Mark Cavendish: An Intimate Conversation With The Greatest Sprinter In Cycling History

11 Dec 2023 · 1 h 12 min

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Episode Title

Mark Cavendish: An Intimate Conversation With The Greatest Sprinter In Cycling History

Overview In this episode, Rich Roll engages in a deep and personal conversation with Mark Cavendish, renowned as the greatest sprinter in cycling history. Mark shares his inspiring journey of triumph over career-ending setbacks, mental health challenges, and his remarkable comeback to the sport.

Key Points

Mark Cavendish's Career Highlights

  • Achievements:
  • 55 Grand Tour stage victories.
  • 34 stages of the Tour de France, tying the legendary Eddy Merckx record.
  • Career Challenges:
  • Suffered a debilitating crash and faced health issues including Epstein-Barr, depression, and disordered eating.
  • Overcame a five-year hiatus from elite competition and returned to win four stages at the 2021 Tour de France.

Mental Health and Vulnerability

  • Open Discussion: Mark candidly discusses his struggles with mental health and the stigma associated with it, especially within the competitive sports environment.
  • Perception of Mental Health: Initially viewed mental health issues as excuses; learned the importance of taking them seriously after experiencing his own struggles.
  • Support System: Highlights the crucial role of cognitive performance strategist Dr. David Spindler in his recovery, emphasizing the necessity of support from good people around him.

The Impact of Vulnerability

  • Documentary Reflection: Mark’s Netflix documentary "Mark Cavendish: Never Enough" has changed public perception, showcasing his vulnerabilities and journey, which has garnered overwhelming positive feedback.
  • Authenticity: Mark reflects on the authenticity required in sharing one's struggles, recognizing that being open about mental health can empower others to address their issues.

Relationship with Pressure and Success

  • Redefining Success: Discusses the shift in his relationship with competition and pressure, focusing more on joy and gratitude rather than solely on winning.
  • Goal Setting: Shares his new approach to goals, including the pressure to surpass Merckx's stage wins at the 2024 Tour de France.

Looking Ahead

  • Future Aspirations: Despite his accolades, Mark expresses a desire to continue improving and contributing to the sport, indicating that he will return for the next Tour de France.
  • Continued Love for the Sport: Emphasizes that his love for cycling remains intact, and he finds freedom and joy in riding.

Insights and Reflections

  • Growth Through Struggles: Mark's story reinforces the idea that personal and professional growth often stems from overcoming adversity.
  • Vulnerability as Strength: The episode illustrates how opening up about personal challenges can create connections and foster understanding in the larger conversation about mental health.
  • Positivity and Perspective: Mark advocates for a positive mindset, encouraging listeners to seek solutions to challenges rather than dwelling on negativity.

Conclusion Rich Roll and Mark Cavendish's conversation serves as a profound reminder of the resilience of the human spirit, the importance of mental health awareness, and the power of vulnerability. Their discussion is an invitation to embrace authenticity and seek joy in one's pursuits, regardless of the challenges faced.

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Additional Resources

  • Mark Cavendish's Documentary: [Mark Cavendish: Never Enough](https://www.netflix.com/title/81265129)
  • Rich Roll Podcast Links: [Rich Roll Podcast](https://richroll.com)
  • Support for Mental Health: Consider mental health resources and therapy options available through platforms like [BetterHelp](https://www.betterhelp.com) and others mentioned in the episode.

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1:49My job is to win.

1:57Mark Cavendish is the greatest sprinter in the history of cycling.

2:06Mark Cavendish, one of the most successful sprinters of all time. I'm still doing what I love as a job, but you forget that you're doing what you love as a job. Marc has won an astonishing 34 stages of the Tour de France. If you put it into the kind of context of what a race is, you learn from positives and negatives, don't you? I've had good luck before, bad luck now. That's life, that's bike racing, you know? How are you feeling about the season that lies ahead? Yeah, good. If I do everything I can do to the best that I can do it, then I'm happy. There's a pressure to winning, and it's how you deal with that that is the biggest factor between first and second.

2:46There's so many little things about a sport that just make it just beautiful. It's a different kind of race this year. Thanks so much for doing this, man. It's a pleasure to meet you. I'm honored that you made the time. I can't imagine how you feel right now. You were in Japan yesterday. Yeah. I don't know what time it is for you right now, but you did a criterium, like Sunday, right? Today's Monday. Yeah. It's so weird, like, leaving Japan and then arriving here before I left. It's like being in a sci-fi movie. Right. You know, I've never, like, skipped a day. Normally, it was between you and I, so.

3:26Yeah. We'll see how long we go before I'm, like, hitting the microphone. We'll go easy on you, man. We're all friends here. And we're in this very unique auto garage because you couldn't make it across town, so I'm glad we could accommodate it. I know you do. I mean, obviously you do a ton of media, but you haven't done a ton of this kind of media, these types of podcasts. So, you know, I appreciate you being open to it. That's no problem. I don't actually do that much media anymore. Really? We have media commitments. We have to do round racing, but I don't really do even that much media anymore, really.

3:58How has the Netflix documentary being out there kind of changed how people interface with you? Like average people who aren't gearheads. Do you know what? Like it, it thrown me because it's been so overwhelmingly positive. Like nothing's ever really happened to me positive without something negative to kind of counterbalance it, you know? And it's been quite overwhelming. Like I wanted to just lock myself in the garage for two months because like I just said, like, ah, you're waiting for it. Okay. Can't be something good without. The backlash. Yeah, and then I think mostly was like quite laying myself bare.

4:37You know, as a sports person, I guess the best way to describe it is you play a character, don't you? You know, like not necessarily two fans and that, but your rivals, you know, especially as a sprinter, there's a certain stereotype that goes with that. And it's a lot of mind games as well as physical. I just lay my real self out there, flaws and all. It's quite, I feel a bit exposed actually, you know, like not in a viral, it's not like, oh, terrified, but I just kind of wanted to close myself off from the world. That's interesting. I mean, I think two observations on that. The first thing is just your openness to even doing it.

