Success Isn’t the Finish Line: DSM-Firmenich CEO Dimitri de Vreeze

21 Jul 2026 · 40 min · 15 chapters

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In short

Dimitri de Vreeze, DSM-Firmenich CEO, discusses “success isn’t the finish line,” why he sold DSM’s materials business, how he leads with high intensity, and how he makes decisions by separating assumptions from facts. He also reflects on his upbringing, co-CEO structure during the DSM-Firmenich transition, and lessons from major failures.

Guests

This is a CNBC “Executive Decisions” episode. Guest is Dimitri de Vreeze (CEO of DSM-Firmenich; 35+ years at DSM). Host is CNBC’s Steve (the interviewer; also referenced as “Steve” in the transcript). Mentions include Feike C. Besma (former DSM CEO/mentor) and Geraldine Rémaché (co-CEO during 2020–2023).

Key claims

Keep changing even when things work; intensity plus pushback is necessary; treat assumptions as assumptions; pull the plug when progress stops; ego should be paired with vulnerability.

Notable examples

Second-generation biofuels project that burned over $500M before being shut down; divestiture of DSM’s materials business to Covestro, described as psychologically like a “divorce,” with a late-night signing and a difficult town hall.

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Dimitri de Vreeze's Toughest Decision

0:05 to 1:04

Dimitri discusses the hardest decision of his career selling his materials business.

“After more than three decades at science-based firm DSM, Dimitri de Vreeze made the hardest decision of his career.”

Dimitri's Early Life and Background

1:04 to 2:18

Dimitri shares stories from his childhood and the impact of his parents on his values.

“Tell me a little bit about your background.”

Struggles with Independence and Education

2:18 to 4:36

Dimitri recounts his journey towards independence and the lessons learned from his parents.

“So I think I was babysitting my sister when I was nine.”

Rebellion and Career Development

4:36 to 6:05

Dimitri reflects on his rebellious nature and how it shaped his career decisions.

“I mean, and I still remember when we reconciled that, because I think I was angry with my mom and dad for almost 10 years.”

Lessons from Rebelliousness

6:05 to 8:16

Dimitri discusses the role of rebellion in his leadership style and its risks.

“For him, it was so intrinsically the right decision that he didn't even understand it was a topic.”

CEO Intensity and Company Culture

8:16 to 11:22

Dimitri talks about the necessary intensity in leadership and the culture at DSM.

“Do you see it as a key quality of you as a CEO at DSM?”

Career Path and Company Evolution

11:22 to 14:00

Dimitri shares his initial thoughts joining DSM and how the company has evolved over time.

“I'm even going to change stuff which is running very well because I think it can run better.”

Learning from Failures in Leadership

14:00 to 20:00

Dimitri de Vreeze shares critical lessons from his leadership journey and decision-making failures.

“But that has been part of why I'm still here.”

The Co-CEO Experience

20:00 to 24:20

Dimitri discusses the dynamics and challenges of sharing the CEO role with a co-CEO.

“And externally, Geraldine and myself said the same.”

Emotional Impact of Business Decisions

24:20 to 28:00

Dimitri reflects on the emotional challenges faced when divesting a key business and its personal implications.

“so everybody should listen to what I'm saying, that is the wrong ego.”
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Navigating Nerves and Mental Health

28:00 to 30:06

Learn how CEO Dimitri de Vreeze manages nerves and finds mental clarity through exercise and support from family.

“This extraordinarily confident man, you're 50 years old plus, and you're nervous.”

Decision-Making and Idea Capture

30:06 to 31:24

Explore how Dimitri captures ideas while exercising and the importance of simplicity in communication.

“You, when you run, find mental clarity by clearing your brain rather than making decisions.”

Transitioning to Solo CEO

31:24 to 34:08

Understand the reasoning behind Dimitri's transition from co-CEO to solo CEO amid a merger.

“So if something is complex, and you can't bring it down into simplicity in a one-pager, you didn't think it through enough.”

Balancing Personal and Professional Life

34:08 to 36:30

Discover how Dimitri blends his personal and professional life, addressing the challenges of emotional balance.

“But that's untrue because the CEO has to manage customers, shareholders, the board, society at large.”

Reflections on Leadership and Learning

36:30 to 39:02

Dimitri shares insights on leadership responsibilities and the importance of self-reflection and learning.

