Jessie Reyez - Goliath

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1:20And if you're the kind of person who cares about the power of an amazing mixtape, then this game is probably for you. The soundtrack features Smashing Pumpkins, Iggy Pop, Suzy and the Banshees, Joy Division, The Cure, and a lot more. Mixtape comes out May 7th on console and PC. Check it out at mixtape.game. This episode contains explicit language. Jessie Reyes is a singer and songwriter originally from Toronto. She's won two of Canada's Juno Awards, and she's been nominated for a Grammy. In addition to writing her own music, Jessie's been a songwriter on tracks by Calvin Harris, Dua Lipa, Sam Smith, Eminem, and many others.

2:03You're probably aware that there are songwriters and producers whose names you'll find over and over again in the credits for big hits. Jessie is one of them. But for this episode, I talked to her about her own song, Goliath. And the day that she wrote that song, she happened to be in the studio with a bunch of other songwriters and producers. So I also talked to Jordan and Stefan Johnson from the production team Monsters and Strangers, and Jeff Gittleman, aka Giddy. Between the three of them, their credits also include songs by Selena Gomez, Maroon 5, Alicia Keys, Mac Miller, and again, tons more.

2:34When a group like this gets together to write music, they don't always know if they're going to be making a song that's going to get recorded and released by an artist somewhere down the line, or if that song's going to get recorded at all. But in the case of Goliath, what came out was a song that was very personal to Jesse Reyes.

3:19Where were you on the first day that you started working on this song? We were at the studio at the Monsters and Strangers spot. It's a house that's been converted into a studio, which is great because the more I've done it and the more I've been lucky enough to be a full-time musician, the more I've found that I have a special love for when it's like a home setup. It just feels much more intimate. And so they have a house that's been converted. We have a house in Sherman Oaks, California, where the garage is a studio, the master bedroom's a studio, the guest bedroom's a studio. And it's kind of like our home base for work.

3:54My name is Joran Johnson, Monsters and Strangers. And I'm Stephan Johnson, Monsters and Strangers. And who else was in the studio with the two of you and Jesse that day? We don't write with Jesse with co-writers very often. Like she, you know, is a full-fledged, she can do lyric melody, do the whole thing. But Jeff Giddey and also for Goliath, Lunch Money Lewis actually happened to be there. So it was me and the boys. We were having a conversation with Jesse about some stuff that was going on in our life. And then the producer we were working with, Jeff Giddey, he pulled up a bunch of music beds.

4:32Hello, my name is Jeff Gittleman, a.k.a. Giddey. the more experience I get and the older I get in this industry the more I just really like to be prepared and so with this song in particular I had an idea that I prepped

4:50I came up with the idea on the Wurlitzer

5:05And so I just heard like a one, two, three, four major chord progression.

5:12And then I laid down the guitar.

5:17What's your main instrument? Do you have one? Well, yeah, I came up as a guitar player. My first job in the business was touring with Lauryn Hill playing guitar in 2005. Was this lead guitar melody part in there from the very beginning? Yeah, I just want to do something that's melodic and iconic. Do you think you could explain why that's so important? So I asked one of my OGs, Craig Kalman, one time, what makes a hit record, you know? And he said, well, listen, rule number one is before the vocals come in, the music's got to sound like a hit. So I was like, oh, shit, as a producer, I actually have a power without the lyrics and the melody, which are so important.

5:57But I have the power outside of that to make somebody feel something. And so, yeah, I wanted to have a melody, but I didn't want to make it too high to where it gets in the way of the vocal.

6:12The older I get, the more I want to do with less. So it's literally one take of each instrument onto tape. And off the bat, when I hear it back, it sounds exactly how I want it to sound versus spending the same amount of time doing the take and then having to spend 30 minutes messing with plugins. And so besides the bass and the two guitars, an important element that I thought belonged was a Hammond B3 organ.

6:45Instead of just playing one sound, I'm constantly changing my foot pedal on the volume. I'm constantly changing the draw bars. And so you're not listening for it. It's subconscious, but it's evolving pretty much throughout the whole thing.

7:13Who's playing that trumpet? That is my friend Miles Julian. And so, yeah, that was in the original little loop that I played for Monsters and Jesse that day. So, we were in the room playing the music, and I was in there with my eyes closed.

7:34It was my niece's birthday, and I hadn't been able to speak to her in a long time. Despite trying, I hadn't been able to speak to her, which is a difficult time with my family, some of my family. me and my brother and my sister-in-law have been going through it and by default I haven't been able to see the kids as much as I'd like to their kids? yeah who are my favorite people and then I got my call returned and I got her on the phone and I left the studio and I went outside and I was trying to keep it together and she's younger and I started getting emotional and I was really trying to control it because you know when adults understand those kind of tears but kids don't they're kind of perplexed So it was just combustible.