5:17Like I was curious if that decision was made when you thought you were going to retire, because it's one thing to do something like this post career, to open yourself up and to be vulnerable on that level. You know, sort of like how Beckham did recently with his thing, but for you to be still in the sport and like reveal a side of you that perhaps there's an aspect of your competitive nature that wishes, you know, people didn't know. It's not surprising that you feel that way. But I also think my second observation is that that is an extension of all the work that you've done on your mental health to feel okay about putting that out there like this exploration and vulnerability and realizing that it doesn't need to negatively impact your performance and in fact you know evidence has shown that it's made you stronger and more resilient and has contributed to your longevity in the sport yeah that's true we've talked about the stuff with the film with everything that happened in the film it's quite organic actually like actually when we decided to do something it was kind of before all that stuff happened and then just it completely changed because all that happened oh so it's been going on for a long time yeah making it yeah there's a lot more impact with it now anyway than what we're just being a sure highlights of my career really do you know yeah i mean it's a documentary about mental health that's what it is especially now it's talked about a lot more which is which is great so you you don't mind it there actually like the biggest thing i say is that from my personal view of mental health like before i suffered i thought it was an excuse you know like in fact there's actual things i see in some of my competitors in the past that if i knew then what i know now like i perhaps preyed on problems that some of my competitors had without knowing like i said i thought just snap out of it like like what's wrong with you like i'm not glad i i i suffered and suffer like i wouldn't wish it on anybody but at least i can understand and not just someone that wasn't thought about it i really thought was an excuse yeah just pull yourself up yeah out of the gutter what's your problem exactly on your mind move forward exactly so now i can really talk about it with experience like take it seriously like i for one was not one that not not i wasn't even didn't think about it i just didn't take it seriously at all as somebody who's who's been doing this for a very long time i'm sure you've gotten really good at figuring out what your competitors weaknesses are you're going to exploit those physically but like how can you exploit those mentally right with you know how you're interacting with these people uh does it does it make you less inclined to do that or are you still able to kind of deploy that no a lot less like cliched smack talk say do you know which was something i employed quite a lot in the past i just don't do it now just any negative negativity is as a whole do you know when they say like when you when you're a kid like you make yourself better to be better don't make people worse for you would be better.

8:34Like it's that on a grown-up level, I guess. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Do you know what I mean? I mean, you're a grown-up, you know? And you actually seem like a much happier person, like a more grounded person. You're approaching the sport more from a perspective of joy and gratitude than just being like on that like edge where winning is everything. And it's so interesting that the documentary is called Never Enough, right? Like I'm sure your definition of that has changed from, you know, how you might've thought of that in earlier years yeah i have to kind of think back and think what i was thinking it's hard to do that because it's just you yeah you know like when you when you have to kind of explain who you were it was just you so you don't really know you just know like with everything in life like with a race if you put it into the kind of context of what a race is you learn from positives and negatives don't you if you win even though you've won you might still have made mistakes or you might have done something new and you learn you you you put that into into play the next time you go out and more importantly when you don't win like you learn from from what you did wrong and try and put that into practice next next time and life's a lot like that i guess um you learn the older you get the wise you are of course the best thing for for learning moving forward is making mistakes you know or or doing things maybe you know you don't necessarily regret them but maybe you think back I would have done that different and then you have kids as well and yeah that changes that changes yeah exactly exactly what life is all about and why you do things and I don't know I don't know if it's growing up or it's what I've been through or what but I'm just like I used to harbor negativity and actually it served me quite well sometimes because that it created a fire but I tell you you feel a lot lighter if you just don't harbor negativity negativity towards people or towards something you've done or right but it's scary to let go of that it's a very reliable fuel source you know and it served you well it's part of the equation this is how I win right and the prospect of like hey you're gonna have to let go of that if you want to get over this hump and continue to race and you're going to have to find a new fuel source i would imagine that's terrifying for anybody who's who's acclimated to kind of that perspective yeah just just enjoy it it's kind of it sounds so silly it sounds so simple so cliched but if you can enjoy and appreciate every pedal rev it makes everything worthwhile with what you're doing like i get to do what I love as a job you know and when I first turned professional I realized that but very quickly you know I was world champion I won everything I did and you forget that and I'm still doing what I love as a job but you forget that you're doing what you love as a job my job is to win you know and that's kind of I want to win for sure but that pressure is put from an outside entity, you know?

11:50Right, right, right, right. So you're just so, literally like a month ago, you just announced that you weren't retiring and you were coming back. So how much of that decision is about like the joy piece? Like I love what I do. I love riding my bike. I love the camaraderie and being at these races versus the Project 35, got to get that win and get my name up on the record boards. I have the record for most stage wins. like i'm enjoying with it yeah you know i have it i'm not taking anything away from yeah you set a goal you try and achieve it hopefully you do achieve it i don't want to be like a non-playing character and just ride around the pillow and that's not fair on anybody you know everything i do is always i want a purpose for it within everything i can control if i do everything i can do to the best that I can do it then I'm happy if I know I just work hard put myself in the best position to win and I chose made the decision to retire actually just because I was happy again like I lost so much love for what I was doing I guess like I forgot why I was doing it and i wouldn't say i'd have ever been bitter but if you start a career with a love of something you've done your whole life you want to finish your career with that yeah and finally i've got that again and uh it was like wow it's perfect stuff like fortunately i crashed at the tour de france and that is what it is i was like i've had good luck before bad luck now that's that's life that's bike racing, you know?

13:30Yeah, yeah, yeah. It was all sort of lined up for you last year. The crash took you out. By your own words, your motivation was super high and you were very positive about your prospects and how you would do. So now here we are the next year. The Tour de France course was just unveiled. Like, how are you feeling about the season that lies ahead? Yeah, good. We'll start now. And it's to say I've done it 20 times. So I know what to do. and it's quite nice actually like no one i can build towards july like it was strange for a few years that you had to fight for your place in the team to get even get to july so that would affect your preparation if you have to fight fight in quotation marks but if you have to prove yourself to go to the tour within team so there's eight riders from team go to the tour de france and there's 30 riders in a team so you have to prove yourself sometimes like for most part of my career it was a given i go the tour so i do the best thing i can to prepare for the tour de france for july and there was these few years like where i had to just try and get in the team to go the tour yeah and to do that you need results and that affects your whole preparation for the tour because you're going to races okay you want results in every race you go to but obviously you can't specifically train because you're preparing for a race because you don't want...

