Giggling about man buns, monsters, and diss tracks

0:15What's up my Galeano Gigglers? was did i just see a tiktok of it two seconds prior i had to go who's galliano

0:25wait galliano is he was he a painter no that's michelangelo okay can we get into it because i've been i hung out with page all morning and we weren't podcasting and she's like do not ask me about anything and i'm like don't ask me about anything she's like i wasn't going to talk like we literally couldn't speak to each other we had to just make weird eye contact but now i want to ask how was paris because you previously you'd been but you like it was quick you cried in a hotel or something i'd only gone to paris twice before and with two different boyfriends whore um and honestly some of the worst times i've ever had but if someone's gonna ruin in Paris it's a man no it's a man I know that I cried both times I was there here's the bright side of that I don't remember why and so that I feel like that's on growth that's a win um but also like so chic to cry in Paris I will say Paris is the only city that I can go to that genuinely makes me pissed off at New York City any other city that I go to I'm like oh my god yeah I love living in New York thank god I live in New York Paris I'm like New York City should be ashamed of themselves like ashamed explain everything is so vibey they have restaurants that have been around like literally me and my glam Mitchell Taylor Josephine and my mom went out to dinner You know you want full housewives with the glam.

2:05No, I'm different. I went to Paris Fashion Week. Treat me differently. So we're out to dinner one night, and Taylor's, like, ordering dessert, and she's, like, asked the waitress, she's like, how's the souffle? And the waitress was like, well, the souffle's been on the menu since 1492, so I'd say pretty good. We were like, okay. It stood the test of time. Funniest part from my end of you being in Paris was there was a moment where page is going to paris i was going to pittsburgh yeah which is some would say the florence of the midwest some would say some would say and we had to jump on a zoom which was i am so sorry you had to jump on a zoom while you were in paris oh i didn't mind at all but you guys she doesn't sleep she works works works works works and she gets there and there's a moment on the zoom um where i don't know what the angle or the lighting was but our hotel rooms for a split second looked very similar and when i tell you exact same they were not similar hotel rooms by any means but in that moment i was like we look like we could be in the same place but no i was in pittsburgh shout pittsburgh incredible incredible time incredible time greatest city um i did nap there wait so but then what about the food what did you eat like did you have a croissant of course i had so many croissants and what was the best thing that i ate oh i had um have you ever had beef wellington oh i thought that was british it sounds british it does sound british is it british i don't know is it beef with like crust on it it's beef that's wrapped in like a puff pastry oh my god i got it right it was so fucking good i like literally almost teared up and then i had a creme brulee that i've never i mean it was like no creme brulee i've ever had well now you can't like this is the problem with going to paris now you'll never enjoy creme brulee in america again and that's never that's like the fight you have to fight it was my mom's first time in paris so saturday night we went to this restaurant that like um it was like this japanese really it was so vibey inside and you had like a direct view of the eiffel tower was like right out the window so it was like it was just so it was the best there's something about going on a trip with your mom just the two of you in your 30s like I I really highly recommend even just like one night even if you just did like a staycation in a hotel with your mom it's very emotional because there's a moment where you're like like okay the first night we were getting ready for bed and like i put my face mask on to sleep and then she put like eye patches on to sleep and then she like taped her forehead and i was like oh my god i didn't know you do this stuff before bed and she was like looked at me like basically like yeah i'm still a girl like what like also she's like you're the replica i'm the original bae she's like i'm the blueprint okay like what how do you think you got this way that's so funny though because lenore before bed is she's reading a book she's like you know washing her face double cleansing she's winding down she's winding down she puts lotion on her hands like she's one of the like i feel like all moms do that and i'm just you know scrolling sending memes to people like throw me a makeup wipe no literally then i run out of it and then i'm like fighting the towel and then it's black everywhere some eyeliners do not get off easily but anyway back to my questioning about paris yeah can we acknowledge this moment of you were rubbing shoulders or rubbing tiny elbows yeah i was air kissing air kissing with the fashion elite now i know you've done stuff with fashion in new york but paris fashion week has a je ne sais quoi can you explain it's a totally different vibe like what was the vibe there's something just so much fancier about paris like even walking down the streets like the older women in Paris like I know it was fashion week but this was just like their everyday they're different like this there was this like older woman she was walking by me and she had just this full like poofy polka dotted skirt on and like a denim jacket and I was just like oh my god you're so Paris and she was just like on the phone like talking French like but that was just like her outfit for the day yeah and they'll just be like holding baguettes sometimes right you've seen they're just baguette there's they're holding baguettes they have like croissant like laws i feel like there's certain croissants that are made with margarine and there's certain croissants that are made with butter and like they take it seriously yeah yeah yeah it's like getting oat milk or like regular milk wrong in your order your day's ruined they still don't know what iced coffee is but i don't judge them for that like you know i pick my battles but But I just it really being there really made me angry at New York City.

