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Up and Vanished: Status Untraced - E10: The Hero Project
Episode Summary
In the final episode of "Status
Untraced," host Payne Lindsey concludes the investigation into the mysterious disappearance of Justin Alexander, who went missing while trekking in the mountains of India. The episode delves into the complex web of testimonies, theories, and the emotional impact of Justin’s story on his family and those who tried to find him.
Key Themes
- The Search for Truth: The episode highlights the relentless pursuit of truth and clarity regarding what happened to Justin. It explores various testimonies and theories surrounding his disappearance.
- Adventure and Risk: Justin's adventurous spirit is juxtaposed with the risks associated with such a lifestyle, particularly in treacherous mountain terrains.
- Legacy and Impact: The discussions reflect on how Justin’s life and disappearance have left a lasting impact on those who knew him and those who have heard his story.
Important Characters
- Payne Lindsey: Host and investigator, guiding the audience through the complexities of Justin’s disappearance.
- Justin Alexander: The missing person, an adventurous spirit whose life and mysterious end form the crux of the narrative.
- Ashok Giri Baba: A local figure who encountered Justin before his disappearance and provides testimony about the events surrounding it.
- Swapna: A traveler who interacted with Justin and offers insights into his personality and behavior prior to his trek.
- Ashish Chuhan: A local involved in search and rescue efforts, who shares critical observations and thoughts regarding the case.
Episode Breakdown
Challenging Terrain and Discovery
- Location: The team travels to Kirganga, where Justin was last seen, facing harsh weather and difficult hiking conditions.
- Findings: They discover Justin’s belongings at a dangerous cliffside, leading to questions about how he could have fallen from that location.
Testimonies and Investigative Revelations
- Ashok Giri’s Account: He recounts interactions with Justin and the circumstances leading up to his disappearance.
- Swapna's Memories: She describes Justin’s character and interests, shedding light on his state of mind before his trek.
- Rumors and Local Insights: Ashish provides context about the area and discusses rumors that circulate among locals regarding disappearances.
Theories and Suspicions
- Potential Accidents vs. Foul Play: The episode navigates through various theories about Justin’s fate, considering whether his disappearance was an accident or if there was foul play involved.
- Baba Rawat’s Role: The character of Baba Rawat is scrutinized, with mixed feelings about his involvement in Justin's case, leading to discussions about the treatment he received from law enforcement.
Reflections on Justin's Life
- Journal Entries: Lindsey shares insights from Justin’s journals, revealing his aspirations and the notion of becoming a hero.
- Impact on Family and Friends: The emotional weight of Justin's disappearance is discussed, especially how it has affected his family and those who loved him.
Closing Thoughts
- Uncertainty of Truth: Lindsey reflects on the ambiguity surrounding Justin’s fate, emphasizing that the truth may never be fully known.
- Inspiration from Justin’s Legacy: The episode concludes with a call to action for listeners to live authentically and pursue their passions, inspired by Justin’s adventurous spirit.
Key Takeaways
- The quest for closure in missing person cases is fraught with emotional and logistical challenges.
- Understanding the complexities of individuals who choose adventurous lifestyles helps frame the risks they face.
- Justin Alexander’s story is a poignant reminder of the impact one life can have on others, inspiring them to reflect on their own lives and choices.
Conclusion
The final episode of "Status
Untraced" encapsulates the investigation into Justin Alexander’s disappearance while paying tribute to his adventurous spirit. It raises essential questions about the nature of truth and the legacies we leave behind, leaving the audience with a sense of both closure and ongoing reflection.
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Transcript
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2:21All right, I hit it. About done, huh?
2:32Morning guys. Yeah guys, you ready? Ready? Four to six hours I think is what it's going to take, right? To get to the spot? The morning after reaching Kirganga, we head deeper into the mountains. It says we're at 10 ,400 some feet, but not positive. My fellowship consists of Alex, Kabir, Jagdish who carries rappelling gear, two porters, and a man who wields a loaded rifle. We pass no one. Snow is imminent this time of year, so many do not continue on this far. This is the path where Justin Alexander was last seen. It's been a long time since I set out into the wilderness alone, but this time is special.