14:56It's hard to... If I train hard before a race, like I'm not going to do the best I can in the race. It's a tapering period. It's not the train and it gets you better. What are you really angling for? And this year, it's all about the tour. So you don't have to worry yourself with all of these early season races. And you've got a whole team that's lined up and organized around your success this year, which is different. That's a new thing. You put it a lot more eloquently than I can. Yeah, but the other thing is a little different is that you meet your demons, a couple amazing people come into your life to resuscitate what everyone at that point believes to be game over for you.

15:37And at the last minute, you're selected for the tour in 2021. There's really no pressure on you because nobody expects anything from you. And you have had this experience of weathering your mental health journey and kind of coming out on the other side of that and entering that race with a kind of newfound perspective. Before, it wasn't anything if I won, because I won. It was big if I didn't win. All I could do was lose before, whereas now, I really get the sense, both from myself, the people close around me, my wider fans, that it's just a bonus. Do you know what I mean? And it's a nice target to have, to stand alone stage into the Tour de France.

16:22But it's like... Your identity is not hinged on how you're going to perform. Whereas before, it was a failure if I didn't win. There's not many sports people that that happens to. It's a failure if they don't win. You lose more than you win. If you have a tennis match with one player versus one player, you have a 50 % chance of winning. And you have 200 bike riders on a 200-kilometer circuit with variables that are just infinite, your chances of winning significantly reduce. My team boss, Alex Vinokurov, he was Olympic champion in London. He had a big crash the year before. He should have retired.

17:01And he's like, I'm going to win the Olympics. And I was favorite for that race. And he won. And as a boss, he's incredible because he says, look, we try. That's it. All we can do is try. We put the work and we do what we can do. And he's 100 % right. If we do everything we can do and someone's better, it doesn't happen, it doesn't happen. If we do everything we can do, we put ourselves in the best chance of winning. And I think if we do what we do, then the chances of winning are quite high. It's got to be different to have a former rider, especially of his caliber as the team manager, as opposed to just a manager who wasn't a rider.

17:44they have a different lens on it you feel the difference with a champion there's riders i talk in second speaking you can talk about it a lot more broader but in second speak you have riders you have good riders when they win and and you have people that win a lot you know and it's hard to win you know there's a lot of riders always second and third which is good like i said out with a peloton of nearly 200 riders. Getting consistently second, third is good. The difference between getting consistently second and third and winning, to get a win, it's crazy difficult.

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23:34What is the difference when you look at good versus great? Like what is the differentiator mentally? I mean, obviously everybody's training incredibly hard and they're all gonna, you know, sort of have watts in the same range and all of that, but racing's different. It's dealing with pressure. was always my answer will always be my answer it's your ability to deal with pressure it might be pressure from someone else it might be pressure from yourself but there's a pressure to winning and it's how you deal with that there's a biggest factor between first and second so how is your relationship with pressure changed i never really felt it anyway it's more dealing with the aftermath of that pressure that was always that that's changing what i did if it went well obviously i'm i'm elated like throwing a bouncy ball in a room you know whereas the other way i probably was angry or just over emotional the other way you know lashed out at myself or other people you know and uh wouldn't sleep at night going over what happened what happened what happened what happened things like that whereas now it's there's not really that like holding on to it you move on straight away is is what it is isn't it how much of that is a result of the work that you've done on your mental health with david spindler and the people that came into your life at the lowest moments yeah it's everything to do with it i think it was just learning what's important like we didn't do so much work as such like david was really good at he's obviously explained it to me after but he he dropped something in like a a cue for me to to work it out myself i didn't know he was doing that things are going off the rails you're not winning you've got epstein barr you got no energy you couldn't make the time cut in the tour de france You had to drop out.

25:32You sink into this depression. You sort of allude to some disordered eating patterns also. And it's a pretty dark hole that's starting to impact your marriage. Like your whole life feels like a house of cards that's falling in on itself. And this guy, David Spindler, comes out to the Isle of Man, right? And hangs out with you and just seems like he's just trying to understand you and get to know you. and it would appear from watching the documentary that a big part of the way in towards solving this problem was helping you reconnect with the joy that brought you into cycling in the first place like when you go to the field where you first learned how to ride and he starts to understand and see that that's what you need to recapture in order to rebuild yeah make me just realize why i ride my bike it's as simple as that and getting you over the the hump on this idea that maybe you need and could accept some help right like this idea that mental health is actually a thing that was a pretty big hurdle yes how do you crack you open on that one i knew something was wrong it was when like i went and got all the tests the doctor helga he's someone i trusted so much i want to talk about everything that i felt but the irony is i didn't feel anything you try and think back and it's like thinking back into a just an abyss really do you know it's quite strange just being numb and like losing that enthusiasm for life and it's different to being sad do you know i think what i used to not understand i used to think you just you're just sad like it's not sad it's a good way to describe it is you're sad but you're not sad it's not for you it's not anything it's quite easy to see somebody who maybe they themselves don't know something's wrong it could be quite easy to dismiss them as like feeling sorry for themselves but they're not yeah yeah i wonder like in your case how much of it is like a brain chemistry thing like there's something broken in the wiring that needs to get you know figured out and reconfigured on the one hand.

27:53And then on the other hand, this idea that your identity is so wrapped up in being a champion, somebody who always wins. And when suddenly that's not happening, like there's an identity crisis. Like who am I? Or my purpose is to win races and I'm like a machine for victories. And when that's no longer the case, like - It's hard for me to dissect that because it's obviously observations from the people around me. Do you know? You don't feel like that at the time. I didn't feel like that. I still kind of don't feel like that, that I had an identity that went because I couldn't do it. I'm just me.

