Jessie Buckley - 'Hamnet'

23 Feb 2026 · 1 h 12 min · 31 chapters

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Podcast Notes: Awards Chatter - Jessie Buckley - 'Hamnet'

Episode Overview In this episode of *Awards Chatter*, host Scott Feinberg interviews Jessie Buckley, a critically acclaimed Irish actress known for her powerful performances on stage and screen. The conversation explores Buckley’s journey from a talent show contestant to a prominent actress, her experiences working with esteemed colleagues, and her latest role in the film *Hamnet*.

Key Themes and Highlights

Jessie Buckley's Journey

  • Early Life:
  • Born in Cork, raised in Killarney, Ireland.
  • Grew up in a guest house run by her parents, surrounded by diverse guests, which shaped her worldview.
  • Initial Exposure to Performance:
  • Influenced by her mother, a musician and music psychotherapist, Buckley became passionate about storytelling through performance.
  • Early involvement in school productions and amateur dramatics, which laid the groundwork for her acting career.

Breakthrough Moments

  • Talent Show Contestant:
  • Participated in the BBC talent show *I'd Do Anything* at 17, where she finished as a finalist.
  • Despite not winning, she gained significant attention which opened doors, including a scholarship to the Royal Academy of Dramatic Art (RADA).
  • Theater Career:
  • Early roles included performances at the Globe Theatre and alongside Judi Dench in *The Winter's Tale*.
  • Developed a passion for both stage and screen, although she initially viewed film as a distant dream.

Notable Roles and Projects

  • Memorable Performances:
  • *Wild Rose* (2018): Portrayed a Scottish ex-con trying to become a country music star, earning her acclaim and award nominations.
  • *The Lost Daughter* (2021): Played a younger version of Olivia Colman's character; this role brought her her first Oscar nomination.
  • *Women Talking* (2022): Tackled themes of toxic masculinity within a Mennonite community.

*Hamnet* Insights

  • Role Preparation:
  • Buckley plays Agnes Shakespeare, William Shakespeare's wife, in *Hamnet*. She emphasizes the importance of previous filmmaking experiences, particularly her role in *The Bride* directed by Maggie Gyllenhaal, as a foundation for her performance in *Hamnet*.
  • Collaborative Process:
  • Discusses the collaborative and emotionally charged environment on set, highlighting the influence of director Chloe Zhao and co-stars, including Paul Mescal.
  • Detailed her approach to embodying Agnes, using guided meditations and emotional exercises to connect with her character.

Challenges and Triumphs

  • Navigating Fame:
  • Buckley reflects on the pressures and joys of recent recognition in the industry, including awards nominations and the public eye.
  • Acknowledges the balance between personal life and professional responsibilities, especially as a new mother.

Key Takeaways

  • Artistic Process:
  • Buckley’s approach emphasizes vulnerability, emotional honesty, and the importance of life experiences in shaping her performances.
  • Community and Connection:
  • Highlights the significance of a supportive artistic community and the shared human experience reflected in storytelling.
  • Future Aspirations:
  • Expresses excitement for upcoming projects and the desire to continue exploring complex roles that resonate with her personal journey.

Conclusion Jessie Buckley's journey from a talent show contestant to an Oscar-nominated actress is a testament to her talent, resilience, and dedication to the craft of acting. Her insights into the emotional and collaborative aspects of filmmaking offer a deeper understanding of the artistic process, making this episode a compelling listen for fans of theater and cinema alike.

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Chapters

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Jessie's Rise in Film

1:34 to 2:41

Explore Jessie Buckley's notable performances and accomplishments.

Setting the Scene: Hamnet

2:41 to 3:29

Discover the context and significance of Jessie’s role in 'Hamnet'.

“Indeed, Rolling Stone, in its review of Hamnet, wrote, They will be talking about Jesse Buckley's performance for years.”

Jessie's Early Life and Family

3:29 to 5:26

Jessie shares stories from her childhood and family background.

“Jesse, thank you so much for doing the podcast.”

Musical Influence and Early Aspirations

5:26 to 6:55

How Jessie's mother's music career influenced her own aspirations.

“I remember them working very, very hard.”

The Journey to Acting

6:55 to 9:07

Jessie discusses her path to becoming an actress and the challenges faced.

“And I really viscerally, physically remember seeing that.”

Drama School Auditions

9:07 to 13:12

Jessie recounts her audition experiences and initial rejections.

“Well, I'm going to pause you because before we get there, I mean, I guess, you know, from what I've read, you started like a lot of kids at a very young age in school things and maybe some summer programs and stuff.”

A Breakthrough Opportunity

13:12 to 14:02

Jessie shares her journey through a TV talent show that changed her life.

“And it wasn't probably meant to be for me.”

Journey to the Final Two

14:02 to 16:56

Jessie reflects on her experience competing for 'Oliver' and the emotional impact of the process.

“And by the way, I just, I wasn't familiar with the program at the time.”

The Role of Discovery in Acting

16:56 to 19:50

Jessie shares her personal growth and the challenges of self-discovery in a public space.

“was your family throughout this whole time able to be with you in London or were they back in?”

Radha and Shakespeare

19:50 to 21:15

Jessie discusses how her Shakespeare workshop at Radha changed her perception of acting.

“After I finished doing the show, he offered to send me to do a Shakespeare workshop in Radha for four weeks during the summer.”
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Exploring Life as an Actress

21:15 to 24:45

Jessie narrates her experiences doing various jobs and performing jazz during her early career.

“And you though after that four weeks at Radha had pretty soon after actually moved to London?”

Support and Mentorship

24:45 to 26:48

Jessie reflects on the importance of support from mentors during her journey in the arts.

“I was so curious, you know, I would have done anything.”

The Transition to Professional Acting

26:48 to 28:03

Jessie discusses her career after graduating and the learning experiences from working with established actors.

“Well, so you graduated from Rod in 2013 and it's kind of, you know, again, looking at the good old CV and credits or whatever.”

The Transition from Drama School to Professional Acting

28:03 to 29:27

Jessie Buckley reflects on her journey from drama school to becoming a working actress and her admiration for Judi Dench.

“So like out of kind of fear that I might curse myself in my performances, like every single night I'd run down to the wings when Judi Dench was doing her piece as Paulina and I'd watch her.”

Curiosity About Screen Acting

29:28 to 31:05

Jessie discusses her curiosity about screen acting and the importance of self-awareness in her career choices.

“Was it something that seemed desirable or just whatever happens afterwards?”

The Alchemy of Acting and Storytelling

31:06 to 32:26

Jessie shares the special moments in her career where she felt a deep connection between her and the characters she portrayed.

“So I wonder, that's a level of self-awareness or humility or whatever it is that's, I think, unusual.”

The Impact of 'Beast' on Jessie's Career

32:27 to 34:55

Jessie describes her experiences with the film 'Beast' and its significance as her first film role.

“And where that character was, was and where I was, was such an incredible entry point.”

