768: Alicia Kennedy on the Power of Memoir and Martinis

1 May 2026 · 1 h 17 min · 26 chapters

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In short

Alicia Kennedy discusses her memoir On Eating, the making of it, and how food memories connect to identity, agency, and systems (ethics, infrastructure, climate). She describes using a specific perfume as a writing “headspace” cue, structuring chapters around foods, and writing alongside reporting and cultural context. She also talks about living in San Juan, Puerto Rico, including water scarcity and tourism pressures, and about her new web magazine Tomato Tomato.

Guests

Alicia Kennedy (writer; New York-based, based in San Juan, Puerto Rico; author of Essential Weekly Newsletter, No Meat Required, and memoir On Eating). Also mentioned: Elizabeth Dunn (New York Magazine writer; discussed a story about a caffeine-laced strawberry acai drink becoming a teen status symbol in New York).

Key claims

Memoir is “research” into one’s own memories; food writing should pair personal narrative with cultural/political reporting; ethical consumption is both individual and systemic, depending on positionality; infrastructure (water, imports) shapes what people can cook and eat; sensory anchors like scent and music help reconstruct time and focus.

Notable examples

lamb chops requested by her grandmother; fudgesicles for breakfast during a sleepover; Puerto Rico coffee roasters tied to a Coca-Cola holding company; five-to-15+ days without water; coffee and water as “ingredients” in climate stress; Tomato Tomato as a casual digital magazine with Spanish/English plans.

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Chapters

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The Scent of Writing

0:00 to 0:30

Discover how scent influences the writing process of Alicia Kennedy.

“I use a perfume while I'm writing that I don't use otherwise.”

Celebrating Pub Day

1:18 to 2:44

Alicia shares feelings about her book's release and experiences in bookstores.

“I feel like I have a million things that I want to discuss.”

Formative Food Memories

2:44 to 4:30

Alicia recalls her first food memory and a nostalgic summer experience.

“Yes, it does, I hope, have a cover that like people want to spend time with in the warmer months.”

Exploring Alternative Paths

4:30 to 6:48

Discussion on being alternative and the influence of subcultures in Alicia's life.

“Did the parents have a feeling about it?”

The Art of Writing a Memoir

6:48 to 10:52

Alicia discusses the appeal and process of writing her memoir and other works.

“You did this previous book, No Meat Required.”

Crafting the Book's Structure

10:52 to 14:01

Alicia reveals how she structured her memoir and the evolution of her ideas.

“And because I didn't want to write a memoir that didn't have the other elements to it, I think it wouldn't be true to me as a writer.”

The Writing Process of a Memoir

14:01 to 15:50

Discover the unique approach to structuring and writing a memoir.

“And then I started writing what I thought was the Lamb chapter, and then I realized it was the introduction.”

Exploring Personal Memory in Writing

17:22 to 19:38

Understand how personal memories influence the writing of a memoir.

“Whenever I read something that is deeply rooted in kind of personal memory excavation, I'm curious about that part of the process.”

The Impact of Veganism on Food Writing

19:43 to 23:55

Learn how a vegan micro bakery shaped the author's perspective on food.

“And I was wondering if you could speak a little bit about that.”

Consumer Responsibility and Food Choices

23:56 to 27:58

Discuss the balance of consumer choices and systemic issues in food.

“Yeah, I mean, I don't think anyone can work doing that forever.”
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Food Access and Infrastructure in Puerto Rico

27:59 to 28:12

Explore the challenges of food access and infrastructure in Puerto Rico.

“It pushes people not to cook and not to really engage with it.”

The Water Crisis in Puerto Rico

28:12 to 32:56

Explore how water scarcity impacts life and writing in Puerto Rico.

“Yeah, I think the infrastructure component is so interesting.”

Music as a Companion in Writing

32:56 to 36:58

Discussion on the role of music in the creative process and personal memories.

“And especially if you're in a place where you can't drink the tap water, you might not actually have water at home to make the thing.”

Living in Puerto Rico: A Local's Perspective

36:58 to 40:09

Insights on the challenges of life in Puerto Rico amidst rising tourism and gentrification.

“We've been talking about Puerto Rico a bit in terms of how it kind of evolved your thinking as a writer.”

Nostalgia and Change in Long Island

40:09 to 42:00

Reflecting on the changes in Long Island and personal growth through nostalgia.

“And, you know, the apartments are gorgeous, like, and it's walkable.”

Reclaiming Identity in a Gentrified City

42:00 to 43:50

The conversation explores the complexities of identity and belonging in New York's changing landscape.

“And maybe it's because I'm like somebody who moved to New York from the West Coast.”

Launching Tomato Tomato: A New Food Magazine

43:50 to 46:55

Alicia discusses her new food magazine project, Tomato Tomato, and its vision for cultural inclusivity.

“I've been really excited to talk to you about this new food magazine project that you're working on, Tomato Tomato, which I had to check that was the correct pronunciation.”

Reflecting on Chapters and Food Connections

49:16 to 54:31

Alicia shares insights on her book chapters, focusing on personal experiences with food.

“So I guess before I jump into my rapid fire to close today, I want to just think about writing the book, like the kind of chronological order of how it all came together.”

Rapid Fire Favorites: Food and Drinks

54:31 to 56:01

Alicia answers rapid-fire questions about her favorite foods, drinks, and culinary experiences.

“Have you been to any of the Swedish candy stores here in New York?”

Exploring Caffeine-Laced Beverages

56:16 to 56:55

Discussion about the allure and characteristics of popular caffeine drinks among teens.

“how a caffeine-laced strawberry acai drink became the allowance-draining status symbol of New York's teen elite.”

Teen Behaviors at Beverage Shops

56:56 to 59:56

Insights into how teens interact with beverage chains and their ordering habits.

“So I think with that line specifically, I was thinking about the strawberry acai refresher in particular, which is a Starbucks drink.”

Cultural Significance of Beverage Brands

59:57 to 1:02:30

Analyzing how beverage brands influence social interactions and trends among youth.

“Really, like seven, eight, nine-year-old kids are having a whole social life that revolves around these types of like coffee shops, Starbucks, Blank Street.”

Health Considerations of Popular Drinks

1:02:31 to 1:07:48

Exploration of the health implications of caffeine and sugar in popular beverages.

“I don't know how old you are, Matt, but I assume somewhere in the same ballpark.”

The Sugar Debate and Refreshers

1:10:00 to 1:13:15

Discussing the sugar content in beverages and parents' concerns.

“So I don't love it, but I'm also like not pounding the table about what what a disaster this is for the youth.”

Hospital Food and GLP-1 Insights

1:13:15 to 1:14:13

Exploring hospital food quality and insights on GLP-1 medications.

“I want to close and talk about Consumed.”

The Future of Food Companies and Protein

1:14:13 to 1:15:39

Discussing trends in food companies and the future of protein consumption.

“Yeah, I mean, I think assuming that the pills continue to—I think there's one, maybe one or two approved pills.”
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0:07I use a perfume while I'm writing that I don't use otherwise. And so I connect that scent to the act of sitting down. And now I'm wearing it again while I'm promoting the book. And like while I did the audiobook, I was wearing it again. And so like it's like a scent that I can use to like put myself in the headspace of this book. And like No Meat Required had a scent too. This is Taste. I'm your host, Eliza Barbanel. Alicia Kennedy is a writer from New York based in San Juan, Puerto Rico. She is the author of the Essential Weekly Newsletter from the Desk of Alicia Kennedy, the book No Meat Required, and a lush new memoir, On Eating, the Making and Unmaking of My Appetites.

0:50It's so special to have Alicia into the studio on her pub day to talk about making this book, her new magazine project, Tomato Tomato, and much more. Also on the show, I catch up with Elizabeth Dunn to talk about her recent New York magazine story about how a caffeine-laced strawberry acai drink became the allowance-training status symbol of New York's teen elite. Elizabeth does a terrific job with this piece, and we talk all about it. I hope you enjoy this episode. Alicia Kennedy, this is Taze. Thank you for coming on the podcast. Thank you so much for having me. I'm so excited to talk with you.