“And she says, there's never a 50-50 in a relationship.”
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0:00A CNBC original podcast. After more than three decades at science-based firm DSM, Dimitri de Vreeze made the hardest decision of his career. He sold the materials business, the part of the company where he had grown up professionally, built teams, made acquisitions and transformed the business. That was the most difficult thing I ever did. Strategically, he believed it was the right move. Personally, it felt like giving away part of himself. I said, you now need to take care of it. And if you don't, I come personally after you, right? And I even wrote him a letter where I copied all the employees and saying, listen, you now take care of my baby.

0:39For De Vries, that decision captured the philosophy that has kept him at one company for more than 35 years. Success is not the finish line. I'm going to change things anyway, because that's how I'm built. I'm even going to change stuff which is running very well, because I think it can run better. These are Dimitri De Vries' executive decisions.

1:03Tell me a little bit about who Dimitri De Vries is or was as a young person. Tell me a little bit about your background. Yeah, I mean, who is he? I'm still finding out, but let's start with the first steps. So I have one sister. So my mother is coming from an Indonesian background, and my father was coming from a background where my grandma and grandpa were pretty poor. and they had to work hard to be there. My father was the youngest of a family of eight and he had the ability to study, but there was no money for him to study and therefore he started working in an audit firm when he was 16, working and studying at the same time.

1:47And that obviously had an impact on me and he says, never waste time and talent. That's part of it. And my mom was an emergency doctor and I had to work four days a week just to make sure that my sister and myself had a decent life. So from the beginning, if you have certain talent and capability, that comes with responsibility. And luckily enough, I had certain capabilities, but my mom and dad made it very clear that that was not to be consumed, but that came with responsibility. So I think I was babysitting my sister when I was nine. I thought that very unfair because, I mean, nine years old, right?

2:28I still blame my sister for that, although she couldn't do anything about it. But I think responsibility to do something is something which was the starting point of my education. It's interesting, isn't it? Our parents give you that discipline. They give you that hardworking ethic. And as you say, at nine years old, it feels pretty unfair. But my goodness me, that is a lesson that it gives you for later on in your academic life. and then later on after that when you go into the workplace? Absolutely. And maybe it is part of who I am today because that was a starting point. So I always said to my dad, you did it smartly.

3:04You were not pushing that I should do it, but I knew very well what to do. For my dad, me going to university was a big step because he had to work when he was 16 and then work Monday till Friday. Then on Saturday and Sunday he was studying. The financing he got from the first five days, he was paying at the university. So for him, it was like a luxury to study during normal working hours, right? So for me, that was very clear that the study was something seriously. But I don't know about you, but if you study, you also want to enjoy life a little bit. So I became part of a fraternity. And I could become president of that fraternity, but you lose a year of study.

3:42Right. So I went home. And I was proud because you've been asked to do that, right? So I went to my mom and dad, and said, well, I have to discuss you a little bit. And I was so happy that I was asked to be president of that fraternity. I said, listen, I really want to do this. And my dad said, what do you mean? I said, well, I mean, yeah, it's an honor to be asked. Yeah, but you mean you will lose a year? I said, well, yeah. Well, I mean, there are better things to learn than being president of a fraternity. So we're not going to finance it. And I was so mad. and I remember that was a pivotal moment because I love my mom and dad but there I decided that there will be nobody in my life for the future that depends certain directions I would like to be taken so I couldn't be president of the fraternity because I didn't have the money but every step thereafter I was always looking for independency now you can have independency in your thoughts but if you're financially dependent on someone you're still being influenced by it So I think the first 10 years I wanted to make sure that I was completely independent in how to shape my life.

4:51That's fascinating. Your parents, your loving parents who have given you so much and so much discipline, who you absolutely adore, but you still had this fire in your belly because of their decision, which prevented you from that ostensibly fun year. And they said, no, you work. You've got to work. We're financing this as well. So you had that contradiction going on. Fully. I mean, and I still remember when we reconciled that, because I think I was angry with my mom and dad for almost 10 years. I mean, we still met. I mean, it was not that it was bad, but it was still nagging in my head. And I think when I was 32 and I was already working, I think at that time, 10 years with DSM, because I started early because my dad didn't want to finance it.

5:34So I started to work for a beautiful company called DSM when I was 23, 23, almost 22, beginning 23. So after 10 years and making a bit of promotion and showing my dad that I was not consuming my talent, but was doing something with it, I told him, I said, listen, you remember what was a critical moment for me? He said, well, what? I said, when you decided I could not become president of the fraternity. And he said, yeah, but that was a good decision. I said, well, that, maybe it was a good decision, but it really impacted him on how I was shaping my career. And he didn't get it. For him, it was so intrinsically the right decision that he didn't even understand it was a topic.