3:22I want to do these ancient practices under an influence that may allow me to see the magic, if it exists at all.
3:32Marching on for hours, we finally reach a clearing. Perched atop a grassy knoll, rests a rock hut. We have reached Tundebush. Tundebush is the rest stop where the porter was sent ahead to prepare food. where the mysterious couple passed by and did not stop, and where Baba arrived without Justin. The old route for the trek was from the bridge. You had to cross the bridge. An old bridge sits across the river here, crumbled and decaying. It once connected to grassy fields on the other side. That's where some shepherds could be up there. Not now. They've already left by now. We rest, but not for long.
4:21You okay? The altitude's caught Alex. He's suffering because of the altitude. The elevated altitude strains our breaths, muddles our thoughts. To add to that, the trail itself has started to disappear. What once was a hike, now feels more like a rock climb. Fuck.
4:47Have fewer things in the hand? No, I need to film this. As we ascend, glacial runoff trickles under our feet. And the higher we climb, the more we encounter frozen patches of it, slickening the trail. You mean Justin walked down to the river? Could've. I don't know. That's not the theory. But I'm wondering, why would he go down to the river? Yeah, probably just a photo. Better spots for photos. Jagdish, is this it? Jagdish points to a steep slope about 100 yards away. We can't get any further. Impossible to cross this ice. How close are we? Just the corner there. Just around that corner, right?
5:37Just the corner, yeah. If one guy slips down there, then the whole team's gone. Yeah. That's the spot, you know? That ledge right there, that one right out there? You can assume so, yeah. Nobody saw it. Before us lies the site where Justin Alexander's belongings were found. Far below, what has to be five stories down, the river cascades with violent force through massive rocks. If you fell in, it would crush you. What do you think, Alex? The steepness of this cliff. Makes me uneasy. Can't believe this is a hiking trail. Yeah, this is definitely a lot steeper than I was anticipating. I look at the ledge just 100 yards away, in a valley swallowed by immense beauty.
6:36For such an epic life, it's such a strange place to be murdered, to die, or to leave it all behind. In his final journal entry, Justin included a photo of what he packed, a metal pot, a plastic cup, utensils, a leather journal, dry food and plastic wrap, and assorted camping essentials. Yet, it was only a red butane lighter, an umbrella, a backpack rain cover stuffed with a scarf and head wrap, and a flute staff standing upright in the ground that were found. What is the story these pieces tell?
7:21In the moment, the chances of answering that question felt impossible. What I didn't know then was the things I was about to be told. The testimonies we were about to hear would start to bring this journey to an end.
7:47Sometimes I get the feeling I'm lost Just hiding in it is never enough Now I find that in every mirror a ghost Only once I saw the killer Once I saw the killer up close
8:13I'm Liam Luxon, and this is Status Untraced. Episode 10, The Hero Project.
8:31He said he remembers Justin, he remembers the Baba. He's down to interview. Interview here? Mm-hmm. We're guided to a smoky tent when we're back in Kirganga. A burning wood stove crackles at the center, and cloth mats cover the floor. Cross-legged in the corner sits a thin man with a scruffy gray beard. Shaking hands proper? Yeah, yeah. Yeah? Well, it's wonderful to meet you, Ashok Giri Baba. Ashok Giri is called by many as the Tundabusch Baba. For the past eight summers, he's lived at the stony hut at Tundabusch. There, on the day Justin disappeared, he remembers Baba Rawat and Anil Kumar passing through and speaking with them.
9:19I'm trying to wrap up loose ends and get definite answers. Given that Ashok Giri was with Baba Rawat moments after Justin disappeared, I want some clarity on the holy man's character. What was his demeanor like that day? Did he seem like someone who had just committed murder? He asked the Baba and Anil to stop here and wait for the foreigner guy. But the Baba said, oh no, he'll come himself and we're going to go. Justin knew that where they're going to be staying, so he'll head up to the same place straight away. He even shouted at the other Baba, why did you leave him over there? The place where he left him is a dangerous point for people to cross over.
10:02He was seen yesterday. He actually sent Anil back to the place to go and look for him. Anil, he went there, he took almost three hours searching for him and he came back without any clue. Anil Kumar went back to look for Justin that day, which aligns with what he said in the interrogation. Does he know of anybody falling off like those rocks around there?
