Karan Aujla on Parents, Canada, Love, Loneliness, Music, Security & Life | FO398 Raj Shamani

27:09I will do it. This is the only thing.

27:14This is the biggest insecurity gap. About you. You are a perfect man out there. Great family, relationship. Everything is there now. You don't fear you're in power. You're afraid you're in a row. You're afraid you're in a style game. Now at the same time, you're good for your society. So you have both sides. you have shown in this podcast only now in this time you have shown me on that side I feel scared with my family I want to save my family and the other day I saw that I will get that you have shown all the sides what this perfect Karan Aujla's insecurity what makes you insecure about yourself

27:56I feel like not making a good song is me I don't want to do anything else when I the people that love me when I let them down with a project or something I do 100 % do it but when they feel like it's not a good deal

28:20that's my insecurity in a way where I don't want to lack ever I just want to say that whenever there's a project it's our top it's just but sometimes I was just 100 % of my songs. I had a song of 48 rhymes. There were many rhymes schemes. And there was a word called ''Kuday'' Everybody was making fun of it. It was like ''Kuday, Kuday, Kuday'' Before I had a little narrative started. The memes, the singers, the band groups were built. They said, ''Our singer is good with you from the singer'' so that's the system so that page on the board so I thought that it wasn't good I thought that this song will be good but it didn't play so so I felt so bad I was like no I'll be selling I'll give you something I'll give you something you say something in your concert which I find interesting why you say it in Punjabi you say that the girls do not break the heart of the girls.

29:34That's a good one. You say that, right? That the girls don't break the heart. If they don't break the heart, they don't break the heart. That's why they say that the girls don't break the heart. That's innocent. They also have the heart. Why do you say this specifically? What did you notice? What did you notice? Where did you go from this time? I don't know. I just feel like it's like the girls. Why do you need to be a woman? I feel like... Because I grew up in a woman household when I was growing up. When my dad passed away. I was just with two of my sisters. They were older than me and my mom.

30:15So I have seen them run the house. You know? I was 11 years old. I saw my sister and I knew...

30:37gangerramble những000 những 000 Nشemi hebben hem dat laten hangenagers en kap z Been. Aan verheer nog niet Welcome. Ст Quickly But they were taking us And my mother There were two girls They had to marry How much happens I had to marry I had to marry my house I had to study school And my mother I sent her sisters And I sent her sisters They will set their life My dad doesn't live I don't know. I'm so sorry

31:49I'm not I'm not This is not a very good thing The way you said it I'm literally a little Shari system But You write all these songs Like you watch 15 times hard break And you have to read I don't read the film How much I write in boring life How much I write in such topics I'll write a little bit. It's a little bit about the cinematic system. You write videos. Thank you. You don't need this. I mean, everybody knows this. Raj, it's so funny that I don't know what I'll write in the studio and I'll write it or not. It's just a blessing. It's just something. Tell me your definition of love.

32:38first thing is that you say and tell. I love you baby, I love you baby. Whatever you say, you don't know. You don't know who you are doing. Who is doing? And love is also very different. Your mother is different from your mother. Your daughter is different from your mother. that you have different different way of being I see I have all of my relationships I am basically how to talk how to talk how to talk how to talk who is my brothers why it's like I feel like number one thing is in love is being very transparent don't shut things No one Whether brothers or sisters There are many things You can't even get in the relationship You can't be comfortable with your partner You can't be comfortable with your partner You can't even say anything wrong You can't say anything You can't say anything What do you do I feel like I feel like I'm so close to my wife That I can tell you something That I can't tell you I feel like I'm not sure I feel like I'm a chair I thought, I didn't want to cry in front of the girls.

34:04I didn't want to cry in English. I said, I'm crying. I'm crying and crying. What is this? I'm crying like this. It's a very hard personality. It's true. There are many issues. But I'm going to get here every time. definition of love I don't know in words I don't know in words but it's just that one another without knowing you know that you're not right today or you're not right or you're not right everything is okay everything is okay my sister always asks this what's wrong everything is okay that's love true you said something very interesting and you said that you can see in your eyes and it's it's that she doesn't have to tell you and you don't have to tell you and a while ago I was talking about my partner and then she said I asked her how do you know why what about me you know what you like and she's like that can't tell you but I see in my eyes it's like every time I look at you I know that you see the other way and how do you see me that is so true that when I see it within 10 people I see it all the same as 10 people when I see it I probably don't know but I see it from different eyes and she knows this people can tell and she can tell.