6:15And I said, well, I mean, now you know how I felt about it. Is there something where you would have done differently? No. But he said, I now understand your situation better. Because he didn't study with a fraternity, with a student life, because he needed to study to earn money and to move forward. So there was also an understanding from both sides. but still today from that moment i still have that little bit of rebellious side to me all young men have that rebelliousness you've just reminded me of the conflicts i had with my own father at same similar kind of period i went straight into trading at 18 rather than going off to study at university i did my night school later on as well so all young men have that conflict with their father even though their father's trying to do the right thing but as angry as you were from 23 or 22 to 32 with your father and you had to have it out of him in your early 30s that decision of your father's made you the man you are now well i mean unfortunately he died four five years ago so now i can admit because he's no longer there uh obviously i admitted it when when he was still alive so we had a very good conversation about it together with my mom mom was always trying to reconcile right because my my dad was relatively stubborn as well like like me So my mom was the ambassador and trying to be diplomatic between the two of us because, I mean, she loved me and my dad, obviously.

7:40But no, I told them that. And I think it's fair. On the other hand, and that's what I told them. I said, listen, if you would have accepted that year as president of the fraternity, it was not only fun. It was also learning because it's a mini society in itself, right? But I think the drive, the rebellion was already there when I was five. So even before that has happened. And the interesting is still today that rebelliousness is still there. The only thing is that I'm aware of it. I can, in most of the cases, control it. So it is something which also has shaped me. It's the first time in I've recorded 21 of these executive decisions that rebelliousness has come up as a key quality.

8:23Do you see it as a key quality of you as a CEO at DSM? I think it's a key quality and it's a key risk Okay So I mean in all fairness I mean I have a few mentors in my life Who always Loved me for think radically And do things radically And they've always said Let's be careful that you don't take any shortcuts Because the rebellion is in itself And I think I have learned over time What the opportunity is To be rebellious To think differently But also what the risk is And if you're aware of it I think it's in a good balance. If you have that, I think it's super powerful. It's super critical. But you need to be aware of it, and you need to understand the downsides of it.

9:08You clearly still have that passion of a very young man. This is coming out. I would call it fire in your belly. Does your management team have to rein you in? Well, I mean, yeah, I'm super high intense. And I think, by the way, I think every CEO needs to have a high level of intensity because this is not a job. This is a lifestyle. This is passion. It's one of the reasons why I still work for Dears and Firmities, right? 35 years. I mean, most probably I will not trump my father with 50 years in one company, but 35 years because it's who I am, what I stand for, which is fully aligned with the company I represent.

9:49So for me, it's like, okay, it's a stock listed company, but I could be just a family shareholder, right? Because it feels like it's my company. Now, it's partly my company because I own a few shares, but that's not the point. The point is that I feel like it's mine. And obviously, the team sees it as such. And I think the people working with me and the people I select to work with need to have a certain high level of intensity for two reasons. One, because I like to work people with high intensity. And B, you need to have high intensity people to push back on me. Sure. So do I. You and I are very similar in terms of the intensity we put into our job.

10:27But I've got one of my Squatbox producers sitting here now. And sometimes I think I must drive them mad with my intensity on the show because I'm always boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. No, we can do this. I'm like, no, we're producing the show, Steve. You do your job well and I will do ours. but not everyone has the same intensity in their career. Not everyone wants that same fact. They're just there to do a job. Do you have a problem with those kind of employees who are just there to do the job? No, I think if we were 30 ,000 of people with the same intensity at DSM Fimini, we will go nowhere. You need better other qualities.

11:03Yeah, you need all the qualities as well. But I think if you want to drive and shape a company, you need to have that intensity because you need to keep pushing, you need to go on. And therefore, if you would give me a company in a status quo, I think that would not be a right choice. Because I'm going to change things anyway. Because that's how I'm built, right? I'm even going to change stuff which is running very well because I think it can run better. 1990, you're 23, you've joined DSM, which was originally called Dutch State Mines. So it just gives us an example, I think it's 1902, of how this company has evolved so incredibly as well.

11:41but just tie that in with your father stayed at the company for nearly 50 years you've stayed at DSM for 36 years, what were you thinking 1990 when you joined this company? Well that was very funny because I thought I would stay there for a couple of years and then move on in all fairness, I did my traineeship at Shell as good Dutch guys. You're not the only one, that came up with another CEO in one of our conversations recently It's a fantastic education That was the benchmark, I mean management development, trainees, that was the place to be. I mean, if you really wanted to learn, that was it.