1:28I feel like I have a million things that I want to discuss. But the first thing is that today is your pub day. Congratulations. Thank you. Thank you. How does it feel? It feels good. It feels good. Have you been to any bookstores to see it in the world so far? I have not seen it yet in the world. I will after this recording. Right. We're setting the stage for that to happen. Yes. How does it feel to have a pub day for a book the second time around? It feels a lot easier in some ways and harder in others because for a debut, I think people get really excited. And so, like, everyone wants to talk to you about it.

2:04And it's, like, so fresh and new. And so it gets a lot more attention. And then with the second book, it's sort of like, oh, you did this. So that's just what you do. It's the expectation. Exactly. Like, I think I didn't go into this with a lot of expectations, but then I do feel both more relaxed and a little bit, I don't know, a little bit worried. Because the first book got a lot of attention and it went really well. And then this one's coming out in, like, a more crowded season and it's not a debut. Yeah, it is a busy time of year for books, but I think maybe that can have a positive effect as well.

2:43Like you go into the bookstore to get one thing and then you happen to see On Eating by Alicia Kennedy and then you pick that one up also. Yes, it does, I hope, have a cover that like people want to spend time with in the warmer months. Absolutely. And I think this kind of food memoir genre is such a rich genre and has been for a long time. But I also see a lot of kind of interest and excitement in that around now. So maybe that will be kind of a cumulative effect as well. Fingers crossed. Absolutely. So to start our conversation today, I want to ask you to share an early food memory. This is something that I often ask my guests on the show, but I think it's especially resonant for you because this book is kind of an exploration of these food memories and how they relate to yourself.

3:23So you could share one from the book or maybe not from the book, but I'm curious if there's one that feels kind of close to you in this moment. Yeah, I mean, the book starts with my first food memory, which is my grandmother telling my grandpa when he came home from work to turn around and go back out to get lamb chops because I wanted lamb chops. And so that's a very formative memory for me. And, you know, I was thinking recently about a memory that I wish I had found a way to write into the book. Like my best friend, my oldest friend, Carrie, we once woke up during a summer sleepover and decided we were going to have fudgesicles for breakfast and go in the pool in our pajamas.

4:08And for whatever reason, when we were like 12 or 13, that was like a really that felt like a really cool idea to us. Absolutely. And so that recently resurfaced in my mind and I was like, oh, that that would have been great if I had figured out a way to talk about the fudgesicles for breakfast. So did you achieve that goal? You did that? Yeah, we did that. Yeah. Did the parents have a feeling about it? No, my mom was kind of used to us being weird. We used to get into the pool and go all the way under and give each other thumbs up and pretend we were astronauts. Yes. I used to do that with my sister, but we would pretend we were having a tea party and we would like sip tea underwater.

4:49Yes. Well, we really loved Apollo 13. As most 12-year-olds. Yes.

5:01I'm just so giddy because I remember what it feels like to be that age, especially to be like a young girl that age and just feel like the most interesting thing you can do is do things in a different order. in a different context. And I do see that as a kind of through line throughout this book. Like, I think you seem very interested in doing things your own way, maybe even not the way that everyone else is doing that and having that be kind of like a guiding focus for you. Yes, I was very obsessed when I was younger with, you know, I was really always just obsessed with subcultures and like female comedians and just really interested in people who were doing things alternatively.

5:44But when I was young, that was like a very easy thing to be into, I think, because it was like the late 90s, early 2000s. And so these things were sort of everywhere. And you didn't have to go that far to find what was like so-called alternative. We had like, you know, the indie MTV to watch and stuff like that. And so and then also I had, you know, I was on Long Island and it was like the the dawn of the I don't know, the pop punky emo moment, like brand new and Thursday and taking back Sunday. And so you there was always like a little ska band to go see and like some dude in a ska band to have a crush on.

6:18And so like it was it was a nice time, I think, to have that sort of energy. Yeah, I think it's interesting today, the way that social media like broadcast subcultures to us and you can feel like you're accessing something without ever really being a part of it. Yes, it's weird. Okay, I'm already deviating, but I need to stick to the script because I want to talk to you about what it was like making this book and what it's like for you as a writer in general. I think I see you producing work in so many different formats. You have a newsletter from the desk of Alicia Kennedy. You did this previous book, No Meat Required.

6:51What about like sitting down to write a book and sharing something in that format is appealing to you? I like getting to commit to a voice and an idea for a longer period of time. Because I do think, you know, having come up in digital media, and you know this too, and like also like writing for alt-weeklies or just writing for magazines, like everything is so ephemeral and like lives for such a brief time. Right. Or gets deleted from the internet. Exactly. Which I don't care about, honestly. Like I'm one of those people who's like, if it all gets deleted, that's completely fine. Everything I wrote for Vice should be deleted from the internet.

7:30But I think that it is just so nice to have the luxury to sit down with an idea and really work on it and really work on the writing part of it and really care about the writing part of it. Not that I'm not caring about that when I'm writing stuff for my newsletter or if I'm, you know, writing for a magazine. But I just, you know, you feel so scatterbrained sometimes doing so many different types of work that having the book to focus on is always, it's just very nice. I don't know what it'll be like to not have a book to focus on now. I don't know what that'll be like. Well, you might come up with an idea.

8:05I'll come up with an idea. For another one. Yeah, I think especially people like you and like me, I think, who spent like a lot of the career writing for different publications and kind of adapting your voice to different house styles. Do you think of having a house style for the newsletter versus a book or is it kind of the same voice, same extension? I think they're similar, but I certainly see my newsletter as my like column. And so I try to take on sort of like an alt-weekly or like tabloid columnist type of perspective there where I try to be more voicey and I try to be more assertive, I think, with my ideas than I am when I'm writing in a book where there's a lot of room to sort of luxuriate in the nuance of things and things don't have to be concluded necessarily.

8:53You know, they can live and breathe. And in an essay that I'm doing for my newsletter, I can't really let things breathe in quite the same way. It has to be a lot more contained. Right. And I guess you also need someone to open the email. You need the hook or the kind of like more digital voice there. Yes. Always the hooks everywhere. Yeah. I mean, the book still has a lot of hooks to it. And it is such an interesting kind of memoir because it's deeply personal. and then also kind of is extending to like reporting and the kind of like cultural, socio element of these foods and how they relate to your life.

9:27When did you start thinking about the concept for this memoir and how did it kind of evolve over the writing process? Well, I actually wanted to write this book. This book and No Meat Required are basically like simultaneous ideas in my head. And I, as soon as I started writing about food in 2015, I had basically both these ideas in very quick succession. And I kind of knew like, okay, these are my books. And so, you know, No Meat Required came first because I had really established that beat. Memoir is really hard to sell if you're not like, I don't know, a brand or something like that, like as a personal brand or something.

10:03Whereas like No Meat Required, I had been sort of building out this body of work around the subject matter. So it just made a lot more sense to be the first book. And then I'm really glad that what ended up being on eating and became what it is because I was able to live a lot longer to write it. And so I was able to have a lot of different context for, you know, reporting I had done in Puerto Rico. And I also got to extend that into, OK, what does it mean to live here? And I got to, you know, write about teaching food studies and culinary tourism and like taking my students through the sugarcane fields and stuff like that.

10:41And so, like, I had all this life experience that just made this idea that had been a kernel of an idea for a long time, it made it a lot more robust. And because I didn't want to write a memoir that didn't have the other elements to it, I think it wouldn't be true to me as a writer. I think it's important for me to put food into to conversation with a lot of other things. And that's just how my brain works. And so, yeah, it worked out really nicely that I sort of had this germ of an idea about, I'll write about female appetite without the framework of an eating disorder. And that was the germ of an idea like over a decade ago.

11:23And now it is on eating. Yeah, absolutely. And the way the book is structured, every chapter is titled after a food and it kind of explores the significance in your life and then in the world. And I'm always really interested in process. Did you come up with the list of foods and then sketch in the details or vice versa? It's really interesting because I realized while I was writing that I had maybe subconsciously really done that. In your head already. Yes. Because like apples as origin is like a very obvious sort of kind of thing. But, you know, you dig into it and you're like, oh, there's so much here about, you know, in different cultures and different mythologies, what the apple represents.

