Terry Butcher: Invisible Wounds 

5 Jun 2026 · 53 min · 24 chapters

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In short

The episode is an interview with former England and club defender Terry Butcher about his documentary “Butcher: Invisible Wounds,” his football career, and the grief and mental-health impact of losing his son, Chris, who served in the army and died. Butcher says the film is meant to be more than football: it highlights veterans and their families, and he became involved with Combat to Coffee, a veteran-run charity led by Nigel Seaman (who has PTSD). Key claims include that talking about grief can help him feel at ease, and that the documentary’s structure moves from his career to tragedy to hope.

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his son’s story is central; he describes cathartic conversations with strangers; and he recounts football moments like Ipswich under Bobby Robson, Rangers title wins, and England’s 1986 World Cup matches (including the Argentina handball controversy).

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Terry Butcher is the main guest; the host is Gary Lineker.

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Terry Butcher's Documentary

0:00 to 0:52

Discussion about the documentary 'Butcher: Invisible Wounds' and its themes.

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Terry Butcher's Documentary

3:37 to 4:48

Discussion about the documentary 'Butcher: Invisible Wounds' and its themes.

Personal Loss and Grief

4:48 to 7:05

Terry Butcher shares his experience of losing his son and its impact.

“It's a very, very moving and poignant documentary, I have to say, Terry.”

Discussing Mental Health

7:05 to 9:06

The importance of talking about grief and mental health among men.

“It must have been incredibly difficult to live through.”

Reflections on Family

9:06 to 10:30

Terry discusses how family dynamics and personal experiences shape grief.

Football Career Reflections

10:30 to 12:59

A look back at Terry Butcher's football career and its challenges.

“The audience I have for the Premier, they laugh when you mention your hat trick against Poland.”

Lessons from Football

12:59 to 14:00

Terry shares lessons learned from his career and personal life.

“And he, and he, and he, and he said to me, he said, you know, he said, I always knew you were going to do it.”

Finding Balance in Aggression

14:00 to 15:00

Terry Butcher discusses his evolution in playing style and aggression on the pitch.

“But my standards and everything else that he taught me, I had to get rid of them when I first came to the club and be a professional.”

Bobby Robson's Influence at Ipswich

15:00 to 17:20

Exploring the impact of Bobby Robson on Ipswich Town and his unique coaching style.

Memorable Bobby Robson Stories

17:20 to 18:20

Terry shares humorous anecdotes about Bobby Robson that showcase his character.

“So you can hear it going, and he goes, and picks it out of his inside pocket.”
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The Legacy of Ipswich Town

18:20 to 21:00

Discussing the historical achievements of Ipswich Town during Butcher's time.

Transition from Ipswich to Rangers

21:00 to 23:10

Terry Butcher recounts his transition from Ipswich Town to Rangers and the challenges faced.

“So the manager said, look, you've got to go.”

Life in Scottish Football

23:10 to 26:20

Terry describes the unique experiences and pressures of playing in Scottish football.

“to those stars that you have on the shirt.”

Gazza's Legendary Moments

26:20 to 28:01

Terry shares iconic stories about Paul Gascoigne's time at Rangers.

“So, you know, they sort of cheer on the English boys when it comes to playing Scotland.”

Gazza's Legendary Antics

28:01 to 29:12

Explore memorable stories about Paul Gascoigne's unique personality and antics.

“He used to cut ties up and all that sort of thing.”

Gazza's Legendary Antics

30:06 to 33:12

Explore memorable stories about Paul Gascoigne's unique personality and antics.

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Gazza's Legendary Antics

33:15 to 34:10

Explore memorable stories about Paul Gascoigne's unique personality and antics.

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Terry Butcher's Highlights at Rangers

34:10 to 37:10

Terry Butcher discusses his achievements and experiences at Rangers.

“Welcome back to The Rest of Football with certain Terry Butcher and me, Gary Lineker.”

Memories from the World Cup

37:10 to 40:06

Terry and Gary reflect on their experiences and challenges during the World Cup.

“Got a lovely segue here because you mentioned 1986.”

The Infamous Hand of God

40:06 to 42:00

A detailed discussion about Diego Maradona's famous handball and its aftermath.

“You've often said, well, Peter Shilton said as well, I think you were the two people that could never forgive him.”

Reflections on Key Matches

42:00 to 44:31

Discussing pivotal moments in football history and personal regrets.

“Yeah, well, a lot of people thought for a while that maybe it was, you'd scored an own goal.”

World Cup Semi-Final Memories

44:31 to 46:34

Sharing experiences from the World Cup and feelings of leadership.

“But yeah, I think we got so close, didn't we?”

Tunnel Antics and Game Tactics

46:34 to 49:51

Recounting a memorable encounter in the tunnel before a match.

“We were there for about five to six minutes.”

Iconic Moments and Career Highlights

49:51 to 52:43

Reflecting on memorable events and how they shaped public perception.

“So they got their snap all around the world and then that was it.”
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2:36Hello and welcome to The Rest is Football with me, Gary Lenica. And today, may I say a very special guest. I've seen you for a few years, former teammate with England. We played in two World Cups together. I think he played in three. He's had an extraordinary career and life. And I think the thing that makes me most happy about having Terry Butcher here is that finally I've got someone that's older than me. Terry, a warm welcome. Thank you very much. Lovely to see you. And you as well. You're looking well. How are you getting on? Yeah, we're doing okay. I'm just busy promoting the documentary that we've got out.

