In short
Mel C (Sporty Spice) discusses the Spice Girls’ rise and legacy, the making of “Wannabe” and the “Spiceworld” film, internal band dynamics (including Geri leaving), media backlash, and her own eating-disorder and tabloid-phone-hacking experiences.
Guest backgrounds
Melanie Chisholm is a singer, songwriter, DJ, and Sporty Spice; she co-wrote with Matt Rowe and Biff Stannard and later released solo work across pop/rock/R&B and house/dance (album Sweat). She trained at a performing arts college (Kent) after growing up working-class between Liverpool and Manchester.
Key claims
“Wannabe” hit number one in 37 countries; the song/video captured the group’s “chaos” in 2:52. The band stayed together by splitting publishing equally and “self-policing.” Phone hacking (Sun/News of the World) lasted roughly 1996–2009. She was diagnosed with depression/anxiety and developed an eating disorder, later seeking help during a LA writing/recording stint for her first solo album.
Notable examples
audition singing “I’m So Excited” (Pointer Sisters); “Spice” name idea from Gerry; “Spicemobile” chase outside BMG; “Spiceworld” outtakes featuring Gary Glitter; Brit Awards 1996 hair/look dispute leading to fear of being “gone.”
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Chapters
Tap a time to open that second in VOThe Spice Girls Phenomenon
0:45 to 2:48
Discussion about the cultural impact and legacy of the Spice Girls.
“The Spice Girls became a symbol of girl power.”
Melanie's Journey to Spice Girls
2:48 to 6:45
Melanie shares her background and the audition process for the Spice Girls.
“We'll have the same cultural references, I'm sure.”
Formation of the Spice Girls
6:45 to 9:42
Insights on the original lineup and the creative process behind their success.
“I think yeah that was my means of communication with people It's like talking about carrier pigeons Isn't it?”
Behind the Scenes of Spice Girls
9:42 to 11:32
Melanie discusses living together and the dynamics that formed the group.
“or it was a moment when you weren't sure things were moving quickly enough, right?”
Becoming the Spice Girls
11:32 to 14:00
The transition from 'Touch' to 'Spice' and the concept behind their branding.
“Real friendships, real feuds, real fallings out, the whole bit.”
The Origin of Spice
14:00 to 14:34
Learn about how the concept of the Spice Girls originated from a gym conversation.
“And me and Gerry were down at the gym, as we do often, in the evenings after rehearsing.”
The Spice Girls Phenomenon
14:34 to 16:31
Explore the authenticity behind the Spice Girls' success and the impact of their marketing.
“but so many people still refer to it as a manufactured band.”
Documentaries and Reflections
16:31 to 18:38
Discussion of intense experiences in pop stardom and its psychological impacts.
“You'd achieved all that success on the back of PAs and releasing music and videos, but not live events, not live touring.”
The Challenges of Fame
18:38 to 20:35
Melanie discusses the challenges the Spice Girls faced during their rise to fame.
“So what you've talked about is that there was a fallout over who had more screen time in the video.”
Dynamics Within the Group
20:35 to 22:48
Insights into the interpersonal dynamics and leadership roles among the Spice Girls.
“have as much air time as the two girls I don't mean that in a thingy sense I mean like just in in the room.”
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The Spice Girls' Longevity
22:48 to 24:57
Discussion on how the Spice Girls maintain their bond and relevance over time.
“She's gone in a completely different world.”
Reflections on Spice World
24:57 to 27:02
Exploration of the Spice World movie and its cultural significance.
“And even when you look at the songs, so we really tried to play to each other's strengths.”
Controversies and Experiences
27:02 to 28:00
Melanie shares her experiences with controversial figures in the entertainment industry.
“While the movie was getting edited, we were like, oh shit, he's got to go.”
Behind the Scenes of Spice World
28:00 to 30:10
Learn about the experiences that inspired the film Spice World and its antagonist.
“Yeah, I did one of the breakfast shows, whether it was GMTV, wherever it was called at the time, and I was on the sofa next to him, and I was in the lift with him, and he made me feel very uncomfortable.”
Criticism and Controversy in the 90s
30:10 to 32:42
Explore the backlash the Spice Girls faced from industry figures and their impact.
“And hopefully they're not too distant futures for people to enjoy.”
The 1996 Brit Awards Incident
32:42 to 36:06
Discover how a moment at the Brit Awards shaped Melanie's confidence and her relationship with the group.
“And that first album sold 23 million copies.”
Management and Personal Growth
36:06 to 38:40
Understand the challenges of management styles and the impact on the Spice Girls' unity.
“Yeah, he would admit that and the thing is you have to remember this is a very long time ago he was I think only in his 30s which obviously is an adult but none of this had ever happened to anybody involved.”
Media Pressure and Privacy Invasion
38:40 to 41:18
Examine the intense media scrutiny and phone hacking incidents that affected the Spice Girls.
Reflections on Tabloids and Interviews
41:18 to 42:00
Reflect on the role of tabloids in shaping the Spice Girls' narrative and Melanie's choices now.
“throughout that period do you know who was hacking your phone?”
Navigating Fame and Media Relationships
42:00 to 44:06
Learn how Melanie C navigated her fame and the media landscape during her Spice Girls years.
“you're good at your job and I'm good at mine.”
Political Opinions and Controversies
44:06 to 47:35
Explore how the Spice Girls dealt with political discussions and public perceptions.
“there's a there's an especially painful moment like lee from blue famously said something about 9-11 right after the planes had gone into the World Trade Center.”
The Pressure of Success and Self-Image
47:35 to 50:04
Understand the impact of success on Melanie C's self-image and mental health.
“So you're on Oprah and you say that the next day you looked at yourself in the mirror while on the treadmill and you said, You've just got to be a robot.”
Facing Personal Demons and Recovery
50:04 to 55:40
Hear about Melanie C's struggles with eating disorders and her journey to recovery.
“Because I I loved and I love being a Spice Girl so much.”
Life After Spice Girls: Control and Identity
55:40 to 56:00
Discover how life after the Spice Girls affected Melanie C's sense of control and identity.
“I mean sometimes depression comes from nowhere right it's just like catching any other disease and sometimes it's related to things that you're going through.”
Navigating Fame and Personal Struggles
56:00 to 1:00:40
Learn how Melanie C dealt with the pressures of fame and personal relationships.
“It's hard to believe that didn't have some role in what you were going through, right?”
Evolution of Melanie C's Music
1:00:40 to 1:04:31
Discover how Melanie C's experiences shape her current music style and themes.
“There's so much bit of disco in there, definitely.”
Iconic Encounters and the Spice Girls Legacy
1:04:31 to 1:06:45
Explore memorable moments from Melanie C's career and the legacy of the Spice Girls.
“I was at the Royal Albert Hall and it was Gorbachev's 80th birthday celebrations.”
Reflections on Cultural Impact
1:06:45 to 1:08:15
Melanie C discusses the cultural significance of the Spice Girls and their music.
“It was premeditated for sure, but we were just being rebellious.”
Brian Harvey and Boy Band Sabotage
1:10:04 to 1:11:39
Explore the controversy surrounding Brian Harvey of E17 and the dynamics of boy bands.
“Girl Bands Forever is on iPlayer as well.”
Transcript
Automatic transcript. May contain errors.0:04Hello there, it's me, Louis Theroux. Welcome to my podcast, The Louis Theroux Podcast.
0:18My guest today is singer, songwriter, DJ and perhaps most iconically Spice Girl, Melanie Chisholm, a.k.a. Mel C. Melanie was of course the high-kicking, back-flipping, tracksuit-wearing Sporty Spice, making up one-fifth of the best-selling girl band in history. She was catapulted to stardom with the release of hit single Wannabe in 1996, which reached number one in 37 countries. The Spice Girls became a symbol of girl power. I don't think they coined the term, but they became synonymous with it and popularized it. Also Cool Britannia and general globe-conquering pop hegemony. But the band also faced intense media scrutiny, public backlash and various internal conflicts, some of which we lightly and gingerly touch upon in the chat.