7:17Like New York City has truly lost the plot in a lot of ways. And I just like even a building in Paris that should be like a janky building that's like whatever is still like gorgeous. No, well, Paris is chic. Everywhere you look, there's just like it's tasteful. It's just there was a building and I was like, oh, my God, let me take like pictures in front of this. and then i was like what is this building they're like it's a doctor's office like like we don't know you're like wait cute i need a shot this is gorgeous they're like this is a dentist i i went to italy once when i was 14 to play tennis tournament and i didn't really see anything and then i mean anyway then i've been to ireland a couple times which i'm obsessed with but like Paris is like my the only European city I've like been to and I like did you do any vintage shopping okay so Sunday I know you were very busy at YSL Sunday my mom woke me up at like the crack of dawn because she wanted to go to church at Notre Dame and like I got I get it like she wanted to see it she's very Catholic she's very religious like as I'm like so angry inside because I'm like it's 7 a.m.

8:34and so like as we're walking in I look at her and I'm like wait you're not even gonna understand this you don't speak French I'm like why are we here she's like it's for the ambiance for the vibes and like we could have just like walked in and seen it and then we walk out and I'm like okay like did you love it and she looked at me and she was like honestly st patrick's cathedral i think it's like more impressive i was like oh my god no when mom's guilt tribute to wake up early because they want to do something and like notre dame had had like a fire oh yeah it's still like under construction right and so and i know that like one of the things my mom loves to do is like light a candle for someone like go into any church and like light a candle and i was like oh like do they have candles here and she looked at me and she was like they had a fire no they don't like as if i had offended that i was like okay sorry when i went to paris with my mom what's like the big triangle thing the louvre yeah the louvre yeah so um by the way i did download duolingo and practice french for a day but the louvre um i there was like this crazy line and like all she wanted to do is go to lube and i looked at her i was like mom let's go to a nice restaurant yeah talk shit and on me yeah and we and let's just take some photos outside the lube let's do the little like my finger on the top of it and she was like 100 and i was like oh thank god because that would have been like six hours and then apparently when you go in the art is like really small it's like meeting a celebrity when you like you're like why are you so small you're like why does your wikipedia say six foot because baby no okay where's the body um kim did make me go to a museum and then we went to lunch and then we were gonna go vintage shopping because i had like a list of places i want to go but i got too caught up in the here and now stores you know and so i had like allotted yeah i hadn't allotted my time correctly that's where Des and I got into a fight because when we were in Paris, I was like, I'm going to go shopping.

10:47And I was like, we need to go to like these designer stores. And he goes, first of all, you live next to Soho. Yeah. You can go to any of these fucking stores. And I was like, no, it's a different vibe. It's a different vibe. And I really, really big at different stuff. But then also I didn't have the balls to buy anything because I'm cheap. So he kept being like, why are you going and pretending to buy something again? And then I finally called you and you like told me to buy something. Wait. how was vicky vicky victoria was a freaking dream um and you know her her documentary is coming out thursday it's iconic because she was like featured in her husband's documentary and i think it like went kind of well and then she was like and now i'm gonna do a real fucking documentary about my side of the story okay because she's iconic she's also hilarious and people don't realize that i don't think she's extremely funny extremely yeah because she has that like british dry sense of humor they're just like naturally funny i will say i was sitting at the show and i watched all of her family members walk in sorry there was a moment where i was looking at her one young son and i was just like oh actually this is pedophilia i can't look at him this is like inappropriate how old is he i think it's like 19 maybe 20 wait so the kids are like beautiful gorgeous i mean beautiful i mean they're just like a great looking family was david there yeah of course what do you think about he's a supportive king yeah what do you think about zaddy david i mean he's so hot i they're just such a good looking couple and you can tell that he like supports her so much and okay here's the celebrities that i saw that were there Eva Longoria Olivia Munn Sofia Vergara Anna Wintour and that's just who I saw yeah but also like it was so chic when you pulled first of all it was raining which like I was excited for because I'm like oh Paris in the rain so when you pulled up there was all these like beautiful men kissing random you here's the other thing yeah here's the other thing French men are so hot yes and also I like a grumpy man so like pissed off french men is the energy i like in america if you approach me with a man bun truly see yourself out yeah in france i'm with it i'm here for it i'm like it's your culture speaking french is just for women absolutely so like i don't like the when they start speaking don't talk to me when you don't talk yeah don't talk okay so you get out of the car and there's like all these beautiful men holding umbrellas to like escort you in and then you like walk through this like little like outdoor you like go through these gates then it's like outdoor until you get to the building and I'm like what is this building I think it was like an old it's like a government building or something or it's like an old hospital literally it was like an old hospital and I was like it's stunning like every building there is just the prettiest building you've ever seen in your life here's the other thing though I love being Italian so like I really enjoyed it But I love being Italian and I love my people and I love Italy more.

