My Child Is So Mean to Me

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2:24So far, I've not heard the topic of, quote, mean four-year-olds, unquote, being addressed. There must be a better way to say that, but that's what it feels like. My four-year-old daughter is a firework. She is smart, funny, loves an audience, loves existing, and is incredibly strong-willed. I love that about her, and I don't want to dampen that voice, because I know that as a girl growing into a woman, she will need to continue to be strong-willed and use her voice. But maybe not now, at age four, with mommy. Sometimes she is downright mean. She is obsessed with her father and basically tolerates me, which I don't argue with.

3:06But if I come home from work without a present for her, she'll say something like, You're the worst mommy in the world. Or if I give a toy back to her little brother that belongs to him and she ripped it out of his hands, the face she gives can turn me to stone. Or if I tell her to please give me the pen back because we're not drawing right now, She will rip it away from me and grip it for dear life, calling me the worst. She does not use curse words. We don't use them as parents. I try to let most of her emotions exist, but when she's trying to hurt me and make me sad, I can't just let it pass.

3:42I really feel like I need to address it in some way other than, it's okay to feel this way, and I'm right here with you. Because yes, you can feel like you hate me, but you cannot pull things out of my hand, you cannot slam doors on my face, and you cannot throw everything off the table in a fit of anger. I don't know what to tell her to do in place of those actions. I will add that I was raised by strict parents, and I'm actually a huge fan of rules. If my father told me to go outside and mow the lawn, I was outside mowing faster than you could say, don't forget the weeds. I would never ever have opened my mouth back to my parents.

4:19They had the first and final word. I don't need my daughter to be a robot like I was, but I do need her to find a better way to express that she is angry with me other than saying hurtful things and doing unsafe actions. Police officer's daughter. And then she leaves her name. Okay, so this is kind of a complicated one. And I'm sensing that the dynamic between this four-year-old and her mother has gone on a bit in this direction. so it's not going to be this quick simple thing to change tracks but that doesn't mean that this parent can't make a change quite soon if she's committed and if she believes in the perspective I'm going to be offering which she may not and there may be a lot of other people here who don't and I think that's always the case with my podcast I do always feel like my point of view is not going to be agreed with by everyone, and that's okay with me.

5:22I have to go with what I 100 % believe. And in this story, I believe it's about lenses. It's about the lens this parent is wearing through which she sees her daughter and her daughter's behavior. And I would like to encourage her to try on a different lens. Really, there are two lenses that we can see through. I don't even know what to call the first lens, but it's one that this parent seems to be seeing through right now, which is a little more on the surface of what's going on. Her daughter is behaving in a way, in a lot of ways, that without question could definitely be perceived as mean. She's saying unkind things.

6:09She's doing unkind actions. So that is a valid lens to see through. In my own experience with children, I can see through that lens too. I definitely can see, whoa, that's mean. That's not very kind. I can see that way. But what I've learned through many, many experiences and a lot of practice is that there is a better lens. And that lens is one that takes us deeper, takes us beyond the surface of the behavior that's in our face into the why, into the other levels that are going on here. You could call it a lens of empathy. And because it's a lens of empathy, it brings us closer to the other person, our child, and heals.

7:01The other lens where we're seeing everything on a surface level actually has a distancing effect. You could call that a farsighted lens. So this parent says a lot of interesting things. The first thing that I noticed is she says about her daughter, she's smart, funny, loves an audience. So you could also say that this parent is a certain kind of audience to her child in this behavior. And she's wearing the farsighted lens. And again, that lens totally makes sense. It's one that makes us offended by our child, hurt and attacked and scared because this behavior, right? What do we do? This is just getting worse and it looks really bad.

7:48And my child hates me, or as this parent says, basically tolerates me, that lens makes us believe all of these things that I don't believe are true. And when we try on the lens of empathy, it's a lens that helps us consider, here's our sweet little girl who's got this wonderful spirit, and she's intense, right? She feels things deeply. Strong-willed children tend to be more sensitive in a lot of ways. So why would a child do these behaviors that this parent describes? Why would she be unkind to her mother, unkind to her brother? Why would she do these disruptive, angry, lashing out things? Well, how do we feel inside when we're doing those things?