8:19It was a lot and I was trying to keep it together. We talked for a bit and then we said goodbye and then it was waterworks. And then I got my bearings and then I went back inside and when I got back in the room, I shut my eyes but I also leaned back because if there was tears coming out I'm not trying to cry in a room full of people either. so I was leaning back the tears are going sideways because I was just thinking about how much I love her let me play the voice memo that she sent me when I say I love you I mean I would pull every star from the sky cause my heart put my hand on the bible and I would walk through any fire walk through, walk through bed walk, walk in bed foot through the fire when I say I love you It means I pull every star from the sky For you I would pass at a title The use and the miss and the time When I say I love you I love you It's interesting to listen to that voice memo because, well, one, the music is slower, but also you're going through this thing, but the guys in the background are just chatting.

9:42I was in the same room, but I was in another world. Yeah, I remember her getting emotional that day during the process. You could see it was definitely a pure feeling that she was channeling. She just went into her, we call her little trance state, where she'll literally stay silent for 30 minutes to an hour or two hours, and then she'll pop her head up. She'll be like, all right, I got something. It's funny because it sounds so easy, but it's also a technique that I've worked on for over a decade. Her writing process is so crazy and she doesn't write anything down and it's like almost so instant.

10:19She doesn't write anything down? Oh, yeah. She doesn't write a thing down. She got that from Babyface where Babyface said, if it's good enough, you'll remember. And this was a long time ago because I've been working for years. I've never seen her write stuff down. And she instantly gets the melody and the lyrics. And the chorus to Goliath came up. When I say I love you, I mean I would pull every star from the sky down, or square up with any goliant, or moonwalking through any fire. When I say I love you, I ain't trying to do this life without you. It's a bad day until I'm around you. I was about to give up till I found you.

11:01What was right about this music to connect this experience that you've been going through to that feeling? Some chords just elicit that sort of reaction. They feel warm. They feel nostalgic. They feel like a hug. Yeah, it just feels like love. So it was like the perfect canvas. Every lyric couldn't be more true. I just love her. My conversation with Jesse Reyes and the story of Making Goliath continues after this.

11:37When I first heard the hook, I was like, yo, this is like one of the sickest love songs. Like this could be timeless classic. And then that's when she kind of explained that like she wasn't writing it as a love song, a romantic love song. And then once the chorus was done, I again got my bearings again, kind of got my footing. And then I looked at it a little bit more pragmatically and strategically. And almost reminded myself that everybody understands that sort of love, unless you have kids in your life. unless you have a relationship like that with kids where it's like pure love you don't really understand that until you do yeah but if you don't it's something foreign so i thought what's more universal well it seems like romantic love is much more universal than that kind of love so then the verses are deliberately more romantic you love me like a sunday morning but you kiss me like a Friday night.

12:29Many blessings. The cup run is over. Slow loving is a holy night. Love you broke and the water's pouring. You turned me into apple pie. No letting go, baby, it's you upholding. Holding onto till the end of time. That lyric. Love you broke and the water's pouring it's a man's apple pie so that lyric it was originally in this song that i wrote years ago called french boys and it ended up going in the pitch folder because it just didn't feel right for me at the time what does that mean the pitch folder just songs that i love but don't like sweaters i've made that don't fit me but i know they're elite so they go in the pitch folder for when artists are looking that i know i could pitch this song for that artist or pitch this song for for that movie, you know?

13:21So it went into that pitch folder and then we ended up pitching it to Lisa from Blackpink. They loved it, but they asked for some revisions. But it's so cool when moments happen like this where a lyric can come to live and still see the light of day just somewhere else. It was nice that I was able to save it.

13:48If I'm a home, baby, if I'm honest, I dropped every single hole for you. I recorded it without drums, so it's very leaned back. In terms of the rhythm and feel of your delivery? Yeah. I was hella leaning back because there was no drums. And then the drums got added after.

14:16The person playing drums on this record is Drew McCann. And when the drums got added after, I talked to the guys and I was like, fuck, I feel like I should re-record it. Jesse tried multiple times to re-sing over the drums. But they looked at me and they were like, Jess, it sounds elite because it sounds like very floaty. It sounds right still. Don't second guess it. It sounds right. And I was like, okay.

14:53But I felt like some of the pocket was a little off. So then we manually adjusted, I don't know, maybe three or four words in the second verse just to sit forward a bit more. Jesse ran me through the ringer a little bit. What we ended up doing is nudging some of the original vocals around instead of using the new ones. It was just nice to be able to go in meticulous. I just got to sing their praises so much because in the moments where I do feel like going into the minutia and editing, to someone else, to someone that doesn't care about it, it's going to feel tedious. But to someone who cares just as much and someone who trusts you, As much as you trust them, they're going to be like, cool, come in.

15:35I'll make two hours today. I'll make an hour of my time. I got sessions, but come in and we'll do those little minor changes. To move a word, a millisecond to the right, and a millisecond to the left. And then the left is too much, so now split the millisecond difference, and now do that. And now let's change the BPM again. And now let's A and B them. And it's very, very tedious, meticulous, but tedious shit, arguably. But when you give a fuck, it matters. And again, not everybody's like that. Not every producer or production team is going to be like, yeah, sure, come in. We got sessions today, but we'll go in the other room and we'll make this happen.