1:11Melanie was, I think it's fair to say, and in fact I did say it in our conversation, widely regarded as the best singer of the group. I don't think that's controversial. Who knows? And after the Spice Girls hiatus, she enjoyed a successful solo career with forays into pop, rock, R &B, and more recently, house slash dance, with the release of her latest album, Sweat. We recorded this conversation in mid-April this year at Spotify HQ. She turned up looking amazing, youthful, preternaturally, whatever that means. I mean, she just looked good. did I look good you're wondering not for me to say but yes a quick warning this conversation contains some strong language adult themes and discussion around eating disorders all that as well as much else besides coming up
2:19There's so many things I want to say to Louis because my daughter's 17. And she's a cool kid. She knows all the stuff that's going on out there. And she's never impressed by anything I ever do. It's all a bit cringe. But you have managed to stay relevant. Thank you. Because she was very impressed I was speaking to you today. Very pleased to hear that. Yeah. I'm clinging on. So, there's so much to get into. I'm a little older than you, but... I bet it's not much, though. How old are you? I was born in 70. 74? So you've got a few years on me. We'll have the same cultural references, I'm sure. And I was thinking about what a phenomenon the Spice Girls were.
3:00I was living in New York when Wannabe came out. It was pointed out to me that it was 30 years ago, almost to the day, that Wannabe dropped. Is that possible? Yeah. I think it came out July. July, gosh. June or July? 96 anyway. July came out in 96. So yes, this summer is 30 years since wannabe dropped. I mean, the Spice Girls went on to become a phenomenon. There's much that could be said about that. But one of the most remarkable aspects of the whole journey was that launch, that moment of launch, that everything that epitomised the Spice Girls was encapsulated in the video and in the song. Yeah.
3:40Infectiously catchy, naughty, up-tempo, disruptive Chaotic Chaotic Annoying The Metro's John O 'Brien said From its lyrical themes of female solidarity To its insanely catchy pop hooks and mischief-making promo The worldwide chot-topper It was number one in how many countries? I think it was about 37 37 Yeah Encapsulated everything that made the group so spellbinding In the space of just two minutes and 52 seconds Someone else said it's hard to imagine any other pop act managing to make this much of an impact so quickly and effortlessly ever again It was all of those things and what is so brilliant about it was our collaborators on that particular song Matt and Biff, who we went on to have so many hits with Matt Rowe and Biff Stannard Yes I don't know Biff, I feel like I know him He's co-written with you a lot I work with him every album I'm working on and I will do some sessions with him.
4:39Shepard worked with East 17 a lot. He did. He did. And the way we met Richard, Biff Stannard, we did a showcase at a place called Nomis Studios, which was in Shepard's Bush. This is another legendary moment in the sort of Spice story. This is late 95, I think. I think you're right. Yes. So we'd been auditioned in 94. Should we start at the beginning? Should we start at the beginning? it's a very good place to start. So yes, so I went to Performing Arts College in 1990. I was 16. I grew up in a place called Witness, which is, I would say, right in between Liverpool and Manchester. All of my family are from Liverpool.
5:22And moving from the North West, a very working class background, not much money to spare. So I was lucky in the fact I could qualify for a grant which I won and that enabled me to go to a performing arts college in Kent sick up in Kent and I was there for three years completed my course was going out doing auditions but always had this longing to work in the music industry and then one day I'm handed this flyer for a girl band and yeah the advert said wanted are you 18 to 23 with the ability to sing slash dance are you streetwise outgoing ambitious and dedicated uh they were putting together what they described as a singing dancing all-female pop act for a recording deal and so you went along to the audition remember what you sang so i sang i'm so excited by the pointer sisters and the reason i sang that was because my mum's also a singer and this is let's remember this is back in the day we didn't have you know any technology and we needed sheet music and I I didn't have any sheet music but I knew my mum had some so she actually posted it to me in London um but yeah that was one of the songs I knew I knew it was in the right key for me so that was a song that I sang she couldn't have attached it as a pdf we had emails but we didn't really do that did you have emails in 1994 did you not wow no I think I maybe did I have a pager at that point I think yeah that was my means of communication with people It's like talking about carrier pigeons Isn't it?
6:58You know what I mean? Yeah and bathing in front of the fire and no cars Like a horse drawn carriage down to life It's like Dick Whittington Crazy So it's actually part of legend really and became part of your creation myth that having placed the ad Chris Herbert and Bob Herbert assembled the fabulous five right the five of you He said that he was influenced partly by Friends. Do you know that? Friends, the TV show. Okay. Yeah, I haven't heard that before. Yeah, where he was like, oh, there's everyone like someone on Friends. You like Monica or you like Phoebe or you like Joey. And he wanted to do a sort of music version.
7:39Of course, in the background was take that, that boy bands had become a big thing, drawing their inspiration from America, New Kids on the Block. There were also American R &B, girl groups, SWV, En Vogue, TLC. So all of these influences, nevertheless, there wasn't a really high... I mean, Eternal were making music, but not in the mainstream pop space quite so much. Well, when we got there, the first thing we did at the audition was we just had to dance. It was freestyle to a piece of music, and it was Eternal's Day. And I was a big fan of the band at the time as well. Great song. I mean, they were the British girl band.
8:20They were the ones doing it at the time. They get a little bit overlooked at times. Yeah. But nevertheless, you were bringing something different to the table, the five of you. Yeah, and, you know, it is incredible because there were a few line-up changes. I wasn't in the original five. Yeah. When I first met the girls, it was Gerry, Melby, Victoria and Michelle. And there was a girl, I think she was called Melanie as well, another one before me. There was another called Melanie, three Melanies. Yeah, we were all born in the 70s. It was a very popular name. And she'd gone and I stepped in. And then Michelle was like, the other four of us were so single-minded and determined.
8:57This is what we wanted to do and we wanted to make it happen. But she was like, should I go to uni? I'm not sure. So that wouldn't cut it for us. And yeah, and who knows, you know, how it would have all turned out. But I always say, when we were introduced to Emma, everything fell into place. Emma Bunton. Yes, Baby Spice. Our baby. oh, I didn't finish what I was saying about wannabe because we've backtracked a little. With Matt and Biff, they wanted to capture this energy, this chaos that was the Spice Girls. Matt and Biff, Biff's talent, we've done that. We introduced it with it. They're on stage.
9:34We've introduced them. Yes. But just to remind listeners, they turned up for your showcase in Shepherd's Bush at a quite, I would say, low ebb or it was a moment when you weren't sure things were moving quickly enough, right? You were still with your original management. You're like, when's it going to happen? Come on. Yes. The reason we had that showcase is because we were really ambitious. We were naive. We admit that. But we just knew we had something really special. We hadn't written any music at this point. We were singing songs that they'd had written by a lot of middle-aged men. The songs were shit.
10:10We didn't even like the songs, but we just knew we had this energy. There was this dynamic between us, which still exists to this day. You know, none of us are like musicians, you know, none of us play really, but we weren't like a band in that sense. You know, we could all sing, you know, we're not the greatest singers in the world. You know, people have got their opinions on that, but we could all sing. We could all dance again, not the greatest dancers in the world, but we were all performers and we were all just this belief and this longing. You know, we wanted to be on stage. We wanted to be famous.