14:04And that was for the UN. If you're listening. Because there's just a realness in Italy. I feel like that there isn't other places. I also do think that like if we have to leave America, well, Sicily, Sicily could be good. Like by the water. I'm going to try and get my Italian passport It's really important to me A cannoli by the water Well I knew when I was in Pittsburgh By the way beautiful Like incredible bridges By the way stunning art The architecture But I Uber In these other cities Is such an adventure When you get in an Uber If it is a white man He will talk to you about How he lost his kids But he is going to see them on the weekend but dating is really difficult because it's the same three women in his area um and i was invested i was like well what are we gonna do about it steve yeah what are we gonna do and have you been going to court order therapy and then i ordered uber eats and the courier it was like definitely taking a long time but i was like no rush it's fine and i check it this man was walking how many how many miles a lot of miles but at that point i was like babe no bike no bike just walk i didn't know couriers could just walk i thought you had to have a bike i thought that was illegal not even not even um roller skates maybe put some pep in your step and do a light not even a light jog wait that's diabolical i could have picked it up if you were gonna walk how long did it take i mean it probably took like an hour total but this guy i felt bad but maybe he was just getting his steps in honestly he definitely got 10 000 steps you're walking for an hour that's 10 000 i actually ordered mcdonald's in paris how was it phenomenal here's the thing though one thing i noticed in paris they're obsessed with bacon like they put bacon on like all their salad i'm like guys i don't need it on my cheeseburger well hot take i love the breakfast and then it can be like hit or miss well everything there is really heavy yeah they love frites like you can't go like you couldn't go to paris for more than four days and eat breakfast lunch and dinner you'd feel you'd have to check yourself into the hospital well that's why they're they're all just chain smoking cigarettes chain smoking i've never seen here's the other thing the streets don't make any sense i don't know how they drive there like once i think it's a one way and then it's not it it doesn't make any sense to me that's how normal streets feel for me but continue everyone's smoking cigarettes in their car which i'm like oh interesting no it's not chic and i need pop stars to stop with the cigarettes i'm gonna be that mom wait why cigarettes are making like such no they're making a comeback it's on instagram and can i say something yeah people forget history yeah people forget history and now we're just starting over with people forgetting that cigarettes kill people if you smoke cigarettes you die and you will get an std I don't know why that's becoming like such a trend and like even girls like putting it in their Instagram I know and it's like the cool girls too here's the thing in Europe I'm not I I like to have a good time I'm not a prude if someone offers me a skinny cig in Paris after I just had like a couple cocktails I'm gonna smoke it but I'm not gonna promote smoking it on my instagram well i certainly look some of my friends will like post and i'm like okay who cares but i feel like i'm not gonna promote that because we have like 16 year old girls that follow us but i'm just very surprised that it's become so much more common than it used to do you think big tobacco um has a deal with charlie xcx i think big tobacco is really beefing with like vaping and they're like oh yeah yeah well big tobacco i wonder if some of these influences are sponsored by big tobacco because some of them i'm like this is a cigarette ad charlie xcx smoking a cigarette she's european i don't i'm not mad at her about that since you brought up charlie xcx okay this episode is like pure pure intense drama let's bring this is extreme consciousness yeah do you think that taylor swift was making a diss track to charlie xcx oh my god great great great question and what do you think of diss tracks in general since cardi b and nikki minaj are diss tracking back and forth is it diss tracking or they're just tweeting i think they're doing a little bit of both a little bit of both okay i i love i think a diss track is fun um I prefer it to like tweet fighting I think I think the diss track at least get some art out of it um I liked when it was just the men doing like rap diss tracks because I'm like that's so them I'm actually upset that it's like yeah gone over into the girls because I almost felt like wow women are like so above that like they don't put out diss tracks and now I feel like like this is what i think it's gonna become more of a thing i like distracts for men because it's basically just poems that they're doing and they're writing for each other that they're writing for each other and that's like adorable that's adorable and they're like this rhymes and it was kind of mean and everyone's like oh but you're right i don't like the women doing it to each other it's my same this is my rule with reality tv if you're gonna fight fight with the men if you're gonna get in a blowout fight do it towards a man i want a distract towards the men um i hope but if the girls sometimes like they're like it's good marketing for both of them and maybe that's good to support women in the arts um true and here's the thing i don't like about nikki and cardi beefing i know they're bringing their children into it and i'm like oh they're gonna see that one day and it's like i don't like that well also because cardi and nikki are two of the greatest rappers who ever lived and like i could never pick we don't have to choose one and yeah it just it's like we want enough room for all the women we and again and then the taylor and the taylor and charlie xdx all the girls are fighting we're all like fighting for a spot and it's like this is why men the patriarchy still exists because we're trying to take each other down and gwen stefani's fighting bread like wait who's gwen stefani fighting i'm just like gwyneth paltrow's fighting bread fighting who bread actually no i think when gwyneth paltrow came out and said that she was like eating bread again yeah oh so if gwyneth paltrow squashed her beef with bread we can stop fighting other women also with the taylor charlie stuff what do you think it's a this track um i don't know enough of the lore between them to make a conscious like decision on it here's the one thing i'll say about taylor swift if it is she kind of ate with the fact that like yeah nobody loves you more than the girl that absolutely fucking hates you like no one no one tries to copy you more or be you more than the girl that hates you but that is so true so like I act and I feel like girls can like resonate with that the song like people are resonating with it it's not like so specific like where they're like hey at cardi b stupid bitch like right it was kind of a general thing but the the cocaine mention i think was like at charlie and i would argue that i give more credit to nikki and cardi because they're like no i hate you we're like if taylor is talking about it i kind of wish she would have said it with her chest said it with her chest now this is coming from someone who didn't listen to the album wait i'm in deep with the album like i have so many babe wait you listen to every song well i've been flying on planes all weekend it's like all i you like don't believe in entertainment on flights no so just me and my delta headphones listening i have so many thoughts and i'm a fan and look i like charlie xcx i like taylor swift and i do like i think the people like coming on the internet and making like dissertations on how it's the worst album ever like get a hobby but also the people that are like going on the internet and crying about how it's the best thing they've ever heard also get a hobby so like i'm kind of like in the middle that's a valid point extremist extremism is not for me extremism is bad i can like songs and whatever i do have to say this is something like her 12th album and she's only 35 and iconic i i love that like someone's putting out art and like i would imagine she puts this out and then decides because of the blowback because some people didn't like it i'm like Like she doesn't have to put out an album.

