In short
James Hilton, AKQA co-founder, reflects on building and scaling a $550M digital agency, then shifting into design/strategy work inside large organizations (notably Abbott). He discusses what made AKQA succeed, how to over-deliver without burning out a business, how to give blunt but fair feedback, and how founders balance craft with leadership. He also covers anxiety/fear management, stoicism, and using tools like ChatGPT, plus his current focus on “design with a capital D” (systems, behavior, engineering, packaging, brand).
Guest background
James Hilton is described as the “legendary” co-founder of AKQA, a digital design agency with offices in 19 countries and 6,000+ employees. He later worked on projects including Death Machines of London and Native, and now consults/partners with established organizations, including Abbott (CMO Melissa Broats).
Key claims
AKQA’s edge came from obsessive craft, hiring similarly obsessed people, leading by example, and making work “the best that can be done.” Over-delivering builds trust and makes AKQA a “most trusted advisor,” not just a vendor. Blunt feedback works when trust exists and it’s aimed at improving the work/team. Fear/hope are future projections; focus on “right now.”
Notable examples
At ~70-person AKQA, he personally cut Sainsbury’s product packets in Photoshop for web use. He recounts leaving AKQA after a client argument about a Christmas campaign’s fairy-wing shape. He describes stoicism via Seneca/Epictetus/Marcus Aurelius and uses ChatGPT to challenge catastrophic “what if” thinking.
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Chapters
Tap a time to open that second in VOReflecting on the Sale of AKQA
0:30 to 2:42
James Hilton shares his feelings and thoughts on the sale of AKQA, emphasizing his focus on the company's future.
“I will start with a big one to intrigue our audience with a sale of AKQA.”
Keys to AKQA's Success
2:43 to 8:14
Hilton discusses the factors behind AKQA's success, including leadership, passion, and teamwork.
“Not just for me, of course, but for everyone involved, you know, the entire team of people.”
Founder Versus Scaling Challenges
8:15 to 11:21
James examines the balance between being a hands-on founder and the need to scale a company effectively.
“My experience is that a lot of founders suffer from smartest person in the room syndrome.”
Feedback and Communication Styles
11:22 to 14:00
The conversation shifts to James's approach to feedback and how it affects team dynamics.
“quite a lot of being fairly blunt with people.”
The Value of Honest Feedback in Creative Work
14:00 to 15:00
Learn how honest feedback fosters better work and mutual growth in creative teams.
“And I'm very, very fortunate to have Tina at AKQA.”
Building Trust for Effective Leadership
15:00 to 16:30
Discover the importance of trust in giving and receiving constructive feedback.
“I mean, the empathy thing is sort of, I'm not very good at empathy anyway.”
The Philosophy of Over-Delivering
16:30 to 18:30
Understand the principle of over-delivering and how it fosters long-term client relationships.
“Was there anything else that you felt like made your company grow faster or in general grow to the scale?”
Ingredients for Growth Beyond Creative Excellence
18:30 to 21:00
Explore what additional factors contribute to the success of creative agencies.
“And, you know, and I did likewise from a design and creative point of view.”
The Balancing Act: Creativity vs. Business
21:00 to 24:20
Learn about the challenges of balancing creative ambitions with business realities.
“Do you think that's driven by the financial situation of majority of agencies?”
Strategic Decision-Making in Agency Growth
24:20 to 26:50
Discover the strategic approaches in decision-making for agency expansion and acquisitions.
“Because if we do it well on this one, then the next one gets a bit easier or this is a door that we want to open.”
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Transitioning After AKQA: New Ventures and Directions
26:50 to 28:00
Understand the thought process behind choosing new projects after leaving a successful company.
“understanding of quality, which is the hardest bit.”
Deciding to Leave a 20-Year Career
28:00 to 29:20
James shares the reasons behind his decision to leave his long-term job and the emotional challenges that came with it.
The Fear of Transition
29:20 to 32:30
He discusses the terrifying experience of stepping into the unknown after leaving a secure job and his initial feelings of regret.
“I mean, it was just, I think it was hard for both of us.”
Trusting Intuition in Decision-Making
32:30 to 36:40
James elaborates on how he learns to trust his intuition when making important life decisions, despite the anxiety it brings.
“The future has always been uncertain, it's just that you were under the illusion that it wasn't and it's quite a grounding moment but it's also a self-affirming moment because now you realise, okay well let's do it.”
Dealing with Negative Emotions
36:40 to 40:10
He opens up about facing anxiety and the fear of being discovered as a fraud in his work, and how he copes with those feelings.
“I can't tell you why, but it is the right thing to do.”
Perceptions of Fear and Success
40:10 to 42:00
James discusses how fear can hinder success and shares insights on reframing negative thoughts into positive outcomes.
“It's like, you know, fear is the thing that keeps you stop, that stops you from doing the things that you really should be doing.”
Navigating Emotions with Data
42:00 to 43:50
Learn how insights from data can reshape perceptions of anxiety and failure.
“Well, that nicely segues us to my next question about how do you look after yourself, your health, your brain?”
The Wisdom of Stoicism
43:50 to 46:35
Discover how studying Stoicism can transform emotional and psychological resilience.
“I do believe myself as I, with every new decade, I start being more conscious about whether it is nutrition.”
Applying Stoic Philosophy in Daily Life
46:35 to 49:04
Understand the application of Stoic principles in handling future expectations and present actions.
“years I've ever been through because of reading stuff like Seneca, Epictetus, Marcus Aurelius, listening to people discuss it.”
Working with Established Organizations
49:04 to 53:04
Explore the dynamics of working within large organizations and the design principles that drive change.
“That's like fear and hope are the same thing.”
The Role of Design in Organizational Success
53:04 to 56:00
Learn how design serves as a value lever that can enhance organizational cohesion and efficiency.
“know, we need to improve how we're behaving.”
Creating Desire Through Design
56:00 to 58:00
Explore the systems behind creating desirable products and their adoption.