28:30I don't know any different how I know, you know? It's more observations from the people knowing me, you know? Like, how do it make sense? And I wholeheartedly agree with what they say. Unfortunately, I can't analyze it. Right. But what were some of the things that you began to do that started to, you know, allow you to claw out of it? or start to see the light. People around you, the be-all and end-all. Like, I'm very lucky that I had some very good people around me, you know, that were patient and just, you know, helped me put things in perspective, really. Beyond your wife, your family, the two people that come to mind beyond Spindler are Vazi, who comes in as your coach, and you seem to immediately resonate with him and it feels like he understands you and has a way of communicating with you.

29:25He's just straight. I've always appreciated someone that's just straight. Okay, you learn as you're older. You can be straight and still be diplomatic. I could say, you did that wrong. Doesn't help anyone. You might do something wrong. Instead of just going, you did that wrong. That's it. What do you gain from that? there's no point saying a negative without some sort of solution you know something you did you did that wrong you maybe could have done that there and it would have gone this way instead of that you know it's the same thing but it's a positive in how you say it and uh i've learned to do that by still being straight and vas he was straight with me it's quite refreshing to have someone that just tells you straight you know and did he also he brought a different kind of structure to your training like the physical part of it also you brought our structure to my training yeah i've had a structure before really with that much time that i had away from cycling really you lose your physical ability as well you know so that takes a time to build up i've been professional by that point over a decade like and uh the resilience and that you build up over that time is compounded from years and years of kilometer after kilometer after kilometer and having a big block off.

30:43It's like retiring and coming back from retiring. It doesn't just happen. You have to work. And I think he was able to do that. I still don't like training structure. I don't like how we train. I'd rather go out and ride. But I understand it. How has that change and evolved as you're aging up? Like in terms of recovery and just being really precise and intentional about your workouts? Is that more important than it used to be? are you still able to bounce back? No, the sport's changed as well. Yeah. So you have to be more dialed now. When I started Helios Sports Science, there wasn't the data there is now to collect.

31:26So basically you turn professional if you won races as an amateur, that's it. Now the majority of the Pellon, they never won a race as an amateur. They're just, you can see physically from the data that they're strong. so everybody's strong not necessarily good bike riders but strong so like the speed is just ridiculously high the bikes are faster so the speed's higher and just everyone's strong yeah everyone so you have to level up in terms of your training yeah because i'm not very good i'm not like like really ride your bike around yeah old school style yeah really coffee rides i'm not do some tempo, call it a day.

32:10I'm actually a bit of a runt in cycling. You know, I just ride my bike a lot. But there's a whole generation of cyclists coming up who, to your point, incredibly strong, power to weight, all that kind of stuff, super dialed. They understand the technology. There's all these gadgets and trackers and there's no end to the amount of data you can collect and kind of mine to get better. But at some point, that doesn't replace experience or, you know, I mean, frankly, like the balls to race, right? Like all of that stuff is more instinct and experience. Yeah, instinct more. You still have to work out.

32:46You set a plan before and you can know. The more you can go over something, the more you do something, the more it becomes instinct you do without thinking, you know? Yeah, and that's a benefit of age, I guess. Yeah. You've had many scenarios before. I do want to like indulge you with one thing. I want to show you something. Can I show you a clip? Yeah.

33:21That's an amazing moment, man. Yeah, it's nice. What does it bring up for you to watch that now? I mean, you're so emotional. It's just this amazing catharsis where, you know, everything that led up to that, you know, finally you could kind of let it go.

33:47Just like my wife Peter said, just holding on. It was just finally letting go of that hold on. Like it might never have come. Might not have won there and then might never be able to let it go. Do you think about that? No. Had things gone just a little bit differently, you might not have had that opportunity. Not at all because they didn't. You know, like we'd done everything we possibly could within our control to do it, you know. That's all you can do. And fortunately, made for a successful race. It sounds quite unromantic to how I talk about it. It's as simple as that, really. Like, just couldn't let go there and then.

34:33like and it did happen like that and that's why it went like that yeah you know did you just feel lighter and the confidence was there like the rest of the tour after kind of yeah you know breaking that seal became easier and more joyful i wouldn't say i felt lighter because i didn't feel pressure anyway going into that wasn't like i had everything to gain and nothing to lose it you know so it wasn't like I felt any pressure go because there was none there anyway but I definitely felt the confidence after that and I felt the confidence that the boys had as well and that is a massive factor it's always been a massive driving factor in my performance is how committed my teammates are you know you don't necessarily have to be the strongest but if you're committed you're probably better at everyone else it's another cliche strong team is way stronger than a team of strong people it feels like your team this year going into the tour is very strong you've got your lead out sorted you've got Vinikorov supporting you you've got Vazi you've got all the elements right so that must feel good got committed boys which is nice and lads that know me, know I work.

36:01I always think you get a good sense of how a team's going to perform by not how they are on the bike, but how they are at the dinner table. So where we go, we stay in hotels, and not quite often you'll have two, three, four teams in the same hotel of a night, and it can change which teams you're with. and it's too complicated going how they do the hotels. But I always think normally a team will go to dinner about the same time, finish dinner at the same time. The teams that stay longest after they finish eating at the dinner table are usually the most successful teams as a rule of thumb. Yeah, yeah.

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36:45But the difference between your sport and a lot of other sports is you're not training with these guys day in, day out. Yeah, it's a mad sport like that. Yeah. And even that, there's only one guy crosses the line. And you've got to be simpatico with your lead out. So I'm smaller than most of the guys as well. So I have to trust where we're there going. And that's built on a lot more than just being on the bike. And I'm fortunate to have some of the best, most helpless people in the sport during my career. I'm very, very fortunate for that. it is such a weird thing though because most of the training you're probably doing alone right but that's nothing like the racing and nothing like the teamwork required to you know for you to be successful and your teammates to be successful you come together for these camps and then you see each other at races it's mad and can you imagine it doesn't make sense actually can you imagine being a lead out guy where you know you've got a train you've got to make yourself vomiting training by going hard so that you could go and make somebody else cross the finish line first okay the team's winning there's only one rider has their name on the yeah for me that's incredibly special for guys that know their job is to sacrifice themselves for somebody else and they'll go out and hurt themselves at home just so they can hurt more to support you in the race like it blows my mind yeah there really isn't any other sport like that nah it's what's so beautiful about this sport there's so many little things about this sport that make it just beautiful you know when you look at the layout for this year's tour like where's your head at in terms of it's a different kind of race this year it's not ending in Paris with the Champs -Élysées you're in Italy for part of it it's a very challenging course yeah for all riders but for a sprinter like you don't choose whether you're a climber or a sprinter it's a physiological makeup that defines if you can go uphill fast or not it doesn't matter how much i trained if i only trained on hills i'd still be last up a hill or one of the last i just wouldn't be very fast in a sprint yeah next year's tour de France is very hard for anybody that can't go uphill decent.