8:38Does it feel good or does it feel really scary and uncomfortable? I know that I can relate to my baser impulses that make me want to lash out people I'm mad at, make me want to get revenge, make me want to say hurtful things because I'm hurt, because this person has hurt me, and I'm scared that I'm going to lose something. I have those feelings, and I think a lot of us can relate to that. So what happens when you've got a child with just a few years on the planet, very immature in their ability to regulate their emotions, control their behavior, and she's a spitfire, intense. So keeping a lid on that and channeling it positively and with control is challenging.

9:28This mother says, I don't want to dampen that voice. No, we don't want to dampen the voice, but we do want to help her learn to control it and channel it positively into strength. Right now, she knows she's not doing that. It doesn't feel good to be pushing her mother away, being the quote mean child? How do we feel inside when our behavior is like that? She could be jealous, scared, angry, but underneath all of this is probably fear that she's turned into the bad guy with her mom and probably with her dad too in a lot of ways because he can't be approving of this. Why is she getting stuck there being the mean girl that she doesn't want to be?

10:14Nobody wants that. So that's the kind of probing and considering that we want to do. And again, it will help if we just try on another lens. And I'm not talking about even engaging with her yet. I'm just talking about in our own self-reflection and reflecting on the situation. Think about this. I've talked a lot about the second child and how the older child can feel. the emotional crisis they often go through. It can show up differently in each child, but snatching a toy away angrily is a very common one. This is the way I'm showing my parent that this little boy snatched everything away from me.

11:01Some of the regard my parents had for me, the time, the love, even if we love her just as well, it feels like that to children, that they've been pushed aside. and then when they act out of those feelings and have these concerning behaviors, they feel our disapproval. So they create what they dread. They can't help but do that. They create their biggest fear, which is that the parents do disapprove of them, do like the younger child better, who doesn't have all these conflicted feelings in the situation, who's just there accepting the life that they have. So to me, a lot of this behavior sounds right on track, But because this mom is feeling vulnerable towards her daughter's lashing out, instead of seeing it from a stronger place of empathy, she's getting pulled into it.

11:54and then because she's seeing through this lens of how mean this all is and how unkind her daughter is being, her daughter is feeling that so then her daughter gets even more frightened and uncomfortable with the way she's being viewed because children always know no matter what we say or don't say, it's about the way we feel that matters. So she feels that, this little girl and then what does that do? Make her behavior seem even more mean, more out there, more rude, more need to lash out and show her mother how hurt she is. I mean, it's effective in that it's getting her mother's attention and getting her mother to feel something.

12:36And that's another reason it's continuing, but it doesn't help anything for this child. It doesn't make her feel better in any way. She's just like going down this hole. She doesn't want to go down. Being stuck is this person who's a mean girl. She needs help to stop this. And the great news is this parent or any parent can do that if she considers another lens. And the reason I know that this parent is feeling vulnerable is many of her comments, first even that she's seeing it as being mean to her. And she says when she gives a toy back to the little brother that belongs to him and the girl ripped it out of his hands, this mother says, the face she gives can turn me to stone.

13:22So the power this parent is giving to that behavior, that her daughter can give her a look and the parent feels scared by it, hurt by it, thrown by it. She's a vulnerable audience here instead of a strong, confident one who can see beyond all this bluster and ugly stuff. I mean, let's face it, it's ugly stuff, right? We got to see through it to the pain that makes any of us behave in these ways. And this parent says, I try to let most of her emotions exist, but when she's trying to hurt me and make me sad, I can't just let it pass. I really feel I need to address it in some way other than it's okay to feel this way and I'm right here with you, right?

14:11So I wouldn't address it that way. I wouldn't let it pass. And I'm going to get into what I do recommend, but I'm spending the majority of this talking about perspective because that's what matters most. That's the only thing that can help this parent to feel differently about what's going on. She's going to start to see differently first. She's going to try on this other lens that sees beyond to the why would my child be acting like this. What's this about? She wasn't born mean, right? Something's devolved here in our relationship, in her feelings. When we get that, then the other pieces fall into place.