“an object of desire and that needs a set of behaviours and systems behind it and rules that allow people to operate within a system, to then create those objects of desire.”
Transformative Leadership in Design
58:00 to 1:00:24
Insights on fostering leadership and innovation in design organizations.
“You're also obviously helping other design leaders to become those visionaries and do that in their organisations at Future London Academy which we are very grateful for.”
The Evolving Role of Technology
1:00:24 to 1:02:34
Discussing technology's role as a tool in creative fields and its implications.
“So technology is evolving, AI is evolving, who knows.”
Visions for a Better World
1:02:34 to 1:04:05
A conversation about creating a post-scarcity society and equitable future.
“to finish our conversation for today but I have one last question that we ask all the guests that come to our podcast, which is about change, if you could change one thing in the world, what would it be?”
Inspiration from Evolutionary Biology
1:04:05 to 1:06:09
Considering the lessons designers can learn from evolutionary biology.
“Because I think that designers with a capital D have got a lot to learn from evolutionary biology.”
Transcript
Automatic transcript. May contain errors.0:00James Hilton:Hi, I'm Ekaterina from Future London Academy and today we are doing something different. We travelled a few hours outside of London to visit a very special person, James Hilton, the legendary co-founder of AKQA, the iconic digital design agency that currently has offices across 19 different countries and employs over 6 ,000 people. You'll definitely enjoy this conversation. Come with me. How are you doing James? Hello. Hello. You having a good day? Wonderful, thank you. How are you? Very good. I will start with a big one to intrigue our audience with a sale of AKQA. That was a long time ago. It was a long time ago.
0:49James Hilton:It was a big one. Yeah. Allegedly, at the point of sale was valued at£340 million, according to Google. something like that something like that a lot of money yeah a lot of people dream about building something big and one day getting a big payoff from selling something so you can i don't know do all the things you ever dreamt about yes how did you feel when you sold it when you felt like okay the do is done did you feel anything was it a relief excitement not really it was um this is going to sound terrible but I was kind of indifferent I was more interested in what is that going to do to AKQA and I remember having um I remember having a discussion with Sir Martin and you know and I say look this is that's cool but this is what I'm worried about um and he was very clear with me he said look there's no point in buying a supercar and taking the engine out and putting like a Ford Cortina engine in it, is that, you know, it's like, I'm not, I'm not here to reduce your capabilities.
2:05We're here to add, you know, robustness to some of the areas that you, you know, you require help with, you know, financials and things like that. So really just augmenting what we already have with uh WPP's um capabilities and so it was kind of okay fine it was never going to be I was I was I was not in a position to be able to sort of like stop the deal or anything like that I mean it was obvious that it was it was going to go through um but I was um I was more concerned around you know how is this going to affect AKQA how's it going to affect the people how's it going to affect the work that was that was it really I mean of course you know it would be stupid to say you know I wasn't pleased about you know the financial side
2:53James Hilton:of things um of course did you buy anything straight away some dream dream object or something no no did you go on a big holiday no did you do anything to celebrate it no why not because it was never about money it was about work and it was about all the all the time that Jars and I spent together it wasn't ever it was never about being the biggest it was about being the best being the biggest actually isn't you know terribly difficult um being the best is incredibly difficult because you can't diminish your benchmarks for one second and that take and And to be that relentless takes an enormous amount of effort and work and personal sacrifice.
3:47Not just for me, of course, but for everyone involved, you know, the entire team of people. It's like I was only I was like a small part of AKQA. It's like AKQA was an idea and I was very fortunate to be part of that idea.
4:08James Hilton:So what do you think made it successful? Because there are so many companies that started around that time. They don't exist anymore. There are so many companies that never grew to that size, whether we judge by revenue or amount of employees or amount of offices that you had across the world. or the scale of the projects you were doing. By all measures, you were incredibly successful in all areas. So why do you think you succeeded to that level while others didn't? I think we led by example. We loved, I don't want to say we, I mean Ajars, Matthew, Dan, myself, the guys that started it. We loved what we did in an obsessive, all-consuming way.
5:03And we wanted to find people that loved it as obsessively and compulsively. When you build like that, then you end up one day with a company full of completely obsessed, compulsive people who just love doing the work um and you're still part of it and and i think that you have to be in the craft whatever craft that is whether that's you know strategy or you know um business relations or whatever you know as a as jars was or you know like technology consultancy as matthew was or as you know just technology and engineering as dan was or you know design and creativity like I was, you still have to be doing it with everyone else.
5:55It's like you can't step away from it. And you cannot ask anything of anyone that you can't do yourself or you wouldn't do yourself. And, you know, I remember doing all sorts of shit jobs. that I didn't really want to ask anyone else to do. I remember when we got Sainsbury's as a client and you literally had to, in Photoshop, cut out the packets to put onto the web. And there was days of cutting out packets of peas and just packaging and stuff like that so it could go onto the website properly.
6:44James Hilton:What size of the company was then when you were doing that? I think we were like 70. Why didn't you delegate it to someone? Because they were doing other things. And it was, you know, I mean, was it a great use of my time? Probably not. Being at the top of something doesn't mean that you get the best jobs. It actually means you get the worst jobs. Because, A, you're creating a platform that you want people, you want people to be able to do the best work of their careers in this platform that you've created but also shit travels up not down right and because you want people to do the best work they can't always be doing the grunt work they've got to do the work that excites them you know it's balance it's a balancing effect that if i was just going around cherry picking all the work that I wanted to do and getting able to do my grunt work, then I wouldn't have had many people because everyone just got fed up.
7:46You know, it'd be a dick move. So you need to be able to spread the joy as much as possible and give everyone an opportunity to work on cool stuff so that they can prove themselves, not to me, but to themselves and to their peers. And that's how you grow. It's like, you know, I know it's an old cliche, but, you know, the rising tide that lifts all ships. It's like, it's got to be all the ships. It can't just be my ship. You know, there's no fun in that. My experience is that a lot of founders suffer from smartest person in the room syndrome. Like, they think they're the smartest person. They think they're the cleverest one there.