The Journey of 'Wild Rose'

34:56 to 36:45

Jessie talks about her role in 'Wild Rose' and the challenges faced by her character as a mother pursuing her dreams.

“It's kind of when you think about, I mean, have you kind of realized how much has happened in 10 years?”

Experiences on 'Judy' and 'Chernobyl'

36:46 to 39:48

Jessie reflects on working on 'Judy' and 'Chernobyl', highlighting the generosity of her co-stars and the impact of the projects.

“Their stories are about every man, every woman and our struggle.”

Exploring Unique Roles in Recent Projects

39:49 to 42:05

Jessie discusses her experiences in 'I'm Thinking of Ending Things' and 'Fargo', emphasizing creativity and character depth.

“I loved playing her, you know, this uncompromising lover.”

Exploring Character Depth in Auditions

42:05 to 43:12

Learn about the creative process of preparing for a role and the excitement of new territory in acting.

“You know, she's like, and also it's going to be freezing.”

The Lost Daughter: A Defining Role

43:12 to 45:04

Discover how Jessie Buckley approached her role in 'The Lost Daughter' and its impact on her career.

“You're playing the younger version of the academic who Olivia Coleman plays as the later stage of her life.”

Challenging Themes in 'Men' and 'Women Talking'

45:04 to 47:26

Unpack the themes of toxic masculinity and the exploration of women's experiences in recent films.

“Yeah, that was really interesting because it was something that I, these two pieces, men and women talking, I was aware of the conversation I wanted to have with myself in very different ways.”

The Bride: Insights into Character Development

47:26 to 49:48

Jessie shares insights on working on 'The Bride' and how it influenced her performance in 'Hamnet'.

“This is like, you must have been making them.”

Transformative Experiences in Acting

49:48 to 52:42

Explore how previous roles can shape and inform an actor's approach to new characters.

“Can you just give us any insight into what the experience of the bride was for you leading into Hamnet?”

Motherhood and Its Influence on Acting

52:42 to 56:00

Discuss the intersection of motherhood and performance, and how personal experiences shape roles.

“rehearsals with bleached eyebrows they were having production meetings about my eyebrows wondering if they'd grow back or change the color I don't know and actually it was really like my The muscle was very alive.”

Acting Techniques and Creative Process

56:00 to 59:20

Learn about Jessie Buckley's unique approach to embodying her character through dreams and meditation.

“But, I mean, this idea of kind of a guided meditation or something to start a day or two.”

The Emotional Impact of Key Scenes

59:20 to 1:02:00

Jessie Buckley discusses the powerful scenes in 'Hamnet' and their emotional resonance.

“I know this is a long conversation, but I have to.”

Grief and Connection in Storytelling

1:02:00 to 1:06:20

Explore how grief and connection are portrayed in 'Hamnet' through storytelling and performance.

“No, I didn't believe she had seen her husband's work.”

Navigating Fame and Artistic Integrity

1:06:20 to 1:10:00

Jessie Buckley reflects on her rise to fame and the balance between public recognition and private life.

“time that we're speaking here in February 2026, just to synopsize for listeners, but also to, I don't think you need a reminder, but I'm going to give it.”

Episode Discussion

1:10:00 to 1:11:28
“And I think when I look back, I will go, oh, my God, this is class.”
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0:00This podcast is brought to you by Netflix, presenting Frankenstein. Nominated for nine Academy Awards, including Best Picture, Adapted Screenplay, and Supporting Actor Jacob Elordi, the New York Times calls it stunning the movie Guillermo del Toro was born to make. Nominated for three Actor Awards, including Jacob Elordi, who gives the most transformative performance of the year. Winner of four Critics' Choice Awards for the outstanding artistry behind the hair and makeup, costumes, and production design, Frankenstein, for your awards consideration.

0:39Hi, everyone, and thank you for tuning in to the 629th episode of the Hollywood Reporters Awards Chatter Podcast. I'm the host, Scott Feinberg, and my guest today is a young Irish stage and screen actress who has been described by sight and sound as born to be a star. By The Observer as one of the most exciting actors of her generation, by The Guardian as reliably excellent, by Vanity Fair as possessing both dazzling charisma and a remarkable authenticity, and by Interview Magazine as one of Hollywood's brightest stars, capable of delivering performances that burn hot and contain multitudes. The New York Times, for its part, has noted that she has a reputation for playing complicated roles with devastating power, Adding, few other actresses of her generation can gain access to such a wide spectrum of emotions or seem as willing to risk being disliked for exploring the tougher ones.

1:32Jesse Buckley Over just a decade on the big screen, Buckley has already given a host of memorable performances. She earned particular acclaim for her work in 2018's Wild Rose, in which she played a Scottish ex-con who dreams of being a country music star, and for which she received a Best Actress BAFTA Award nomination, 2021's The Lost Daughter, in which she played a young academic feeling conflicted about motherhood, and for which she received Best Supporting Actress, BAFTA, Spirit, and Oscar noms. 2022's Women Talking, in which she played one of the women in a Mennonite community who debate what to do after discovering that the community's men had been drugging and raping them, and for which she received a Best Supporting Actress Critics' Choice Award nom, and she and her castmates received a Best Ensemble Actor Award nom.

2:18and, most recently, 2025's Hamnet, in which she plays Anya Shakespeare, the wife of William and mother of their three children, and for which she has already won Golden Globe, Critics' Choice, and BAFTA awards, and is nominated for Best Ensemble and Best Actress Actor awards, as well as the Best Actress Oscar, which she is widely expected to win. Indeed, Rolling Stone, in its review of Hamnet, wrote, They will be talking about Jesse Buckley's performance for years. Over the course of a conversation at the Kempton Canary Hotel in Santa Barbara, the 36-year-old and I discussed how she wound up at just 17 as a finalist on a BBC talent show, and how that, in turn, led her to relocate to London, where she ultimately was accepted at the Royal Academy of Dramatic Art, what she learned from early jobs in the theater alongside the likes of Dame Judi Dench, and how she then moved into screen acting, how her hamnet performance was shaped by her prior filmmaking experiences, including a film that she shot right before Hamnet but that won't be released until March 6th, The Bride, Maggie Gyllenhaal's reimagining of Bride of Frankenstein, plus much more.

3:28And so without further ado, let's go to that conversation.

3:40Jesse, thank you so much for doing the podcast. Great to have you. And on this one, we go back to the beginning and go through the major twists and turns of a life. So can you just share for us where you were born and raised and what your folks did for a living? I was born in Cork, which is the county next to where I grew up. I grew up in Killarney, which is this beautiful town on the west coast of Ireland, surrounded by lakes and mountains. And the beginning of my life, I lived in the shed behind my dad's guest house. Me and my brother and my mom and dad lived in the shed. One bed rambling around this guest house.

4:21And yeah. And I guess I cut you off before you could tell about your folks, but like I think it related to where you lived, right, at times. Were they running, it was almost like a hotel? It was a guest house, yeah. Yeah, it was like 28 rooms and it was kind of an exotic place to grow up, you know, because you get these people from outside of your world come in. Like me and my family were reminiscing the other day about what this guest house would bring in. And I remember at one point there was this American barbershop that arrived and I can still remember the song they were singing. It was I like coffee, I like tea.