39:13Like it's always hard, you know, it's never easy. It's never easy to make a time court to finish. It's never easy to put into perspective. The last group on the road on a mountain day, which is normally my group, we would finish a stage in a faster time than the winner of what's called like tap to tour, which is a grand fond or massive amateur event. that does one stage of the Tour de France. Yeah. You get ringer amateurs out for that. Yeah. But it's a whole different tier. Yeah. It's not just a level above. It's a complete other level above. And then there's the gap between you being in that final group coming over the hill versus whoever's taking that stage.

39:59That's a huge time gap too. Yeah. Look, sometimes it's like we're never going easy. and talking you're never doing that but sometimes it's not as close as it might see say we're likely to lose 38 minutes in that one stage on the on the winner but the time limit is 45 minutes we're idiots if we only finish at 38 minutes and not right 44 yeah yeah yeah because you're not it doesn't matter yeah it's really quite done it's calculated now you can work out what the winner will do and then you work out how many watts per kilo you have to do on each climb how much time you lose on each climb and then you can work out the overall time you'd lose so you can you can kind of ride to a yeah you still have to be able to do that and it's it's a lot higher than even your average amateur cyclist would be able to do.

41:04It's quite calculated. It's just, it's... It's a math equation, you know, for you. You know exactly, yeah, and you've got, it's about efficiency because you're looking at, you know, the whole event and where you're going to make your mark. It's not going to be on the hill. Exactly, I might be taking the show away from the commentators. You know, they have to make a story about how to make it exciting, but it's not that exciting. How much he's hurting at the back, right? You're just like, no, I'm doing this on purpose because I got, you know, in three days, I got this other stage that I'm thinking about.

41:30There's times when we're fighting to make the limit. There is. I can't deny that. But it's not that often. Yeah. But it's still fucking hard every single day. Right. The grind of like doing that day in and day out and having done it for 20 years. Like I can't imagine. And it's a loneliness to be fair. Yeah. Like even though you're not talking, you're not riding, if you're in a big bunch, there's so much going on that you're thinking about that. Because any little thing and you go down. When you're on your own, all you're thinking about is the pain in your legs. And that's actually hard. It becomes a mental thing rather than a physical thing, if that makes sense.

42:08Because it's all you have to concentrate on. You have nothing else to concentrate on. And it's that day in, day out of loneliness when you think everybody else is. For me, that's always the hardest thing to overcome. If you go on social media and kind of scroll through, you know, the sort of fitness influencer ecosystem, you see a lot of people talking about gadgets or some kind of supplement or this new recovery modality or that. My sense, though, of all the kind of super elite performers at the highest level of their sport do very little or any of that whatsoever. It's like you train hard, you eat what you need to eat, you go to bed early, you're with your family, you try to see your friends when you can.

42:56And that's basically it. Is that your approach? It's a very old school approach, but my sense is that that's how you kind of do it. Yeah. Obviously, there's big sacrifices, but it's pretty straightforward life. It's harder for somebody that, like I said, it's my job. I get to do what I love as my job. That's all I have to do as a job is ride my bike. But at the same time, in fairness, it's another year of having to get out there in the freezing cold and the rain, like ride by yourself and all of that, like to maintain kind of the level of motivation that you need to keep doing that. It's like it's not an easy life, even at your level.

43:39No, but still get to ride my bike. Yeah, that's true. you know like okay you would like the choice to not go out if you didn't want to go out but quite like going out there will obviously be times when i'm not going to be loving it but i still every day know i'm lucky to do what i do every single day at the end of of this year so there's no pronouncement about whether you're going to keep going or not no like are you playing that year by year i don't know really but i'm old now like i'm racing with you'll be 39 i'm racing right yeah and i'm racing with lads who whose dad i race with yeah i race with their dads you know there's a few of them that they're only a year older than my eldest boy you know it's it's like how do they treat you in the peloton like what is their relationship with you as the old guard i don't know really like i'd only be looking at from my perspective but i'm asking like today pagaccia like he's won the twitter friends two times my five-year-old is like his biggest fan and he like signed jerseys and stuff for him so i'm asking him for a signed jersey and stuff like that so it's kind of a bit 25 right he's like 25 years old yeah he's a good kid like brilliant kid that lad just i don't know they're still my competitor if and when you you decide to you know call it a day for good what does life look like like would you have a sense of what you would do where you would invest your energy i don't i stay in the sport that's yeah that's for sure i'm quite happy with my team stana kazakhstan so manager maybe in the future i hope so something like that yeah we'll see i just love it i love teaching i love camaraderie being with my teammates you know what the only one thing that i don't like about my job having to get dressed to go for breakfast i thought you were gonna say coming and doing podcasts like this hotels like if you go away on holiday it's nice to be in a hotel you don't have to do your washing make your bed make your breakfast or dinner and it put when you spend 78 percent of your year in a hotel room honestly like it's so nice to be at home and not have to get dressed at breakfast.

46:12Just go down in my underwear and just make a coffee. You still have to share a room at races? Yeah, it depends what team you're in, really. But I like to share a room. I always have. I climb the walls if I'm on my own. I like to chat, joke, talk about the day, talk about other stuff. I like company in the room. It means a single bed instead of a double bed, but yeah, I like that company really. Yeah. The other crazy thing that happened to you is this situation where your house was robbed and these people broke into your house. And from what I read, what I understand, like a guy like held you at night, had like a knife to your neck.