23:35Also, it's art. Like you don't have to like it and her still make a billion dollars. Yeah. Like it's like she didn't have to put herself up for all this criticism and she did. So I'm like grateful that like she's doing that. The only thing I'll say is I am still shocked that she announced her. I still haven't gotten over it, that she announced her album on a male sports podcast like that. I still can't believe she did. I just feel like that's so not her. I think she's like madly and is in like so clocked into this. The pod actually made me laugh like she's funny. She is funny. She's funny and very smart.

24:15But there was one story she said that I just have to raise awareness about. She said when she sold her masters, she went to go find Travis who was playing video games. We don't talk about that enough. No, people aren't talking about that enough. When they're not playing the sport, they play pretend sports against each other. And you know this man has a headset. And wait, he's 36. Do you know that I've never dated a guy who was really ever into video games? So actually, I've never either. But I have friends who have. Like Andy Murray, who's one of the best tennis players who ever lived. His wife almost divorced him because he was so addicted to video games.

24:56No way. You know how it's annoying when your man's on his phone? by the way when I'm on my phone I'm doing research but when he is you're like hello I'm telling you a story that you probably heard before this might be like my own internal thing but I'm never mad when I'm being left alone sorry I actually can't relate because like I can occupy myself it's more like when I have a thought that I want to say it's more being ignored yeah and I wait for him to finish texting i'm like who is so important yes well i like this is comedic timing like i had the moment we're losing the moment i'm gonna forget what i'm gonna say i have adhd and now i'm mad at you yeah and that's just a tuesday but um well oh yeah yeah travis calls you playing video games i just have to say taylor it was so relatable that she's like my he was playing video games i had to wake him up and i'm like taylor swift is in your house you should be watching her make sourdough bread what do you mean you're playing video games you should be listening to her play guitar the other thing that was crazy was that like she was obviously like going on podcasts and doing like press for her album and i think she was on like a british podcast or something or like radio show and the guy was oh and no no no different and the guy was like oh there's like rumors that this is your last album because you're like getting married And she said, what a wildly offensive thing to say.

26:23Like, that's not like the reason the majority of women get married. Like, what? And here you have Taylor Swift, who is a self-made billionaire, who has topped, who has done so many, like, broken so many whatever, the first of anyone to do all these different things. and she and she is getting defined by like oh well you're Travis Kelsey's fiance like oh the the misogyny you're married now so you can't work because it's like what's different I have a ring on my finger now what you think it's like weighing me down or that she has to now like tend to her husband it's great that she like stood up for herself there are also people are doing like think pieces on like some of the lyrics being like trad wifey or whatever or her like yeah no i do have to say if you don't listen to the lyrics which i'll be honest i don't i'm not in it for that yeah um there's a lot of like okay i'm like deep in taylor swift lore right now okay wow so basically apparently of the swifties there's like the ones who love like evermore and love and lover and folk and so like the sadder folklore song they love like the folk like her like talking like lyrically whatever um i was a girl who liked like red like i liked reputation yeah i like i like just like poppy so like i'm saying one one thing about this album and i feel like everyone can see to an extent yeah some of these songs you cannot get out of your head like it's kind of like i listened to it twice and i'm like trying to go to sleep and i can't stop hearing it she has some some taylor crack cocaine that she borrowed from charlie xax in these they're very poppy i do think with taylor her songs are look at me going full dissertation and then i have to change the subjects because i actually can't anymore i just feel like she it's like her journal it's like her therapy so it's like yes she wouldn't say these things but it's like her expressing her like deepest thoughts and that's what i one argument i have to say about people being like oh it's not good um lyrics i don't know if it ever like long term like remember a song like welcome to new york like that was not a lyrical it was like welcome to new york yeah we've been waiting for you welcome to new york like i was like okay cool like shake it whatever wait like does she have to be shakespeare every time no i think the point is is that it's cool that she writes the music where yeah now look i'm deep been nashville also oh so you're dialed in are you still watching nashville you know i kind of fell off a little bit did you watch the first season i'm not done with the first season okay but i'll catch up okay i know we like have the show together and then like i feel like a bad boyfriend like i well i paused because like something happened that i was like but i'm like working through it okay i'll get back on the train because i actually rarely watch movies like i'm really more of like a show you are not to bring up taylor swift again but i'm a show girl um also nashville has like 28 episodes in the first season i know which is really really good for my mental health yeah but i watch this show did i talk about this on the pod about the show the movie swiped on hulu you brought it up but i don't know if you went to detail i urge everyone to go and watch the movie swiped on hulu it's based off the woman who created bumble no the lore first of all she's one of the founders of tinder okay they basically cut her out because she was dating the other founder of tinder like one of the guys and he was being like super abusive super unprofessional sending her all these like now granted this is like tinder wait i feel like we talked about this on the pod you you did you did but i didn't want to stop you okay never mind sorry oh no it's okay go watch it it's so good but it's basically about like a woman getting revenge on like her ex-boyfriend and then like basically creating like a way better app and becoming like a billionaire and i'm just like really obsessed with all things whitney wolf heard but she really can't talk about anything because she's under an ndi which i also just like love but lily james plays her and it's just so good lily james depp oh no