10:45You know, we wanted to travel the world. We wanted to sign autographs. All those things, as a young person, we'd all grown up having this fantasy. And so we'd found our people. Your people meaning each other. Yeah. Were you living together at this point? We were. That was a Chris Herbert thing, I think, because later on he created and managed five. Yeah. And he put them in a house together. What do you think that did? it was really important that time you don't know someone until you live with them right that's when you really see them warts and all isn't it and it just got us to really know each other really understand each other and i think as a band it's really important because when the schedule gets hectic and you're traveling around the world you're away from your family you become each other's family so you need to be able to be in very close quarters so that's i think that's a bit of a genius move really and it was so fun you know as young people it's great he was smart about filming stuff too he filmed a lot of behind the scenes content of you at the house and it it still uh crackles with life and in disinhibition and feelings of real realness friendship um arguments but a sort of very relatable sense of it not just being a show business confection that you know notwithstanding that you were put together by a manager, it quickly catalyzed into the real thing, right?
12:06Real friendships, real feuds, real fallings out, the whole bit. So you were saying, so then you do your showcase. Well, we'd pushed him to do the showcase because it was moving too slow. And we were like, you know, we want to deal, we want to sign, we want to get there. And he was saying, just hold up a minute, you know, don't run before you can walk. So we'd already decided we were going to jump ship. Really? Bail on the managers You weren't on contract Nothing they can do about it Because we had no contacts in the music industry We didn't have a clue So we got this showcase We got them to pay for the showcase And organise everything and get the people down Knowing we wanted to make the contacts And then Slung your hook Because we knew we had something great But that was confirmed for us when we saw these industry people go Hang on a minute There's something here and that's when we, I don't know how we did it but somehow, maybe Jerry's so smart at these things but we got names we got numbers, we chased up these people I remember being in, so Jerry had a little Fiat Uno, that was like our little Spicemobile and it was battered she'd had so many little knocks in it and we were sitting outside BMG and she'd gone up to see Mark Fox BMG the label, the record label yeah, so he was at publishing but I think it was all in the same building at the time so me and Mel were in the car there's other stories maybe we'll not divulge on the podcast Mel B always needs a wee I'll leave it there and Gerry went up to speak to Mark and from that moment he took us under his wing and I'm sure and I know he probably would have liked to have been part of the management but he was very gracious introduced us to lots of management to a lot of the songwriters that were in the rooms and we were kind of trying to find our way to Simon Fuller That was the plan.
13:55Were you called the Spice Girls at this point? We were called Spice. Spice. Before that, you'd been called? Touch. Touch. Whose idea was Spice? Spice was a Gerry idea. And me and Gerry were down at the gym, as we do often, in the evenings after rehearsing. And it just came to her. She was like, we're all different, like spices. You know, we have the flavours. Flavours, plus five letters as well in the word, which helps. Mm-hmm. I mean, everything about the sort of, well, I'm trying not to call it packaging, because that sounds like you're a product. But we kind of were. It's a funny thing, the Spice Girls, because, you know, obviously I've been talking about it for 30 years, but so many people still refer to it as a manufactured band.
14:40And of course, in many ways it was, but the material that was being manufactured was really organic and authentic. that's maybe the secret that people miss you know like well what is it what is it that makes the spice girl so successful the longevity of it the legacy is because it was real and it was marketed beautifully yeah yeah who came up with the names it was peter lorraine who was the editor of um top of the pops magazine at the time now a very successful music manager we were at lunch this is all being reminded to me when i was doing research for the book because a lot of this is like gone lost in the mists of your brain yes i mean we did so much in such a short space of time it's really nice to see the other girls because we fill in the gaps for each other can i put can i just pivot on that for a second because i made a couple of um documentaries uh not as a presenter but as an executive producer one about boy bands called boy bands forever one about girl bands called girl bands forever yeah and it was really striking how for a lot of the the people involved they're talking about a time in their life of such intensity when they were in their late teens, early 20s that it's almost like talking to war vets who have been in a war.
15:58Yeah. And it might have taken place over the course of two years. Like in the case of the heyday of the Spice Girls from Wannabe in 96 to Jerry leaving in 98 was less than two years. Insane. Nothing. Yeah. And then for the next 20 or 30 years, these veterans of boy and girl bands are kind of figuring it out and thinking about what it meant and how in control was I and was I exploited or was I exploiting and who am I angry at does that resonate with you at all it absolutely does and I know I have this period of time which I call integrating into society or integrating back into society because when you if you're lucky enough to have that kind of success your feet don't touch the ground you're traveling across the globe working you know sometimes seven days a week without a break you're young you're resilient you can do it but you are in fight or flight living on adrenaline so when Jerry left that was obviously a really difficult time for us girls we were two shows shy of finishing the European leg of the tour then we were going to America for three months this was your first tour as well.
17:09This was our first tour. You'd achieved all that success on the back of PAs and releasing music and videos, but not live events, not live touring. We'd done two shows in Istanbul. We'd done a collaboration with Pepsi. And this was the thing what frustrated me as a pop star. I always wanted to perform. That is what drives me. When you become successful as a pop star, you spend most of your life doing all the other shit. you know you there's not much live performing that goes on it was very much promo promo promo promo you know product deals adverts and it's like when do we get to do the day job you know so that was frustrating but the first time we did it was on this huge stage in istanbul so it's terrifying so i had two nights in istanbul and then yeah 1998 we went out on the world tour so we were managed by Simon we left him before the tour started but his thing was always get two albums under your belt before you hit the road because obviously you need enough material to do a headline show yeah in the book you talk about you've written a book about your experiences it came out a year or two ago I think who I am your account of Gerry leaving in the book talks about you were making a video in the Mojave Desert for Or remind me which song it is.
18:30Oh, okay. So Say You'll Be There was the second video. Say You'll Be There. And yeah, and we shot that in the Mojave Desert. Probably the song that people went, ah, okay. There's more to them than one of it. It was a very important song. So what you've talked about is that there was a fallout over who had more screen time in the video. Oh, yeah. I remember that. Well, it makes me laugh now. And we do actually laugh about these things because back in the day, you know, we were young. We wanted equality. We spoke about equality quite a lot. But there was, yeah, a little bit of preference over certain girls.
19:06And, you know, we weren't happy about that. Go on. There was no lead singer. Spell it out. No. You don't have to. No. People can read the book. Yeah. I couldn't figure it out because then I looked at the video and I was like, well, I can't tell who's getting more screen time. But it's very equal. It's very equal now. I think the first cut, the director had taken a shine to a particular member of the group. So they were very heavily featured. But that led to an argument which led to Jerry leaving. Yeah. There's always more going on. Young girls, there's so much going on. And get five of them together.
19:40And there's going to be clashes. You know, we were big. We're all big personalities in different ways. The narrative is generally that Mel B, Scary Spice, and Jerry, Ginger Spice, were the two big personalities. Yeah. Then you got Victoria, Posh Spice, and Baby Spice, Emma, sort of, I guess, you know, not as vocal. And then you're the peacemaker. That was the phrase. Yeah. Yeah, it's true. Okay, so getting into the inner workings of the band, like any group of people, there's a dynamic and what was difficult for us was that Melanie and Jerry were really great mates but if they had a fallout it would affect everybody I think because they were both so outspoken and you know myself Emma and Victoria didn't you know I didn't I don't know we didn't have as much air time as the two girls I don't mean that in a thingy sense I mean like just in in the room.
20:41So that would cause issues sometimes. But I think... And Geri saw herself as a bit of a co-manager. I think if it wasn't for Geri and Melanie being the way that they are, we wouldn't have been as successful as we were. You know, Geri is an incredible person to push things forward. You know, she's really smart. She's very creative. And, you know, she's a little bit older. She's a couple of years older than me. And she'd had some professional success because she'd been a TV presenter in Turkey. She'd definitely done more work. Melanie had worked as well as a dancer more than the rest of us. So they had a bit more world experience as well.