46:56Wasn't anything I wish on anybody. I can't. I mean, I can't imagine. Three of them have been convicted. Right. But there's still one guy who's at large. They can't track him down. Yeah, but you just did a good job, really, you know. It wasn't the nicest night, that's for sure. I mean, I can't even wrap my head around that, you know, what that must have been like. Yeah, not nice. Like, especially it stays with you a long time after. Especially when my boy was three at the time in the room in bed. I'd had a crash a few days before. I had a collapsed lung. so I'd been in intensive care a day or so a few days later my wife had come to pick me up she drove me home and yeah so I was in bed a bit a bit bad middle of the night they came in and they beat me pretty bad but I'm pretty happy I was there you know like I had a friend who was away and they tied his wife and kid up, you know, and went in his house.

48:06The same guys? I don't know. I don't think so. I don't know. But I count myself lucky. Yeah, that's... Do you know what I mean? Sorry that that happened. I can't say how to mess.

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50:00With all that you've kind of accomplished and all the growth that you've experienced. How do you think about like the young Mark? There's a couple of things, but I think I'd say something, but then would that affect, you don't know which way you go with it. One, don't trust people like I was just completely trusting. And that leaves yourself quite open to be, you know, really burnt, you know. Like be a bit more, don't open yourself too quickly with people. That's something. but yeah stay humble I think I know when I was younger could have been a little bit more humble at times and I wish I had been I seem like talking about before like when I like smack talk using somebody's what I perceived as mental weakness against him yeah but I didn't know you know yeah it's not an excuse but at least i also you're you're winning everything right so what does that do to a young mind when when you trust people that aren't going to tell you right someone needs to hit you around the head and say stop that right you know who's giving you the honest feedback you didn't have that when you needed it early no not really when i was pro you know why it's quite common in professional sports it's like that you know you're a product the end of the day like it's entertainment you're a product you know like as a person you're human but as a sports person you're a commodity you know yeah we could see this person you know what i mean i was so happy with how they did that like it wasn't my film i didn't have editing rights and that on the on the film you know and i really believe the director alex the producers pitch Netflix I'm so happy they didn't make it look all shiny and like they really showed flaws and how shit I can be as a person but also how vulnerable I can be as a person you know they really showed showed that I was quite humbled that they did that really do you know well I think that's why it works you know and I think that's why it's meaningful and I think that you know I I mean, first of all, I commend you for opening yourself up to be available for that type of narrative and conversation.

52:25You could have easily said, I'll revisit this when I'm done with cycling. You know what I mean? I did. No, it was quite hard to film some of it. And Alex, the director, was super patient, like really, really, really patient. And I think... he was incredible to be able to open up to like that and how he stayed like that and just let me do it because it's hard to talk about as well like trying to analyze struggles you have can kind of put you in a dark place again you know and you don't mind if you can share your experiences and maybe somebody relates to it it's worth doing then you know When you do too much and you can talk negatively, it can spiral you down, you know?

53:22Well, I think it's also an important piece in a larger conversation around, like, elite athletics and mental health. It kind of pulls the veil on this idea that somebody like yourself or, you know, high performer X, Y, or Z, they're immune from these sorts of conditions and they operate differently than normal people when in fact, like the pressures are very real and you're human just like everyone else. And you giving voice to this gives other athletes permission to do that. Because as you know, like everyone is in this situation where they feel like if they're vulnerable, like that's gonna really harm their career.

54:06Like if they let anybody know that they're actually hurting, that's a chink in the armor that they don't want their coach to know, they don't want their competitors to know. It might not bode well for them getting re-signed or whatever it is. Unfortunately, even if it's not just them thinking that, it is detrimental because there's a lot of people that don't understand. Right. Unfortunately, it's like that. It can be hard for an athlete or a non-athlete to deal with their demons or deal with what's going on or know there's something wrong be able to do something about it that's one that's the struggle in itself but when there's other people making decisions based on the perception of you that you you can't it's actually more detrimental like if you're trying to fight against something like exactly what i was doing it wasn't like i was trying to fight against what was going on with me i was having a battle against It's obstacles we're putting away.

55:11And that's the problem that unfortunately you're facing when it's universally misunderstood, like mental health. And it's not to feel sorry for someone. I never want anyone to feel sorry for me. Why would you feel sorry? It's not something that's good or bad. It just is. But it's an understanding that you don't need to put obstacles in the way making it harder than it already is to come out and talk about these things and I think the uninformed view of what happened to you when you were in your lower moments is listen he had a good career but it's not happening anymore the train is moving on and Mark will figure it out and do something else with his life but the people who thought that have never done anything that I've done so how could they put themselves in a position to think that that was always my thought process how can they say if i can do it or not because they've never done anything that i've done do you know no i understand and but they were the ones stopping me showing them right that makes sense i'm not showing them doing it it was like you try and go forward and you for every step you do and you have to push the door is being shut like we don't want we don't want to hear about it and your your whole thing was like you don't go from being the best in the world to suddenly like being shit and not being able to do it like something's wrong you can decrease But they were saying, listen, you're old, whatever, like blah, blah, blah.

56:39Like we're done with you as opposed to, well, let's try to understand what Mark is saying here. And the fact that, you know, good people came into your life who honored that and you went on this journey with them, came out the other side and proved like indeed there was something wrong with you. addressed it with the physical stuff, the Epstein-Barr, but also the mental stuff and came out counterintuitively having to deal with vulnerability and mental health and all these things that you probably thought were weaknesses coming out, not just stronger, but a more fully actualized person who's happier in their life and more grounded and can connect with gratitude and all these sorts of things that you put blinders on as an athlete to perform and realizing that, oh, that's a more sustainable source of strength for me that can power me through many more years and great successes is a really powerful contribution to how people understand not just mental health, but like athletic performance.

57:39And I think you've also sidestepped whatever kind of existential crisis you might have had in the wake of retirement thinking, well, what am I going to do now? I'm used to this like super, you know, exciting, high level, rare kind of life that nobody gets to experience, I'm probably not going to be able to have those kinds of peak experiences. Like, how do I make sense of my life? Whether you're Michael Phelps or somebody else who's coming out of a career where their identity and their whole like kind of way that they operate is based on that to suddenly being a civilian, you know, precipitates more than a few, you know, mental health crises in like high performing athletes.