12:06And then, you know, Lamb is able, you're able to talk about sort of this loss of innocence and also like my own, like trying to be a different type of person and that sort of a thing. And, you know, mushrooms, it's like I'm researching mushrooms and I'm like in kind of a malaise moment in my life. And then I meet my husband and, you know, relating like the mycological networks to like the way in which like fate works or whatever. And so, and then with grapes, like the convention of getting married versus like the approaching it with a more, I don't know, unconventional mind. And so, yeah, it ended up working out really well.

12:49But I didn't necessarily go into it with like really robust ideas for how to weave these things together. It just naturally, I had the list, I had the table of contents, and then it did get kind of shuffled around a little bit while I was writing because it was like, oh, actually, like I should bring pumpkin up later or I should bring sugar up later. I brought sugar and pumpkin up a lot later in the book than I had intended to initially. But it made sense because they ended up working better with me being in Puerto Rico. And so, yeah, there was some shuffling, but I really sort of, yeah, I chose all these ingredients and these foods based on knowing that I had a lot of personal detail to bring into it and a lot of broader cultural or political detail.

13:38And it just ended up really like working when I was sitting down to write it. But I was saying this actually to a friend, but I had to write toward the first, like the beginning of the book. Like I wrote like 25 or 30 ,000 words before I realized that I was writing the introduction. What did you think you were writing? Just chapters. And then I started writing what I thought was the Lamb chapter, and then I realized it was the introduction. And then the Lamb chapter was something else. Yeah. I mean, I think I'm asking you these very kind of binary questions of like, what came first, the title or the chapter?

14:17But with often writing, your brain has been marinating on it for years and probably subconsciously associating people in your family with foods. And then it just kind of flows together on the page. Yeah. No, and it was nice how it worked. And I wrote my first draft in only eight months. Wow. Yeah. It was a very quick writing process. Did you kind of carve up your day to have time working on it or just kind of spit it out at once? I really decided to just go. It really came out just so easily, I think. Not so easily in that it came out perfectly. Like, I think I have like four drafts of the book and like everything was getting moved around.

14:55And I was working really closely with my editor. Like we were talking, we were having monthly meetings about what I was working on and the chapters and everything. And that really helped because I haven't really had that. And, you know, being a freelancer for so long, like it was so nice to have an editor that I was working really closely with and could actually like work out the problems with. And so we did that. But I, you know, I just really decided in 2024 when I was writing this in January 2024, I started. And then by July 2024, I had a whole first draft. I just decided I was going to focus like basically all of my energy on it.

15:31And I was my newsletter was still being published. Do I know what I was publishing at that time? No, I have literally no idea. But everything sort of worked out. And so I had I stopped developing recipes so that I could focus on the book. And so it just gave me a lot more time to work on it. Yeah. On a recent episode of This Is Taste, I spoke with Erica Roby, barbecue champion, former criminal defense attorney, and the person who taught me exactly what to look for when buying a brisket. She wants striations. She wants white flecks throughout. She described it like a kaleidoscope. Because fat is flavor and that marbling is the whole game.

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17:34I think it feels like research, right? Like your own brain, researching in your own brain and like excavating. And yeah, I was saying something about like an archaeological dig of my psyche recently to try and figure out a song I'd wanted to listen to. But I think that that is sort of – it is in a way. I think I took a workshop ages ago before I really knew I was going to write a memoir with Molly Weisenberg, who's a masterful memoirist. And so I – and I remember something she said about, you know, about kind of sitting in the memory and like moving around in it. And that really helped. I also used one thing I used to make myself work on the book, which is separate, a separate more of an answer to your last question, is that I like I use a I use a perfume while I'm writing that I don't use otherwise.

18:28Oh. And so I connect that scent to the act of sitting down. And now I'm wearing it again while I'm promoting the book. And, like, while I did the audiobook, I was wearing it again. And so, like, it's, like, a scent that I can use to, like, put myself in the headspace of this book. And, like, No Meat Required had a scent, too. This one is Lueve Ascencia. But it's—that really helped me, too, to, like, just say, okay, it is time to work on this book. We're smelling this, and we're going into this sort of flow. Okay, I love this idea. I've never heard someone say that before, although I've heard a lot of people speak about like scent and memory and the connection.

19:05It helps. How did you pick that scent to be the scent for this book? It just ended up my husband had gotten it for me for my birthday, I think. And I was like, okay, this is the scent of book two. And I just like knew it at that moment. Like the first time I smelled it, I was like, this is the scent of book two. And I had liked it. I had smelled it in a department store in Montreal. And I was like, I'm not going to spend, you know, however much money on it. And then he got it for me for my birthday. Wow. And so it worked out. Well, Loewe, if you're listening, I think you could sponsor the book tour.

19:35I wish. Send a little snippet out of every book. I feel like one of the joys of reading this book for me is that I've read your work for so long. And I think there are parts of your life that I feel like I know about because they are themes in your writing. But to get to sit down and kind of puzzle piece more of your psyche together, I think reading about your early life as a vegan micro bakery, micro baker, and how that kind of guided your thinking about food and politics was really interesting to me. And I was wondering if you could speak a little bit about that. Yeah. So because basically I wouldn't be a food writer without the vegan micro bakery.

20:08Like it sort of took over my life. And it was a weird moment already in my life where I was like still living on Long Island, but I was working at New York Magazine and I was copy editing. And like at that time when we were copy editing the digital, like the website at NYMAG, we were working 10 hours a day and we had no lunch breaks and we could like could barely even go to the bathroom. It was so bizarre. And like, I don't know how I let that happen now. But like, as I write, it feels normal. Yeah. Like when you're doing it, you're like, well, if I wanted work in this industry, I didn't have internships.

20:40I had no connections. Like there was no way else for me to get in. Like I took this copy test. I had this like really, you know, I had a natural affinity for copy editing. Like I and I read fast. Like I was just good at it. And the fact that I had a way into media in any way was so important to me, like just to work in the industry. And so I just took I took it like I took the labor abuses that were happening at that time and just went with it. But because I was also mostly working from home, I was able to start baking. And so like I would be copy editing like, you know, Mad Men recaps on Vulture.

21:18And then I would like, you know, while I waited for the next pieces to be ready, I would just be like making a cake or like studying a cookbook or whatever it might have been. And I just got really obsessed with it. I was also really obsessed with yoga at that time. I was obsessed with just I was obsessed with the vegan chocolatier Lagustia Irwood, who makes chocolates upstate New Paltz. I was just like really obsessed with this whole world that I felt like I was being not indoctrinated, inducted into perhaps like this world of veganism and this world of baking. And I just got like it was really like Marcus on the first season of The Bear when he like gets really obsessed with baking.

22:01I think a lot of people who bake have this moment of like just sheer like unavoidable intensity with it. And then it can end like mine ended. I have I know people other people who have like had their like their little love affairs with baking and then it just poof goes away because it's such an absorbing like work. It's such absorbing work. If you don't if you're not being like motivated by some deep like deep I don't know passion. I don't think you can do it at all. Anyway, but that, you know, having to price the products, having to source the chocolate, having to source the flour, the sugar, it just taught me so much about the food system.

22:46And it taught me so much about scale and like and and all this stuff. And so when I started to write about food, it was impossible for me not to bring those elements into the conversation. Those were sort of like really the more interesting aspects of working in food to me was that it was so, you know, kind of unimaginable. Like when you really get into volume and you get into scale and you get into trying to source things well and you try to price things fairly. And of course, this is like 2012. So I felt bad that like a large cookie was like$5, whereas now I think that's a cheap cookie. But, you know, it was just it was a really great education that I got.

23:33And it also just it introduced me to like farmers on Long Island and it introduced me to other people who are interested in these things. And so it just it it really just completely transformed everything for me. I would probably still be working at NYMAG as a copy editor if I hadn't ended up getting obsessed with vegan bacon. You'd be like deep in the vulture recaps to this. Yeah. I'm losing my mind. Yes. Yeah, I mean, I don't think anyone can work doing that forever. So I'm glad that the chocolate took over your brain and introduced these larger questions of what do these labels mean and how do I know what I value?