10:36No tourists are not coming from there He hasn't heard any tourists falling from there But lots of porters have fallen from that place When they went down straight to the river But not the tourists They never heard about the tourists being fallen from there Because they probably aren't carrying their bags Yeah, they're more empty handed I've heard about fake babas That are only in it to try to get money Do we think that this baba was a fake baba? There are many babies who want to enter the house. He doesn't remember him, he doesn't remember him. He doesn't remember him. According to him, that Baba wasn't like that, because then he would have ran away from it.
11:17But the only mistake that he did, according to him, was leaving Justin behind, and he shouldn't have done that. Since we have Jagdish here as well, can you tell the Baba what Anil told you with the couple? So, Baba Ji, when you were with Anil Mahdi last night. Jagdish tells Ashok Giri about the mysterious couple, the one Anil said was with Justin and would have passed by the hut. Ashok Giri doesn't recall seeing them. However, gives the name of someone we should speak to, a girl who possibly might know more about Babur Awad, Justin, and this couple. He said there was one girl from Bangalore, Sapna.
12:01Sapna. Sapna. Sapna knew everything about Justin. He used to take pictures from very dicey places. He used to climb somewhere and then take the pictures from there. He was doing all this stuff a lot. Sapna knew all this.
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13:52And he told the guys, I have charras, and I want to share it with everyone. and he showed it to us like as if he didn't care. And he did the same with the bubble. Was it weird? How did you feel about him pulling out that much hash? Didn't like it. For me, it was not very okay because I felt intimidated. Like, why is this guy showing this stuff so openly? So for safety, I didn't indulge too much hanging out with Justin. Justin settled into one of the caves. And Swapna says, He started to change. She disconnected from all of us. And up to some point, I didn't even see him because he was only with the Baba.
14:36She recalls her only true encounter with Baba Rawat was acting as Justin's translator. She later left Kyrganga about a week before Justin's trek, unaware of his subsequent disappearance. After hearing the news, she returned to confront Baba Rawat, likely the first to do so. and obtained what is probably the most reliable version of the Baba's initial testimony.
15:26the Nepali portal started to walk in the front, and he was behind. And I came to my place, and I'm waiting for him, thinking he will come. But he didn't come. And I have a feeling he's dead. That's how he said it. Baba Rawat's actions are tough to read. But if we compare what he told Swapna and the police, it's pretty similar. The only contradiction lies in the order of who came down the mountain. Swapna remembers hearing Justin was the last to leave, while Baba said, So, Porter went ahead. Behind was Justin, and after that, me. So what does this mean? And can we trust Swapna's memory of this detail?
16:09With Baba Rawat gone, we may never know. But think about it. Would a guilty man openly air his annoyances? So openly that Baba is telling me, I was so angry with him. Like, I told him he's a foreigner, If anything happens to people who come from outside our country, you are in big trouble. And then he also started to feel panic. Because after that, many people started to come there and question him. Every day he was there in his kutia, in his house. He sat there without fear. He didn't run away. He just sat there. He said, I'm also waiting for Justin. What do you think I'm doing? Of course, I was angry.
16:52But for some reason, I never felt he was involved in anything.
17:05When I volunteered to delve into Justin's case, I imagined the investigation would unfold like a scene straight out of a movie, each clue seamlessly leading to the next, a chain of discoveries culminating in a grand reveal. The reality has been far from it. Our days have been a relentless pursuit of leads that fizzled into dead ends, sifting through a mix of rumors and accusations, only to unearth a sliver of the truth. And the constant barrage of well-meaning suggestions, talk to this person, visit that place, often let us down paths lined with more questions than answers. Is there a killer? Who is this couple?
17:49Do they exist? Who can we trust? What happened to Justin?
17:58Other than tracking down the porter, I followed up on every lead we had. Except one. You see, I made a phone call months ago to a guy named Ashish Chuhan, a local who participated in the searches for Justin. Our conversation was brief, Just 10 minutes or so. But what he said, now gnaws at me. Did you text Ashish? Yeah. Not yet. Since that initial call, Ashish has become something of a ghost. Can you call him on your Facebook? On Facebook? Yeah. I mean, he knows it's me. Fine. That's fine. Responding here or there, he's been elusive and difficult to pin down.