58:20Yeah, but in all fairness, I've had an idea and got into like plans in motion of what i'm doing after i never want to just stop and like it is always you think your dream is to stop i've worked i've been doing this since i was a kid i'm enjoying my life now or like athletes are driven that's why they're athletes you know it's not just athletes are driven yeah many many people are driven i need something a goal It doesn't matter what it is. I need that. I just need one that allows me more time with my kids, really. Cycling takes up a lot of time. The other weird thing about cycling is that in other sports, especially really grueling ones, when an athlete finally retires, they're like, I'm done with that.

59:09I don't need to do that. Cyclists always continue to ride. They stay connected to the sport. Their love affair with the bike doesn't go away, which I think is unique and interesting. It's so dynamic cycling. Like you can do it competitively as a sport. You can do it to keep fit on any level, spinning or ultra riding or part of a triathlon. You can use it as a mode of transport. You can do it with your family. Kids go out and play in the street and just riding a bike is just so dynamic. you got no you can go at what speed you want to go at you know social too exactly yeah you can go out on your own or with people like you said like socially you can go for as far you want as fast you want healy flat it's so you're free i always felt free on a bike right that's why i did i still feel free now like i think if i'm not doing vaz's efforts like interval sessions i'm just thinking on my bike if you run too slow you're walking no do you know what i mean like bite like okay you fall off you can choose the speed you do like it's brilliant like you know you'll always ride yeah yeah i'll always ride i'm not doing a triathlon though i'd like to see you swim though no mate no like i was at the world ironman champs in neeson oh you were i was like blown away it's impressive it's incredible but it's so stupid it's so stupid putting your body through that it's like says the guy who's in the Tour de France 20 times I'm just one thing I'm just riding a bike yeah well that thing's over in a day though you know do you know well actually more than the pros it's the people that are coming in at midnight like being like yeah that's special like however many hours 16 hours whatever like it's easy to push through physical barriers and mental barriers like even before i had all the problems and that it's how far you can push yourself mentally and like doing that much time like that being out there with just you and your body so impressive yeah like it's life-changing i mean it's one thing to be sam laid low or christian blumenfeld or what these guys you know on the rivet for eight hours.

1:01:37But the people who are coming in at 12, it's like they're out there so many more. They're suffering longer, right? It was impressive. Yeah, so I don't know. Maybe you're going to. Not a chance. My team boss, Vino, he was world champion. Yeah. He won the world championships there. Like age group. Right. That was a while back. I think you should design kits with Paul Smith. Yeah. He's your guy, right? Yeah, he just loved cycling. I know. He raced when he was young. I'm the nicest person you'll ever meet. He's still coming up with designs for cyclists too. Yeah. If there's one thing that you're kind of focused on and working on for this year, what is the hurdle you're still trying to overcome to unlock that next level of performance for yourself?

1:02:25Or what comes up? This is what I really need to work on. This is my weakness that I'm focused on right now. I don't know, really. Like I look at like last year and I have a lot more things in place for next year than I did even last year. But say the Tour de France is a lot, lot, lot harder. I have to adapt to that. When they unveil the course, how does that impact? Do you have to tweak and sort of dial in your training to customize it? Not right now, but yeah. yeah and any things that you have to do like you know it's now at 39 that you didn't have to do when you were 26 i kind of continued to ride actually taking a block of time or something off season at the minute and uh when i was younger it would be five six weeks off the bike then you start again after i hit 30 it got short and short the amount of time i could kind of have off the bike without it taking a long time to get back yeah your base fitness is always there you can't let it go for too long anymore yeah you feel a lot more lethargic don't you is there any training that you do off the bike that's different like what does the gym workout look like the other the sort of dry land other things no i i probably do less off-bike work now than i used to all my stuff is quite on bike based that's vaz's thing a lot of my strength training there's no gym or anything like that the strength work's done on the bike it's all on the bike and when you're hitting peak training how many hours a week are we looking at 30 35 hours yeah there's some weeks you do 15 hours but very high intensity 15 hours you know it varies um the workload would probably always be relatively the same you might do just less hours with higher intensity i don't really know i don't i should ride my bike yeah which is just riding my bike i'm trying to make it more complicated than it is yeah you know it's actually refreshing honestly i'm measuring wins really out well for me i want to win you know like at the times when i have to try and get in the team to go the tour then all that stuff kind of matters but it's for other people you know yeah if i know i could just be left to my own thing own devices to be the best i could be to go the tour yeah i know what i need to do to win it's basically getting fit enough you know exactly what your power to weight ratio needs to be you know what the number and you know how to get there and you want to show up at the tour healthy fresh and be able to strike when the opportunity arises and efficiently ride through the rest of it so that you can basically be in the best position you possibly can for those sprint opportunities exactly yeah it's 21 days so and you can't control it there's so many variables right like you know everything you do on the first and second day even though you will have a knock-on effect on the 18th and 19th day you know So for instance, if it was a really flat first 10 days, you'd probably go in with a little bit more weight.

1:05:47You'd lose a weight in the first 10 days before you got in the mountains, but you'd have a more powerful sprint, whereas at the beginning you need to be able to get to the sprints as well. So you'd change your body shape and that by different training. Dependent on the course. Yeah. I'm going too complicated now. I'm getting bored talking about it. I'm going to let you go in a few minutes Don't worry about it Two more things I want to ask you One is, was anything left out of the documentary that you wish had been in there or is there any aspect of who you are that you think gets misconstrued in the press or that people kind of don't understand about the real Mark?

1:06:27I don't know really I don't know if it really matters if someone who doesn't know you who's never met you will never met you has a opinion on your personality like they could be right but most probably they're wrong about your personality you know for good or bad I don't know you know unless you know someone someone I know or meet if I make them happy that's good if I upset them then that's a problem with me and I should sort that out. If you're affecting somebody's life or how they are now, their day, then that's something you've got to address. My kids, they pretend to be their favorite sports person or pop star.