24:08And I think those are questions that everyone faces like as a consumer. Like all the time I go to the grocery store and I'm just assuming I know the right version of something. I still don't really understand like all of the egg. The eggs are really hard. Yeah. Yeah. They're hard. And then, you know, there's pricing. Like, I think as a consumer, you have so many different things to weigh. And I see that as something that you often kind of unpack on the newsletter is like, how much onus do we put on the individual as opposed to the system? Exactly. And I think, you know, it is what I think is interesting about that is just thinking of them as, you know, as both significant, because I feel like there was that narrative for a while of like, oh, there's no ethical consumption under capitalism.

24:50And it's like, well, I think people have learned that, you know, their consumption has an effect on how these systems operate. These systems can only operate in a certain way because there is a demand that is created. But at the same time, of course, you know, your responsibility depends on your positionality and it depends on the day-to-day and it depends on how much money you made last week. And so it doesn't it's not something you can, you know, be perfect at all the time. And I am not perfect at it all the time either. And so I do think that, you know, but it's just something that I want to say is OK to think about because I do feel like a lot of the time in food media it is it is sort of like hush, hush verboten to talk about systemic, real systemic problems like it gets siloed away from the like the happy food like happy there's happy food media and then there's civil eats and so like and I think that you know we can I'm always like okay how do we find a way to sort of get these two into the same place yeah I share that kind of desire and I think it's also about like a muscle that people can learn how to flex and it's not just in food right it's in like everything you take for granted about existing in the world And maybe you don't always flex that muscle, like, buy the really expensive version of something, but you're teaching yourself that you can even, like, ask that question in the first place.

26:17Exactly. It's a lesson in agency that I think, you know, platforms and corporations want us to believe we don't have. Yeah, absolutely. And I see in the book you write about moving to Puerto Rico and spending time there. And that seems to be another kind of pivotal moment in terms of how you're kind of thinking about these issues. Yeah, because the access to food there is just so different from New York. And it's just changed so much about how I cook and how I think about things. And, you know, it's the car dependency as well. You know, we go to Costco every couple of months to stock up on, like, pantry things, which I never did when I lived in Brooklyn.

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26:55But we also go to the farmer's market every weekend. And so it's this combination of like, you know, figuring out how to best stock the pantry and what you can get in bulk. And then and how do you fill that out with, you know, local produce and the eggs from, you know, the happy hens, which is how they're called in Puerto Rico, like gallinas felices. And so, you know, it's just figuring out the balance of those things. And it's interesting. And it's not easy for everyone to do that. You know, based on time, based on interest, really, too. And I think that, you know, there to the laws around importation and the taxation of it, it makes the food horribly expensive in the supermarkets, like shockingly expensive for even coming from New York.

27:47And me and my husband always say, like, when we're in New York, we eat so much more cheaply than when we're in Puerto Rico, which I think is, like, shocking to people. But it's a very cultivated and constructed and colonial relationship to the imports and everything that is – it makes – you know, it just – it pushes people to fast food. It pushes people not to cook and not to really engage with it. Yeah, I think the infrastructure component is so interesting. You write about turning on the tap and not having water come out of the faucet. Yes. The water problems, like I think Puerto Rico kind of famously has electricity problems.

28:28The grid hasn't been updated like in, you know, almost a century. And there's a lot of corruption going on in that situation. But also the water has become a very big issue. And a lot of I'm really lucky. Like we went without water for five straight days at the end of last year. But other people, it was like 15 days without water. businesses a few months ago, like 15 to almost 20 days without water, not being able to operate because they ran out of water in the cistern. And then, you know, one of my favorite cafes was raising money because of all the lost tips and wages that their people were facing because of that.

29:07And there's just not a lot of accountability for how these things affect people there. But But for me as a food writer, of course, I'm thinking about, OK, like, what is this? This like this really kind of I want to say tapped me into because I'm I don't know why this pun is coming to mind. But about water scarcity, like because if water becomes scarce to you, you're like, oh, well, as a writer, I'm like, oh, what is this? What would this be like if this were every day? Like, what would it be like to not have water? And then I was doing so much research into water scarcity and water stresses that are happening everywhere in the world.

29:47And, you know, just feeling like, oh, okay, so in Puerto Rico, we're having this sort of introduction into a future of, you know, possible, like, absolute water scarcity, which is really scary. Right. And like that, maybe this is starting here, but it's going to affect people everywhere. I found that perspective just so interesting because the way that you're talking about water is in the same chapter that you're talking about coffee, which I don't think I've—I mean, I'm sure someone has done this, but I don't think I've ever read, like, a coffee story that's talking about water, like, not just in terms of growing the coffee beans, but as the thing that coffee is made with.

30:26But obviously, that's, like, the other ingredient in coffee. So I was just like, damn, like, wow, we're not even thinking about that's, like, the other ingredient in coffee. Well, I think because I think that was in my mind. Well, it was in my mind in the from the initial like proposal of the book where I was like, I want to write about water and coffee, but I don't really know why yet. And then I think maybe because I also write about martinis in the book and I'm like, you know, ice is an ingredient in a martini. And so that really primes me for thinking about water as an ingredient is just because I drink martinis.

30:58And so then the coffee chapter, but because, again, we're in Puerto Rico, like coffee is so integral to like the cultural identity. But it's also so another like corrupted reality because this company, Puerto Rico Coffee Roasters, which is basically a Coca-Cola holding company, bought up like so much of the local coffee. And so if you go to the supermarket, basically all of the brands are going to be Puerto Rico coffee roasters. And it's all these old school brands that used to be like run by, you know, family haciendas and stuff like that. And so for me, because of the idea of like not having coffee is so tied to me to not having water.

31:39And so I don't it just it just felt really natural because these are both things that I don't think we are thinking enough about in terms of climate change and how we're stressing both of these resources for ourselves. And I do think, you know, coffee, we think of it as sort of necessity, sort of luxury, which is like always my favorite type of thing to think about, which is like the things we take for granted but also think of as special. and so you know it is something that we need it's something that like shapes our days and stuff like that and I know lots of people like to give up caffeine or whatever but I think it's just it's such a beautiful ritual especially when you live somewhere like San Juan where it didn't you didn't need like third wave coffee shops and you didn't need Starbucks to like tell you coffee was important like it has a much richer history and identity that I think is is so nice to you know remember and to be like, okay, we want to make sure these types of cultures can still exist.

32:43Absolutely. And this conversation makes me think about potentially an idea for your next book, which could be about all of the ingredients that food media doesn't count when you're making like a five ingredient recipe. You don't count salt, pepper, water. Water. Water drives me nuts not being on the ingredient list because then you're like, I have to go, you're reading the instructions And it's like, oh, now I have to go get the water when it's like, OK, I already like had my mise en place and then I have to go fill up water. Right. And especially if you're in a place where you can't drink the tap water, you might not actually have water at home to make the thing.

33:16Exactly. Yes. Something to think about. Yes. On the like kind of non-food side of this book, another thing that I was really struck by is how much music plays a role in your life and in your writing. And I also am like a quote unquote food person who like loves music and like thinks of that as really core. And I was curious if you think your taste in music and your taste in food are somehow the same or if they're different. There definitely is an alignment there, I think. I don't know. It's interesting because I didn't, even though I like thought these subcultures were cool when I was growing up, Like I wasn't like part of the punk scene or the hardcore scene or, you know, anything like that.

33:58Like I was in orchestra and played the violin. I'm very – The different hardcore scene. I know. I'm like very partial to strings. Like I love Jeff Buckley. Like I really needed music to like make musical sense to me to really love it. And, you know, like I love the Mars Volta and not a surf. And like that's what I talk about in the book. But, you know, I do think that there is there's something there. Right. Because I I don't like pop music necessarily. I'm not against pop music, but I don't it's not my favorite thing in the whole world. And so I do think there's this like desire to like find stuff that's not surface level, I guess.