12:12So I was in, I was as a trainee, I was there and we were traveling around and, and we basically wanted to land in, in the Netherlands. And then basically they said, well, okay, fine, go to The Hague and, and we'll settle you in. They said, well, I'm not sure whether I like trading. So I said, do you have another job for me? He said, no, we want you in trading because you're good in trading, continue trading. I said, I don't know. So I was looking around at other companies at that time. And I decided for DSM because they basically said, come over. You are allowed to have a postgraduate finance study, which we pay for you.

12:47You work four days. You study one day. My dad found that ridiculous. He said, work five days and work in the weekend. But apart from that. And they would pay my relocation costs. I'd say, hey, that's great, right? So I get study paid. I get the relocation cost paid. I will go there for two or three years. They pay for everything. and after three years, I go to work for a very cool other company. Because it was Dutch State Mines, right? It was not the coolest place to be at that time for youngsters. So I just came in and said, listen, I will do it for two, three years, and then I move on. Now, guess what?

13:18I'm still there. Why? It's a special company. It's a company that's always on the move and has this unique capability to think around the corner. Not to think what's happening next year, but what is it what the company needs in five plus years from now? And within the company that was called a business strategy dialogue, and about 1 ,000 people were involved in that dialogue. It was a true dialogue with customers, with employees, with governments. It was really fantastic. And therefore, every five years, the review of the portfolio was taking place. But that has been part of why I'm still here.

14:04The second part is the culture. We do care about each other. And maybe in the beginning of DSM, it was too much. It was cozy. It was all fine. Now it's a performance-driven company. But we still do care, truly care about people. By the way, that has been one of the key elements of the success of the merger. Because the Feminist company had exactly the same. Well, it's a family company. It is.

14:34Give me an example of how you treated failure, because I haven't met a CEO yet who have made good decisions all the way through their career without learning from the bad ones. Can you think of any examples where you've absolutely made some terrible decisions and how it went or what you've learned from it? I think, and it was a joint decision also with my dear Fike, who has been a fantastic mentor to me. is Fiky C. Besma, who for me had such an amazing relationship as well. He was a CEO for 13 years. He was the man that you and Geraldine took over from in 2020. Tell me about what happened with this decision with Fiky C.

15:10Besma. So we are a biotech, biotechnology giant. And we had this fantastic project, which was second generation biofuel. So you lose waste from crops, corn stoves and then you make biofuel out of it right and this was 15 years ago you know and that was a fantastic technology in a world on the pilot plant and we were scaling it up in in iowa in the u.s and that technology worked on the pilot plant but it didn't really work on large scale yet and every time every year there was an update and every year about 15 million need to be added to it. And every year the story was, give us 50 million, we'll make it work next year.

15:56Good old fashioned mission creep. Up you go. And every year, there was a great story. And every year we were convinced this was it. I think we've burned more than half a billion. Hang on. So 15 million increments and you've burned more than half a billion. Every year. Dollars? And why dollars? And why? Partly because of the normal trick of sun costs, right? I mean, I had been played. But part is you so strongly believe that this has to happen. And we never failed within, at that time, DSM, on a technology that didn't work. When we failed, in most of the cases, it was because the market was not ready.

16:38And in this case, the market was there. It was even, there was a sort of a requirement to add to the normal fuels. You needed to have temperature. So it was all there. process together. And we couldn't have the technology to be worked. It was the enzyme technology, it was biotechnology, it was ours. And then a certain moment in time, we just basically said, okay, let's stop argumenting about the project. When it hits more than 500, we pull the plug. And we could have pulled the plug already years before because the technology, it was so clear. I mean, the message was out that we would not solve it.

17:10It took us two and a half years to come to that mental pulling the pluck. And still today, I sometimes think, maybe we did it too early. You never know. That's the point, right? You just mentioned the trader mentality, Dimitri. You and I are ex-traders. We know what it can be like when you've got a bad trade, but you still fall in love with a bad trade. That's what you did. Was it you or Feike, or is it because it was two of you? Well, I mean, you know Fike as well. I mean, he is in love with this technology and innovation. I think I'm a little bit more on the finance and the economics of it. That's why we were a fantastic combination.

17:50But we all agreed. I mean, if there's no progress, you need to pull the plug. But it's still painful. If I talk about it, it even hurts. Could you imagine? I think I know what you learned from it because I've got a line here that says one of your biggest risks in decision-making is treating assumptions as fact. And I think that maybe comes from this as well. You assumed it was going to work rather than the fact saying to you, it's not going to work. It's super scary. You need to ask yourself whether what you think is an assumption or whether it's based on fact. And why do I say that? I mean, I fly a lot.