1:07:24That's when you understand your job as a cyclist, really. It can be a kid or it can be even an adult. like you know when you go out don't say you haven't done it you imagine that person you're seeing on tv you've done it for sure you've done it you might have been a kid when you imagine you someone that's our job you know to be that person when you meet those people yeah oh no when you don't meet them so it's not your personality it's what you do but when you meet them then it's important to be the person you want them to believe you are if you're a good person you bring them joy if you're not you affect them negatively that's so interesting though because you're thinking about this not just in terms of how you perform as an athlete but how you're perceived as a public person and the responsibility yeah i'm not talking about how i'm perceived i'm talking about how i am you want you want to acquit yourself the way that yeah yeah i understand You should do it for, especially in the world now with social media and the like, that you can manipulate who you are.

1:08:33Sure. Don't be perceived to be a good person. Be a good person, do you know? It's like you shouldn't even have to say that. You know what I mean? You do. I have heard things about, I met him myself. Met him 15 years ago. He was a dick. I was a dick. I was I'm not a dick now I realize I'm a dick right based on a 10 second encounter exactly that you had where that person was probably really excited to meet you and you were in a bad mood or whatever and now his whole view of who you are is based on that there's someone over at another team bus with another rider you sign 100 autographs for those 100 people when you're down to the last three who've been waiting there for two hours that person has finished getting that one from there and comes and waits there, but you're done, you have to go, the bus is going, it's not, the bus has to go, and you leave, you're not being a dick.

1:09:32Right. Do you see what I mean? No, I understand. Yeah. You can't fulfill that expectation all the time for everybody. You can't. But there was times in the past when I could have signed 50 autographs and I didn't. I wish I knew before I had kids how much that means to sign autographs. Do you know? Kids is the reason I know, but probably I was a dick for not realizing that before do you know yeah do you know what I mean yeah I understand but it's also you know viewing that charitably like you know you're probably younger and my job is to race a bike like I'll sign as many as I can but I have other things to do too like I can't just be available I could make people perceive me as being nice but it wasn't that I was just a dick.

1:10:18Yeah, okay. You know what I mean? I have to be true for her. I didn't really care. Right, I get it. But I don't see a dick sitting across from me right now. I see like a pretty nice grounded dude. And I guess like that leads to the final kind of question that I want to ask you, which is, you know, this podcast thing that I do, if there is like one overarching theme, it's really about growth and evolution and change. Like how can we become better people? How can we be more fulfilled, you know, live more purposeful, meaningful lives be a little bit more compassionate and self-actualized. And when I look at kind of the changes that you've gone through and your own personal transformation and growth as not just an athlete, but as a human being in this kind of mental health journey that you went on, like I see somebody who's earned their transformation, like you've grown up in a lot of ways, right?

1:11:09And I just wanna leave the audience with some thoughts about that process. If somebody's thinking about like, how can I kind of level up who I am as a person or how can I welcome a little bit more discomfort into my life to to grow and challenge myself like as somebody who's on the other side of one chapter of that like what do you tell that person or what can you impart from what you've learned in the experiences that you've had right for me of course you can have negatives but find a solution to any negative or look for a solution to turn it into a positive like negativity drags you down and that's not to say just don't be negative that's like saying before don't be depressed that's not you know it's if you can find solutions to whatever negative thing is going on it doesn't have to be negative thoughts you don't have to just just anything that there should never be a problem you should look at the solution the problem just i can't do it because it's a problem or i can't it's you might not be able to do it but it turns into a positive rather than a negative and it's a massive weight lifted like the glass is always half full it's not half empty if you can look at life like that you can do what you want to do you know just take it from experience because i never thought like that before and it's been an absolute game changer to me not harboring negativity finding a positive way to look at things that's a great way to go into this season man i'm happy for you dude you know it's cool it's it's really cool to you know you're you're so clearly in in this really good place in your life like emotionally and it's one thing to be in that place and it's another thing to recognize it like you really recognize like this cool life that you have opportunities that you have thanks and i'm lucky like how i have an incredible wife that's still buying me through everything and i realize what i have got an incredible beautiful family i get to do what i love is a job there's nothing to yeah things are perfect you know that's a good way to end it man things are perfect right thanks man that was great you're an inspiration you know I've been a fan for a long time but now you know knowing you a little bit and getting to know you through the documentary like I really appreciate you know the journey that you are on and what you're trying to do man thank you I'm really excited for this season to come for you Thanks, Rich.

1:13:54Thank you. Cheers. Thanks for doing this. Thank you. Peace.

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Even in your darkest moments, the potential for redemption lays in wait.
Mark Cavendish is a living illumination of this truth—a man who bounced back from career-ending setbacks and a protracted battle with mental health to become the greatest sprinter in cycling history.
Over the course of his storied career, Mark has taken home 55 Grand Tour stage victories, 162 professional victories, and has won an astonishing 34 stages of the Tour de France, tying a previously thought impossible-to-match record set almost 50 years ago by Eddy Merckx.
At the pinnacle of his career, Mark suffered a debilitating crash, began to battle seemingly insurmountable health obstacles—a debilitating crash, disordered eating, depression, and Epstein-Barr—that took him out of elite performance contention for nearly five years.
But instead of ending his career, Mark fought back. In an extraordinary comeback Tour de France in 2021, Mark won four stages and the green jersey nearly a decade after he had last won it—a meteoric rise, fall, and resurrection beautifully portrayed in the recent Netflix documentary, Mark Cavendish: Never Enough.
This is a powerful and revealing conversation about grit, commitment, mental health, and the hard-wrought journey to success.
In addition to discussing his new Netflix documentary, we recount the highs and lows of Mark’s incredible career, his battle with mental health, and his unique relationship with cognitive performance strategist Dr. David Spindler.
Mark also shares his new relationship with goals, and how he manages the pressure to eclipse Eddie Merckx’s historic record by winning his 35th stage at the 2024 Tour de France, where he will compete against riders nearly half his age.
I found Mark to be humble and grateful—a gentle champion with a firm grasp on what is truly important and why. My hope is that Mark’s story serves as a powerful reminder that taking responsibility for your mental health is crucial, and that no matter how far you’ve fallen, there is always hope to build a better future for yourself and others.
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