34:42Curatorial. Exactly. Do you listen to music when you write? Yes. I have one specific playlist that is like my go-to writing playlist. Like if I really have to lock in, as they say, I put that on. And it's a lot of stuff from the Carlos soundtrack. So it's a lot of like post-punk that really like gets me to focus. I have a playlist that I listen to also, so I understand that. But mine is not post-punk. What is it? Well, I have a playlist, but recently I've been listening to this one radio set on NTS that is UK garage tracks at half speed. Okay. So it's half the speed that you think it normally is.

35:22So it has this kind of forward momentum, but also at a beat that I can think at. Yeah. I'll send it to you. Maybe I'll even put this in the show notes, but it smooths my brain out, you know? Quiets things down. Well, I actually made like a 75 track, like soundtrack for the book that like follows the trajectory of the book. Right. Because in the book, I mean, I think I see you using music almost as a signpost to this moment in time. Was it easy for you to come up with those kind of like time music references? Oh, yeah. I mean, like, yeah, freshman year of college, Deloused in the Comatorium. And then when I was doing the vegan bakery, I would I got really deeply into Not A Serve for some reason and like would listen to the entire discography on my iPod.

36:05on shuffle. And then when I'm, I don't think I start, I mentioned music when I'm in Puerto Rico, but that actually became really important. Like I got really into like this Argentinian rock and Espanol band Soda Stereo, which is really famous. But, and like a lot of different, you know, another like little story that I wish I had figured out a way to put in the book is like this song by the Spanish band La Union. And this girl, I was on a trip and this really cool girl from Venezuela who lived in Paris was like, oh, they play this twice at every party in Spain. And so that's on the playlist for the book, but it's not in the book.

36:41So like for me, there's like a lot of little memories that I used music to cue up for myself that sort of set the tonality of the book. But even if I'm not like mentioning them explicitly. Yeah, I think it's similar to food in that kind of way, right? It's like, or even the scent, it's the memory that can kind of anchor you in a moment in time. Yes. Okay. I love that. We've been talking about Puerto Rico a bit in terms of how it kind of evolved your thinking as a writer. And I love just kind of reading about your life in Puerto Rico through your newsletter. And I'm curious, like, how you feel about living in Puerto Rico in this moment in time and what—I don't even know if there's a song that relates to that moment.

37:19Well, it's from the 1970s, actually. Viva Puerto Rico Libre by the Ghetto Brothers, which is also on the soundtrack. Um, but I, I love Puerto Rico so much. And like, I also understand like my grandmother left Puerto Rico like a billion, a billion years ago. Um, and I understand why she did that, but I also have my own relationship to it. And, and obviously my husband grew up in old San Juan. And so, but, um, it's really difficult. It really is difficult. And like, it gets really depressing a lot of the time, especially lately. And, you know, everyone, we love Bad Bunny, but the tourism since the residency has been overwhelming.

38:04Like, it's just, you know, I walk out of my house and people are just having photo shoots in the street. Like, and so I'm trying to like walk my dog and it's just so many people and they don't really care that you live there. You know, they'll be sitting on my stoop, like having a photo shoot and stuff like that. And, And, you know, the tourism – because the Airbnbs have displaced so many of our neighbors, you know, we just lose our neighbors all the time. And you used to be – we used to have, like, the baristas who made me coffee in the morning used to be our neighbors. And now they live somewhere else and sometimes they take an Uber to work and it's like, oh, the Uber took 15 minutes.

38:43And it's just like this really – the infrastructure, the oversaturation of tourism. and the fact that so few spaces are for locals anymore is just, it's really overwhelming. And this is really why, you know, my husband and I are planning to move back to New York is because it's just not a fun place to live anymore. And for me, it's really sad personally because I fell so deeply in love with Sam Juan like over my reporting time and like was just like having just felt so good whenever I was there and was so happy and when I moved there in 2019 was just like so energized by it and then with the pandemic and then the over tourism and then Airbnb displacing everybody and then so many places closing or changing it just stopped it just stopped feeling like a real place you know so Yeah, I think especially living in Old San Juan, which is the most touristed part of the whole island probably.

39:48Because in New York, you know, there's obviously a lot of tourists, but like— You can avoid them. Yeah, I mean, we're recording this in Midtown. There are a lot of tourists around here right now, and I expect to see them here, and I don't live in this neighborhood. So to me, I'm only annoyed when I can't like get off the subway platform, which is not that big of an issue. Yes, yes. But my husband grew up in Old Samhwan, and when he was growing up, it was like a far more bohemian place. And, you know, the apartments are gorgeous, like, and it's walkable. And, you know, he works in preservation very close to our house, and so it makes sense for us.

40:21But at the same time, it's just like they're squeezing the residents out. Right. And, of course, the answer shouldn't be that you should have to live in the neighborhood that you want to live in and grew up in. Yeah, yeah. I didn't mean that. No, no, no, no. I know, I know. No, it's just it's a funny it's a thing of like it just yeah, it's it's hard. I mean, I see that even in terms of writing a memoir and revisiting the past like the New York City you used to live in the Long Island you grew up in. I bet all of those things feel different as well. Different. Yeah. I mean, the town I grew up in Patchogue, like I write about it as this like really desolate place because that's what it was when I was growing up.

40:58like everything was closed. And now the theater that was closed my entire childhood, like I think Melissa Etheridge played there a couple of weeks ago, which like, you know, she's older, but like, it's just like a weird thing. And like, there's a good coffee shop. There's at least one good restaurant. There's an oyster bar. It's alive again. And like, I think the last time I was at the coffee shop, I like someone was reading Flesh, like the Booker winner. And I was saying to my mother, I was like, how, like, what is going on here? Like, this is Patchogue. Like, people are reading books. Like, what is going on?

41:34And that makes me sound like, like, it does make me sound like the 13-year-old pretentious dick that I was, but, and that who I become again when I'm in Patchogue. But it's very different. And the Brooklyn that I lived in was, is very different from the one that exists now. And, you know, when I was a teenager, my parents were like, you can't go to Brooklyn. Yeah, I think it's funny reading the book because you're writing about your relationship with Long Island and being like a Long Island woman who like drinks martinis and eats oysters. And maybe it's because I'm like somebody who moved to New York from the West Coast.

42:07But I feel like you have this kind of degree of reclaiming that's happening. But I see that as like, oh, that's so glamorous. Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, it is. I mean, there is a glamour to it. But I'm appreciative of, like, where I grew up. Like, I was saying this to someone else who's from Long Island today, actually, Sari Botten, who is a writer. And she was saying, you know, in On Eating, I talk about coming into the city when I was a kid and, like, seeing a woman with purple hair and dressed all in black. And I was like, oh, that's who I want to be. And she said she had an equivalent of that, of someone, like, at a restaurant reading a book by herself.

42:41And, like, I am so grateful to have grown up in, like, the shadow of New York and to have been able to, like, go to concerts all the time from when I was, like, very young and take the train when I was very young and, like, do all the stuff. But it's a weird – it's weird. Yeah. It's weird now because everything is so – it's just so gentrified in a way of, like, that I don't know where I fit anymore. Here or anywhere? No, here. I think it's very, you know, I never had this, you know, desire to have like classic markers of stability. Like, oh, I'm like, I'm going to live in the city. I'm going to find a good apartment that I can rent and afford it and like have the jobs I want to do and like live the life I want to live.

43:28And like, but now I'm like, oh, no, I have to focus on making as much money as possible and buying a house, even though that's not something I ever wanted. But like it's the only way to have stability. And so it's just very, it feels very different now where the possibilities are limited. It brings us back to the systems that we exist in and how we fight them and succumb to them. Yes. I guess not quite building a system, but in terms of like building towards something, I've been really excited to talk to you about this new food magazine project that you're working on, Tomato Tomato, which I had to check that was the correct pronunciation.