14:53It's really interesting. But another big challenge this parent has, and it's great that she brings all this up. She says she was raised by strict parents. They told her to go outside and mow the lawn and I was outside mowing faster than you could say, don't forget the weeds. I would never, ever have opened my mouth back to my parents. They had the first and final word and she puts and in caps. Then she says, I don't need my daughter to be a robot like I was. Wow. This is a big challenge for a lot of us as parents, especially if we were raised in that authoritarian manner where you better not have those feelings, whatever they are.

15:33You just do it. You just do what we say. And we get a very clear message as children that the relationship that we need so badly with our parents will not survive us having any kind of pushback feelings. We learned that very early on. And what happens to those feelings that children naturally have of hurt and anger and those lashing out type of feelings, or even just pushing back on what parents are saying or doing, or, you know, having our own feelings about it. What happens to those feelings? In this parent's case, she says she was a robot. For parents, we all have to, at some point, take a look at our inner child and try to understand that because we're bringing it into parenting, especially in a stressful situation.

16:27And what this parent may be bringing in is, that's just unacceptable. And now, actually, this is tapping into my feelings that I buried, the hurt I felt. Those are getting stirred up by my child. Or it could be that her parent gave her a look that turned her to stone as a child. And she's going to that place of vulnerability with her daughter. And her daughter is somebody that's putting all those feelings out there in a strong way. Maybe this parent would have done that if she was allowed to, if it wouldn't have been too risky for the relationship that she needed with her parents for survival and everything else.

17:09So there are a lot of layers there to look at where we want to get to with this, contemplating and connecting with ourselves. The place we want to get to is acceptance of our own feelings, acceptance that we weren't wrong to want to shout no to the lawn mowing, that we weren't bad, that we weren't shameful for maybe hating our parents for making us do these things, for not giving us an inch, for making us into robots. Our feelings around that are totally acceptable. Magda Gerber used to talk a lot about the only way to accept our child as is, is to accept ourselves as is first. And maybe it's not the only way, but it's the easiest way.

17:56Accepting ourselves. So that would be a big part of my advice to this parent to consider this other lens and also turn it on herself. Consider her own feelings and what happened to the robot. Where did those feelings go? What were they? Looking at that. And this is brave, hard work. I mean, I hope this doesn't feel like too much to this parent. It's not a day's process for her. And she might find a therapist or counselor really helpful. Once she changed her tune with her child, though, she will seek results quickly. This podcast is supported by Midi Health. Are you in midlife feeling dismissed, unheard, or just plain tired of the old healthcare system?

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20:53And it could be that her mother betrayed her by having this other child, you know, which is sometimes how children feel, that betrayal, that jealousy. Could have started with that. And now that this child is having the normal feelings a strong-willed child has around that, which is, you know, out of control and lashing out, unreasonable behavior. she senses. Her mother is repelled by that. She's not getting the empathy that she needs around that. This is what's going on here. It's not about that she's just tolerating her mother and I'm obsessed with my dad. I care about this person too much right now.

21:30And so I'm throwing all these things out to show her my hurt and to show her my hurt by hurting her. And then also I'm wondering if the parent working, sometimes that can bring up guilt, you know, that I haven't been with her. So I'm vulnerable as the parent. You know, we can understand that. I just want to have a nice time with my daughter and I'm tired. And I'm coming into the situation with all this vulnerability. When in fact, us being away tends to charge up. Now our child's going to explode at us because we've been away or they've been away and they're tired. So that's where our needs aren't going to exactly match our child's right there at all.

22:12And again, the perspective is going to help this a lot. So she comes home from work without a present. She says something like, you're the worst mommy in the world. Ah, I know it feels that way. You really wanted a present. And even if we think it's the most untitled crazy thing that she would ask that, we can still say that with a bit of empathy coming in way up high here because I'm so powerful with my empathy lens on. I'm seeing, oh, my poor little girl. She's hurting so much that she's lashing out at the person she needs most. Wow. But I'm way up here. I'm so powerful because I know it's going to be anything.