18:50Let's go try Archdeep's phone. Yeah. I get the feeling he's dodging my calls, so I try calling from Archdeep's phone.
19:02Well, that's kind of weird. It means he's not ignoring me specifically, it just means he's not answering anything. I don't know what else to do other than pray he shows, because as I replay what Ashish said, I'm convinced he found something.
19:49It was never revealed to me what the deep shit was. And it seems his habit to vanish hasn't changed. Or so I thought. Because finally, when my phone rings, it's Ashish. And he's on his way.
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21:44We had to know. We had to know. We didn't want to go to Manali tomorrow. Do we know he's going to be there? Nope. No, we do not.
21:58Surprised, I watch a taxi drop off at the front lobby. And shortly after, there's a knock on our door. I just have a couple of questions, what kind of questions I'll be facing. So I can prepare myself with the proper ones because it's around six years now. So everything is not very fresh for me. Ashish is visibly drained, like he hasn't slept in days. He apologizes for the erratic scheduling, confessing that his life is, at the moment, in a bit of disarray. Every so often, his phone interrupts our conversation. most calls tied to a tourism company he manages, Himalayan Drifters. It's an outfit that offers a variety of services, including search and rescue.
22:43Generally we find people, it's mostly, they are coming down and we are going up. I have a picture, oh, you are the guy, your parents are looking for you. If Indians go missing, trust me, no one cares. Just a couple of days back, ten days back, there was this guy who went missing in Kheer Ganga. No one went anywhere. No one went anywhere. Not even the local search and rescue companies came forward. Still missing. Still missing. There is not a single postal around. Go to Manikhan police station. Just find out the board. They can't remove anything unless that guy either declared dead or hasn't been fined.
23:20If he's been missing, that board has to be with his name. And just check out how many names are there. To my knowledge, in this one past decade, more than 100 people have gone missing here. But around five, six names, that's all. I've seen this board. Faces of missing persons and flyers from the past pinned to it. And there's a list. Justin's on it. His status marked? Untraced.
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23:53Have you ever had anyone show back up? The first search and rescue happened for a guy. He went missing for 14 years and suddenly he was here, alive. French guy. Lived here for a while. Went in the jungles and then never came back. 14 years. And suddenly one day he showed up here in Kosovo and people recognized him. So you'll find such cases. Lots of them. Have you ever met them personally? Yeah. What do they act like? They, I would call them calm, free, aware, what they are doing here. Why they come and why they are doing it. Indians or foreigners? Foreigners, all foreigners. Now I think about it, more than 10 I think I know.
24:38Easily. Mostly Germans, Russians, some Israelis. Most of these though, have they completely cut off ties with their family, do you know? Most of them, yes.
24:58And in terms of Justin, when we talked on the phone, you had alluded to knowing some deep shit. Something you said you wouldn't share with me until we met in person. Can you tell me what that is now? To be honest, there are so many things that I haven't disclosed to anyone. And there were lots of weird things that I just kept to myself. So I'll give you a brief story line, right? I'll try to put a time frame on it. So I was on a climb. I got back, got to hear that this Justin guy is missing. So I volunteered with the family, said, I'll be happy to go for the search and rescue. but you'll need to cover basic charges because search and rescue is quite expensive but I asked them to just pay the basic and I'll happily search for them.
25:48So we took around 12 people in my team and around 8 cops. So I was leading total number of 20 people and for 14 days we stayed up in the mountains. So there were 3 search and rescue teams involved. I was hired by the family And in total, around there were 50 people in the mountains searching for him. Wow. Yeah. This still date is the biggest search and rescue operations in the history of Himachal. I knew Justin's case ruffled feathers. But I didn't realize it was the biggest the Valley's seen. It puts into perspective the immense pressure law enforcement was under. So never people went in that number to find someone.