35:58It's the connection bro. I don't have to tell her that I love you. I just have to look at her. Yeah. Even telling her I love you you're just reminding her. You're not really telling her that you love her. You're reminding her I love you. It's always there right? Yeah. It's always and it'll always be there. I feel like a good life partner is very important for a person for a person. So it's like the environment should be clean. I've noticed this The company matters a lot Kiske saath ab uttee o baitte o kya chal raha Ab to waisae My wife meresai se bolnay lggi abhi Abhi hesap lgalo Lekin proper Punjabi meresai se bulti She's born in Canada Jitne meres slang words hai Sub user dhi Punjabi ke sub koji chakkar nai Ya woh kura chalta ha uska Me nai bula daripo kya ho gai Ya riyo pahle e achi tii Ya rai se mat boli Me nai rai mutsi bat kai Myrne ko uchya nai li lg raha Tu jyada manly ho raha I'm not sure if someone's checking.

36:58So yeah, man. It happens. And then, your relationship changed with your wife after fame and success? No, brother. More understanding is better. But we are all with so many times. So understanding is the same. It's better. It's better. But I don't need to explain things to me. get any better, they don't get any better. Just like that, that's how it goes, she's going through this or he's going through this. But that time that we have spent together did make a difference. You know, like 11, 12 years being together and now I've been married for two years. So it's like, you know, like, it doesn't seem like I was just 18 years old and she's 19.

37:46I was 17, she was 18. That's very early. So, the relationship didn't change so much. But I said that I have never talked about it. I'm thinking, what are you talking about? All the things I'm talking about. Let's go, what are you doing today? But I remember the old things I remember. How do you feel secure? Especially, especially at the time because it's very natural that your wife has maybe thought because she got so much female attention all of a sudden she got so much fame maybe just she got so much danger there's a bunch of things right what do you do how do you make her feel secure I would say it is hard it's not easy to make a woman feel secure bro especially in this field so So I just try to be with her more.

38:49That's one thing. I feel like the more I keep her with me, the better things get.

38:57There's no things like, oh, like, I don't even know what happens now. Then I always get a problem. If I go somewhere else, I do something else. It happens where I am, what I am doing. If you say something wrong, then you're a shame. But it's like, I'm sitting in the car. If I'm not in the car, if I'm on the bike, then I'll go. But I'm just going. So it's like a small thing. But we travel together most of the time. We were away for 10 days now. Because she had something to do back home. So now it's like, I've got a lot of time. So yeah, man. I tried to keep her with me. You know. try to keep her in her comfort zone and I tell her all the things she wants to hear that's the main one that's the key that's the main one I tell her everything she wants to hear so it's nice but yeah give her more time this is the answer but the most what do you do your wife about your

40:03this is the only thing that someone goes on to a photo and goes on to someone with a co-actress so everybody recently then what do wrong people have memes made you know you Hijab Non bikin more everyone Yo that was told I

40:29even stuff of and you something happens. I always learn to go to the character. If I have to go with my hands, I will go with my hands. How do I go with my hands? Don't go with your hands. Just go. There are directors. I can't even explain them. I said, I said, make the concept of the video. Then I will do something. Then I will not be a girl. That's the thing about love, right? It's like, don't breathe around him. And same with guys. don't breathe around her. Exactly. She's always staying. And you try so much that I don't care. Yes, yes. You can't tell from inside. I'm telling her. I'm staying.

41:16I'll stay. Don't get attention. Okay? What do you like love the most about your wife? What do you like about your wife? There's so many things, dude. So many things. One thing about her is that she takes care of my family more than I take care of my family. Wow. I feel really blessed that I don't even have to ask my sister sometimes like if they're okay or not. Like she takes care of everybody. And it's very hard to find that in today's world. Like you know, somebody that loves you and loves your family. So I'm blessed man. She's the anchor in your life. She's the anchor in my life. That's the one man.