5:00I like the java java and it likes me. Coffee and tea, the java me. a gob a gob and they used to practice like in the back for hours and me and my brother would sit and watch and then you know we'd kind of be part of serving and making the beds and yeah it was a really kind of a bit like an Alice in Wonderland place but it was also a job and there's a lot of guest house in that in my hometown because it's it's kind of like a national park yeah so my My parents worked very hard, you know. I remember them working very, very hard. Now, we just got an awesome sampling of your beautiful voice. Now, that may run in the family as well.

5:43Is that a vocal talent? Is that the case? I mean, what was your mom's other focus? Well, my mom is a musician. She now works as a music psychotherapist for people in palliative care and children in palliative care. But when we were young, and she still is a harpist and a singer. And actually, she wanted to be an opera singer. And I think when I was a tiny baby, she had gone to London to try and become an opera singer in London. And we lived in this convent in Roehampton in London, because obviously every Irish family has a nun in their family. And I remember she'd go off to do the workshops in Covent Garden and I'd be looked after the nuns.

6:24And my dad did some, you know, waiting around London. And her singing and how she performed was such a, it's like in the essence of what I've understood and always tried to reach for in telling stories and needing to tell a story as a way of emancipating something in yourself that you probably don't even understand what it is. But I have such a strong memory of seeing her sing in church and really feeling like it was essential to her. And then that this kind of mercurial, strange conversation happened between her, the story and the congregation and strangers where how she sang would touch people so much that these strangers would come up with tears in their eyes and want to like say thank you.

7:21And I really viscerally, physically remember seeing that. And that was probably the beginning of me going, whatever that is, I want to do that. And I wonder, was it, it's really interesting that you've kind of identified that. Because I guess, could it just as easily have been that you focused on singing as much as acting? I know you've done both, but like, do you think it was, it was just sort of being drawn to performing of some sort or it could have, and it could have gone in any direction? I honestly never thought I would be just an actress. I never in a million years thought I'd make a movie.

8:01Like that was something that did not belong to my life. Even with all the greats, you know, Maureen O 'Hara and all these guys, it wasn't, it seemed like a... No, that was like a fairy tale. You know, nobody gets to do that. and nobody really I mean my parents in the most incredible way and I'm the eldest of five you know every single one of us they've always given us a gift that life is to be experienced in whatever shape you want it to take and money isn't definitive of a passion and I think for me because I was exposed to music and probably you know but I was also very early exposed to theater and musical theater because there was an amateur dramatics company in my hometown.

8:47And I really remember going to see my first play and seeing them do Jesus Christ Superstar. And I was probably intimidated by just language because it did feel like something that somebody very intelligent and very beautiful like Marilyn Monroe could be part of. And I thought music had the capacity to hold the amount of feeling I felt inside me when I was a kid until I met Shakespeare. Well, I'm going to pause you because before we get there, I mean, I guess, you know, from what I've read, you started like a lot of kids at a very young age in school things and maybe some summer programs and stuff.

9:30But it sounds like, as you know, you're saying your parents were saying do what calls you. But the idea of maybe going, you know, applying to drama school, for instance, and making that that this is going to be the path you want to go down in life. Was that what were the people around you? Maybe not only your family, but teachers, others were people saying, like, obviously, Jesse's going to do this and you should do this. Or was it not that? No, they were. I mean, largely people really encouraged me. And especially my parents. There was never a you should do something safe option. I think they saw how much this meant to me and where I would go when I would do it even at such a young age.

10:17Obviously, a few people would probably be like, but just make sure you get all your exams. And I found school incredibly stressful. Like I just couldn't learn linearly like that and formulaically. I mean, my mind is wild. Which is great for what you do do. Yeah. But in school, you know, my teachers in school, in the school that I went to, there was a lot of incredible music. And we did a production every year and they were really supportive of that. And yeah. Well, so, you know, there are these kinds of fork in the road moments in people's lives. And it seems like one of the ones that we have to talk about is when you first applied or auditioned or whatever for drama school.

11:04Can you take me into the maybe it sounds like 48 hours around that and just what what went down, good and bad? Well, first to like like preface it, I used to like watch on repeat Judy Dench's Send in the Clowns like a hundred thousand times. time why that specifically it's just amazing if you haven't watched you should watch it the one where it's like in the albert hall and it's a kind of it's a sondheim event and it's such a powerful performance it's very such a simple performance and she just sits on a stool and there's a spotlight and i might be wrong but i think she might have just lost her husband around that time and you just see somebody distill themselves down to the rawness of their own humanity inside the vessel of a story and at times you think she's not going to survive you can also see her like reaching out like there's a journey that's happening beyond herself and I couldn't kind of understand it I just wanted to do that I it was so pure I think I'd like heard that she'd gone to one of these drama schools, Mount Viewer, or she was a patron of it or something like that.

12:23And also Guildford, which were the two kind of best musical theatre drama schools in the UK. I applied and I went over to do the audition. And my first audition was at Guildford School of Music and Drama. That was the one I really wanted to go to. And they wouldn't let me in. They tell you right away? They told me right away, yeah, yeah. So that was kind of crushing. Yeah, it broke my heart. But those moments are really important because I think you kind of, you begin to have a conversation with yourself about, it's a long journey. It's a marathon of your life. It's not something that just instantaneously happens.

13:08And they were absolutely right not to let me in. Why do you say that? Because I wasn't ready. And it wasn't probably meant to be for me. musical theatre like just that it was the beginning of of a life lesson which are imperative things to learn as a human but as an actor you know if you don't have real life happening to you and everybody's just saying well done come on in you're amazing then what are you like working against or working through to grow so it crushed me and I had another audition for Mountview coming up the following weekend but on the weekend that I didn't get into Guilford there was an open audition for a tv talent show called I'd do anything which was looking for somebody to play Nancy in a West End production of Oliver Twist and Andrew Lloyd Webber was involved and Cameron McIntosh and Barry Humphreys and I joined the queue for that on the weekend that I didn't get into Guilford to kind of practice for my Mountview audition that was coming up with no expectation at all and I ended up coming second well I want to break this down because I mean so this is 2008 you are 17 at that point I don't know if the whole process was was on the BBC but it was you know over the course of 12 weeks right and yeah I'm seeing it starts with thousands right comes down to 5 ,000, comes down to 12, comes down to two, which is incredible that, you know, to be in the two.

14:48And by the way, I just, I wasn't familiar with the program at the time. What have you been doing with your life? No, but you know what? I was talking about you with somebody this week who's a big fan, and they said the first time you were on their radar was when you did The Man That Got Away on that, you sang that on that show. And I don't know where in the process, in the course of the winnowing it down to two that was, but I did go and watch it today, and it's amazing. And especially, you're only 17, and the maturity and the singing with feeling and all that. So I guess on the one hand, to get to the final two must have felt like that's an incredible achievement.