26:34never such kind of amount was spent. Then we finally found out lots of belongings and it was at the riverbank, very close to the river. We found out the stuff, we called up the cops, we gathered up all the evidence and got back. But there were lots of things that no one was discussing. Like what? My impression about this Baba, I don't think. He was even physically capable of doing any harm to Justin. I think Baba was okay. What was your impression when you heard that the Baba had killed himself? I was shocked. Felt sad, really bad. Because no one believed, including cops, that he was involved with anything with Justin.
27:21When I was on the search and rescue, we were in the Tunda Bhuj place, right? So not every cop will stay for 14 days. They will switch like 7 days, 5 days. Someone will go and some new guy will come. So every time a new guy will come and he will tell us the story about hitting the Baba They would say like, this is bad karma What we are doing is sin, right? So hitting a Baba with whom we have nothing In fact, there is no case against him He told that to the cops that it hurts Let me smoke, give me my joint But they never gave it to him and it was beatings and pain only It's one thing to suspect Another to hear it from an insider Baba Rawat suffered from beatings The tumors and withdrawal Imagine the torment that does To the mind of a frail man Perhaps he saw only one way out Police hit Baba for information Yeah, that's a normal procedure It's India.
28:29People will confess to a crime they have never done.
28:41So is that everything or... Do you have more you found? I heard rumors but those are rumors. There is no evidence, no fact to it. But I heard that he... Not recently, around one and a half years back, I was on the trail of Khir Yanga. I met a guy who is from Naktan. He told me, do you know that there was an update on that guy's death? Which guy? That American guy for whom you were searching. So I told him what he heard about him. So he told me there was one Gaddi. Gaddi is a shepherd, right? So these shepherds are migrants who stay up there in the mountains for like entire summer. So one of them saw him tumbling down the mountain with the bag and all.
29:35So he never told that to cops, but he told that to locals. And then I was a bit curious because he was suggesting a very particular point from where he could see this. And I asked him where did he see him. He gave me an exact location where he fell. You know the story, right? Where he went missing at the same spot. That's called Patrigaat. So from that certain point when they were coming back to Tundaabuj, there's a stretch, right? Very dangerous stretch in fact. So that's the place we really searched for and we found his belongings there. And if you believe me and the person who told that story of him falling down, quite matches the location.
30:20How would he know where was the location? So I think, yeah, this might have been the case.
30:32It's very hard to wrap your mind around this thought that a guy like Justin could trip at such a point. But even I have because I was not careful enough. So that's accidents. It happens. And it happens quite often in mountains.
31:13Our final days in India meld together, much of it spent in solemnity. In pursuit of the porter's address, we found ourselves once more at the Manikaran police station, only to be met with an unexpected discovery. Four boys, confined in the cell. Those are the guys. Well, takes that off the table. These were the culprits behind the knife point robbery.
31:43Unaware of Dhruv Agarwal or the web of disappearances, these boys were merely outsiders who attempted the theft on a whim, an act of teenage stupidity.
31:58Eventually, we part ways with the heart of the Parvati Valley and return to the capital, Kulu, continuing our quest for Anil Kumar's whereabouts. All right, are you able to text him? Yeah, I'll text him right now. What's, uh... Love to see the full file. We reconnect with the superintendent of police. Albeit, it too was useless. If he had a number, would they have written it down? Anil Kumar? Yeah. We don't have his code. No. But if he had one, they would. We were ready to give up, until a moment of pure luck came from our guide, Kabir.
32:39It's not Anil Kumar's exact address, but a district in another Indian state, far from our current location where his family might live.
32:56We don't make the trip. With 1.6 million people spanning over a thousand square miles, it's just too immense of an area for us to hit to find a man with a common name.
33:14Wrapped in the warmth of a home-cooked meal, we spend our last night among the mountains with Arshtip and Kabir. Being with you guys, I feel like... The wine flows. The laughter flies. We recount the adventures and misadventures, and we flick through photos, captured moments of our journey, the memories that we'll keep forever. That night, Archdeep vows to continue to search for the porter during his motorcycle trips. As we prepare to leave, I entrust him with one of our recorders. And I can feel that if there's a small beacon of hope to solve this case, it's this.