41:54She keeps it together man. Have you ever? I was a killer brother a lot of times. I mean, mentally this is a place that my attention is in a place you know child return is so much I don't know what I'm going to do so she just tells me to breathe calm down when I touch my side you were saying how to feel secure when gang violence feeling when they're going to when I was in the first time I was going to say that I was going to be very tension what if somebody comes now what do we do she said chup kar soja kuch nahi ho ga I said yaar Kamal ki mandi yaar it's cool is this after 2 minutes she started snoring I said let's go it's not tension I also think so she's like that that's powerful yeah man many people have a tension in the truth she said karan kuch nahi ho da soja kuch nahi ho da that's amazing I was like bro what else do I want man I'm fucking stressing about her she's a fearless woman she's like me I'm like I'm a lot of hurt I said okay how do I do that that is such an amazing thing to have a partner like who fills you with courage right that's amazing everybody wish it's like we have such a cute relationship bro everything every time like if you open my conversation I don't feel okay anything my head is also sad I'll message it although she's so far I feel so low my stomach is not okay my legs are hurting she tells me exactly what I know that I need to do and I just do it after she tells me so it's like even if there's a problem something happens like I wasn't eating well now it's getting better and she told me already without going to the doctors that this system will happen after me the doctor told me that this is and then she told me that I was telling you first said that this is that I didn't hear you so this is so have you ever destroyed a relationship because you don't know how to handle being loved relationship destroyed but trust issues have come a lot of me and I couldn't tell the difference if somebody's actually loving me or are they just acting like they care about me.

44:33It could be anybody in my life. It could be one of my friends that have done wrong to me or like anybody. So I've had some cases in my life where I trusted people too much and trusted to the extent where I never asked them anything and gave him the whole steering wheel to whatever I do I mean, blindly trust not in my life I don't have a friend my friend has been in the day because I was with my friends when my mom and dad were my friends I was with my friends because I always spend with friends playing with friends school Canada then my friend so before my work started I was blind

45:50I have explained my advantage. they have to do it but no one does it but no one does it it does it everybody wants to be okay in their own life I don't want to go on my own that this goes on my way or you know I feel like this I feel like this so that's what I feel that this thing has been very hard that you just person on the way you are so that you are all about everything that you are doing ڈی لگا رہے ہیں. You are going to go where? Then I thought, you are four or five. You are solid. I am blessed to have these people in my life now. I want to talk about people. I want to talk about people.

46:35Just that. Just having to talk about it. Because many times, all the things are not married to me. Then the wife is not married to me. The sisters are married to me. The brothers are not married to me. The brothers are married to me. I agree.

47:18How do I do love? Tell me this. Punjab, because you're talking about Punjab, there's a lot of a khara culture. What is a khara culture? Explain me that. What happens? It's so crazy that you asked me this because I've actually been to lots of kharas. Okay. So my first time was Punjab's khara. Before all these arena shows. When I came to Punjab, after my breakthroughs, I felt like I had to get shows. Before I had done a club show in Delhi. when I was in Delhi, I said, I can speak Hindi here in Punjab. I said, what's your name? I said, my brother, you can speak. I said, okay, okay. So, my first show was 4-500 people in club.

48:01I made clubs, I made clubs, and then I made clubs in Punjab, football tournaments, and big tournaments, I made a song. started. I had told my people that I was from here. Before people had confusion that he was Canadian artist. He is in Canada and he is in Punjab. I feel like that was one of my best experiences. Because I was in my own people. If I had that akhara, I could perform this in Scotland or London. Who has the akhara? who has been going to be? Today, when we were not here, we were looking for Bappu Manpa Ji. We were in the Stadio Stadium. We were in 2000, we were in 2007, we were in 2007.

48:57We were very big in Punjab. The old Bappu Manpa Ji, today we were looking for, but we were looking for that someone has been cut in a village that it's a show today. So truckers, truckers, trolleyes are going on. Because it's a free show. Everyone wants to see. It's just love. Let's see. They're looking at the people. Next was... AP concert. Yeah. You had AP concert. Yes. And then what was the message you wanted to give? In that concert. Because I think that there was a controversy and then it was... AP was a controversy. control with Daljit sas of that it happened I got it also AP has become high my eyes it all different months Farm What message did you try to do?