15:26But on the other hand, you've said, looking back, that you came away from that whole process rather depressed. And so I wonder what, and that's not no judgment, I just am wondering what was it about that moment in time where, you know, you get knocked down with not getting into drama school. You get to do this. Your people are a lot of people who know what they're talking about. Andrew Lightweber and Cameron McIntosh and these guys are taking an interest in you and seem to even be perhaps rooting for you. But you, was it just kind of hard to feel the love or what was it? I don't think I was depressed because of the show.

16:05And I think depression is a bit of a, I've used that word in a way to protect myself. But I think it's a bit general around what I was experiencing outside of what that show was, which was a woman discovering herself, a young woman discovering her body, being out in a world. and really asking questions about who she was, what she wanted to say, what her mind thought about things, what she was going to offer into her world, not from an idea of what it is to be accepted by a world, but actually really from the inside of herself. And for me, that was a very uncomfortable moment of self-discovery.

16:48And there were moments of huge lows and huge highs, and also in a very public space. And I imagine maybe even away from, was your family throughout this whole time able to be with you in London or were they back in? They were back at home because my mom had just had a baby. So she was, you know, she was, they were kind of over and back, but I was definitely in a new space. And actually that was a gift because there was part of that experience. And in the best way, you know, I was getting to peek behind the curtain, like I thought I would at least have to be 50 to be allowed to be peek behind the curtain in the smallest way and all of a sudden I was doing the thing I was like doing the thing that I saw my mom do that I experienced when I saw my first ever play I was like part of it and I was a lot and for that was extraordinary to me I mean I do that every single day of my life I was very raw you know I was very raw with my feelings at that time and I was really I had no structure or technique around me and I was in this new city which was incredibly exciting because I could kind of reinvent myself and I did like I would walk around that city and adopt a character that I would see on the street and buy hats and if somebody said you want to come through that door I'd be like yeah sure what's in that door and sometimes that was dangerous and I probably shouldn't have gone through that door but it was a real moment of discovery and you know I like I've become a mom recently and and the thing that I am that's reminded me in becoming a mom the word that it has reminded me of is is awe and awe isn't just like bliss you know it's actually quite a vulnerable state because you're you're in such discovery and in many moments of my life I've had felt that like rawness of discovery and of awe and that was definitely a moment of that and I look at that young woman I think you are so brave like I don't know if I would be able to do that now in in such an open-hearted way.

19:05I hope I would, but I don't know. But in her kind of ignorance and passion, I stepped into a space that was wide open and felt all the feelings around that. And I'm very proud of that young woman. Yeah, no, you should be. And though you didn't, I guess, get to be a part of Oliver, which was the, this was the prize there. I guess the upside was that, I don't know if it's both Andrew Lloyd Webber and Cameron McIntosh, but it seems like there was enough interest and confidence in you that there was, I mean, how did Radha enter the picture? Well, Radha entered the picture from Cameron McIntosh and Andrew, I would, you know, in a different way, but with Radha, it was Cameron and in such an incredible, generous act.

19:55After I finished doing the show, he offered to send me to do a Shakespeare workshop in Radha for four weeks during the summer. Now this is not something he's just doing for every contestant he did it because he took a he saw something in you? Yeah I guess he wanted to like nurture something he saw in me and I had done Shakespeare at school but with distance and kind of intimidation and again it was too formulaic I couldn't get into it and I went and it changed my life and it changed how I saw myself it was a moment that I really recognized myself as an actress because the power of his words were bottomless you know I thought I music was my only experience of something to like fill the fire that I felt inside me until I'd met Shakespeare and his words which were just like liquid lava.

21:00And this wasn't though I think we should make it clear to folks because you did attend and graduate from Radha but this wasn't this was there was a interregnum or whatever people say in between this four-week introduction to this right exposure to it and then going back 2010 to 2013 what so I guess at that point you've now discovered this other that that this is a part of you you want to continue to explore but what happened in that intervening period what the hell were you doing

21:36i don't know i was walking through doors god that's good that's good i was doing lots of stuff it actually was a great time of my life like i did my first ever job which was a little night music in the Menier Chocolate Factory with Maureen Lippman, Hannah Waddingham, Alex Hansen. Hannah actually reminds me often recently that she told me to pick up my costume off the floor which is very good life lesson and it was you know that was such a beautiful first job because this group of people gathered around me and again I really had no ground underneath me and I would like kick myself at the end of the night if I felt I hadn't touched the void.

22:34And you though after that four weeks at Radha had pretty soon after actually moved to London? I never moved back to Ireland after did I do anything once I was there I just ended up there stuck around so it never like I never like it was never a big move but yeah that cast you know Maureen Lippmann would like bring me up to her house and she'd teach me how to read a play together and very very kind but also at that time we'd gotten free membership for the Ivy Club which was like I thought I was Barbra Streisand and we got given these like drinks called twinkles which is basically like the green juice you know magic bottle in wick in wicked you know be very careful of the twinkles but these nights it was like something from the like 1930s or 50s they these nights would erupt and we'd be in this ivy club and there's this amazing jazz piano player called joe thompson who who played there and you know we'd be up on the tables singing cabaret like people would be dancing Kate Moss would walk in and she'd grab the microphone off me and it was really vibrant and Joe Thompson then because I used to say I used to sing the man that got away that was like mine was singing at the piano and then he was like oh do you want to actually do something together so in my interim years of of Radha I became a kind of jazz singer we got like a residency in Annabelle's which is this kind of underground club old members club in in Mayfair where nobody listened to me at all thank god and it was full of like Russian mafia and prostitutes and I was singing jazz and I do my hair in pink curls and and then sometimes we get on a train and go up to a theater up in Lower Stoft which is on the edge of the earth and there'd be two people in the audience and we'd take the lid off the piano and we'd like sing to them.

24:38And it was amazing, you know, like it was really alive and young and curious. I was so curious, you know, I would have done anything. And the fact though, that you were able to go back to Radha as a full-fledged three-year student, was that something that, I mean, I remember in reading as much as I could about you before this, seeing something about, again, something about you like inspired belief in somebody else to kind of support those dreams? Was there, there was somebody that really kind of helped to make it possible? Yeah. You know, I, I, I'm from a family of five and it's, my parents always did their best, but you know, kind of when you're out, you're out.

25:23You're on your own, Chad. And I love that responsibility, but it's hard to, I mean it's hard to like live in a city like London and be able to afford it and in those moments in the Ivy Club there was a man called Tony who had seen me sing and he loved theatre and he wanted to support young talent and also I think when I had done that first course at RADA it had been an itch that hadn't been fully scratched and I'd gone and had a bit of a life experience you know I'd done many many things worked in markets sang jazz like you know but I wanted to go back and train I wanted to mess up in private I wanted to study scripts I wanted to know what cinema was I wanted to go to the pub on a Friday evening with people my own age and not worry about like that I might go to prison if I didn't pay tax which seemed like terrifying always there I still worry about that and he said I want to help you and he very kindly paid for my training at RADA which and and staying in London which if he didn't I probably wouldn't have been able to stay that's amazing and is he still around yeah yeah that's great that he's gotten to see it bet on the right pony.