22:54She's going to find any reason right now to vent with me. Let it be about a present. I'll go with that. Yeah, you didn't get the present. You really wanted the present. You love when I get you presents. You know, just something. We don't have to say much. And then she says, if I give a toy back to her little brother that belongs to him, she ripped it out of his hands. So depending on the age of the little brother and what's really going on there, I wouldn't necessarily make a big deal about fixing that. I would allow some of that to go on because little brothers would tend to be engaged in that too.

23:30it's almost like a drama that they're playing out. And she's definitely, again, playing to an audience here in terms of her mother. Look, I'm going to do this. I know this makes you angry. It's not even really about the boy that much directly. And so I wouldn't give that message, you did a wrong thing, now I need to fix it. Instead, I'd be like, whoa, whoa, whoa. Oh, gosh, now you want this and that and you want to take everything. And what do you think of that, little brother? I would not just make a judgment call on that, that this is my job to fix this because she did something bad. Because that's the most typical thing that older siblings do with the younger one.

24:11So I would need to know more details to know exactly how to handle that. But something that doesn't trigger this parent. She says, if I tell her to please give me the pen back because we're not drawing right now, she will rip it away from me and grip it for dear life, calling me the worst. So here's a case where, because one thing this mother says is that, am I supposed to just say, it's okay to feel this way and I'm right here with you and you can feel like this if you want to and do these things. I'm actually saying the opposite of being a doormat and just, okay, I accept you. You can do whatever you want.

24:46I'm saying to come in from a place of strength, which empathy will give us. This parent also said she loves rules. Well, my approach is strict. That may surprise some people that have just been listening here a little. This is a very strict approach, but it's strict with respect and empathy. And one of the things we do when we're strict is we don't let her start with the pen. If we know that we're leaving, we don't want her to use it. Or, you know, she tends to use things in a way that's not okay, not appropriate. So instead of waiting, please give me the pen back because we're not drawing. You know what?

25:23You got the pen. I'm going to take the pen and I would take it out of her hands right from the beginning, or I would block her from getting it in the first place if I could. I would help to not get engaged in a struggle over these little things by being strict on the side of, I don't want to get annoyed with her. I'm not going to let myself get annoyed with her. She's doing stuff to get my attention in this certain way, to show me her feelings, and I'm just not going to give any of this power. I'm not going to give her the power to bother me with that pen. So where I have to ask for it back and we get into that power struggle.

26:03And then just even, this is a tiny detail in the whole picture, but she says, please give me the pen back because we're not drawing right now. So just something a little more direct, like when we say we're not drawing right now, well, somebody there is drawing right now. And it's just not as clear and direct is when we say, yeah, I can't let you have that. I've got to help you put this away or we have to put this away would be fine, but just something that's direct, me and you, I'm in this relationship with you. I'm not afraid of you. I'm not going to let you get carried away with things that you're not going to have control with and you're not going to give me back.

26:42So I'm, you know, I'm taking care of it. That kind of strict really helps. If she does something like knock stuff off the table, like, whoa, okay, wow, that's a big hello to me, right? You really want to show me you're not pleased. And maybe that's connected to something that we could reflect on and acknowledge. You didn't like that I said no, or that really bothers you when I do that, or you're really hating on me right now, aren't you? But again, all of that comes from, I'm in such a strong place. I'm not going to be vulnerable to this little girl who's so in love with me that she's acting like this, turning this around.

27:24And then we don't need to be the one to help her find a better way to express it. I mean, we can't really tell our child how to express something. They're going to express it the way they express it. But what we can do is take away all the power and the hurt on our part, and then she will find other ways. Because those ways aren't as effective for her. You know, it's effective in an uncomfortable way, but it's effective, right? It's getting our attention. So if we can give our attention in the way that we want the feelings to come, which is, I'm talking to you about it. I see you're mad at me.

27:57You don't like this. Everything I say is showing you that I accept that you have these feelings. I really, really do. And that has to be from our heart because of the way we're seeing. I hope some of that helps. And thank you so much for listening. Please check out some of the other podcasts on my website. JanetLansbury.com. There are many of them and they're all indexed by subject and category. So you should be able to find whatever topic you might be interested in. And for a fuller understanding of your child's behavior and the responses that they need from you, please check out my No Bad Kids Master Course at NoBadKidsCourse.com.