49:55There was no message. There are no winners. There are no losers in this. What was it? He got a little emotional. He said something. But I also explained before the stage. That's why I'm not doing it. But I guess he just wanted to say we're all together. Because people are making up stories. Like you know now AP is against Karan. Like these guys don't get along. And maybe they don't have to talk about AP. Karan's job is better. No, no. He's better. He's better. So we're just trying to tell them Bhai Yaar Punjab سے آئے Aaj Bombay show ہو رہا ہے Two nights in a row I was playing Hmm To وہ Punjabi Ones کے لیے And Gerv والی بات کیا ہوگی Bhai yaar Do bhandے Humara 50 km کی Or Radies میں ہوگا Village Hmm And they were in the same way Canada came to Canada I was in the same way PR came to the He was in the same way If I'm not wrong How much effort Where we came from That's where we came from Bombay Khaired Khaired Khaired Khaired Khaired Khaired Khaired Khaired I don't think anything is happening in the background.

50:55And if something happens at some stage, it just gets upset from the heart. It gets upset. It gets upset. But we are also controlling. I have to say a little bit less. Before it was a lot of time. Because it was wrong. There were many artists who think they feel love. And how you write How would she feel in love? Why do you do that? I think it's a way of telling a story. I don't know how to think about how I think about the perspective of a girl. Especially when the lyrics relate to a girl. I feel so good about the perspective of a girl. Because one of the girls comes to the song. but when i used to go good boys my whole size was different

52:19iυasant don't write with emotions too much. It's like a study type of situation where I have to study what is this generation thinking or what would this generation like? How can I connect two generations? Let's say there's a 20-year-old girl and there's a 40-year-old lady. How can they both relate to a song that I've written from a girl's perspective? So it's like a process. I don't even know. How do you think? I'll tell you my thing. okay so yeah I have a lot of conversation or probably reels or podcast I talk about I give speeches around women perspective and I give all of them purely just basis of I have given my mom what good parts bad parts suffering parts love parts and my sister like I have cousins and I have too many cousins like double digit cousins so how did I give all of them how did I study them on their basis but that's my very little sample size.

53:18I know what you mean, yeah. You, what you do is at a scale. Yeah. So, how do you study what you do? Like I see at home. Where do you study? It's a very interesting thing. Like, sometimes, you don't have to ask someone. Sometimes, this is the story of writers. I read a quote that don't mess with writers, they can explain you. You understand? Sometimes, they tell us. Yeah.

54:15That's my office. Yeah. So, I feel like I have a lot of people that I wanted to meet, or not, how do I do, how many people I meet, how many people I meet, how many people I meet, and how many people I meet. So, yeah, when I meet with them, I ask them, what do you think I like? Because there's a lot of conversation, when someone comes to a photo, what's the deal, brother? Hello, siri, go to a photo. So, I tell them that I have to stop so I gave them to stop me, and I gave them to talk to me, so I had a girl in my village, and he told me, that I have a good song for girls, and I thought, that I have a good song for winning.

55:00I said, I'm doing something, and I say, when I go to college, I play that song, and when I say, I say, I'm basically saying that winner's speech is a winner. I'm saying that the winner's speech is a winner. I'm saying that the winner's speech is a winner. So much time you're going to get down. You're going to get down. So that's my girl who wrote it. I wrote it for my core audience. 14-14 years old. I can't understand. So you never know which song will relate. Which song will relate. It just happens. I've written a song called Fallen Apart.

55:42It's like very sad love story That I have to say that I have to say that What the truth is that I have to say that So I think this is going to be influenced I don't know where to figure out I don't know where to go I was talking specifically about three songs Tell me that the lyrics behind the story How did you notice that? if not notice when he is writing what he is imagining it's like what are the words because you pointed out what are the words I am loosely reframing in Hindi because I don't come Punjab which I have understood that you are talking that girl who tells her that girl doesn't know that girl that girl's the night of her you will have to give her and that girl's the night of her and then and I don't know what to do with her.

56:36It's so good. It's very deep. And it's true, right? It happens. Like the girls know it happens. What? Like how do you write this line? I'm not with it before.

56:51It's not my story. Let's clear that out. But my friends, there are all situations. That song's actually story. I was on my own song that I wrote a song on a night. It's a very like Bold topic Especially Punjab Me is like It's a song I can tell you How many songs I can tell you There are lyrics That I don't want to tell you You don't want to know It's simply That it's just The system And it's like I'm a writer I just want to explain The situation I don't want to say I don't want to say That it's bad I don't want to say That it's bad I don't want to say I am doing my work. Because if I had to put my own boundaries on my own, then I would have to set my boundaries.