3:18But I enjoy it. it's so different to football in the way the documentary is let's tell everybody what it is exactly it's a documentary of your life and it's going out on the 7th of June couple of days 10 o 'clock at night and that's on ITV4 and then thereafter it will be distributed on ITVX I love the title of it tell us what the title is the title is Butcher I took a lot of thinking that one not that Butcher Invisible Wounds which is sort of would baffle people if they didn't know my career but obviously the stories about my son and about what he went through as well so you've got sort of my career to start you know it's initially I didn't know how Stuart Burley he's George Burley's son so he knew our family he grew up with our family in many respects went on holidays together so he knew Chris he was my son and it's very fitting very nice from our point of view that he's the direct and he's the big force behind it so it goes out and the start of it is me with the bloodied head and sort of thing I had to come in somewhere and then it's about him it goes close to him straight away so it's not just one half and then one half.

4:37For those that are not aware you tragically lost your son he was obviously a soldier in the army and it's It's a very, very moving and poignant documentary, I have to say, Terry. I'd just add to you, I don't mind admitting that, watching it and knowing you as I know you. How difficult was it to decide actually to make it in the first place? Well, I didn't want to do it because I don't like seeing myself on TV. I don't like seeing what I've done through football. I don't like hearing myself. Why? I'm not going to listen to this. No, no. I don't like it. I just get embarrassed, I think. And particularly what you said and all the other guys in there, Alan Brazils, Russell Osmonds and Ali McCoy's, some lovely people.

5:24What he told me, Stuart Burley, was that it's going to be different and there's a real story to tell there, not just on the football. It's not just a documentary about me playing football. I started and I finished sort of thing, that career. If anything, football has given me a platform where I can get to people or get to companies or whatever quicker because of that. people know roughly about me you know what what my career was and all that bloody health business and all that sort of thing but there is a big story to tell here not just on me but for my son and for veterans and that's why I wanted to do it and I wanted to we wanted to to have a charity when he passed away in his honor um and honor his memory but it was just so complicated and so much to do that we decided you know that we'll put it on the back burner and then see if we go back to that but we never did and then a company called combat to coffee came up and that's an ipswich run it's run by nigel seaman who's a veteran and he suffers from ptsd exactly what my son my son did so i've got involved with them i'm now the patron and i and i love it because it's given me a purpose it's given me a challenge because you know what football's like there's a challenge every game you play in a challenge every club you're at particularly with england as well and I didn't have that, I was missing that so this has given me a real it's like a cathartic sort of situation where I really enjoy doing it and it makes me want to do it and raise awareness of veterans and their families and how they can help themselves so you have me at the start, then you have Chris and then you've got my career and then you've got tragedy and then you've got hope at the end and that's that message of hope, that hope that comes through.

7:07It must have been incredibly difficult to live through. I still find it difficult to talk about him but this has been easier a lot easier and doing this documentary I can talk about him for a much much longer period than I ever thought I would do and I couldn't say anything at the start and it's when you speak to people so strangers they ask you how many children have you got you know I would say three three boys and they say oh where are they now and then well two one's here and one's there and the other one passed away and then it's it's a conversation stopper because they don't know what to say and I don't blame them because it's it's what it is but then they I would like them to continue and just say oh what happened and then how was he what was he like as a person and all that sort of thing start talking about him because that really that helps my grief that helps me not to become used to it but to actually then be at ease with it a lot more as well because it's been it's been tough and it's been difficult but it is grief is and they say it's good to talk Terry it's good to get these things out isn't it I mean otherwise what do you do you keep everything inside well we know what we're like not as much footballers but as men we bottle it up and we just say I'll cope I can manage this we'll handle it but there are times when you can't and there's been quite a few times so things will trigger you and all that sort of thing which I think is nice you know the songs that he played at his wedding the phrases that he used the mannerisms and things like this I mean every night I go up the stairs and I just say goodnight to him when I go into the bedroom and that's that's pretty emotional but I just I've become used to it now and it helps me things like that Rita's in the documentary your wife yeah it's lovely to see her I haven't seen her for so many years did you both handle it in different ways no it was still the same we handled the grief initially because some people like to talk about it some people don't I mean I remember when George was ill my son thankfully he survived it when he was a baby and Michelle's never been comfortable talking about that circumstance and how close he was to his life but I needed to talk about it so we were different but you and Rita pretty much similar yeah very similar we didn't get help there's no therapy there is a therapy out there but we just felt well do we need it now we'll plot on and carry on and bury it and but you know you you get to a point when when you actually feel that i can talk about it more and that just takes time but to do this has been cathartic and it's been very helpful for us um and yeah she didn't want to be on there she's quite shy so she didn't want a nightmare what are people going to say and all that sort of thing i just said look you know just tell it from the heart because it's a story and it's a great story a tragic one but it's a great story so do it so he was very good it's very moving it really is and I had my sons came in as well yeah and then we we had our grandchildren as well that was really nice because it seemed to me the grandchild happened during the making of it your first grandchild was it Little Austin yeah so the kind of news was broken to you during the documentary oh yes that's a great that's a great lovely little bit but the whole film is not only about tears no no no laughs in there.

10:31Of course there is. He's Terry Butcher. The audience I have for the Premier, they laugh when you mention your hat trick against Poland. Typical Gary. But it's brilliant. But there's a lot of laughs in there as well. Yeah. And obviously at the end there's lots of hope too. But I think it was Emily, obviously my daughter-in-law, she was taking a picture of us two, me and Rita and our son Edwin. And then people would see it and it's, I think it's fully 14 seconds before I actually realised. It did take a while. It did take a while. But you are a centre-half. She was pregnant, yeah. Yeah. It does take a lot of time, you're right.