21:23They were the leaders. They were. And to have two leaders is, you know, it's hard. But Geri definitely has that kind of, in some senses, you know, we feel like it's Geri's band. And, you know, she often, I think maybe because she was the older one, she was a little bit more maternal as well. So, yeah, so sometimes that could be tricky, especially when you're all becoming successful. You all have a profile in the public eye. So, yeah, I think any band can kind of be a little bit shook by that. But we were really good, in a sense, at self-policing. It was tough sometimes because we were really hard on each other.
22:02not hard on each other in a mean way but just like if someone was acting up a little bit we'd just pull them back into the field and you know at the time you probably thought fuck's sake but actually it saved us in the long term we are very proud that we remained friends we've had our ups and downs but no one's gone completely off the rails at any point really off the rails meaning off the reservation do you mean like off the rails implies like mental health emergency Do you mean that or do you mean no one's completely left the womb? I mean, Victoria's obviously the furthest in her own lane, in a sense, right?
22:44Given that she wasn't part of the last tour. I think, yeah. And also she's the one who has gone, like you say, the furthest in career terms. She's gone in a completely different world. But, you know, it's funny. We've kind of, I've not seen Melanie for a while, actually, since last summer. but the other four of us we were at Emma's birthday earlier this year and it was kind of the most relaxed we've been in each other's company for a long time and I think there's something about turning 50 that is you know you become so reflective don't you and really start to appreciate people in a different way yeah it's a big it's a big yeah it's a big one milestone is the term are the Spice Girls still together?
23:26that's what I was trying to figure out we've never split up that's what I'm saying yeah Jerry left. I would like to say she's back now, obviously, since we did the tour in 2019. But has Victoria left? No one's left. I love it. When people like do, when I'm doing shows and stuff, and if people want to introduce me, when they say former Spice Girl, I'm really offended. Because once a Spice Girl, always a Spice Girl. I think we all feel like that. There might be times we choose not to work in that arena, but we're still Spice Girls. Is it like the Rolling Stones where I think they, you know, get together for board meetings, right?
24:03Do you have kind of a summit at a regular interval? We don't have them often enough because it's still a business. You know, there are still things we have to take care of, you know. We have our trademark and we have lots of great merch out there, of course. This year's a big anniversary and, you know. Are you going to do anything for the anniversary? We want to. Everything's in discussion. But it's a really positive time for us, you know. Would it be the five of you, do you think? Well, it depends what it is. Maybe a Wembley? That would be nice, wouldn't it? Right. Yeah. We'll see. There's nothing in the works, so it's obviously not going to be anything in time for the anniversary, but we are discussing lots of great opportunities.
24:44And it's just because it's so precious to us, it's hard to agree on what everyone feels is the right thing, what they're comfortable with, how we want to approach it. So that's what the constant conversation is about. Did you have rules about who would stand in the middle? No, actually. With choreography, we'd swap. And even when you look at the songs, so we really tried to play to each other's strengths. And we always knew, you know, if you're familiar with a lot of Spice Girls music, I would often sing the middle eight. Emma would often sing verses. There was just like a natural, when we were writing songs with people, we'd kind of know who would work best in that area.
25:23You know, we had a few fallouts sometimes because someone was being overlooked a little bit, we try to keep it equal. And, you know, I know there are lots of bands that have different setups, but even like with publishing and everything we ever did, we split everything equally because another, you know, I praise Simon for that, because that's the only way to keep a band together. Simon Fuller gave you that advice. Yeah, yeah. You have to be equals in the business, right? It's generally acknowledged that you had the best voice. I think that's down to personal taste isn't it it it said a lot and of course it's a compliment so thank you thank you people sometimes I say I was just a show-off we used to do the high bits at the end and everyone can sing you know obviously there's there was different levels of ability but there's there's no one who cannot sing everybody brings something you were the best according to you and lots of other people
26:24no it depends what you like i'm just being mischievous but people did say you were the best and you were um i'm possibly over researched like i always like to be prepared um i've so i've read your book i've listened to your music i've gone back and i watched uh spice world which i'd never seen before really did you enjoy it i really enjoyed it did you yeah i love that It's like a panto. It's like a Christmas panto. Sketches, broad comedy, cameo after cameo. Roger Moore, Richard E. Grant, Michael Barrymore. Gary Glitter. He's been cut out of it. Did you know that you were there? While the movie was getting edited, we were like, oh shit, he's got to go.
27:06There's a scene where you sing Wannabe and My Gang, which is a banger. The devil has the best tunes. The man from the music. Yeah. Yeah. Well, it was, again, before we knew that shit. But the movie's amazing. You can find that on YouTube. You can find the outtakes, Why Would You Want To, with Gary Glitter on YouTube. Can you? Yeah. Wow, I never knew that. Speaking of somebody who made a documentary about Jimmy Savile, for those who don't know, Gary Glitter was unmasked as a paedophile. And it was a reminder watching the outtakes that we thought he was harmless, partly because he was already sending himself up.
27:43It's like, oh, he's so ridiculous. Yeah. He's such a cartoon. He doesn't take himself seriously, therefore he's safe. And turned out that was the disguise. But it's funny when you're in the presence of those people, you do feel something to be. Did you feel a little something? Well, I met Jimmy as well. Did you? Yeah, I did one of the breakfast shows, whether it was GMTV, wherever it was called at the time, and I was on the sofa next to him, and I was in the lift with him, and he made me feel very uncomfortable. I think he was even a little bit, I mean, he was quite old at the time, but I think he was almost a little bit inappropriate on the air.
28:21You know? Really? When you were there? Yeah, yeah. He was just, well, he was him. Let's not give him any air time. So, back to the question, wannabe, the song and the video. No, because it's important, because it's about Spice World as well. This. Have you commandeered? you've taken over the controls. Do you not like that? We were talking about Spice World. Yes. So Spice World... In which the villain, Barry Humphreys, plays a kind of Rupert Murdoch-like Australian news baron. He's like, I've got to get those Spice Girls, only if it kills me. That's not an exact impression. And the main through line for the film is that there's this antagonist reporter slash vampire who's coming to try and find dirt on you.
29:12Yeah. So the movie, it was what was going on. You know, obviously a comedic version in the film, but that was really how we were. That was our experiences. You know, we'd been out there, we'd been promoting for a year when we sat down and the movie was being written. So a lot of those experiences that are the through line of the movie were the things that we were experiencing. I'm sure and I'm sure that's partly why it works yeah and it was a big hit it was a big hit and it's not on any streaming services I wanted to watch it and I did watch it but it was quite a job did you watch it on VHS? I think we found a cheeky download somewhere but it's not available on any streaming services it's not available at the moment it will be because there was a lot of people that owned it it was kind of all over the place so we've had to come together The Spice Girls now fully own it, so we are.
30:07Yeah, we will be presenting it at some point. And hopefully they're not too distant futures for people to enjoy.
30:39so just from the off like i said you took off like a rocket you conquered uh not just the uk but you smashed america nevertheless it wasn't to everyone's tastes this will surprise you there were some music people industry personnel or artists who didn't like the spice girls and felt it incumbent to push back and give statements Who have you got? Bear with me Tom York Oh Tom York Yeah yeah Radiohead Said I can't remember Tom York from Radiohead Said you were the Antichrist Not you personally But the Spice Girls collectively That's a bit strong isn't it? I love Radiohead Quite strong Shirley Wait for Shirley Manson from Garbage If you think that's strong Wait for this one I think she's actually kind of Spoken about this Maybe recently Or kind of It's not a good look now.