34:07In a flash, we're back on the plane. The engine roars, the propellers whirl, and once again we rise above the clouds. The mountain peaks now don a growing white cloak, hinting at the approach of a cold winter. I should feel tired, maybe even relieved, but I don't. Instead, there's that pull, a yearning to stay, to explore the untrodden paths, the foods not yet tasted, the beauty not yet seen. and tangled with that desire is a heaviness. I walk a path that Justin Alexander will never see to the end. I get to go home.
35:10Four months from now, on April 6th, 2022, Two, Daruva Agarwal's body will be found off the Kirganga trekking route. The skull of the head is about 50 meters away from the lower abdomen. The rest of the body parts are totally missing. He thinks it was murdered. But I don't have any proof that someone murdered him. His brother will tell me that his family is, frankly, tired of the media attention.
35:55While they hope for change, their ultimate wish they can't have. They want Daruwe back. Piotr Moushalik and I will stay in touch, talking about Bruno and sharing updates on the podcast. Now we're waiting at the next hearing in Shimla. When is that? Byotr will file a lawsuit against the state of Himachal Pradesh, demanding for more transparency and professional efforts of law enforcement. And maybe in the future we'll have more help and more support from police and prosecutors. Should his son's disappearance remain unsolved, he's determined to see justice served in the Parvati. With a year following our investigation, 227 tourists will go missing.
36:48I'll brief Justin Alexander's mother on our trip. When he'd visit, he'd leave me little notes around the house and I'd find them, you know, a week or two later. She'll tell me about her efforts to retrieve a death certificate for her son so that she can access his safe deposit box. I know he had a couple things in there, but I really am hoping that he has a note or a letter or something in there. And through the podcast rollout, I'll keep up with Justin's father. You don't have to prove yourself. I recognized who you were right off the bat. Just so happy with everything that you're doing. We'll talk about Justin, the investigation, and just life in general.
37:37We've talked about it a lot. Most people are so afraid of dying that it actually keeps them from living. They think if they don't live, then they won't die. And that's not true. You'll still die, but without having lived.
37:55But sitting on that plane, heading home, unaware of those fates, there's one thing I do know. I know that the items found tell a story about Justin's final moments. A butane lighter for fires and hashish. An umbrella to shield the rain. A scarf and head wrap cocooned within a rain cover, protected from becoming damp. And a flute staff, lodged into soft mud. The trail was treacherous that day, and most likely slickened by sporadic showers. Forecast data from 2016 confirmed so. I've heard Justin was murdered. I've heard he disappeared on his own will. I've heard he fell off that cliff and is gone.
38:51What happened to him? The answer? The truth? It's simply the version of the story you wish to believe. I have a theory, something I'll reveal at a later time. Because no matter how it ends, it's not the most important chapter of his life.
39:16I think about, you know, I don't want to be a self-absorbed narcissist. And I feel weird posting a selfie of me riding a motorcycle. Like, I don't know. I think about this a lot. And, you know, like maybe I should just live my life and just keep it to myself. But there's something nice to share who you are with the world. And I feel like what I'm doing is I'm living out the life of my heroes and I'm sharing my heroic self. In his 36 years, Justin lived more lives than I've ever dreamt of. He strived to be his most authentic self. He walked the razor's edge, and he pushed the limits of human endurance.
39:58But that type of life requires balance. It requires recognizing the line between adventuring boldly and adventuring blindly. Both come at a risk. The latter widens it. survival and ultimately truly living calls for wellness of the body and mind. There is no doubt Justin Alexander struggled with that. He was human and he was flawed. But even in all his failures, there are lessons to be learned. I definitely became a social outsider, the quiet loner kid. and I found my solace in nature. And so I basically decided that, you know, I didn't really fit in socially, so fuck everybody and fuck society.
40:50I'm going to go, like, be a hero. Recently, Terry Shetler dug up some of his son's old diaries and journals. What heroes are there? You know, I mean, this is a real person who was fearless. Yeah. He sent me a photo of a tattered page, dated December 2nd, 2010, long before Dustin retired and set out on his motorcycle. It's titled The Hero Project. If I could do anything in life, what would it be? If I were infinitely wealthy, what would I do? What is it that just thinking about it makes me excited to be alive? these have all the same answer. I would make myself into my own hero, meaning I would create an imaginary hero, someone I wish I could be, and then become him.