11:08It's getting worse, Gary. No, it does. It's getting worse. Well, you've never headed the ball, did you really? So you're not going to be like that. I tried to avoid it. I tried to avoid it. Shall we talk a bit about football? Yeah. Yeah. You had an amazing career. I mean, I played against you. Oh, I know. I played with you. I know. I mean, first time I remember playing against you when you were Ipswich. And when Ipswich, you were a bloody good side. Bobby Robson was the manager, later managers for many years with England, of course. It was quite interesting, the documentary. There were times where you didn't think you were going to make it.

11:38Lots of times. In fact, I nearly gave it up early on in my career because I was too nice. I didn't kick people. It was nasty. Hang on a minute. Hang on a minute. There was a time. There was a time you were definitely a nice bloke. I know that. That's a fact. But on the field, I was too nice. Yeah. Were you? Well, I tried to kick you because you always ran away from me and scored goals. I ran away from you with fear. Well, I don't know what it was, but you were too quick for me. So I had to try and knock you down. But yeah, I was just a gentle giant on the pitch. What changed you? Well, the coaches changed me.

12:12Bobby Ferguson in particular. He was the number two to Bobby Robson. Yeah, he called me all names under the sun. It was a make or break situation. I was in two minds to give it up. I spoke to my parents and my mum said, look, give it up and go to Trent Polytechnic where they were holding a place for me as a quantity surveyor, but I haven't a clue what a quantity surveyor does. And my dad says, no. My dad says, carry on. He says, you can carry on and show them. They survey the quantity of headers that you provide. Quantity surveyors. I'm not going to go with quantity surveyors. I haven't a clue what they do, but it was outside apparently, and I thought, well, I'll take an outside job.

12:47I think you made the right decision. I think I did, yes. I think you probably did. and you made you there's a lovely bit in the doc where and again I can relate to this because something similar with my dad when you were thinking of going to study in quantitative surveying that your dad had a word with the coach the coach yeah yeah and said we're thinking of doing this what do you think he went no he's going to go all the way to the top yeah that was a lovely moment but your dad didn't tell you that years later on no it's like the same thing with my dad he was actually on his deathbed my dad like 10, and we had the really meaningful conversations, probably for the first time in our life, because, you know, again, our generation, the older generation, they never share their emotions and stuff like this.

13:32And he, and he, and he, and he said to me, he said, you know, he said, I always knew you were going to do it. Oh, I said, well, he could have told me. I know. It's the same. And he was like, wow, that's the same. Yeah. That's really nice. When my dad used to say that, you know, you were, you know, you thought you were great today, son. He would tell me after that. He wouldn't go over the top, but he would tell me. And I would always say, no, I wasn't. I could have done more. You know, I've just had that reaction that I wanted to play the most perfect game of football, which you were never going to do.

14:02But my standards and everything else that he taught me, I had to get rid of them when I first came to the club and be a professional. Like shake hands of a player on the pitch when I kicked them and all that sort of thing. No, no, no, you've got to get that out of the window. but it was nice that he did go there because I reassured him, my father but he never told me and he just let the natural course run and I was determined and I played a reserve game and Bobby Ferguson was the coach I got taken off at half time because I'd kicked it came to a point when I thought I've got to be aggressive so I kicked every member of the opposition I think the referee as well and he said I've got to take you off because you're going to get sent off and that was the best thing for me because then I realised I don't want to be taken off at half time anymore I want to last the game but if I can play a little bit like that like I have done and temper it a bit let me get this straight right so firstly you're not aggressive enough yeah firstly then you're too aggressive yeah and then you found the middle of the game yeah okay yeah I think I've got it we've got to talk about Bobby Robson right yeah what team he got together there at Ipswich I mean you know people talk about Ipswich provincial club Suffolk you know they're not a giant it's like Leicester in many ways we had our moment and Ipswich's moment was really your time wasn't it I mean won a European trophy you had so many you played alongside Russell Osmond I know Russell really well he's in the documentary as well at the back you've got so many good players you have the Dutch midfielders Muren and Tyson Muren and Tyson yeah but he was one that he was there obviously a long while at Portman Road and he built teams and then dismantled them built another team he's done that all over Europe all his career and I was at a good time then because just before me four, five, six years before I joined the club the club were in some cup semifinals and they're in Europe as well and all that sort of thing so it was yeah, he set a really good standard but you know Bobby he was like you should get your name wrong and things like this I mean people can't I mean people think you're exaggerating and there was some of the stories there's the lovely one in the documentary about you cutting his grass or it's kind of walking his dog yeah you walked his dog for him yeah that's why I was on the England team yeah and then he walked his dog into my house he was talking that much about football when I had to say Bobby you don't live here and he looked around and he says no I don't I'll see you tomorrow and then he walked out because he was crazy I mean he's remember when he first came he was he was or when you first came into the England squad everyone he was saying is he always like this because they didn't they they weren't used to this to how he behaved and what he did and his beliefs and everything else but once you once you got to know him he was just he was just incredible he really was he was you know you go through a brick wall for him yeah and he was loyal and honest as well and he was he was super intelligent as well and his interests went way beyond football I think the reason he get into these pickles and names things because he had so much going on in his mind he did probably he did my favourite my favourite I actually worked with him on television a few years after and he was as a one-off and he came in came in the studio and he's going I've lost my phone.

17:13I've lost my phone. Okay, Bobby, we'll have a look. Everyone's looking around the studio. This phone rings, right? So you can hear it going, and he goes, and picks it out of his inside pocket. And he goes, hello? He said, hang on, I'll call you back. I'm just looking for my phone.