57:38So that was a night's story in my mind. That I would write a night. And I would write a night on my side. And then I would have to ask a taunt style. What the story is. I would have to tell you. But you would have to tell yourself. And there was a line.

58:05and then she's saying

58:13so it's like these taunts and lyrics like i feel like they're very relatable so when i come up with a line like this it's like there's no big story but my mind just makes it I don't know how it is. It's happening. We all know a reality. How do I write it in words? I will write it in my own way. If it's happening with me, if I'm a girl, then how do I ask her? You really have to mold yourself into like, you know, writing is a beautiful process. Then the second song I had to know is, one is, Addi Sunni Tani. Oh wow, how do you even know this song? If you know this song, you're a legend. that's crazy that's what we put in the bag we put in the bag ginger and something yeah so that was from a guy's perspective that he's asking that the girl has already married that's a story I'm surprised that this story I've made it in my mind it's a proper scenario of a guy asking a girl who's already been married or with somebody else I asked you to do that things that I told you once again and again.

59:27And that's why you left me. That's why I didn't take my attention to you. But I didn't hear it. He didn't hear it. And I didn't hear it once again. And I didn't hear it. I was a 10-10 tattoo. I was a tattoo tattoo. You made my shoulder. He didn't say it. that this is why he's made. So it's a very good topic for me as a writer. Like it's a, I would say always, I love writing love stories, sad songs, shairi feels over like solid heart tracks. Okay. That's your zone. That's my zone as a writer. Like I enjoy doing that. Because it's a lot of difference when you make shairi. That this topic doesn't have such a topic.

1:00:12Like, you're a chakle, my nadiyaar, billi, ponsat, gadi, and she shakale. It's very easy, bro. For me, I can say that it's a very basic writing process. If you have to write songs. Yes, if you have to write it. There are many songs that you think about. But overall, if you have to flex, you have to do it all day. I can do it too. But coming up with a girl's perspective idea, shiary, poetry type songs, it takes something. It's a song that's a hint. Yeah. There's a very solid line which is hurtful but intense. that you are going to be in the framing in Hindi. That you are going to be a task.

1:00:55And you are going to be in the hands of someone's hands. Something like that. How did you write that? What process is it? What process is it? What is the process? I was thinking that I will write this song. Why? Some of you think that some of you guys are like, you are a lot of people. You are defamed. You are not a lot of people. All of you guys are not a lot. There are a lot of people. Some of you guys are a lot. This is a human nature. is not a girl-girl thing. Nobody can give it. So it's like how the frame can do it? How do you write process? This line is not the same. This line is not the same.

1:01:25But I don't know this song. I still remember that. My first arena show was several artists in the UK. There were 6-7 other artists. And my first arena show was with proper musicians. I mean, no. It was a whole system. So before that show, I'm not going to go to the shower. I'll tell you something about that. That show that I got 5000 dollars. 5000 pounds. Okay. And I got so bad on my spending. Whatever came, I just took it. And in that hotel, I got the show. I went to Canada, other people from India, from Punjab. So I need to go to the airport. I was told that I was a good friend of mine. I saw the promoter where I was going to keep it.

1:02:24We were told that it was a jail scene. It was a jail scene like apartment. I said, I don't have to stop. I talked to my brother. They said, they said, they said, they were going to do a hotel. They said, they didn't have a hotel. They said, they would go to himself. I was going to go to hotel and this was 5-6 years before and the songs were so long and I didn't even go to the songs I mean, I mean, I mean, I didn't go to the songs I didn't go to the songs I didn't go to the songs I mean, I mean, I was okay Okay So, I said that I was going to the room and I asked him to ask him to go to the room and I asked him to ask him that it's sweet, he's going to live in the area and he said that sweet is not presidential he is and Gorin has been a ton of money I don't know that's a day I said I said I said I said how much money is presidential he is he said per night 3500 euros more pounds I said I got 5000 to show I got three days I'll go how much money is opened I opened bank account that's how much I said I said today I'll go this room that will get

1:04:06I still remember I was taking a shower before the show was heading to the venue. And in this shower, I had a melody before. I had a little hint to give it to this. It was a melody before and then it was a little bit of a eye. I didn't know what my obsession was. I had a lot of eyes on my eyes. I had a lot of eyes on my eyes. I had a lot of eyes on my eyes. I had a lot of eyes on my eyes. And in my mind, I had a hint. And then there was a hint. And I didn't know that the hint was going on. I didn't know the hint. But it didn't have to be read. new are. But are you still reckless with spending? Now you're doing such a lot?