26:50Well, so you graduated from Rod in 2013 and it's kind of, you know, again, looking at the good old CV and credits or whatever. I mean, amazing to early jobs in the theater at the Globe, right? My first job, yeah. Henry V with Jude Law, pretty early. Again, like a year out, right? Within the year of being out. And then full circle, I guess, in a way that you're with Judi Dench and Kenneth Branagh, not to forget him, in The Winter's Tale, right? And this is all within pretty quickly being out of school. And I just wonder, when you think back to that period, what were you making of it? And would you have been content to spend the rest of your life like that?

27:35Or was there always an ambition to see what was possible in screen acting as well? I don't know if I've ever had like my eyes on the horizon like that. I feel like I kind of arrive where I'm where I'm at and I'm like want to be absolutely there. And those, you know, being I remember like doing Winter's Tale and with Judi Dench. Like for me, my education hadn't finished. And it's one thing being in drama school, but it's another thing being a working actress for real. So like out of kind of fear that I might curse myself in my performances, like every single night I'd run down to the wings when Judi Dench was doing her piece as Paulina and I'd watch her.

28:20And if I never missed it, I would sit and just watch her and, you know, try and be like, come spirits. Judi Dench, come. Were you able to figure out like what makes her so good? I mean she's just deeply human and mischievous and I think do you know why some people are really good and some people aren't I just think she has a river to her to her heart that is in motion and her container you know is gigantic She's someone, though, I think, I believe it's the case, spent the vast majority of her career, or the early parts of it, primarily doing theater, and then had this amazing second and third act of screen acting.

29:15I wonder if even talking to her or others, how you even felt about screen acting. There was a time when people thought, you know, this was like screen acting was the lesser art or whatever. I mean, now I think that's kind of gone, but I just kind of wonder how you regarded it. Was it something that seemed desirable or just whatever happens afterwards? I was definitely curious about it. Yeah. And I definitely remember those early years in London getting kind of possessed by early cinema and going to the BFI and buying like Catherine Hepburn's, like all of her films, watching Philadelphia Story, Spencer Traylor, like old cinema, Barbara Stanwyck, Bette Davis like I there was something about the kind of beginning of it that I just became kind of like curious about and then when I was at RADA you know this librarian James kind of introduced me to Larson Trier and Dancer in the Dark and Breaking the Waves which is the first time I kind of saw Emily Watson and I was probably shy of it like and I think similarly to how I met London for the first time I I remember my agent calling me maybe when I was about 22 or three saying do you want to go to America like do you want to meet some American agents and I said no I'm not ready and I think what I meant by that is like I need to I'm I need to get to know myself in order to meet what that might be I don't want to go and not have something to say in that world.

30:55And that's got to be pretty unusual because most people, my sense is that most people can't wait to get to somebody saying like, hey, do you want to go to America? Do you want to do whatever? So I wonder, that's a level of self-awareness or humility or whatever it is that's, I think, unusual. Well, I guess I don't really know what that means anyway. Like, do you do you want to go to America? Like, what is that? Like, how do you go to America? And I think, you know, I guess I'm looking to react to something. And I still feel the same way with that in the scripts that I choose and the people I work with.

31:35I want like a visceral reaction that feels embodied. I would flounder. I'd get lost. And I have to have an interaction that's real. And I think I'm nothing without like the people that have come before me. Maybe that's why I watched Catherine Hepburn and Judi Dench. You know, they're my stories and my education, how they navigate a space as women is the greatest education I've ever had. And I just hadn't metabolized that yet in myself. But then I do remember the moment I got like that's the script beast. Yes. I guess, you know, those moments are so special and so rare in a career where the alchemy of where you are meets the alchemy of a story.

32:27And where that character was, was and where I was, was such an incredible entry point. And it was such a pure experience making that. And it was Michael Pierce's first film that he did. It was my first film. We were like, there's no money. There is no consequence. You're making art. Should we say for folks listening, you're basically, I don't know, correct me if my memory is not exactly right, but I think it's like a woman haunted by a kind of childhood act or, you know, something that happened when she was in her teens, 13 or something, who gets involved with a... Well, it's a kind of woman, it's a young woman who is, I would say, imprisoned in a life, in a pretty kind of conservative idealism.

33:20And she meets a man who is wild, dangerous, feral, has a monster inside him. And I think she also recognizes there is something monstrous about her existence that is inside her too. And this collision is very intense, but full of life and disobedience and, I guess, ruptures morality. And this was the first screen project that you were sent or that you reacted to or what? I can't remember if it was the first screen project that I was sent, but it was definitely the first script that I got sent that I became like obsessed with. And I mean, auditioning is always kind of vulnerable. I actually have always enjoyed auditioning and have a feeling towards that like if something has meaning to you what a gift to go as far as you can in that in that process and stand in front of these people and say here's my heart and it's kind of out of your hands whether that's the heart they want or not but at least you've like given it your but with this I like I've had a few moments of that with scripts where I'm like I'd read that Marion Cotier had kept the script of I think Rustin Bone under her bed and with this I put Beast under my bed until I'd got the part and they well and that though I guess the first thing of yours on screen that anyone saw was War and Peace yeah this was but then that was a tell like limited series this was your first film but what's amazing is War and Peace came out in 2016 Beast came out in 2017 the amount of stuff that I'm going to have to now rush through and cover, try to cover of all the work that you've done has all been in the last decade.

35:17You've packed in a lot, right? It's kind of when you think about, I mean, have you kind of realized how much has happened in 10 years? And that you're getting old. No, no, no. Well, I want to obviously focus most on Hamnet, but I do want to maybe we can just briefly touch. I'll ask you for a thought or two or something that stands out most about some of these other milestones along the way. So we said Beast was the first film in 2017. The next year, though, is the one that seems to have even more landed you on the radar of a lot of people, including BAFTA, which nominated you as one of their rising stars of that year.

35:58And I think the British Independent Film Award said, you know, best newcomer. and a lot of attention for Wild Rose, which was 2018 directed by Tom Harper, who had done War and Peace, right, with you. So this is a Scottish mother out released from prison, who has dreams of being a country music star, but also has reality. And I think for a lot of people, the first opportunity to see you sing outside of the talent show. Just for that one, what stands out most when you think back to that one? I guess it was my first mother. I've played like quite a few mothers, haven't I? Disobedient, naughty mothers.

36:38And the kind of struggle of that role when you also want to be in the world. Again, it was a very small film, but it was surrounded by these incredible musicians. And I think country music actually also, it was such an amazing thing to study because, you know, the great country music singers like John Prine and Townsend Sant and Emmylou Harris and Bonnie Raitt, who was like a huge thing for me during this. Their stories are about every man, every woman and our struggle. And it's so simple. There's no flounce. It really is distilled down to the essence of how you just be alive and love with a kind of weight on your back.