17:35I swear that he's true. I mean, it was one of the things that I think made you, made us all love him so much and that thing that you wanted to play for him but you don't want people also to think that he was a fool because no he's far from it he was a really intelligent guy he was brilliant tactically and great motivator as well wasn't he yeah he dropped the odd word in here and there and it was his actions that sort of made us love him I think there was a story about him when he was in a TV studio covering another European Championship or World Cup and in the background was a sort of drop of Paris Eiffel Tower and Bobby comes I think that tournament was held in Holland or something like that and he came into the studio and he looked at the Eiffel Tower and he says oh you get a great view from here

18:26but he was he was he was one that for me it was like 14 continuous years of serving under him it was the longest ever and you got to know me and I knew as well he used to give me rollickings real rollickings some of which you see on the documentary after a game we won the game and he'd give me a rollicking but he would give me that rollicking when he really meant to give somebody else a bit of a go but I could always take it and I knew exactly what he was doing and that's why he had a go at me so some of the players would say well hang on a minute do you not like that you shouldn't be getting that sort of criticism and I just said well look that's what he does so I was fine so we had a really good relationship yeah over many there's some good players in that team oh yeah some right characters in the team brilliant characters you still see them I still see them you still see them when you do functions with them and Q &A's and all that it's just lovely it's really brilliant you still go and watch Ipswich yeah I watch Ipswich I don't actually go to the ground now I just watch it on the TV yeah I do I mean obviously back in the Premier League which is brilliant Kieran McKenna has done a fantastic job there I mean the backers I mean the whole thing the whole club now is set up as a Premier League club there's no doubt about it and what he has to do now is obviously Kieran McKenna is keep Ipswich in the Premier League that's his probably his biggest task just shows you that sometimes sticking with a coach when you think he knows what he's doing is not a bad idea because obviously I mean he took them up didn't he successive promotions in the Premier League incredibly difficult ask didn't quite happen go down they didn't sack him and lo and behold they're doing okay again yeah I mean, you can't see life at Ipswich without Kieran McKenna because he's got them, you know, they know the system, they know what they're doing, they know their jobs.

20:15He makes them play a certain way, which suits them. And he's very clever. You know, and now he's, you know, this is probably his biggest task is to keep Ipswich up there in the Premier League. But I'm sure he'll do it. And I'm sure it's about the key is getting players in that can play in the Premier League that they probably played there before with a point to prove, hungry people, just like Sunderland did Sunderland did a fantastic job coming up and staying so that's the objective but it's just nice back in the Premier League back at the top unfortunately not like Leicester thanks Terry that's the nation we had our time though would I swap it?

20:51no would I help? what a time you had what a time I mean crikey win the league and then the FA Cup a few years later I'd love to see you run round of TV studios now in your underpants I think that was great that was one of the highlights of the year whatever turns you on Terry mind you I've seen you underpants quite a few times oh yeah let's not go down let's not go down there how difficult was it to leave Ipswich it was quite easy just got in the car and drove to the station it's very simple no I had to go I didn't want to go I just signed a four year deal a year before and I was captain of the club and it was a club I supported but Ipswich had built a stand in 82, 83 and you paid for it And yeah, well, all the others that left as well, you know, the Mariners, the Tysons, the Murians and all that, and Brazils, they all left because of that, the payments.

21:44And I was the last one. So the manager said, look, you've got to go. And I said, no, I don't want to go, Bobby. I want to stay. And he says, no, you've got to go. And I says, I don't want to go. He says, you are going because it's the last payment. I think people find that probably difficult to believe nowadays because players' power shifted to a degree. in those days if the club wanted to sell you they could make it very difficult for you if you didn't go well you knew yeah you knew in those days almost like pieces of meat well in those days you could get away with murder really if you were the club manager so yeah in the end I thought well I've been at the club 10 years as a pro maybe it's time to go but I didn't know who was going to come in I actually went to the World Cup sort of you know I could have had a sign on me you know available to buy please inquire here sort of thing that would have been interesting yeah but then could have put it on the headband could have put it on the headband yeah and then we were sort of approached by Rangers and then Sunez came in and you know Sunez we played against Sunez he's tough as tough as Teak yes and even tougher and that's why players were going there was because he wanted to spark things off in Scotland and it was a bit of a gamble yes but we did it enjoyed it before we move on to Rangers what was the highlight of your time at Ipswich I mean there must have been quite a few because he held himself The UEFA Cup was one.

22:59You know, you've got 62. Ipswich won the title, first division then. 78 won the FA Cup. And, you know, to win a European trophy was a good addition to those stars that you have on the shirt. So it's different. I mean, I tell people we didn't want to win the league. We didn't want to win the FA Cup because we'd already done that sort of thing. But that wasn't the case with the club to have done it. But we were searching for the treble. Who was the best player at Ipswich you played? Kevin Beatty. Beatty was great wasn't he ability to score goals and play at the back play anywhere couldn't he well he was out in Escape to Victory the Beat was out there it was Michael Cain's I remember there were one or two switch players wasn't Osman was in there as well wasn't he Russell was there yeah Johnny Walk Kevin Callahan yeah he was there Escape to Victory I think Kevin Beatty's biggest claim in Escape to Victory was that behind the scenes he was arm wrestling Sylvester Stallone and he beat him he beat him with his left hand at his right hand he beat Rocky he'd be rocky oh my word like that yeah he's now heavyweight champion of the world but he could play football as well yeah he was strong he was naturally strong yeah and people say he was a bit like Duncan Edwards just going back a long time but he just a climb in the air he's just an unbelievable leap he wasn't 6 foot 4 like me he was probably about 6 '1 but what you know the timing and everything else he was incredible for our younger listeners Duncan Edwards was the great young Manchester United player that sadly lost his life from the plane crash.