44:04Yes. That's the sort of joke of it, I guess, is from the song where it's like, you say tomato, I say tomato. Tomato. Tomato. Yes. Like, let's call the whole thing off, but if we called it off, we'd be sad. So it's like just sort of, I don't know, it's just a silly thing. I like to, you know, I think tomatoes are an interesting, like, fruit slash vegetable, you know, they have a role in so many different cultures and cuisines, but they come from, you know, South America and stuff. So I think it's just an interesting, you know, it's just a fun name for it. But it's a very casual venture for me where I just wanted, I like editing and I miss editing.

44:39And so I just wanted to like put out an occasional little web magazine and see what happens. Yeah. How did it go for you to, the first issue came out, how did you kind of decide what that would consist of? I actually was assigning those pieces at the end of last year. And I kept thinking I was going to launch it along with my birthday at the end of last year, but I was like dealing with getting this book ready and it was just a lot of stuff. And so I decided to move it to March. And yeah, I had to sign those pieces based on like, I think, you know, these writers would be good for these stories.

45:13And then that was it. I now going forward, there's going to have to be a little bit more thoughtful curation just because to keep it going where I can't like six months out decide on 10 stories. And then so I'm not committing to monthly. I'm committing to like when I get it done. Yeah. I like that time frame. Yeah, I'm like I'm taking it very I think it's it's fun to do something super casually and not expect anything out of it necessarily and just try and see see what work can come out of doing it. And it exists online so far. Are you interested in doing a print component? I had thought about doing print, but then I was like, no.

45:54So it's just the just thinking about the cost of it and, you know, the logistics of it. I was like, I I can do a digital magazine basically by myself and then like maybe hire some people to help me with like the administration of it and maybe building out posts and stuff like that. But and then it's accessible to everyone. And then I think, again, going back to Puerto Rico like that, a lot of my thinking is about how, you know, if people if I were putting it out in print, like where would it be sold in Puerto Rico? And the answer is like basically nowhere because we have obviously bookstores, but there's no like magazine shops or anything like that.

46:35And so just to make it ideally accessible to people everywhere and like maybe and hopefully invite people from everywhere. Like in the next few issues, we'll have work in Spanish and English, and I want to expand that into more languages and stuff like that. And I think so making that doable and possible is by doing it digitally. Yeah, I mean, I can speak to how difficult it is to print and distribute and all of those things. And I think obviously it's nice to have the physical object, but there are many moments in time where I'm like, why? Well, it's because we didn't start it as a business. So it doesn't really make business sense.

47:10But I think the work of Tomato Tomato existing and being able for people to interact with that is more important than like having something to put on a coffee table. Yes. Yeah. That's for me. I mean, people can put my book on a coffee table. And like maybe I'm not saying that there won't be a print something in the future, but I just want to leave it as loose as possible so that it's doable. And we can talk off mic about printing if you ever need as well. You know how much effort goes into taking care of yourself physically, eating the right amount of protein, drinking the latest probiotic soda, hitting those Peloton personal records.

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49:10Together, we've got this. Follow Plan B on Insta at Plan B One Step to learn more. Use as directed. So I guess before I jump into my rapid fire to close today, I want to just think about writing the book, like the kind of chronological order of how it all came together. Like in this moment in time, is there a chapter that you feel like closest to or is like resonating with you or food from the chapter? Oh, I don't know. I feel like I always am. Well, I think my favorite chapter to write was the plantain chapter, honestly, because I just got into a lot of stuff that I hadn't gotten into before about language and belonging and diaspora and that sort of thing.

49:56And also, I just like to eat plantains. But I also I really like the mushroom chapter for being sort of where I feel like the book and me as a person start to sort of breathe in a way that I am like I don't want to say I'm holding my breath for like the first half of the book. But there's a lot of like tension that I'm holding because I'm just trying to make a life that I want. And in the mushroom chapter, I'm finally sort of like in solid enough footing as a writer and like I'm doing the things I want to do. And not everything is perfect, but like things are going okay. And then I meet my husband.

50:40And so it feels like the rest of the book from there has a different sort of energy. Yeah, you're kind of plugging into the mycelium network of community and identity and all of those things. Yes, yes. Yeah, I love that. I love that chapter. And I think that's a really nice place to kind of end the conversation and go into some rapid fire questions. So I'm going to make you play some favorites. And some of these correspond to chapters in the book. Okay, cool. We'll see. Okay, so start off with your perfect martini. It is Beefeater Gin, Dolan Dry Vermouth, an olive as a garnish, stirred to the correct temperature, which I don't have precisely.

51:22And I like a 2-1 right now. I go back and forth between being a reasonable 50-50 person and a 2-1 person. Okay. Your favorite apple? A macoon, which I write about in the book. But I also, you know, I'm not really up on the new apples. They keep releasing them. I know. So I got to like go to the store and just get some new apples and do a tasting, I think. Yeah, the Ludacrisp is the new one. Okay. Like Ludacris. Like Ludacris, yeah. I thought I saw that he did an apple, yeah. Oh, actually, I don't even know if he's involved. I feel like I'm making this up then. I'm making up a false memory. But I feel like I or maybe I saw someone make a joke about this apple and ludicrous.

52:03If I was ludicrous and the ludicrous apple dropped and I wasn't involved. I'd be mad. I would get involved. A honey crisp is fine, but I still don't love it. I like a macoon or a mutsu. OK. It's just a green type apple. OK, cool. I have to try it. Your go to ice cream flavor. Cherry Garcia, non-dairy Cherry Garcia. A favorite cookbook right now that's not one of these books. Well, my favorite cookbook of all time is The Vegetarian Compass by Karen Hubert Allison. And it's out of print, but it's gorgeous. And it has this stunning photo of a cabbage on the cover. And it has no photos inside. Okay, I'll have to set an eBay alert for this one.

52:45It's very good. Yeah. Your favorite thing to listen to while cooking? Oh, my gosh. Right now, you know what? I've been listening to Faithless while cooking a lot lately. Something that you have to order if you see it on a menu. Fried artichokes. A favorite restaurant in San Juan? In San Juan? Oh, they're going to get mad. Leña A is my favorite, and it's a food truck. And Vianda is my favorite fancy restaurant. A favorite bar in San Juan? El Bate is the dive bar. I live there, basically. How's their martini? Actually, it depends on who's working, but it's a dive bar with really good bartenders.

53:29So they're usually very good. Okay, I love that. A favorite restaurant to visit when you come to New York? I feel silly about it, but Les Rock is like my favorite restaurant in New York. Really? It's very Manhattan. Yes. And great martini, great omelet, great french fries. Like I like the great leeks vinaigrette. Perfect. Yeah. Okay, final question. Is a fictional food scene like from a book or a movie or something made up that you wish you could eat in real life? Ooh, that I wish I could eat. Well, I guess the Matilda chocolate cake. Yeah. Right? You think you could do it all? I could do it. I mean, I also just want to be in the Willy Wonka candy forest.

54:07Yeah. Are you trying to be drinking the river? I want to eat one of those like giant like candies that looks like a bouncy ball. Huh. I've always wanted one of those. I'm trying to picture this, but this reminds me of the book. I don't know if it's in the movie. the gobstopper oh the everlasting gobstopper the everlasting gobstopper that like you suck in it's like um breakfast lunch and dinner yes oh that's the gum that's the gum okay of violet that violet beauregard you're like a charlie and the chocolate factory scholar um i love i watched i haven't watched it in a million years i should probably do that again but like yeah i write about that in the chocolate chapter that the the vhs was like really over overused by me um but i do think Swedish candy is pretty close to what that room probably felt like.

54:59Yeah. Have you been to any of the Swedish candy stores here in New York? We have one on Long Island that unfortunately is opening even closer to where my mom lives. So she sent me a TikTok being like, look, they're coming to this close nearby town. I was like, that's terrible because I'll spend like$50. Oh, what do you go for? You know, I'm like really not an ex... I'm like, I just love it all. Obviously, I love those sour blackberry fish and the sour elderflower. Like those are fabulous, obviously. But when I'm in the I'm literally like a child in a candy store in the Swedish candy shop where I'll just get so much stuff and I just like love to eat such a big assortment.

