausting physically and I remember you know going with my husband and after each day just coming back to our hotel room and just sobbing until I went to sleep because it was so difficult dealing with this removing them from the family home putting them into absolutely wonderful care home I mean it was gorgeous it was luxurious and I I would have loved to have moved in there to be honest but they you know they were very much in denial and then you know the later visits whenever I left I never knew if I was going to see my mother again they were together they were together yes

35:39Hallie Rubenhold:they were together so I had to do that to my mom and I agree it was it's terrible the most emotionally draining devastating thing I've ever done because she wasn't her my husband had died of multiple myeloma really so I went through that as well you know what it's like and then she was on her own with Parkinson's and finally one carer couldn't look after her and I moved her into a care home um again in the teeth of opposition from my older brother who said she would die and she did die within three months and it remains the most harrowing experience i know

36:22Rachel Johnson:but you know you have to do it it was you know and i rehearse it in my head over and over again was this the right thing to do but honestly could would she have lasted longer no we hadn't done and i'm i don't i think there would have been an accident my father wasn't capable of coping

36:39Hallie Rubenhold:you did the right thing yes do you have siblings i have a younger brother yeah and was he were you aligned on this no oh that's very very tricky and yes that's very very difficult and i do think it is the oldest daughter comes down to who has to make these big decisions these really

36:56Rachel Johnson:tough decisions in a family it's funny one of the things that i realized is how gendered the death experience within a family becomes and suddenly it's my female relatives were turning to me right hallie what are we doing you know your mother's dying what are you doing you're taking over what are you and you had the same experience it shocked me it was my I had to make every difficult call

37:20Hallie Rubenhold:yes yeah yeah because it was a woman's work yes and you think it's about the emotional labor yeah but you also take on you know the death labor yes as well yeah and the decisions although I have to say my brothers are and were incredible as well but just on those a couple of decisions moving out of the flat into a sort of semi-sheltered assisted living type place and then from that into the care home I had to push.

37:50Rachel Johnson:Yeah, that was my job too. And it's terrible and you remember it and it's, you know. It leaves a kind of scar. Yeah, it does leave a scar. It's a very traumatic experience.

38:05Hallie Rubenhold:Let's not end there though. I want to think that you're going to deliver some unbelievably juicy epic in the next few years. Have you any idea what it's going to be next?

38:17Rachel Johnson:Okay. I cannot say because the contract is not signed. Okay. However, it will be something everyone has heard of. It's not... Jekyll and Hyde. No, it's not true crime at all.

38:31Hallie Rubenhold:Oh.

38:33Rachel Johnson:However... Princess Diana. No. History, very similar time period, very, very close period to story of a murder told from a completely different angle than what we're used to.

38:48Rachel Johnson:And I'm very excited about it. I cannot say anything until the contract signed. Okay.

38:54Hallie Rubenhold:Just before we go, I'd love to know who you've enjoyed reading because I get a bit of Sarah Waters. Oh, yes. She is. Who are you rather?

39:03Rachel Johnson:well it's so funny you should say that so sarah waters absolutely i've just done an event with her last month um everyone i mean the paying guests yes i know in fact that so sarah and i had a conversation about it you know it's very similar that was our event that we did didn't know that was yes i genuinely didn't well it was this well there was another murder that the thompson by bywaters murder that took place just after that that if you read story of a murder and you are interested to see just like a couple years later how a very similar situation played out where a couple basically conspired to kill uh the third wheel of the couple oh my god that sounds like the story of the paying guest yeah that is that is the thompson bywaters okay so she basically Sorry, we're getting off track.

39:55Rachel Johnson:But anyway. But Sarah has had such an influence over my writing. You know what's wonderful is to have become friends with two authors who are just slightly older than me. So her and Kate's on scale. I knew you were going to say that. I've been reading the Peep Show. It's just fabulous, by the way. It's fabulous. And Kate and I did a series of events together over the past year as well.