24:28Rangers, it's a big football club, isn't it? It's huge. Rob expectation. It's massive. You don't realise what it's like. I remember when Gazza was with the England squad, Gazza's like you're playing Mickey Mouse football. And I said, well, don't knock it. He ended up there himself. I said, don't knock it until you tried it. And when he tried it, he says, you're exactly right. It's special. It's so much attention. It's a national game. The press contingent is huge as well. and it's all over the newspapers, everywhere, radio and things like that. So when you play for Rangers or Celtic, you've got to be at your best every game because the opposition don't want to get beat 5 or 6-0 and they're going to try like bears to make sure that they don't lose and maybe even sneak a win.

25:11So you can beat Celtic on a boxing day or New Year's Day, then the next day you're playing something like Hibs or Motherwell or something like that and you could lose because you were so up for the Celtic game and then you couldn't get to that height again for the next game and therefore you got turned over. So there were pitfalls. You loved it up there, didn't you? Didn't you stay up there for years and years? Yeah, on and off, yeah. I'm the only Englishman in the Scottish Hall of Fame, so it's quite honest. Are you the only Englishman in the Hall of Fame? I think so, yeah, the only Englishman, yeah, which is unique.

25:43How were they when they deal with it, the Scottish football fans? Because there were a lot of English players, weren't they, at that point Graeme Souness brought quite a few in was there any kind of pushback at any stage from the fans going hang on a minute because you know there is a bit of rivalry between England and Scotland on the football side of things there were there were knockbacks and they came from not Rangers non-Rangers supporters Rangers fans loved it there'd be lots of crosses of St George about the Rangers fans because Rangers generally don't go and watch a lot of Scotland games.

26:22So, you know, they sort of cheer on the English boys when it comes to playing Scotland. And I remember being in the hotels. I was the owner of the hotel and I had to do the work, the evening shift on a Saturday night. And that Saturday was coincided with the England-Scotland game in the Euros and the Gaza goal. And I was on shift and then at night I went in and I'm thinking, well, thank goodness England won. So I was serving people and I looked at some of the people coming and they had all knocks and bloody noses and chips on their eyes and that so it looked like a lot of people are coming to the fight you know after a fight and I said to the boys to the guys I said well did you meet some English fans and all that sort of thing was there trouble and they said no no the trouble was from the Scotland fans because when they were Rangers fans I had no idea that and the guys had lobbed over Colin Hendry and scored the Rangers fans went oh what a goal because he was their player yeah and of course the other Scotland fans that weren't Rangers fans started fighting I bet they did it was like a war I'll bet you played with Gazza obviously with England and at Rangers how was he at Rangers just the same as he was everywhere else I didn't play with him at Rangers he was after you just after me but I would watch him a lot when it came to the radio or TV or something like that I'd do the Rangers games and I saw him I interviewed him at Parkhead after they'd beaten Celtic and that's when he came out with that statement about, you know, it's like it's not the game most football now.

27:53But he was lovely. I mean, the stories up there are legendary stories. And the Rangers fans absolutely adored him. Yeah. And he was crazy. But at the same time, what a player. He'll win a game on his own. And he did that frequently. We've all got one. What's your favorite Gazza story? The favorite Gazza story is, right, when Walter Smith's the manager now and Gazza's there and um one after training one day brian loudrop the great brian loudrop goes in to see wallace smith and he says we have a problem so well it's okay fine what is it he says paul gas going so he says well it says oh what's he done now he says well we go do training come back in gazzer comes back early gets his clothes up rushes into the shower has a shower we take our time and chat and then we eventually go into the shower so he says uh well what's the problem with that he He says, well, Gazza comes out, he says, and he gets dried, puts clothes on, and goes home.

28:49So he's, well, that's normal. He says, no, but they're my clothes. I'm so Gazza. I'm so Gazza. I'm so Gazza. That's amazing. He used to cut ties up and all that sort of thing. Oh, absolutely. Let's take a break there, and then we come back. We'll get a bit more Gazza at some point, a bit more Rangers, and definitely England. This episode is brought to you by Hotels.com. Booking your next hotel for a work trip or a weekend away to see your team play? With Hotels.com, each day brings you closer to rewards. Introducing the all-new 10 for 100 from Hotels.com is exactly what it sounds like. Stay 10 nights, get back£100 in Hotels.com cash to use on your next getaway.

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34:10Welcome back to The Rest of Football with certain Terry Butcher and me, Gary Lineker. Terry, what was your highlight at Rangers? I mean, you won a few trophies there, didn't you? Was it three titles, was it? Yeah, three titles in four years. I broke a few doors down, scored a few own goals. Did you break doors down? I did, yeah. Got charged as well by the police. Breach of the peace, but they dropped it eventually. I scored more goals past Chris Woods than any other Scottish striker. And I've got a criminal record as well. And I broke my leg. But apart from that... Yeah, Duncan Ferguson in disguise.

34:44I am, yeah. I had a great time. The highlight is, I think the first year when we won the title in 87, I went up in 86. To win a title, I hadn't won a title before, and you know what it's like. It's just incredible. Yeah, I do know what it's like not to win a title. Yeah. But you sort of take sort of like a yoke on your shoulders, the pressure, and when you win the title it's just lifted off you know you're happy as Larry so to win the first title that was the first time Rangers have won the title in nine years so they've seen a lot of people win it and now they were winning it and it was the English Revolution as you said and it was just a great time to be there it really was it was an excellent team at that point oh it was a good team Ray Wilkins was up there Graham Roberts Mark Walters some really good players yeah I mean you must follow obviously Scottish football because of your time there.