8:27And for the most part, they're not. They just happen to start the thing. and if you're going to surround yourself deliberately with people who you perceive to be less smart than you well then you're never going to get to be the best are you you're just you're you're only ever going to be as good as yourself and that goes against another kind of thing that's always in my head which is is this the best that we can do or is this the best that can be done and they're different things. And it always needs to be, this needs to be the best that can be done. Not just, this cannot be limited by our abilities.
9:14James Hilton:I have a follow-up question on so many things that you said because I agree with how you approach things. Now, the problem I've seen, and I personally experience it, there is this paradox, as you said, of a founder versus scaling a company where on one hand you're very you start a company you start something because you're very passionate about what you do you want to do it all the time and yeah you don't mind doing all sorts of different things that maybe that you hate doing as well it comes with a job on the other hand to grow to scale to kind of have the bigger vision you need to step away you can't be in doing the small task all the time because someone needs to be focusing on what's next for the company how do you grow it for sure so how do you find that balance between being stuck in the things that someone else can do versus doing the things making the most out of where you place the best no absolutely i mean obviously i didn't spend my entire time they're cutting out bags of peas but um it's balance right and the my job was essentially divided into three portions inspire our clients find the next generation of talent drive the work that was it so on any single day a third of it was going to be spent talking to clients helping clients helping them understand you know working with them a third of it was going to be trying to find the next people or identify the the people within the company already who you know needed to rise or who needed some help.
11:05And then a third of it was spent doing work, you know, not just sort of like flouncing around the studio saying, make it green. You know, it's just like that's that wasn't what I was about. You know, you kind of you have to you give your feedback. And I was accused quite a lot of being fairly blunt with people.
11:25James Hilton:I've heard the comment that you were well, actually you said it about yourself that you're not necessarily uh leading with empathy when you give feedback not really um so how did you learn to make sure that again while you attract the best talent they don't leave you because you are blunt with them or maybe well because i think I always try to reassure people like you're not shit it's shit two different things um but then you don't you don't go it's shit and then just walk away you go it's shit how can we make it how can we how can we make it not be or how can we make this better or how can we continue to look at it and so you try and work with people um and and while that can be blunt and some people find that a bit off-putting.
12:21When it's good, you have to be equally as blunt and equally as effusive. I go, that's brilliant. It is brilliant. And so they know there's no ambiguity. And I've just never, I don't, I hate ambiguity in any, in any area of my life. It just drives, it's the one thing that drives me up the wall. I don't want to be pussyfooted around when it comes to being told about my work. You know, I don't, yeah, it's really nice. It's like, what does that mean? You know, it's like, you either like it or you don't. Be honest. Because it's only about making the work better and ultimately about making us better as designers and engineers and whatever, right?
13:14You know, I don't think I was ever rude. Possibly people at AKUA might disagree with me, but I don't think I was ever deliberately rude. And if I was, then I'm ashamed of that and I'm sorry. But I think I've always tried to be fair.
13:30James Hilton:Did you feel like some people did not want you to give feedback that way? I don't know. I mean, I know I upset some people, but I think it was just sort of like the way I was brought up. I remember when I was at college, we'd have crits, like critiques, and all the work would be up on the wall. And it was brutal. You know, I mean, it was like a pack of wolves going for your work and and it was pretty hard to listen to sometimes as well right but it was invaluable because there was no debate it wasn't you didn't end up with mediocre work because of it you always ended up with better work and I think that the people that grew around us at AKQA also had that experience because I was always, you know, I mean specific, you know, some of my old colleagues from there like Tina Bjork, you know, possibly one of the best UI designers in the world, right?
14:44And I'm very, very fortunate to have Tina at AKQA. she'll she'll she'll still tell she'll still give me feedback you know if we if we you know sometimes we get the opportunity to do projects together now and you know her you know she's far ruder than i am to me and i don't know maybe it's revenge but um i just think that that's how we were brought up we were brought up with each other we brought each other we you know we all brought each other up in this world where we saw ambiguity as the enemy and all that matters was the work. So I don't know. I mean, the empathy thing is sort of, I'm not very good at empathy anyway.
15:30Apparently I score low on empathy.
15:32James Hilton:But if you like to give that type of feedback, you need to establish some sort of level of trust. Yeah, you need to be trusted in order to be able to do it. Absolutely. I mean, And it's like if people don't trust you, if you don't trust people and you don't respect people, then you're not going to give a shit what they say or how they say it. And if all you're doing is chastising people, then that's not going to go well for you either. There has to be legitimate concern. any the response has to be appropriate to the to the to the level of seriousness and i've seen people like lose their shit over the smallest of things and it's just it's not appropriate and it doesn't help that person and i think anything that you do or say as as any form of leader needs to be unambiguous but it needs to be fair and it needs to be done in a way that not only progresses the work but progresses the team going back to the idea of why you succeeded one thing that i remember you mentioned a year ago was that you always over delivered so one of the reasons why clients would come back and would stay with AKQA for a long time which is the nature or rather which is the goal for any creative agency or any service in general that people keep coming back to you because you always over deliver it and what you're saying about the best that can be and creating the work that always exceeds the expectation sounds like this has been always the philosophy of this over delivering.
17:23Was there anything else that you felt like made your company grow faster or in general grow to the scale?
17:33James Hilton:Because you grew to how many offices you have at the point? 12 or 13. Something like that. OK, so and thousands. Oh, yeah, like 4000, I think. 4000 people. Yeah, something like that. That is a lot. Yeah, it's a lot. And I think just being good can take you only to a certain level. And there are unfortunately many creative companies and creative founders who are obsessive, who are good, who do over deliver, still don't become a financial success with that scale. So what do you think was another ingredient that enabled that growth and scale? Again, I think it comes from the founders and who they were.