40:23Hallie Rubenhold:Now, look, before I let you go, actually, you've talked about people. I mean, Kate Somerscale writes nonfiction, sorry, nonfiction like you, obviously, Sarah Waters, fiction. There's a wonderful atmosphericness to all of your work. I know people would hate it if I didn't ask you how hard was it to get to the bottom of this of this case with with Crippen and you know how to bring it alive you know however many years 150 years later I haven't done the math how did you set about just producing it and doing the research.

41:04Rachel Johnson:Well, there is, first of all, the bulk of the information is in the National Archives, the trial papers, the witness statements, all of this stuff, really important information. But there are layers and layers and layers. I mean, what was a joy for me was just how much information there was, because everything I've written before this has been much earlier. And the further you go back, the more sparse the sources are. And so this is a real wealth of information. And what was so great was there were memoirs and there was lots and lots and lots of journalism to kind of juxtapose with other things.

41:41And so what makes this so rich is that often you'll have, for example, Inspector Dew when he goes to 39 Hill Drop Crescent and Ethel answers the door.

41:53Rachel Johnson:He's written about this in his memoirs and then he's written about it in his police statement. And then Ethel, through a ghostwriting journalist, has written about it. So you have you can you can move the camera around and see who's thinking what and doing. and it just makes for such rich storytelling. And such fun for you too.

42:14Hallie Rubenhold:Oh yeah, totally. Such fun for you. In terms of the police records, is that a different place or is that all in the National Archive too?

42:23Rachel Johnson:That's all in the National Archive, yeah.

42:24Hallie Rubenhold:And can anyone just go in and say, I want to look at the record of when they found the body in Hill Drop Crescent? Yeah, for the most part,

42:33Rachel Johnson:you have to apply for a reader's ticket. Okay. But for the most part, yes, it is the National Archive. It is open to the public. And you can go and sit there all day and take photocopies. Not photocopies. You can photograph documents. They're with your phone. And in fact, I'll tell you something really interesting. So I started this book just as we went into lockdown, which was a nightmare because the book was late because I couldn't get into the archives because the archives and libraries were all shut. And then there were little windows of time when the archive would open up. and they would let you in and they say right you have four hours and i hadn't seen any of this material and they you know they wheeled out the boxes and it was like supermarket sweep you know and i have my camera and i'm just taking pictures of everything everything you know just breathlessly not going to the loo not eating not doing just photographing everything and i got home and i sat down of course we couldn't take writing implements in with us and i was looking through you can't take a notebook at the top no during covid oh why not oh because we had no We had no idea what was how the germs, how everything was being carried.

43:40Rachel Johnson:I do apologize. So I took all of this stuff home. I was looking at it and I realized I had not made an annotation of what files these were in. So I had to go back like six months later and go through the whole process again and find where this was from.

44:00Hallie Rubenhold:Because you would need that because your book is annotated. and you need to verify your source. You need to put all the references in the sources. Yeah. Oh, Hallie, I feel stressed just hearing. We could go on all night. I know we could. But Hallie, what a joy and well done on all of it. Thank you. Thank you so much for being this week's Difficult Woman. Oh, thank you. It was a pleasure being invited.

44:39Hallie Rubenhold:it's odd isn't it whenever we talk about our mums and the death of a parent we always well up and um i hope that was all right thank you for listening to another episode of my difficult women podcast just remember to subscribe wherever you get your podcasts so the next episode is always ready to go every friday afternoon bye

45:09We'll be right back.

From the publisher

This week, Rachel chats with bestselling historian Hallie Rubenhold, the woman rewriting the stories behind Britain’s most famous crimes. Hallie’s hit book The Five turned the Jack the Ripper story on its head by focusing on the women he killed, not the man himself. It won the Baillie Gifford Prize for non-fiction and topped the Sunday Times bestseller list.

Her new book, Story of a Murder: The Wives, The Mistress and Dr Crippen, dives into the shocking Edwardian murder case of Dr Crippen and the extraordinary women who helped bring him to justice. 

Rachel and Hallie discuss the dark side of true crime, why history has ignored women’s voices for too long, and how to shift the gaze on murder from the male detectives and perpetrators back to the female victim.

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