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37:29And actually, that was a great lesson. And, you know, how can you distill what you're trying to say down in the simplest way? Very interesting. The next year, you had two things that a lot of people saw you in. One of them was as sort of the aid or whatever the right word would be to Judy Garland in Judy. This is Renee Zellweger ends up winning her second Oscar for playing this. You had a kind of a front row seat to that. and also people you know certainly in the business saw you because that movie was seen in the business but i think the other one that year that i have to bring up was on tv limited series that everybody saw was talking about called chernobyl in which you're playing a pregnant woman who along with her husband is affected by the meltdown there and i guess just uh if we're talking about that year with that doubleheader any any thoughts thinking back to that year god this is a real trip um i mean it was so beautiful to see renee do what she did on that film and and and i think i also what i really remember of working with her was how she led a set with so much generosity and that she could still do what she did and go to the places that she did but be in contact with every single person that was working on that set to tell that story whether that be the extras or the crew or me there was just this generosity and bravery and Chernobyl I mean that was a pretty extraordinary experience I mean it's hard to like know what you're doing when you're in the middle of it you know we're just in Lithuania putting a wig on and a pregnant belly and my husband's got you know these wild scars on and you're just in the moment of it and I guess you don't I knew you know that the word Chernobyl was very much present in my childhood because we in Ireland they have this scheme called Chernobyl children where children from that had been affected by the nuclear explosion would come and be fostered by Irish families so I had a really like strong relationship with just the word and what that was but I remember the feeling on set like yeah like how it was directed how it was shot it felt giant but also curated and had an identity which wasn't like a historic retelling it was something that had a point of view and a little bit dangerous to expose the politics of it, but also the humanity that got affected because of the politics of it.

40:23And it was beautiful. I loved playing her, you know, this uncompromising lover. Totally. The next year, sorry to hit you with so many, but you've done too many good things. I can't leave them out. I'm thinking of ending things. Charlie Kaufman, very, I don't know, I guess almost surrealist kind of piece where you're a young woman going to see the boyfriends, meet the boyfriends' parents, but then names start changing and all kinds of things start changing, and it takes a while to process what's going on. But also, I'll note, shot by Lucas Schaal, who shot Hamnet. And then also that year is season four of Fargo, as a nurse who's not always great with her patients, in a sense.

41:04And another of your many accents that you've had to, or dialects that you've had to conquer, that doubleheader of 2020. I'm thinking of End of Things was, I loved doing that. I mean, I got to go to work with David Thewlis, Jesse Plemons, Tony Collette and Charlie Kaufman every day. And Charlie's worlds are so broad. You know, I think that was probably the first moment where I kind of started working as an artist, than an actor in a way because he's questioning so many things and the possibility to create from his brilliance is endless and it was really like alive and even from the I mean I remember the first note he ever gave me which for the for the test that I sent in the camera test that I sent in was this character is molecular you know what what is that note like the note of what that is is you can go so many places with that and I remember doing that camera like read that audition set self-tape that's what it's called and feeling like whoa I'm in a different territory here of myself and and my work and this is really exciting and with those people like I remember doing that scene with David Thewlis up in the attic and the beauty of him as an artist and just feeling so lucky that I get to go even further into the cave you know and Fargo was she was a laugh you know and it was a really like my instinct to work you know with her walk and all that that was just something that came super clearly and I just was like she's a bird she's like obsessed with E's PF.

43:00You know, she's like, and also it's going to be freezing. So I can walk really quickly between takes. Yeah, it was great fun that. Okay, so I think another big milestone we have to say is The Lost Daughter in 2021. You're playing the younger version of the academic who Olivia Coleman plays as the later stage of her life. And this is Maggie Gyllenhaal's directorial debut. you I believe were suggested to Maggie I think by Olivia who I you already knew her Olivia we'd met at a festival we'd got drunk okay well that's a good way to break the ice always um and I I guess the question here though is you know you in in giving the performance that brought you your first Oscar nomination we should say you and Olivia I wondered were was there any sort of uh conversation of coordination about you know playing the same character at different stages of her life and then also what was it about being around Olivia and I guess Maggie and some of the you know it's a heavily female set you've said that you maybe grew more as a person from that one than anything up to that point we didn't have any conversations about this character I think it was an accent that's all we talked about and and I and I love Maggie not shoehorning that in you know I think it would have become something less alive and I guess we all have different moments of our life that are very definitive you know I think it would have been weird and Maggie Maggie has been and is one of the most important women in my life because I think she's looking to fill the spaces that we're not allowed to fill or have been haven't been allowed to fill she wants the full story she wants the shadowy bits to come to the surface so that as a woman you're not deciphered off and as a mother and especially in this role you know this is a woman who really is hungry her mind is hungry her body's hungry she loves being a mother but she also wants to find her be a woman in her in the world and that's the truth right you know it's like it's hard and we're complex and it's not always going to be easy but I think Maggie has always provoked the most uncomfortable questions in order to realize something and in working with her many in a few times now that's been such an important person to like say I dare you.

45:43That same year going into the next year you had a real triumph with our friend Eddie Redmayne and in Cabaret back on the stage, winning the Olivier for that and all, which then leads into 2022, which I guess was like the theme was toxic masculinity between a movie called Men with Alex Garland and then a movie called Women Talking, which was also dealing with bad, you know, bad guys from Sarah Polly in the same year. And I guess I just wonder, looking back at those two and that year, you know, Women talking ended up, I mean, it kind of took actually a similar course as Hamnet, I think, where from literally from Telluride to the Oscars, right?

46:28Yeah, that was really interesting because it was something that I, these two pieces, men and women talking, I was aware of the conversation I wanted to have with myself in very different ways. You know, in men, it's a kind of fable. It's a fever dream. It's kind of a genre piece, but in a kind of nightmare. And in this, a woman is invaded by toxic masculinity or masculinity. Yeah, toxic masculinity. And then I got offered women talking at the same time. And Marike was a woman who was actually in a very, in the opposite place of what Harper was. She was a woman who was defending her experience in a patriarchy and in a violent space.

47:18And I was very curious about what both these things might reveal to me if they did. And at a moment, I should just quickly interject. This is like, you must have been making them. If they both came out in 2022, and I think that even the book that Women Talking was based on was published in 2018. We're talking about right on the heels of the beginning of the whole Me Too era, right? Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's not a coincidence. No, no, no. It's like, you know, I believe the stories come from the culture that's surrounding us at that time. And it was super interesting. And I loved doing, I mean, there were very intense pieces to do.

48:00and women talking and playing that character yeah it shook me in a way that I didn't expect it to when I got that script I almost didn't believe that it could be possible I was like what's a women talking like he's gonna watch women talking 12 women in an attic in Mennonite dresses like and then it was like an again an itch that I just kept at me and especially Marike gay and I started to question I was like what is that and I think she represented another shadow part you know like this woman who's almost like an armadillo in her faith and allegiance to something that really is crushing and generationally destructive and going into those spaces day after day together as a group of women and actually debating where do we go how do we find autonomy in ourself to create a new landscape and maybe we don't have the answer and it was yeah a pretty amazing experience well one thing I just you know we're talking at a time when rightly so much focus is on hamnet but But I believe that we're about to, in the next year, see you also in The Bride, which is Maggie Gyllenhaal's, I guess, new interpretation of Bride of Frankenstein.