18:17I mean, Ajah was a very astute businessman and was very good at understanding, you know, how to run a tight ship. And, you know, he passed his knowledge and his experience and his way of working onto the people that he was hiring. And, you know, and I did likewise from a design and creative point of view. And Matt and Dan did likewise from a technology point of view. And so you grow up surrounded by subject matter experts. And that's not luck. That's through design and hard work trying to find these people and hard work trying to pass the knowledge on to people so that they understand the point of view that we had.
19:12Yeah, but you're absolutely right. You can't just sort of like, you know, we're going to over-deliver constantly and make loads of money. No, because it works the opposite way, right? You'll just burn through money. And the point of saying over-service, over-deliver, you just want to become the go-to people for that client so that you become their absolutely most trusted advisor. It's like if somebody is going to solve this, it's going to be these guys. If somebody's going to get this done, might be a suicide mission, these guys are going to do it. You're just top of mind all the time.
19:53James Hilton:Can you give an example? What did you do for the client that made them feel that way? You're thinking about them all the time. You're thinking about their business. You're not just reacting to their briefs. You want to help them as much as possible. And so you're proactively going to them with, we had these thoughts, we had these ideas, not in order to upsell. We've had these ideas and it'll cost you X in order to be able to see them. But it's a genuine, authentic interest in their business and making their business improve. And I don't see that much anymore. I see upsell reaction to briefs I don't see much I don't see much of that way of thinking anymore disappointingly it's just sort of I won't say bare minimum but it doesn't it doesn't remind me of the way that we were I'm not talking about AKQA really you know I don't actually know a hell of a lot about AKQ anymore but um my just general experience working with other agencies over the years as a client because I'm a client most of the time now which is interesting in itself um but I wouldn't say lazy at all that might be too harsh but I would say they could be more interested.
21:34James Hilton:Do you think that's driven by the financial situation of majority of agencies? Probably. Margins are very low. You actually physically can't over-deliver because your team is already overworking and... I mean, probably. I mean, it's like, you know, the more people you've got, the more mouths you've got to feed, the larger your office is, the more rent you've got to pay. I mean, it's like, you know, and price is just going up and up and up. But I think there is an attitude and an aspect to it as well. Everyone keeps talking about work-life balance, and I'm feeling like such an old curmudgeon. You know, it's just like, no, there is no work-life balance, just work.
22:13And I get it. I mean, you know, people shouldn't burn out. And I don't think I'd wish my early career experiences on people, because it was hard. But I also think people are too quickly take the most convenient route. You know, what's going to maximize our return rather than what is going to maximize the success of our client? And that's just how, I mean, again, maybe it's just how we were brought up. Maybe it's just how we thought.
22:48James Hilton:So how did you make that balance happen of delivering? Well, but also the financial side of it, you said I just... Well, it was a constant tussle. I mean, Giles was the one that was always wanting to over deliver. You know, I mean, you know, he was... But also we recognised that we weren't at art college either, right? And I think some of our contemporaries at the time who no longer exist, they forgot they were in business. And we always knew we were in business. There was no doubt about that. You know, yes, over-service. Yes, over-deliver. But we're in business. And so there is a tension, an obvious tension there.
23:35I mean, the joke was that, you know, at AKQA London, our landlord would save the children. Right. So we lived at it. You know, I think the offices are still there. Right. in the Save the Children building. And the joke was there's only one charity in this building, and it's not us. And it's funny because it's a truism, right? And we were always very sure about when to charge and how to charge, and people would accuse us of being a bit expensive. But it's like, well, you get what you pay for. Our services are premium. but look what you get you know you get effort and you get care and you get love and you get attention and you know you don't get upsell you know we'll you know we deal with people as if we were part
24:25James Hilton:of their company as much as we could be but you know you're you're right it was it was a tension and luckily I didn't have to deal much with the tension you know that wasn't really you know my focus had to be you know elsewhere um but um you know i remember many conversations with you know the financial directors and and people like that why have we got so many people working on this project and it's like well because it needs to be the best this project because there was always it needed to be a strategic reason why we do it we wouldn't just like blindly you know put 12 people on a project that had to be a strategic reason why we were doing it.
25:09Because if we do it well on this one, then the next one gets a bit easier or this is a door that we want to open. Everything is a stepping stone to the next thing. But you've just got to make sure that the stepping stone that you're on is polished and looking amazing so that you can then go to the next stepping stone. It's a weird analogy, but it sort of works. Who joined? The guys that ran AKQA San Francisco, who founded what was Citroen, Hannigman, Berkare, Tom and Kirk and Matt, just inspirational people. And Tom stayed at AKQA and became chairman and unfortunately died last year. but an absolutely inspirational man.
26:05Very, very lucky to have met him.
26:08James Hilton:Was it an easy choice when you were deciding which companies to acquire, which ones you should go for? Well, again, it was Accenture that came to us with the deal. We've identified these companies. It wasn't the first off. We were always getting approached, but it was the first time it was like actually this this makes sense because the people in dc what used to be called magnet interactive uh just just levels of of quality work that you know just like astonishingly good and so you could you could see that there was a a shared understanding of quality, which is the hardest bit. It just made sense.
26:58James Hilton:Let's shift the gears from AKQA life to... It was a long time ago, right? Well, it was a big part of your life and I suppose formed some sort of vision for what you like and you don't like and you want to do. So after you left AKQA, you also started your own projects. You did Death Machines of London, which is an incredible motorcycle company that just blows my mind. They can go in a different direction. You were part of Native, which is another fantastic creative agency. So you tried lots of different things and now you're doing even more incredible things in the world of medicine and medical devices.