18:27I'm also like to watch this documentary on these airplane crashes. While you're flying? Yeah, while I'm flying. I'm perfectly okay. I like it. I love it. I think it's on National Geographic or whatever. And they always do the analysis on why. Yeah. Right? And the interesting is, and I've also learned that, that it's normally two or three factors why there's a failure. And normally it is people assume things and confuse that with facts. And if you have one or two wrong assumptions, it goes down the drain. You make a mistake. And therefore, I'm pretty rigid when we make a business decision. I say, listen, is this an assumption?

19:08Is this a fact? Or is it a belief? To your point on the second version. And that's the basis of how you make all your decisions. And the last one, the belief, is the last question I ask. Because if you have such a strong belief, like we have with the second generation biofuels, there's such a strong belief that it should work, you don't care whether there's assumptions or facts. because your belief is overruling everything, which is the most dangerous assumption you could make. We've mentioned Faiqi a lot. He is an amazing character, and I've thoroughly enjoyed my time over the years chatting to him as well.

19:42You took over as joint CEO in 2020 with Gilles Rémaché. Yep. Tell me a little bit about that, because it was a strange thing to come up with a co-CEO role after quite a process of DSM saying, oh, we think this is the right structure going forward, but taking over from such a big character. Yeah. Well, I mean, Feige always said, listen, I mean, I was such a great CEO, I can only replace by two.

20:07And externally, Geraldine and myself said the same. I can imagine him saying that. How much do you and I believe that Feige meant that? No, I mean, Feige has a great sense of humor. So, I mean, you can joke about it. But at the end of the day, I think why it was chosen for a co-CEO was very clearly that if I would become CEO, Geraldine would leave. If Geraldine would be CEO, I would leave. So at the end of the day, there was a decision by the supervisor board to be made. And Geraldine and myself really felt that we were on the trajectory. When FICA left, why not explore doing it together? And we said, hmm, interesting.

20:39Is that a preferred route for both of us? Not initially, but it was a fantastic continuance of DSM at that time. I can only think of a couple of other corporate examples. One was in the British finance industry, and I think there was someone in the States as well. It doesn't tend to work as a rule. That's why. And I feel myself quoting the Highlander movie from our youth. There can be only one. At the end of the day, to make the ultimate decision, the model throughout the whole corporate world is there can be only one. At certain times, but it's very traditional thinking, right? So remember, we had DSM.

21:16We didn't have any portfolio change. We needed to grow what we had on the life science. Geraldine and myself were 100 % aligned on the strategy. not 99.9 to your point because if you were aligned on the strategy for 99.9 the whole world will zoom in on the 0.1 percent we were 100 percent aligned so and we were because during covid we acquired glycon we acquired herber we sold off the material so there was there was there was a hundred percent alignment and we we also set it up front to each other so listen if we have 100 alignment it could work secondly we made a clear distinction on responsibilities so we were co-CEO on the strategy.

21:57I was running the business with Science and Research. She was doing CFO with CHRO and All Legal. So it was, I mean, obviously we were sharing a lot of stuff together, but the strategy we co-owned, there we agreed 100%, so it really worked. Now, then your next question could be, well, why did you stop it? It was so successful. 2023, you became the sole CEO. Yeah, because at the end of the day, when we merged, a new leadership is required. If you merge and integrate the company, you need someone who takes the decisions with sole responsibility than if you continue the pathway as we had with DSM.

22:32So it was a very natural evolution. And in all fairness, for me, I've learned quite a bit. I've learned from how Geraldine looks at it. I've learned from myself. What was the hardest lesson? Letting go of your ego. Did you do that? It was difficult. You just said to me, you know, about your rebelliousness, your independence. You should ask Geraldine, I was rebellious at the time. Were you hard to work with as a co-CEO? I don't think I was easy. Geraldine strikes me as a very calm, measured person. And you are an incredibly passionate, fire in your belly kind of guy. I think in all fairness, I think it's more due to Geraldine that it worked than it was about me.

23:12I learned quite a bit and I've changed. And I have parked my ego. because a co-CEO can only – I don't have a big ego, but I do have an ego. You have to have an ego to be a CEO, don't you? And I've learned. So I think I've become a better CEO because of that co-CEO experience. That's interesting. I get on incredibly well with you. We have very good frank conversations on earnings as well, but I don't believe a CEO who tells me they haven't got an ego. Would you? Because I think to get to the top, you have to push yourself forward. A bit like saying, let's take the former prime minister of the Netherlands.