55:36Well, I have to ask you if you like licorice then. I don't. I don't. And maybe honestly, though, maybe I just have such a like trauma from childhood about it that I should eat it. I should try it again. I think if you keep eating it enough, your brain might reset. But also, it seems like you already have a lot of things you go for in the store. So maybe you don't need to open the liquor. I like the sour stuff for whatever reason. Yeah. Well, I hope that you get to go to a candy store very soon on this trip. And congratulations again on this book. Thank you. Thank you.

56:11Liz Dunn, welcome to This is Taze. How are you? I am well, thanks. How are you? I'm great. You wrote a terrific piece, the after-school special, how a caffeine-laced strawberry acai drink became the allowance-draining status symbol of New York's teen elite. You wrote it in New York Magazine. I love this piece. Thank you. It's really good, and I just want to talk to you all about it. You know, before we get to New York City teenagers' obsession with caffeine-laced refreshers, I want to talk to you about the actual drinks in the glass that you reported on. You call them, quote, the beverage equivalent of a pleasant conversation with someone whose name you won't remember, which I think is such a good line.

56:53What do you mean by that? And just tell me about these drinks. So I think with that line specifically, I was thinking about the strawberry acai refresher in particular, which is a Starbucks drink. Anybody listening who has a daughter between the ages of 8 and 18 will probably be familiar with this drink. It's pink. It is a sweet and cold and very inoffensive fruity drink that is making billions of dollars a year for Starbucks. And I came to realize as I was drinking these things while I sort of spied on teenagers doing their thing in Starbucks that the kind of innocuousness of it and the blandness of it is, I think it's intentional because anything that becomes as popular as this drink has become among teens has to get there by just being kind of acceptable to a very wide range of tastes and preferences, if that makes sense.

57:55So it's almost like, I think it's inoffensive by design. Yeah. And like you, you think about just like kids food and it can't be too adventurous. It can't be too weird. It can't be too this or that and really the way that these are market is for a wide appeal, as you mentioned. You spent two weeks staking out Starbucks, boba shops, Blank Street. Sorry, you had to go there. And Cool Sips, all these great, maybe not great locations around New York. I mean, what did you find out when you were kind of snooping on for journalistic purposes the way teenagers interact with these shops? Thank you for trying to make me sound less creepy because I did feel a little bit creepy, like skulking around in a trench coat and like going up to young people and being like, can you tell me about your order?

58:43Um, so the, the, the number one thing that surprised me was actually that the drinks were less crazy than I expected going into reporting this story. I was very familiar with all these headlines that you see that like, you know, 2000 calorie, 400 gram of sugar, Duncan drink is like taking over America. And I, and I had spent a lot of time on hashtag drink talk on TikTok, looking at what people seem to be posting. And I was expecting that I would see people ordering like really crazy, customized, over-the-top stuff, like stunty beverages. But actually, really what I saw was this incredibly, like this incredible level of focus on these kind of actually milder drinks.

59:28I mentioned the refresher already. That is not insane in terms of sugar and caffeine. I think we're probably going to get to that part later. But at Blank Street, like it's the Daydream Matcha, which is also, you know, it's nothing insane besides the price, obviously. So that whole thing that it's actually like much more sort of reasonable beverages that seem to be popular. The other surprise that I had just reporting the story in general was how young this starts. I still, well, I guess not now, but going into the story, really still thought of Starbucks as kind of an adult destination. Really, like seven, eight, nine-year-old kids are having a whole social life that revolves around these types of like coffee shops, Starbucks, Blank Street.

1:00:13And that surprised me. So what's like the typical behavior for say, maybe a little older than eight or nine, so like fourth, fifth, sixth grade, New York City? Of course, we're being very specific. This is New York City kids and doesn't represent everybody. but what is the typical hang at a Starbucks on the Upper East Side for this group of like fifth and sixth graders? Yeah, so and we can talk about this later. This is actually more national than you might think. I know this story is like focused on elite New Yorkers, but it does. It is a real national trend. So I would say there are kind of two different ways that I saw kids interacting with Starbucks.

1:00:52One is they've got like an Apple Watch and they've got Apple Pay and they just like, you know, rush in with all of their friends, grab their drinks, and then they're off to their gymnastics class or wherever else they're going. And it's like a grab and go situation, but always in a group. And then there were also a lot of kids who used it as a place to hang out. Like it really had sort of a student lounge feel. I would say with the teenagers that I talked to, they're going like two or three times a week, which really does add up. And as I've said before, and I just can't say it enough, they are all ordering the same thing to the point where I went to a Cool Sips.

1:01:34That's a smaller chain. It's like a dirty soda chain. And I was sitting there and there were this pair of, I don't know, like seven-year-old girls that came in with a dad. And when the employee asked, like, what can I get you? The one girl looked at him and said, I will have whatever she is having. I mean, you know, there's like tribalism too with these groups. and you have like a leader and certainly the leader calls the shots. And sometimes that means she wasn't even pretending. She was like, I don't know what you serve. I just need to have what my friend is going to order. Well, let's talk about how it represents maybe behavior, not just in urban centers, but like going out to like maybe rural Maryland or Sacramento and around the country.

1:02:15Like how does this represent this kind of change in culture for tweens who maybe after school? You mentioned a little bit about like hanging out and doing nothing. That behavior is really common right now with Gen Z and Gen Alpha. Yeah. So like, so I guess I am 43 years old. I don't know how old you are, Matt, but I assume somewhere in the same ballpark. In the range. And, you know, I certainly remember when I was growing up, there were, you know, people would go out for like Slurpees at 7-Eleven. It definitely existed that people would use drinks as kind of a way to bond after school. That, I think, I don't think anybody was like flossing the 7-Eleven logo.

1:03:03There wasn't a lot of, I guess, identification with the 7-Eleven brand or like this wasn't something that people did to be cool. It was just like something to do. the real change in this generation or at least right now is that is that these brands really have like a level of social cachet for the kids and so and this isn't just as I said earlier this isn't just a New York City thing like certainly I was reporting this among very affluent kids in New York City but there is data to show that Starbucks is sort of seen as like a very cool and in-demand and relevant brand to teens all across America so there's an investment bank called Piper Sandler.

1:03:43They do a survey of teens every year where they talk to teens about their preferences and what brands are meaningful to them. And Starbucks was named as the top beverage brand by over half of respondents. Which is crazy. That data point. And the teen report is legendary for those guys. And 50 % said Starbucks. Crazy. Yeah. So, I mean, Starbucks, this is, I can only imagine that the frequency of the visits is lower, obviously, in places where teens have like more normal budgets for such things. But the brand is still like really seen as cool and seen as aspirational. And there's a lot of other brands that are arguably coming up and, you know, following, nipping at Starbucks heels.

1:04:28And who knows when they will surpass Starbucks for the teen cool factor. Dutch Bros is a huge one. We don't have any in New York. I don't think there are any in the Northeast, but that's spreading like wildfire. Seven Brew is very similar. there's Swig. I mean, there's sort of a lot of brands who are really pushing the style of drink, not just among teens, but teens are a huge part of the audience. So do you feel that this is this kind of like cultural cachet that you get from ordering a cooler or fresher at Starbucks? Is this like an online behavior where you're graming up the drink and telling your friends?

1:05:07Or on the opposite end, is it more offline? You know, you hear about Alpha being slightly more offline. And is this just like you're seeing these cups in these physical spaces, like before school, in the gymnastics class, on the street, and that's the cultural cachet moment? Yeah, that's a great question. I would say that I, in addition to spending time in Starbucks and Blank Street, I also just talked to a lot of teenagers that I knew through friends and friends of friends about their behaviors. And I would say Instagram and TikTok came up a startling amount of the time in terms of being like a catalyst for thinking that these things were cool.

1:05:45So the online appeal, the online sort of cachet of the drinks is a real accelerant in like making them cool. But then to your point about is this an offline behavior? I mean, the other side of the coin is teens are using these places as gathering spots, as physical gathering spots. in a way that, you know, maybe people wouldn't expect that there's a value to these drinks that isn't just about, am I going to go post it online, but like using it as a way to be physically with your friends, which is heartening, right? And many more teens that I spoke to talked about seeing the drinks online than talked about posting the drinks online.