27:45James Hilton:So I suppose, how did you think about your choices after AKQ? Because I assume you didn't really need a job immediately or maybe ever. So first of all, why do you pick projects? what what's your decision making process now that maybe you don't need to prove anything to anyone or you don't have any other considerations that maybe in your earlier career you had to think about well okay lots of questions where do we start how do you make decisions how do i make decisions oh god tea leaves um let's start when i left um why did i leave i think it was just the right time I think you know I'd done it for 20 years and there were just other things that I wanted to do I wouldn't I wouldn't say this was the I wouldn't blame this client for me leaving but I remember I was in a meeting with a client talking about a Christmas campaign that was you know coming up having an argument about the shape of a fairy's wings and i just caught myself and i was like no can't do this anymore this is not for me anymore i wasn't sure what was for me but i knew that wasn't it um and you know i was fortunate that i could think like that and i was fortunate that i could go you know do you know what i think i'm done you know it's like that line out of point break you know you're about to jump out of a perfectly good aeroplane how do you feel about that well i don't think i'll ever forget you know telling you know telling a jazz you know and it was just it was probably one of the one of the hardest conversation one of the top five hardest conversations of my life because it was like there was no falling out there was no like you know big fuck you moment um it was just like I think I need to go and do something else now, mate.
29:52How did he react?
29:53James Hilton:Was he surprised? I think he knew it was coming. I mean, it was just, I think it was hard for both of us. You know, just, yeah. Did he try to convince you to stay? No, he didn't, no. Because it's just like, what's the point? You know, it's like, if somebody wants to leave you, you don't try and convince them to stay. it's just like if you want to you know you want to leave it's your life you know you got to do what you got to do right was it the first time you felt like you want to leave or there were moments throughout oh there were plenty of fuck you i'm out of here moments you know for in 20 years but you know they're only kind of they're just sort of emotional moments aren't they and then and then you kind of then you go on the high again and and you forget all about it but you know it was just it was tough and it sucked and but you know that's something that's got to happen sometimes if you want to if you want to do something new right um and we're still friends you know and so it's all fine but leaving was weird because um i wanted i had this weird idea of making furniture i wanted to make furniture uh and i wasn't very good at it but you know i sort of had a go and had some ideas and I think it was just like my rebound relationship I started doing bits and pieces of work for for other for clients um and then the motorbike thing was literally just sort of a hobby or or an idea of a you know I'd like to do something interesting with that with my mechanic and so we started doing that and it was a hobby it wasn't a company it would be uh a vast overstatement to call it a company but we had lots of fun doing it but it was very it was just leaving and then suddenly finding yourself out there on your own was uh fucking terrifying because you realized that you know for 20 years you'd been protected by this machine and you had this machine around you to to do things with and if you had an idea um you know you could you know you could sort of like send a quick email to andy hood you know who's like this you know this amazing creative technologist you know saying andy i've got this like this madcap idea can we put something together oh yeah yeah because he was like as mental and as excited as we were you know and and then suddenly you didn't have any of that and it was just you and you know I realized quite quickly that you know it didn't really matter that I'd been you know head of AKQA for however long I was completely wet behind the ears um and so you know you had to grow up quite fast did you regret no uh well I think initially I think I don't think I regretted it I think initially um I was just worried that I'd done something really stupid you kind of play a thought game and the thought game is for a whole week you think of you're going to go back and then and then for the following week you think that you're not going back right and then the week after that you you kind of you know you you tabulate all your thinking and then at the end of those two week cycle you look back and you kind of which one do I want to do how did I feel during those weeks and usually the picture becomes clear and it's like you know once you got through week one of thinking I'm going to go back and then week two of I'm not going back I'm doing this there was a sort of a palpable relief that you're not going back and so it's like well that tells you everything you need to know doesn't it doesn't it doesn't matter that you're nervous it doesn't matter that you're worried that suddenly the future looks uncertain.
33:55The future has always been uncertain, it's just that you were under the illusion that it wasn't and it's quite a grounding moment but it's also a self-affirming moment because now you realise, okay well let's do it.
34:10James Hilton:Are you good at differentiating that emotion of excitement about uncertainty versus resistant because of uncertainty? Basically, it's very easy with any new decision, you're always nervous because there is uncertainty. And very often, a lot of people don't make that leap because it doesn't feel right. It actually feels better to stay all the other way around. It might be better to do something because it's more exciting. Are you good at really differentiating what is a long-term good decision and emotion versus right now it feels not right because maybe I'm scared or I just don't know the next step.
34:55Yeah, good question. I think I have to know as much as possible about something before I can make a decision. I'm not one for making particularly rash decisions. I can make a decision very, very, very quickly as long as I'm fairly sure of the risks and the environment. I don't really faff about in that respect. The really big ones, I get this feeling in me. I'll feel it rising up in me a month or two before I make the decision. and it's not even something that I knew I was going to have to make a decision on but I'll feel it rising up and it will get to a point where it is inevitable. Yeah, it's very difficult to put into words but it's just like this...
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35:57James Hilton:So you trust the intuition. I'm a passenger and I suddenly become a passenger and it's like, well, this is happening. like it or lump it but you're coming along for the ride and i've started and i recognize what that is now i recognize that feeling now it fills me with anxiety when i get it but i trust it i don't know what it is i don't know what the words to call it it's not magic but it's a feeling and you know and it's sort of i'll make a decision that for the most part People around me will go, what the fuck are you doing? That's mental. Do not do that. And I'll be like, no, it's the right thing to do.
36:42Trust me, it's the right thing to do. I can't tell you why, but it is the right thing to do. A couple of years later, oh, yeah, it was the right thing to do, wasn't it? Yeah, apparently. But it's not because I'm smart. There's just, I'm listening.
36:58James Hilton:Speaking of feelings and listening to feelings, I think another difficult one for any creative and especially founder or creative leader is dealing with negative emotions, anxieties, and all sorts of things that come with a creative job or a founder job. Yeah. How do you find? Let's talk about first about the anxiety or any sort of negative feelings that can come from something going wrong with a client, with a job, with things that I don't know, something is bothering you. How do you deal with that? Every single job that I do begins with the feeling that this will be the job to expose me to be the fraud that I know that I am.