30:59no no you guys we are a pop culture podcast okay no wait can i say something to raise awareness for female stand-up comedians yes okay so i always think about how like it's so difficult for female stand-up comedians to exist and one of the reasons is because when you start in the stand-up community you're like one of the few girls and you're just surrounded by men all the time so inevitably it's your co-workers so inevitably you start dating like one of the cute male stand-ups when you break up which you inevitably do because they're they live on inevitably one more time i'm gonna lose it you know i was not aware i said it at all at least it's not essentially that shit is so annoying but um inevitably you date someone and you break up then that dude tells all his friends don't book her on the show don't book her on the show and you these were all your friends so there's so many women who have trouble making it in stand-up comedy like in new york city because they dated a stand-up once and then all the boys turn their back on them and next thing you know they can't get stage time they feel awkward when they walk into clubs they don't want to be funny because it's hard to be funny when all these men are staring at you and not rooting for you i'm gonna go out on a limb here and say this is way more relatable than to just stand up comed comedy women get like obviously such a bad rep of like they're crazy my ex-girlfriend's crazy blah blah blah blah every single boyfriend i've ever had that i've broken up with i'm not kidding you hannah every single one since I was 19 years old after I broke up with them in some way shape or form they have tried to fuck me over or exile me from something or called a club and was like don't ever let her in again oh my god every single one has done something that I've then had to be like hey hey, sorry, we actually broke up and this is why he's doing this.

33:05And I've never done any revenge because I believe in karma more than I believe in revenge. And I think that if you do something to me, it's going to come back to you 10 times worse than I could have ever. Girls, write that down. Yeah. Write that down. I believe in karma more than revenge. That's happened to me before. and i believe in that moment you want to be like oh he's fucking with me i need to fuck him but when you step back like that is so sinister of him to do the universe doesn't reward that like and you trying to fuck with him is just getting in the mud with another with pigs like you're just playing getting dirty so like let these men try to take i don't believe in actively trying to fuck someone over because i think karma is like so much stronger i do believe in revenge based on just doing better than them in general and i think that is like a better approach but the men are so fragile i do have to say like there have been times where a guy or a friend has done something to hurt me that um lit a fire under my ass to do stuff that i didn't even care about yeah like they don't realize that they care they threw dirt on my name and flowers grew like you don't realize i didn't even want to do what i did but you're the reason when people try to destroy you it's it it makes you actually see yourself in a better light it's more like if no one cares about you like that's also annoying that pisses me off but when someone cares so much to try to hurt you i'm like oh there's something special about you yeah they're in love don't forget that and taylor swift was they're in love with you now i am interested to see if charlie xcx does something like did she listen like okay because you know when someone does something to you and you're like oh my god i know they're talking about me or like i know that's about me yeah do you think that charlie was like oh that's a hundred percent about me and she'll retaliate well this is the thing in the music business if she were to retaliate she would get a shit ton of streams so like business wise i think she might um or she's gonna the next album she puts out she'll put like one or two lyrics that sound like maybe um i always do think it's so fun though when someone like makes up a lie about you or like really comes for your throat and then you just don't acknowledge it because it's not true and you're just not going to give it energy like that's so embarrassing for them no it's actually one of my most favorite things to do because i'm like you can't even say anything because you know you're lying so you can't even like really go into detail because there are none yeah but like and and i'm sitting here because i like genuinely don't care we're having such a savage episode today i don't know what's in the water well you want to know what i have my period and so i'm fucking the blood moon the red blood moon like i almost like want to get into a fight just to release what i have inside of me your nails are red i want red for paris i feel like it deserved it you know that's triggering for me it's as you drink out of a red stand like it's orange it's orange if you're watching youtube comment below it's a bright orange okay wait back to tv for a minute oh yeah did you watch the new like the new season of monster about ed gein ed gein so i was unfamiliar with