16:10And they did. Yeah. Anything for Jessie. Watching her write songs is like watching a basketball player do 360 double-handed dunks. And just, it's just, it's an incredible thing to witness. It's really, I feel privileged to be able to witness her process. Yes. And also very grateful that she lets us into the process to be able to mold things, specifically in the pre-chorus. The pre, for me, was originally the post. Finders, keepers, losers, weepers, let the streets cry. Finders, keepers, losers, weepers, now you're all mine. I recorded everything, and then I think I went to do something. And then when I came back, Steph was at the board, and he was like, He was like, we just did a little change.

16:58Tell me how you feel. And it just feels so much better. And he was 100 % right. They were right. The beautiful thing about Monsters and Strangers is that they really understand, you know, what's the most iconic part of the record? What's the part that's the hook? What's the key? Just formatting and putting a record together and getting the best out of artists. Finders, keepers, losers, weepers, let the streets cry. Find us keep us, lose us weep us, now you're all mine I'm a student of this game and I remember years ago I saw an interview that Pharrell did and he was talking about how in songs there's just nothing new.

17:41There's nothing new under the sun. Everything's been written about. But the beauty and the artistry is in finding those classic quintessential human emotions or moments and describing them in a different way. Also, he was like, it's really slick if you can pull on someone's nostalgia because there's moments that you just, you know, your inner child just holds close. He's like, it's slick if you could do that because it's going to resonate more with somebody if you're able to pull that way. I think that's so cool. So I was able to do that in that pre. By saying, just by saying the words, finders keepers.

18:15Yeah, pulls to nostalgia already. When she first laid down the chorus, I think we were just in the room all kind of being like, new shit, new shit. We'll just do that sometimes in the room. Just get her hyped up. And Lunch Money Lewis was like, oh, it's that brand new Jesse, Jesse, Jesse. And he literally did it like that. And we were like, that should be the intro of the record. And he picked up the mic and he literally did that. New Jesse, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. That's so good. That moment to me, it just started feeling like a record. I don't know, it just felt like magic. That's one of my favorite parts about the record too, just that little piece.

18:59How did you feel about the song by the time you'd finished all the work for it? I knew the song was great the day we made it. I'm not, I'm grateful, but I knew it was great. Yeah. How often do you feel that way? A lot of my quality product comes from my quantity. I'm lucky that I'm able to do that because not all my songs are great. Some of my songs suck, but that's how I'm able to get them because my output is so fucking high that I can make 10 and 10 might be shit, but 11 is going to be lit. And you're not going to get to number 11 unless you do go through one through 10. You're not going to get to the good songs, yeah, until you get to the shitty ones.

19:33The funny thing about this one, I actually prepped this idea for a whole other artist. Really? I sent it to the artist that I was prepping it for and they, I don't think they ever replied to my text message. And so I'm just like, oh, okay, I guess they don't love it. and so I put it back into my vault and then when we were working with Jesse I was like, ah, you know what? Let me go into this little chapter right here and then that's when I pressed play and right off the bat, Jesse heard it knew what it was and nailed it. Has your niece been able to hear the song? Have you had a chance to talk to her since that call?

20:12Nope. I'm sorry. That's okay. That's okay. It is what it is. Nothing's perfect. I don't know if she's been able to hear it. Hopefully she has. I just love her.

20:30And now, here's Goliath by Jesse Reyes in its entirety.

20:41New Jess, yes! Mmm, mmm, mmm When I say I love you I mean I would pull every star from the sky down Or square up with any goliant Or moonwalking through any fire When I say I love you I mean I ain't tryna do this life without you It's a bad day until I'm around you I was about to give up till I found you You love me like a Sunday morning But you kiss me like a Friday night Many blessings, the cup run is over Slow loving is a holy night Love you broke and the water's pouring It turned me into apple pie No letting go, baby, it's you upholding Holding on to the end of time Fighters, keepers, losers, weepers Let the streets cry Find us keepers, losers, weepers, now you're all mine When I say I love you I mean I would pull every star from the sky down Or square up with any good life Or moonwalking through any fire When I say I love you I mean I ain't tryna do this life without you It's a bad day until I'm around you I was about to give up till I found you When I say I love you, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh When I say I love you, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Deleted every contact from my phone Baby, if I'm honest, I ain't tryna talk to no one But you cuddled in your arms off on my home Baby, if I'm honest, I dropped every single hole for you I'm a little look-up, but you look on me match And Gemini's ain't really no forgetting the touch Would I be looking at our pics in my phone?

22:37Think you got me hooked on you like a hit song Finders, keepers, losers, weepers Let the streets cry Finders, keepers, losers, weepers Now you're all mine When I say I love you I mean I would pull every star from the sky down Or square up with any good life Or moonwalking through any fire When I say I love you I mean, I ain't tryna do this life without you It's a bad day until I'm around you I was about to give up till I found you When I say I love you

23:18When I say I love you

23:24Yeah