49:32I don't know too much about it. I don't know that anybody does. But the fact that that was shot before you went and shot Hamnet? Yeah. But it's okay. But we'll come out after. I guess just because I imagine that what you do and then what you follow something, you know, what precedes something might in some way shape what the next thing is. Can you just give us any insight into what the experience of the bride was for you leading into Hamnet? Just in the, not seeking spoilers or anything, but just like what it was like for you as an experience and scale and all of that. I think doing Bride and playing in a sandpit that was probably bigger than I had played in, in many ways, in the character, in what I had to create, in working with Christian, with Maggie, with, you know, it was the biggest budget film I've ever done.

50:32But I think a place to stretch and discover, it felt like it was such an embodied experience that something got born in me a little bit. I guess the confidence to take a space to tell a story from a female point of view. And, you know, the story of the bride is in other iterations, she's born to be a wife, but without any autonomy, with no voice, with not even an option to say no. She just screams. Which if you didn't get the picture from that, we've got some serious problems. They didn't do the bride too. They were like, oh, shit. We're in some dodgy territory here. This girl is screaming, shut it down.

51:19No women talking, no women yelling. And that was so interesting, you know, and really this wasn't about, this is about love. If you really want to love and if you really want to be in a relationship with me and you want to be in relationship with the world, how much of me can you actually love? not just the nice bit like the kind of bit that's palatable to you you want to know the truth this is the truth and I can love you back I and it really was a it cracked me wide open and like brought me to my knees and Maggie was ferociously like in it with me and demanding of me and And Christian was the same and we were the same with each other.

52:10And it really was like the most intense ride of my life that made me, I think, step into a different body of myself. Which would have been helpful, you think, when you go, I don't know how much after that, but to then go to Hamnet from that. Would you have played Agnes the same way had you not done the ride before? I mean I think she would have been absolutely different if I hadn't done the bride before and I had two weeks before after I finished bride going into Hamlet that's all I had I came to rehearsals with bleached eyebrows they were having production meetings about my eyebrows wondering if they'd grow back or change the color I don't know and actually it was really like my The muscle was very alive.

53:01But I did say to Chloe, you know, where I came out of bride, I was like, there is no option, but this is the river that I'm coming into it with. And it was a gift. You know, I had this, I had this love. And I also was deeply uncompromisingly embodied in myself, which Agnes is, you know, she is in touch with her elemental force. just to keep the you know for people following at home i believe it's the case that at the telluride that you were there with women talking that's where you and chloe first cross paths yeah and she was just there i believe as just like a movie lover that year but what did she say to you about why she thought you were the person who should play i don't know if she's there she has She just asked me to do it and I was like, yes.

53:52Sign me up, yes. And I guess the related follow-up there, the obvious follow-up is, so I don't know if Paul Eskel would have been there that year as well at the festival. He's been there quite a bit over the last few years. Maybe After Sun was that same? I think he was there for After Sun that year. But did you guys know each other before you were cast in this? Was there any kind of test before you were cast or they just said, hey, two great actors, let's see what happens? we knew each other yeah a little bit we'd been in lost daughter together but we hadn't actually worked together um in that and then we just from being irish but we didn't like know each other and we did do a chemistry test together and that was very very exciting because i think there was like i it was actually a great way to kind of start that relationship because there was unknowability and incredible possibility and a real care and trust and a meeting of minds there was no hierarchy we were like going to jump off the cliff and wherever either of us was being led I think we both instinctively felt that we would hold each other in that exploration and go there with each other and that's how we moved through the whole filming thing I know as as you alluded to earlier, you've recently become a mother.

55:12So congratulations on that. I wonder, though, I mean, you also haven't been a, I was going to say, like, the fact that when you made this movie, you had not yet become a mother, is that important? Or is it all imagined? I mean, you weren't yet, you weren't previously the bride of a monster. I have never died and been invigorated. For any of our listeners who are concerned how method they wish I was, I'm not. Do you think it, did it matter? Did it raise other questions? I mean, clearly the performance is great and well-received, to say the least, but was that something you then, did you seek information or context or things that you couldn't have had at that time?

55:56Or do you just... On motherhood?

56:02I mean, yes and no. like sometimes as an actor you do those stupid things where you like buy a book on how to be a tutor and like you read a page and you think oh no it's pointless it lives on your shelf and gathers dust there was a midwife the midwife in the film is actually a real midwife so she came and spoke to us and talked about that and that was helpful but when I was working on this and when I was really trying to find Agnes's language in her unconscious about this I did a lot of writing and I really was listening to my dreams a lot when I was working on this and using my dreams as kind of compasses for the scenes and for the relationships you I think I from talking to Chloe were the one that inspired her to incorporate that more with everyone right the whole idea of there are things that I've heard about her doing with the actors and everybody else on the set that I've never heard of anyone else doing on a film, and that's not, again, not a judge.

57:06It clearly worked really well. But, I mean, this idea of kind of a guided meditation or something to start a day or two. I mean, there's a behind-the-scenes photo that's been released of, I think, when you're doing one of the birthing scenes out in the forest. She seems to be literally lying down next to you with the, I don't know if it was a real or not a real infant, but like, as we were joking last night, like, I don't think we've seen Alfred Hitchcock do that or heard of Alfred, you know, so like, these are different kinds of things. And I wonder if you can just talk about it seems like you guys are on the same wavelength in terms of being open to outside the usual box ideas, but just maybe you could talk about it from the dreams to the guided meditation to all the different way, different kind of set than it seems like most of the time.

57:57My experience of, you know, what happened on set, I want to like ground what that might sound like on the outside of like a guided meditation and dreams. And because that feels a bit untangible, you know, I think what that offered on set was presence and a way to enter into a world, to be out of your head and in your body. I'm in the same way with school, you know, I'm not good with linear thought and a projected idea. I don't know who my character is until I've lived inside them. And I think the more I've done it, the braver I'm trying to be to really get out of my own way. But you still have to like, you know, stir the waters a little bit.

58:44And I find dreams or even taking a scene in a script as if it was a dream and writing around that in an abstract way to kind of just stir the water to help you enter into an essence of where you think you might travel because in the best moments you don't know where you're you're going your final destination is going to be which happened time and time again on this set like the end the the scream in Hamlet's death I wanted so funny to say Because I just, you know, I do want, those are the two that I have to, if I can, ask you. And then I'm going to leave you alone. I know this is a long conversation, but I have to.