37:58Every single job.
38:00James Hilton:Even now? Yeah. Why? I don't know. I've paid a lot of therapists a lot of money to try and find this out and I don't know why. I know it's mental. Evidence shows that I'm quite good at whatever it is that I do, but that doesn't seem to play a part in my head. And what do you think would happen if something... That'll be it. Party's over. Yeah, I just can't get past it. It's not debilitating. It doesn't stop me from working, but it's just gnawing away in the back of my head. is that does they give you energy to deliver probably probably it probably gives me the motivation i was doing a large presentation the other day um and you know virtual presentations are the worst right i hate doing them because you're not entirely sure if anyone's paying any attention uh or they're looking at something else you know and because i for the most part i am right and i'm just like thinking to myself this is this is shit this is this is going really badly they hate it they hate it you're you're a fucking loser they hate this and at the end they're like this is the most amazing thing we've ever seen and i'm just like and i'm constantly surprised which is kind of nice to me oh that's nice that's a nice surprise um but i don't know where it comes from and I know it's ridiculous and childish but do what do you do how do you deal with it not stopping you from doing things I just really try and push it away just as hard as I can it makes me ashamed that I feel weak and cowardly and so I hate it and so because I hate it I fight it you know and I think you know my wife is my wife Justine is far wiser than I am she said to me she goes everything you want is on the other side of fear and it's true there's just like there's like there's universal truth to it fear stops you from doing all sorts of things like you know there's that quote isn't there fear is the mind killer that's Dune isn't it Or, you know, I think it was Roosevelt that said, you know, the thing that we have to fear the most is fear itself or something like that.
40:33And it's absolutely true. It's like, you know, fear is the thing that keeps you stop, that stops you from doing the things that you really should be doing. Because what if, what if, what if? My mind is, you know, seemingly predisposed to catastrophically think about everything. and so I will think about every possible terrible outcome that there is ever going to be which is fine as long as you're thinking of every possible amazing outcome that is also ever going to be and then you've got balance and so what I do now is if I catch myself doing this terrible what if scenario i forced myself to go okay well you've done that you've done the terrible one let's do the amazing one what if and actually a little secret i'm probably no different from many other people i use uh chat gpt it's like a surrogate therapist probably the worst thing in the world to do right chat gpt you know it's like it's not exactly accurate but it seems to be quite good in in in some things rather than other things um and um i tell it a lot a lot a lot when the glorious robot dawn comes i'm fucked but um anyway so one day i thought because i like to tabulate and and put things into data and stuff like that and i'm not very good with like emotions and things like that and i much prefer data i thought you know what i said to chat you know so all the stuff that we've spoken about over the over the last couple of years you know all my anxieties and all these kind of right projections of of of failure and and terrible things happening how many times have i been right give me i want like actual figures can you give me a spreadsheet right or a graph or something you know when am i right and in what circumstances am i right um and what circumstances am i wrong so i can see patterns forming he goes uh james you're wrong a hundred percent of the time and it was just like oh oh okay well that's really interesting so a hundred percent of the time you say she goes yeah yeah you always you know every single prime you always imagine it's going to be far far worse than it ever is uh and for the most part probably about 80 to 90 percent of the time it actually turns out way better uh than your best case scenario and and it was like i don't know it's chat gpt and it's amusing but it's just like it was kind of a pivotal moment for me and and now i can sort of like i when i find my head going there uh i'm like i don't believe you I literally don't believe you.
43:40And so I'm going to do it anyway. Power of data.
43:43James Hilton:Power of data. Love this. Brilliant. Well, that nicely segues us to my next question about how do you look after yourself, your health, your brain? I do believe myself as I, with every new decade, I start being more conscious about whether it is nutrition. sports or just looking after my brain what did you find throughout the years works well for you or what do you what are you doing consciously to make sure that again as creators we have to have our brains and bodies in shape to produce the work? Unfortunately I haven't been to the gym for since the last time I was in Chicago which was probably like eight months ago because I've just been so busy and now we live here and I guess I'm gonna have to build a gym or carry some logs or something because there's nothing around here.
44:41The most profoundly beneficial thing that I have done in the last five years was start studying stoicism. I've always been interested in psychology and and faiths and not religions per se but but faiths and the the messages that sit behind them and where you know i've always been curious now where did that source code come from you know where is that all coming from because they're all vaguely the same they all say vaguely the same stuff you know don't be a dick be nice to people right but there would never um i always kind of like remember you know people saying there's no you know there's no instruction book for life and i always kind of remember thinking to myself well jesus you know we've been around for a long time somebody must have made an instruction book by now you know because it's kind of human experience isn't that varied right you know we all feel the same stuff uh and deal with largely the same problems stumbling upon what i now know is stoism was a bit of a light bulb moment because it was like shit well look there is an instruction book it wasn't it's not like a book written by one person at a specific time but this looks to be the source code of thinking for everything else and it's not the sort of thing that you just read and like you read it and okay brilliant i'm I'm doing that now.
46:16It's taken a long time and, you know, got a bit into mindfulness and stuff like that and started to understand what meditation actually means. But that has been the most, the last five years have been the most emotionally, psychologically transformative five years I've ever been through because of reading stuff like Seneca, Epictetus, Marcus Aurelius, listening to people discuss it. And none of it's mythological. It's not wrapped up in parables and stuff like that it's just like very very matter of fact which is why i like it so much but you need a problem to be able to understand whether or not any of it's taking effect and you know there's this sort of this idea that you can't become a good boxer if you've got no opponent and and likewise with stoicism you don't know if your training is prevailed in any way until you face a problem and then you face that problem and you know you I don't know you screw it up or you you know you react poorly or whatever but whereas before you wouldn't even think about it afterwards you're like I handled that really poorly you know that wasn't at all what I've been reading and teaching and meditating on so next time something like that happens this is how I've or I deal with it.