31:33Yeah, she's acknowledged with hindsight. It feels like a massive overreaction. Okay. In hindsight, you're like, okay, right. So if you think that about Spice Girls, what do you think about Hitler? Kelly Manson from Garbage said, I want them tarred and feathered. My wish is for the complete and utter destruction of the Spice Girls. Wow. Liam Gallagher said, if he bumped into the Spice Girls, he said, I'd chin them. You've got to love the 90s, hey? Funny that that was the level of anger. Yeah. But I think that speaks to mainly how big and impregnable you appeared. It was like, no, it's conquering everything and someone needs to fight back.
32:17Yeah, I think it was more, we were probably, you know, everything they hated. You know, because we were the most commercial band probably ever. You know, we had so many sponsorship deals and we, you know, we were making this shiny pop music. So, yeah, it was just a reaction to them. Like, literally, it wasn't their taste. They hated it and it becoming successful. It was unavoidable. Yeah, but, you know. And that first album sold 23 million copies. It's the highest selling album by a girl band of all time. That's amazing, isn't it? And the thing is, that will probably never change now because the industry's a different world.
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32:56It's not about album sales. No. That's a sort of meaningless metric now. Early on, you had an incident, which you talk about, at the 96 Brit Awards, because you were just now talking about policing each other, and there was a moment where you were policed by the bandmates. They felt, and it sounds so trivial, you know, looked at dispassionately, but you'd taken your hair out so you no longer had a ponytail, and this was before you even had released any music, but you were at the Brit, so you were under scrutiny and your fellow bandmates thought what are you doing you're fucking with uh the look the look of the band we've all got certain hair that we have and they um criticized you and you told one of them to fuck off and then the next day they all kind of in your telling anyway came on very heavy so telling you like that was you had allowed your behavior was disgusting you know it's in the telling it's like not much of an anecdote but I mention it because you identify as a moment where you clammed up a bit.
33:56Like you no longer felt you were completely able to... I went into terror because I thought I was going to lose everything. You know, those dreams as a child, which now were a possibility, I might have fucked it all up. Because you thought you might be thrown out. And I thought it was very trivial as well because, okay, to put some more meat on the bones of that evening. so it was the Brit Awards in 1996 so which fall around February time so we hadn't released anything nobody in the public knew us but in the industry you know people had started talking and we were there Santa Virgin Records and we were sitting on a table with Lenny Kravitz which obviously you know we were these young girls this was an amazing night we had a great night we had a few champagnes we were really you know it was the Brits in the 90s right everyone was having fun yeah and we were just leaving and we were like going to find our car and whatever the situation was where I just turned around and said, Victor, oh, fuck off.
34:53Unbeknownst to me, go home, go to bed, wake up the next morning. And I was in a lot of trouble. And it was, I was living with Mel B at the time. We were living in Watford. And Gerry also lived in Watford. And they were both there when I got up. And yeah, they were just disgusted with my behaviour. That was the word that was used, we're disgusted. Yeah. It's a strong word. Yeah. And because, you know, you know, when you've had a night out and you wake up in the morning, you've got like beer fear, right? You know, I don't know what to do last night. I didn't even have that. I just woke up going, oh, last night was fun.
35:28I had completely brushed off that situation. But obviously it had really affected people in a way I hadn't realised. so I was in trouble and then Simon wanted to speak to me and I was told in no uncertain terms if anything ever happened like that again I would be gone so that yeah I just that completely freaked me out one because I didn't realize I'd done anything that terribly bad and two because my actions may have led to me losing everything I'd ever wanted you know um so it affected me you know a lot are you still are you still in business with Simon Fuller no Simon Fuller's like the doppelganger not physically but kind of professionally of Simon Cowell they're very very different people they're very different but they're put together a lot they're both vastly wealthy super successful yeah I think they created Pop Idol together they fell out over Pop Idol I think but Simon Cowell is the public one and Simon Fuller is the private one Simon Fuller almost never gives interviews Hi Simon if you're watching Hi Simon Apparently Simon your management style appeared to be divide and rule Yes, at the time, yes He would admit that Do you think so?
36:52Yeah, he would admit that and the thing is you have to remember this is a very long time ago he was I think only in his 30s which obviously is an adult but none of this had ever happened to anybody involved. You know, the Spice Girls was unprecedented. What was his track record at that point? He managed Annie Lennox. Right, she's great. Which was one of, yeah, amongst other artists, Paul Hardcastle. His business was called 19. Because of Paul Hardcastle's song, na-na-na-na 19. Exactly. So yeah, that kind of set him on the road. I think he started in A &R and then he moved to management. And yeah, he was managing lots of various acts.
37:28he managed Amy Winehouse for a short period of time. Full of it. I think, yeah. Then after the Spice Girls, he went on to do S Club 7. But the Spice Girls was this crazy entity. And I think the label, the management, everyone was a bit like, fuck, what do we do? What do we do with it? And everyone was terrified of us kind of imploding because we were so volatile. We just were. That is the Spice Girls. We love each other. But when there's a fallout, it's catastrophic, you know. So I think everyone was just trying to keep it going. But it was the wrong thing to do. What should he have done? I think supported our togetherness and our friendship because when we are on the same page, we're unstoppable.
38:17That is the only way the Spice Girls works. But sometimes I think, and you'll know this, right, historically through music, when they're infiltrated when an act or an artist is infiltrated from an outside influence then it goes to shit you know our our power is in our unity right it always was and it still is but i think that was always his i i believe that was his thought process keep them separate keep them all because he'd tell us like different things to each other and it just caused a little of unrest and yeah i do believe it was his way of trying to keep control of the beast um but it backfired on him and we left him uh you say of that time i started to consciously make myself smaller my confidence began to be stripped away and it happened so quickly it is difficult um um you you earlier you know talked about other girl and boy bands and their stories and it is bizarre because your life completely changes it's unrecognizable and the media at that time were brutal the tabloid media especially here in the uk and we were you know when you're young you're naive you don't think about the negatives so i didn't think about the negatives i was just like we're making music we're having fun everybody's gonna love us and then it was like oh shit that's not that's not life that's not real life so you're dealing with all of these opinions of you that you weren't ready for and it's before social media yeah and it's sort of before the internet was the internet yeah so it's mainly tabloids is it can you is it easier to tune that out at least it's not on your phone right well how are you seeing see i would disagree i think because at the time as well i personally i was obsessed i was obsessed with what everyone was saying about me so i'd i go to the gym every morning the first thing i'd do would go to the newsstand and look in the you know the gossip columns or that you know the the entertainment whatever in the in the newspapers yeah um and just check it and the other thing was we were told that anything we ever did would get found out so we were always living in fear so if we'd ever gone out and had a drunken night or whatever or you know met somebody you were just like when's it going to be in the paper because you knew it was going to come out because we just knew that was just the way it was now we know why and how go on but at the time now we know why because our phones were you know being hacked and i've done the case i've been through the whole thing it started in 1996 it ended in 2009 so wannabe came out in 1996 and I had my daughter in 2009 so myself and every other person in the public eye in the United Kingdom was you know was being listened to throughout that period do you know who was hacking your phone?
41:22I think it was a number of people it was more than one publication News of the World? the one that I've been to court with is the Sun and News of the World yeah what about the mirror those proceedings have come to a halt why I think it's just been too long I was never notified people were notified by the police and I never got I never got that call so I just left it and I think as well do you think Piers Morgan was involved I wouldn't like to say
42:00you're good at your job and I'm good at mine. Would you hold it against, if it was true of Piers Morgan, let's say, would you be interviewed by him? No. You feel like... No. I've met Piers. I'm not a fan. I'd choose to not have an interview with him. Yeah. Because of that period? I, when I was young with the Spice Girls, part of the process of becoming a successful band is speaking to lots and lots of journalists and at the time you know in many ways the tabloids broke us you know and we did have this do you mean in a positive way well in both ways um but yeah they were very important at the time like you say we didn't have social media now which is a wonderful thing well they've lost so much of their power because we do have social media but i don't need to speak to tabloids i don't want to it doesn't sell records and you know i've i've learned my lessons presenting the counter narrative it would be well it was a tango and that there was a sort of somewhat symbiotic dimension to it i learned quite quickly that i'm not comfortable with that aspect of fame you know this whole like you belong to the tabloids or you belong to the media and you know you scratch my back and I'll scratch yours.