his work as was i as was i now do i hate them like glorifying these monsters yes do i love watching it yes does it remind me my day could have been worse yes does it make life more about perspective and it helps me sleep at night yes is that my own issue yes anyway so he basically was right the inspiration behind like the movie psycho which was like the first ever horror thriller i didn't know that was like that what they create that genre was created by albert texas chainsaw massacre was inspired by him because he had so many different sick things that he did that they had like multiple genres from it um and there was also another movie that he has a leather face yeah um so this guy what's with them all being from wisconsin what's going on go badgers go about yours bucky what's happening it's cold so there's not a lot to do and they're like should we cut someone up okay here is i obviously sick sick man mental problems mental issues all of the things i started to get really nervous about my own self when i was watching it because i had a moment where i was like oh he's killing people but he he's not torturing them like he's like he's killing them and they don't even know they're about to get killed and like when you hear about like his childhood and like his mom you're like oh he had no option other than to be a fucking psychopath and so like i didn't i think he did i didn't feel bad for him at all like i'm not saying that i felt bad for him and they said that he had like a gentleness to him which is why he kept getting babysitting gigs i was on tiktok last night like he he spoke really softly and he was he was kind i almost feel like if he didn't if he didn't if his schizophrenia didn't come out he probably would have been just like a nice midwestern guy but because he had on like he wasn't treating schizophrenia like it just took out he just he could there's nothing he could have done so for you guys who don't know apparently his apparently his mom was super religious and like told him all girls are evil and she just has to love him she brainwashed she brainwashed him and then she when she died he was left just like obsessed with her and missing her and almost wanting to be her because like he would cross dress but he wasn't and i did look up because there was this thing where it was like he would have sex with dead bodies i looked up that wasn't like confirmed so he's a good guy no but they keep it no no let's not go there let's not go there he's a sick sick man who tortured and no he made lampshades out of people's skin the cat honestly they were dead at the time yes and the sewing work was incredible it's it's just sick but it does make you feel better about yourself you're like okay i have a little ocd like no same okay so i get i have a panic attack once a year no big deal i could take a pill but um apparently if you want to look deeper into it there's like an edgyne tape thing um no he's a second i i'm sorry for saying that like i felt bad for him i didn't feel bad for him but I was just like he could have been saved like if he had modern medicine and therapy and like a normal upbringing like I think he could have been saved I don't think he would have turned into this monster yeah yeah the schizophrenic stuff is was hard to come back from once apparently it happens like in your early 20s sometimes you'll get like on set that's why we need to have kids because there's too many crazy people like procreating making monsters and we need to have children and make nice normal humans wait that is the big nicest compliment you ever gave me because i feel like i can't wait till your child can like tell jokes because i'm i know i'm gonna be laughing at that kid so sarcastic i'm gonna be like what did you say i can't wait for the first time my daughter like looks someone up and down and it's like that's what she picked to wear mom and i'm like i know keep it in your side like i can't wait for the first time she offend someone i'm like you can't say that you can't say that also when kids offend you it hurts on like such a deeper level because it's it's there's pure honesty yeah earnest also one more thing about ed gein yeah just like as a hollywood um note i think he would have been bigger if if they changed his name like ted bundy great name great name zodiac killer great name ed gein doesn't roll off the tongue it didn't he didn't get credit how many things were like based off of him i this was the first time i'd ever heard his name yeah his pr didn't do a great job no get her let's what do you with cat pr company like let's let's get better um not great i don't know wisconsin didn't have a good ad agency at the time but i do think um i want to bring something up about our minds yeah we were on another meeting where we were both on my computer and you start embarrassing me in front of everyone being like oh my god you have so many tabs open i'm sorry i thought we were in america i thought we had freedom of speech um also we love capitalism do you not have a lot of tabs open no hannah i have no tabs open okay the tab that i'm currently working on and no tabs open unless i have to remember something i also have zero emails and zero text messages that's the type of person that i am