1:04:41Very much, bro. Just, you know, I don't know these things. I'm doing some things on the right things. But as we're starting a project in my village, a park for ladies and children. Like a lake, park type of situation. And for kids were building like a stadium football ground and such there are no lights in these houses I'm just making a good place this is my dream for the next 3-4 years I feel like other than music whatever I want to do in there that's my second goal that I want to turn that place into like a like a beautiful spot nice so that's a good side that you're doing what are the bad sides where you spent you said number one is a clothes Okay.

1:05:34Kupdai bhoat. Ghaidiyah. Ghaidiyah number two. You're wearing RM right? Yes. Richard Meere. Yeah, bhai. Abhi is ka shonk chad gaya. Is peh scratch is bhoat. Jab bhi eek scratch pardata hai toh bhoat duch lagtata hai. Lekin bhi manai bola dekhi jayega bhai. Kya gaya bhi. Lekin abhi yaar kabhi bhai dekhi nai thi yeh chizhe yaar. Jo truth hai. Mطلب kabhi moka hai nai mila tha jab young thai ki aise shonk pure garein. nice cupidے ڈالیں you know nice shoes ڈالیں یہ میرے سب سے ہر لڑکے کا dream ہوتا ہے اچھا بن کے رہنا اور جب میں کہا ہوں تھا بھائی میرے کو تو ایسی نہیں بتا تھا کہ میری pant کہاں گا رہی ہے اور چپل کہاں جا رہی ہے آپ سمجھنے ہو رہا تو یہ بھائی cupidے گاڑیاں کھڑیاں یہ چلتی رہیں گے اور کس چیز کے لیے کمار رہے ہیں tell me top 3 spends they have done top 3 سب سے crazy چیزیں جو کھری دیاں luxury cars like individually چیزیں Number one would be like a car, obviously.

1:06:32Which car did you buy? My first most expensive car was a Rolls Royce Pro. Nice. So when I bought that, I bought a Cullen in... So heat? See there. I thought it was a star. It was a car. It was a car. I bought it in 2023. When I got the car, I didn't know how to get the car. I feel like I manifested that. but I signed the paper and said that I had three months of money everything is all alone I've been sitting here in Dubai I've shipped all my car so now I can finally drive them to Canada I didn't have to drive I have no car but I have a little safety hazard a lot of flashy car I don't know where I'm going I'm not going to go there I have to keep a lot of attention You're making a new album You're making a new song Yes What's your thought process?

1:07:33What's it making? Yeah bro This new album is This is what I like to listen As music In Punjabi Okay You know This is you vibing Listening If I make all my favorite Punjabi singers To make an album I make a song like that. It's like that. Nice. I wrote it. I mean, they say that you need your voice, your style, but you need it to modernize and keep the Punjabi's song. Yeah. So the album's name is P-pop culture. P-pop, Punjabi pop. Nice. So we came up with this name like eight months ago. when I thought about album that 5 months later this name came. When I started to make album I didn't know anything.

1:08:28I didn't know what direction I was going. I would say I've been working on this for the last one and a half, two years. First of all, I didn't know what direction I was going. I didn't write a song. I was still dropping single tracks in that moment. Like Wavy, I, I, A, all the songs were playing and doing work. but I was doing my mind on my mind on the album. Shaymin has gone on that. Shaymin has not even known what to do. After that, I thought, I thought, what topics should I write? What should I write? What should I write? What should I write? My first album was making memories. It was very pop.

1:09:09You know, a lot of Punjabi songs. It was like a mix of everything. and then I came to figure out like okay this is how many songs I want first I wanted 16 songs and then I was like you know quality over quantities 16 songs I won't listen to one time I mean I don't want to give a good job so I started working for 6-7 months I made songs for new songs which were in my vault I didn't see it I said this is my backup plan if I want 2-3 things I want to add I didn't see the songs. I was going to make songs. I was going to make a big shot to my brother. We were together in Canada. We went to Thailand for a little bit.