41:55I need to do this while I'm young. Perhaps in the meantime, I should start a journal called The Hero Project to document my transformations between now and then. I asked Terry if he believes that the day one journals we recovered from Justin's iCloud were the foundation to this project. He says, yes.
42:21Justin Alexander changed my life. I never met him, and he changed my life. And I know I'm not the only one. That's the impact of his legacy. All of it. The good, the bad, his wisdoms, his musings, his shortcomings, his benevolence, his quest for meaning in the face of the unknown, his kindness to strangers, his unwavering courage to follow his heart. He wanted so dearly to become a hero, I wish I could have gotten the chance to tell him he already was one. What he accomplished propels me to challenge my doubts and think about my purpose.
43:08I've held onto a bucket list of cities I want to travel to and things I wish to experience in this life. But now it's different. I don't want to pursue it for the thrill, but for growth. To find ways to give back and inspire. And more and more, I've been dreaming about it. Talking about it. Contemplating when to devise a plan for it. But on a random Wednesday morning, I act on it. I'm going to do it. I'm going to do it. I'm just going to book it right now. I book a flight for 3 o 'clock that afternoon. The destination? San Jose, Costa Rica. I don't have a place to stay. I don't know anyone there.
43:58I don't know what adventures await me. But I surrender. I'd just go.
44:09And it's everything.
44:25We're still taking tips, so if you want to reach out, please email us at statusuntraced at gmail.com or leave us a message at 507-407-2833. Make sure you're following the podcast to stay updated on all our latest episodes, because there's something special you won't want to miss. A roundtable discussion featuring myself, Payne Lindsey, along with Jonathan Skeels and Alex Vespestead. We'll dive deep into the mystery of what happened to Justin, sharing our thoughts and insights. You'll get to hear various theories, including my own, as we explore the case in detail. This is a project that took us countless hours to weave together.
45:12We set out to accomplish a lot, but at the end of the day, there was one goal I constantly thought about. Is this the way Justin would want his legacy told? To answer that, I would go back to his words, and one particular journal entry from 2014 spoke to me. It reads, Become the adventurer through YouTube blog and Facebook. Eventually, a network will pick me up and fund my lifestyle. Not hardcore survivor man, but more rugged going tribal type with style. Be authentic, a bit of both worlds. Sex, drugs, and adventure. Never sell out. I am who I want to be. I am awesome to do something dangerous with style.
46:02I am humbled to have been able to share Justin's story, and none of it could have been possible without this incredible team. Status Untraced is a production of Tenderfoot TV in association with Odyssey. Our executive producers are Alex Vespestead, Donald Albright, and Payne Lindsey. Producers are Meredith Stedman and myself Supervising producer is Tracy Kaplan Consulting producer is Jonathan Skeels Associate editors are David Bash and Charles Rosner of GetUp Productions With additional editing by Sidney Evans Voice acting provided by Johnny Lavallee Artwork by Trevor Eiler Original music by Makeup and Vanity Set it.
46:49Our theme song is Colder Heavens by Blanco White. Mix by Cooper Skinner. Thank you to Oren Rosenbaum and the team at UTA, Beck Media & Marketing, and the Nord Group. We are forever grateful for Arshteev Sharma and Kabir Sharman. We hope to see you again soon. A big shout out to Kirk Vespested, our accounting wizard, for keeping all our numbers in check throughout the series. and also a special shout out to Susie Dunner for putting up with our late nights and ramblings for the past four years. Lastly, I can't express enough my gratitude to each and every person who took the time to interview with us.
47:29It's your stories that keep Justin's legacy alive. I hope to be able to share my next adventure with you soon, but in the meantime, I'll leave you with Justin's motto. Be kind and do epic shit.
47:48Rinse takes your laundry and hand delivers it to your door, expertly cleaned and folded, so you could take the time once spent folding and sorting and waiting to finally pursue a whole new version of you, like tea time you. Mmm. Or this tea time you. Or even this tea time you. So did you hear about Dave? Or even tea time, tea time, tea time you. Mmm. So update on Dave. It's up to you. We'll take the laundry. Rinse. It's time to be great.
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