23:47Fantastic man, Mark Rutter. I've got on very well with him. I've known him for 15 years or so. He strikes me as stunningly personable. But he wouldn't be the PM for so long if he didn't have an ego. Well, I think, you know what, Steve? People think that ego is negative, right? And it can have a huge negative collateral if you are. But if you want to shape things, and you also take responsibility if things go wrong. Owning it. Yeah, that ownership requires certain self-confidence and ego in itself. Now, if you only couple that with I'm the king, so everybody should listen to what I'm saying, that is the wrong ego.

24:25I think the best ego is, okay, how can I improve myself? Where can I take responsibility for what I've done? How do I reflect on what went wrong and what went well? And that also requires a little vulnerability on the ego. Everybody thinks ego is strong. Ego for me is also being vulnerable to yourself and to be looking into the mirror and say, hmm, did I do the right things? I couldn't agree more. I'm better at my job when Tom over there can turn around to me and say, you're saying that, that's not good. Or you need to pause here. Or actually, you're approaching that topic in the wrong way. And yet some producers at CNBC, don't say that to Steve.

25:06I wouldn't if I was you. But the interesting is, because of our intensity, sometimes people are scared to say that to us. Yes. And you need to be aware of that. So sometimes you need to invite people to give feedback. Because in all fairness, I mean, Robin is also here. He knows that he can say anything to me. I don't take it personally. I take it because I want to learn. But if you don't work one-on-one on a daily basis, our intensity could be frightening. Look, I'm not saying we're the same person, but we're in our mid-50s now. And I think that we both are passionate about what we do. I know we are.

25:37we are both always trying to learn and always trying to do the right thing for our organizations just one word before i move on but i still to that point i still want to run a marathon faster than you you inspired me and triggered me so i go for the ship you are an amazing man in many ways that's never going to happen oh let's see i would love the competition is on i'm so excited um i've one more decision before we come to you as a solo cea and obviously the transformational deal of this firm inish you divested you mentioned it earlier you divested the materials business from dsm that was a big decision did it really hurt you because i'm pretty sure i've seen a quote that that's the business that you felt was your baby that you'd built up that was the most difficult thing i ever did and why a business and give it up yeah but why in this specific case because i think i knew almost everybody i've been raised in that business we did acquisitions we did amazing things.

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26:33It was a business that was down the drain. We made it profitable. We made it grow. We did portfolio transformation. I've seen people have grown in that business. People who are now in my executive committee I worked with during my materials time. But if you know all the people in that business, of almost all the people in that business, and you make that decision to be no longer part of the quote-unquote, at that time, DSM family. That's a real split. I'm not saying it's like a divorce, but it's kind of psychologically It felt like it. And I think very interesting was that when we sold it to Covestron, and Marcus Steilermann was the CEO of Covestron, and I still remember when we signed the deal, I said to Marcus, you now need to take care of it.

27:14And if you don't, I come personally after you, right? And I even wrote him a letter where I copied all the employees and saying, listen, you now take care of my baby. So I still remember that when we signed the deal in the middle of the night because these deals are always signed in the middle of the night, right? And we signed it at four and I could not fall asleep because I was on that call at nine o 'clock to explain all these people and materials that we have divested it, right? And normally, I know what to say. Normally, I trust my gut. Robin, my communication guy, he always sent me a few bullets, right?

27:53He also had people where there's a huge text. I never look at it. A few bullets, and I trust my gut that this is what I need to say. I didn't know. I was nervous. I was nervous like crazy. This extraordinarily confident man, you're 50 years old plus, and you're nervous. Yep, I was nervous. I get nervous sometimes doing my job. They're not a bad thing. A little bit of nerves is good, but a lot of nerves is debilitating. Yep, it is. And did you go over the good nerves into the bad news territory? No. It was one of the worst town halls I ever did. Now, afterwards, people said, we liked it because you didn't know what to say.

28:36So it means that it really hurted you. So I don't know whether that was to be nice or not, but it was not very effective what I've done.

28:48Where do you get your support? Where do you find your mental health during those very tough moments? Yeah, I think at the end of the day, you need to have anchoring of your home base. So it's my wife, the kids. I mean, that is, if you don't have that, and there were also times that I didn't have that. So I also went privately through a rough time at that time. And now the last 12, 13 years, I feel at home. I feel anchored. and that makes a huge difference. And secondly, I need to clear my head by exercising. So I bike, I run, and then I bike fast and run fast because then my head stops thinking.