1:09:51Did a camp there. 20 days there. We had a little camp there. We recorded recordings for 5 months. I came up with like 30 ideas. Nice. I was like okay there's 30. I knew I wanted 10 songs. When it became 10, I didn't add a song in the first 10. Actually, first song I made. I made a first song. I made a new album. Fresh, it was released. Yes, it was called For A Reason and it was called 20 seconds. Then I made a song with 9 songs. I made a song with 30 songs and made a new album. It was called Gaboru Last Gana. I made a plan for that. I have to put it in a while. In a studio, for the master's to listen to it, he beat it, he beat it, he beat it, he beat it.

1:10:39So the whole direction was keeping the culture aspect, keeping lyrics very fast and modern at the same time. How would it be that you would use a simple word in Punjabi that you would understand if you don't know Punjabi? Some are very small Punjabi, that if someone is listening to a father in Punjab, he would say, you would like to do a good song. Tell me who are your top three artists which you think are the best that you listen to? Like, have you heard Dhanda? Dhanda Neoli. Yeah, yeah. He's sick bro. Yeah, yeah. Bro, come on. Any music is good music. I don't listen to all my boys. I've heard of my brother from Punjab.

1:11:22His name is Azad for Life. He's first of all. He's a little girl. He's a brother. He's a brother from Punjab. And they're bringing up the rap scene in Punjab properly and I mentioned these two names because I love their lyrics the way they write because I'm a lyricist so the way they say a sentence the thing is that the way they say the way they say so the way they say I can tell what their personality is like and I'm a fan of that so all the things are good basically he's become the next big thing he sees popping because his Instagram is a great deal I feel like for Haryanvi music, it's very, very good.

1:12:03You know, I would say they needed a face that was young enough for people to relate. Even Punjabi audience. Young Munda, you know, you can tell, okay, like he means it, whatever he's saying. So he feels good. He feels good. Okay, here's the last question. Yeah. I always have the last question, which is in my mind. And I think, because I ask a lot of questions for myself. So here's the last question for you.

1:12:34What truth about yourself have you known deep down for years, but you still struggle to fully accept it or act on it? I can say that in Hindi for people as well. What about yourself, what you know deep down is reality, but you can't accept it for today or not act on it.

1:13:07it doesn't matter how many people come in my life how much love people give me how much care I get I'll always feel lonely always doesn't matter I'm sitting with 100 people doesn't matter I'm sitting with whoever you know

1:13:34I just don't feel it anymore, brother. I feel lonely, man. Most of the times. And I know it's the truth. Sometimes I don't want to admit it. That I am alone. You know, I have my family. I'll have kids tomorrow. I have my wife. But me within myself, I just feel akela. most of the time even being with so many people even being in front of 20 ,000 people 20 ,000 people say that I go to the house alone and sit down so I don't feel that feeling that just stay and I know the truth when my mom didn't live I was alone If your mother is not there, then you are alone. Your family is over. Your sisters have their own houses.

1:14:38I have my own life. We are blood. But I feel...

1:14:45I feel lonely, man. And that's a way which can never be fair. Yeah, bro. I can't even imagine man this can be fixed and it bothers me and regardless of all of this yeah you've become really really inspirational and successful and too many things and you're going for every ambition that you have kudos to you brother thank you bro I don't know where you find this strength from I will see these dreams and I will see them because I don't know how many people you are telling these things if you are with them so I don't know how many people leave them and regardless of all of this you still have ambition and you go for it and it's something I can't imagine I can't even tell you that I understand because I don't it's just I respect it a lot thank you so much for doing what you're doing and thank you so much for coming here bro thank you bro it was fun man we're still trying to figure it out so are we thanks a lot man thanks for having me it was a great conversation I'm looking forward to more podcasts together yeah man so many but it was good thank you thank you

1:16:19nice though This is a nice operation, man. I'm glad to be here finally. I watch your podcasts all the time. Thank you, brother. You get to learn a lot. It's nice, bro. Nice to see you doing this. It means a lot. Thank you so much for watching, bro. You'll be right back. Thank you so much for watching this episode until the end. Now you have to tell you what to do. First of all, subscribe to this channel so that we will get more valuable guests. Number two, tell me in the comments what you liked in this episode. what you like to see and which guest you want to see we are taking this episode in this podcast and this episode you must have to share with someone which will get a better chance of changing it because one conversation can change someone's life I'll see you next time until then keep figuring out

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