47:56And it's very incremental.
47:58James Hilton:Can you give an example of a thought or philosophy from Stoicism that you recently applied or maybe you're already successfully applying that changing how you think? Hope and fear are the same thing. They're all an expectation of a future state. You don't live in the future, you live now. and so you are putting off your enjoyment of now into either a fear or a hope of an outcome in the future, whereas what you should be doing is concentrating on right now and are you doing the best that you can possibly be doing right now? I love stoicism because it's so simple but so profound. Exactly. You can summarise the entire thing in three or four paragraphs.
48:53It's incredibly simple, but insanely hard to put into practice because we're such reactive creatures. That's like fear and hope are the same thing.
49:08James Hilton:Well, speaking of futures and future hopes and presence and being in the present, can you tell us a bit more about what are you working on at the moment what excites you about the work that you do at the moment what still motivates you i think what i do mostly now is i sit inside pretty established organizations to help them understand who they actually are and then provide them with the strategies and the tools and the services and the products that will then actually make sense for them for the future. And I work with agencies and partners in order to be able to bring that stuff to life. So I've been a client really for the last three or four years.
50:04which has been, and for the most part, that's been with Abbott. And I don't think that I could have hoped for a more inspiring place to be than Abbott. And I don't think it would be many people's first choice of people. You know, they're wonderful people there, and I have such a great relationship with this lady called Melissa Broats, She's the CMO of Abbott. So sharp, you know, formidable woman. This place is amazing because not only are you literally saving people's lives, like daily with, you know, your products, your inventions, things like that. um you know you you're making you know you make you you genuinely are making life better for physicians and hospitals and you know you're saving money and you're it's just all good right um and it's a very different working environment for me of course you know sort of like you know It's not really corporate America, but it's a huge organisation, like beyond anything I've ever touched before.
51:27But it makes you think in very different ways to everything I've done before, because now this is about creating rules and systems that can be adopted by a company that has 100 ,000 employees, you know, across the world, all speaking different languages, looking at the world slightly differently. And so how can you create a system of rules within an organization like that, that allows people autonomy, but, you know, keeps people looking in the same direction, that allows them to create better work, that teaches them how to create better work. I mean, it's fascinating. The whole thing, the whole project is fascinating.
52:18And so, yeah, that's kind of what I do now. And so, yes, it's design, but it's, I think when people talk about design, I think they often go to visual design, don't they? Or they go to graphic design or something, or architecture or things like that. And this is literally covering every possible facet of design that you can imagine, from systems integration to engineering to packaging to brand to behaviours to exhibition to product design, everything. I mean, it's a pretty dizzying, overwhelming array of work that needs to be done. And I think it's incredibly courageous of them to want to do it, because I don't think many organizations of their size would ever go down a route of, you know, we need to change not just how we look, but, you know, we need to improve how we're behaving.
53:21We can improve ourselves because it's enormously inconvenient.
53:26James Hilton:I'm glad you mentioned that design with capital D can offer so much to organizations and a design leader who understands all the different facets of what design can do like yourself from any sort of visual design to very much system thinking and organizational design and everything else can literally transform organization from the inside that will have an impact on the revenue. What would you say to organizations that maybe don't see the power of this design yet? Why should they have people like you coming in and helping them or getting chief design officers or just being curious about what design leadership can bring to the organizations?
54:18How would you recommend them to start thinking about this? design is a value lever um and depends on what we're talking about designing but
54:35cohesion design brings cohesion not just in terms of you know visual cohesion but in behavioral cohesion. And if you can make behaviours cohesive and make those behaviours understandable and adoptable, then people will gravitate towards those systems that you're creating because they become intrinsically intuitive, more so than the competitor, and they're more tied together. Efficiency is a by-product, not a goal in that world. You can summarize it by saying you create an object of desire. And I don't mean like a shiny orb. Think about the things that people desire you know they want health and happiness or they want to be better at their job or they want to be smarter or they want to be save money or make money or blah blah blah blah or they want to go and work somewhere amazing or they want they want to own a piece of you know the product or those are all desires and what you need to create is a company that is in of itself an object of desire and that needs a set of behaviours and systems behind it and rules that allow people to operate within a system, to then create those objects of desire.
56:21those it's the the rails that you put in place that that um you know create the that create wonder and wonder you know and i know that sounds grandiose but you know wonder can simply be something working or it can be something you know doing doing something exponentially better than the you know the the next competitor um or it can be something that just works seamlessly with the other thing that that company also does the you know wonder can be not even having to think about it but i think you know i think we were talking about this earlier that lots of companies out there are obsessed with the capability of being able to do something whereas they should be obsessed about is this thing even adoptable by people do people want it do they understand it is it does it go back to first principles and ask should this thing even exist um so that's why i help you know that that's why people like me are important within these organizations because for the most part these organizations are insanely capable but just not terribly efficient at being able to explain those capabilities or to be able to preempt whether or not that capability is adoptable, understandable and desired.
57:56James Hilton:Well I'm glad you're doing that for this incredible organisation. Me too. You're also obviously helping other design leaders to become those visionaries and do that in their organisations at Future London Academy which we are very grateful for. So you're our wonderful member of the faculty of the executive program for design leaders. You've met now many years of these incredible people who are trying to do what you are describing, change organizations from within, drive design leadership and just make sure they create an impact on business with design, not just what people usually perceive with design, but actually understand the business side, understand the financing and create real change.