43:26I want to make music. I want to be on stage. I want to perform. I don't want to be in the newspaper. Do you know what I mean? It's like, yeah, it's going to sell records. It's important. If I'm promoting things, then I realize I have to toe the line to a point, but I'm not, I've never wanted to, you know, fuck me. I'm one of the Spice Girls, right? One of the most written bands in history. I've never felt the need to exploit myself to that point because I feel like you're dancing with the devil right it's for me i never felt comfortable with that and and i feel really grateful because i've had my issues with the tabloids but i don't think i've ever given them enough that i owe them is was there a um you know with some of these girl bands there's a there's an especially painful moment like lee from blue famously said something about 9-11 right after the planes had gone into the World Trade Center.
44:19Do you remember that? No. He said something along the lines of, yeah, but a lot of whales are being killed as well and no one talks about that. Something like that. Gosh. Eek. Which, obviously, he didn't mean it vindictively, but it was, it didn't come out right. Well, you know, we all say things sometimes, don't we? And famously, Brian Harvey, he said he takes 19 E's on a night or something. I shouldn't joke about it. Be serious. The thing you say that kind of, yeah. Before cancel culture was a thing. Well, it turns out it was a cancel culture even then, but they didn't call it that. And he was cancelled for saying on a night out, he likes to take, I don't know what the number was.
44:58It was more than your recommended daily allowance. What's the recommended daily allowance? I think one a week is considered. One and a half. Maybe one a week sounds like too much. Once every few months, if you're a pop star. The prescription can change, varied on your level of success and your tolerances. Did you have a Spice Girls? This is a really low-road question, even as I'm saying it. It felt like you didn't have a moment of scandal like that, right? It wasn't as though one of you once said, I'm in favour of public execution or something. I mean, Geri said she liked Margaret Thatcher. Yeah, that was the one that sprung to my mind.
45:36So obviously, again, being young and being thrown to the lions, as we were, we didn't have media training, which I mean, I'm sure obviously a lot of listeners would be like, what the hell is that? Compared to saying I like to take 19 E's in a night, saying you like Margaret Thatcher, and she said she was the original Spice Girl and she had girl power. Didn't she say that something like that? She did say that. So we were interviewed by Spectator, what the actual thought. Spectator magazine, really. I didn't even know what Spectator was. It's a right-leaning political magazine. Yeah. So why? are a pop band yeah tell me why you set that up what the fuck anyway was that one of Simon's I think it probably was but you know obviously we were five very different individuals with different experiences growing up predominantly working class but you know predominantly left leaning but obviously Margaret Thatcher she was a you know even saying the name kind of fills me with dread she was a you know was she the first female Prime Minister She did what she did.
46:42And, you know, and Gerry applauded that and her being female. And those, you know, the girl power references were there for that reason. I grew up in the northwest of England. My whole family are from Liverpool. My mum, my dad's side of the family, the men have worked on the docks or they did work on the docks for generations. Obviously, that was very difficult for me because that was not my opinion. I think that was one of the things that was hard about the Spice Girls is that we could get tarred with the same brush. If somebody had an opinion, a political opinion, everyone would think that's what everybody thought and felt.
47:23And it wasn't the case. I mean, you know, people know that now. But being a young girl going back to Liverpool after it's like, oh, the Spice Girls have said this. It's just like, shit. I didn't say it. I don't think it. You did an interview with Oprah. I mean, I've already said this, but just a reminder that like the Spice Girls cracked America wide open, which for a UK girl group or boy group was, I want to say, if not unprecedented, then highly unusual and certainly unprecedented in the scale of domination that you kind of achieved. So you're on Oprah and you say that the next day you looked at yourself in the mirror while on the treadmill and you said, You've just got to be a robot.
48:09No feelings, no excuses, no pain. You're a robot. That was a little mantra that I had. And that kind of, you touched on a couple of things like the catalysts that led to that point. So obviously being criticised about my appearance. By who? Well, the first person, the first like little thing that cut deep was when Chick. Chick Murphy. The original backer, a financial backer of the band, had commented on my thighs when doing a backflip, and that hurt. And I was like, oh, fuck, okay, I need to lose weight. And then really being scrutinised by other people, tabloid media predominantly, but also by myself.
48:54You know, you're in photo shoots, you're looking at your image constantly. and I think as well I had like a lot of guilt for my success and I don't know why but I kind of didn't feel worthy for it and I think I talk about this in the book as well it's like you know I did grow up in an environment where people work really hard and can have very physical difficult jobs and I was starting to earn money that they would never see in a lifetime. And, you know, I had guilt about that. And so I was like, I have to be, to be worthy of this success, I have to be perfect. I have to be the absolute best version of myself.
49:42And yeah, I became really insular and I was controlling what I was eating. I was exercising obsessively. I was really kind of withdrawing from the band as well because I was really embarrassed about it. I knew I had an eating disorder, but I wouldn't acknowledge it. I wouldn't. I was I was kind of in denial. There was like a little voice, but I quietened that voice constantly. And so that was the thing. You're a robot. Because I I loved and I love being a Spice Girl so much. And I love performing. And this was all of my dreams come true. Talking to Oprah Winfrey, we were performing at Madison Square Garden.
50:21we were flying to Tokyo it was mind-blowing and I could not fuck it up because I nearly did at one point so just all of these little things like came together and just made me like you know very very guarded it's a lot isn't it I interviewed Jade from Little Mix uh for the podcast and her her observation was that it gets harder as you get more successful like it's when you it's almost like on the way up it's a bit more straightforward and then when you're actually and it's more fun and when you're when you sort of reach the top of the mountain for some reason yeah pressure responsibilities sense of impending failure like obsolescence like how do we like this so like i've got to maintain it now and how do you how do you maintain that level of success Well, it's funny because I kind of just want to reflect on my personal experience of being a Spice Girl.
51:20And at the time, I didn't ever really feel like the most popular one. You know, I feel like I was treated quite, they were quite mean to me in the media. There was obviously doing the phone hacking stuff. I had to go through all of the articles that were written about me and the narrative around me was, you know, I suffered after my time with the Spice Girls in that Spice many days and into my solo career. So it was probably after I toured my first solo record. I had a very difficult time. I had a lot of demons I had to face. What year are we talking? So this was Millennium. Are we talking about your eating disorder?
52:01So eating disorder, I was diagnosed with depression. I was suffering with anxiety. It was hard to leave the house. It was a really, really dark time. So I went over to LA and I did a three-month stint there writing and recording my first solo record. It was the first time I'd stepped away from the band. I'd allowed myself to admit I had a problem and I had to do something about it. So that was the first time I sought help and was trying to deal with my eating disorders and my addiction to exercise. I was just trying to get some kind of balance in my life, but still controlling everything. And that worked to a point, having someone to cook all of my meals, to have a personal trainer.
52:45So I was literally giving other people the responsibility. I couldn't have those responsibilities myself. Did you have a manager at this time? I did. So when we left Simon Fuller, I think it was in 98, we then had a manager, Nancy Phillips, who was someone I stayed with for 18 years. And she was Spice Girls, but also you individually? Yes. All of us individually for the first record. Obviously, Geri had already gone. Geri left under her watch. And then, yeah, we all released a solo album. And then I continued to stay with her. Each of you individually released solo records. Yeah, yeah. So all the Spice Girls have released a solo record.