35:36I'd be interested to see what you made of the whole thing last week with Celtic sneaking the league over Hearts. I think it was a shame for Scottish football, wasn't it, that Hearts didn't win it? And that very dubious VAR decision probably cost them the target. You can't get rid of VAR now. It's there for good, but it's got to improve. I would have loved to have actually fingertipped the ball 20 yards into the stand. I know, exactly. I mean, the fingers, it must be so powerful as fingers, the head defender when he did it. I mean, anyone that's remotely followed football watch football would be I found it extraordinary but anyway but then back in I think it was 86 Celtic won the title and they had to beat St Mirren I think it was by about five goals to win it and the Hearts actually at that time they should have won it but they lost against Dundee and then St Mirren sort of not caved in but Celtic beat St Mirren the required total and they won it so they came with a really good late run to win it and they've obviously come this year with a really good late run to win it as well so fair play to them but the game was obviously was Celtic Motherwell and it was on live on the tv um and Rita my wife she says let's put it on see how they're doing do you not want to know and I went no I don't want to know I said because I can't work out who I want to win who I want to lose and I did the best thing and not watch it not watch it at all and of course you tune in later on yeah you knew what would So, yeah, it is heartbreaking when you lose a title.

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37:02And it's, you know, but it's great to see three teams involved in the title race. Much better. That is so much better. Good for Scottish football. Got a lovely segue here because you mentioned 1986. We also mentioned how far you can flick a ball with your hand. Shall we talk about England and World Cups? You know, we were part of them that World Cup, weren't we? And, you know, it was tough at the start. Do you remember Monterey, how hot it was? yeah it was I mean and again the teams are playing in Monterey this time around so and it was in the 40s 42 43 degrees centigrade I remember I mean it was murder wasn't it it was at altitude as well I think yeah yeah but you remember because we had the whole hotel didn't we and the waiters and the staff the staff were brilliant yeah they looked after us really well we didn't have a lot of drink there but what we used to do after the games remember we used to go up to that monastery oh yes we went up to the monastery and had a barbecue yeah So it was pretty grim the first game we played because we lost.

38:00And even more grim when we only drew the second game. And then it got better. But we had a great time there up there drinking all the, I think the Monk's beers or something like that. We had a great time. We enjoyed it. But it was the start we had was awful, wasn't it? Oh, well, it was tough. We played Portugal, didn't we, in the first game. And we got beaten. And then everything went wrong against Morocco, wasn't it? So, because Ray Wilkins got sent off for just kind of underarming the ball at the referee. It was a disgrace. I mean, and then Robbo did his shoulder. But we battled on for a draw.

38:34Then we had to beat Poland. Yeah. I can't remember what happened in that game. No, we fluked it, I think, didn't we? Somehow we got through. We sneaked through and then Taraguay. And then we played, obviously, Argentina. I think that's quite possibly one of the most famous games football ever played, if not the biggest game. I think maybe it was usurped by the World Cup final because of the stories of Messi and Mbappe and Skornautic and all that. And it was in Qatar four years ago. But I think that's probably the most, let's say, infamous game ever played. Yeah. And you had a really good view of Diego on both those goals.

39:11First one, I didn't see the handball, right? I didn't see it. You didn't see it? I didn't see it. I'm 15 yards away. I didn't see it. I was on the halfway line, obviously. Yeah. Yeah. You didn't see it, really? No, I didn't see it because I think Terry Fenwick and Glenn Hoddle and Peter Shilton ran past me, touching their hands and claiming the handball. And I thought, well, I'd better join in. Because I've only ever seen – well, we don't really talk about – you don't talk about after the game, did you see it or did you not? Everyone was going, it was handball. So I've always seen the images of you touching your hand.

39:41Yeah. So I presumed you'd seen it. No, no, no. I just followed suit sort of thing. I think the more that go around the referee and the more you might think about it, but he was adamant that it was a goal the Lions win was away running away and it was a goal and it was it was a shock wasn't it I mean it wasn't a great game the game was poor the first half was awful wasn't it but the conditions were tough the pitch was terrible remember how bad the pitch was shocking it was absolutely shocking we'd been there a year before hadn't we yeah we went there and it was it was poor then you sort of thought well they're going to get it better and they never did the dressing rooms were better but the pitch was awful but no there's no excuse because at the end of the day he got the second goal which I had a better view of.

40:20Twice. Thanks very much. Thanks very much. I've had therapy. I've had therapy for that. For that? Yeah, you did. No, I've had therapy. No, of course you're not. You've often said, well, Peter Shilton said as well, I think you were the two people that could never forgive him. No. I'm still not. Really? No. Well, he's gone now. Well, he's gone, yeah. No. It was one that, with my dad, especially being in the military, in the Navy, he taught me standards and taught me sort of morals. And this was, this broke that, broke the code sort of thing that you didn't do that. And if you did it, then you admitted to it.

40:55So I got away with it sort of thing because they don't replay the game. But he didn't do that either. And I'm just, that was so disappointing. It didn't spoil my memory of him being the best player I've ever played against because he was, but I actually had a doubt. But it was, it was sort of tarnished it. And people say to me, well, in the dressing room afterwards, what was the feeling? Well, I wasn't in the dressing room. I was in the drugs room. And then he came over and I just tapped my head or tapped my hand and just, you know, to say as if to say which one and he said it was his head. So he was a clever guy because at the end of the day, if he'd have said hand, I think I would have introduced him to my hand around his throat.