59:24These two, forgive me if you'll indulge me. All right. So as you say, the spoiler alert, hopefully you've seen the movie if you've come this far in the conversation. But, I mean, the tragedy of losing the child and the scream. Was that in the script? Was that in the first take? Was it in, you know, can you break down? How do you, because I think there are many moments that will flash back to people's mind whenever they think about this movie now or years in the future. That's going to be one of them. And I just wonder how it came together. No, that wasn't in the script. And also, you know, those moments don't come from just an empty space.

1:00:06We'd gone on an absolute ginormous journey by the time I got to that place. And I was in a really strong relationship with Jacoby and with the other kids and with Emily and with Paul and with Chloe and Stash, you are camera operator. And we were really vibrating, you know, on a level together. And are those scenes scary when you meet them on the day or preceding them? Yes. You're like, OK. Right. How do I like gently move towards this place? and I think we I like to use music quite a lot like and we had found a piece of music that we would and many times like on most of the scenes we would play and so really we were all kind of moving together at a moment but this you know Jacoby Jupe is an incredible actor an extraordinary little man and his heart and our hearts were like so available to each other and and I'm also conscious as an old you know an actress who's done it longer than him to protect him because it is make-believe and children are so in the belief and we were able to step out of it and come into it but um I don't know man you know I just had to you look into his face you've got on this journey I think that scream came out on the second of three takes and I didn't expect that to come out I don't know where grief begins and ends we all know grief in a way and I don't know how to describe what that was it was an out of body but absolutely catalyzed by this incredible young boy in front of me who was with me every step of the way and vice versa and you know those are the moments that you they're very rare yeah um and they're they're they're an amazing thing to even touch the side of it totally and beautifully done and then the the other one which again as we were saying last night probably uh is single-handedly responsible for the stock of kleenex rising is the the end of the film with the you know hand ultimately you know your hand reaching towards the stage and the the whole way that one goes down and i i guess you know i wonder again emotionally where that comes from but also just the any context of how you guys talked about it because i mean i guess i the more you start to think about like has she ever seen her husband's work on the stage and just the whole the whole mindset as she's not only experiencing the thoughts of how this connects to their loss, but just what is, you know, just what she makes of this whole thing that she's walked into.

1:03:06No, I didn't believe she had seen her husband's work. You know, I think, I mean, their relationship was really incredible. And I think she had the foresight to know that this man has so much inside him that is bigger than the place that they live and even in their relationship. and he needs somewhere to share that. But was she, was I intimidated by that? Was it better the devil you know to walk into that place that in its very name, the globe is intimidating where you have access to heaven and earth and 400 strangers that are holding a piece of paper that contains the name of your son who's lost.

1:03:46You know, you can't find him. And she searched for him. yeah that was uh it was her it was like there and there was moments that I was lost as an actress but also she was lost and you're kind of moving through these real-time experiences and I think Chloe felt the same like of how uh to land the plane of this moment but I think the thing that where the pin dropped is even if you are in in the most intense isolated experience of grief where you've really you can't find your son you can't find your husband in your heart you're kind of floating in mid-air and I guess when I realized through Max Richter's music on the nature of daylight on day four that I was not on my own I was surrounded by 400 other people who probably experienced grief and for some reason we have come to this place like we come to cinema or a theater or listen to a piece of music or a book in an unconscious way to need the vessel of a story to hold the parts of ourselves that are too hard to hold on our own and to use that space to use that theater you know and when she realizes that her husband has pulled off the greatest magic trick of her life that he has reincarnated her lost son through the vessel of a story that she can actually touch him again she can see him again that he's kind of immortalized in his nature by this story which I think when we get affected by a story in a film or in a piece of theater that's our experience you know it's like we can't even really understand why but it's touched us I think that's what kind of got revealed in us as we were moving through that last sequence and that wasn't on the page there was no reaching out you know even the camera operating like at the beginning there was cranes and you know big objects and probably fear and I think by day four Chloe had to go to the producers being like yeah we don't want any of them anymore sorry you know that costs lots of money and we ended up shooting the whole thing on a ladder and a handheld camera and brought it right back down to humanity very last thing you have at this time that we're speaking here in February 2026, just to synopsize for listeners, but also to, I don't think you need a reminder, but I'm going to give it.

1:06:34You have won a Critics' Choice and Golden Globe Award. You are nominated for a BAFTA and an Oscar. Everybody in the world is, at least our world of this business, has seen this, is talking about it. I mean, the thing with Jane Fonda, I've never heard anything like that at the Palm Springs Film Festival. Nobody has ever said a more ringing endorsement of anything than I heard. I think she called it a perfect movie. She talked about marveling at your performance. It makes her proud to be in the business of making movies. Meanwhile, I know that the last time it was an awards season that you were nominated for was Lost Star.

1:07:10I think you might have been doing Cabaret or something. You weren't as able to be as much a part of it. So I just wonder, and also the fact that just becoming, I know my sense is you're quite private. You're not seeking this attention. And yet it's the bottle. The genie's out of the bottle to an extent. So I guess I just wonder how are you, what are you making of this moment? Are you able to enjoy it? Is it fun? Is it intimidating? Just what's your state of mind at this moment that we're speaking? Probably a very different moment at different times. You know, sometimes you can't take it in. sometimes you're just changing a nappy and you're really grateful for that nappy you're like I'm a real person I'm a real person and then you have moments where you're like what this doesn't happen in a life like I had that moment yesterday at the Oscar nominee luncheon when everybody was getting up on that stage to be in the class photograph and there was something so innocent about it and but also I'm there with Paul Thomas Anderson and Chloe and Delroy Lindo and Wunmi and like Cawther Ben-Hur you know these incredible artists that in my wildest imagination when I was a young woman I never thought I would be remotely near that and I had a moment where I was like whoa don't for a second take for granted what this is what this community is and it is a community and yes I those you know critics choice and dope they're scary you know people spend two hours after you've changed a nappy trying to make you look great when you feel like I wish the ground would swallow me up how am I meant to be in these rooms like I don't I shouldn't be here but then you get into these rooms and you know that everybody's just made something and to make anything at all is an absolute triumph I'm so proud and honored to stand beside these incredible artists who have inspired me throughout my life in ways that I don't think I would have the vocabulary or the like you know ability to tell them I love what I do this is like a moment in time and I'll move on I'll make more things and I'll try and be brave and I hope I continue get you know can continue to work with the people who really really woke me up to my life in in in working with these people in so many ways I am I'm changed by what I do and I want to offer something into that world.

1:10:04And we only get one life. And I think when I look back, I will go, oh, my God, this is class. Well, congratulations. And thank you so much for humoring me with all these prying questions. I really appreciate it. Thank you. Thanks.

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The Irishwoman who is widely regarded one of the finest actresses of her generation reflects on her path from 17-year-old BBC talent show contestant to RADA student to star of stage and screen; what she learned from early costars like Judi Dench and early jobs like 'Wild Rose,' 'The Lost Daughter' and 'Women Talking'; and how filming Maggie Gyllenhaal's upcoming 'The Bride!' right before Chloé Zhao's story of the Shakespeares helped to shape her Oscar-tipped turn as Agnes.
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