53:20That must have been weird when you're all thinking, like, I wonder how their one is doing. Yeah, it is hard because, you know, you want to be supportive, but you also feel competitive. So that was all going on. But I was, you know, trying to figure shit out for myself. and then once I wasn't in that environment when I had all of the things in place from being you know I was anorexic for sure I mean I wasn't starving myself but I was really restricting my eating and over exercising I was underweight but then my body just took over and I started binging sometimes uncontrollably to the point where I would become conscious kind of mid-binge and just think like what the hell am I doing yeah and it was petrifying and I'd always been at night yeah at night I'd wake up and I'd I'd just be like I just want carbs and I went on to learn that a lot of this are the symptoms of depression waking up early hours of the morning going to the kitchen like self-soothing like with carbs to the point of like you know being able to sleep again and of course my appearance was changing and that was my biggest fear because I knew I knew it was going to be commented on you know I knew that the tabloids were going to be really really mean about it and I was so embarrassed and I was so ashamed because I prided myself on my control and on my determination and I'd created this the perfection or as close to the perfection as I could possibly get to be worthy of this pop stardom and then I was losing it I was losing grip of this control.
54:57But it was my body reacting, going, I can't continue in this way. You know, I'm so grateful that my body kind of saved me in a sense. So it was around 2000 when I was like crying, constantly struggling to get out of bed. I was still promoting and touring my first album. I was becoming more and more uncomfortable, you know, gaining more and more weight. and that's when I first went to my GP and that's when he said to me well first of all we need to address your depression and I just that felt like a weight lifted up like physically a weight lifted up my shoulders because it had a name you know I knew it was something I could be helped with and that was the start on the road to recovery I mean sometimes depression comes from nowhere right it's just like catching any other disease and sometimes it's related to things that you're going through.
55:50Yes. You had gone through this extraordinary passage of your life, right? Yeah. In which you'd been in control but out of control. Enormous success but enormous pressure. It's hard to believe that didn't have some role in what you were going through, right? Yeah. You know, I think all of us Spice Girls have had things we've had to deal with because it's not normal. it's not in even people now when I'm working with them they're like your life's just not normal just the the way you work you know the expectation of a performer you get up on stage in front of tens of thousands of people and then you go home and empty the dishwasher and it's a massive head fuck you know but that's that's life and I've kind of I have more of a handle on it now because I've done it for such a long time but then it was the extreme because it was Spice Girls fame and then being on my own and I think a lot of the control issues were because my life was in the hands of other people so it was the only things I could control was my appearance what I ate how much I exercised and also my gym was like my hideaway because I I hate confrontation and you know there was times in the band where it was very confrontational people had different personalities in that respect so if I was in the gym I got left alone so I would spend more and more time in the gym it was my safe place and yeah and this is where I talk about the reintegration into society because those spice years like 96 to 98 we hardly were in public you know we were in a bubble we had security you're on a plane you're on a private jet you know you're on stage you're you're you're not you're not living like a normal human being you had a flat in Finchley did you I did but you probably weren't there that much not really were you able to date that's another hot topic isn't it I would have liked to have dated I had a dry spell that's what we call it I think it was in the band because Robbie talks about how Nigel Martin Smith Robbie Williams of Take That talks a lot about Nigel Martin Smith sort of policed their he didn't want girlfriends Nigel denies that but Robbie says that Nigel stopped them from getting any action I think he's made up for it, don't you?
58:10I didn't realise you'd had a thing with Robbie. I mean, it was a million years ago and lasted two seconds. Oh God, that sounds really bad. Oh well. He was a mess, I was a mess, it broke my heart. That was your quote. Yeah. And Jay from Five. Yeah, lovely Jay. I've not spoken to him for a while actually, but he's an ex I've remained friends with. I don't remain friends with many exes, but he's a lovely boy. And I saw Robbie recently. I mean, God, we were kids. Do you know what I mean? It's like we're talking like, you know, 20 odd years ago. Nearly 30 years ago. It's a long time. But I think a lot of managers, they did that.
58:46You know, you weren't allowed to come out if you were in a boy band, probably, or a girl band, because you had to remain available to the fans. That was the thing, wasn't it? Did you have boys outside the hotels queuing up? It's completely different. Yeah, we didn't have... I mean, don't get me wrong. Other people had a better success rate than I did. But it wasn't that kind of, you know, like historically with like boy bands or rock bands, it's like, oh, you know, bring her back. Pick them out of the crowd. Yeah. We've got a special guy and he picks them out and says, do you want to meet the band?
59:17Yeah. Our gigs weren't like that. No. They were full of young girls and gays, which are the best audience. You just don't get any action. But, you know, that wasn't, you know, it was quite lonely for me at times. I think there was many times in the band when we were working together where I was the only one without a partner. So, yeah, that's been quite a big theme of my adult life, really. It was a long time before I was in a long-term relationship. Yeah. So was that part of what led to the Depression? I guess that's where we were going. Yeah, I think it was very environmental. It was the experiences that I'd had.
1:00:00and yeah just just getting to that point where yeah I couldn't continue living the way I was living um and that was a really long road back to to health and I never really stopped it was a different time as well because I probably I think I would have benefited to go off and have some time to heal but I was still I was touring and promoting and your solo stuff yeah yeah yeah let's talk about your solo music yeah one of the pleasures prepping this interview was realizing how good it is and also that the recent stuff's really strong thank you i think you've sort of found your your mode especially with like the last album and then this new material i haven't heard all the new album it's called sweat but that kind of i mean how would you describe the music well i started djing about eight years ago and i play house music like multi-genre house but as an artist obviously i'm a pop artist but i wanted to bring those worlds closer together and also it's just brought so much joy to my life being out there djing as well as singing live that i wanted to reflect that in the music so i've just had loads of fun and tried to to make and you're right i feel like is there a genre put a label on it um well it's electronic pop dance i suppose With a bit of disco?
1:01:22There's so much bit of disco in there, definitely. It feels like the single, what's the single called? So we've got Sweat. Sweat, where it's taking a bit of Diana Ross. Yes. And some Arnold Schwarzenegger. Yes. Explain that. Okay, so whenever I make music, it's a reflection of what's been going on in my life over the period of time that I'm making the record, right? And this is interesting, this album, because I was fresh from a long-term relationship breaking up. So I was in like the, you know, the untangling of all the things, the bitterness, the anger. Is this the part of your daughter? No, no, no, that was 2012.
1:02:04Yeah, that was way back. So this was the one after that. And that was all falling apart, untangling, getting nasty, bitterness. It's great inspiration for music. How do you know when a relationship's not working? I think when you're not happy anymore, when the icks are too big to ignore. Icks are part of a long-term relationship. No, just getting to the point where you just think, this is too much like hard work. There's no joy here. So that is reflected in the music. But then I met somebody new and I fell in love. Nice. So I had this beautiful breadth of human emotion, right, that I was able to draw upon.
1:02:53And so I had this great body of work, working with incredible songwriters, producers. I really knew what I wanted to achieve, really have such a good dance feel and pulling from different genres of dance as well. Because I know I can't go like super specialist in any direction. I'm a pop artist. I write pop songs, but it's just having those flavours and making it feel more like the music I want to play and dance to in a club. So Sweat, just to finally answer your question about Arnie, it was at a moment I was really happy with the work I had for the record and I wanted to have some fun. I've been working on a playlist, a fitness playlist, and that Rich, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, Diana Ross, Work That Body.