42:24i'm okay when you online shop you don't have like 4 000 tabs open and then like don't know if you want to buy it and you leave it open and you're afraid to x out of it in case you like have a curated oh you just buy it decisive i just buy it you just buy it i deal with that problem when it comes then i'm like return it so i can't no see i have like 500 zara tabs open no because then if i I get a notification like something you added to your car is like running out. Then like the anxiety of that. I have to then I have to go buy it. I'm like I can't have other people have it and I not have it. No.

43:00It's we this is crazy. Our computers really are like our rooms because you see chaos. I have it actually like I know every single tab. And if someone X out of this I'd be like I lost everything. Like I have everything organized in the most like unorganized way. And everything for me has a home. everything has a place that's what my mom says she said everybody needs to have a home yeah oh my god i'm so proud of you and if you clear i also think that your bedroom is a reflection of the inside of your mind and so like i can't fall asleep if like i have clothes all over if my closet door is open like i need things to be serene for like my brain to calm down do you ever feel like you'd rather lay down though instead of clean and you like you don't have to so you just don't no because if i'm laying down i physically it gives me like anxiety that there's things around and that's depression versus anxiety people and that's 101 and that's how we're relatable yet different no we literally textbook suffer you have depression i have anxiety that's crazy hannah But sometimes we dabble.