41:29You do surprise me. I would have strangled him, I tell you. I know. Yeah. I know. But the second goal, I mean, he was unstoppable, wasn't he really? Yeah. I mean, because we had the plan, didn't we, that we were trying whenever he got the ball that everyone, and whoever's closest would try. But rather like Messi, one-on-one he was almost impossible to stop yeah he was and he was he could low centre of gravity big thighs so he could move and he was really really the perfect sort of number 10 really but when he I think it was a foul was it a foul on Peter Beardsley or I think it was on Hoddle on Glenn Hoddle on just before he gets the ball just before he gets the ball and if VAR was around yeah we might have won that game 1-0 well that's about the only decision they could probably get correct they got it wrong anyway yeah but and then he came towards me and I saw Peter Reid on my right shoulder and I'm thinking it's Peter's there so I'll block the left off and let him go to the right but poor old Peter was chugging away.

42:25It was hard conditions I think he ran on fumes yeah so and then he's gone past me and obviously Peter and now he's going at Terry Fennec and then Terry Fennec had already been booked so he couldn't bring him down and then I'm just getting back and he goes past Peter's shoulder and now he's got the open goal and I'm thinking I can get this and I'm inches away from just touching the ball. Yeah, well, a lot of people thought for a while that maybe it was, you'd scored an own goal. I had people say to me, I think Terry Butcher scored that goal. I went, no, he didn't. It was the greatest own goal I ever scored in.

42:55I mean, the greatest own goal in football history if I'd have scored. No, I wish I had. You just see me in the TV, just banging my shin pads, like annoyed. I'm annoyed at myself. And I think if you look at the goal as a defender, you'd be like, no, I should have done much better than that. So there's two goals that he got that obviously decided the game. that he's so disappointed with. Obviously, the decision was wrong, but also he's not stopping that brilliance because it was a brilliant guy. And that's it. I mean, you can look at yourself all you like, but he was like... They're so difficult.

43:26They're so incredibly skillful. Such a brilliant football. But he was a very good passer of the ball as well. He'd tee up other players. So it wasn't just the individual skill. It was like a team skill. It's mad, isn't it? They're probably certainly the best two players I think in my lifetime. both Argentinian, both diminutive, both left-footed. Both left-footed, yeah. Both do everything. It's incredible. Incredible, really. We could do one or two of those as well, hopefully at some point. We could. Italia 90 was special. Our second World Cup, both obviously with Bobby Robson. That's the one thing I look back.

44:03I think we were, don't know about whether you agree or not, I think we were stronger in 90 than 86, I think. Yeah, I think we were. I think we were. Genuinely You know In 86 I thought we did reasonably well To get where we did And we could have You know We could have won that game But we didn't But I think 90 It's the one thing I look back on my career And just think God if only If only one won that Penalty shootout Because Then you Then you're within Touching difference Of football and immortality Yeah I had a question recently And someone said You know If you would change One thing in football What would you do And I'd say Win that semi-final Win the penalty shootout Win the penalty shootout Yeah That was You're off the field would you have taken one would you have been up for taking one if you'd have been no no no I wouldn't if I had to I would yeah but I was I took one penalty in my life professionally and I scored so I've got a better record 100 % record 100 % yeah I love it but I thought I was going to put it in the right hand corner because as you look at the goal because I'm left footed yeah and I saw the keeper move across to his left and I'm thinking oh no and I bumbled it into the corner of the other side worst penalty ever but it went in doesn't matter if they go in that's all that counts that's right So that counts.

45:12But yeah, I think we got so close, didn't we? And you ended up being captain in that tournament. Yeah, because Brian was injured. He went home early. And Shilts didn't want to do that. He wanted to be just concentrating on his game. So yeah, to lead the team out at a World Cup semifinal, there's only three people who have ever done that. And I'm one of them. So I was more worried about the rest of you boys following me out. Because I thought someone, if it was Stuart Pearce or somebody, would actually say, hold on, boys, let him walk out on his own. You know, that's the most embarrassing thing.

45:40when you just walk out on your own and you look around there's no teammates there. I thought they were going to do that. What, in the World Cup semi-final? Yeah. I don't think so much. I don't think we're late. That's a stupid thing that goes through your mind, doesn't it? Yeah. But I'm glad things go through your mind like that. Well, I'm going to, just before we finish, I'm going to ask you before we go as well about how do you think our chances are in the World Cup coming up. But I just want you to reassure me that the story that I told about you when we played Yugoslavia and we're in the tunnel.

46:09Because you know, your memory sometimes plays through it And you think, did that actually really happen? When you were shaking that cage between the two teams, Yugoslavia on one side, England on the other. I was at the back of the line. And you were going, shaking this cage. I'm a cage tiger. And I could see the fear in the eyes of the Yugoslavs. It was a tough race, obviously. Yeah, it was. We were 4-0 up in 20 minutes. We were, but we were held there. We were there for about five to six minutes. And that's a long time when you're in a tunnel with the opposition because you want to get at them.

46:40sort of thing so I had this thing about Cade's Tigers anyway I used to walk around the dressing room because you just sat there You do know the three lines not Tigers you do know but it's a story so don't worry about it but it's not correct but you would just sit there and just contemplate and all that you were so relaxed and laid back but I was tense and nervous but I wanted to get my adrenaline in at the right time anyway so I was on about Cade's Tigers and I'm the sort of anxious but I'm active as your sort of passive before games but it just bought into it everybody expected you to do it and all that sort of thing and it helped with the process but no yeah it was roughly right I'm happy with that side of the story but Tony Adams was in front of me I think and I started doing this and he did the same and then a lot of the England players they were doing the same as well I didn't no you wouldn't do that I think you were asleep at the time at the back but it's just one of those things that you look in their eyes and you say they've gone here already before the game started because that was a very big game for them.