29:35And then I empty my head. Now, I don't have these endorphins with running, etc. That doesn't work with me. I don't know with you. But it just hurts. And then if it hurts, it empties my head. So it's sort of a meditation while running and biking. That's extraordinary because I'm going to juxtapose you now with the man we both know, Olivier Blum, the CEO of Schneider Electric. He makes his big decisions when he runs. He uses his sport, his exercise to fill his brain and with the right decision. That's what he finds in nature, the ability to make those decisions. You, when you run, find mental clarity by clearing your brain rather than making decisions.

30:14But I always run with a pen and a booklet, and I bike with a pen and a booklet. Brilliant. Because, I mean, if you would ask my cycling friends, sometimes I stop because I have an idea about cycling. And the interesting is, and I've practiced that myself, I have two or three new ideas, and then I stop cycling, and I forget. I mean, that's the worst thing you can have. It's like those kind of dreams, isn't it? Yeah, you have three brilliant ideas. You knew you had three brilliant ideas, but you don't have a clue anymore. So now I take this, and then I say, okay, guys, I have to stop. And then it's all these guys.

30:50Without that notepad, who knows where DSM would be today? Voila. And I think the whole organization now knows because they bring this small booklet. It's always with me with small notes. Have you written on there, you've challenged me to a race, by the way? Yeah, yeah, yeah. That was wrong thinking because you're too fast. So that helps me, right? So you get these ideas to your point, but I need to put them on paper. I need to visualize stuff. Also, the interesting is that in today's world, you all have these electronic notes, etc. It doesn't work with me. I need to write them down, and I sometimes make the picture, and I send it to your organization.

31:24And it's always a one-pager. So if something is complex, and you can't bring it down into simplicity in a one-pager, you didn't think it through enough. Oh, for sure. I always talk about what's great journalism. And young journalists always say to me, oh no, when I was a writer, look at the Telegraph or look at the Guardian or look at the very long prose copy. And I say to them, no, look at the sun. Look at the ones where they've done it with one picture, one headline and 30 words. They are the clever ones because they have disseminated an idea and made it very clear in a short piece of prose rather than these long rambling diatribe.

32:00I think that's what you're saying. Simplicity either presented to you or what you present to Of course, correct. Let's talk about you as a solo CEO. You said that 2020, you were happy just about to be a co-CEO. You thought it was the right thing. Yep. 2023, you knew it was right to be a single CEO. Yep. Why? A, because we were into the next phase. We were into the merger with Feminish. So can I just jump in there? The merger with Feminish announced fully on the 9th of May, 2023. I do laugh when you call it a merger of equals. I always have done. DSM is 65.5 % of the company. Feminish is 34.5%.

32:38And I probably said to you at the time, come on, Dimitri, this is a takeover. But anyway, you've taken over Feminish or you've merged with Feminish. You've become the solo CEO. Tell me about that. Well, that's true. And I also remember that I responded to you and said, well, if you take it from a bottom line perspective on the EBITDA, it's more or less 50-50. But it doesn't matter. I think the end of the day, we're now three years in that journey. We really won one company. But at that time, I think it was important because could you imagine you bring two companies together that don't know each other, and you say, by the way, you have two CEOs.

33:11That was very, very strange. The fact that we were co-CEO at DSM, where everybody knew me and Geraldine, that was for some also difficult, but understandable. Now with a new company, with two co-CEOs wouldn't work. Secondly, we had to integrate quickly, right? So decisiveness on decision-making, strategic direction was not set yet. So their one CEO model at that time is the best. And thirdly, I think as part of the merger, it was very clear that the governance had to be one chairman and one CEO. So I think at the end of the day, it made it tick and I was happy that they selected me and we could move forward.

33:50So yeah, that was a pivotal moment. And I also think that it was a good thing to do. So I would not have gone for a co-CEO model in a merger situation. So for me, that was also a trigger point. And I think it was a natural evolution of where I stood. Everybody in the organization thinks the CEO calls the shots. But that's untrue because the CEO has to manage customers, shareholders, the board, society at large. What did you call it before we started this interview? I'm actually the chief dilemma officer. Yeah, that's the point. I mean, everybody thinks that it's a beautiful job and it is because if you have the opportunity to shape a company, the culture, that is beautiful.

34:35But it also means that everything that's on my desk, everything what's escalated to me is a dilemma. If it's easy what to do, they don't come to me, right? If it's bad, I want to know immediately, right? Not two days later, I want to know immediately. Now, that sometimes is not happening because sometimes, let's try to solve it first before we go to Dimitri because with his intensity, so I'm trying to have that failure. If it's a failure, let's discuss, right? So everything on your desk is a dilemma, and there's no right or wrong, and there's no direct answer to it because if it's the direct direction, they say, well, why do we need Dimitri?