44:14Like, girl, you know I dabble in anxiety. Totally. I haven't been depressed in a while, though, knock on wood. Okay, humble brag. Yeah, no, I'm sure it's coming next week or something. Since I'm on tour, shout out. Everyone see me in Phoenix and Vegas this weekend. My mom's coming. My question to you is, when you have, like, a 9 o 'clock flight, and let's say you land at, like, 1130 noon, are you drinking coffee beforehand? but then you're like jacked on the flight like listening to nashville songs just like my legs shaking like crazy or do you land and you feel like you have a little headache and you feel off and then you're like gonna have trouble sleeping at night or you just don't get affected by caffeine the way i do i don't get affected by caffeine the way you do i think it's mind over matter like i think it's i think it's called being weak-minded i have never been the type like people would be like oh my god you can't drink soda after like eight o 'clock and i'm like grow up people do hard drugs you know so i've never been making lampshades out people's skin you could have diet coke so i've never subscribed to that school of thought like i can will myself to fall asleep okay i know we were talking in the car about how i'm the opposite of charlie sheen like how trellishing can handle anything and i like i can't but i also think it is mental too like i i succumb to it it's like when i smoke weed i i just go around asking anyone everyone how to get on high instead of just leaning into it you're not good with substances like you can't really i can't even have a full apple juice i can't have a full apple juice you get like yes you're one of those kids that like like i don't think i was ever affected by sugar as a child like i don't remember it is not on brand for me to be hyper like i don't think i was ever hyper as a child do you know my mom used to like i wouldn't stop like being awake and like talking and she would just slowly like press my head down on the pillow your pillow into your face she'd be like maybe this will make it stop but then and then i she would just like kind of softly hold my head down until i fell asleep

46:33wait saying it out loud sounds crazy myself putting myself in cute set pajamas getting myself in bed and then yelling mom i'm in bed no my mom had to dress me and what i was gonna wear the next day because it was gonna be so chaotic the next morning when i woke up to just know that i was ready so that no see i was like the opposite i was like mom where the fuck are my matching socks like i'll burn this house down see i'm like i'm not wearing socks i don't like how they feel on my toes also my dad used to do this thing where when i was waking up in the morning he'd be like time to wake up and obviously i wouldn't right because uh free will and then he would do this countdown and he was like don't let me get to zero which like i don't think is a good way to start your day and maybe i should talk to that's anxiety he would be like okay 10 don't make me come in there nine and i'd wait till it was like two and then i'd be like wait were you a child that got like one two yes yes yes that makes a lot of sense i was i was a timeout child i had a lot of timeouts i also but then my dad started abusing it like i would be like 13 he'd be like give me the remote and i'd be like no and he'd be like five four i'm like you can't use it for this I didn't do anything wrong.

47:51And he's like, three. Don't wait until one. It's so funny because I really don't think I was a child. Like, I'm not kidding. Like, I never had one. I don't. I never, like, got in trouble. Did you ever get in trouble in school? Never. You never got in trouble for chatting? Well, you didn't have me in your class because me and you would have been living in detention. Like, maybe I would get, like, Paige, like, quiet down. But I never got, like, Paige as, like, a problem to have in class. I was I was never a problem I did get like too chatty and occasionally I would try to like start a revolt but otherwise yeah like I feel like I after second grade I realized like oh you need the teachers to like you and then I was like yeah fully on board I was like fuck my friends like I think I was just like so checked out that I was like I don't care like I literally don't give a fuck about this I'm never gonna need it don't care don't care to even get in trouble because I don't want to be here do you know I used to walk to middle school from my house and I would get lost wait that's so New York City it was like six blocks at what age did your parents are let you go by yourself in elementary school me and my brother would walk to school like I mean Park Slope was like so nice in the 90s like so beautiful I just remember like fall leaves and me and my brother would walk to school wait that's so sweet and it was like three blocks like it wasn't far and then all the other kids would be walking to school but I remember getting in trouble in school and knowing that the teacher was going to try to talk to my mom so then I realized if I can get to my mom before her I could be like mom I want a pb and j let's get out of here and we you're scheming you're prodding I was like hey mom um real quick can I talk to you for a second can I pull you for the side for a minute and then I yeah so anyway I figured it out but I was definitely chatty and i would raise my hand all the time which you didn't no i never did well i couldn't read and that's my villain origin story i literally could not read these words are coming for me third grade and i so i hated school and then i just got competitive anyway i digress we digress um you guys thank you so much for giggling with us on this deep emotional episode of analyzing things and realizing things i'm gonna be on jimmy fallon tomorrow night so make sure you guys tune in and also daphne fall collection is launching tomorrow so 10 a.m obsessed obsessed lock in um also get tickets to see me in i'm going to wisconsin where edgeen is from um go badgers madison green bay and check out this weekend phoenix and vegas we love you guys so much

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