47:40So it was great. Was it play a part? I don't know. But look, 4-0 up. In 20 minutes. I think it might, doesn't it? We'll never know, obviously. Did you score in that game? No. Oh! I would have mentioned it. I finished the game and I was disappointed. Of course it was. Because how can you be 4-0 and not score? I mean, it's dreadful. You're most famous. A little bit like I am for pointing at my head and saying worrying things about Paul Gasco and have a word with him. I think we both remembered for something to do with our heads more than perhaps what we did with the football. Sweden away. Yeah. Yeah.

48:180-0. 0-0. World Cup qualifier. We needed a draw, didn't we? I don't remember. Well, we didn't want to lose. No, that's it. I think they went through as winners, didn't they, of the group? So they were up-bogeyting. 0-0. Yeah. So we had one game to play after that, but it was important. And I was a captain, all white kit. And then I made the mistake in the first half, I think, and I've got a free header and I'm going to melt this and see if Gary can run and get it over the top. And then this little Swedish player, Ekstrom, I think it was, jumped up in front of me and I headed the back of his head.

48:52And he got stitches as well as me later on. But I knew it was a bad one because my hand was covered in blood. You know, you put your hand over the cut. And I'd had a few cuts in my career, but this was really bad. I wasn't in trouble, but I knew that I had to get treatment. which I did. And in the end, they bandaged it around as a stopgap, and that was taken off at halftime. But remember Doc Crane? Yeah, of course. Bless him, he's passed away now. I'm a doctor. He came in to stitch me, and there's not much flesh around the wound in my head and the forehead, and he was sweating. Whether it was the whiskey that he had upstairs, I'm not too sure.

49:24But he was sweating, and his hands were shaking as well because he knew that he had to get it done quick. And it was probably about two inches, three inches, and he only got five stitches in. they had seven eventually hence way more blood so I can still it's still going to come out with the blood so that's why we put a different shirt on and then went out and that was the same as the first half and at the end of the game all the photographers surrounded you in the dock it's really good on that and the images that one when you did the big eyes it was such a I mean it's like one of the most iconic photographic shots I think in football history I think people either put that picture on the dartboard or they put it in front of the fire to stop the kids going on it But I just, they saw them all there and I thought, well, I can get rid of them by one action and that's doing the eyes.

50:09Yeah. So they got their snap all around the world and then that was it. But I must have had a knock on the head because we got to the airport and I bought all the press a drink. What about that? What? It was expensive in Sweden. I don't know. My head up was concussed. Right, you really were concussed. Yeah. But if you buy the press contingent now, you need a mortgage on it because there's so many people. Yeah, and social media representatives. And everything else. Yeah. And dare I say podcasts. as well but yeah it must be it is slightly odd isn't it that I mean it's the same with me with the gas going thing it's the one question I get asked more than anything else really about my football career not the goals apart from shitting on the pitch well that was another one I thought you weren't going to say that but that was another one but all the goals and things you did it was you best remembered for pointing to your head and not best remembered for a bloodied head yeah crazy yeah but I think we we can remind people ourselves of our occasional good moment on the pitch England this summer can they win it can we do it we can do it yeah we can do it I think there's no real out and out favourites perhaps Spain and perhaps France you might say never right off Argentina but I think we've got a good chance and because there's not much expectation it sort of helps England in a way you know until it and you get the not-up stages and all that sort of thing there is less expectation I think than normal Why do you think that is?

51:34Because we've got a lot of good players. Yeah, I just think because of our record. We've done particularly well. But I think it's about picking the right blend in the team. And I think the squad is going to play a big, important part. Not just have 11, 12, 13 players that always play. You've got to mix it up a little bit with the heat and with everything else. And it's going to be so important, the substitutions. The substitutes have got to come on and make an impact. And we have players that can do that. So I think we've got a very good squad. It's about who you leave out in some respects as well.

52:03But I am confident. I wasn't before when Thomas Tugall was appointed, but I am confident now he'll get it right. Are you happy to have a German manager? No, but I'll back him. I didn't think you were going to back him. I want England boys. I want England lads there. But I'll back him because at the end of the day, he's in charge of a very good group of players. Terry, it's been an absolute pleasure talking to you. Before we finish, tell us what it's called. Butcher. Great. Butcher. Butcher, invisible wounds. The Butcher of Suffolk. watch it because it's it's a sad story in many respects particularly sad watching me play again but obviously then you've got hope at the end that's that hope that message we want to get across good laughs there's some nice laughs no there aren't I watched it and I really enjoyed it and I was so very moved by it and I think it's a great bit of television so I would also recommend everyone watch it thank you very much lovely to see you and you again just like old times that's it for this episode of Restless Football goodbye from me Thank you.

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Gary is joined by his former England teammate Terry Butcher to discuss his powerful new documentary, Butcher: Invisible Wounds. Terry opens up about the devastating loss of his son, Chris, and explains how sharing his story in the documentary has helped him cope with his grief and continue the healing process.

The pair also look back on Terry's remarkable football career, from the glory years at Ipswich Town and Rangers to his unforgettable experiences with England. They revisit some of the most iconic moments in English football history, including the infamous "Hand of God" match against Argentina, the Italia '90 World Cup campaign that saw England come closer than any side since 1966 to lifting the trophy and Terry's legendary blood-soaked performance against Sweden that became one of the game's most enduring images.

Butcher: Invisible Wounds airs on ITV4 on Tuesday 9 June at 10pm.

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