35:14So everything on your desk is a dilemma. You've referenced your wife. She sounds like an amazing support person as well. Do you take your work home? Does she want you to take your work home? or actually do you delineate between your personal and your professional life? There is no distinction between personal and business life. Certainly in the way with the intensity I go, I bring my team home, people home, customers home. It goes left, right and center. Now, my wife also likes it, so that makes it easy. And she can cook very well. So if I bring someone, I have a nice dinner. And she wants to be part of it.

35:51So that is a no-brainer. So for me, there's not something like a work-life balance. It overlaps always. The issue is when you bring a certain mood home. So if you have a bad day in the office, do you bring that mood into your private environment? And I try not to do that, but I don't always succeed. And I think that's the most difficult part. I think Esther Perel, she is, I think, one of the relation psychologists. And I find it amazing. If she talks, I always want to go to the next episode. And then she's still engaged in what she says. And she says, there's never a 50-50 in a relationship. So interesting.

36:40She said, some days it's 80-20. Some days it's 30-70. So if I have a bad day, I come, my wife understands. and then she's 80 when I'm 20. Sometimes if she has a bad day or something goes wrong or there's something with the kids, then I need to bring 60 and she is 40, right? And I want to be as much as I can at my best, but I'm not succeeding every time. And this may sound like a bit of a personal question, but are you there enough for your wife because of the intensity and this amazing, big, powerful job you've got? You bring it home. Is there enough of you to listen to your wife, to be empathetic to all the amazing things she's doing every day?

37:17It's a good question. The answer is no. But do I try the maximum my best? Yes. But it's also for her. She also comes home a bit grumpy or with a negative mood. And then you need to talk about it. And I think that is the case. The moment that you understand it, it doesn't need to be always 50-50, but sometimes you flip-flop. I think that's powerful. And we're all human beings, right? And in all fairness, not only at home, but sometimes also with a team. If something goes wrong, people look at the CEO to stay cool, calm, and collected. And I think I never freak out if there's something wrong or is there a crisis.

38:02I think then immediately I come into my cool, calm, and collected side where the responsibility, where my dad basically say, if you have certain capabilities, come for responsibility. If you are not only as a CEO, but if you're leading a team, people look at you to stay cool, calm, and collected in times of crisis. If everything goes well, you don't need a captain. If things go wrong, you need a captain. And then the cool, calm, and collectedness, I feel immediately as a responsibility. And in most of the cases, I succeed. And, I mean, we all make mistakes, right? And then with our intensity, we sometimes go on, right?

38:37as long as you learn from it. And I can, I always ask myself in the mirror, it's very funny, and I literally do, I say, Dimitri, how did you do today? If you can ask yourself that question every day in the mirror, and sometimes you have a good day, sometimes you have a bad day, but you are honest to yourself and you want to learn from that answer, then I think that's the best you can get as a human being. There are not such a thing as a perfect human being. Impossible. I'm going to leave it there, actually. I think that's the perfect place to leave this interview. Dimitri, it's been a real honour and a pleasure.

39:08I thoroughly enjoyed our conversation and I'm really excited about you trying to get my marathon time as well. So brilliant. Thank you very much indeed. Sub four first. I will let you know, my friend. Thank you. Dimitri, thank you very much indeed. Thank you for joining me on Executive Decisions. I would love to hear your feedback. Drop your thoughts in the comments or a review. And please hit that follow or subscribe button. On the next episode, I'll be speaking to the CEO of Thomson Reuters, Steve Hasker. The more time I spent with our customers, the more I realised we don't have a choice here.

39:41If we take a pause, by the time the pandemic finishes, we will be three laps of the track behind. I'm looking forward to it. We'll see you then.

From the publisher

After more than three decades at science-based firm DSM, Dimitri de Vreeze faced what he calls the hardest decision of his career: selling the materials business where he had grown up professionally. 

In this episode of “Executive Decisions,” the DSM-Firmenich CEO reflects on why the decision made strategic sense, even as it felt deeply personal, and how it shaped his view that success is not a finish line. 

De Vreeze discusses joining DSM with plans to stay only a few years, the family values and rebellious streak that shaped his leadership, and why he believes leaders should keep challenging what is already working. 

He also discusses ending a half-billion-dollar biofuels project, serving as co-CEO, leading the merger that created DSM-Firmenich and why treating assumptions as facts can be one of the biggest risks in decision-making. 

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