1:03:40That sounded great, by the way. Thank you. I was really eager to get that into a tune. I thought, I want to make like a fitness banger. I want to have loads of fun. So I was looking at all these inspos through my life as a kid. I grew up on the kids from Fame, Flashdance. I was thinking about Olivia Newton-John, Let's Get Physical. and so we had this hook from the down the ross track and looking at all these inspos and i just remembered i was on this fitness camp once and they played so arnold schwarzenegger around the pumping guy in time he made these albums where it's like bangers like it's raining men but he's like literally doing the workout over it like it's bicep curls and i know so we were looking at that and just having loads of fun.
1:04:24And I was like, it's time to bring the fun to this record. And sweat was made and it felt like the perfect introduction to this body of work. He did compliment my guns once. Did he? It's one of my claims to fame, yeah. What was the location? I was at the Royal Albert Hall and it was Gorbachev's 80th birthday celebrations. Wow, what is a double name drop? We didn't go anywhere near those, did we? Can you imagine the ridiculous, I mean, you know, I know you've had some of those moments too, but ridiculous dreams you find yourself in. Right, right, right, right. When you're suddenly... I don't think I've rubbed shoulders with either Arnie or Gorbachev.
1:05:01Did you meet Gorbachev? I didn't, actually. I was asked to perform. I think one of his... His daughter, his wife, somebody was a big fan. So I was asked to perform at his birthday. The Spice Girls encounter with Nelson Mandela, obviously, is legendary. Do you remember what he said? He said it was the best day of his life, meeting the Spice Girls. Amazing. I mean, almost too much. Yeah. Let's not overdo it. Yeah, do you think he meant it? Not freedom of your country or be released from prison. That was such a beautiful moment. Obviously, I mean, what an honor to have met the man. And whenever Spice Girls did those things, because I think, you know, people will remember the photographs with Charles when he was Prince, you know, the bottom pinch and the lipstick marks and all of those things.
1:05:55Well, help people. The younger crowd might not know. Set the scene. Well, I think it was about 1997, and the Spice Girls were performing at Prince's Trust concert. I have a feeling we were in Manchester, and there's always a royal line-up at these things for all of the artists performing on the show. and you get given the protocol. Like when you meet a member of the royal family, you wait to be spoken to, you wait, you don't take their hand, you wait for them to offer their hand to you. With the queen, you're used to curtsy and there's all of this stuff. But obviously being the Spice Girls, we always thought it was very funny to do what we were told not to do.
1:06:32And Geri thought she'd give him a little pat on the bum and kiss him. She'd put so much red lipstick on and those photographs are iconic. So she would have known that she was going to leave a mark on him. Yeah, yeah. It was premeditated for sure, but we were just being rebellious. The thing is with the Spice Girls, right, we're so relatable because we were normal girls from normal backgrounds that did something extraordinary and we really pride ourselves on that. So when we found ourselves in those situations, other people might not find themselves, we wanted to do what everybody else wanted to do you know i know they're going to kick us out but before they do are the spice girls in the rock and roll hall of fame no not yet but you would qualify i think do you think because there's a 25 year you have to wait there's some kind of waiting period um do you think there's still some sense of um sort of industry gatekeeping or whatever you or feeling that actually no that's not purely music it's that's more of a all cultural movement there we go that's a good way of putting it what do you think yeah i don't know it's interesting i think as time passes people become more respectful of what we achieved and the music speaks for itself it's bloody good music you know it's great pop music that has stood the test of time and alongside that it was a cultural movement and it's affected not only a generation of people it continues to do that and i'm extraordinarily proud to be a part of it and we'll you know go around to talking about it till the end of my days that was a good way of closing out the conversation thanks so much melanie c for coming along you my pleasure it was it was really fun and who would have thought all those years ago when i first saw wannabe that i'd be one day interviewing a spice girl there you go
1:08:40And a zig-a-zig-ah, which is of course a quote from Wannabe. It's Mel B's signature noise. And do you know what it means? I found that out in researching the chat. Do you know what zig-a-zig-ah means? I think it's like the noise of orgasm. so you might want to double check that um that's awkward Piers Morgan oh here we go this is a legal ah that's a legal klaxon Piers Morgan uh has vehemently denied ever hacking a phone or any knowledge of phone hacking occurring during his time as editor of the mirror nevertheless in his book he does talk about someone showing him how to hack a phone so don't say that Millie says.
1:09:31But he has never hacked a phone. He's always denied hacking a phone. He doesn't know how to do it. But he did say how to do it in his book. He said, he didn't say how to do it. He said he was shown how to do it. But don't say that. Now, Brian Harvey, I've done Brian Harvey a disservice. I think I said that he'd said at the height of E17's fame, he would take 19 E's in a night. In fact he only said that he'd take 12 E's in a night so apologies to Brian Harvey and on a serious note uh they threw Brian under the bus basically you can learn more about this in boy bands forever if you're in the UK and you want to watch it on iPlayer Brian Harvey the lead singer of E17 there's a plausible scenario that suggests their manager at the time had it in for Brian and more or less sabotaged him by knowing that he was going to say something self-cancelling in an interview and allowing him to do the interview unchaperoned.
1:10:35Girl Bands Forever is on iPlayer as well. Mel C's not in it, alas. There are no Spice Girls in Girl Bands Forever, but we have The All Saints, Atomic Kitten, Eternal, and many others. what else check out the new music uh genuinely if you like daft punk or it's a shimmering disco it's the kind of music i don't know if this is if you if you're in a club could be a gay club doesn't have to be late at night maybe you are feeling energetic and it's one or two in the morning and you just want to be wearing like a little vest am i painting a bit too much and you want to dance like with your fists in the air um i know you're thinking that's not you louie maybe it is that's what i was feeling when i was listening to the to to melsey's album what's the album called sweat this album's called sweat and who doesn't love the idea of arnold schwarzenegger being a musical influence i mean that's some clickbait right there if you've been affected by the topics discussed in this episode, Spotify do have a website for information and resources.
1:11:51Visit spotify.com slash resources. That's it for this week, apart from the credits. The producer was Millie Chu. The assistant producer was Mark Morne. The production manager was Francesca Bassett. The music in this series was by Miguel de Oliveira. The executive producer was Aaron Fellows. This is a Mindhouse Studios production for Spotify. And a zig-a-zig. Thank you.
From the publisher
In this episode, Louis speaks to singer, songwriter and Spice Girl Melanie C. Speaking ahead of the 30th anniversary of Wannabe, Melanie and Louis discuss deleted Spiceworld scenes, showing off her guns to Arnold Schwarzenegger and why there’s no such thing as a ‘former’ Spice Girl.
Warnings: Strong language and adult themes.
Links/Attachments:
Song: Wannabe, Spice Girls (1996)
https://open.spotify.com/track/1Je1IMUlBXcx1Fz0WE7oPT
Song: I’m So Excited, The Pointer Sisters (1984)
https://open.spotify.com/track/3moCFGH9twneH0SHMNeeCt
TV Show: Friends – NBC (1994-2004)
https://www.netflix.com/title/70153404
Song: Say You’ll Be There, Spice Girls (1996)
https://open.spotify.com/track/1yTQ39my3MoNROlFw3RDNy
Book: Who I Am, Mel C (2023)
https://www.waterstones.com/book/who-i-am/melanie-c/9781802793383
Film: Spice World (1997)
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0120185/
Album: Sweat, Mel C (2026)
https://open.spotify.com/album/2ZrlQz1UiDn1pCThyICAeD
If you've been affected by the topics discussed in this episode, visit spotify.com/resources.
Credits:
Producer: Millie Chu
Researcher: Mark Maughan
Audio Mixer: Tom Guest
Video Mixer: Scott Edwards
Assistant Producer: Maisie Williams
Production Manager: Francesca Bassett
Music: Miguel D’Oliveira
Executive Producer: Arron Fellows
A Mindhouse Studios Production for Spotify
www.mindhouse.co.uk
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