1:06:25Very few actually said that they posted their own drinks. Interesting, interesting, interesting. So it's not really about social peacocking via their own posts, but just being influenced by influencers. And, of course, marketing, which is being, you know, these things are being like done through SponCon and hitting the algorithm pretty hard. So these companies really have an opportunity to market these brands through social. Totally. And it's not like the point about that is it's not just this like weird accident that, you know, Starbucks has these drinks with exquisite social media appeal and that, you know, they're very popular among an audience who Starbucks is hoping will become customers for decades to come.

1:07:08Like, you know, a lot of the reporting that I like to do or the reporting I like to do best is trying to kind of help people understand why the food world they see around them is the way it is. And so much of that comes down to business and money in some way. And so, you know, the fact that these drinks are really taking over is largely influenced by the fact that they are extremely profitable. I mean, they're like sugar and water. And you can charge seven bucks for them. You know, the matcha ones, matcha is pretty expensive. So that's maybe a little bit different. But these refreshers, super, super profitable.

1:07:47And they are, you know, Starbucks has realized that they've hit on something here. That, you know, if you get the queen bee, eighth grade girl ordering a drink, you got all our friends coming with her. So these are definitely, you know, a very, very calculated menu expansion on behalf of all of these chains. Well, let's talk about health a little bit. We touched on it earlier. You know, you report how some parents don't even realize that these refreshers have caffeine, which I actually didn't realize either that they're using green coffee and it's like kind of this extract from the green coffee.

1:08:23So it's almost like a supply chain play where they're using like this kind of, this discard for this caffeine, which is genius. But also like Starbucks responded to blowback and has now made it customizable. You can actually do zero caffeine to latte strength. Do you feel like the industry, are they threading a needle with responsibility here or on the flip side, is this just kind of bad and maybe a public health crisis in the works? You can think about it. This is a tough one for me to answer. I've been thinking about this one a lot. You could think about it a couple different ways. One is the actual amount of caffeine in a traditional Starbucks refresher is like about the same as a Diet Coke.

1:09:07So we're not, put another way, like about the same amount as a cup of green tea or maybe it's regular tea. Anyway, not a huge amount of caffeine. So certainly like this is not the type of situation where somebody is gonna have a venti refresher and be in the ER because they like overdose on caffeine. They're not energy drinks in that way, they're traditional ones. And so I think it's a relatively benign phenomenon. But having said that, the kind of strikes against it are, number one, there's no real reason why people of this age need caffeine. And the only reason that you do it if you're Starbucks is because caffeine is addictive.

1:09:44And so it is a great way to keep people coming back for more. So that's not great. Another thing that's not great is you could argue that it sort of gets them on. It's a gateway drug to these much more caffeinated drinks, which at some level can be very dangerous. So I don't love it, but I'm also like not pounding the table about what what a disaster this is for the youth. Yeah. And I appreciate that. And also appreciate that you call out that when it comes to sugar, contrary to public opinion, these actually aren't as sugary as some of the other, you know, of course, like soda. You know, we almost banned it here in New York, you know, the amount of sugar in kids drinking soda.

1:10:26You know, you mentioned it's almost as much sugar as a glass of apple juice, which, you know, as a nine-year-old, like a lot of parents still give their kids apple juice. So. Yeah, totally. And I did sort of, I found it, I don't know, kind of amusing when I talked to parents about refreshers, you know, parents are like up in arms about them. The ones who know about the caffeine don't love the caffeine. And they're like, oh, so much sugar, so much sugar. There is this like wealthy parent syndrome of just being completely terrified of sugar in a way that I find to be kind of amusing. They just like are so scared of it.

1:11:02I don't think that the refreshers have so much sugar that anybody should be unduly concerned about that, especially if you have a really active kid. Like school, it's a long day of school. Maybe they have soccer practice in the afternoon. Like that's not a big deal. Again, having said that, I don't like if you go on the menu at like, I've talked about Dutch Bros, but I'll talk about it again at Dutch Bros. Cool Sips does not have nutrition information on their website, but they're a dirty soda chain. So you're mixing soda with additional syrups. So those are just super sweet. Like some of these are just a very bad thing.

1:11:41You know, nobody should be drinking like a venti frappuccino daily. It's just not great for you. Yeah, and the dirty sodas, as you mentioned, just like the customizability of it and just the amount of shit you can put in as a kid. It's like you obviously are going to hit those buttons as many times as possible. Matt, have you had a dirty soda? I've had a dirty soda. I've had them and think that I like the ones that have a little bit of that dairy element personally. Yeah, like the creamy. Yeah, like that speaks to me. But they are very sweet. They're so sweet. it's it's i knew of them and until i actually tried them i really couldn't believe how sweet they were they're crazy and and that's i think like a little bit of dairy cuts it a bit and makes it its own like thing i have to say this this this this refresher this strawberry acai sounds kind of good sounds kind of good

1:12:39it's not i mean i don't it's i am maybe not the target audience but to me it's it's just very it's like I said very forgettable not bad it's just like not I would never be like you know what I could really go for right now I mean it takes me back to like of course Snapple like strawberry kiwi Snapple in like 1993 like I mean listen I mean that was good it's not as good as Snapple oh I know it's like not or the peach like for me it was always the peach one the peach iced tea but we did everything better back in the 90s We did. In the 90s, things were better. We had nice things. I want to close and talk about Consumed.

1:13:22You cover the food industry from a business and culture lens. Just terrific work. Just give us a quick update on what you've been working on there. Well, we've been covering a lot of Maha-related stuff because that seems to be what everybody wants to think and talk about. So doing a lot of Maha coverage, like the new dietary guidelines, stuff like that. And I just wrote something about hospital food and why it's still so bad, which is like one of these deep nerd interests of mine that I love to be able to find expression for on a sub stack. And you've dipped into GLP-1s as well. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.

1:14:02We talked to a whole bunch of people about their real experience on GLP-1s, and that was super interesting. I mean, that's a whole, you know. Yeah, that's a whole. We can have you on and talk about that. I mean, are you buying this, like, you know, 40 % will be on GLP-1s by 28 data point? Yeah, I mean, I think assuming that the pills continue to—I think there's one, maybe one or two approved pills. I think that'll be a game changer. I have to say, you know, we heard from like, I don't know, maybe five dozen people in the comments of a GLP-1 story that we published and talked to about a dozen other people.

1:14:39And very few of them had negative experiences. I mean, to the point where I was really like, wow, this is, you know, this is going to be a generational shift for sure. Absolutely. I mean, it's kind of the way we were talking about AI three years ago and now we're here. I think GLP-1s in 28 is going to be where we're at with AI. I mean, it's really, truly a generational shift and with affordable GLP-1s and really a lot of upside for a lot of different reasons in health. It's so – I hope you keep reporting on it. It's such a fascinating topic. Yeah, no, absolutely. I mean, I think my – one of my big takeaways about it was that if you are a big food company, like, you should be investing in supplement.

1:15:24You should be buying up self-mint companies or something because a PepsiCo with kind of the mix of what they sell, people are going to be able to resist that stuff. And it's going to be very hard for them. Oh, they are, Elizabeth. They are buying up lots of protection, lots of hedging happening with the acquisition in these major companies and really protein. We think we're sick of protein now. Think about two years from now. we're going to be talking about protein for a long time can't imagine well Elizabeth this has been so much fun speaking and I'm such a fan of your work thank you so much for joining This Is Taste thank you so much for having me

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Alicia Kennedy is a food and culture writer from New York based in San Juan, Puerto Rico. She is the author of the essential weekly newsletter From the Desk of Alicia Kennedy, the book No Meat Required, and a lush new memoir, On Eating: The Making and Unmaking of My Appetites. It’s so special to have Alicia in the studio on her publication day to talk about making this book, her new magazine project, Tomato Tomato, and much more. 

Also on the show, Matt catches up with Elizabeth Dunn to talk about her recent New York magazine story about how a caffeine-laced strawberry-açai drink at Starbucks became the allowance-draining status symbol of New York’s teen elite.

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