58:50James Hilton:What has been your experience with meeting the incredible leaders that come on the programme or anything that you observed overall that I suppose gives you hope in the future of leadership? um
59:10Finn what gives you hope that there will be a snack soon um being part of the program um is uh it's quite it's humbling uh to be fair um and again you sort of like you know a lot of the time when I'm stood up there I am wondering why on earth are you listening to me um because you're all probably way smarter than I am. I think what it does for people, the opportunity to listen to how other people think. And they come from pretty diverse backgrounds. It's really eye-opening for them. Again, we were chatting earlier, weren't we, about this idea that creativity is the ability to join dots and you're as creative as the amount of dots that you've got well people are dots as well and you know everything is a dot and i think what future london academy brings is the opportunity to acquire more dots we definitely are passionate about connecting the dots and
1:00:18James Hilton:creating the connections because i i also do believe that there is so much hope and future humanity and humans being connected. So technology is evolving, AI is evolving, who knows. But at the end of the day, I think we need other people. And if we can find the ways to connect with other people, and obviously on the program, they spend the whole year together. So they really, really bond. And I feel like the value of human connections in the future will keep going up because it will be harder and harder to find other humans who we want to be around. Yeah, of course. You know, the AI thing is interesting.
1:01:03I think everyone kind of is, everyone's got an opinion about it.
1:01:08James Hilton:Do you have an opinion about it? Yeah, I think it's just a tool like every other tool that we make, you know, and it's up to us how we use that tool. I'll show my age a bit, but I've lived through enough tool inventions now to see a pattern forming. you know when photoshop came out you know i remember all the all the sort of like the teachers at college going well that's it isn't it that's the end you know it's not the end it's just it's a it's a it's a new beginning right and then the internet comes out and you know well that's it isn't it that's the end of print print's dead well it's not is it it's just different it's an addition everything is an addition you know it's it's that's how you progress as a as a species you you know it's not like the thing before is wiped out and now it's just this thing an ai is just another it's an addition it's a progression is it going to wipe everything else out of course it's not going to wipe everything else out it's just an addition it's a new tool and you can either learn how to use the tool and learn how to master it and use it to your advantage or you can be fearful of it and you can rail against it and you can tell everyone that it's a terrible thing and the world is just going to carry on and take over anyway.
1:02:33James Hilton:That is a very hopeful note to finish our conversation for today but I have one last question that we ask all the guests that come to our podcast, which is about change, if you could change one thing in the world, what would it be? I think I'd like to live in a post-scarcity society. Ultimately. But that's not a one wish. That's a good one. Yeah. But I think, you know, one day, I think if we haven't blown ourselves up by then, then I think technology creating an equitable society that is post-scarcity would be the ultimate way to go. And it's a little bit Ian M. Banks' culture novel, Star Trek, but if we could have motivations that didn't involve money and possession and imaginary geographic boundaries and limit ourselves because of, you know, gender or race.
1:03:47I think that would be the best thing to do. I think that would be a good step forward.
1:03:54James Hilton:Good step forward, love it. And who do you think we should have on our podcast next? Anyone you would personally want to hear from? I think you should find a biologist, an evolutionary biologist, and talk to them. Because I think that designers with a capital D have got a lot to learn from evolutionary biology. Any particular suggestions of someone that inspires you? Not off the top of my head right now. Full research. Yeah, but I think that something like that would be... Robert Sapolsky. I think something like that would be really interesting. I'd listen to that. That's a good suggestion. Thank you so much, James, for such a deep and varied conversation about all sorts of things that I personally find fascinating.
1:04:51James Hilton:So I'm so glad we found time to sit down and go through many decades of your career, success, thinking, leadership, creativity and design. You're welcome. You never stop fascinating me with what you've done and achieved, but also with what you constantly keep doing and how you never get bored and just constantly find curiosity and excitement in the world around you. so thank you for spending this time and sharing with our audience and thank you for being part of future London Academy's faculty and inspiring the design leaders to be better design leaders and scale companies and drive companies it's it's something that I think we should have more in the world of more design leaders doing great things so I appreciate all of you all and thank you for the opportunity.
1:05:47James Hilton:And thanks everyone for listening and if you find this conversation interesting and helpful please share your favourite insights. We always love hearing from our community what you find the most insightful, spontaneous, curious, provocative, whatever that is. Maybe you disagree with what we discuss here. Please do share. Obviously subscribe and leave your thoughts and this video if you are watching us on YouTube. Thanks for tuning in. Any other last words, James? Where to find you or not to find you? I'll find you. Well, thanks everyone and until next time. Bye.
From the publisher
Nearly 30 years ago, James Hilton answered an ad in Creative Review, met a stranger named Ajaz Ahmed, and they signed Virgin as their first client. That was the beginning of AKQA.
AKQA went on to win Grand Prix Cannes Lions, James was named the UK's number one digital creative director three times, and they were acquired by WPP for around $550 million. He also made the Creativity 50 alongside Jonathan Ive and Lady Gaga.
What followed was a design studio, a custom motorcycle brand featured by Netflix and Top Gear, a Chief Creative Officer role at Native, and now a position inside Abbott, helping a 100,000-person healthcare company grow.
James invited Future London Academy to his home outside London to chat about his journey.
And if you are curious about our Executive Programme for Design Leader that James teaches on, you can find more information here: https://fla.wiki/42jCun4
00:00:00 — Meet James Hilton — The Design Leader Who Built AKQA Into a 6,000-Person Agency
00:01:00 — Selling AKQA for £340M
00:04:00 — What made AKQA succeed: obsession, craft & hiring people smarter than you
00:09:00 — The founder's paradox: staying in the work vs. scaling a creative business
00:11:00 — Building a Culture of Honest Feedback as a Creative Leadership Strategy
00:16:00 — Over-delivering as a growth strategy: how AKQA became a trusted advisor
00:28:00 — Life after AKQA: leaving, fear, and starting over from scratch
00:37:00 — Imposter syndrome, catastrophic thinking & using data to fight anxiety
00:44:00 — Stoicism as a leadership practice: the philosophy that changed everything
00:49:00 — Design with a capital D: transforming organisations at scale (Abbott case study)
00:53:00 — Why design leaders are a business value lever, not a visual service
01:00:00 — AI as a design tool, post-scarcity futures & final advice for design leaders
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